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oh-surprise-its-me · 9 months

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Roy/Jamie prompt: Roy witnesses Jamie holding a newborn baby with effortless ease and suddenly he’s struck by both how much he’s in love with that gorgeous Tartt and how much he wants babies with him. When he brings it up with Jamie, Roy I’d stunned by how much Jamie would love the same thing with him.

WAAAAA YEAAAAAAAAAHHH LITERALLY CANT TELL YOU HOW EXCITED I AM FOR THIS ONE—

Everyone’s happy for Colin, he’s not the first to get married but he is the first to have a kid.

He’s invited people over in groups of three of four, but he invited just Roy and Jamie over together.

It’s a fabulous time, Colin and Michael are exhausted but so happy, Jamie ends up holding Lucy for most of it. Roy offers that the two of them can go take a nap if they want. He took care of Phoebe when she was this little, he knows how babies work.

He leans in the kitchen door way watching the two of them stagger off into their bedroom, he can hear Jamie talking to Lucy. He turns to the living room walking in with a bottle, he stops.

Shit.

God Jamie looks fabulous with a kid in his arms.

Fuck.

God he loves Jamie. He wants to have a kid with Jamie.

See this isn’t a new thought for Roy, he’s had it a few times over the past couple years of their relationship. He always knew he wanted kids, he’s fairly sure Jamie wants kids. But it’s just been one of those things they never talked about.

“See Lu? I told you Roy would come with food soon. No need to worry.”

Roy walks over and sits on the arm of the couch, he passes the bottle over to Jamie. Lucy starts drinking as soon as she gets ahold of the bottle.

“Ever think about it?”

Jamie looks up at Roy. He has his headband on today, God Roy never thought he’d like that headband as much as he does.

“Think about what babe?”

Roy gestures towards Lucy.

“Shit kids? Have you thought about it?”

Roy nods. He takes a breath. Here goes nothing. “I mean yeah, I have. I’d love a kid with you.”

Jamie blinks at Roy for a second. Slowly a grin cracks over his face, “oh my god Roy you want to have a kid with me.”

Roy smiles down at the two of them. “Yeah, Tartt I do.”

Jamie gets a pinched look and shakes his head. “We can’t yet though.” Roy brushes some of the wispy hair out of Lucy’s face. He swallows, Christ why not oh god fuck it all why not.

“We can’t have a kid before we get married Roy. My mum would have my head. Anyways, we need to all have matching last names.”

Roy blinks.

“Did you just propose to me in Colin’s living room while holding his kid.”

Jamie during Roy’s panic, had gotten up and put Lucy in the crib in the corner of the room. He walks back to where Roy is perched on the couch arm and lightly shoves him onto the couch.

“I’d like to think of it as a pre proposal.”

Roy blinks again.

“Well gosh Roy don’t rush on giving me an answer or anything it’s not like you’re getting any younger.”

Roy smacks Jamie’s hip from where he’s standing before pulling him down onto his lap and kissing him.

“Yes Jamie, the answer is a yes.”

Jamie let’s out a quiet whoop to not wake Lucy. He kisses Roy with such force that Roy is a bit terrified that Colin is going to kick them out if he ever sees this on the nanny cam.

“Roy Kent Tartt doesn’t have a great sound to it.”

Jamie gasps, “fuck that I’m taking your last name. The Tartt name dies with me dad. Mum has her maiden name, and no kid of ours is having Tartt as a last name.”

Roy grins, oh that does wonders to satisfy the strong possessive urges he has with Jamie sometimes. God Jamie’s jersey having Kent on the back.

“So marriage then a kid?” Jamie nods leaning to kiss Roy again. “I’ve got a name already picks for a girl so you’re just gonna have to deal with that.”

Roy laughs, he couldn’t care what Jamie wants to name their kid. He’s winning today no matter their future daughters name.

#ted lasso #jamie tartt #roy kent #jamie x roy #fluff #headcanon #royjamie #i had literally so much fun #got a bit distracted and went into a marriage bit also #jamie tartt x roy kent #they have a kid !!#thanks for the ask !!#hope you like it !!#mac writes ted lasso

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insomniakisses · 11 months

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The King’s Daughter and the Queen | 1

Character: Omega! Alicent Targaryen Neé Hightower (HOTD)

Reader type: Alpha, Gender neutral, has a penis

Warnings Notes: NSFW MINORS DNI! sexual themes, stepcest, reader is a targaryen, omegaverse au, submissive alpha reader, aegon healena and aemond are reader and alicents kids. Mentions of rhaenyras incest.

Two. / Three. / Three (Alt. Ver)

The familier ache in between your legs woke you, your eyes opening slowly and blurred vision gradually focused on the culpret. Alicent. Your father’s wife. Yet here she was, shamelessly bouncing on your cock hands pinning yours above your head countless loads of cum leaking from her and down your balls onto the bed. Her lips pulling into a smirk when she sees ur wide eyes and flushed cheeks.

“A-alicent!” You hiss, fighting to free your hands to push her off of you.

“Who.” Her gaze hardens and her hips slam against u harder making u moan and whine. Her works more a statement than a question.

“Mommy-“ you whine softly and she coos in fake sympathy feeling u arch towards her wanting a kiss.

She happily obliges, kissing u softly before trailing her kisses to your jaw all the way down your neck her pace slowing when she feels you twitch your knot almost pushing in.

She lets out an amused laugh at how u thrash shaking your head telling her not to, that she can’t. But that of course is where u went wrong u never tell mommy what to do. So she simply grabs your throat squeezing it slightly as she slams herself on your knot. Both of you moaning when it does, another load of hot sticky cum shooting from your cock and painting her walls.

Her nails drag across your chest as you pant, her lips leaving soft kisses on ur shoulder. “My sweet alpha” she hums.

Pulling u into a kiss she purposely clenches around you, whispering against your lips “gonna give me another pup huh? Fill me up and breed me just like i want. Thats all you’re good for isn’t it? Just a little fuck toy for your mommy”

You too fucked out to answer as you feel yourself slowly fall back asleep.

—

When you awoke again alicent was laying on your chest, her fingers tracing shapes and mindless pattens on your arms. You smile kissing her head and rolling so she was under you, her arms wrapping around your neck as u lean down to give her a sweet kiss.

“Hello my love” you whisper quietly gently placing a sweet kiss to her nose watching it scrunch slightly and a smile pull at her lips. “Hi baby” she mumbles back, tiredness showing in her voice.

“Your sister and her kids have arrived on dragon back with her new husband,” you watch her roll her eyes a sigh leaving her lips “Daemon.”

You cant help chuckle at her detest for the inappropriate nature of the relationship between your uncle and sister. You kiss her cheek, “Your married to my father baby… we are not exactly the best to have an opinion on inappropriate relationships..” you tease.

“Her kids-“

“Are as legitimate as the ones i sired with you.” You finish giving her a look, while u don’t tend to get involved in the drama between your sister and secret lover you need sometimes remind her of her hypocrisy.

She huffs then pulling you closer feeling you kiss her neck arms tightening around her as she caresses your back.

“I wish people could know that I have sired your pups, all of them. That you could be mine by marriage.”

She smiles sadly, “if people were to find out there would be uproar… your father and I are married and if they were to know that all of the children I bared were the king’s daughter’s and not the king’s himself then there would be serious consequences.”

Your silent then head burried in her neck and a whine leaving you. How you longed to be with her as her wife. To be able to interact with your kids in public for them not to be forced to pay you no attention in the eye of anyone but Alicent. You wanted the freedom to be with the woman you loved and the kids you shared.

Just then a knock sounded on the door, a servant entering with the news that would change your lives.

