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I AM SO EXCITED FOR UR CHAT GAME LFKOSOSKZOQKSHI EACH TIME U TALK ABOUT IT I CRYYYYYYY
I AM SO EXCITED THAT U ARE SO EXCITED i have so many ideas and i’m really really really eager to get feedback from everyone who’s interested in it so i can move forward in a more productive manner!!!!!
ha ha ha every time i talk about it i cry as well bcoz it literally makes me want to jump off a roof sometimes lol 。゚(゚ノД`゚)゚。 but i think ultimately it will be worth all the work n tears
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jennaissantes · 1 year
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PROMPT: ‘the hands that tug a little bit closer in a hug, a little bit of both hearts spilling into the same sink, a love that spills’
wc: 0.4k pairing: bf!niki x stressed!reader [fem implied] warnings: reader is implied to be overworked in school. mentions of mental tiredness. genre: comfort, fluff
🧇: thank you sm for requesting this prompt! 💗i turned it into a comfort fic idk why. probably bc i was listening to cardigan by taylor swift 😭 i love her so much. i hope u guys like this <;3 @tyunni hi
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3:46 am
the words on your book were beginning to look a bit funny now.
you had been studying for the past almost 7 hours, with little to no breaks in between. you knew it wasnt good. you needed those grades, but at what cost?
“y/n? youre still awake?”
your boyfriends sound cuts through the silence in your room. hearing his voice feels like comfort. reading about digestion could only get to you so much.
you turn around in your chair to see riki try to rub the sleep away from his eyes when he notices that youre still up.
“hi baby. yeah sorry. i promise im almost finished.” you watch him get up from your bed and walk towards you.
riki pouts and you have to bite your lip from letting out a smile at how cute he looked. “you said that like,” he checks his phone, “..3 hours ago. please come and lie down next to me. im pretty sure you’ve finished studying more than enough for your test.”
he sits on the edge of the bed, pulling you down on his lap and resting his head in the crook of your neck, finally happy to be close to you.
“i know but-“
riki pulls his head up “nope. no buts. you need to rest. and you’ll have more than enough time to prepare for it all afternoon.”
you find it hard to say no to him. you know you need to rest. he notices your silence and pulls you into a hug, his cardigan warm on your skin.
“baby please sleep for a while okay? i know you’ll do well. im really worried about your health. youve been studying nonstop these days. and it worries me to see the girl i love so much not prioritising her health.”
tears threaten to fall from your eyes, but you blink them back. you couldn’t be vulnerable at a time like this.
but how couldnt you be, with rikis warmth around you, his hands rubbing down your back, pressing kisses to your forehead.
your love for each other was reserved for times like these, where no one could see you be yourself, open and a bit broken.
“okay, ill sleep now. im sorry.” the tears have nothing to stop them now.
riki knows that actions matter to you more than words, and it breaks his heart to see you like this, constantly overworked. so he pulls you closer to him, and pours all his love into his embrace.
“i love you. youre so strong for putting up with all this. i love you.”
and he never leaves your side.
not when you run to him in happiness, having passed your exam with flying colours.
not when you collect your graduation certificate.
not even when you walk down the aisle, smiling at him.
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shuxiii · 11 months
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Everyday pt. 10
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Hanni Pham x reader pt1, pt2, pt3, pt4, pt5, pt6, pt7, pt8, pt9, pt10, pt11, pt12, pt13
A/n meow meow credits to "every day" by david levithan, I am in the stages of insanity at this moment its 7 am and I haven't slept at all, not a single blink of sleep lord save me. P.s: this made me kinda sad this chapter <\3 if u want i recommend listening to "something between us" george romance 101
Day 6008
I go to the computer as soon as I wake up the next morning. But there’s no email from Hanni. I send her another apology. I send her more thanks for the day. Sometimes when you hit send, you can imagine the message going straight into the person’s heart. But other times, like this time, it feels like the words are merely falling into a well.
I head to the social-networking sites, searching for something more. I see that Austin and Hugo still list their relationship status as being together—a good sign. Jiwon’s page is locked to non-friends. So there’s proof of one thing I managed to save, and another where saving is possible.
I have to remind myself it’s not all bad.
Then there’s Haruto. The coverage of him continues. Reverend Poole is getting more testimony by the day, and the news sites are eating it up. Even the Onion is getting into the act, with the headline: WILLIAM CARLOS WILLIAMS TO REVEREND POOLE: ‘THE DEVIL MADE ME EAT THE PLUM.’ If smart people are parodying it, that’s a sure sign that some less smart people are believing it.
But what can I do? Haruto wants his proof, but I’m not sure I have any to give. All I have is my word, and what kind of proof is that?
Today I’m a boy named Jeongwoo. He has diabetes, so I have a whole other layer of concerns on top of my usual ones. I’ve been diabetic a couple of times, and the first time was harrowing. Not because diabetes isn’t controllable, but because I had to rely on the body’s memories to tell me what to look out for, and how to manage it. I ended up pretending I wasn’t feeling well, just so my mother would stay at home and monitor my health with me. Now I feel I can handle it, but I am very attentive to what the body is telling me, much more so than I usually am.
Jeongwoo is full of idiosyncrasies that probably don’t seem all that idiosyncratic to him anymore. He’s a sports fanatic—he plays soccer on the JV squad, but his real love is baseball. His head is full of statistics, facts and figures extrapolated into thousands of different combinations and comparisons. In the meantime, his room is a shrine to the Beatles, and it appears that George is by far his favorite. It isn’t hard to figure out what he’s going to wear, because his entire wardrobe is blue jeans and different variations of the same button-down shirt. There are also more baseball caps than I can imagine anyone needing, but I figure he’s not allowed to wear those to school.
