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Some gifs of Sam Reid in the movie Belle ( 2013)
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arctrooper69 · 1 year
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Hate to Love You
When an angry awkward boy meets an angry awkward girl.
A/N: Hope everyone had a great Holiday season! Happy New Years and here's to many more friends and star wars fics! (Also, how bout those new Bad Batch episodes 😍)
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Warnings: Some kissy kissy stuff towards the end (no smut or anything like that). I think that's it!?
It started out as a simple, little feeling. The way you rolled your eyes at Echo’s stupid joke. The way you laughed out loud when Wrecker accidentally smacked you upside the head with his Lula during an especially animated conversation. Or the way your brow furrowed when you were concentrating.
It was just a flutter of warmth that bloomed in his chest when you looked his way - something so small that it was easily drowned by more legitimate, practical thoughts.
“Hey Crosshair, am I doing this right?”
He glanced over at you from his chair. You sat on the floor cross legged with the pieces of your blaster spread out on a cloth in front of you. He crossed his arms as he leaned back into the seat, eyes closed.
“No.”
You raised an eyebrow at him. “Okay… then what am I doing wrong?”
He sighed, admittedly annoyed. If you were anyone else right now, he’d have already vacated the premises.
“Figure it out.”
He smirked as you let out a frustrated sigh.
“You figure it out!” You mocked. He opened a single eye,
“I did.”
You groaned. “Then what is it?”
Crosshair turned away, slouching further into his chair as he propped his feet up on the edge of the console, arms still crossed with eyes closed.
“Come on Crosshair.” You rolled your eyes. Now you were annoyed. “I know you’re not asleep.”
He didn’t answer and you were left to fend for yourself. At least that’s how it felt. But you finally caved and ended up with what you were pretty sure was a completed, working blaster. Crosshair would finally be impressed.
You were sure he’d seen you staring at him recently. Maybe his rudeness was just a way to tell you that there was no way in hell that he’d reciprocate any kind of feelings toward you. But you had to try something. You weren’t sure why Crosshair of all people gave you butterflies. Maybe it was the quiet but penetrating gaze he wore - the one that seemed to expertly pick up every little detail. Sometimes you swore that he could see right through you, reading all of your secrets like an open book. Maybe it was his devil-may-care attitude, or the way he playfully competed with his brothers. But they were only small, fleeting thoughts that made your heart swell for just a fraction of a second before your more logical thoughts set you straight.
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“Do you want to blow us all up?” Crosshair hissed as he held your blaster in his hands, turning it this way and that, inspecting the work you had done. You couldn’t quite place his expression - somewhere between annoyance and maybe concern? Or were you confusing disgust for concern? Obviously something was not to his liking. You felt your face grow warm and your heart sank.
“No, of course not!”
Crosshair smirked, looking at your face. “Well that’s how you’ve got this configured.”
You were at a loss as to what exactly you’d done to your blaster to unintentionally turn it into a bomb.
“Oh for kriffs sake,” he growled, rolling his eyes. “You put the crystal in backwards…”
“…destabilizing the blaster” you said simultaneously with him, realizing what you’d done. It most definitely would have blown up in your face if you’d fired it before handing it to Crosshair to inspect.
Grimacing in embarrassment, you glanced up at him.
“Uhm…thanks.” You said softly, meeting his stern gaze. Time seemed to slow as he held your gaze.
One second.
Two seconds.
He sharply looked away.
“Do better next time.”
Crosshair shoved the blaster into your hand before stalking out of the room, leaving you standing, looking as frozen as he felt.
Kriff. That was dumb. You’re such an idiot! Crosshair berated himself as he slunk away to the empty cockpit, dropping forcefully into a seat. He glared at the console in front of him, crossing his arms across his chest.
He heard Hunter come in behind him and felt a twinge of guilt for most likely being the reason his brother woke up an hour before his watch shift was supposed to start.
Hunter raised an eyebrow as he sat down. “What’s got your skivvies in a twist, Crosshair?”
“Nothing.” He snapped, shifting away from his brother. Hunter had always been able to read him like a book and right now that was the last thing Crosshair needed.
"Yeah ok." Hunter scoffed, "Look, it's none of my business but -"
"You're right " Crosshair cut him off. "It is none of your business." He got up and swiftly left the cockpit, leaving Hunter looking slightly bewildered.
Crosshair did his best to avoid you for the rest of the day, but the Marauder was a small ship, and for the two of you, it seemed smaller than ever.
***
"HA" Wrecker yelled triumphantly, slamming the sabacc cards down onto the table. "You owe me a bucket of Mantell Mix!"
You groaned and Omega laughed heartily as she patted you on the back sympathetically.
"Hunter I - " Crosshair turned the corner and froze. You jumped up out of your chair, nearly toppling over. He groaned and immediately turned back the way he came. "Nevermind." He grumbled, "Thought Hunter was out here. Guess not."
"You know what, Omega?" You said louder than you meant to. "Why don't we go get that Mantell Mix right now!"
Wrecker looked uneasily between you and the cockpit where Crosshair had disappeared to. He wasn't stupid. There was something going on between you and his brother. He knew Crosshair and Crosshair was acting strange. Well, stranger than usual anyway. He shook it off quickly. If there was a problem on the ship, Hunter would address it sooner or later.
"Yeah, go get that Mantell Mix and be back soon! I'm starving!"
The ramp hissed open as you and Omega made your way out of the ship and into town.
***
Crosshair sighed as he leaned against the console at the front of the shuttle. This was pointless and idiotic. You hated him. You'd nearly broken your neck jumping out of the chair when he'd entered the room. You'd been avoiding him all week. He was certain that you wanted nothing to do with him. Yet, he couldn't stop thinking about you. The smell of your hair every time he'd pass you in the hall. The way you fully threw yourself into whatever you did whether it was sparring with his brothers or helping Omega study ship designations. The way you always seemed to retreat after long missions just to catch a break from everything around you.
It was stupid really; completely asinine to even entertain the thought that there could be something between the two of you. Crosshair wasn’t a schoolgirl. Crosshair didn’t have crushes. Crosshair was cool, collected, and he had the guts to do what needed to be done no matter what. That’s what he told himself every time you brushed past him on the Marauder or when he watched you fight, taking down battledroid after battledroid.