Part one is up! ^^^^

I've never done a tag list before but i remember you saying you wanted to be tagged sooo... i guess ill add a taglist for this?

Taglist: @fuckinglittlekitten, @sydneyyyya, @federalclassroom, @watercolorskyy

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sardonic-sprite · 6 months

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Dad!Tim AU chapter 5

Part 1

• While Damian and Bruce get Talia to the medbay, Babs calls the others home from patrol for a family meeting

• They all meet in the cave, everyone shocked to see Talia, and sure enough Jason's ready to lop off some heads if only they were closer

• Bruce explains, slightly pink in the face, about the altercation and admits to the secret marriage license

• I FUCKING KNEW IT Dick shrieks

• "I DID know it," Jason says, sticking out his tongue.

• Damian is pissed that he did not know it but he wanted it, so he says he knew it

• Tim is listening with wide eyes, clutching a sleeping Eira so so close against his chest and trembling slightly because, God, the league was HERE, they were going to TAKE HER AWAY and probably KILL HER or or use her against him, and...

• Steph quietly asks if she can hug him, and Tim sags in her arms

• Bruce and Babs and even Talia rush to reassure him that its ok. The records are in place now, that makes it DAMN hard for ra's to do anything, and once they... well they dont HAVE to but if they make it publicly known that Eira is TIMS the way Damian is BRUCES then Ras will well and truly be powerless

• Tim nods grimly. He knows what all the socialites will think, what the board will think, the general popualtion... he knows he's in for all the judgment and scrunity and insults that come with being a teen dad but if it keeps Eira safe then he doesn't fucking care

• He tucks her closer under his chin and she makes a sleepy itty bitty sound, tiny fingers fisting in his shirt. Her peach-fuzz hair is so so soft against his jaw. He imagines for a split second if he doesnt come out and claim her, if Ra's, if...

• He moves his hand to protect her head and dips his own head to kiss her. He wont let it happen. He cant.

• Babs clears her throat

• She explains that she had started a fake birth certificate a while back, but hadn't brought it to Tim yet because she didnt want to overwhelm him, thinking they had time. Shes got Eiras DOB, sex, height, weight, and Leslie's signature and date to say that she delivered the kid and saw her through to discharge

• She was going to have Tim physically sign it, but had to forge it instead

• Tim tells her thats fine. He can scribble right on top if they want, but she does good work.

• Babs still.looks uncomfy.

• A few others seem to realize why

• She explains softly that the reason she'd waited was because she didn't want to make him think about what to put down for Eira's mother.

• The room goes still

• Babs takes a deep breath and works through her split-second logic, eyes pleading for tim either to understand or forgive

• There was no way for her to forge something as Eira's birth mother, even if she had thought Tim would want that

• "I don't" he mutters. She doesn't deserve that. Not after she let Ra's (try to) KILL the baby she raped Tim to get

• Babs rushes, almost stumbles, through her explanation of why she didn't create a fictitious woman - how the hell to account for her and how they met, because there WOULD be questions, the possibility that Ra's could poke holes without a woman who could and would support the claim, the way it felt so degrading to Tim to make up some random rapist that would never be brought to justice or random lover who'd end up as some Unspoken Of Shame because a sympathetic human could never be produced...

• She takes a deep breath and says that if Tim had been older, she would have claimed Eira herself, be the one to take the "fall" for not having done the whole thing sooner. But Tim’s ten years her junior, she's been too publicly involved with Dick, and it would force them into a charade that would be too long and public and awkward for either of them

• Tim slowly nods and agrees, no offense babs, but he doesn't want to pretend he trysted with his big brother's girlfriend

• She nods and takes a deep breath and says that she... she forged Steph's signature for Eira's mother

• Tim's eyes widen

• Steph goes very still

• Barbara rushes to explain that she KNOWS they're not like that, but they ARE so so close, if it came to speaking up to something Ra's tried to pull, steph could and would, based on eira's looks, she COULD pass as their genetic daughter, steph already knows the whole story and wouldn't need to be brought up to speed, she already adores Eira, and Steph, she knows... she knows... she doesnt, she SWEARS she didnt choose her judt because...

• "Its ok" Steph says softly

• It... was a shock, for a minute. It still feels a bit weird, under her pounding heart. Because Steph already has a baby. Except she gave it up. Suddenly, in the eyes of... everyone, she's a mom again, but Eira isn't her kid. She didnt carry her, birth her, nurse her. Steph was not a person you trusted to be a mother

• At fifteen, she reminds herself. She's 18 now. She's 18, and her one act as a mother WAS to ensure her child went to a good, loving, stable home, the one she couldn't have provided.

• But now... she still doesn't have her act together, but this baby's dad is THERE. He's also got a huge family thats *there* and a house. Money for anything Eira needs. Steph... Steph isn't goingnto be tryijg to do it alone.

• And she and Tim aren't together, she doesn't know if they will again or wont but still, they've been best friends for years, they've gotten through their fights, and she KNOWS him. She loves him, and she loves Eira. And maybe that's enough. Just that she loves them and they love her, and *need* her too. Besides, Babs already signed her name

• Steph finds a smile, and hugs Tim and Eira a little tighter. His eyes are wide and worried, looking at her

• "Hey, I'll claim your lil cutie any day," she says

• Tim feels something unwind in his chest. He doesn't think he'd have ever asked but... but Steph feels right. He almost wishes it could be the way they're going to say it was. He can't summon a picture of mom and dad kind of love without wanting to throw up, but. He and Steph aren't and don't have to be that. She's the best friend hes ever had and... and best friends can raise a kid together

• Because he knows Steph will commit. If they're saying Tim is Eira's dad and Steph is Eira's mom... they used to talk about how their parents had done things, how they refused to follow those examples. But he and Steph have been a team for a long time. They can be a team in this. They're a good team.

• "She has your eyes," he jokes, rather weakly, but when their eyes meet, he knows they're both agreeing. They both look at babs and nod

• She looks incredibly relieved, even as she assures them both that she would have asked if she had ANY more time, and shes sorry she didn't

• But its ok. Tim looks around at his family. His dad, looking both sad and proud. His... stepmom? That'll take some getting used to, but Talia isn't Ras or Maat. Shes Damian and Jasons mom. She looks very mom like right now.

• His brothers, soft and only a little pained, Dick blinking very hard, Jason still looking understandably murderous, and Damian dazed as he holds Talia's hand

• His sisters, Babs relaxing and giving him a hesitant smile, Cass bouncing a little with what may either be rage or happiness, her face is too even to tell.

• His daughter, sleeping safe and sound against his heartbeat, untouched by the trauma that surrounds her

• His... His partner. Steady and warm at his side, determined and brave in this as she is in everything she cares about

• And for the first time, Tim really thinks it all might be ok.

