#i got nothing to lose

[kuro-ultra]

#vaporwave #vaporart #vaporwave aesthetic #Palm trees #sculpture #ouch #aestethic #aestethics #comeback #hit or miss #I got nothing to lose #Do or Die #My World #kuro ultra #kuro-ultra #rare #shinamon

[juliechensponytail]

Jasmines sisters blocked me on her account, Paloma’s family turned off comments, and Montes mom turned off comments

You can run but you can’t hide, we’re coming for you once this is over

#i got 3 instagrams and 2 twitters #i got nothing to lose #bb24

[sterling-writes]

OC Birthday Appreciation!

Happy Birthday to Kent Day!

In celebration of his in-canon birthday, here are some fun facts about him!

Kent was born on November 4th, which makes him a Scorpio! Here's an excerpt from Though Catalog that I think describes him well: Scorpio men are one of the hardest workers in the zodiac. They know they have what it takes to succeed, so they never let failure slow them down. They keep going until they earn what they want. There's no doubt in their mind that they deserve it. Scorpios are also straightforward, serious, and brutally honest. Although they can be secretive about their past, they never hold back their feelings about others. Sometimes, they end up being a little too blunt and hurting other people.

He's based on the DCU character Doctor Fate / Kent Nelson! I originally inserted him into my stories as a side character and, at some point, changed a few of my OCs to be his kids.

I didn't think the name "Nelson" fit those OCs, so I just used "Fate" as their surname for a little bit. I stopped liking that one too, and for some reason, came up with the name "Day," and it just stuck ever since.

Over time, I've changed so much about him that it's hard for me to entirely consider him the same character. But the comparison certainly still stands!

He has four children: Hawk, Aron, Florence, and Lucien.

I plan to eventually make an OC Intro for him, so keep an eye out!

Happy Birthday!

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taglist: @darknightfrombeyond @wokenhardies @arrthurpendragon

#kent #kent day #oc birthday #actually is it weird to call him an oc... #i'm gonna do it anyway because why not #sue me #i got nothing to lose #kinda my ...blorbo atm? does that apply to an older man #i feel weird using that term. i take it back #also that picture would be when he's way younger obv #but yeah can you tell that black adam made me very very happy #anyway #happy birthday kent

[kazzykatt]

Chris but he's here to steal your gender.

I'm not sure how that'd work for a nonbinary person but the point still stands.

#chris kratt #kazzy dibuja #good luck chris #i got nothing to lose

[leoandbeholdclark]

TO ANYONE WHO VIEWS MY ART

Feel free to suggest some ideas to sketch. Be it ocs or fandom characters 👉🏽👈🏽

#I'm in a sketching kind of mood #hit me #this is your chance #i got nothing to lose

[ruporas]

asking and receiving (bonus below readmore)

[ID: A black and white, digital Trigun comic of Vash and Wolfwood. In the first panel is a close up of Wolfwood's mouth as he says, "Vash". Accompanying it is a close up shot of Vash's eye, widen and cheeks flushed. Wolfwood presses a knee against the open space between Vash's legs and says, "Tell me everything you want from me." Wolfwood's face is equally as flushed. He continues to say, "I'll give it to you. Everything." As he talks, a wide shot shows the both of them in white space. Vash is sitting, leaning a little back with both hands pressed against the surface he's sitting on. Wolfwood is in his white dress shirt, stripped of the blazer. He's still leaning in with one knee in between Vash's spread legs, his right hand touching Vash's lips and his left hand behind his back.

The shot closes in on Vash's mouth and Wolfwood's hand against it, pressing down on the lower lip as he says, "You have to ask though. Go on." His hand moves down to Vash's chin, gently holding it. With a shy and uncertain expression, Vash hesitantly asks, "Um... K... Kiss... Please?" Wolfwood, without wasting a second, leans in and kisses him and indulges by pressing deeper, eliciting a small noise of surprise from Vash.

Wolfwood moves away from Vash first and with a smile, asks, "What else?" Vash tugs on Wolfwood's left sleeve, wordlessly budging Wolfwood to give him his hand that was still behind his back. In the next panel, Vash utters, "Hold me..?" He's holding Wolfwood's left hand with his own while his right hand is reaching for his waist. Wolfwood complies, moving his left hand to Vash's shoulder and his right hand continues to touch Vash's cheek. Wolfwood asks again, "What else?"