"Crosshair, are you going to just stand there and mope, or are you going to help me?" Tech's voice drifted from underneath the console, dragging him out of a daze.
"Hmm" Crosshair grunted, acknowledging his brother.
Tech crawled out from beneath the main console and stood up.
"Look, I don't know what's going on between the pair of you." His scolding tone softened, "But I do know that, scientifically speaking, distraction from one's concerns has proven, short term psychological benefits." He slapped a spanner wrench into his brother's hand. "So I will keep talking while you help me rewire this console."
"Great." Crosshair rolled his eyes before sighing and bending down beneath the console.
***
"So what's up between you and Crosshair?" Omega asked quizzically as she skipped along the road beside you. You groaned.
"I don't know, Omega. I really don't know!" You threw your hands up. "I don't get it! I'm pretty sure he hates me and I've no idea what I did wrong."
Omega frowned, "Well that's just normal for Crosshair. He acts like he hates everybody."
You shook your head, "No, before he just kinda ignored me. Now it seems like he actually hates me. But...." You paused, feeling you face grow warm.
"But?" Prompted Omega, lips twitching into an encouraging smile. Then she gasped as if the thought just occurred to her. "You like him! You like like him!"
"I...I can't stop thinking about him!" You admitted.
A mischievous grin brightened her features. "You're in love with Crosshair. You're in love with Crosshair!" She teased in a sing-song voice.
"No I'm not!" You rolled your eyes.
"You even roll you eyes like him." She cackled.
You snorted, "I do not!"
"You do too!"
You glared at her, then softened. "I don't know, kid. I don't think you can be in love with someone who hates you."
Omega grabbed your hand. "He doesn't hate you. I think he feels the same as you but he just doesn't know what to do yet."
She sighed inwardly, hoping that her encouraging words were true. She didn't know what to say otherwise.
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As you headed back to the Marauder, Omega tugged on your sleeve. "Look, there's Crosshair!" she whispered, pointing subtlety over to the side of the shuttle where Crosshair was helping Tech with something.
"Give me the Mantell Mix and go talk to him!" She whispered harshly, taking the two large boxes of snacks.
You looked up in time to see Tech shoving Crosshair in your direction. Omega climbed up the ramp, giving Tech a thumbs up to which he responded with a nod.
You shook your head, suppressing a grin.
The two of you walked in silence for what seemed like hours through the wooded area outside of town. Finally Crosshair sighed, cutting the tension with a knife.
"What is your problem?" He asked suddenly, stepping in front of you. You took a step back but Crosshair filled the gap quickly.
"Excuse me!?" You retorted. "I could ask the same of you!" Your back hit a tree.
Crosshair rested his hand on the trunk just above your head, gazing sharply at you. Your breath quickened and you felt his do the same as he licked his lips. No. You were not going to do this.
"You....you" you sputtered, no longer able to make coherent words come from your mouth. "You just...."
Crosshair's lips came crashing into yours with a bruising force, cutting off anything else you had to say. This was so wrong. You'd been sure he thought the worst of you, so why did this feel so right? You sighed and relaxed into his touch.
He pulled his lips from yours, panting.
"I thought...." you took a shakey breath. "I thought you hated me!"
You kissed him roughly again.
"I do" he breathed. "I don't think I've hated anyone as much as I do you."
You chuckled, "I hate you too. I hate you so much, Crosshair."
He growled playfully.
"Then don't stop."
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sarnai4 · 1 day
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Deranged Attraction
I think it's a shame that we only saw Dagur and Mala go from fighting to being in love because I would have LOVED seeing what flirting Dagur looked like. That then made me think of other people flirting with Dagur. It just is amusing me way too much, so I have to share. You have the different Dagurs and I'm convinced they all would have such varied responses.
You have younger Dagur before he's actually a villain. I feel like he wouldn't know he's being flirted with (if his idea of fun was being drowned/drowning someone, I can't imagine how he'd process someone getting flustered around him.). I'd feel so bad for whoever that crusher was because it would be pointless. This Dagur could probably even be asked out and he'd just wonder why he would want to do that when he could be tormenting dragons instead: "Want to go get something to eat with me tomorrow?" "I'm going to be alone hunting dragons." "I can come too." "Then I wouldn't be doing it ALONE, would I? 🤨"
Younger and villain Dagur might be more aware of this since he already knows that he can interpret things very incorrectly with people. So, instead of thinking all those batted eyes are allergies, maybe they're supposed to be romantic. This doesn't mean there's any more hope for romance. He's angry at everyone now, so he'd just take it out on the poor soul. Dagur would probably only keep this Viking alive because it's fun to have an attack dummy: "You're inviting me over 😍?!" "Yeah, I can't throw knives at myself😈."
Then there's older villain Dagur. He's going to make the most of someone who has a crush on him. He'll charm this Viking so much and have a new minion. He probably doesn't even like whoever this is, but he'll use the devotion to his advantage as much as he'd like. He's slightly nicer than his younger counterpart just because he knows he won't get the same loyalty he wants otherwise. If the crusher ever becomes a liability, Dagur has an ax ready: "So, we'll really get married?" "Of course😘! As my betrothal gift, all you need to do is get me the Dragon Eye."