#sprite said #sprite wrote #tim drake #stephanie brown #eira wayne #dad!tim au

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atrwriting · 1 year

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Request! 💜

something about Aemond trying to seduce reader? Could be modern or canon, headcanons or a Drabble, I just want to know how you think he’d act and how he’d try to win reader over!

love your writing and eagerly waiting for updates on your stories ❤️💛💜

omg tysm for the request!!! and tysm for saying such sweet things i adore u!!!!!!!! xo

this is a fun request im excited

this could go one of two ways honestly like there's definitely a side of him where he's mean and scary and doesn't really mean to seduce someone but then he's mad at them and screaming and he just cant help but want to kiss you and throw you up against the wall but

ok let's get inside aemond's head for a second. i know this man wouldn't shy away from using a sword, arguing about history, or deciding which battle strategy is best because there just isn't a challenge this man wouldn't face. he's seen women before at court, he's discussed his possible future marriage alliances before, and he's been flirted with, but there's never been a moment where he actually considered that he might actually want to flirt with someone

and trying to seduce someone? omg YOU KNOW that man would experience hesitation for the first time since he was a kid. it would make him super frustrated with himself, almost making him doubt even attempting to make conversation with someone he likes

but then there's you

he's felt sexual/physical attraction before, of course, but coupled with actually enjoying the person's company and the things they say? the man is down BAD

he finds it difficult to steal you away from the prying eyes of the court, but he always seems to find you at banquets or walking in the gardens

first he'd try small talk (as our prince is always good and proper)

he loves conversation with you because you always seem to enjoy the conversation and his company and that definitely does something to him

and let's be honest his family likes when you're around him too because he actually smiles and isn't as moody

and then suddenly you're not just the pretty and kind person at court that aemond enjoys spending time with

he's no longer nervous around you because now he wants you and aemond targaryen is always up for a challenge

i feel like this man's big shabang attempt at seduction would be in a very specific situation

no one can convince me that aemond targaryen is a dancer, but for you? he would steal you away for at least one dance

everyone would be absolutely astonished someone got aemond "moody" targarygen out on the dance floor because that man does not dance

this man would have one hand on the small of your back to keep you steady as he leads

and the other hand is keeping yours with his, but gentle and soft as you both look at each other and enjoy the song

he wouldn't be able to stop thinking about how beautiful your smile is and how he loves when your eyes grin with your lips

when the song ends and everyone is clapping, he would definitely whisper something flirty in your ear

"i would only dance for the most beautiful girl in the hall, my dear"

now you've got this man giving you a small, shy grin that FORCES him to look away and clap with the rest of the crowd

he knows he's big, bad, and scary but nothing stops him from being soft with you

and that's how he wins you over: but showing you a side of him that no one else sees, that being the side where he does not feel like he has to go on the defensive or into offensive mode

he feels safe with you, and when aemond targaryen is on your side, you would always feel safe with him

ty for reading hope you liked it :)

#aemond targaryen #prince aemond #aemond targaryen smut #aemond fic #aemond #aemond one eye #aemond smut #house of the dragon aemond #aemond x you

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fromtheboundlesssea · 7 months

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Im thinking a kind of sequel for NGNM. After the dance, after Alicent and Rhaenor died, let say their souls were brought back to their bodies, and they woke up, not at the time when they died ofc, but around the time they were still teenagers and Rhaenors bride hunting has started yet. Im thinking maybe around the time after Aemma Arryn died in childbirth and Rhaenor/Alicent got close to each other more than just friends. So Rhaenor and Alicent, only 2 or them, began their lives again, with all the memories from the past lives. This “relive”/“second chance to fix your life” tropic is so popular among the Japanese mangas and Chinese romance novels (especially the Chinese ones) from what ive read. And i want to use it on NGNM, but only Alicent/Rhaenor “relive”. What do u think they would do? Personally i think Rhaenor would firmly want Alicent as his wife again and see it as his only chance to grovel to Alicent and make it right. Alicent tho, i think she would try anything to not marry to Rhaenor, and to stay away from the Targaryens as best as she can. But with Rhaenors love and possesiveness (that went crazy and unhealthy in the past lives, and he still had it in him in this new live) how can Alicent “escape” him? If he still sucessfully “force” her to marry him, i imagine she would make him swear to her that “no bastards” this time, she would say something like “sleep with anyone for i know i cant stop u, nor i care about that now, but no bastards. U dont even need to think for me, just think for your family, for the realm, for thousands people who were dragged into a bloody war and died because u cant keep it in your pants” 😂 because lets face it, Rhaenor could have hundred mistresses and the dance would have not happened if there werent any royal bastards. Maybe even after their marriage, she would secretly try anything to force him set her aside, for ex: refuse to slee with him or use moontea to prevent the pregnancies. Because a barren queen would make the lords press Rhaenor to annul the marriage, since the realm needs heirs. Imagine Rhaenor catch Alicent drinking moontea, realizes she doesnt want to have his kids this time, the pain, and then Alicent says into his face something like “i cant be sure u can keep your promises about the not having bastards, but i can make sure none of my children would suffer this time, because of a father like you. They would have been spared the tragedy, if they didnt exist in the first place”. Aaaahhhh the angsty. The irony is, in this live, Rhaenor would be completely faithfull to Alicent (lets face it, the horror memories of the dance alone would stop any horny thinking in Rhaenor for any other women lol), but now she doesnt have any faith in him even just a bit and her biggest goal in life is having nothing to with him. This time, Alicent is the one who controls, while Rhaenor chasing after her.. bruh i need him to suffer alone

Oooooo interesting.

#keep the asks coming #neither gods nor men

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sftbvllet · 4 days

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👨‍👩‍👧‍👦🩸🔶🍃🖤

For Raleigh. >:3

oc questions oc questions. dances around with joy

👨‍👩‍👧‍👦 — how many people are in raleigh’s family? (plus a lot of other questions relating to family but im not writing all of them out) okay so!! he has his mother, Juliana Forys, and his father, James Carter. Raleigh originally was born with his father’s last name, but legally changed it to Forys before he joined the air force because, well, he hated his dad, didn’t he? He has a half-brother named Janusz on his mother’s side, and a half-sister on his father’s side. But she lives in American, along with the rest of his father’s family. I think Raleigh would definitely feel closer with his mother’s side of the family in Poland, but he still wouldn’t see any of them much. When he joined the airforce and eventually the taskforce, he, for the most part, left his family behind. I guess he found a new family in Aristide, right? And Adelina, maybe. Then he met his wife, Caroline, after Ari’s death, and that was really his only family from then on out.

🩸— what’s his blood type? O+, im pretty sure. he likes to donate occasionally ’cause his type is compatible with many people. Eh, what can i say, he’s got a bit of a complex for trying to save people.

🔶 — does he know cpr? does he have any other medical expertise? id like to think that he probably had to do a few mandatory health and safety training things, so he does know cpr. As for the other medical expertise? He observes. He knows basics from watching the medics , but he wouldn’t trust himself to do anything more than a quick stitch of a wound, even if he knows more than that - but in dire times he tries, like if there’s no medic around. Medical stuff would probably interest him post-Aristide though. I feel like after that there would be a few textbooks on bullet wounds and how to heal them on his bedside table.

🍃 — what was your ocs favourite subject in school? Sometimes i forget Raleigh was a kid at some point, but probably maths or science. i cant really think of a reason for this tbh.

🖤 — has he killed or seriously wounded anyone before? has he broken someone's heart and/or broken someone's trust? Okay so it’s a given that he would have killed people in the military, that’s his job. So we’re gonna ignore all that and focus on everything else. He *thought* about killing Graves a few times but never went through with it (cough. because he didn’t want to hurt Aristide, even in death. cough. because letting Graves live with the burden of killing his lover was enough of a punishment. cough.). But seriously harming someone? Yeah, he’s done that - once, when he was a kid. It was probably to his dad after an argument or something, and he regretted it afterwards because his mother was disappointed. He thought about this the first time he had to kill someone in the field. Has he broken someone’s heart? Hard to say, probably in his marriage with Caroline a few times. Does it count if they both don’t love each other anyways? As for the trust thing, i guess you could say Aristide during the court trial. Raleigh brought in the evidence, and their last conversation was Aristide losing trust in Raleigh so,,, yeah

#raleigh forys #— iain tag #— asks #v’s oc talk

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lunarifie · 2 years

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Rewatching Ninjago

(With no context other than the episode)

Day of the Departed

Im gonna be fr I didnt even know wtf Day of the departed was until i watched the first episode of Hands of Time and was like

“COLES HUMAN AGAIN?!?!???!?”

