#i will die if thsts the wrong guy

[evil-mcytblrconfessions]

evil confessions blog be like I didn’t steal cooper’s water bottle at twitchcon

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#honestly yeah sure why noy #meta #cc: cscoop #i will die if thsts the wrong guy #confessions

[injailoutsoongato]

YANDERE

Who ever knew the relationship with someone like a fighter would ever go wrong?

(Yandere, Obsessed Justin Gaethje x Innocent Reader,)

(REBLOGS ARE APPRECIATED BY THE AUTHOR- LEAVE A COMMENT)

He was a nerd. A complete nerd. Some said he still was a goof, which he was. But it was really what only the media saw, as much as you were wanting to deny it, it wasn’t any use. He was the same violent man from all those years ago, the nerd became whatever the hell he was now. Who really knew what happened, all you remembered since thst night where everything changed. The prom night, during it one of the more popular guys, the arrogant meathead was constantly all over you. There was no need to even put effort to think about it as it was very obvious those people just wanted to take your innocence away, Justin knew this all damn well and he would be so damned to know someone would just go ahead and do that while he was there, as long as he was with you. No one was gonna get to you. He would just flunk you out of that little blissful sleeping state to make sure you were here, safe infront of him.

Beauty is pain. They said

Pretty little Y/n fell victim to it all the time, she was pretty, she was a virgin, she is pretty. When she was asked out she often turned them down politely since she really wasn’t ready for a relationship, she was yes and adult. But she really wasn’t as prepared yet, and those men went a far as to call the female a whore for doing so. When all she did was turn them down because she didn’t want to, bruised ego. Much. But in all honesty even if Justin wasn’t the most attractive, he had something in him that made her flutter. He had subtle actions though. The way he always got a whiff of her when she passed by was unnoticed but that was the sad truth. He was just as lovestruck with her, he wasn’t a healthy guy to be with. And his compete 360 in what he was compared to before and now shook everyone to the core, even you. His constant compliments towards her. His gentleness with her made y/n melt and get all flustered. He couldn’t. Her chubby cheeks were just so adorable. When they filled with a reddish-like, hue and how her expression shifted to the embarrassment she always felt sent this shiver up his spine. How could he resist her when she was as sweet as this. He could go on for hours talking just about you. He left so many love letters in hopes of confessing. But that pig meathead would push Justin and you around all the time and it drove Gaethje to insanity. He really was gonna the touching you and let that slide? Seeing the guy look, breath, or touch, anything like that near you instantly sparked up Justin’s jealousy. Breathe.? Was overboard. But touching you and looking near you was what was the main issue, he knew all the guys wanted to get into your panties. Justin wasn’t like that. He cared, he really did. But it broke him when his love letters were ripped by the same guy, and you were stolen away.

“I’ll just have you someday, that pig might aswell fucking die for all I really care. I asked for something and I want it, why won’t you just see that I do this because.” He paused. Hands gripping your cheeks. “Because I love you?” No. This wasn’t right. This was wrong. But those doe eyes looked fooled so already…

Just the lovesick look on his face said everything, he wasn’t sincere.

“Are you..going to kill me?”

You feared the day he got bored of you.

#justin gaethje #gaethje #Justin gaethje ufc #ufc #ufc imagine #fan fiction #imagine #yandere #yandere Justin gaethje #tw yandere #yandere ufc #innocent reader #ufc imagines

[badluck990]

Summoning

Tw: demons, summoning, death mention

Once more, she made sure everything was ready.

Food. Video games. Movies. Salt. Red Paint.

Lousia was this months protector of the book so she'd be bringing that...

Why did it always have to be her house?

It was a stupid question and sbe knew it. Her house was the only one that wasn't in a suburb.

No neighbors to notice what they were doing and ask too many questions.

Elsie was the first to arrive with extra salt and a weeks worth of clothes. Their record was 4 days so she couldn't blame her concern.

Mabel got there next, she brought charms she had found, stuff they could put on bracelets after their preformed the ritual for protection.

Finally Louisa arrives with a book, apologizing for being the last.

With hours before moonrise they got the doors locked both within and to the outside. Keys were divided up amongst them at random.

Video games were enjoyed, a short time of pretending like they were normal girls until it was time.

Debate about which to release this time ensued as it always did. As usual they only agreed on letting out the Deer King last.

After much discussion the classroom creature was chosen. A demon named for a multitude of reasons.

For starters it had been first spotted at what was once the local college. Now it was just a peice of land everyone likes to pretend didn't exist.

Second of all if it killed you it would vanish with you. Legends said its victim would wake up strapped to a desk and asked questions.

The demon didn't speak any know human language and yet during this they could be understood.

If you got its questions wrong you'd feel it bite you dispite never moving out of your sight. Too many and you'd die.

Supposedly if you get enough right it'll let you go but no ones ever done so. But someone had to otherwise no one would have this information.

Just like all the demons in the book you had to wait for a full moon while at it's peak. As soon as it was time Elise painted the symbols, Mabel lied the salt around it, and Adeline burned the bad essay she'd written for the summoning. All while Louisa began calling to the demon.

The ink faded from the page as red smoke erupted from the symbols eventually turning to the classroom creature. They seemed surprisingly normal. Just a little guy with a watch on either hand. No jagged teeth or dark eyes. Just a dude in a suit. But they better.

