#i’m gay and tired

[aspens-treehouse]

anyone wanna help me pull my shit together?

#help please #I’m gay and tired #I’m too stressed for this #stress #im not even joking #someone help me pull my shit together #I might need a second therapist lol

[loverboybrightsideghost]

when nimona first shapeshifted in front of gloreth, gloreth was a little freaked out, but more just shocked, and then they went on being friends. it was only once gloreth’s parents told her that nimona is a horrible monster that she finally turned on her. this movie isn’t subtle in the least with its themes, but i like this part of the movie because it really shows just how imaginary and baseless (for lack of a better way to phrase this) the fear of monsters (i.e. trans people) in society is. children, like gloreth, when left alone without any societal influences, will be faced with this Other, Different thing and accept it, just go with it. befriend them.

#bluebird.txt #nimona #it’s like all those stories you hear where people are like ‘i told my niece im gay and she asked why im still single’ or something like tha #kids don’t care! kids left to their own devices really don’t care! #anyways we live in a society whatever whatever #i love this movie #this is brought to you by me living in Stupid Bigoted People Land and i’m tired of it

[housewifebuck]

yeah cause you already have one

#you dumb gay bitch! #buddie #buddieedit #911 #911edit #911verse #911 abc #Eddie diaz #Evan buckley #Christopher diaz #🪐 #my gifs #I would have made this longer but frankly im tired and I could be here for fucking ever. you get the point #I rest my case. goodnight #alielook #tuserjw #tuserjs #tuserrae #ummm I’m on mobile I can’t remember my tag list augh #eddiebabygirldiaz #callaplums #who da fuck else #disasterbuckdiaz #excuseme-greentea #<- u inspired this gif set btw

[tim-ee-sis]

Call me Timmy Turner the way Cosmo and Wanda came with me to the gym this morning.

#me #gay #selfie #gayman #gym progress #flex #y’all I’m so tired

[fogerist]

Anyone wanna cuddle after this workout? 🥺👉👈

#i’m so tired #me #gay

[f4gwithf4ngs]

you know what would be great right now? a nap.

you know what would be even better? a nap in a boys arms.

#fangedfagyearning #i’m really tired today because i haven’t had caffeine #mlm #gay #mlm yearning #gay yearning #t4t mlm #mlm thoughts #nblm #mlnb #ftm mlm #gay mlm

[watchyourbuck]

There��s some people on Twitter saying that if Eddie were to have a queer storyline he’d necessarily have to come out as bisexual because otherwise it would be like – and I quote – shitting on Shannon and Chris, and I just wanted to come in here to say that that makes absolutely no fucking sense. I don’t think anyone here has ever doubted the love Eddie has for Shannon, even after her passing. Particularly after 7x05, with the context of the now canon catholic guilt, Eddie being gay (not that I think he’d label himself anyway) would complete a puzzle for him. This man was brought up in a catholic home, with catholic teachings, and I can tell you from experience that most of those schools intervene in every aspect of your life and not just your studies. He has said it himself that the reason he married her was because she was pregnant, which again, is a very common catholic view of life – and I’m not speaking deprecatingly – but that doesn’t mean he doesn’t love her, or his son. Eddie loved Shannon, he would’ve given her life for her, and I also know he never used her as a beard, nor has he done that with Ana or Marisol. He’s never used any of the women in his life, and in fact, he actually broke up with Ana the second he realized his heart wasn’t in it. Eddie Diaz is a good man who’s had to unconsciously and subconsciously hide parts of himself, and even though all we can do is speculate about his sexuality, his coming out as gay would not destroy his family, it would actually only strengthen it, considering he’d be more comfortable being who he is, regardless of who he’s with.

#stop presenting gay men who find out later in life about their sexuality as monsters #just because he married a woman and had a child with her doesn’t mean his coming out would erase his feelings for them #he’s a good person #who obviously loves them both to the bone #I don’t hear anybody saying the same thing about Michael #nobody questions his love for Athena and his kids #as they shouldn’t #I’m just so tired #don’t villainize Eddie Diaz bro #911 fox #911 #911 tv show #911 abc #eddie diaz #911 spoilers #911 season 7 #911 speculation #911 on abc #911 show #911 season seven #911 s7 #christopher diaz #shannon diaz

[chuunai]

hey, congrats 100 followers !! i would love to join your celebration♡ may i request beastzai (or js adazai) with the scenario married life (1) & all in all, it was a typical tuesday (8) as the prompt ?

congrats on 100 again !!!! it’s a big number and a big achievement !!

I think Dazai is really hot too.

