I can’t wait until I meet someone that matches my energy, that treats me with as much love and kindness as I treat them, someone I can actually trust my heart with without fear of them taking advantage of it
As much as I love my “mother in-law,” I can’t wait for the day when my partner and I can have our apartment back. Just the two of us (and my cat.) It’d be one thing if we had a house or something.. but the three of us, my cat, and her dog are all sharing a 1 bedroom/1 bath apartment. She pretty much moved in with us, without really asking. It started out as 4/7 days a week for most of the year, and then randomly went to full on moving in since august. I’ve never gotten to have a place on my own, or just with a partner, and I’m in my 30s now. There’s always been family, friends, friends of family, and misc roommates living with me. When’s it gonna be my time to have my own space? I don’t think, as a 30-something year old adult, that that’s asking too much. For once I want my own needs and care to be the focal point of my life.
I think the reason Shiki/Ciel endears itself to me so much is that it's the ending where i can imagine the two of them having a nice, peaceful life afterwards. Arc is the queen of all vampires, Akiha only has bad endings, Kohaku's best outcome is leaving the Tohnos entirely, and Hisui... honestly that also one is also fine which is why i like it so much but that's not the point here
with Ciel's true ending, what's left at the end of the story is two broken people there for each other. they both have massive amounts of trauma and tons of issues but they can work through those together. and that's really sweet to think about
I've been obsessed with dnd for 10 years, but have never got to play it cause everyone I know thinks its "childish". I've been consuming every form of dnd media I can find (podcasts, youtube campaigns, official manuals, etc) and at 25 I think I've finally come to terms with the fact that it seems like I'll never get to actually play. I'm still gonna remain hopeful that I'll find a group to play with, but it seems less likely with each day that passes.
So something kind of shook my sense of self the other day
I don’t know if anyone remembers the friend crush guy, but anyways he has a girlfriend who is apparently very awesome! They went to winter formal together and I wanted to talk to them there and get to know the gf, because everyone kept talking about how fun she was but I just ended up hanging around awkwardly not wanting to be annoying.
I was sitting with my friends later and they were like why don’t you just go talk to them, they’re nice, and I offhandedly said something like “ah man I’m pretty sure he hates me tho” and one of my friends just simply said “I don’t see how anybody could hate you.”
And when I tell you that changed my brain chemistry
Finished Turnabout Serenade with my sisters today and I had to quickly draw this concept (Also an excuse to draw Apollo AND my girl Ema.. love her.) Also I had to draw them mugshots for this THE KISSY FACE IS NOT SERIOUS just like he's not serious.. he'd so pull the Instagram influencer lips..
Slight spoilers below the cut, just in case!
Can you IMAGINE how freaking funny it'd be if you were Daryan, listening in over the headset, only to hear two people talking about "wanted? Nobody wants him!" about your band mate? Ngl if it was me, I'd end up laughing LMAO which would be bad for him considering.. you know. I really enjoy the worsties dynamic Ema and Klavier have because.. it's just hilarious, honestly. I love how she talks trash about him every waking moment, she is waiting for the SECOND she passes her exam and her 2 weeks notice is ON his desk
HEYYY SO REMEMBER THIS POST I DID WHERE I REDESIGNED THE HPA UNIFORMS? WELL. I STARTED A LINEUP !
I say started since i havent drawn everyone yet but like. it took too long on and off to get to just this point and quite frankly i wanted my life back! So will I ever finish it? possibly? hopefully? If i do you'll definitely see it but i couldn't stand watching this thing rot away in my files for a second longer so enjoy!!