Most demons played by a set of rules. Typically they wouldn't harm the ones that summoned it so I ong as they weren't provoked. That being send, unless the demon was particularly weak they wouldn't take orders from you either.

The demon turned to Louisa and asked her something. Only sge could understand it, but she didn't anwser telling the others instead to destroy the salt circle.

The demon ran the moment it was let free eventually breaking the lock on the back down to escape.

Now all they could do was wait. None of them were strong enough to fight the demons. But someone was. When a demon's summoning is written into a book a part of thst demon is placed into the book. Summoning it releasing that part. If you only Desummon it then it will return to the book and the ink would repear but if you can kill that part of it. The page of the book will be gone.

And so once more they fixed the lock rolled out sleeping bags and stayed to pretend this was a normal sleepover. And they weren't waiting for someone to kill a beast.

#demons #story #chaos #death mention

[wuzetianadmirer]

Manhwa: Depths of Malice

Tags: Smut, NSFW

This manhwa is an abso lute banger. Its fun, its satisfying, hot people, hot FL who's a psycho as well as a schemer. Hot ML, who's also psycho. Power couple and all that.

This is a rant as well as an appreciation post.

First off, the FL, Verta, is dead set on revenge and SPOILER she gets revenge. Its so satisfying to read. And I think its so refreshing

Verta doesn't hide who she is. She actively gets revenge on those who wronged her. And she's a good actress. No scratch that, a superb actress! She has people around her thumb. Its honestly terrifying.

Another thing is, she doesn't care about other people. She doesn't care who she has to use or take down to get her revenge. And thats so badass. Its so refreshing to see a FL like this, who isnt just rude or puting up a facade. She's here to slay and we're here for it!

And most of the men here are awful. Just horrible human beings.

Exhibit A:

Lawrence, her then-fiancee

This bastard enjoys watching other me violate her. Specfically bis subordinate Baron Jacob. Honestly an ass. He dies by the way. Killed by Jacob beating him to death, due to a drug that increases one's stamina (that Verta gave).

Exhibit B:

Jacob

He's a sexy motherfucker. He's in love with Verta, but he cant do anything to help as he's under Lawrence. No excuse though. The fandom collectively agrees thst he's a prick. Love or no love, he let her be hurt. Due to the drug, He ends up killing Lawrence in a rage. Goes to prison.

Exhibit C:

Marquis Proud Carter

Another sexy motherfucker.

Caused Verta's (before posessing her body) mother do kill herself. A pedophile. Kidnapped a princess to make her his love-toy. Instigated most of her suffering. Gets exposed and executed in the end. Die you bastard!

Exhibit D:

Baron Ralph Maximilian

A mildly good-looking bastard.

Tries to violate Verta. Is a prick. I dont like him. Personality like shit. Is canonically a looser (said by his wife) and utterly pathetic. Gets killed by Verta. So badass of her.

Lets forget about the bad boys, lets look at the good boys.

A: Nathan

He's actually not a ML. He's actually a subordinate of Proud Carter, which makes him our(the fandom's) enemy too, but from the comments I've read, he's not too bad, other than the fact that he's an underdog of Proud. I almost forgot! He's a deuch to his fiance. She's so sweet. But he doesn't like her for whatever reason. His loss.

But he's head over heels for Verta. If Im being honest I don't think he's that bad. He's actually kinda sweet. And like a softie for our FL. Too bad, FL had to seduce him in order to kill him so that she could use his body for someone else's vessel.

I honestly think he ranks second in my books as ML. We love a guy who'd die for us to be together in the afterlife (eventhough Verta technically tricked him). Honestly I love him.

B: Yersha

He's the wizard that helps Verta. Good guy. Not a ML but still that pretty face earns some brownie points. Also, he uses Nathan's body as his vessel after he dies fir personal reasons. Very helpful to our FL. I liked his face. Not complaining cause Nathan's face is fine too.

C: Blaine Shade

A hottie. The actual ML. Marris Verta in the main story line. A physco in his own right. Tried killing his sister. Manipulative. Very sweet to Verta. Awesome chemistry between them both. Sexy. Very suave. Head over heels for FL. Honestly very good ML.

I have to make separate post for the Prince.

[smilingangel582]

Finally, victory?

Hello!! So I noticed I made a few grammer mistakes. Also, it's not because english is my second language, buuuut its because I'm too excited to write these, and I just wanted u guys to see them. Anyhow! I'll be careful, OK? Also, this one is for my dear rat baby yuki! I love him from fruits basket, and he needs love and tickles. Also, poor kyon kyon needs to win at least once, right?

Warning spoilers may be there so watch the series and familiarised

Enjoyyy~♡

It's finally going to happen. Hatsuharu, Ayame, Shigure and Tohru watched as the battle continued to take place.

Yuki's delicate features concentrated harder on the chess pieces, waiting for his opponent to make his move. Swiftly lifting his gaze back to Kyo, he patiently stared at the car zodiac.

Kyo's frustrated expressions were hilarious to haru and Shigure who snickered together about this absurd look he had. Yet Kyo disregarded with a grunt. Finally he moved forward but victorious grinning "I got your other Bishop too rat boy! Prepare to die!"

Tohru in the background prayed that no one was going kill anyone. Though it was unheard. Yuki raised an eyebrow, and he sighed coolly. "Baka neko (stupid cat), do you think chess is something you can play without a strategy?"