Finally, there's older good Dagur. I feel like this would be adorable. He's a bit of a combination. He doesn't immediately know someone's flirting, but he figures it out. He just doesn't think anyone would have a crush on him, so it seems out of the realm of possibility to him. After he realizes what's going on, there are options. If the feelings aren't returned, he'll probably try to nicely let the Viking down. I can see him accidentally not doing this as nicely as he thinks he is and then feeling bad. If the feelings are returned, there will be some very awkward flirting back. I can see him blushing a lot (like he did sometimes with Mala) and rambling. It normally ends with a nervous smile, then a strategic retreat to not make the situation more ridiculous than he just did: "It's come to my attention that you don't think of me as just a friend. Since I'm trying to be more honest, I wanted to let you know that those feelings aren't returned and I'm not attracted to you at all. 😄 Honesty's the best! I feel amazing now!" "😭" "😦" Or "🤔😃You and Strykie have something in common. You're both hot. 😳I mean, his fire is and you are. Not him on his own. You don't remind me of a dragon😅. Of course, you're both tough, so maybe you ARE like a dragon, but only if you want to be! I won't judge. Can't either. I've done way too many messed up things to call you out. Not that you're messed up... it's just that I am.😅🤪😶🏃‍♂️"
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chuuyascumsock · 7 months
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Mind you..i was trying to sleep. I was tired as fuck. But look… i was zoned out, and than i imagined chuuya as a life guard..I SWEAR TO GOD. I have never seen a life guard before my eyes, and here i am drooling over the thought of chuuya with his 6packs ducted out, those red shorts and MMM SLIGHTLY WET HAIR😍(litterly thought abt that one goofy bsd games beach summer chuuya card)🥺 chuuya saw you swimming and all, and he was watching. Watching closely. He was supposed to be on duty but as a sexy ginger he is, was admiring those curves in your bikini body/bikinis. And oh boy was he mildly enjoying that sweet sunny view. chuuya would be looking in those binoculars, looking close up your wet chest when you’d be in the water, swimming. When you’d be swimming alone, he’d rush over to you, pull you out the water and carry your to the nearest spot with shade, and no people. Bending you over the most only uncomfortable spot he’d see, while you’d forget about everything the world was doing, and have your wet bodies collide.
I HOPE THIS ISNT A DONE AT UR PAGE RN, BROOO IM GUSHING OVER THIS..like when i tell you i couldn’t sleep. I cant sleep cause of this mf.
-AlinAAA👩‍🦼
Bro got wetter than the ocean they were thinking about fr 😭
OK BUT UHM LIKE— Imagine ugly drowning in front of him, that would be embarrassing LMFAO.
The way that I’d purposely try to drown just so he’d jump into the water and save me is crazy. When I think about Chuuya and the beach, I reimagine the SpongeBob scene with David Hasselhoff and his ginormous fucking man titties. I want Chuuya to shoot me miles with his glorious pectorals 😔
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dangermousie · 11 months
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Tencent press conference also released a bunch of posters and here are some that caught my eye for a variety of reasons.
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As a poster it’s just heads but I am here for the chaos that will ensue from mashing a bunch of Jin Yong novels together in New Jin Yong Wuxia Universe. Is it going to be a disaster? Probably. Am I here for it? With bells on. PS hi Zhou Yi Wei and Vengo Gao and Peter Ho, at least no matter the content of this, my eyeballs will feast mmmmm
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I don’t do moderns and thus have no interest in The Snowstorm of Love despite my fondness for both Wu Lei and Zhao Yinmai, but I had to post the poster because good god that poster is heinous and all I can think of is frostbite.
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Zhuo Zhuo Feng Liu poster is a bit generic but in exactly the way I like - men in armor (with handsome horse in background), lady in court robes, forearm holding and staring, classics are classics. And it’s not swimming in pastels, already a win.
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Have you guys ever been big into 1970s fantasy with those delightfully trippy covers? Because this is the vibe the poster is giving me and I love it. This is where the casting carousel of The Guide to Capturing the Black Lotus stops and we get Esther Yu and Ding Yuxi apparently and NGL I am loving that casting and that pairing for those characters.
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The Wonderland of Love poster is as good as its trailer and its trailer was by far my favorite out of the entire tencent conference.
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Liu Shishi’s Fox Spirit Matchmaker @aceinthetrap let me know is not FSM it’s a different drama (apparently called Love Beyond the Grave? Why am I thinking zombies and romantic poets in cravats?) looks beyond gorgeous. This is how you do it, people!
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Tho if you got to go for cliches, you could do worse than Everlasting Longing which continues to push the sexy barbarian chief thing like everything depends on it, which I suppose for the drama it does. Luckily my main emoji on seeing it is 😍😍😍😍
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God damn you! Hands off 1000 Miles of Bright Moonlight. I do not want an adaptation of this because they are going to ruin it utterly. They already ruined my n1 het web novel with the travesty that was the adaptation of Dreamer in the Spring Boudoir and now time to go for my second most favorite? Between censorship regulations and cdramas’ own narrative tendencies in recent years, they are just gonna do a terrible job, leave it alone pls.
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I like this poster for Liu Shui Tiao Tiao because it’s not like anything else and is not drowning in pastels; it’s probably my favorite poster out of the entire conference.
Thanks to my dealer @aysekira who linked me to a bunch of these and, as always, a fun game of “how many of these will actually air? And in some reasonable timeframe?” starts now. Plus don’t ever air, 1000 Miles of Bright Moonlight, pls don’t ever even get made!
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yelenastoucanpin · 1 year
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Kate and Yelena getting ready for a stakeout:
Yelena, narrows her eyes at Kate: What are you wearing?
Kate, proud of herself: My new suit. What do think?
Yelena, lifts an eyebrow: New? It has holes all over, Kate Bishop.
Kate: What? These? No, these are cutouts! You know, so the suit can be more breathable. Isn't it cool?!
Yelena, frowns: No, Kate. It is impractical to have holes in suit.
Kate, crosses her arms over her chest in a defensive stance: They're cutouts! Not holes! You know what? You are going to be so jealous--
Yelena, scoffs: Ha! I would never be jealous of suit that does not provide protection and has no pockets!
Kate, raises her shoulders: You will be later when I am the only one not drowning in humidity and sweat!
Yelena, places her hands on her hips: Don't lie, Kate Bishop. It is not cool. Those cutouts are not for sweat. You just want to show off your hot body.
Kate, easily distracted: Wait? Hot as in 🔥 or 😍?
Yelena: What do emojis have to do with this, Kate Bishop? I am leaving.
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This is not about me. It's about a friend. I needed to vent about this because it's so messed up. And it's shared with permission.
TW for below the cut: discussion of the encouragement of $u!c!d3, discussion of racial slurs, swearing and pathetic excuses for being a shitty person
What the actual hell is wrong with some people?