It’s a relief, in many ways, to be a guy who doesn’t mind riding the bus, who has friends waiting for him when he gets on, who doesn’t have to deal with anything more troubling than the fact that he ate breakfast and is still hungry.
It’s an ordinary day, and I try to lose myself in that.
But between third and fourth periods, I’m dragged right back. Because there, right in the hall, is Haruto watanabe.
At first I think I might be mistaken. There are plenty of kids who could look like Haruto. But then I see the way the other kids in the hall are reacting to him, as if he’s this walking joke. He’s trying to make it seem like he doesn’t notice the laughter, the snickers, the snarky comments. But he can’t hide how uncomfortable he is.
I think: He deserves this. He didn’t have to say a word. He could’ve just let it slide.
And I think: It’s my fault. I’m the one who did this to him.
I access Jeongwoo and find out that he and Haruto were good friends in elementary school, and are still friendly now. So it makes sense that when he passes by me, I say hello. And that he says hello back.
I sit with my friends at lunch. Some of the guys ask me about the game last night, and I answer vaguely, accessing the whole time.
Out of the corner of my eye, I see Haruto sit down at his own table, eating alone. I don’t remember him being friendless, just dull. But it looks as if he’s friendless now.
“I’m going to go talk to Haruto,” I tell my friends.
One of them groans. “Really? I’m so sick of him.”
“I hear he’s doing talk shows now,” another chimes in.
“You would think the devil would have more important things to do than take a Subaru for a joyride on a Saturday night.”
“Seriously.”
I pick up my tray before the conversation can go any further, and tell them I’ll see them later.
Haruto sees me coming over, but still seems surprised when I sit down with him.
“Do you mind?” I ask.
“No,” he says. “Not at all.”
I don’t know what I’m doing. I think of his last email—PROVE IT—and half expect those words to flash from his eyes, for there to be some challenge that I will have to meet. I am the proof. I am right in front of him. But he doesn’t know that.
“So how are you doing?” I ask, picking up a fry, trying to act like this is a normal lunchtime conversation between friends.
“Okay, I guess.” I get a sense that for all the attention people have been giving him, not many people have been asking him how he’s doing.
“So what’s new?”
He glances over my shoulder. “Your friends are looking at us.”
I turn around, and everyone from my old table suddenly looks anywhere but here.
“Whatever,” I say. “Don’t pay attention to them. To any of them.”
“I’m not. They don’t understand.”
“I understand. I mean, I understand that they don’t understand.”
“I know.”
“It must be pretty overwhelming, though, having everyone so interested. And all the blogs and stuff. And this reverend.”
I wonder if I’ve pushed too far. But Haruto seems happy to talk. Jeongwoo is a good guy.
“Yeah, he really gets it. He knew people would give me grief. But he told me I had to be stronger. I mean, having people laugh is nothing compared to surviving a possession.”
Surviving a possession. I have never thought about what I do in those terms. I never thought my presence was something that anyone would have to survive.
Haruto sees me thinking. “What?” he asks.
“I’m just curious—what do you remember from that day?”
Now a wariness creeps into his expression.
“Why are you asking?”
“Curiosity, I guess. I’m not doubting you. Not at all. I just feel like, in all the things I’ve read and all the things people have said, I never really got to hear your side. It’s all been secondhand and thirdhand and probably seventh- or eighth-hand, so I figured I’d just come and ask you firsthand.”
I know I’m on dangerous ground here. I can’t make Jeongwoo too much of a confidant, because tomorrow will come and he might not remember anything that’s been said, and that might make Haruto suspicious. But at the same time, I want to know what he remembers.
Haruto wants to talk. I can see it. He knows he’s stepped off his own map. And while he won’t pull back, he also regrets it a little. I don’t think he ever meant for it to take over his life.
“It was a pretty normal day,” he tells me. “Nothing unusual. I was home with my parents. I did chores, that kind of thing. And then—I don’t know. Something must have happened. Because I made up this story about a school musical and borrowed their car for the night. I don’t remember the musical part—they told me that later. But there I was, driving around. And I had these … urges. Like I was being drawn somewhere.”
He pauses.
“Where?” I ask.
He shakes his head. “I don’t know. This is the weird part. There are a few hours there that are completely blank. I have this sense of not being in control of my body, but that’s it. I have flashes of a party, but I have no idea where, or who else was there. Then suddenly I’m being woken up by a policeman. And I haven’t drunk a sip. I haven’t done any drugs. They tested for that, you know.”
“What if you had a seizure?”
“Why would I borrow my parents’ car to have a seizure? No, there was something else in control. The reverend says I must have wrestled with the devil. Like Jacob. I must have known my body was being used for something evil, and I fought it. And then, when I won, the devil left me by the side of the road.”
He believes this. He genuinely believes this.
And I can’t tell him it’s not true. I can’t tell him what really happened. Because if I do, Jeongwoo will be in danger. I will be in danger.
“It didn’t have to be the devil,” I say.
Haruto becomes defensive. “I just know, okay? And I’m not the only one. There are lots of people out there who’ve experienced the same thing. I’ve chatted with a few of them. It’s scary how many things we have in common.”
“Are you afraid it will happen again?”
“No. I’m prepared this time. If the devil is anywhere near me, I’ll know what to do.”
I sit right there across from him and listen.
He doesn’t recognize me.
I am not the devil.
This thought is what echoes through my mind the rest of the day.
I am not the devil, but I could be.