Did some googling, and bc i dont have Tubi or Amazon, im being forced to use an illegal pirating site 😔

Hdjsbfjdirbr

jk lol

idgaf

I use wcofun.net for cartoons and shit if anyone wants to know where to watch it

I feel like ive seen this movie before…

Was day of the departed on netflix for a while????

Lloyd: I dont get why you get have the Sonic Radar Jet 😒

Jay: Uh, Duh, bc I called dibs 🙄

Bfjsnfjdnsn

Jay: Right Cole?

Jay:… Cole?

Cole: (freaking out and unable to control his car)

Damn, they did rlly good with that beginning. Making it seem lighthearted and then subtly panning to Cole who’s panicking bc he cant get ahold of his car

Awww so day of the departed is like a mix of Halloween and dia de los muertos

Museum exhibit guy: Its spooky time! BOOGLY BOOGLY!

!?!?????!?! im sorry 😭?

That was just so random

…

Why cant they see Cole.

I dont like this WHY CANT THEY SEE COLE.

They dont realize Coles not with them :(

How is that even possible

Were their memories wiped????

Like what?????

Lloyd and misako lit a lantern for Garmadon 🥺

Kai and Nya for their parents 🥹

ZANE MADE AN ICE STATUE FOR HIS DAD?!?!?

Im am just NOW realizing how many people who are close to the ninja have died

“stay close with the people we are still fortunate to have”: (pans to Jay having the best time with his loving parents)

Except Jay. Jay hasn’t had the trauma of someone permanently die on him.

Okay so everyone forgot about Cole except his father. How does that even work.

Coles dad and his singing group are actually pretty good-

Dareth: Kids… always disappoint you. Thats why I dont have any! And because Gayle keeps turning down my marriage proposals….

HFHDJFBJDBF

its canon that Jay and Dareth both know how to do makeup. Dareth and Jay ALSO both have a similar sense of showmanship.

Which means Jay and Dareth are uncle and nephew besties who bond over their shared interests of performances.

Its canon bc i said so.

RONIN?!?? What are you doing here 💀

Honestly, I was gonna be like “Cole. Dude. Chill.” But if I was a ghost I would also go batshit murder crazy if I caught eye of the person who TURNED me into a ghost

….

Why is Yangs temple floating.

1. Didnt it fall from the sky and back to the ground after Nadakhans power was weakened?

2. THE SKYBOUND TIMELINE WAS ERASED. Shouldnt it be BACK WHERE IT WAS.

Why were the villains souls in a vase in Yangs temple

I cant get over the fact that these villains souls just possessed these plastic statues of themselves.

Like, my guys, you don’t have organs.

MORROS BACK BABY

Cant believe these goofy ass goons traumatized the ninja in some shape or form

The departed realm…

Okay. So the cursed realm DIED right, it no longer exists. So did the departed realm replace it?

Pythor?!??!?!

Pythor:… chen…

Chen: Pythor. 🙄💅

Lmaaoo Chen and Pythor having beef is hilarious

JFNDJFNDJDNJFNS The two villains fighting over who gets to kill Zane 😭😭😭

Nindroid: Hes MY clone!

Pythor: technically your his clone

Chen: The blacksmit brats are mine

Pythor: How come you get two?!?!?!

Yangs painting looks so silly being animated 💀

What does Chen have against nya?

Oh wait is it because she disguised herself as one of his lady clowns?

Morro. My man. Didnt you like, redeem yourself by giving Wu the crystal instead of letting him save you? I mean yeah it was a shitty redemption but shouldn’t you be a little nicer?????

Its funny how none of the villains have deep beef with Jay. Theyre like, “uhhhhh, theres one ninja and two of us, lets rock papers scissors for him?”

Wait none of the villains called Cole either-

Is Cole THAT forgettable 😭

Okay headcannon time: Cole never liked fame which is kind of shown after Zanes death. He doesnt like to be recognized. I headcannon that as the ninja got famous and Jay + Nyas relationship became wide spread news, everyone just, FORGOT about Cole. Like no one gave a fuck about him, and thats kinda his own fault too by not going to interviews or putting him out there other than to do his job. He probably just went invisible anytime the paparazzi came close.

Cant believe they remembered Dareth and not COLE.

Yangs backstory lets gooooo

Yang: ah yes, time to conjure this spell of immortality with the ancient precious Yin weapon. (Starts viciously swinging it like hes attacking invisible demons)

Cole: my friends will come for me!

Dude your friends forgot about you. Im genuinely sorry but i dont think theyre coming ☹️

That feeling when you have to fight your girlfriends abusive dad whos supposed to be dead

that ones for the Kai x Skylor shippers AND the Nya x Skylor shippers

NO. YOU MOTHER FUCKERS. THEY DESTROYED THE STATUE ZANE MADE FOR HIS DAD

Nindroid: Oh Im sorry! Did I hurt your dad? Or should I say OUR dad?

Fuck you.

I hate when Ed and Edna get attacked they dont deserve this :(

Why cant pythor just leave Lloyd the fuck alone 😭😭😭

Wu: the eclipse is an omen, but is it one of good? Or bad?

Morro (sneaking up behind him and whispering): Bad. Very bad…

Cole: Why did I use the Yin blade and release the ghosts!

Yang: Well, you were scared you were departing, so I used your fragile mental state- oh wait, you weren’t asking literally were you.

Why do the ninja never use their powers when they need to.

Why are there so many plot-holes in this movie.

Cole: So I uh, didn’t get your name!

Yangs student:…

Cole: Okay, lets call you Chuck. Chuck! Ik you think your yangs student, but you can help me and we can escape together!!!

Yangs student:…

Cole: Okay… no pressure! But you have 3 seconds to decide.

Cole: 1… 2…. 3. (Knocks them tf out)

Cole: Guess im doing this solo.

Jfndjfndjdnt coles great I love him sm

FINALLY SOMEONE USES THEIR ELEMENTAL POWERS.

Good job Jay for actually having some sense for once

Jay: what do you want with my parents!

Skeleton samukai: its not your parents I want! Its you!

Jay: 😶

Im in love with the person who animated Jay in this scene. Having Jay hop back and forth between his two feet like hes ready to fight and then having him fumble with his nunchucks is just, 👌

Thank you for your service random animator.

Why is Coles dads singing group holding replicas of Garmadons evil helmet 💀

COLE JUST STOPPED A SWORD WITH HIS FUCKING THIGHS.

WTF

Morro: No you dont understand! Im not here to fight you. Im here to warn you….

Ohhhh so this is Morros true redemption

Hes gonna die again isnt he…

Okay, so Yang did make all of them forget Cole.

Cole (fighting all of Yangs students): You guys are more tiresome than Jay!

HFNSJBFNSN

Why do the ninja always bash Jay just out of nowhere 😭

Skeleton samukai: If its worth anything. This isnt personal.

Jay: It kinda feels like it is 😀

RONIN?!?

Ronin: yeah… I came to help… definitely didnt think your parents would be at the concert so I could steal some free scrap metal….

Dude. My man. You could quite literally just ASK. Ed and Edna are so nice theyd probably give you free scrap metal and some tea while theyre at it.

I forgot Pixal was still in Zanes brain-

Uncharacteristically, Lloyds fight with Pythor is the most boring fight in this movie.

NOOOOOW THEY ALL USE THEIR ELEMENTAL POWERS.

Pythor: No… just time for a spectacular exit! (Falls of the cliff and crashes through the fucking floor)

Ronin: Happy day of the departed guys! And uh, thanks for the scraps…

Ed: All you had to do was ask 😌

SEE.