"Huh???!!" Rage flooded in the ginger's face, Yuki's blank features examined Kyo before speaking."So I guess I'll have to claim your king now,"

"YOU CAN'T-!"

Barely able to finish, Kyo watched as Yuki gracefully eased the rook closer to his king. Panic flushed, he forgot about thar sneaky rook of his. Kyo looked back and forth, realising none of his pawns were active. Not even his Knight was allowed to move when Yuki's pawns pinned him.

Afterwards with a futile attempt to cut off Yuki's Knight, Yuki smirked "Checkmate"

Between a growl and a snarl, Kyo staggered back with defeat.

Haru smiled now seeing how things will never change especially with Kyo and Yuki's rivalry.

However. He wanted to see Yuki falter for once.

"My dear brother! I am so proud of you!" Ayame's expressions sparked with happiness and Yuki stared at him "Who invited him?"

Shigure grinned and that itself answered him. Before anyone could say anything more, Kyo snapped abruptly, startling Yuki a little.

"Fight me again, this time properly! I learned the grappling technique from master! No objections baka nezumi (stupid rat)!"

Yuki felt fatigues mentally, but he sighed instead. Rolling his shoulder to flex himself and prepare for this sparring session, Yuki mentally wished Kyo could give up for once.

"Fine, but remember I'm not paying for your bandages in future,"

"You!" With that Kyo lunged. Tohru squeaked in fear as they began to roughhouse in the middle of the living room "please be careful..."

Her innocence made Haru assure her "relax they aren't trying to murder each other for real"

She nodded hopefully, and Haru continued to observe with her. Meanwhile, Ayame and Shigure lost interest in it and were discussing things to themselves of god-knows-what?

Yuki was gaining the upper hand as usual. He hooked his feet under Kyo's ankles, which sent him stumble backwards, with thst he grabbed on to Yuki's waist for support something unintentional.

Yuki yelped loud, which is so rare for the normally composed student council president.

Kyo noticed it but was wondering if he hurt him. He backed away a little and lowered his attempts to try it again. Haru, on the other hand, had to ask, "What's up, Yuki?"

Yuki's face flushed to a lovely pink colour, which made Kyo suspicious now. "Oi. What's wrong with you?

"What...?" Yuki played dumb, still keeping his defences high. He had his back to Haru when he was distancing himself from Kyo. "I'm fine... why did you stop idiot cat,"

Haru reached to poke his waist, "When Kyo touched you here, you were stiff as a log,"

By this, Yuki cried out, "Oi, stiff cheating!"

Kyo noticed the slight quivering of Yuki's lips and then tackled him rapidly. Before Yuki could turn the tables, Kyo dug his fingers on to the delicate sides of the prince.

Yuki arched his back, squeaking like a mouse, which dragged even Shigure's attention.

"Ohh? Is the little mouse sensitive?" Haru teased first. This made Yuki blush even more, "nohoho! It does nohot!"

It's was Kyo's turn to grin like a maniac. "Well, well, finally, victory?" He added with additional wiggles to his ribs, and that made his laughter kick higher and louder. "OhohoOHOHOI! STOHOHP THAHAHAT! NOHOHO!"

Tohru had no clue how to react, for seem reason, Yuki's giggles are so cute. She felt blushing with endearment. She smiled "Yuki Is adorable..."

"AHhahaha noho fair hohohondahaha sahahan!" He whined now. Suddenly, Kyo just pinned his wrists to the side, letting him catch his breath, knowing the bronchial issue at hand.

"Adorable...? Yeah, right, it's fucking funny how unprincely he is!" Kyo mocked him and now Yuki having recovered glared back at him.

"Well, if cheating makes you triumphed, I dare say go for it! I'm not yielding such a stupid method!"

Kyo narrowed his eyes. "Cheating? I just found a weakness, and you think I'm cheating?"

Shigure joined in out of nowhere now leaning in between haru and ayame "also Yuki, laughter is the best medicine,"

"Shut uhuhup!" A surprised giggle escaped when Kyo hand magically released his wrists now tickling his tummy. He squeaked even more loudly and curled front, then twisted to the side.

This made Kyo shock a little. He was surprisingly cute for some reason, but he couldn't let that stop him "ill tickle you to submission Yuki..."

"NohohoOHOHO! PLEHEHEHEASE MAHAHAHAKE IHIHIT STAHAHAHAHAP!"

"He's begging..." Haru stated amusedly "keep going Kyo you're winning after the seven hundred and-"

"I get it, kid!" Kyo snapped at Haru but didn't stop his assault. He dug into his hips, and Yuki burst into another melody of loud cackles and giggly snorts. Kyo heard him at last.

"YOHOHOHOU WIHIHIN! CUHUHUT IHIHIT OUT NOHOHOW KYOHOHOHO!"

Stopping slowly, Kyo watched those long lashes tear stained, yuki was beautiful, and Kyo blushed a little at thst "you lost... remember?"

He was silent, breathing with giggles, but then they shrilld when Kyo poked his waist. "Ohohokay juhuhust stop! You wihin!"

Kyo cried out in triumph and now danced in enthusiasm. Yuki sighed now, relaxing a little as he watched Kyocelebrating like a child. With a huff, Haru helped him to his feet. "Never thought you'd be ticklish yun yun... huh?"