Looking at it from afar, looking at it from a perspective like Haruto’s, I can see how scary it could be. Because what’s to stop me from doing harm? What punishment would there be if I took the pencil in my hand and gouged out the eye of the girl sitting next to me in chem class? Or worse. I could easily get away with the perfect crime. The body that committed the murder would inevitably get caught, but the murderer would go free. Why haven’t I thought of this before?
I have the potential to be the devil.
But then I think, Stop. I think, No. Because, really, does that make me any different from everyone else? Yes, I could get away with it, but certainly we all have the potential to commit the crime. We choose not to. Every single day, we choose not to. I am no different.
I am not the devil.
There is still no word from Hanni. Whether her silence is coming from her confusion or from a desire to be rid of me, I have no way of knowing.
I write to her and say, simply:
I have to see you again.
Yn
Day 6009
There’s still no word from her the next morning.
I get in the car and drive.
The car belongs to Kang taehyun. He should be in school. But I call the office pretending to be his father and say he has a doctor’s appointment.
It may last the entire day.
It’s a two-hour drive. I know I should spend it getting to know Kang taehyun, but he seems incidental to me right now. I used to inhabit lives like this all the time—testing the bare minimum I needed to know in order to get through the day. I got so good at it that I made it through a few days without accessing once. I’m sure these were very blank days for the bodies I was in, because they were extraordinarily blank days for me.
Most of the drive, I think about Hanni. How to get her back. How to keep in her good graces. How to make this work.
It’s the last part that’s the hardest.
When I get to her school, I park where Ahn yujin parked. The school day is already in full swing, so when I open the doors, I jump right into the fray. It’s between periods, and I have all of two minutes to find her.
I don’t know where she is. I don’t even know what period’s starting. I just push through the halls, looking for her. People brush by, tell me to watch where I’m going. I don’t care. There is everyone else, and there is her. I am only focused on her.
I let the universe tell me where to go. I rely purely on instinct, knowing that this kind of instinct comes from somewhere other than me, somewhere other than this body.
She is turning in to a classroom. But she stops. Looks up. Sees me.
I don’t know how to explain it. I am an island in the hall as people push around me. She is another island. I see her, and she knows exactly who I am. There is no way for her to know this. But she knows.
She walks away from the classroom, walks toward me. Another bell rings and the rest of the people drain out of the hall, leaving us alone together.
“Hey,” she says.
“Hey,” I say.
“I thought you might come.”
“Are you mad?”
“No, I’m not mad.” She glances back at the classroom. “Although Lord knows you’re not good for my attendance record.”
“I’m not good for anybody’s attendance record.”
“What’s your name today?”
“Yn,” I tell her. “For you, it’s always Yn.”
She has a test next period that she can’t skip, so we stay on the school grounds. When we start to encounter other kids—kids without classes this period, kids also cutting—she grows a little more cautious.
“Is Minji in class?” I ask, to give her fear a name.
“Yeah. If she decided to go.”
We find an empty classroom and go inside. From all the Shakespearean paraphernalia hanging on the walls, I’m guessing we’re in an English classroom. Or drama.
We sit in the back row, out of sight of the window in the door.
“How did you know it was me?” I have to ask.
“The way you looked at me,” she says. “It couldn’t have been anyone else.”
This is what love does: It makes you want to rewrite the world. It makes you want to choose the characters, build the scenery, guide the plot. The person you love sits across from you, and you want to do everything in your power to make it possible, endlessly possible. And when it’s just the two of you, alone in a room, you can pretend that this is how it is, this is how it will be.
I take her hand and she doesn’t pull away. Is this because something between us has changed, or is it only because my body has changed? Is it easier for her to hold Kang taehyun’s hand?
The electricity in the air is muted. This is not going to lead to anything more than an honest conversation.
“I’m sorry about the other night,” I say again.
“I deserve part of the blame. I never should have called her.”
“What did she say? Afterward?”
“She kept calling you ‘that bitch.’ ”
“Charming.”
“I think she sensed it was a trap. I don’t know. She just knew something was off.”
“Which is probably why she passed the test.”
Hanni pulls away. “That’s not fair.”
“I’m sorry.”
I wonder why it is that she’s strong enough to say no to me, but not strong enough to say no to her.
“What do you want to do?” I ask her.
She matches my glance perfectly. “What do you want me to do?”
“I want you to do whatever you feel is best for you.”
“That’s the wrong answer,” she tells me.
“Why is it the wrong answer?”
“Because it’s a lie.”
You are so close, I think. You are so close, and I can’t reach you.
“Let’s go back to my original question,” I say. “What do you want to do?”
“I don’t want to throw everything away for something uncertain.”
“What about me is uncertain?”
She laughs. “Really? Do I have to explain it to you?”
“Besides that. You know you are the most important person I’ve ever had in my life. That’s certain.”
“In just two weeks. That’s uncertain.”
“You know more about me than anyone else does.”
“But I can’t say the same for you. Not yet.”
“You can’t deny that there’s something between us.”
“No. There is. When I saw you today—I didn’t know I’d been waiting for you until you were there. And then all of that waiting rushed through me in a second. That’s something … but I don’t know if it’s certainty.”
I know what I’m asking of you, I want to say. But I stop myself. Because I realize that would be another lie. And she’d call me on it.
She looks at the clock. “I have to get ready for my test. And you have another life to get back to.”
I can’t help myself. I ask, “Don’t you want to see me?”
She holds there for a moment. “I do. And I don’t. You would think it would make things easier, but it actually makes them harder.”
“So I shouldn’t just show up here?”
“Let’s stick to email for now. Okay?”