✧˚ · . vroom vroom, than a table for two - dazai osamu

he certainly couldn’t complain.

summary ⋆ ★ comfort, fluff, established relationship (marriage with reader), SFW → icky PDA, cutesy nicknames, minor mention of sex (it’s like barely there though) and overall puppy husband dazai. also obvious mentions of suicide its DAZAI

It was Tuesday.

And also another hardworking day at the Agency. So, so tiring, according to your husband—not that he ever worked—to the point where he simply needed a break with his lovely spouse. That’s how you found yourself hand-in-hand with him during your lunch break, walking down the sidewalks of Yokohama while he excitedly spoke about a new suicide method he had heard of.

Yesterday was a homemade shrapnel bomb, today was a wrecking ball.

“Basically, you hide out in a building that’s scheduled to be demolished and eventually it collapses on you! Pretty sweet, isn’t it?”

Quirking an eyebrow, he turned to you expectantly, a cheery smile on his face. It was quick, painless enough method of suicide. Beautiful in a way, too. Sunlight would be warming his skin, the air fresh and crisp and then tons of concrete and plaster would crush his entire body in one fell swoop. No pain, just gain of access to the afterlife.

Looking back at him, you sheepishly shrugged, replying back to amuse both him and yourself. 50% of the time, his attempts were idiotic and funny, the other 50% was genuinely worrying and mildly terrifying. Today seemed to be the former, though. Thankfully.

Plus, it wasn’t like the method would even work due to some random info you found out about on the internet.

“Yeah, but I’m like, ninety-nine percent sure they check the buildings for people before they demolish them. So you’d get found out.”

Your tone was as equally playful and light as his. He wouldn’t really kill himself. You weren’t ready for a double suicide yet, sadly. His lips curled into a frown when you mentioned how it wouldn’t work, his fingers squeezing yours as he exaggerated his sigh.

“And here I was, certain of my demise! Guess that means I’ll be with you a bit longer, darling.”

Not that he really minded.

Sure, he constantly went off about suicide and how beautiful the whole concept was, but at the end of the day, he wouldn’t want to die without you at his side. He’s firmly one of those people who’d kill himself after his beloved died. He wouldn’t know what to do with himself after you died. Sure, he made Odasaku a promise, but he made you a vow.

Until death do them part.

When you died, so would he.

But no one was dying today. Just a happy day for a happy couple.

Dazai’s hand slipped out of yours, curling around your hips instead as he pulled you closer to his side. He wanted to show off his pretty partner to anyone who happened to look over at you two. Show off the person who owns his heart and soul and is his perfect reason to live for just a little bit longer. No one else deserved his gorgeous belladonna.

Just him and him only.

Only Dazai could kiss your lips at any given moment—publicly or privately—, and only he could watch you dress up for dates, brushing out your hair while he mumbled compliments into the spot where your collarbone met your neck. Only Dazai could spend hours with you at night, hearing his name from your lips while his fingers intertwined with yours at the intimate moments.

No one else could hope to do the same with you.

That’s why he soon was leading you into a bakery, the smell of pastries and bread flooding the air as he looked over the treats in the display cases. Black sesame roll cakes, all squishy looking and yummy. The cookies ranging from chocolate chip to matcha and plain vanilla. They all looked so good, but the prices weren’t quite the same.

God, when it came to money, Dazai wished he was still in the Mafia. At least he had tons of it back then.

Now, he had to be a bit more frugal with his income from the Agency. Sure, you guys weren’t dirt poor or unable to afford food and other necessities, but you couldn’t always get special snacks like this. Maybe once every week or two, if you could do so.

Nudging your shoulder, he tapped the glass, looking at you expectantly. He always did this—letting you choose what the two of you would eat. Dazai didn’t mind either. You had good taste unlike his diet of canned crab and alcohol.

“I trust my lovely spouse’s taste and that you’ll pick something good like always.”

He was such a puppy. Only for you, he thought.

“Uhmm…dunno. Pick a number, one or two.”

Dazai placed a finger on his lips, pretending to be in thought like it was the most important decision in his twenty-two years of life so far. Brows furrowed in concentration, eyes darting between you and the sweet treats while he hummed quietly. One or two? Eh. He’d go with two. There was the two of you here, after all.

“Two.”

He watched as you pointed at a slice of strawberry cheesecake, your eyes looking at him for approval. Honestly, Dazai never understood why you wanted his approval for everything. You were his equal—his life partner, nonetheless—so there was really no need for this behavior. But he couldn’t blame you. Even now, he had a bit of a commanding aura.

“Oooooh, that looks good! Knew you’d pick something tasty.”