Fear seized him the moment that nickname arosed, "Please... don't tell Kakeru... that's the last thing I want!"

He smiled and nodded "I won't, I promise,"

Yuki sighed in relief and joind with tohru meanwhile hatsuharu internally began thinking...

Because he's the one who told me you're ticklish.

Grinning excitedly, they all began to tease Yuki's behaviour today, as adorable, funny, and hilarious. Yuki still denied the fact that he squeaked like a mouse and giggled like a girl until Shigure said round two was necessary.

Still, Yuki can't say he's unhappy.

Hope it's good! I just finished this at midnight, so it's sleepy, byeeee!

#fruits basket tickle fic #yuki sohma #kyo sohma #hatsuharu #shigure #ayame #tohru #leeyuki #lerkyo #fruitsbasket #tickle fic #cute #fluff

[faelapis]

Why do you think so many people say thst She ra it's what Steven universe should have been? They have very different narratives even though thry deal with similar topics, which onw you prefere and why?

well, like i’ve said before, i think she-ra is a very typical show in the sense that it hits the beats you’re expecting in emotion-driven action/melodrama, but with the Gays (tm)... and that’s kinda what a lot of people want. it’s marvel-esque with more feels. it’s not for me, but there’s nothing inherently wrong with wanting to tell a traditional story.

steven universe is much more experimental and, as i’ve said before, sublime. its world is much bigger, in the meta sense. it wants to “challenge” more than it wants to “satisfy”. it wants to showcase a sprawling world and the characters’ feelings within the given scenarios more than it wants to “solve” those feelings in a Moral Of The Story moment. it wants to leave you “hopeful and slightly unsettled” more than fully happy.

SU... kinda wants to break you. it ask you what you need to fix yourself more than it wants to do the work for you. it wants to destroy your heroes, not build them up as worthy of worship. it wants you to challenge your own assumptions like, all the time. it gives emotional gutpunches where you question your own morality and perspective, rather than sad moments where you feel bad because the good guys got hurt.

it’s also much more questioning of itself - here’s one character’s feelings about something, but how does it look from another perspective? what does it mean to be a good person in a world where people all think they’re doing what’s best? how can you help others without romanticizing yourself? how can you appreciate others in a healthy way without putting them on impossible pedestals? what are the consequences of demonizing others? why do you hate yourself? why do you love yourself? why do you want to live - for purpose or for pleasure? if it’s for purpose, is that ever healthy? can you live without it? does destroying yourself inherently bring about the destruction of others?

when i say she-ra is more traditional, it’s both in its structure (hero struggles, feels insecure, gains friends, learns to be strong, struggles in a more intense way, resolution, happy ending) and in its protagonist-morality world.

it’s not really something that challenges you. the worst people on top die, the younger and victimized baddies survive, the insecure protagonist saves the day with their friends. at no point is there a question of whether adora is capable of the same kind of cruelty as the bad guys, for instance - or, if not, why. it’s taken as a given that she’s good (if insecure), because morally speaking, it’s just not that interesting in asking questions. it mainly wants to give you the answers that make you feel comforted in your own insecure protagonist existence.

it’s also not really experimental or broad enough to make you sad about the potential of the world outside of the narrow protagonist lens we experienced, because only a handful of characters actually feel like people. everyone else and the whole conflict in she-ra are props to the ultimate climax, the emotional crux resting mainly on adora and catra. minor characters are very underdeveloped... which is pretty standard, they’re called minor for a reason. it’s not new or unique to spop.

whereas SU almost has overdeveloped minor characters, because they feel so much more real than what minor characters are usually allowed to be. that’s by intent, ie it evokes a perpetual sense of yearning to reach further than what we ever can... which everyone isn’t comfortable with. even though we see but glimpses of them, we see just enough within the sublime that we can tell they have a rich internal world of their own. they have issues. they don’t exist just in relation to the protagonist - rather, the protagonist is trying and to a certain extent doomed to fail to truly know every side of them.

that + all the main characters having a fuckton of character flaws, moral messiness and trauma that comes with the inherent implication of “this is something you need to work on your whole life, not just now” makes it more difficult to process than standard fantasy. especially when that’s below the surface, and there’s inherent uncertainty as to whether the current status quo is supposed to be good or not.

whereas when the acknowledgement of emotion is limited to the main characters, as it often is in spop, their issues can be “solved” in a way that implies happiness rather than continued growth... and that’s easier. it’s comforting for many. if you’re more on the side of wanting to validate than question yourself, then i’m not remotely surprised that some people prefer it.

i think there’s a certain “safety” within spop that you’re not gonna experience anything so harrowing as to not lead to your victory and validation. whereas with SU, those harrowing experiences are the whole point, and they don’t come with easy answers to cushion you. it often WANTS to upset and make you uncomfortable, asking why and whether it’s right. if spop is sold on protagonist happiness being what matters, SU does a lot to question the line between the personal and the systemic, and whether what makes a given protagonist happy is really what makes everyone happy.

short story: spop is more of a crowdpleaser in both morals and structure, whereas SU constantly questions - and asks YOU to question - why we have those structures and morals. if you ask who you’re supposed to root for in spop, the answer is pretty easy. it’s not always easy to answer in SU.

i predicted that some would want SU to be more like spop. but my thinking is the opposite - spop probably should exist, because safe stories should be more inclusive. but for my money’s worth, it’s also everything that i don’t want SU to be. i truly am grateful that something as weird, experimental and difficult as SU is allowed to exist... but i predict it’ll sit at a very lonely table. i think a lot of lgbt+ rep going forward is gonna be more like spop: safe in its storytelling, morality and structure, because networks and audiences alike are usually here for the crowdpleasers.