And just like that, the universe goes wrong. Just like that, all the enormity seems to shrink into a ball and float away from my reach.
I feel it, and she doesn’t.
Or I feel it, and she won’t.
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navysealt4t · 1 year
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harrysfinelinevol1 · 2 years
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love on tour insta blurb pt.7
harry styles x personal assistant!y/n
summary: y/n is harry's personal assistant and is currently working on his tour
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part 1! part 2! part 3! part 4! part 5! part 6!
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harrystyles Harry’s House. Out now.
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harryfan2 im crying already
latelateshow 👏👏👏👏
harryfan10 iM SO PROUD
harry_lambert yes king
yourusername so incredibly proud of you and what you have achieved. it's been an honour to witness ❤️
↳ harryfan9 naww shes so cute
↳ harrystyles thank you for experiencing it with me x
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yourusername happy harry's house day!
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harryfan3 y/n feeding us harry content, thank you queen
harryfan7 im actually so sick of her she makes it out like shes everything to harry when shes really not
↳ harryfan31 literally shes obsessed with him, bitch get a life
yourbff it's on repeat in the car, I'm obsessed!
harryfan20 did anyone notice the subtle references to the album that y/n has been making in her insta comments and posts recently? she's too clever for us
harryfan5 get away from harry, he deserves better
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harrystylescherries y/n spotted in new york today heading to the USB arena ahead of ONO new york! apparently there were some harry fans following her and they wouldn't leave her alone. it didn't look like a good interaction :(
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harryfan1 poor y/n shes been getting so much hate recently for no reason
↳ harryfan19 literally the amount of hate this poor girl gets is unbelievable
harryfan52 shes literally never done anything wrong either its just cos people think she's with harry
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yourusername taking an indefinite hiatus off social media. hope this video explains why. it's heartbreaking to have to do this, but for the sake of my mental health, i cannot continue interacting on social media for the moment. love u all, y/n xx
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harrystyles hello all.
first, i would like to thank all my fans and supporters who have shown this girl nothing but love and support since the beginning and have always supported the relationship i have with her. however, i have been appalled by the levels of disrespect and harassment she has received since rumours of our relationship began to circulate. this breaks my heart to see such levels of abuse being directed at the girl i love, seeing people accuse her of being someone she is not and making horrible assumptions about our relationship. i am very happy in this relationship, possibly the happiest i have ever been. i want to express the importance of spreading positivity on platforms like this and also make people aware of the damaging effects that negativity can do to a person. i have witnessed the love of my life go through it and nothing was more painful to watch than her suffering every day due to the enormous amount of hate sent her way. it's time to stop.
treat people with kindness, every day, all the time. H.
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harryfan10 this is heartbreaking, watching y/n's video actually made me burst into tears, she was so upset over all the hate
harryfan6 we love you y/n!!! so happy that you are in a relationship with harry and we wish you the best for the future xx
gemmastyles sending all my love to you both ❤️
harryfan1 i feel bad that harry had to announce his relationship like this, cant believe some people are so horrible online :(
harryfan22 guys, harry's fans started chanting 'we love y/n' and all held up candles in support at ono london tonight and he almost cried
↳ harryfan3 he really does love her, that's so cute
harrystyles thank you all for the overwhelming amount of love and support you have sent our way in the last 24 hours. we do appreciate it massively. thank you in particular to my fans at ONO London who did a massive gesture for y/n last night. i cant tell you how much that meant to her. thank you.
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that's it! that's the end of this long insta blurb series which was the first thing i posted on this account. i know it was a bittersweet ending but that's how i planned it out in my mind from the beginning. thank you for all the support you have shown me since i posted the first part of this. i'm sad i finished this but onto the next one! affection will continue based off these events so keep up with that
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I am so invested in teacher Ross, please please please wrote more! all I can think about is seeing him participating in some sort of teacher's event for sports day, and he's all glistening and beautiful.
this specific thought sends me into the abyss.
The image I have in my head is the pictures of him playing tennis, was it? Yeah, I think that’s what he’s wearing.
Anyway, I think sports day is done via tutor groups, and Ross’ has a lot of the very sporty kids in - he’s taking it very seriously. You, on the other hand, are taking a bit more of a laid back approach and supporting from afar, cheering on the kids in your form group and essentially being on health and safety patrol. He’s been pestering you about it all week, asking if you’re doing the teacher’s relay race, and you’re like ‘absolutely not’, much to his disappointment at the thought of you in activewear.
I think it’s a really hot summers day, and you’re stood at the side of the track on the school field with a few of the other kids who didn’t want to participate (a/n: this was me.). You’ve been watching him from afar all day and he’s just been so enthusiastic and lovely with all the kids, encouraging them and cheering them all on, and also have way too much fun speaking to them through a megaphone, which makes you giggle. He’s quite tan after being out in the sun all day and it makes you all the more attracted to him, almost watching him in dad mode.
It gets to the teacher’s relay and you find yourself actually cheering him on, clapping loudly with a huge smile when he wins, and grinning even wider when he gives you a thumbs up. Of course he wins, the look of concentration of that man’s face for a school sports day was obscene. He’s all sweaty and glistening (gorgeous word to describe how he looks, thank u anon <3), and the kids love him and they’re all so glad he won.
I reckon you keep bringing it up and teasing him about it for the next few weeks, saying that he should try out for the Olympics, or join a proper relay team, to which he returns with equally sarcastic quips - ‘yeah, I’m thinking about it. If you know the numbers for any teams, pass them on.’