What makes someone think it's okay to tell someone else to shoot themselves because "like father, like daughter" because their father shot himself when she was 8?
Who says that to someone?
Who calls other people cr@ck3r and b3@n3r is a derogatory way as a "joke" all because you can't be civil?
Why can't you be civil? Do you not know how? I think you know how.
Why do you steal and deny your acts of thievery?
How is the fact that you were kicked out for 2 weeks, but now moved back in a valid excuse to tell people they're "fucking Jesus freaks" and "should be out in the cabbage patches earning a shit wage"?
Why do you accuse others of your actions? You accuse them of side-eyeing you, of eavesdropping, but I've noticed it's you that does these things, so why accuse them of your actions?
This is how the (text) conversation went (Jan. 30, 2024):
B: OMG when did you post that video of you singing
#BTS STAN
K: Shoot yourself
(Apple doesn't fall far for the tree)
B: Gurl what
K: Like father like daughter😋😇😎🙌😁😌😩🙏😻😊😘😍😁😛😃😝😚😗😜
The next day, she tried to call it a joke and if didn't sit right with B, but she ignored her gut and I wish she hadn't.
I have heard both sides of this situation and I am aware of who's in the wrong. It's K.
K has been fabricating the whole thing to make herself look like the victim, she's left out massive details, some of which I was there for.
Don't look me in the eye, knowing I was there, and think I'm too stupid to remember what you did and that I will defend you for your shitty behavior. You're dead wrong.
I may not remember small things like what I ate the day before, but I'm definitely going to remember if you said something like "kill yourself" to someone or the fact that you tried to infiltrate the few things that bring me joy just to insult my efforts and make me as miserable as you.
I am not you. And I don't ever want to be you. Because you're miserable and instead of trying to be better, you try to drag people below the water to drown in your misery with you.
That is not a friend, yet you wore that mask for so long. Then you finally made the decision to shed that mask like a snake sheds its skin, and I find that you're an amazing actor and liar.
Don't not come near me.
You push those boundaries though.
So we exhaust our civil resources and authority figures but they think and assume it's something like "girl drama" but in reality, you're just a horrible person.
So we turn to civil disobedience to advocate for ourselves, but if that doesn't work, we are not above violence. Because who tells someone to kills themselves like their dad?
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yyunari · 1 year
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h-hi 🥺 c-can can i request u-um a t-twilight s-s-sparkle x s-sunoo fic t-thxs 😍😊
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thank u sm for requesting this !! 4 am is when my creative juices start flowing so I knew I had to write this asap like stayc <33 it’s short, but i hope it suffices !
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ALL TOO WELL— Twilight x Sunoo
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TWILIGHT SPARKLE GAZED UPON THE DEEP BLUE SKY, mesmirized by all the stars her eyes captured. It truly was a beautiful sight. although looking at it only reminded her of her ex lover.
Kim Sunoo.
The two former lovers turned strangers parted ways after a huge fight they had, one which they both deeply regretted. Though, their insecurities and their egos prevented them from reaching out to one another to rekindle their relationship.
Twilight sighed, disappointed that she couldn't get over Sunoo. She was the Princess of Friendship, why was it so hard for her to get over a guy? She could have anyone if she truly wanted to. What was so special about Sunoo?
"Cause there we are again on that little town street," Twilight sang quietly to herself, letting a few tears fall down as well. “You almost ran the red because you were looking over at me.” All Too Well was her and Sunoo’s favorite song to sing together, so everytime it came across her memories she reminisced on the past they had shared— one that would be lost amongst the stars.
"Wind in my hair I was there, I remember it, all too well.”
Twilight’s ears perked up at the unknown yet familiar voice. She hadn't seen anyone in the area, and thought it was empty. Was she perhaps hearing things?
As her head turned rather reluctantly, Twilight felt the presence of another body behind her.
It was one she knew all too well.
"Sunoo?”
"Hi, Twilight.”
As Twilight gazed into Sunoo’s deep and sincere optics, she felt a slight stutter in her heart. It was at that moment she realized that drowning herself in her responsibilities to Equestria couldn’t take away the pain that she had felt all this time. But seeing Sunoo up close had given her hope that, just for a moment, she could be loved. Because within his promising smiles and comforting eyes, she saw the person she had fallen for all those years ago.
And, as always, he had found his way back to her.
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kyskaisen · 2 years
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1,000 Miles Away - Maki Zenin x Fem! Reader
a/n: hehe FINALLY decided to make a real post instead of those random ass thoughts that come up in my head💀
also this is based off the song i cant handle change by roar and drowning by vague003 (i think thats how u spell it lol)
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because my best friend left me a few weeks ago and i've been rlly struggling a lot bcs of it and yeah🥲🥲🥲
anyways😍😍😍
a maki post bcs im literally in love with her<333
warning: some cursing idk depends on how this goes :/, maki may or may not be ooc here
synopsis: you and Maki were always best friends, since the very beginning. you two've been through thicc and thin together for 17 long years. what happens when all of that goes away so suddenly?
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It was horrible. The text just sent to you left you in pieces. Billions of little pieces that nobody was able to pick up.
Not even Maki.
For the longest time, you and her have been the best of friends. Inseparable, even. It'd been on one sunny day in your Pre-K class when you'd been sitting on the swings by yourself when a girl with beautiful green hair and bangs came up to you with a simple,
"Hello" A girl said; holding her hands nervously. You looked up from the ground and up at her.
"Hi" You responded quietly. A couple more seconds of silence goes by, and neither of you say a word.
"...I'm Maki" The girl introduced herself. You blinked back in response.
"I'm Y/n. It's very nice to meet you, Maki" You finally said, cheerfully. Maki smiled back and got on the swing next to you.
"Do you wanna be friends?" You asked, turning your head next to her. A wide smile grew on her face and she nodded.
And that was how it started.
From the first meeting, to the last goodbye, and everything in between those 17 years all went by in the blink of an eye. And it hurt you.
It hurt you so bad to see her hanging out with someone else, looking at them the same way she'd been looking at you just some days ago. Full of joy and happiness.
Seeing her be happy with another person made your heart ache and shatter into a million little pieces. You hated yourself.
