#i sob at literally anything

[verflares]

i've been looking everywhere for you!

#zelink #light dragon #zelda #link totk #totk #botw #loz #loz fanart #(not pictured) me sobbing at my ipad screen because i havent tried colouring/rendering anything in Literal Years #SO IF IT LOOKS ROUGH.... it is <3 i was born in a wet cardboard box all alone so whenyoure being mean to me thats who youre being mean to #anyways im very normal about them i promise. #my art

[thefrsers]

I love you. I love you, my wife. I love you.

#911 #911 abc #911 spoilers #911edit #7.02 #tw: flashing lights #athena grant #athenagrantedit #bobby nash #bobbynashedit #bathena #bathenaedit #gifs #mine #oh man oh man when you tell yall i SOBBED so hard here #he literally HOLDING HER UP cos he'd rather die before anything happens to her #the way this man loves his wife with his VERY SOUL #*wails loudly in bathena true love* #if my future hubs aint doing this I DNT WANT HIM

[silusvesuius]

steer clear of ....the illigitimate child of... nvm

#skyrim #oc #nelavis #my art #the OC art i make spanning across seasons just cus i wait for it to pile up and then not draw anything LMFAO #if u remove 1 letter and switch move one his name is literally n*lvas so i'm thinking in another universe he's their child #and it fits! #n*loth would impregnate t*lvas just to see what happens (❓❓) and then throw the child out #t*lvas is really heartbroken but nothing comes before his education. but he visits him sometimes #that's why nelavis can read and write and do a lot of things #nelavis will tell you sob stories of his broken family and how his mom is always being abused by his dad with a big smile - #- over at his house during tea and cracker hour #while you're confused about the weird smell coming from the basement #that's not canon though #anyways enuff of that.. maybe i'll post more OCs in the future maybe not; i actually think about them quite a lot lol.. #i'm Shy

[excavatinglizard]

What’s an angelic being without a little body horror?

(Or, I actually inked this traditionally for once, because this manga was powerful enough to briefly drag me out of my burnout)

Process below the cut

#trigun #trigun maximum #vash the stampede #trigun fanart #excavatinglizardsart #look y’all I started this manga on a whim and finished it sobbing because it was over #for context. in my mind this is happening directly following the couch scene. like this is the moment before more of his hair turns black. #so maybe that sheds some light on his expression :) #I PULLED OUT MY ANCIENT MANGA KID SKILLS FOR THIS #I haven’t inked anything this big in pen for ages #it’s literally A3. used the remnants of my highschool sketchbook because I usually draw a5 #tw body horror

[sipping-ambrosia-wine]

love how eeaao climaxed with Evelyn's whole hearted acceptance and open support of Joy being gay. starting at that put upon tolerance at the beginning and then the "you!! youre the reason my daughter is gay!" when she first meets Jobu Tupaki. obviously her marriage and her business and her father's rejection of her are also crucial to the film but when Joy and Evelyn are fighting, "stop calling me evelyn, i am your mother!"- thats not an assertion of her authority- thats saying "whoever wherever whatever you are i will love you because i choose to be your mother. of a thousand possible realities for the both of us i'm choosing you". their relationship is deeply flawed at the beginning of the film. Joy spends half of her act one scenes near tears, in turn harped on for her life choices and dismissed entirely. to go from that to being unequivocally accepted and protected- of course she runs! what do you even do with that!!! and then not dragged back or left to drift away- but followed to the point of no return and asked to stay. not just Straight Joy. not just Successful Joy. not Joy-Who-Listens-To-Her-Mom, not even Mediocre, Just-Okay Joy. any of these Joys Evelyn couldve had, any of these changes were entirely within her reach. but its tattooed college drop-out lesbian Joy who is told she's the only version of herself that her mother needs to be proud of.