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pupcuck · 1 month
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@argreion hi nichole.. sorry for being a stupid baby but im deathly afraid of spiders so i screenshotted ur ask here bc it was so lovely I didn’t want to lose it 😭 wait.. let me reply under the cut :3
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YAH LETS KISS. um first of all thank u for taking the time out of ur day to . leave me something so long? like omg? always . shocked when someone does that cuz hello it’s so much effort it makes me sappy 😭 .. believe it or not im like a paranoid wreck posting dark content actually n am always shaking in my boots ab what people think but I like it too much not to post it .. cuz otherwise I would be so bored :3
ALSO ! yah. health nut sister umm.. I like writing leon w gfs. That are like not… reader idk I think it might be cuck mentality but idk I like making them kiss like Barbie dolls it’s fun. think he has a lot of on and off flings with women I think he’s got enough game for that he’s too pretty to not have a few.. I LUV. daytime tv actually. we don’t have 90 day fiancé often I don’t think in the uk? but I unfortunately do love kuwtk and say yes to the dress LMFAOO
honestly.. it’s so easy 2 get addicted to opioids and I think that he’s so unlucky it would for sure happen to him considering how unlucky he is LMFAOOO and just cuz. idk . I need to make his life as hard as possible bc he deserves it I think 🤍
mommy n daddy issues n leon just go hand in hand like ik. his life probably wasn’t THAT bad as a kid idk how capcom r choosing to handle leon lore anymore but to me it will forever be shitty. or partly shitty. and yes I am still doing kreon just taking soo long 💔
I think his dick is so bad.. like it’s the most mediocre dick in the world it’s sickening how bad his dick is. it’s just. he always has to finish you off with his fingers or mouth or whatever. ANDDD maybe one day I will talk ab ocs but I get too embarrassed to flesh them out so I always end up like with just shells and skeletons of characters who are mainly just Pinterest boards and shit 😭
N PLEEK DONT APOLOGISE. appreciated this so much like omh. literally makes me sniffle when people send me asks like this so!!! I LUV U MWAH!
AND I LOVE uh I watched this video where a dude full on paddled a girls pussy so I love impact play if it goes directly to tits n pussy and not ass it looks like it hurts so much more like so much tender..
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zoros-bandana · 1 year
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hi, idk if u still do these but i have a kind of emergency request
so my job has been overworking me to the bone to where i hardly get any sleep, i’m working like every single day without a day off and getting like over 50 hours a week
i was wondering if you would write a Zoro imagine for it with him worrying ab reader and trying to tell her to slow down and stuff
i just really need it but feel free to ignore<3
Hi my honey I’m so sorry you feel like this. I’m sending you so much love right now and am so sorry to hear about the update. I really hope you get to find some time to rest soon or find some way to speak to your work about this issue as it isn’t healthy and you deserve to have some mental clarity and function. I know it seems like such an endless and painful time you’re in right now and I can’t possibly imagine the amount of stress and anguish that your work and personal life is in right now. But please know your life is more than this and you deserve to have peace and joy that isn’t focused on work; you deserve to have more than this. I love you and I hope you can find some help with this issue 💚
Overworked Reader x Zoro - Emergency Request
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“Oi, you’re still here? I thought you finished?” Zoro’s voice made its way over to you, his body shielded from you gaze down at the work in front of you. 
“Not yet, there’s still more I need to do”
“Like what exactly?”
“All this” you referred to the papers littered around you. 
“That can wait, (Y/n), come to bed”
“I can’t!” You spat, frustration bubbling over. “I can’t do anything except this work, Zoro! I’m behind on everything and they’re counting on me pull my weight!”
“That’s not true at all. Can you just slow down for a while and come rest? You will feel a lot better in the morning. I promise you the world won’t end because you decided to look after yourself”
“I said I can’t, Zoro! No matter how much I do it never ends! I would love to come sleep with you right now but I can’t do that! Sleep is impossible and all I can think about is everything left to do! I can’t possibly slow down and rest when my mind won’t shut off! It’s ruining me but it won’t end until I finish it!”
“Hey” Zoro spun your chair around, kneeling in front of you. His large hands cupped at your face, making you look up at him; his eyes round and concerned. “You listen to me, alright? You need to slow down. That is not a suggestion anymore, baby. I’m worried about you. Everyone is. We haven’t seen you in days; you’re not around for meals. It isn’t healthy how you’re living right now and you are too important to be forgotten. You matter and so does your health. Find some time to rest with me, even if it’s for a few hours, and we will help you through this. Whatever we can do to ease your troubles I will make it happen. I will do that for you”
“I…”
“Don’t disagree with me; you know I’m right”
Zoro’s arms swooped you up into his chest, the muscles of his biceps keeping you close as he waited for your body to ease. He could feel the stress moulding your body, creating such a rigid frame he barely recognised you anymore. He knew you were past breaking point. 
“We can find a way to balance all this out, yeah? Just you and me like always. I’m so proud of everything you have accomplished and I love you very much. I love that you’re so dedicated to this but it’s time to take a step back for a while. You can’t do this alone. I’ll make you some planners or organise your work. I’ll run you a bath and light candles. Heck, I’ll even get that shitty curly-brow to make you your favourite meals if that’s what you need. I’ll do anything you wish, just take a moment with me to breathe and think about this okay? You can’t work like this with such a clouded view of your work”
“You’ll be here?”
“I’ll always be here, baby, I’m not going anywhere until I know you’re okay and you’re no longer under all this extra weight. I'll make sure of it that you're safe and healthy again; you're always my top priority"
“I’ll always be by your side to help you”
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keiphoria · 1 year
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g’mornie cece 🐾 ! has been far too long since i dropped by to say hai soo~~ here i am :3 how have u been ? sobs i cant remember if it was u who was my TWICE mutual but i just got tickets a while ago to see them in toronto !! im still quite new to their music , but im rllie excited ! r u going to go see them on tour ? waaah im hugging u so so sooo tight . . i hope tsukki showers u in allllll da kisses 2dai ! sending u so much health n happiness i luv u so very much 🎀!!