Museum guy: My museum!!! What have you done!!!!

Dareth (holding the helmet that controls the stone warriors): Hehe! sorry…

Cole (after knocking out Yangs student, absolutely exhausted, and sounding legitimately sorry and pained): Dont make me hurt you too… ☹️

Last of yangs students: …. (Skedadles)

Morro: Yang tricked Cole into opening a rift to return to ninjago…

Jay: Coooole! Howd he trick you!

Zane: Jay, Cole isnt here 🤨

Jay: Are you sure? Hes been fading a lot lately. Hes easy to miss.

The ninja: WE FORGOT COLE!!!?!!

Yeah. Dipshits. Now its time to save him. AND APOLOGIZE.

Morro returned his plastic statue body to the museum 🥺

He finished what he sought out to do 🥲

Yang: What are you even fighting for. Your friends have abandoned you! You are all alone.

Damn.

Cole probably has abandonment issues doesn’t he…

His mom, then his friends…

Im getting all emotional I need some good Cole hurt/comfort fanfic recs right this instant😭

HES FADING NO

STOP HIS SIGH SOUNDED SO WEAK AND DEFEATED

COOOLE 😭😭😭

COLES LAVA HAND POWERS HELL YEAH!!!!

Yangs pupils actually look so cool. I wanna draw them.

His pupils are alive again 🥹

Yang: My students, are leaving me… I … failed….

Cole: Yeah. Ya did.

Yang: I always fail…

Cole: Yeah, Ya- wait what?

Cole: (having an emotional talk with Yang about how he’ll never be forgotten and that he knows how it feels to be independent and alone.)

Jay: COLE. WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK ARE YOU DOING THE RIFT IS CLOSING GODDAMMIT.

The curse stating that someone has to stay behind and be the ghost of the temple is so stupid.

Au where Morro snuck into the rift and became human again.

God that would have been such a good excuse to have him back as a permanent character

I hate that they didnt do that

Lloyd: Wheres Cole!?!? Did he make it?

Jay: Oh no…

Jay: Its too late. He’s gone forever.

Jay: Id give anything to have him back… (Wipes a tear away)

Cole: Anything?…

Jay (with his eyes closed): Anything.

Cole (jumping out from behind a rock): Even the Sonic Radar Jet? :D

Everyone: COLE!!!!

I love them sm

THEY DID A TIMESKIP!!!

Cole: So was I right or was I right!

Jay: Goddammit Cole are you gonna tell this story every Day of the Departed 🙄

That was a sweet note to leave it on :)

Headcannon that Cole goes to visit Yang and his temple all the time

My only complaint is Morro not slipping through the rift and becoming human again.

#ninjago #lego ninjago #Rewatching Ninjago #day of the departed

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nyxo-cthulu · 2 years

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Rating Stardew Valley Milfs, from worst to best.

Disclaimer: SPOILERS +I'm biased.

Worst of. Robin. Mother of 2, Sebastian from first marriage (adult) and Maru from current marriage (youngest and adult) Robin is the one mom everyone gets a crush on in the first few minutes of playthru, but dont let that make you ignore the atrocities she still does in her house. Her MILK AND BREAD is building house, she is A CARPENTER, but she cant even think of building a window for her son??? Does she want him dead? asphyxion is a serious matter wtf and he lives in a basement? (thats okay, Sebastian likes the basement part, but he often voices his miscontent with having no windows) She also sit still in the face of her husband being controlling over her daughter... She is enabling abuse in exchange of comfort. Did she ever do any parenting ever? is the reason she married a second time, was to get a parent to take over the hassle she was never ready for???

Coming for Pam in second. Mother of one, Penny, an adult. Need i say more? She is irredeemable. Irresponsible. Lazy. Low-key narcissistic. Lost herself to an addiction. Doesnt show much care about Penny. Cares more about how others see her than Penny. The education she gave to Penny was in the purpose of Penny taking care of her instead of the opposite. She is verbally abusive and some fans even speculate that she is physically so. Not a mother in any way shape or form.

Third of, Jodi. Jodi Jodi Jodi... A pitiful woman, but still a bad mother. She still love her kids, but... She wasn't made for motherhood... Mother of Sam (adult ?) and Vincent (Kiddo) She hardly ever participate in taking care of the emotional and disciplinary needs of her kids, and she compensate by spoiling them with toys. Sam, he is a child with the age of an adult. Ans she is to blame... Vincent's mental growth is way worse than Sam's, its as if he has no actual mental stimulation aside from Penny's teachings :( She often complains about chores, but she doesn't realize that she could have given some responsibilities to Sam so that he could help her ToT Its a big part of discipline to give tasks and make the family work together. If you go talk to Vincent frequently, many times he would say that he was hungry... wtf Jodi.. what do you even do with your free time... I think i should also note that Jodi has no actual hobby to take her mind off of her miserable life aside from her little garden, and i'm not even sure what she even grows there... She has no life of her own, and she was forced into the mold of a mother, and she yearns for an escape... if only she had other ambitions, and an actual life outside of motherhood...

Evelyn coming at fourth! She is not bad at all! She is technically a mom, and she takes care of her Grandson Alex! A very loving caretaker! She is a strong willed woman, and doesn't let old age take her productivity down! She is kind to all, and very nurturing ! Genuinely loves and care for people. Finds the joy in the little things, and loves to share with others. No flaws are to be seen in the horizon, except her attachment to the past, which is a cute thing about her tbh xD We don't see her much being a mother, but Alex is relatively a good boy, and it truly shows how much influence she had on him, since he seriously needed that affection in his life But...If Alex wasn't broken by his father... would Evelyn's education be considered too laid back? and would have Alex grown spoiled? George is definitely not a healthy authority figure, so he wouldn't fill the gaps of discipline... Would Evelyn know how to be occasionally harsh without being damaging? It all works out thankfully X)

Best of all for last! Caroline! Mommy I wanna Ntr her so bad Caroline is often voicing her concern for Abigail when talking to the farmer. (Unlike the other direct moms) She truly cares for her daughter. She is just not used to Abigail's interests. And even in her argument with Abigail in the 6 heart event, she apologizes. It shows that, she isn't trying to be controlling, but rather that she is confused about the way her daughter acts and expresses herself. I personally believe that arguments with loved ones is a neutral thing, and that it is the intention of the party that decides whether it's a bad or good quarrel. Good quarrels usually reveals what the individual has to work on. And i think this was a good quarrel. Caroline was checking that Abigail was aware of the opportunities given to her, to make her grateful. It's discipline. And Abigail was asserting her individuality, and refusing to let others decide how she must look. She decides what she wears or does. Both listened to each other, and it was very satisfying tbh. Caroline is also the one person holding up the female population of Pelican town! She is healthy minded and bodied, and encourages other to be that as well, she invites the women to her home to exercise each week! She doesn't let go of her personal, social or Family responsibilities! +If she didn't exist, Jodi would have lost her mind At this point u_u All in all It requires to be a good person to be a good mother!

Heheee Penny is definitely an honorable mention. She took it upon herself to educate and teach the kids of Pelican Town! She is a very encouraging individual. And she is filling the gaps in the learning process of these kids... She basically, became the mother she wish she had...

#stardew valley #stardew penny #stardew caroline #stardew jodi #stardew pam #stardew evelyn #stardew robin #stardew valley moms #mothers

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prince-tulip · 1 year

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I need to stop trying to be everything for everyone.

I cant let go of people, i have a severe abandonment issue that has gone too far. My reality became so blurry, with so many people wanting things from me..cognitive distortions and people pleasing stemming from overwhelming guilt and shame and fear..living off defense mechanisms first..