Evelyn's father disowned her for marrying a man who he disapproved of. she doesnt want to risk that relationship again, between her father and her daughter, for Joy yes as well as for herself. one of the first jumps Evelyn makes is one where she stayed at home, listened to her father, and the world is her goddamn oyster. "i saw my life without you. it was beautiful, i wish you could have seen it." but we also see a world where she is blinded as a child and her father supports her and her opera career for the rest of her life. she's worn down over the years, yes but her first biggest bad-turn trauma is Gong Gong telling her "i am not your father". and she stares down the possibility of that again and proceeds to step up to bat and step up as Joy's mom. how different is "it's protocol" to "it's tradition"? kill your daughter shes a monster kill your daughter its for the good of us all- evelyn doesnt kill joy but she still wants to change her. the movie doesnt end until she chooses that for all her flaws none of them matter. all that matters is joy.

#sorry for the dogshit structure and formatting im a little unhinged from this movie if you couldnt tell #eeaao #everything everywhere all at once #eeaao spoilers #tw homophobia #i need to watch this again and take proper notes instead of sobbing #so if anything is wrong or rings false to anyone PLEASE bring it up bc im literally unwell and need to talk about this movie with someone #fr fr its very fast paced as well so i could be misremembering stuff #you know the mental illness popped out when you forget to tag the characters ur rant is about lmao #evelyn wang #joy wang #jobu tupaki #mine

[caycanteven]

Happy 8th Anniversary to Undertale! (don't know who I'd be without it honestly). 😭😭😭 (definitely not the first time I'm drawing classic sans on this blog LFMAO)

AND WE ARE GOING TO IGNORE THE FACT THERE WAS A TYPO LMFAO

#my art #sans #caycantdoodle #sans undertale #classic sans #og sans #lazybones #lex x sans? #yeah most likely #though honestly this isn't directly anything ship based? #more so as something for me tbh #this character alone helped me out of a bad place. #my comfort boi #literally getting two tattoos with quotes from him #idk what im saying anymore #been sobbing all morning drawing this LOL #okie i go now teehee

[minhosimthings]

The feminine urge to have Bang Chan wrap you in his arms tightly and call you baby, darling, honey, and the love of his life.

#mona's sessions #bang chan #bang chan x reader #everyone go away i need a moment #JUST A MOMENT ALRIGHT #@ chan sir please #that would literally heal all world problems #THAT WOULD HEAL ME #sobbing right now over Chan fluff #i wonder how authors dont just break down in the middle while writing for Chan #cause i literally sob anytime i write anything for channie boi

[fruutes]

guys I'll be honest this was just an excuse to intensely stare at her for 4 consecutive hours. Savored every second of it yes.

BOnus more human looking version just because I Can

Ok bye now guys I have to go back to my full time job of being feral about her and violently killing anyone who lays a finger on her <3

#my art #RRRAAAAAHHGHGSHSGH #god I would kill die slaughter murder anything for her #she deserves the entire universe and then some #give her everything good the world has to offer NOWW #she's so cute I'm gonna go insane #and SO so hot #literally unfortunately crying sobbing shakimg #first in my heart <3 #bg3 #bg3 karlach #baldurs gate 3 #baldurs gate #karlach #bg3 fanart

[lakesparkles]

Can you believe I like these two for ONE YEAR?? Because I can't!

If you want to read the big, emotional description I put on Instagram, here you go:

I'm a few days earlier, but it has been… a year since I started liking these two- Maybe it doesn't sound like a big deal, but I NEVER had a hyperfixation that lasted for so long, it's usually only some months. But here I am, drawing PB and Diane as usual. So this is a simple and self indulgente post, the first slide is me redrawing my first drawings of them! Being totally honest, I don't even know why I like them that much. It all started with "they have the most interesting and well written relationship I've ever seen" and soon turned into "I need to draw them kissing". I know they aren't the most usual ship, but I'm very thankful that more people like me drawing them, especially with how they make me a lot happier in general. Funny enough, the only problem I ever had shipping them was a few weeks ago when I found out someone reposted my art on Reddit of all places. This explains the second slide, because it was most comments it got, saying how much my art was weird, gross and disturbing. According to them, I draw Mr Peanutbutter more like a dog (?) so I shouldn't draw him kissing Diane…. they also didn't like my art style because I'm a furry :/ what surprises me is that they were fans of the show as well, complaining about me drawing a canon couples that kissed on the show and were married for four seasons… But oh well, it doesn't make me as upset as before and it surely won't make me stop drawing them. But PLEASE, don't repost my art of Reddit lmao Anyways, I love them <33