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coco coco coco!!! hi my love, i’m so happy to hear from you omg i love seeing you in my inbox <3333 i AM UR TWICE MUTUAL HEHEHE AND I AM SEEING THEM ON TOUR!! i snagged a resale ticket not too long ago and have been so beyond excited!! im nervy cuz one of my fav songs is on their encore song wheel but someone (NAYEON!!) keeps rigging the spin T-T so if they spin my song they may not even play it cuz she’s so silly (and before the onces jump me omg its a joke nayeon is in my bias line 😭)
im sending the worlds longest love letter!! i hope you’ve been doing so well and that life has been kind to you <333 ur such a sweet and beautiful person u deserve everything lovely
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thedreamgirljournal · 2 years
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this is rlly long sorry lol i just got carried away
hi ive just been feeling overwhelmed and i wanted to get this off my chest and maybe get some advice. i think youve seen blushydiors post on how she manifested her dream life with super hard circumstances and ive been using that as kind of a guide. my emotions wojld be up and down, for a while affirming did make me feel good and i felt like i had what i wanted (i do think i was and perhaps still am overcomplicating it because she said she reached the sabbath and *then* received her desires so i thought i needed to do that, key thing here is i was thinking i needed to do something else to get my desires.)
anyway yesterday i was rlly down cuz a circumstance just kept getting shoved in my face i literally felt sick but i tried my best to affirm and reason to myself that the world is just a response blah blah, i dont need to believe my affs whatever. but i always find myself coming back to this weird belief that i do need to, and not believing my affs makes me feel hopeless because i dont feel like i have what i want and it feels like thats going to do nothing. ive done my best to affirm/persist n flip thoughts and stuff and tried to tell myself im doing everything right but i just kept worrying. today and yesterday ive just felt so tired because ( that circumstance that was getting pushed in my face was school starting soon, i want to reverse time) i kept noticing i was constantly picturing myself in the future going to school and without my desires and literally no matter how much i flipped that thought it still came back and people saying to persist n flip ur thoughts, itll change ur beliefs, and that your dominant thought has to be that you have ur desire made me feel like i had to keep flipping it and im just so tired i literally cant. sometimes i do get motivated and genuinely believe my affs that i always manifest in 2 days and theres no way the 3d couldnt show me what i want cuz its just a shadow, but it comes and goes. i feel hopeless and i dont wanna give up because itd be so damaging and ill just never let myself, but im just scared. these intrusive thoughts are just 3d circumstances, fear created by me so i should easily be able to rise above them, they dont affect anything, but i just want to believe my affs man itd feel so much better. ive seen stories of ppl like blushydior and her story and ppl just like her who manifested with her guide, how they just never gave up, and my circumstances are absolutelt nothing compared to theirs but im just so tired i dont know how to stop overcomplicating this or have faith which i dont even need.
my intrusive thoughts just wont go away and my beliefs feel like they arent changing i just dk what to do. i kinda realized i should just affirm my beliefs change easily n stuff but im still gonna send this if you want to respond with any advice or anything. thank u, im so sorry this is long
hi honey! i get what you mean. always remember that if manifestation is hard and consuming your mental health, it’s not real manifestation. my best advice would be to take a little break to focus on you and only you, take care of your body and mind, and once you’re ready, manifest, persist, don’t let anybody tell you what you have and what you don’t, only you decide!!! sending you big big love and many hugs, you will make it!!! <3
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inkykeiji · 11 months
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Totally mundane and nobody else but me cares but when Touya-nii and reader go out to eat at restaurants does he sit across from her like a normal person or does he sit next to her because she’s easier to touch that way and touch is one of his love languages.
And I pinky promise I’m working on that project, I just moved so it’s taking me way longer to make any reasonable headway worth showing! But the very first one is gonna be him in his plaid PJs >:3
i actually love this question so much HAHAHA omg like if he can he absolutely sits directly beside her like a psychopath, thigh slotted up against her own and hip pressed firm and flush to hers, with an arm twined tightly around her waist, palm resting on her other hip. this will usually happen if they’re eating somewhere with a booth, which he will always automatically demand request (and he obv doesn’t take no for an answer—oh, there’s none available at this current moment? that’s okay, they’ll wait until one becomes free). if the restaurant has no booths and it’s only like tables n chairs then he’ll sit across from her with their ankles tangled together beneath the table, so tight and close that their knees bump together, and the fingers of their free hands knotted and resting across the surface as they eat <3
omg please take your time!!! i swear to you there’s absolutely no rush or obligation so please don’t feel pressured or stressed <3 take as long as you need!!! i hope the move went smoothly hehe c: OOOOH that’s so fun i love it!!! i’m so excited to see!! <33
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hobidreams · 2 years
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oh my gosh HI MISS RAIN!! i’m so sorry i haven’t been able to check in on you for the past month😭 without getting into it too much, uhhh u ever just get sick n tired of living thru historical events? yeah that was me in may💀 def didn’t help that the last couple of weeks in my semester were very determined to whoop my ass (though i saw my grades last night n they r all looking Very good🥹 the breakdowns i had were def worth it lol)
but YES I GOT SIDETRACKED,,,
i saw what you were going thru the past month!! i’m so sorry that u had to go through that. i hope you and your loved ones have fully recovered now, and with no lingering effects!! i really wanted to send a message but again,,, Life,,,, but i kept u n ur loved ones in my thoughts the whole time.