More comfortable now, Vash leans in to kiss Wolfwood. Wolfwood catches him immediately, pressing his thumb against Vash's lips to stop him before demanding, "Hey. Ask." Vash looks back in surprise and Wolfwood meets his eye with a quiet, insistent look. They're quiet for a moment before Vash leans in again and curtly requests, "Kiss. Me." Wolfwood says "Good", smiling as he lifts his hand away, and meets Vash's lips. In the next shot, Wolfwood had adjusted his position, sitting on Vash's thigh. The hand that was once on Vash's cheek has moved its way to Vash's nape, pushing away the collar of his jacket with his pinky. His other hand continues to grip on Vash's shoulder. Still kissing, Wolfwood asks again, "What else?"

In the next shot, Vash is starting to turn, moving Wolfwood with him. Vash asks, "Let me on top of you?" Wolfwood says, "Mhm" before asking again, "What else?" The next panel shows a close look of Vash's face. He's looking down, flushed and shy just as he had been at the beginning, but now, more decisive. Vash asks, "Wolfwood... Let me have you..?" A panel of Wolfwood taking Vash's hand into his, pulling it towards his chest. The next panel shows Wolfwood lying down where Vash had laid him. Vash's hand is on Wolfwood's chest, covering the cross of his rosary while Wolfwood's hand lingers against his, loosely pressing Vash's hand in place. He looks up at Vash with a shy smile of his own, flushed cheeks. He says, "All yours."

A panel shows a close up of Vash's tender gaze before he leans down to be closer to Wolfwood. The final shot is a front view of their positions, Vash's face turned away from the viewer; Vash is leaning over Wolfwood who's lying down with his right leg draped over Vash's legs. Wolfwood's left hand holds onto Vash's left arm. With finality, Vash says, "...Mine." End ID]

[ID: A follow up bonus comic in a looser, sketchier style. They're laying comfortably in bed when Vash asks, "What was that earlier?" referecing to the start of the previous comic. Wolfwood glances away and says, "To get you used to it. Asking. And getting what you ask for. Since you're alwasy hesitant about it." Vash's eyes widen, tight lipped. Wolfwood continues, "Knowing you, it'll be a tough habit to break..." When he says this, Vash can't help but laugh, unable to deny it. Wolfwood slowly brings a hand to Vash's cheek and continues to say, "So I'll keep trying -- whatever ways I can... to get it through your thick skull." Vash takes Wolfwood's hand with his, kissing the the palm gently. Wolfwood's eyes soften and holding onto Vash's cheek, he leans in to try for a kiss. Vash says, "Hey..." before stopping Wolfwood's lips with the back of his hand, a smug look on his face, "Ask." Wolfwood's embarrassed and with little irritation, asks, "Really?" Vash smiles, saying, "You're in need of practice too." They pause for a moment, Wolfwood looking contemplatively, before he's leaning in again, asking, "May I please kiss you?" Vash looks him in the eyes and says, "Yes." The comic ends with a "chu", indicating an off-panel kiss. End ID]

#vashwood #vash the stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #trigun #trigun maximum #it took me so long to post this even after getting clarification about the maturity warning and stuff #bc i am so shy about it. SDGMKDSGMKSD I LIKE THIS COMIC BUT IM ALSO SO LIKE... AUGHHHH.... #when i posted this on twitter though it was like... a few days after ep 11? ive always had the thought circling about vash deserving of #asking for things... and getting what he wants bc he never gets both. doesn't get the opportunity to ask and hardly does he get what he want #maybe the results can go in his favor but at some point along the way he'll still lose something bc nothing can ever go perfectly for him... #and he's usually the one begging and pleading with people to not. do something. it's not even asking at that point it's just straight up #please believe me. please trust me. please don't shoot that person. please don't kill anyone. please don't do it. #and wolfwood.... it was not always this lovey dovey ok. he wouldv noticed this habit miles away and they got into a fight about it the first #time they talked about it bc wolfwood is being hypocritical too. as he always is!!!! but i think as they get more intimate #wolfwood finds ways to make vash understand. smth smth insatiable want and love and desire for wolfwood that makes it much easier to ask. #wolfwood can also just be so compliant. sometimes. which is also an issue in of itself that id love to explore at some point #but he also just enjoys giving into vash fully and completely. #bc he loves him a lot. but anyway #i hope the id is comprehendible.... please lmk if there's something wrong with how im doing it asfdgkdsmgs #ruporas art