#diane nguyen #mr peanutbutter #bojack horseman #they changed my life and I'm not kidding #it's so funny to think about this #watching bojack one year ago was the best decisions I've ever had #I was literally sobbing that day and i clicked in the first episode because I needed ANYTHING to make me feel better #and it worked sm #idk if I already told this story here but either way it felt right to say it again

[bumblingbabooshka]

[TUVOKTOBER: Day 15] At First Sight.

#tuvoktober #excerpt from the novel 'pathways' #tuvok/t'pel #Tuvok #st voyager #st voyager fanart #T'Pel #hey [vibrating from thinking about Tuvok - Vulcan Love & Gender Identity & Sexuality too much] -extends hand- chew through drywall with me #comix #something about how Tuvok's identity is half T'Pel and has been for decades he's spent DECADES growing with half of him being a person #he's not just deeply in love with but literally IS. He literally literally /IS/ part of T'Pel and his children literally ARE a part of him #the SECOND he sees T'Pel Tuvok says 'Being with her isn't enough I need to BE her. NOW.' #that novel had barely anything about T'Pel in it but I'll forgive them bc what they did have (basically just this) ??? showstopping. #thinks about Tuvok alone on Voyager thinks about the unique and alien suffering #[shuddering breath...]ahgh...[cough]....h ey Tuvok!!! What're your PRONOUNS- #Guy who misses his wife who is also him #gu ys....[sobbing openly] g uys...he's INCOMPLETE without them..... #are you picking up what I'm putting down??? #-chokes star trek writers- stop having straight people write alien romance. let insane gay people like me have a turn pleasepleaseplease #bea art tag #[switches out of angst mode for a second] also its SO fucking funny that in this novel's canon Tuvok didn't know about the pon farr until #it happened to him. he literally had NO idea what was going on. His parents didn't tell him. Why?? Don't believe in sexEd??? #it really made me laugh. conservative coded... #drawing elaborate Vulcan head....things? headresses? is fun <3 #suggestive cw

[sweetest-honeybee]

For someone who’s known for the grey Wally au, you’d think I’d draw a lot more grey Wally 😂

#I don’t do it enough! but it’s weirdly difficult to do anything for him #especially interacting with other Wally’s #he’s just #so sad and sits off to the side like @:( #the vast majority of content he’d had is fuckin hugs or literally sobbing if you look at him wrong

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

okay wait laughingstock concept Incoming: so im imagining some of the neighbors (maybe Julie & Frank) noticing that Barnaby & Howdy are a lil fruity, yk yk. and Julie's like damn, i guess we have to play matchmaker here.

so naturally they wind up getting the whole neighborhood involved. everybody's a wingman here. Poppy's dropping hints when Howdy drops off groceries, Wally is constantly asking Barnaby to go get him things from the bodega, etc etc. Howdy and Barnaby are facing this sudden change in town-wide behavior with slight concern and bemusement

eventually - lets say Julie, Sally, and Wally - get Barnaby into the bodega and then abruptly leave like "don't have too much fun without us you two *wink wink nudge nudge*". once they're gone (read: very obviously hiding outside & watching through the window) Barnaby & Howdy turn to each other like:

Barnaby: you think we should tell them we're already married?