#shrug emoji #steven universe #spop #spop discourse / i suppose

[thewanderingace]

Hawkeye episode 3 reactions

Spoilers below the readmore!!!

BABY MAYA!!! Ooh I love her. Look at all the ASL being used right now! I love to see it.

And yes there's her prosthetic!!! KICK HIS ASS BABY MAYA!

WILSON FISK!??! IS THAT YOU!! ASDJFKSKDJ!!! IT'S JUST A HAND BUT I'M ABOUT TO DIE!!!

Oh shit!!! Clint! Clint what are you doing! Damn though watching Ronin fight is like watching a dance. Hes so fucking smooth and graceful and its hypnotic.

Whhyyyy!! Maya's dad!!! 😭😭 Explains why Maya is in charge and wants Ronin. Revenge.

The bloody handprint on Mayas face to give a reference to the white handprint she has in the comics is hurting more than it should

Is there gonna be something with this whole dragon talk cause that feels like foreshadowing but it's going over my head right now. And all I can think about is Shang-Chi so....

Kate and Clint forced to continually ride the kiddy horse 🤣🤣🤣

Kate and Clint continue to be my favorite marvel dynamic. Hilarious.

"Shes not Ronin. Look at her. Shes nine." 🤣🤣🤣 Also that's a comic line

Tracksuit guy getting dating advice from Kate! Imagine dragons! Aw kate you dont like them?

Oooooohhhhh Maya noticed his hearing aid!!!

Shit I love this!! I love this all convo and the difference between Maya who has been deaf her whole life and Clint who is still a beginner signer!! And based on his knowledge of sign it's clear he spends most of his time signing with Nate. Does he not sign with the others? Did they not learn? Did Nate just pick it up faster because he's younger?

Anyway, I love that Maya is like wtf stop relying on technology and embrace it. Learn sign dumbass.

Clint saying "Natasha Romanoff" killed Ronin and that he was there when she did it!!! Shut up I'm gonna cry! Cause it's TRUE! Natasha brought Clint back to life effectively "killing" Ronin. Also he said Natasha and not Blacl Widow but thsts how Kazi translated it.

THIS FIGHT SEQUENCE IS SO FUCKING COOL!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHH

AHHHHH MAYA KNOCKED OUT HIS HEARING AID

AAAHHH HE'S GOT HIS BOW AND HIS SHOTS ARE AMAAAAAZING!!!!! AND HE CANT EVEN HEAR!!! AAAHHHHH THAT'S MY HAWKEYE RIGHT THERE!!!!

CLINT HIDING IN THE BALLPIT 🤣🤣🤣

NOW KATE IS KICKING ASS!!!!!

I looove this cinematography!! These shots are so cool.

THE CAR!!! CLINTS CAR!!!

I am LOVING this whole thing!!! Kate's non stop talking even though she knows he cant hear her. Clint and Kate being on the same page anyway. The trick arrows. The camera work. The Pym particle arrow! The USB arrow! I love it all!!!

LOL That subway scene was hilarious. I actually had to pause it so I could stop giggling. Also, Clint said she was right about calling herself one of the word's greatest archers. IM FINE. And them both being like "shit we need to walk Lucky." Love them.

Kazi and Maya. I like them. A lot.

I do wish they would stop cutting away from the actually signing. I want to see the signing. Not just read the subtitles. Zoom out a little. Show their hands. Please.

FUCK ME. I'm gonna cry. This phone with Clint and Nate with Kate writing down what Nate is saying is 100% breaking my heart. Clint is about to cry. I'm about to cry. Nate is sad. And Kate is finally realizing what Clint has given up to help her. Fuck me. PLEASE LET CLINT MAKE IT HOME FOR CHRISTMAS

Haha Kate texting Clint a joke about him while sitting next to him and Clint blocking her. Classic Hawkeyes.

Lol he kept his hearing aid out while they ate cause she wouldn't stop talking

THE CLASSIC COSTUME!!! YEAH KATE!!!!

“Some things you’ll lose forever.”

Lucky smiling at the Pizza Dog name. That's a good boy right there. Bestest boy

"I'm in the wrong business" 🤣🤣🤣

FUCK!! THAT'S HIS SWORD! THAT'S THE RONIN SWORD! JACQUES DUQUESNE IS HOLDING THE RONIN SWORD TO CLINTS THROAT AND IM GONNA SHIT MY PANTS!!!!!

Man I really really want to him to say something about his upbringing. Please make the circus canon. Please make Barney canon. Pleaseeee.

These episodes go by way too quickly!! I guess that's a sign that I thoroughly enjoy them but damn its over way too soon. I gotta wait now.