[dreamofbecoming]

listen i know we all love steve “completely ignorant of queer culture to the point that bisexuality is a surprise” harrington being roasted and educated in turns by robin and eddie, yadda yadda, good stuff. i read “they made a horror version of rocky?” in a fic recently and cackled. also a big fan of “he knew he was bi from the start and just never talked about it” as a trope, love it excellent well done

but what about steve who realizes after starcourt that the most important person in his life now has this thing that’s a major part of her life that he knows nothing about, and what if he fucks it up? what if he says something ignorant or rude by accident, and hurts her? what if he loses her because he didn’t know the right thing to say? what if he can’t keep her safe because he doesn’t know what to look out for? absolutely fucking not, this steve says

and listen she’d never say anything, because she can tell that he can tell how much she likes teasing him and teaching him things, so he plays dumb, and she thinks it’s very sweet. but she notices when the zines she keeps under her bed that she buys at that one secret bookshop in indy when she can sneak away on family trips start going missing, always one at a time, and replaced in a few days with another disappearing. and she finds the new ones he must have gone to buy the weekend she was at her aunt’s house hidden in the back of his closet when she goes to steal one of his sweaters. and she notices when he slips more of her queerer movie recommendations into his personal take home pile rather than the movie night stack when he thinks she’s not looking.

she doesn’t notice when he drives to indianapolis after she tries to explain to him why she can’t just ask out a cute girl, tries to impress on him the fear attached to every moment of attraction that he simply has never had to feel, but later she finds a crumpled receipt from a diner in one of his jacket pockets when she’s looking for his keys, and the address is across the street from the bar the gorgeous woman at the bookstore told her about, the one she memorized the address of but hasn’t worked up the guts to think about visiting, and she knows he must have gone looking for a place like that, must have been trying to understand, must have been scoping it out to make sure it was somewhere she could feel safe, after she told him she never had.

so when eddie nearly pops a blood vessel when they clock each other and she mentions that steve is the only person she’s ever come out to before, her hackles come up. because she gets it, she does, he’s only known king steve until recently, so it makes sense that he would be afraid, be concerned for her safety.

but steve is her person, and no one- no one- has ever made her feel as protected or as cared for as he does. no one has ever tried as hard to understand her, no one has ever put so much work into making her feel safe and seen and loved. and she thinks maybe even if no one else ever does, that’s ok. because she has steve, and more importantly steve has her, and that means no one gets to question his ally credentials in her presence without a dressing down to remember, no matter how well they mean or how recently they helped save the world.

(and maybe she’s not as surprised as she could be when he figures out bisexuality all on his own, because she’s been reading all the same pamphlets he has, after all. and she’s seen the way he looks at eddie, i mean come on. maybe no one else has noticed, but then, nobody knows steve harrington like she does.)

#stranger things #steve harrington #robin buckley #platonic stobin #steddie #(if you squint) #this got away from me #i just really love love giving steve a bit more credit yk? #like yes he’s very stupid and he has a history of being self absorbed #and we love that about him #he’s very flawed and that makes him interesting #but i really feel like one of his defining traits is his need to be useful to the people he loves #combine that with his abandonment issues and i really feel like he would be scared of fucking up and losing robin #and yeah he would play dumb like he does with dustin and d&d #but i don’t believe he knows nothing about d&d after all this time and i don’t believe he would let himself know nothing about queer culture #i’m just so so attached to the idea of steve who knows that teasing him for being dumb is his friends’ love language with him #so he pretends to be dumber than he is so they have chances to explain things to him #also stobin sharing clothes is so so so important to me just putting that out there #anyway i just think they’re neat #my writing

[saintbleeding]