Its like if ive done wrong to you, i feel I have to be punished and be exactly whoever to whomever person im involved with. Which that plays into daily life, i feel I always have to be how they want me to be, im HEAVILY influenced by the world and often times in bad ways, its a big reason i dont just live my life.. Not to say either that i dont have genuine emotions and love for literally anyone ive loved or even if they hurt me and are toxic, i won't leave. When something i cant handle happens, i look for an escape route maybe? But i know i don't actually want to leave or cut someone off..My feelings become caught in a bundle of wires, words become misdirected, impulsive and if i have a trauma bond with you, subconscious feelings and past events come screaming at my face, confusing my reality more, saying and doing things i shouldn't. All things ive tried so hard to heal from..i have so much love to give and I think overall just genuine connection is what im looking for..even if thats just as friends with whoever my sentiment gets the best of me too, i feel as if everything must mean something but thats just not true and its going to keep killing me if i think like that...that's the big question..

What does connection mean to me? What form do i want it in and how can i better understand how to communicate with my loved ones or future companions? Growing up it was always soulmate, marriage, kids, happy life but i dont think(as of right now, i do hope one day) that the typical life isn't for me..societys need to be perfect, to be perceived as happy and successful, forcing a life out of want oppose to need..i dont understand..

Maybe though..just maybe nothing can grow if you dont allow it to and thats a fault on me.."here comes the contradiction" lmao...*insert*

Could i just be honest and communicate how i properly feel? Yes..but with how my mental illness is, i dont know how i feel. Every thought, perspective, moral is just contradictory. Every second. Its a constant battle of not self destructing, hurting people, picking fights, loss of interest, feeling numb, thinking every is meant for a reason when its not that fucking serious. Its not just negative moods either. Happiness comes in big waves that feel uncomfortable, pleasure feels wrong, like i dont deserve it, in any form.

Im riddled with guilt and regrets..

I feel torn through out time, belonging to people from different points in my life, struggling to feel whole and until i do, especially when it comes to love, romance and building together.

I cant have those, it burns me out. I focus too much on them, then burn out which causes problems and personal anger, sadness, resentment in everyone involved..

I never understood i had a need for validation but oh god, how i understand now..I never understood cognitive distortion but oh god, how i understand now..i never understood how to truly express myself and my desires..but how i understand now..too late... Ironically.

My honest intentions questioned due to my lack of mental understanding, a lack of time perception, a lack of being able to sift through my emotions of how i truly feel, a lack of being able to realize i dont need to people please, a lack of realizing i dont have boundaries for myself or others, a lack of not being able to not self destruct, if i hurt or disappointed someone i feel i need to fix things and be someone that i actually dont really wanna be but i end up filling that role because i need to fix something or i just have a personality switch and im saying and doing things i really don't mean, its so polarizing and its no ones fault, its so much my fault....

I now realize i do not need to feel like i need to be punished..or that i dont deserve good things...The lack of not letting things be natural, not letting things just happen, always fear driven and being controlled by my defense mechanisms. This overwhelming guilt, shame and disgust i harbor in my heart of all the wrongs ive ever made, it all haunts me and im so familiar with it, its almost if thats all i will feel my life, as if thats what i subconsciously wanted...not needed..i didn't need this..but here i am..

#people pleaser #bpd thoughts #self healing #mental health #mental illness #therapy #literature #writing #venting #daily diary #cognitive distortions #avoidant

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magnoliamyrrh · 1 year

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I’m from a Balkan family and no you’re right there is some cultural stuff treating women and children as actual property that breeds a shit ton of abuse :/ like my childhood wasn’t nearly so bad as yours in terms of csa so I guess I can’t really complain but both my parents sucked and the violence is just . . . so normalized. Not to mention the whole “our ancestors got genocide-ed so u have no real problems compared to them” attitudes

no no dont say u cant complain abt it just bc i had it "worst" youre falling into the balkan parent trap. you can and you should. no child should go through any abuse, its all traumatizing and not okay - and thing is,,, a lot of things really have more impact on kids than many adults seem to want to take into account. they're very sensitive and get very affected and influenced by the things they go through. just bc i went through more shit doesnt mean that the things you went through werent painful and should be dismissed. im sorry im sending u hugs <3

but right!! like its definitely some sort of culturally accepted and common thing. i saw some statistic from the early 2010s, dont know how well it holds up now, that 60% of romanians think beating your domestic partner is acceptable. i was also just thinking too abt how im 98% sure this is more normalized with girls and women. i mean, until barely 2 generations ago arranged marriages, bridal kidnappings, and child marriages were still commonplace, just,, perfectly socially acceptable to essentially sell your daughter to some man or for some grown ass man to kidnap a girl and force her into marriage. considering that shit went on for hundreds of years, its bound to have lasting social impacts. + im thinking abt how my aunt was pushed into a marriage when she was 20 and her husband was absolutely horrible and so abusive to her, but her mother + others would tell her its her fault and she should try harder and divorce would be sinful/shameful/a woman cant leave her husband..... that shits fucked and we definetely have a big problem with this combination of women and children being property + treat that property however violently you want to in the balkans

also god tell me about it. "you havent been through a war/genocide/dictatorship/communism/occupation/whatever so youre never allowed to complain abt anything ever or be hurt by anything ever" is some of the most toxic shit balkan parents do. i grew up with so much of that, the second time i ended up in a psych ward i had a whole mental break abt it lmao, sobbing and going on abt how im a little bitch for complaining abt being trafficked when i havent been through communism/genocide/etcetcetc

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hiiiii yen you have intrigued me, what is up with the divorce blorbo inlaws? whats happening and could they perhaps mail their marriage licenses to these- these three guys i know. who i hear want to get married soon. if they dont want them anymore i mean

okay so the day that feyre archeron gets a divorce in canon is the day pigs fly and stuff but i want her to get one so bad

feyre is from the book series a c /ourt of thorns and roses and i do not recommend and probably discourage anyone from reading the books because they are bad and have a lot of weird sex scenes and very questionable choices made by the author and while i really like some of the character concepts, sjm has dropped the ball on execution every time and nobody who gets more than a few sparse paragraphs of writing stays likeable. but at some point a few years ago you figure that ok ive read enough of these books by now and i like some of the minor characters enough that i might as well hate-read the other ones. and also bc i want custody of some of her characters so i can rewrite them. i have a different version of feyre in my head that diverges from canon right at the beginning of the series (usually i j call her feyer lmao) and in this ideal world she never gets fucking married in the first place

but the version of feyre that i am divorceposting abt is her and all the shit that's happened to her as of the latest and worst book, a/cosf. and well a lot has happened.

she got married (and got mated to, ick. im still 90% sure it's just plagiarised omegaverse but anyways it's like. soulmates. i guess. sjm herself can't seem to decide what it is if not a reason to force characters into relationships and have sex) to this guy named r/hysand, who has such a terrifying long list of red flags and Bad Shit He's Done that i cant sit here and list all of them because that would take too long and i'd probably miss quite a few but both the series and the character have very active crit tags. a lot of it is played off or ignored or excused away by the actual book bc in the series theyre supposed to be , like, a perfect couple. :|

and yeah the series only spans like. 3 or so years and feyre is 19 at the beginning of the series and 22 and full of trauma and she fucking died once and there was a whole war and the author decides that the best ending 4 her is to have her stay home and. have a fucking kid?? babygirl go get therapy go reconcile with your sisters go travel the world literally anything but this. also the pregnancy subplot is so incredibly fucked up. ummm basically r/hys gets overprotective to a disturbing and v controlling level and also when he realizes the pregnancy threaten's feyre's life he withholds this information from her so I need her to GET THE FUCK OUTTA THERE RIGHT NOW

in my head it's maybe a year or two or three after the ending of acosf and feyre realizes how bullshit everything is and starts trying to figure out how to leave the night court (the faerie court that r/hysand rules over) with her kid and reaching out to her estranged sisters and old friends (also estranged. jesus) and getting her picture of my dress moment figuring out where she goes from there. sigh.

i don't think the night court has marriage licenses. or divorces? but in spirit it's a divorce.

and like. i like feyre. well, no I dont. [see: "nobody who gets more than a few sparse paragraphs of writing stays likeable"] but there's like these tiny moments in the first book that hint at some rlly compelling character traits that are unfortunately completely drowned out by the rest of the shitty romance. she keeps her oath to take care of her family even when it's easier to break it, even at the cost of her own life and her own happiness and she has a strained relationship with her sisters and feels like she's responsible for everything and has a complicated understanding with gender roles and her hunting and her capability for violence.

but canon doesn't touch on that.