Dazai pecked your cheek affectionately while he held your hand walking to the counter, ordering two slices of strawberry cheesecake, taking out Kunikida’s credit card that he had ‘borrowed’ from the blondie earlier at work. Compared to the thievery he had committed in his younger years, it was practically begging to be used with how his wallet was smack dab in the middle of his desk.

Carefully holding the two plates of the cheesecake slices, he led you over to a table in the corner, giving you a fork as he sat down across from you. He didn’t eat until you dug into your piece first, making sounds of contentment as sweetness coated both your taste buds. Geez, it was good. Worth the price for sure. The corner of your lips were stained with the white frosting, and so he swiped his thumb over the mess, cooing at you like a parent.

“Ah ah, ‘donna. You’re getting messy.”

Dazai liked the flush of your face. How flustered you were as you insisted you could clean yourself and that you weren’t a baby and a fully capable grown adult.

“I’m not a baby, ‘samu! I can take care of myself, ‘kay?”

Of course, of course.

“Uh-huh. And you’re not a baby. You’re my baby. My clumsy little baby who can’t eat without making a mess.”

Chewing on the rest of his slice, minutes passed, filled with conversations between the two of you about work, how Atsushi was doing—probably still traumatized and fucked over, is what you both agreed about—, plans for dinner. You tastefully ignored his comment about what he wanted for dessert. At least there weren’t any kids in the bakery.

Thankfully for everyone else in the establishment, your ‘lunch’ was finished. Walking out of the cafe, he clasped onto your hand firmly, feeling his wedding ring rub against your skin. The sounds of honking and birds chirping filled the air, but all Dazai could hear were your gentle breaths coupled with the sound of your footsteps.

Nothing really mattered besides you, in his eyes.

His everything—his reason to live.

Eternally.

Tags: @twst-om-lover, @sinfulthoughtsposts

#bungou stray dogs #bungou gay dogs #aspiring writer #bsd x reader #bungo stray dogs x reader #chuunai #bsd x gender neutral reader #fanfic #dazaibsd #dazai x reader #bsd dazai #bungou stray dogs dazai #dazai osamu #bsd fluff #bsd tag #married life #fluff #cafe date #bungo stray dogs #I’m so fucking tired like whatttt #Also happy new years for everyone!!!! #I’m really gay #this kinda short #~1k words or so I’m trying man I’m so used to short headcannons TvT

[harundraws]

a quick drawing of jackie and shauna 🦋

#yellowjackets #yellowjackets fanart #shauna shipman #jackie taylor #been busy so rn i can only afford to do some quick doodles and drawings 😭 #i have some projects on the backburner and it’s driving me mad i’m STILL not done with them #suffering from being tired and gay in a capitalist heteronormative world 😔

[minutestildawn]

Can you hear that? No nightingales.

#goodomens2 #good omens #goodomens #good omens fanart #Crowley #duke of hell crowley terrifies me #somebody euthanize me I’m so tired #gay people can’t sit normally and crowley is proof of that #gos2 spoilers

[decadentworld]

I like how most folks who are into monsterfucking lean more on the bottom and/or submissive side (mostly like bottom human reader x monster top) but may I present you... top monster reader x human bottom. There’s just something so hot about thinking of yourself as someone or something that makes your pretty boy so nervous yet so curious at the same time. He knows that you wouldn’t hurt him... right?

#mlm #male x male #gay #top male reader #top male reader x bottom male #Ahhhh I’m so tired the quality of this is probably shit

[kwyw]

Funny how I can tell my almost 70 year old southern straight mother about Taylor’s lyrics and SHE can come to the conclusion that Taylor could very well be gay and she’s not offended or pressed in any way whatsoever.

In fact, she feels compassion for her because of all of the hiding she sings about in her lyrics. The pain of it all. “You know my love should be celebrated, but you tolerate it.”

No straight person in their right mind would ever giddily say "Dancers! Cats! GAY PRIDE! People in country western boots! I'll be riding a unicorn, like, just, everything that makes me, me!” with her entire chest.

Yet her own “true” fans are so fucking over the top pressed and ready to defend her honor over something she NEVER SAID that they’re the most vile, homophobic jerks I’ve ever seen. Not ONCE has she ever said that she’s straight. Being gay doesn’t mean you’re not an ally to other parts of the community. Being a gay white woman doesn’t mean I have the same experience as someone who’s Trans or POC. Also, being CLOSETED means you can still be an ally for your own community, even if you’re not publicly part of it. Many young queer fans see this side of the fandom. I can’t even imagine having to come into adulthood with THIS as a reference point to how gay people are treated.