[ID: two drawings of a roughly-toddler aged Jon Sims and his mother. Both look like heavily weathered polaroids. Both Jon and his mother have medium-brown skin, dark, curly hair, and brown eyes. In the first picture, Jon is in overalls and a jumper, sitting on his mother’s lap and staring offscreen, chewing on the tip of his index finger, as she gazes lovingly down at him. She wears glasses and a blue blouse under a brown waistcoat. The photo is captioned “Jonathan & Ameerah, Oct ‘89”. In the second photo, Jon is wearing a red onesie and his mother’s glasses, grinning cheekily up at her as she laughs, one of her hands clutching both of his. The caption says “thief! Scoundrel!! Fiend!!!” End ID.]

it’s been two years one month two weeks and three days and jon jarchivist is still my sweet precious angel what else is new

#tma #the magnus archives #jon sims #jonblogging #tma…… on this tma blog….. it’s probably exactly as likely as u think…………….. #i just cant stop thinking abt how. He was a fuckin baby. He was a baby and his parents suffered such random sudden deaths #and he just went. Oh! welp. and had losing and grieving and suffering baked into his lived experience… #he was an ORPHAN? AT FOUR??? maybe yall got a point maybe hes done nothing wrong ever actually!!!!!!!! #my #saint draws

[noxious-fennec]

Tntduo in 1920's dresses galore (+ regular designs cus I couldn't resist)

#so what if I'm deranged. im cringe and free #I've got a couple ideas more for them so expect to see more of these fuckos #can't believe my first time posting cq art is this. got a feeling the cq enjoyers would appreciate it regardless tho #canon has no power over me btw i literally don't care. doesnt cross my mind. they are dress up dolls and i am an 8 yo girl in that way #alright enjoy bye-bye xoxo #my art #dsmp fanart #cwilbur #cquackity #ctntduo #yeah im maintagging. I've got nothing to lose in this life or the next #fennec.art

[suitehearttts]

before the fall… | duo vers | E vers. | R vers.

#finally got see les mis live and I’m not reacting normally #the enjoltaire brainworms….. they’re fighting me and I’m losing BAD #apologies to everyone who follows me for Spider-Man you’re gonna have see these mfs for a while 😭 #les miserables #enjoltaire #enjolras #grantaire #e x r #barricade boys #expect more over the next week bc its spring break and i have nothing better to occupy my brain with #les mis fanart

[bigfatbreak]

Birds of a Feather previous / next tw: anxiety attack

#as a note that bracelet isnt like a magical ooo anxiety attack cureall #it was the bracelet breaking #their usual stim that helps the calm down and focus #right after talking abt losing emelie #that triggered the feeling of intense loss again #so being able to futz with it again helped them calm down #i mean. they didnt get their aunt back #but they at least got their bracelet back #OH ALSO when they get rlly +++vibes they grit their teeth #which can damage their teeth so they try to chew on the collars of their shirts instead #we've only seen it once before when nino mentioned gabe #also their i tried to add a lil shine to explain but #the bracelet they wear on their right hand has crystal beads #the other has plastic #so it doesnt make the right sound or feel right #anway to wrap this up #nothing like the nostalgia of helping a friend recover from a breakdown after u just had on lmao #feralnette au #my art #felix culpa #marinette dupain cheng #birds of a feather #tw anxiety attack #this update took a bit bc i dipped into my own fun attacks for ref

[kuro-ultra]

#vaporwave #vaporart #vaporwave aesthetic #flowers #blurred #made in abyss #ozen #ozen the immovable #aestethics #comeback #hit or miss #I got nothing to lose #Do or Die #My World #kuro ultra #kuro-ultra #rare #shinamon

[martyryo]

*posts and crawls back in hell*

#artists on tumblr #fight club #digital art #illustration #the narrator fight club #tyler durden #art #fight club 1999 #soapshipping #oh my look who's back #so #I'm living hell rn cause I'm full of assignments and gotta pull full nighters til like sunday #this is the only thing I've drawn since the last time I posted. yeah #this is also an assignment for tomorrow (at this point today #I've been raw dogging this drawing from start to finish since 4 pm and now it's like midnight and a half #also I got a test tomorrow I studied nothing about #crying and throwing up #tyler looks fried in that bg but ayw #love the rest #this was supposed to be the scene where jack loses a tooth and tyler says that even the mona lisa falls apart #pretty much only inspirational cause I changed the whole thing to get a nicer result #I'll also post the final thing once I finish it at school #alright bye babes #can't wait to start dtage next week so I'll have drawing time once I get home #yippee #love yall I'll check the notes when I have time 😭

[everysongineverykey]

very pleased to report that i tried literally counting sheep last night and got my first full night's sleep in like a week in a long period of sleepless nights!!