#hawkeye #hawkeye spoilers #hawkeye series #marvel #my reactions #stephs stuff #hawkeye episode 3 #spoilers

[tired--nb]

Ahahahahahhshhhhhhhhhhhh

#now im crying sbout the fact that my grandpa jim is probably gonna die before j graduate #ahahahhashshhhahshshahshhahahaha i love life #you know whats fucked up?? #the gofundme for my grandpa had 1 donation #wanna know who that one perosn was? #his daughter aka my mom and it was onlu five dollars #idk maybe im just self centered but like #people care more about gwtti ng a trans kid a binder or smth else #(knowing they could go get a damn job or smth) #and peopel seem to not care two shits about an old man who cant work hell he cant even get out of bed #and hobestly he means th e world to me and he gonna fucking die soon #jusy because i couldnt help him #just becaude i failed him #and i wony ever live up to smth he would be proud of #im probablu gonba end up fucking homeless and die of an over dose #i mean honestly additcion runs in my famnily and if i thinkn i can get away fro. thst im wrong #shahhahahahahaha anywayd ill shut up sorry guys #robot cat stuck on loop #vent #in tag

[sennamybeloved]

🙄 + garnet , also 🙄 + lucian and senna >=3c (@dragonselfship)

OH THIS IS GONNA BE FUN

the steven universe fandom seems to think shipping anyone with garnet is bad, period. they seem to forgot that she’s her own person,, gem,,, sentient being. my self insert, moonstone, is also a fusion! she’s exactly like garnet; two gems (a pearl and a lapis) that stay together almost 24/7 bc they are in love. so,, love fusion x love fusion = a very, very bad ship, according to the steven universe fandom :)

their story is pretty underdeveloped rn so don’t have much to say on that front, but i plan for them to have some conflicts throughout the show to give their relationship some actual depth (y’know,, like any of the other relationships in su) and i’m sure thst would piss someone off !

OH YEAH THIS ONE IS SUPER PROBLEMATIC /s

first of all, seren is a vastaya, meaning she ages slower. mentally she’s around lucian & senna’s age but that DOESNT MATTER - she’s around twice their age(s) in human years, making this ship very wrong, very bad, super fucking problematic /s (even tho they were all mature adults when they met and have matured at their same rate their entire lives and will probably die at the same time bc let’s be honest no sentinel of light dies of old age k)

secondly, lucian and seren have FOUGHT before. lucian said some really fucked up stuff and seren stratched his face. it doesn’t MATTER that this was an essential part of their story that helped lucian in put his anger aside and helped seren finally learn how to stick up for herself, and it DOESNT MATTER that they owned up to their mistakes, apologized to each other and have been over this fight for almost 2 years. they have to be perfect and happy all the time, no two-demension characters ALLOWED!!! /s

lastly, seren is a VASTAYA meaning she is an ANIMAL meaning that humans would NEVER LOVE HER making this ship gross and wrong /s (even though seren is like 80% humanoid like ahri, and people still ship ahri with humans,,,, still wrong. not like she had a human face/body/etc etc + an ears, a tail and some fur, and it’s not like her partners love her for her differences, not despite them,,,,,,,, interesting characters r banned guys)

also, i am sure someone in the league fandom would get pissy because “oh they added another character to a straight relationship and made it gay.” i’m sure people would also be mad at the fact that senna is a lot softer with seren than she is with lucian because of their individual powers, they understand each other much better than any human could. but they still love him regardless. they all love each other.

one big, happy, problematic relationship /j

#lotus answers #this was fun LOL #💟 ; illumea #romantic pairing;; made of love #first post in that tag ayyyyy

[multy-pulty]

𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑺𝒕𝒐𝒓𝒚 𝑼𝒏𝒕𝒐𝒍𝒅

SPOILER AHEAD

So, basically this is hanji's backstory, head cannoned(is that a word..?) By me. I hope you enjoy and please tell me your opinions <3

"Dada? Daaadaaaa.. dada. Dadaaaaaa-"

"Is there a problem, hanji?"

"The teacher said something and in my opinion it was wrong! But when I told her, she said should shut up!"

"O-oh... well, what was she saying and what was your opinion?"

"She said that the titans only get enough energy to work or.. do titan stuff just when its morning! But I told her it's wrong cause they do can get energy from moon too... the moon gets it's light from the sun, right? That's how you explained it to me"

"That's right dear. I think this is just another school that doesn't deserves you, we have to change it again"

"Whaaa? But my fwends, I will miss them! Especially that cool guy with Caterpillar eyebrows! His dad is a teacher too and they are both soooo cool! I want to know more about both of them but I'm kinda shy..."

"You? Shy? That's new"

I loved his laugh... it was always calming somehow. I was always scared of having to let it go one day...

"You have to get your mother's help for that, I'm just a science lover guy."

"But you love me and mom too!"

"Ofcourse"

Those silly faces that I didn't know when we could make them again.

"Hey, dad..?"

"Yes, dear?"

"Do you think I can be like you one day?"

"Oh ofcourse, you already like me! Just... your energy is a lot like your mother."

-"are you guys talking about me behind my back?"

"Ofcourse not, mommy! We were just saying how much I am like that and how much my energy is like you"

-"oh thsts sweet, and it surely is like that"

"So I will be like you guys when I grew up!!"

"That's a wrong sentence, dear. I want you to learn from us and be better, do you think you can do that?"

"O-OFCOURSE!"

The feeling of his fingers in my hair. A feeling that I didn't know when I would feel again.

He didn't have a heroic death... but it wasn't important to me. It wasn't important to anyone. He was a hero to me, it wasn't important if he did anything or not. He was my hero. I learned from him and tried to be like him, but... even a clone of him will never be able to be him. Funny, isn't it?