Read the whole “community I’m not a part of” quote. I’m begging you. Read the whole thing. Understand the context.

#I’m so fucking tired #Gaylor Swift #gay pride makes me me #miss Americana #gay pride

[ineffableteeth]

Imagine the ending of GO2 if Crowley gave Aziraphale a Snickers

He isn’t him when he’s hungry

#good omens #crowley #aziraphale #aziracrow #ineffable husbands #crowphale #gay omens #aziraphale x crowley #good omens crowley #good omens aziracrow #aziracrow good omens #i’m so tired lmao #crowphale good omens #good omens crowphale #crowley good omens #aziraphale good omens #good omens aziraphale

[f4gwithf4ngs]

siiiiigggghhhhh i want to cuddle with a boy while i play games and we have something (music, a show, a youtube video, whatever) playing in the background :( that would cure all my current ails

#and we can kiss a little #and then when i start getting tired he’ll go Ok Bedtime :) and the only change is that i’m no longer playing video games #mlm #mlm yearning #gay #gay yearning #mlm thoughts #nblm #t4t mlm #mlnb #ftm mlm #gay mlm

[lesbianturrets]

Guys, does it seem like true homosexual behavior when you’re tugging at the cloth of your other half? Joking of course, NOWWW- oh i am so scared but so excited too?? I MEAN, ITS PROBABLY DOOMSDAY IN THIS CHAPTER, showing what the name is even called soooo. hold on tight gay gang

(also the background is suspicious too, that doesn’t look like London AT ALL. Maybe i’m stupid and London used to have coasts looking this pretty, but as an AP history student, yyeeeeeaaahhh.. not during the industrial revolution era. It looks similar to the Highlands of Scotland, which makes sense because Jekyll is actually Scottish, hopefully none of you have forgotten that)

#the glass scientists #it’s nine am and i’m tired out of my mind but HEY #GAY PEOPLE SHAKE ME AWAKE PLEASE #also yeah. more eyes covered jekyll. fucking emos /j

[thebroccolination]

THE EX-MORNING SERIES CONCEPT

By now I think many people have heard that KristSingto’s upcoming series is an original script that was written for them. What we also have confirmed is that it was written about them.

[source]

KRIST: This series was written by P'Backaof and directed by P'Lit where they created this script from the start deliberately for the two of us and they got information for the characters etc. from KristSingto directly. In the series, the name for P'Sing is Tamtawan, and my name is Phatapi. And Tamtawan Tamtawan and Phatapi are KristSingto themselves.

INTERVIEWER: Does that mean you play yourself?

KRIST: [laughing] Yes, we act as ourselves, so it's not difficult at all.

Today, Aof elaborated on his part on Twitter:

[source: @backaof]

[translation: @_beinglistener]

And Jojo added:

[source: @jojotichakorn]

[translation: @_beinglistener]

So, two gay men are the leading creative minds behind KristSingto’s comeback series. Time to study up on your KristSingto history, kids. \:D/

Long live sanctioned RPF. 🎉

#krist perawat #singto prachaya #kristsingto #the ex morning #i’ve already seen the same tired ‘guess rent was due’ about krist and #i see on twitter when people link my thread about krist to people still insisting he’s homophobic #man’s rich #he works constantly #he even said it’s something he regrets now that his grandmother who raised him passed away #he worked so much he didn’t have as much time for his family—who he helps support #he is quite literally considered bl royalty #he has more queer people in his circle than straight #waa (gay) is his mentor #aof (gay) wrote this series and jojo (gay) thought up the concept so even professionally he's supported by queer people #you don’t have to like him #and you don’t have to admit to sending death threats to a stranger who doesn’t speak your language based on rumors you didn’t verify #just y’know #admit quietly to yourself alone in your head that you were wrong and you caused harm to a person who didn’t deserve it #plenty of actors use bl as a stepping stone to bigger jobs #he’s not one of them #he wanted to do bl for years but gmmtv told him he could only work with singto #so literally the only reason kit didn’t do bl until BMF was scheduling issues because singto wanted to study abroad #and singto couldn’t get a fixed date for it and then the pandemic messed with his plans even more #i’m glad to see more and more people are understanding who krist is recently #and even in the series they made pathapi’s controversy an impulsive act of anger #krist has said he used to struggle with being hotheaded #and one of his apologies for the igs was even something like ‘i acted without thinking of how it would look out of context’ #he just wanted people to stop harassing him for his sexuality but the context isn’t in the igs #anyway my go-to when i’m too tired to talk about this is always this #if he had ever been homophobic thai people would be the ones leading the charge against him…but it’s interfans