You hated yourself.
You hated yourself.
You hated yourself.
You'd been hating yourself for so long that you were afraid you'd never go back to being your old, cheery self. It killed you to see Maki laughing her ass off, hanging out together outside of school, doing all the other things you two did.
With someone else.
You hated yourself for making her leave you. You hated yourself for her not loving you anymore. You hated yourself for those mistakes you made in the past and you swore that if you could take all of that back, you could.
You hated yourself for being the way you are: Just an asshole who's been given the unfortunate ability to make everyone they love hate them.
You wanted to apologize to her in person, to make her see what the fuck she did to you. To see how fucked up you've gotten. To watch the look on her face when you break down crying right in front of her own eyes just so she could see the pain she fucking put you through.
You wanted to see her again. Not from afar, but up close. Shame washed over you when you would sometimes scroll by her contact, and notice that it's been 1..2...6 weeks since you've last spoken.
That time frame doesn't seem like a lot, but the lonely feeling that haunted you made it feel like 1,000 years; still being 1,000 miles away from Maki.
You wanted to take it back. You wanted to take back all your mistakes, but life has horribly shown you that there's no way of doing that.
You wanted it back. You wanted your old life back: You and Maki annoying each other, texting and facetiming till 3 am, sending each other stupid pictures y'all found on Pinterest, all of it.
You longed for it back. And no matter how much you pleaded to the Gods above you, they always turned a deaf ear to your cries.
Those 6 weeks turned into 6 months without Maki. Even though she never moved away, still went to the same school, you still saw her in the hallways,
She still felt 1,000 miles away.
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a/n: bruh i think i went a little too far since i basically made this a vent post now🥲🥲🥲
yeah i added the 'still see her around' part cuz i wanted to at least let yall get a glance at her beautiful face<33 (irl i didnt get to see my ex best friend after we graduated middle school, and we go to a diff highschool now so the fact i'll never be able to see her again kills me inside cuz i'll never know how shes doing. though i did put the 'see her around' part cuz i drew experience from a recent ex gf where she had my friend text me saying 'hey ___'s breaking up with u bcs she thinks ur an annoying bitch and u make her uncomfortable' and then that ex never talked to me again :/ im sorry I talked too much lmaoo)
anyways i hoped u guys enjoyed !! if not thats fine too lmaoooo
have a good day/night and stay safe!!
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‘Been busy all day but I finally wanted to drop some spicy Monster!Din headcanons down into ur ask box. (I am not responsible for how absolutely feral Monster!Din has made me-)
Just imagine Din slowly watching you from outside your window. You’ve caught him out of the corner of your eye a few times and he’s always gone by time you open your door, but you wanted tonight to be different.
The rain outside is near torrential, and he longs for the warmth you’d bring him. The fire inside your cabin is blazing, and a cast iron pot rests atop the licking flames. You somehow manage to catch Mando out of the corner of your eye, either you’re an observant type or he’s sloppy. And somehow, being the little charmer you are, you coax him inside. You invite him to warm up and eat. He’s hesitant but eventually accepts your invitation. You don’t know how but you both end up a tangle of limbs and heated kisses. Din is lapping at your neck and chest with his inhumanly long tongue. It laves at your nipples, occasionally retracting to let jagged teeth bite and know on your flesh. He’s marking you, scenting you, so everyone knows that you belong to the mandalorian. His black eyes stare up at you. Two obsidian pools that make you feel as if your drowning in him. Din thrusts his fingers into you. Your sobbing and quaking as he tries to rip another orgasm from you. “That’s it, mesh’la~” He croons into the side of you neck. You’re both fully bear on the rug in front of your fireplace. Din inserts another finger into you and you quake. His hands are black. A menacing charcoal that slips up his forearms, fading into the golden skin he first revealed to you earlier that night. The color matches the dark markings on his back. A reflection of his spinal cord traced up his skin.
okay apologies for holding onto this for a hot minute, i wanted to read it a few times because
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i loveee so much about this--the vibes with the rain and the fireplace and talk about sexy with the marking and possessiveness!!
the part that had me like 😱😍 was those last few lines especially. i haven't played around with the details of his monster form in a while but i loveee the idea of his spinal cord reflected on his skin. that just sounds so fucking cool??
so now you got me thinking 👀
thank you so much for sharing! please feel free to drop by with more any time!!
always always open to monster!din thoughts 🖤
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My favourite quotes from To Sir Phillip, With Love..
1. “When she looked up to meet his gaze, he saw that she had the largest, most achingly beautiful grey eyes he'd ever seen. He could drown in those eyes.”
Sighhh 😍
3. “If she'd only alerted him of her arrival, he could have prepared himself, thought of a few poetic things to say. Did she really think he'd scribbled all those letters without labouring over every word?”
Phillip is such a mood 😂
4. “But as he watched her across the table, watched her face transform with a mere smile, it occurred to him—he didn't much care why she'd left. He just needed to make sure that she stayed.”
They only met a day ago, and he’s already starting to fall in love 🤗
5. “Phillip had never thought the day would come when he'd be frightened by a woman, but as God was his witness, Eloise Bridgerton scared the living wits out of him.”
I think she scares a lot of people, Phillp. Also, him being afraid of how talkative and extroverted she is before getting to know her, is one of my favourite things about them 😂
6. “You're a bit bossy this evening,” he said. She turned, caught that he was smiling—half-smiling, at least—and offered him a wicked grin. “I prefer to be called managing.” “A managing sort of female, eh” “I'm surprised you didn't deduce as much from my letters.” “Why do you think I invited you?” he countered”
Soo cute 🥰
7. “Sometimes,” he said with a satisfied smile, “silence is a good thing.” Her mouth fell open. “Are you saying I talk too much?" He shrugged, having too much fun teasing her to do anything else. “I'll have you know that I have been much quieter here than I am at home.” “That's difficult to imagine.” “Sir Phillip!” “Shhh," he said, reaching out and taking her hand, then taking it again, more firmly this time, when she snatched it away. “We need a bit of noise around here.”