and lord,,, the news abt bts last night…. i’m really happy that they’ll be able to pursue their own interests!! but also i feel like my longterm s/o just told me that they needed time to cool off,,, so that’s fun hAHFKGL
that being said, i miss u so so so much and i hope ur well!! wishing u all the best in your endeavors always <3
(oh also right now the spacing is Whack,,, hopefully it looks alright on your end lol)
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HI BABYYYYY omg DON'T WORRY ABOUT IT IN THE SLIGHTEST. yes, i am right there with you. im so exhausted by life and everything and i just keep seeing worse and worse news every day and ahhhhhhhhhh. IM SO PROUD OF YOU for getting through the semester with amazing grades!!!! but do please take care of your health babe 💓 i dont wanna sound like a mom but in my first few years of uni, i had the mentality that "stress is temporary, grades are forever" so i put everything into school. but honestly, that ruined me 🥲 i had to find a sustainable way to manage my workload and i ended up not crying even once in my last year lol 🥲🥲🥲 but anyway. i trust you and ik youre gonna do whats best for you so ill just be here cheering u on 💗
omg thank you... it was, quite frankly, awful as fuck but we made it through and my grandpa is very safe and alive, lol. unfortunately another grandparent had to go to the emergency room recently but that was also fine ... ish... well. we're getting through it. i seem to have no lingering effects anymore.......? idk, i feel like my sense of taste has gotten a bit dulled in some aspects but that could also just be allergies plugging my nose so who knows 🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️ thank you for thinking about us ;-;
yes omg !! it does feel a bit like that FADKLJASFD but im confident that they'll be back better than ever. they wouldnt do this unless they couldnt keep going any longer, and i relate to that feeling more than anyone aslkdjfsadlkj. im listening to my fave songs on repeat to cope 😭
i miss you too, love! what are your plans for the summer? i hope you have fun stuff in store!!
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mitsies · 4 months
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hi wow u r so unbelievably astronomically talented in ur writing i’m like. this is the person i aspire to be!! hiding behind anon cause i’m scared of interacting w/ anyone cool outside of my moots SAVE ME. ur writing is like honeyed daydreams, so sweet and fluffy and everything flows so magically i am awestruck!! plus ur theme is super super pretty i hope u don’t mind me gushing about how amazing u are <3!
oh my goodness :((( THANK U SO MUCH HHSKDHJ i wish u could see me rn. literally blushing giggling twirling my hair kicking my feet the whole 9 yards ,, u are just so so cute :( its okay to be shy but just know i love having you n ur words in my inbox n ur always welcome :(( these compliments mean more than i think i am physically capable of expressing, and more than my vocabulary can show but oh!! my!! gosh!! i am so so honoured to hold the title of someone who might inspire u :,) and u like my theme!!! i love it when peiple compliment my theme !! oh u are so cute i could cry <3 SENDING ALL THE LOVE IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD!!! take care this new year n have so so much fun, wishing u the best health and safety 5ever <3:D
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channoticedmeuwu · 11 months
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hii! so I've been a silent reader of yours for a while(sorry😭) but i finally decided to leave a little note for you as a token of appreciation!! you're easily my favourite writer on this app<33 i really really like your writing style and whenever i read your works it feels as if I'm in a daydream yk? like watching a short film through y/n's eyes !!:D while reading your fics we can all see how much hardwork and thought you put into them and if i had to choose my favs it wld def be [PTLTFTP] (sorry too lazy to type that out-) and [come here and get some] !!🩵 you have no idea how excited i get whenever you're post notifs come 😭😭 pls continue being so so awesome while also taking care of your health!!♡ hope this long ask wasn't a bother and I'll also be waiting for whatever you have in store for us next!<3
NAUSYYYRYRYRB I'm ur fav writer ?? ✋✋✋ you don't know how happy hearing that makes meeeee aweee tyty sm anon 🥲🥲🥲
and it's amazing knowing my writing is vivid enough to make you feel absorbed— I know I've made it now 😭🫶 literally I'm so glad that's been my goal for god knows how long, it's amazing to feel like you're actually in the story and that's literally the point of reader inserts so I'm glad I've accomplished it !! I still have a very long way to go &things to learn, but it's so nice to know that I'm getting better !!
AND OMFG “PTPTFTL” IS LITERALLY THE MOST ANNOYING THING TO TYPE OUT EVER like literally I agree with you 100% I am also lazy you'll never see me actually typing the name out, it's all copy and paste 😭😭 &come here get some ooo I see u anon 😳😵‍💫 into cocky bitchass beomgyu are we 😳😳 (no because same god help me I'm down so bad)
and also !! I really want to say, sending anon asks and sending words of appreciation like this are never ever a bother. I know it feels like receiving one is an inconvenience (bc I genuinely used to think I was bothering writers before I got into writing), but from a writer's pov, it makes me feel so recognized knowing that people can see my emotions and my hard work when I put out fics.
I don't care, literally SPAM your fav writers and tell them how much you love their fics, it's an absolute mind numbing experience when you receive such feedback. please, don't fear yourself into silently reading, I'm very grateful for what you've written for me !!
thank you sosososososo SO much anon <3 I hope YOU also stay healthy and thank you for looking forward to my next piece !! love u mwah
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basilly · 3 years
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if its alright, can i request a platonic tubbo and tommy with a streamer friend who just absolutely does not care of themself- literally passed out while streaming from exhaustion type beat- and the two having to talk to them constantly about taking care of themself? if this makes you uncomfortable im so sorry! feel free to ignore <3
no all good! this one isnt uncomfy at all!
exhaustion || p!tommy & p!tubbo x reader
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. pronouns: they/them
. mentions: ignorance/neglect of self care, hospitals, fainting
. platonic!! reader is a streamer!