Everyone expected him to die in the hands of titan but a simple hear attack did it for him. Well... that doesn't mean I have to lose my hope and cry several days... that's not what he would want me to do. I'm not planning on killing myself just so I can see his smile again or feel his arms around me.

No.

I do what he wanted me to do. Be a better version of them. A successful person. This is what in going to do and NOTHING can change it!

"So.. tell me hanji, what are you planning? What is going on in that head of yours? TELL. ME!"

"Yeash eren! You need to get a life, first your are yelling 'tatakae' 'tatakae' and now you are trying to kill me?? Come on!"

It was harder than I thought.. I just want to know... what happened to that boy that always had hope in his eyes? What happened to that boy that encouraged everyone with just some simple words? What happened to someone..who was humanity's hope?

It's time, isn't it? I promised you guys but.. I dont think I can take it anymore.

There is so many things falling on my shoulders day by day and..- and... I need an life worthy rest...

I'm sorry.

Darkness was something I liked to see when sleeping or conscious... but this us none of them.

I'm sorry.

So that was it, hope you enjoyed. I personally think that hanji didn't have a sad past, y'know? Like... a normal life.

Their father being a scientist and their mother being a... mother.

Its 1 a.m so... goodnight <3

#snk hanji #hanji zoe #back story #drabble #one shot #snk #manga spoilers #aot #attack on titan

[roaringfuck]

idek what to wrote so im shit posting but i have a lot of feelings rn thst are difficult to navigate like i like this girl shes my best fried. i have a history of liking ppl but their infatuations not genuine and i, this iscommon but it makes me feel like a bad personso i got caught up in thinking am ia bad person for liking her? also she was straight so i jever consideredit and them she stopped being straight and my crush developed and thne i told some friends abt it and i was excited to likeher and whatever then the whole infwtuation thing? and i was like no its not an infatuation bc i rlly just wanna soend time w her. for background i also dont ever confesscuzi did once and super embarrassing and im prideful but also like what if i destroy our current relationship over something thatll never come to be but then also like its not fairof me to sayitll necerr cometo be, ik its unfair of me to do this bc im essentially just making myself feel like shit inthis sick peeudo masterbatory fself flagellating thungwhere i like someone and its oure then my brain attacksitself and sshames itself for having deelings and makes it thinkits doing somethjng wrong and i never just tell the person and give them agency over their feelings bc pf two things: a) i like to suffer in the disappointment of the unknown? like ill sit here and beat myself up saying theyll never kike me bci suck and im fat and ugly and horrible and bad personality or whatever but essentially im weaponizing my crush against myself as a formof self harm and also bc b) very genuinely i dont wanna get rejected and chanheour relationship bc i doe uinely love this person. which cotnradicts all the ugly things in part a but bc of my gross oldy heart and crippled ego and sense of self worth and literally cant let myself feel anything wholesome without casting it in some dark light and lying to myself and telling me i am swxretly evil when im not?? but i also am scared bc what if i am?? and i just cant tell???? so the. i just keep floating in limbo hating myself over and over but quietly so as to not indulge in it (bc i rlly am trying to be kinder to myself but its hard) until one day ilook up and everything has passed me by andim not the same person nd neither are they and im wasting my time and i dont simply dont wanna feel like that anymore and 8 simply dont want to feel anymore so i turn off my feelings, hsving sampled the woes of unrequited love and deciding its notthe life i wanna live right now,maybe my time will come (god i hope i wish i dream my time for love and peace and happiness will come) but until then im gonna vibe out and sneer at men and just keep doing that but also i fear i will grow old and bitter and alone and ugly and hateful. bc i. ery well could. and honestly im a piece of shit most of the time so its probably what i deserve (even if its jsut what i deserve flr not having faith i wont be happy lol) to live my life like that. idk. depression i weird bc udont feel alive but i know im gonna keep living. i usually have some hope that eventually i wont feel sad anymore but every once in a while i wonder, what if this never stops and i always feel empty and create drsma internally sp i can beat myself up over my insufficiency just to feel something until i go numb again. and that paralyzes me like i cant imagine forever feeling like this. but time movesso fast im not gonna ahave to time dig myself out beforeive grown tookld to recover and that makes me wanna die sometimes. idk how i got here from ranting sbt my crush but wild how u spiral soemtimes 🤪🤪🤪 but theres also an important part of me where my feelings arent invalid. i gaslight myself a lot and tell myself i talked myself into this crush to hurt my feelings but like no im not entirely corrupted i have feelings im a person a complex person aand im not alone in my dilemmas and im not a bad person but its hard to remember that sometimes when ur brain is set to self destruct. anyways. i do have a crush on her and she p much told me abt this other girl she was interested in and also abt a guy she

used to flirt with and has been subtweeting abt a gilr on twitter she likes and i just.

really wish she was talking ant me. i wish one day she would say hey ive geen meaning to say... i wish she would hold my hand and smile at me and feel butterfkies when she sees me and i wish i could play with her fingers and sit in her car and talk for hours. and its ok rthat we arent and probably wont and i will be thrilled for her whoever she ends up with ofc bc i love her v dearly. and i know she loves me very dearly and wishes the same thing for me. i just wish we were actually wishing for the same thing

[denim-boyo]