#srry this is a whole essay detailing how Fucked Up a thing is. some yen lore i guess [read a bad book and thinks about it sometimes now]#[also is a Hater]#some other a/cotar guys i think abt: jurian lucien and vassa.#and tarquin #i take my normal pills most of the time though but sometimes instead of crying abt cannibalism like a regular well adjusted person i cry #abt this shit. lmao

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square-fish1105-blog · 8 months

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idk just a depressive rant

Time: 1:11 am, all the feels here. Learning self reliance. My parents grew up fighting in an unhappy marriage, my father would stick my brother and I in the middle of it consistently. I was little, maybe 5 or 6. My parents fought in our doorway as I was in his room, my father purposely doing it for god knows what reason, other than dragging his kids into it to spite his wife. Me crying, and my brother being forced to comfort me at 13. He was my dad. He was my dad till I was 14, when he was forced to leave. We no longer speak. I'm just getting into my adult life, and I am now down 2 fathers. How does that even happen to a person. I was in love for 3 years and my life was absolutely transformed by him as a person and the most loving, caring and genuine experiences and so much self discovery that he helped me through, and he is now someone I have to live without. I've been put into a position where I keep getting told (by the world) that I truly have no one on my side. Everyone will always have some personal interest that they will put over you, it just never gets disclosed. And that’s ok, because I probably would too, its human nature to be selfish, it’s a matter of knowing when to be selfish and when you really just have to stop whatever you're doing, and be selfish. My parents are recently divorced, and having to listen to both sides of the divorce and knowing neither of them are 100% on your side, when you're just trying to be on both of theirs, is such a challenging feeling. The word feeling doesn’t even describe how intense it is. My mom is having the time of her life, and my dad is in such a deep depression, that I cant rely on either of them.

My greatest accomplishment is self reliance, not depending on others, fully depending on yourself is the greatest and most exhausting freedom a person can be granted, because when you hit this point, it feels impossible to go back, but I don’t even want to go back.

#sad thoughts #sad quotes #divorce #heartbreak

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shatteredfears-arch · 1 year

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things abt harvey bc jessies starter reminded me and ima be at work all day so even tho i have the reply written i cant format or add an icon until tuesday;;; (CWs for the obvious if you know any of his various versions: parent death, abuse, forced institutionalization of the mother, manipulation, etc)

His coin is an american half dollar, misprinted so both halves have a face, and he’a had it since he was a kid. It’s sort of become his stabilizer, in any event you can catch his hand in his pocket fidgeting with it, and when he’s speaking for political events you can see him rubbing it between his right thumb and forefinger.

He’s left handed, but due to his interest in dualism, did learn to be ambidextrous while ‘testing the differences’.

His mother is guatamalan and cuban. Her grandparents immigrated.

In the comics, he has a brother named Murray. But as he’s too young to be the series Murray’s brother, i altered it a bit.

Thus, his birth father is M/urray F/ranklin, whom he knew. They were never married, and Harvey inherited his mother’s name: Dent.

Murray kept Harvey a secret, and would claim his mother was just ‘a helping hand’ or ‘old friend’. When she started talking, he belittled her mental state to get her institutionalized. Something he clearly intended to do with Harvey as well, using his declining mental health as an excuse— Harvey’s intense desire for justice stems entirely from the treatment he received from his father, and the mistreatment given to his mother. The way law enforcement agreed to help Murray just due to his fame (and, lbr, the fact he’s white) led to Harvey’s intense distrust of police as well, and his desire to ‘clean house’ on them when he was older. His political desires stem entirely from being mistreated his entire life, and wanting better for others.

He was at the studio when Murray died, and he smiled when he saw it. He’d tell the police he didn’t see anything.

When he was 17, he filed and became fully emancipated.

He got various odd jobs here and there so he could afford law school, and never inherited anything from his father. He has, however, kept every piece of documentation he had to prove Murray was his father, and what he did to him. Fully intent to one day destroy his already tattered image once Harvey made his own. He does not believe the dead should continue to be glorified if they did something wrong.

he became a lawyer at the age of 26, and became district attorney at 30. he’s currently almost 32. and he is older than bruce.

His survival skills taught him how to be manipulative. While part of him does consider Bruce a friend, he’s mostly friends with Bruce for Bruce’s money, and the knowledge of what that money can do for a campaign. plus the fact bruce also seems to distrust most of gcpd.

he’s mentioned before that the same day the waynes were murdered, so was his father, and he hasn’t been allowed to see his mother in years. it’s part of how he got bruce to be his friend.

he has an ex wife, and a daughter. his disappointment that they only had one child and not twins led to a level of resentment which is what broke apart their marriage (and.. the fact they got married and had a child at 18 years of age) and he ignored Duella most of her early life. When he finally went to therapy (outside gotham, he travels to metropolis) and started medications, he found it easier to show her love and affection.. but by then it was a bit too late.

Present day, Duella is 13, and Harvey and her mother share 50/50 custody. in both houses, Duella has an ‘alter’ to ‘criminals’ she idolizes. He did not mind when she had the ‘alter’ to J/oker. He does mind now that she has one for R/iddler.

His medication is kept under lock and key now due to Duella, during the R/iddler streams, flushing all his medication down the toilet and trying to take and destroy his precious coin. Causing the back to be completely defaced. His ex refused to also sign off on therapy, since she’d need to keep up the visits to metropolis when duella was with him, so he sent duella back to her mother during the rest of the r/iddler streams. he does not take her to events. He will occasionally mention her, however, and does not try to keep her a secret. He does tell people she’s troubled, though, and has used asking for advice as a front for empathy towards him and his career.