He’s so used to silence, and it hadn’t even been out of choice 😥 One thing for sure, there will no longer be any more silence in his life 😂
8. “I enjoy your company.” “Then why,” she asked, “have I been sitting alone in the garden for three hours?” “It hasn't been three hours.” “It doesn't matter how long—“ “It's been forty-five minutes," he said. “Be that as it may—” “Be that as it is.”
The banter, ladies and gentlemen, is top notch 👌
9. “Phillip stared down at the roses in his hand. He'd spent an hour choosing exactly the right ones.”
“He'd then painstakingly picked them, careful to snip at the exact right spot so as to encourage further blooming, and then meticulously sliced away each thorn.”
Get you a man who not only personally picks out flowers for you, but also makes sure to remove all the thorns to keep your fingers from getting pricked. Wait you can’t, because men like Phillip are too precious for this world, and are sadly super fictional 😭
10. “She wanted to erase that shattered look from his eyes; she wanted to heal him. She wanted to make him the person she knew he was, deep down in his heart.”
He has spent so long being neglected and hurt by people, and he was forced to conceal his real personality and put aside his needs. And now someone finally wants to not only get to know him, but help heal the pain of his past 😥 It's truly what he deserves. I can’t 😭
11. “Brothers. He should have considered that. It was probably best to avoid courting a woman with brothers.”
Haha. If only he knew what was to follow 🤣
12. “He wanted to come along,” said the one in the corner, the only one who hadn't yet tried to kill Phillip. Phillip decided he liked this one best, especially when he wrapped his hand around Gregory's forearm to prevent the younger man from launching himself at Eloise.”
So according to the books, Colin is both Eloise’s and Phillip’s favourite Bridgerton bro. Honestly, I get it. He’s an icon. Penelope would be so proud 👏
13. “Phillip decided that he needed to learn how to glare like Anthony Bridgerton. He'd have his children in line in no time.”
Haha, omg. No one glares quite like Anthony Bridgerton, both in the books and in the show. But Phillip should meet Kate and see her super, counter-glare to Anthony’s glare 😂
14. “My children, as you will come to realise should you remain long enough to meet them, can be rather, er”— he searched for the least unflattering adjective— “rambunctious,” he said, satisfied with his word choice. “I'd been hoping she would be a calming influence on them.” “Eloise?” Benedict snorted”
Omg, I can’t. I can literally picture Benedict saying this 😂 To his defence, she is a completely different person around Oliver and Amanda, and Benedict has yet to see that 😂
15. “Your sister,” he said, his voice coming off sharp, “has been a marvellous influence upon my children. You would do well not to disparage her in my presence.”
The best way to find out if the man you're dating is marriage material - wait and see if he would defend you to your own family 😎
16. “So, did you? Ever?” “Gregory!” Eloise practically yelled.”
“Phillip just shook his head. She's married,” he said. “As was I.” Anthony turned to Eloise and whispered in her ear, “He'll do.” “I'm glad you have such high standards for your beloved sister,” she muttered. “I told you," Anthony remarked, “I've seen Lucy. This is a man with restraint.”
This whole conversation is so hilarious. A few minutes ago, they were practically trying to kill each other, and now they’re bonding over their shared fascination for Lucy lol. And Anthony’s comment about Phillip having restraint 😂😂
17. “Phillip walked to her side. “Is something amiss?” “I was worried they were going to kill you,”she hissed. “Oh.” He smiled, that lopsided, three-glasses-of-wine sort of smile. “They didn't.”
Drunk Phillip is the best. I NEED to see him being all adorably drunk on the show 🤗
18. “She knew she was considered to be attractive, but she was no legendary beauty, and he was examining her as if he wanted to catalogue her every feature. “You're so beautiful,” he murmured. “Do you know what I thought when I saw you the first time?” She shook her head, desperate for his words. “I thought I could drown in your eyes. I thought”— he moved in closer, his words now as much breath as sound— “I could drown in you.”
Okay, he thinks he sucks at relationships and saying the right thing, then he goes and says things like this? Hate to break it to you Phillip, but you are way too good at romance, you just don't know it yet 😋
19. “Will you all shut up?” Anthony ground out. Then, his cheeks colouring slightly, he turned to his sister-in-law and mumbled, “Not you, of course, Sophie.” “Glad to be exempted,” she said cheerfully. “Do try not to threaten my wife,” Benedict said mildly. Anthony turned to his brother and skewered him with a glare. “The lot of you should be drawn and quartered,” he grunted. “Except for Sophie,” Colin reminded him.”
This exchange is pure gold. Anthony being so respectful of Sophie, Benedict being all cute/protective of her, and Colin just having a blast by making fun of the entire situation 😂
20. “No!” she answered, loud enough so that Anthony actually turned around, forcing her to smile and wave at him, assuring him that all was well. “Just a bee,” she called out. Anthony's eyes widened, and he started to stride in their direction.”
Ahhh, Anthony Bridgerton and his fear of bees, a tale as old as time 😂 Is it too soon to laugh about this? Probably 😅
21. “I'm sorry if I've disappointed you,” Eloise whispered. Violet gazed at her with a wise expression. “My children never disappoint me,” she said softly. “They merely... astonish me. I believe I like it that way.”
Violet is so sweet, but if we’re being honest, she has no choice but to think this way. Her children are pretty much the worst at following the rules when it comes to finding a spouse/getting married. They wreak their own versions of havoc, and it literally gets more chaotic each time😂
22. “So strong,” she whispered, her hand sliding gently along his skin. “I had no idea it was such difficult work, toiling away in the greenhouse.” He felt like a boy of sixteen, so pleased was he by her compliment. And the memory of his father quietly slipped away. “I do work outside, too,” he said gruffly, unable to simply say thank you.”
Awww cuties 🥰 Also, Eloise complimenting Phillip is the best thing ever. It heals my soul 😇
23. “You are magnificent.” “I keep telling everyone that,” she said with a nonchalant shrug, “But you seem to be the only one to believe me.” He chuckled at that, shaking his head in wonder, barely able to believe that here he was, on his wedding night, and he was laughing. Twice now, she had made him laugh, and he was beginning to realise that this was a gift.”