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. as a streamer, you often found yourself neglecting your self-care, instead choosing to stream for your fans or busy doing your own things
. your fans worried about you often, but it was your two best friends who worried the most
 . the first time they had found out, it was quite terrifying for them
. it had been a long week and you were about to end stream when tommy and tubbo joined
. however, you really wanted to stay and hang out with them, so you pushed your exhaustion off, opting to have something to eat/drink to keep you up and going
“Alright so what we need is some more logs and diamonds- we need maxed out gear.”
“Tubbo, y/n, should we get a S to the L to the A to the V?”
“Uhh- sure. y/n?”
. they had gotten no response
. you had actually tried to get up for a second, but as soon as you reached your bed, you had passed out
. the boys had freaked, especially since this had never happened and didn’t get a response for over 5 minutes, which was quite odd, quickly ending their own streams and spam calling you
. soon enough, they thought to reach your guardian/roommate- which they had found you passed out and taken you to the emergency room
. tommy and tubbo were worried sick, and instantly asked their parents to take them to see you
“please mum, y/n is in the hospital and they fainted in seconds- we need to see them! its important!”
. after a lot of convincing, they were off
. you had just woken up when they arrived, the white lights blinding you, eating the gross hospital food
“y/n! you’re okay thank goodness”
“you dumb idiot- why would you scare us like that. don’t do it again”
“thanks guys, i’m sorry you had to come all the way out here- i’m fine really, i was just exhausted”
. them:   >:(
. after that, they would call and text u everyday constantly to check up on you, to see if you were drinking water and eating
“hey y/n did you have water yet?”
“drink ur water.”
“ok ok i will”
. they even would try and get chat in on it
“oh my gosh thanks for the raid tubbo! i appreciate it, I hope you had a great stream.”
chat: “have you eaten?” “Did you drink water” “how are you doing y/n?”
-_- on your end
“chat, i am okay- did tubbo ask you to send them?”
“no snitches here”
. or even make subgoals
“hey guys if we reach our subgoal, I will bug y/n to get water, eat, and go to bed”
“tommy wtf”
. they just want the best for you, they worry for you often
. after a while they would tone it down
. however, if it happened more after that, they would def be on your case
. similar to tommy helping wilbur with his anxiety, he will try to do whatever he can to help you, even if it’s just a tiny bit
. tubbo would just be the most caring, not wanting you to get too annoyed and trusting you if you say you’re okay
. like soft voice, trying to ease you into getting rid of your exhaustion and take care of yourself
“hey if you don’t feel up to it, you don’t have to- you can go shower and eat”
. every couple weeks they may have you talk with them (if you’re comfortable about it) to see if you’re taking on too much
. if you even mention feeling like you might pass out again, they would stop everything they’re doing to convince you to feel better and help
. you mean the most to them and your health is a priority to them
. would encourage you to take a break once in a while when it gets too much
. lots of best friend love all around <3
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an: i love platonic tommy and tubbo- friends like them is just urgh <3
requests are open!
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ask-bfdi-characters · 2 years
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HELLO PLEASE READ :DDD
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(ok fyi i had to rewrite this TWICE because tumblr is being a little BITCH!!! I LOST 5 PARAGRAPHS SO ILL SUMMARISE IT THE BEST AS I CAN LMAO)
HEY HI HELLO!!! here i rise.. from the ashes.... good grief i am covered in sand
anyways, ur probably wondering what the hell happened to this acc... "WHY DID YOU DIE???!!" i can hear you scream. heres one word:
SCHOOL!!!! fucking SCHOOL I TELL YA
a few weeks before i actually enrolled and started school, i started this acc, and ohh did it pair SO nicely with the fact i had a major artblock between the creation of my account and my enrollment date /s
lately ive been trying to catch up with schoolwork since i enrolled late and last year.. school didnt go so well for me... so im trying the best i can n getting good scores without trunking up somehow this year which meant most of my art motivation had to be used in the mere free times i get so far per week. i became inactive here so i can keep track of my online activity better (mainly only sticking to twitter)
its been now a few months, and its been... radically better?? i guess??? ive been feeling a bit more lively and my mental health isnt making me all sludgy wudgy anymore, school has been a bit easy on me eventhough i tho, so i thought i could maybe tackle just ONE more platform now that i GENUINLY wanna make art rn, and then i remembered this acc! people seemed to really enjoy it last time it went active, so i thought "well.. maybe ill try again one more time!"
so my planned schedule for this acc is that ill post a few asks per week! it doesnt sound like a lot, but i only have a few hours along with a day free per week so its the minimum i can do to keep this blog alive <:) im SO sorry about the unannounced hiatus lmao, so heres yall treat for being so patient with me <3
in the case i go inactive again, im mainly active on twitter (CozyGalaxies) and instagram is where i usually post any art i think is cool though not that active (waterflowpow) so if you wanna harass me and beat me up to come back up here again... theres that LOL.
theres more stuff on my carrd so here u go https://cozygalaxies.carrd.co/
aaaannnddd,,, thats it! again thank you SO much for being rly patient with me and im EXTREMELY FUCKING SORRY THAT I NEARLY FORGOT ABOUT THIS PLACE :((((((( I LOVE YALL (MWAHS U) SEND ANY NEW ASKS BECAUSE MY INBOX IS EMPTY!!! GO GO GO
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