#⫸ the duality of a man ⫷ HEADCANONS #canonically he’s Bip/olar but dc did the execution so fucking offensively #and chose to completely ignore his traits of OCD too inf avor of ri/ddlers ocd #while often forgetting Harvey never wanted to be a villain. the acid and the way people treated him afterwards was absolutely a tipping #point and he essentially became the anti b/atman by deciding killing people who did bad #was better than stopping people who did bad #which is whaybhe tried to do for years #honestly i give telltale flack a LOT but they did get that right #and how this turn would happen whether or not he was assaulted bc HIS FACE SHOULD NOT BE THE DECIDING FACTOR IN ‘EVIL’#which it honestly wouldnt have been evil if he didnt go too far #it was the wanting to murder innocents who crossed him that took it too far #they also treated bp like mpd which. its not #like a little bit of research dudes #you coulda avoided offending. ao. many. people.#his personality shouldnt make a complete fucking 180 bc of his face and instantly be cured when his face is fixed #thats of f e n s i v e #me forever fighting dc over everything #k i gotta get ready for work now #abuse cw #parent death cw #forced institutionalization cw #or reference ig #idk anymore #HARVEYS NOT EVIL HES JUST SELF CENTERED ON OCCASION #fhats the MAIN thing is a lot of bruces rogues ARE NOT EVIL. THEY WENT TOO FAR. AND ARE A CONSTANT REMINDER TO HIM OF WHAT HE NEEDS TO AVOID #WHICH IS WHY HE T R I E S T O H E L P T H E M #anyways

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yellowbentley · 2 years

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its 4:30am which means its time to spill my guts on tumblr.com

i dont even know where to start with this.

yall know i cant stand my sister. all she ever does is make my life harder. throw her fucking dog into the mix - all she does is cause problems.

she was in the hospital for a few weeks because, sorry, shes crazy. im terrified of her dog (who in his own right, only fucking causes problems wherever he goes and i wish he'd get run over. sorry) and because this fucking mutt is more important then i am, he gets free reign of the house and i have to stay locked up. and then i get to come out for a little bit. and then the dog cries. and 20 minutes later i have to go away again because he wont fucking shut up and gives my parents a headache. when my sister was away we gave him to my gramma because she already has dogs shes equipped to handle him. and i was so happy.

i was supposed to go on a camping trip this week. someone ive never been. and i was so excited. hardly anything makes me happy but i fucking love camping and i was so ready to explore and forget all my problems for a few days and FUCKING THEN

my sister and her dog do nothing but cause issues wherever they go. my camping trip was supposed to be me, my mother, and my grandmother. but my grandmother has the freak and cant leave him anywhere. so she cant come. and if she cant come we cant go at all. i could go on my own with my uncle if i wanted, but my uncle thinks im spoiled and he would only pay attention to his girlfriend and her kids who i dont know at all.

instead of going, my ma is going out to bring the fucking freak back. im going to be trapped here. again.

no one is listening to anything i say. i feel like i havent had anything go my way in years. i was fine until my sister arrived and now all she does is get in our way. i dont want to kill people anymore 90% of my anger would go away if i could put a bullet inbetween that dogs eyes. i hate him. and then i could see everything drain from my sisters eyes and i know she wouldnt like me anymore - thank fucking god - and then i'd put a shot through my own head because sister asides im so overwhelmed from the other half of my life

managment makes my job miserable and all my friends are leaving*** and im doing the thing i promised to speak about in 3 years which is all kinds of fucked up AND ive had everyone getting on my dick about school. i dont want to go to school. college. i dont want to go to school. i dont want a career. i thought i'd be dead by now and i wouldnt have to worry about this. i just want to be dead. i just. want. to be. dead. i just want to be dead. it would hurt so much less.

***all my friends are leaving and before too long i am going to be alone again. i hate being alone. its easy but it hurts so bad. it hurts more then anything in the world. im not ready. for the first time in my life i feel like i have real friends even if my grasp is on them is flimsy at best. i try so hard to be liked. i see some of them messing around and it threatens to tear my chest in half. i want what they have. i want to be liked. i want to be liked so bad i think i ruined someones pseudo marriage

the camping trip i was supposed to go on? my boss never even approved my time off

i was so excited for this trip.....ive been waiting since march........

i dont care about my sister i dont love her and i wish everyone would stop trying to force me to get involved in her problems. if she wants to ruin her life its not my fuckin issue. im not visiting her. im not changing her contact name (parasite). im not even going to THINK about offering her my shoulder. i dont care if shes family shes not i pretended she didnt exist for 3 years i'll do it again. hey thats a good idea actually. "you have to care shes family" SAYS FUCKING WHO. NONE OF YOU CARE ABOUT ME.

im overwhelmed. im so, so angry. ive been angry for years. i dont know what else is left of me. its been growing since i was, 16 for sure. possibly earlier. im almost 19. it just changes shape, red hot and creeping under my skin. im so, so angry. i dont think i'll ever be free. i feel grief so sharply and that i have to grieve at all only makes me rage more.

i want to go on my fucking camping trip.

i wish i was dead. i wish i was dead. i wish i was dead.

it would hurt so much less if i was dead.

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Hey, I don't know what your situation is but I do know how scary it can be to feel like you'll have to live a lie for the rest of your life.

I'm the same age as you (though I'll be 18 next month) and I have physical and mental disablilities so trust me I know the following may not be helpful but hear me out.

(It's just advice and you can delete this if you want. No pressure. Also I'm always here to talk)

You will be legally responsible for yourself soon enough. They can not force a marriage on you. If you live in the U.S. most states have a law against it and consider forced marriage to be a form of abuse. You have rights. If you're worried family will over look them or step over boundaries see if you can contact a lawyer who will do pro bono or look for a non-profit organization in your area

Further more. NO ONE can make you have kids. I'm not gonna go on about consent but stand firm on the fact that it is your body even if something does happen later on down the line. (Though if you're only not wanting to have them because you're worried to turn out like your parents, make that decision after counseling because lots of people think that and they turn out fine)

Get. A. Job. If you can. If you have the ability to. Prepare to move out and seperate yourself if they worry you this much. If you can't do that then I would definitely look into on campus living when you go to college (if you go to college)

Finally, take a moment, breathe. Consider that these fears are popping up because of what happened with the neighbor. If you need to be by yourself do that. If you need to talk to someone or distract yourself do that. But do not focus on these fears. Make sure they aren't just manifesting because of strong emotions related to that. And if you realize later that these are still genuine concerns you have, that these things are on your mind even when you're not emotional (because even if you didn't know the woman. Something like that happening on your street can still be terrible), then start making your game plan. Know who you can turn to if your family is too much. A grandparent or an aunt/uncle. Maybe even just a friend's home that you can stay at for a bit to calm down if that is possible.

But most of all just take care of yourself and remember that YOUR needs and want are a priority over your family's when it comes to you

Hey thanks for the ask.. I went to sleep and I.. didn't know what to say that's why I got late at replying.. like I said.. they wont force me.. but they will ask me to and I cant.. say no.. that's my problem I mean... my grandparents might force me they wont though.. but idk if I can say no... my cousins are 24.. ish now and they are already being forced... maybe I am making it up maybe it's not.. there but. Idk..

#okay and i dont live in US i live in India and.. i knOW this is not the case for everywhere in india but atleast where i live..#arranged marriage is the norm. marrying someone who you love... it HAS to be a straight relationship between people of the SAME religion #my dad has told me if i find someone it HAS to be a Christian #but like. do i want to find someone. do i want to marry them. my parents hate the concept of living together.#actually i dont mind marriage but thats only if i find someone..#and the kids thing... thats a FACTOR but i really dont wanna have kids.. i dont think i am good at parenting...#okay the other day i told them that.. if i dont get a job i wouldn't have kids cause... well why would i hv kids if i cant.. afford them?#and my dad got all huffy and.. dismissed me and said thats not how it works and like. something broke in there okay that was a confirmation #their veiws are very... twisted is what i am realizing these days. its how they lived.. and idk if I wanna do that?#idk if i got off topic i just.. dont know what to say...#that kids thing got me very scared😂 i am very afraid to tell them no.#i did.. i said i don't wanna be a doctor? (they are both #doctors. anyway it was all fine... ish until like a few months ago where they yelled at me and. yeah.#its like... they are letting me not be a doctor... and its like they are doing something for me.. like.#they are talking as if they should have forced me to be a doctor... and like... they are being kinda by letting me do what i.. want..#does that make sense. anyway alot of things broke this year.#i ranted in the tags again didn't i. sorry abt that.#sigh okay um. yeah #personal

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