Book Rambling at 1:00 am

Yeah hi sorry but I have a lot of feelings about a book my friend had me read and I stayed up to finish it and she's asleep and I need to YELL about this book rn so here this is. This is gonna get long and I'm on mobile so there's no read more and I'm sleep deprived and currently don't give a snit about grammar or proper English so sorry if this is impossible to read. "See You at Harry's" by Jo Knowles SPOILERS K so my friend got me into reading it cause it has a gay character in it and she knows what a ho I am for representation. I say I'll read it as long as the gay character doesn't die. (He doesn't and honestly I'm so in love with him he's a sweet bab and needs to be protected). So anyway the MC is this girl, Fern, and she's 12. I haven't read a book with a middle school protagonist in YEARS and seeing as I'm in college it's so weird to be transported back to that time but it's so accurate it's like I'm in middle school again and I still understand her struggles despite the age gap which is so cool. Anyway she's heading into middle school but for some reason her middle school starts in 7th grade? And her middle school is literally connected to the high school? Idk the layout is weird but it works. She also has two friends, Random and Cassie. Random is also a precious child who is so fucking sure of himself and unapologetically him and damn I want to be him when I grow up. Cassie has a crush on Random but he wants to just be friends and she kind of doesn't take the hint but she's really sweet and doesn't push anything so that's refreshing. Fern has two older siblings and one younger sibling. Sara is the oldest and just graduated high school, is working at the family restaurant until she can save up for college. Holden just entered high school as a freshman and is treated as 'other' (because he's gay) and tries to protect Fern from it by distancing himself from her on the first day. He's honestly so good and when he was happy I was happy it was super good. And the youngest sibling is Charlie. He's three and was an accident but he's a bright kid who deserved so much better! Because he frickin dies halfway through and the rest of the book is the fallout! I wasn't expecting ANY death in the book because usually if someone dies it's the lgbt character NOT THE THREE YEAR OLD INNOCENT CHILD! And because Fern was there when the accident happened that led to his death SHE BLAMES HERSELF AND SHE'S TWELVE AND I JUST COULD NOT HANDLE THE RESPONSIBILITY THIS CHILD FELT FOR SOMETHING SHE COULDN'T CONTROL I was literally balling for two hours devouring the book to see if there was some kind of resolution that could make it worth the heart ache. There kind of was, but holy shit I'm still reeling from it. The descriptions weren't violent or anything but they were so real it shook me. It was really weird though because I'm an only child and so I've never really had a relationship where someone who annoys you to death is someone you love and cherish with all your heart and you know that no matter what they'll be with you and support you, and then I'm reading about this girl who loses her youngest brother and just the dynamic of how the family as a whole grieved and dealt with it was eye opening to how that kind of works. Obviously I know that all sibling relationships are different but this kind of made it sink in. So I want to talk about Holden and his arc before I ultimately go to bed because he makes me super happy and I need that after finishing a box of tissues. K so Holden is a sweetheart and he starts dating this senior from a different high school even tho he's a freshman and at first I was *squint* but he turned out to be a nice guy and when the dad got all pissy over the age thing (after Charlie's death) Fern and Sara both stood up for him. The dad was ultimately coming from a place of love because he was worried about the senior wanting to do things Holden wasn't ready for, BUT he approached it with such hostility it made it more like he was attacking Holden for his sexuality. Admittedly the dad was a little bit not okay with Holden being gay at first but it was also stress from the loss and the worry of the future that Holden will face. So anyway he and senior boy are happy together and senior boy supports Holden throughout the aftermath of Charlie's death and they ultimately go to homecoming together and rent tuxes and it's super cute. Holden is protected by senior boy's friends and he has such a good time. They don't stay together but remain friends and vow to try and set each other up which is the best fucking thing. Holden's family is supportive at the end and it's just nice. Also like when Holden would come back from spending time with senior boy (his name is Gray idk why I didn't just introduce him fully whoops) he's literally described as 'glowing' and I'm so here for thst because whenever I see anything gay I feel so radiant like the world isn't horrible. I think that's why I've been following more lgbt blogs lately cause like I need that happiness. The only thing that I really hated about the book was the use of language. I understand that some people will say slurs from a place of ignorance but I literally almost put the book down because at the beginning Sara was saying the f slur very lightly and said that Holden was being sensitive when he got upset by it. There's also a 'fairy' joke near the end as well as other instances of the f slur but Holden kind of reclaims it? Idk it still kind of rubbed me the wrong way. Overall I liked the story and the characters, I was seriously emotionally attached to them by the end and balled my eyes out (which is a feat with how empty my soul is lol). And it was a really beautiful story of family and loss and life and survival and I know how stereotypical it sounds but y'all it's such a good book. I know I already revealed the main thing that happens but if you get the chance (and aren't triggered by homophobic slurs or child death) I would definitely recommend giving it a read. It's pretty short, 310 pages (40 chapters) and I was able to get through it in a little over 3 hours. Okay that's enough of me rambling. It is now almost 2 in the morning and I feel a lot better after letting this all out. I hope y'all are having a nice weekend!

#nonfandom #textpost #personal #book reading #book response #see you at harry's #jo knowles #late night chats #idk what to call this #roe's rambles #shut up roe #I know that probably no ones going to see this so I might try reblogging it in the morning because I need validation lol #anyway goodnight