I can’t 😢 How can you not love them? 😭
24. “Marrying Eloise was, quite simply, the best thing he could have done. Hell, he'd even go so far as to say it was the best thing he'd ever done. He was, for the first time in recent memory, happy.”
He’s finally truly happy after so long, or maybe for the first time 😢 He deserves all the love in the world ❤️
25. “If she'd died... He was unprepared for the pain he felt in his gut at the mere thought. When had she come to mean so much to him? And what was he going to do to keep her happy?”
“The irony was well aimed, indeed. He'd told himself, over and over, that he'd married her to be a mother to his children, but just now, when she'd declared that she would never leave their marriage, that her commitment to the twins was too strong— He'd felt jealous. He'd actually felt jealous of his own children.”
Men, it literally takes a blow to the head to make them realise their feelings. But you can't really blame him, he was too hurt by the world to even recognise love 😢
26. “She fulfilled his every desire so well that he hadn't noticed that she'd done something more. She'd found his heart. She'd touched it, changed it. Changed him. He loved her. He hadn't been looking for love, hadn't even given a thought to it, but there it was, and it was the most precious thing imaginable.”
I’m so happy for him. Phillip, my son, you’re finally free 😇
27. “She loved the way he smiled, slightly lopsided, a little boyish, and with a little lilt of surprise, as if he couldn't quite believe in his own happiness.”
“She even loved the way he told her she talked too much, because he almost always did it with a smile, and because, of course, it was true. And she loved the way he still listened to her, even after he told her she talked too much.”
Ahhaaa 😭 They’re so different from each other, yet they complement each other so well 😢
28. “But until you live through what I lived through, until you've been trapped in a hopeless marriage, to a hopeless spouse, until you've gone to bed alone for years wishing for nothing more than the touch of another human being... Until you've lived through all that, don't you ever complain about what we have. Because to me.. to me.. This—us—is heaven. And I can't bear to hear you say otherwise.”
This right here is the best quote in the book for me. It literally wraps all of his feelings into one paragraph. They may not be perfect, but they make each other happy in a way that the both of them have craved for so long.. I just can’t 😭😭
29. “I think I've waited my entire life for you.” “I know I've been waiting for you,” Eloise said.”
She waited so long to get married because she couldn’t find the man she was looking for, and he ended up being the one. And the fact that all of this happened because of a single letter 😭
30. “Today,” he said softly, “The twins told me it was the best day ever. And I realised they were right.” Eloise nodded, beyond words. “But then,” he continued, “I realised they were wrong.” She looked up at him, question in her eyes. “I couldn't choose a day,” he confessed. “Any day with you, Eloise. Any day with you.
This man, lived in darkness for years, surrounded by horrible memories of his past, and now he finally gets to be happy, to get over the pain he’s been through, by creating new memories with his wife and children 😭🥰
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HIM Challenge
The First HIM Song You Ever Heard - Join Me In Death.
The First HIM Album You Bought - And Love Said No and Love Metal (thanks to my dear angel friend Danielle Anna Sarah)
The First HIM Video You Watched - Join Me In Death maybe was 2001 via Telehit.
The First HIM Gig You Went To - CDMX, Pepsi Center, March 28, 2014, was such an amazing day!
The First Band Picture You Put On Your Wall/Screensaver - Was this banner I made with photos of Ville haha
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Your Favourite HIM Song - Impossible pick just one, so... Sleepwalking Past Hope, Join Me In Death (SWD version), For You, Our Diabolikal Rapture, The Path, And Love Said No (616 Version), Dying Song, Cyanide Sun, I've Crossed Oceans Of Wine To Find You, Bury Me Deep Inside Your Heart, The 9th Circle, The Funeral Of Hearts, Love's Requiem, Heaven Tonight, Disarm Me (With Your Loneliness), Poison Girl (SWD version), This Fortress Of Tears, In Joy And Sorrow, Circle Of Fear, The Sacrament, You Are The One, Play Dead, Drawn & Quartered, Endless Dark, The Kiss Of Dawn, Love The Hardest Way, The Phantom Gate, Dark Sekret Love, W.L.S.T.D.
Your Favourite HIM Album - Again can't choose just one, my top 3:
1. Greatest Love Songs Vol. 666
2. Venus Doom and Love Metal
3. Screamworks.
Your Favourite HIM Video - The Funeral Of Hearts 💙 love it from the first time and before I know was filmed in Lapland, now I love it even more!
Your Favourite Picture Of The Band - Has to be a pic from Ville Juurikkala photoshoot, very hard to pick just one, but I love this two!
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Your Favourite HIM Member - Ville! 💗 the brain, soul and heart of HIM... I'm a very proud Valolieber lol, Linde is my other favorite member.
Your Favourite Cover - Some answer this with a HIM cover song and others with an album cover, so I'm gonna answer both.
Wicked Game (demo version), Hand Of Doom, Rebel Yell, Don't Fear The Reaper, from Ville: Lonely Road and Ikkunaprinsessa.
My favorite album cover is not from an album but from a single, It's All Tears (Drown In This Love), that photo is one of my favorites of Ville 😍 and If I had to pick my fave from all the official albums then has to be Love Metal, proudly displaying a golden Heartagram and I love all those little details who can't be captured by a camera in a picture.
Your Favourite Video That Isn’t A Music Video - My favorite interview is the one with Ville and Charlotte Roche watching his favorite videos and favorite performance is Rock Am Ring 2001.
The Number Of Time’s You Have Seen HIM Live - Only 5 😢
28.03.2014, Pepsi Center, CDMX, Mexico
04.12.2015, Carpa Astros, CDMX, Mexico
05.12.2015, Knotfest Mexico, Toluca, Mexico
01.07.2017, Tuska Festival, Helsinki, Finland
31.10.2017, Pepsi Center, CDMX, Mexico.
The Year You Discovered HIM - Late 1999, but re-discovered the band and became fan in 2012.
Name A Person You Met Through HIM - My dear friends who are the ones behind the best HIM Street Team in the world: HIMexicanTeam, Kari, Mimi, Euge, Anita and Rulito, los quiero mucho!!!