#not sure if i should say 'this works guys!' because while it worked for me #i'm not sure if it'll work for everyone #but yeah! focusing on counting sheep gave my mind one thought to focus on #so it could drown all the others out! much more effective than just trying to 'think of nothing' which i CANNOT do #and as i got further i began spacing out the counting. i listened to my heartbeat #and after like ten beats i'd count the next sheep #and in between the counting i found my mind drifting sort of aimlessly #vague noise i wasn't fully consciously thinking of #which i think is generally a good sign for me. cause i'm losing control of my thought processes and slipping into dreaming #but every time i'd count another sheep it was fascinating. #'one hundred and sixty sheep' and just like that the background noise was all gone. and my mind was quiet again. wow. #anyway i had a full dream for the first time in a while. my cousin was there. i missed school by accident and was disappointed. #love you all💙 sweet dreams and restful nights on planet earth even though it's ten am for me

[whetstonefires]

Hey here's an angle on the Jiang family dynamic and its impact on Wei Wuxian that I haven't seen discussed:

Wei Wuxian grew up seeing Jiang Yanli routinely having her agency cut off and denied in both large (betrothal) and small ways. That were largely tied up in her gender, sure, but this was also a family containing Yu Ziyuan. A daughter in this household had every chance of having her gender treated as of secondary importance.

She just had to earn it.

The way Jiang Yanli was hemmed in and her potential as an independent actor dismissed was at least as strongly correlated with her failure to be a powerful sword cultivator.

So Wei Wuxian's total refusal to let anyone know that he'd lost access to his cultivation and his violent reactivity against being diminished or condescended to during his Sunshot-to-death period, when before he was pretty immune to being looked down on, could have a lot to do with having been presented with this clearly labeled diagram of how your personhood gets stripped away when you are, by the standards of your society, disabled.

#hoc est meum #like jiang cheng's desire to die about it also has this #but he had some specific shame issues #and the realistic assessment that rebuilding his sect and getting revenge was now impractical #and his problem was never really feeling like his place in the world was actually going to be taken #just like he failed to deserve it #whereas wwx had his secrets to keep but even after he'd lived up to most of his obligations #during this period #and i think it's what he's so mad at himself about looking back #during the Empathy flashback #that he valued his pride and clinging to his status when it turned out #it did jack-all to help and he got everyone killed #(Present-Day wwx is not an objective source on himself lmao) #and this in turn is why in the present-time of the novel he's so willing to lean into the indignity of mo xuanyu #he now has nothing to lose and it's liberating #but during his march-toward-death era having any more of his self-respect and conceptual status stripped away was agony #because it felt like an unpersoning #and some of the disability angles around this come up in fandom sometimes but #the fact that he internalized the idea that not having this specific type of power means you lose your personal freedom looking at jyl #doesn't really #and i think she Very Much informed his relationship to #power gender disability and #marriage #mdzs #wei wuxian #jiang yanli

[theghooligan]

mikey: go ahead, shoot izana, if that will satisfy you—

izana:

#tr spoilers #izana is baby girl okay? #he’s fucking unhinged and beautiful #i love manjiro’s crazy ass #just egging him on like he’s got nothing to lose #i love his unhinged psycho baby ass #mikey x reader #izana x reader #mikey angst #mikey smut #izana angst #izana smut #draken x reader #mitsuya x reader #chifuyu x reader #rindou x reader #ran x reader #sanzu x reader #shinichiro x reader #kakucho x reader #koko x reader #inupi x reader #kazutora x reader #hanma x reader #baji x reader #tokyo revengers #tokyo revengers smut #tr smut