Howdy: let them have their fun - they'll figure it out eventually

#dont have the mental fortitude to Draw This but i still wanted to share the thought #'but how would no one notice that theyre literally married' #easy: theyre very relaxed and secure in their relationship. also howdy has a strict 'no pda at work' rule #also because its funny. we can stretch rationality for the Bit cmon now #through the power of the bit Anything is possible #and we all know the neighbors are Peak Sillies so. yk #it strikes me that once they get Bored of the constant 'matchmaking' #barnaby and howdy stage this whole thing where they 'confess' to each other So dramatically and So publicly #they make it an Event #sally is swooning from the drama and spectacle of it all. wally is trying to paint the moment as fast as possible #julie is so excited she's close to passing out. eddie is crying. so is poppy. frank is taking the credit. home is just happy to be there #as soon as barnaby and howdy retreat out of sight they burst out laughing for a solid ten minutes #GAH THE BRAINROT THE BRAINROT #laughingstock #wailing and sobbing they are so so good together and FOR WHAT FUCKING REASON #i cant even put it into words they just Fit! like puzzle pieces! #theres something so natural about em. i look at them and its like. they Would be perfect for each other huh #i already know theyd have such a healthy wholesome relationship They Just Work. Theyre The Dream Couple #howdy says the most confusing sentence ever said. barnaby nods along with genuine love in his eyes. etc. you get it #now watch! canon is gonna absolutely set this on fire! #which would be Fun. painful. but Fun. seriously tho im curious as to how/if barnaby and howdy will interact/develop.... #i mean personally i love it when shit gets messy so i hope it Hurts So Bad or at least Goes Downhill #i hope its a rollercoaster on all accounts

[beans-beneath-moonlight]

WHEEZES

#literally started sobbing from laughing so hard at these what the fuck #who made these and why #why do the babies have toe beans?? why is Chuuya crying??? #idk if these are technically official or not but they were on several different sites #including aliexpress and ebay so I'm pretty sure they're mass produced #I promise I'm not making fun of people's etsy projects or anything. only corporate stuff #bsd #bungou stray dogs #bsd chuuya #bsd dazai #bsd akutagawa #bsd atsushi #bsd ranpo #original post #id in alt text

[empty-blog-for-lurking]

i know Shiro got absolutely fucked over by the writing team by the end but also like his existence is such a big fuck you to everything. The universe is trying to kill him with disease and alien abductions and gladiator fights and war conquerors and witcges and so much other bullshit and succeeded and the writers had slated him to die since first draft and yet he still said "no thank you" and lived to get happily gay married. Like the absolute spite in his existence and continued survival. Inspirational. Love that for him.

#Dont get me wrong i will forever be Kuron girlie and will always choose him over shiro #But also i am not immune to shiro brainworms #Writers crying and sobbing: why wont he die so we can make our Off Brand Zuko the perfect hero he was meant to be!!! #Shiro literally just a fictional character with no thoughts life or anything of his own: 🧍🏻🧍🏻 #takashi shirogane #shiro voltron #shiro vld #vld shiro #voltron shiro #voltron legendary defender #voltron #empty thoughts #vld #Vld writers not only killed him but also every version of him just so their special pet Keith can seem like an interesting character #and yet #Lmao take the L

[hamartia-grander]

Oh I'm looking.

#Sobbing he's literally the most beautiful man in the world #He looks so fucking good in that dress it's literally unreal #I need him #Wyll Ravengard #Bg3 #Baldur's gate 3 #“just look at me!” babygirl I can't do anything else #baldurs gate 3 #bg3 memes #bg3 wyll

[skitskatdacat63]

I feel like this clip from the podium deserves to be posted in full

#THEY'RE SO CUTEEEEEEEEEE I CANT I CANT #NANDO IS HIS BOY THATS LITERALLY HIS BOY!!!! #LOOK AT THEM LOOK AT THEM!!! #ive seen some pics from this podium i think but nothing can live up to the full clip in entirety #like theres just so many things that make me wanna sob and yell into my pillow #tho actually it did in fact make me legit squeal and roll around on my bed when i first watched it #them!!!! them!!!!!!!!!! <33333 #the way he keeps indulging nando and the way theyre so affectionate its really just unbearably adorable to me #fernando alonso #fa14 #flavio briatore #2005 chinese gp #2005 chinese grand prix #f1 #formula 1 #formula one #we do a little bit of f1 #no sound sry lol but i dont think it wouldve added anything anyways so its okie! #also kinda wanna make a comp of pictures from this race maybe??? theres just so many cute moments w renault so yeah might make that soon #ralf schumacher #kimi räikkönen #kimi raikkonen