Name A Band You Discovered Through HIM - There are so many! but the ones I like are The 69 Eyes, Negative, Apocalyptica, Vanity Beach, Beastmilk, Delta Enigma, and of course Daniel Lioneye!
Name A HIM Song That Best Describes You - Dying Song or This Fortress Of Tears.
Post A Quote By A HIM Member That Makes You Laugh - Not exactly a quote, but was really funny heard Ville say "Hombres satánicos" in Mexico wonder from who or where he heard that haha
Post A Comment About The Band And What They Mean To You - Can't see myself without their music, HIM is a very important part of my life and going to love the band 'till the day I die or probably beyond, I'm grateful for every tear and laugh, for all the memories they gave me the last 5 years, some of the best days of my life were because of them 💗💗💗💗💗
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Could you do prompt 17 with Gladiolus?😍😍😘 You are amazing!
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A/N: I’d bedelighted to, dear. Thanks for waiting, and thanks for the kind words~.
17. “Is that my shirt?”
Rated: SFW
Warnings: None
The chocobos had been frightened off into the night nothanks to daemons, it was raining, and now the both of you—Gladiolus andyourself—were trudging through the Thommels Glade wet, cold, and alone.
“I hope those birds make it back safely,” you murmuredbetween the two of you, flinching at the coming lightning strike and the bellowof thunder that followed.
Out of instinct, Gladiolus reached over to grab at youropposite shoulder and bring you closer to his side, his other arm raised toblock the heavy downpour from his sights. “Let’s worry about ourselves for nowwith how damn dark it is and so many daemons about.”
Your smile probably went unnoticed given how focused theKing’s shield was, but you minded very little as it gave you an excuse to moveinto his warmth as the cold rain continued to soak you through. “The least youcould do is humor me and my concerns.”
His voice resonated pleasantly in your ear given where youhad placed it for the time being, Gladiolus’ touch tightening as he assistedyou in a mucky, uphill climb just ahead, not wanting for you to fall. “They’llbe fine, (Y/N). Right now, I am more worried about you.”
Playfully, you rolled your eyes. “Have faith that youtrained me well enough to handle myself against daemons, Gladio.”
He groaned in response, but having known him for so long,you knew he was merely mocking you a bit in a lighthearted manner. “I’llbelieve that when I see it.” He was referring to how often he had to throw apotion your way to keep you standing as well as a phoenix-down in regards toyour trip so far, but you were improving, and there were moments heacknowledged that.
It was all you could ask for.
“Come on now,” you began with a gentle nudge to his side, “Ionly had to be given four potions that time instead of eight.”
“Next time I’ll just make it a hi-potion, and then I won’tbe running dry on my cures when it comes to you acting more reckless than theKing himself,” the warrior jokingly taunted again.
As you came to a safe location within the surrounding lands,he raised his hand to halt you. His muscles flexed against your chest as he hadoutstretched the length of his arm there, and your body tensed as a result,wondering what prompted the sudden stop. “Here might be a good spot to rest forthe night till this storm dies down.” He began to move out of his leather jacket,giving him only his pants to keep him warm in the horrible weather. “Here,” heoffered, moving it onto your back. “This should keep you dry for a bit while Iwork on setting the camp.”
A small chuckle escaped you though drowned out from the rollof thunder that echoed in the distance, and it was there you moved the jacketoff of your back and gave it back to him. “I have something in my belongingsthat can suffice. The chocobo didn’t run off with all my stuff.”
Gladiolus retrieved his leather coat, giving you a funnylook there in the near lightless surroundings. “Better than my own jacket thatcould act as a blanket for you?”
Arms crossed over your chest, you looked away for a meremoment before gazing back at him in the thick fog of night. “Just get toworking on the camp, and I’ll bother with a means to keep dry at your behest.” Blushingat his words, you were thankful for the heat rising within you given how coldit felt in the chill of night.
As your companion and mentor began to get to work on a meansto keep you all safe and dry from the downpour, you moved to your backpack fromwhere it was resting, unzipped it to expose another old shirt that oncebelonged to the warrior of Lucis, but he had never truly asked for it back inso long to where you kept it and continued to forget to return it (somewhat).
Gladiolus was too intent on making camp to notice what youhad in your possession until several minutes later when everything was set, andhe urged you into the tent he made for the both of you. “Inside, quickly—!” Hepaused, noting the old, gray fabric you held in your possession that nearlycame down to your knees, the short sleeves almost to your elbows with how bigit was. “Is that my shirt?”
You didn’t even answer right away, taking the small secondbreak to hurry into the tent as he suggested with the shirt pulled completelyover you to keep you warmer. “You never asked for it back in all these months,so I just…kept it.”
Making sure the light was nearby the tent to where it couldfrighten off the daemons, Gladiolus moved in hastily behind you, snatching up atowel nearby to dry himself off before tossing you one. “I always wonderedwhere that went, and now I know,” his voice rumbled with a neutral response toit, not seeming upset by it but perhaps intrigued would be the better way todescribe his reaction.
You didn’t want to admit that the mere smell of him oncewearing it was soothing, so you kept that small bit of information to yourselfas you unwittingly began to nuzzle into it like it was a warm blanket that keptaway all the evils in the world of Eos. You had washed it several times throughits use, and it saddened you to say that only small fragments of the soothingscent remained. “Did you care for it back?”
He grunted, shifting his legs about in idle thought at thematter. In the next lightning flash, you saw him move closer in that crucialsecond to go for your cheek and your blush merely deepened, reddening your earsby this point. A small speck of mud mixed with blood from a cut was what he wastending to with his thumb. Even if it hurt for him to touch the mark the daemonleft, you hardly noticed it right away. “Keep it,” he said sincerely, his smileever evident in the bit of light peering in from outside the tent, thanks inpart to your lamp. “It offers you better protection than it does me.”
You pressed your lips together to prevent the laugh fromescaping, but it was a dreadful attempt at best as it still slipped through. “Thankyou, Gladio,” you said in a whisper, fingers curling upon the fabric as it feltlike such a security blanket for rough times that were indeed ahead for both ofyou.
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