#i’m scared who’s watching me

[haetrack]

im sorry if this is weird and feel free to ignore but istg ive seen a porn vid thats exactly like the sink part of spur of the moment 😩😩😩

U SAID JUST LIKE IT??

i saw this video on twt that wasn’t exactly like that part but I WAS DEF INSPIRED…

#asks #i’m scared who’s watching me #the people want what they want… a fleshlight scene #just like me fr

[twinstxrs]

so much happened in this whole episode but i’m still on fig infiltrating ruben’s dream, making it look like the place where his friend was murdered, and then disguising herself as kipperlilly & repeatedly saying different variants of “somebody needs to take the fall for this, and it’s not going to be me. it’s going to be you.” while adaine as the elven oracle shows up next to her. can you imagine waking up from that, the idea of a horrible truth being pinned on you by your friend to save her own skin while the personification of fate and destiny stands there, almost as a promise that this is GOING to happen to you. we don’t even know if this kid is guilty. my god.

#fantasy high #dimension 20 #fhjy #fhjy spoilers #fantasy high junior year #fig faeth #ruben hopclap #lucy frostblade #the rat grinders #adaine abernant #kipperlilly copperkettle #watching fig terrorize him like girl!!! we don’t even know if he’s guilty!!!! #this might just be for me but i do not think 5 teenagers willingly brutally killed their friend idk #like there just has to be some other element to it and i am very scared to find out what that was #what if they were put in a position where they felt there was/there was no other choice… like oh my god #my comedy brain is having fun but my ‘this is a teenager’ brain is in such deep distress all the time this season #the rat grinders i trust brennan to not make u cartoonishly evil so i am holding u as gently as i can in my confused shaky hands #also with the devil’s nectar i’ve been wondering why they all seem so well-adjusted & now i’m curious if they’ve been intentionally- #changing their memories in a way so that either the trauma is lesser or they think they aren’t guilty. idk #but it seems like from how gertie was talking she was making it more recently so the well adjustedness from early jy doesn’t quite add up #they could have another source maybe??? idk i’m just low stakes 4 a.m. spitballing here #there’s also the strong possibility that they’re aware of what happened but they weren’t the ones who killed lucy. idk who knows #the way you could probably devil’s nectar yourself into believing it wasn’t your fault someone died… CRAZY IMPLICATIONS!!! CRAZY IDEA!!! #anyways the bad kids & the rat grinders don’t ever have to like each other but i do wonder if at least some of those kids deserve a chance

[bucatinibucatini]

nope spoilers:

I cannot stop thinking about Gordy and Jupe’s storyline, how the movie starts with showing this gruesome, chilling example of a wild creature in a thoroughly domesticated environment snapping and going on a bloodthirsty rampage.

then the movie goes on, we meet adult jupe, he half casually, half uncomfortably talks about the experience with all the bravado of a tv star. OJ and Emerald have to have their meeting with him, because they will soon have their meetings with the alien. Jupe and his past have a direct line to the siblings’ future, and their fight against a wild creature in a thoroughly domesticated environment.

When we realize why this started, we realize Jupe has been luring this wild thing from the sky to his property, feeding it, and using it to entertain his audience. He’s been using the Hayward’s horses (we know how important those horses are to their identities and their family) to convince an alien to come and eat at his ranch over and over.

Why? I think because he was traumatized by his relation to Gordy on the day of the rampage. After all this chaos has already started with the alien, we learn that Jupe and Gordy were face to face, about to connect in a friendly way (their iconic fist bump), before Gordy was shot in the head four inches from Jupe’s face. Jupe never saw the conclusion of Gordy choosing to come over to the last person he saw still moving. Maybe he would’ve just sat down and relaxed? Jupe made him so comfortable, maybe Jupe could have been the thing to calm him down? Jupe knew Gordy so well, he was probably just scared and confused. Who knows what was going on in that child’s head when something this fucked up was going on in front of him.

Jupe is mentally stuck in the immense trauma of that day, we see him frozen in memory, reliving it again, right before his last performance, almost as though he’s remembering because he knows what’s going to happen. The parallel between gordy and the alien is fucking insane, and it’s impossible to stop thinking about.

The exact thing that didn’t kill that scared little kid all those years ago never left his side, it stayed with him until he grew up and made his own Gordy to finish the story the only way he knew how. The alien was never going to spare him, but did Jupe know that? Did his realization really only come when he was staring into it’s eye/mouth/vacuum? Or did he go out there every week, putting on his little cowboy hat and microphone, bringing his family out to watch, with the small itching feeling in this back of his mind that asked, “Was Gordy going to kill me? Will this thing kill me too?”

(And how OJ and Emerald got involved, their dad was killed, just for having these horses, the alien was seeing it’s meals wandering around and went to catch it’s own dinner. Did Mr. “Feed my Neighbor’s Horses to an Alien” think that through at all?)

#nope #nope 2022 #i’m having so many thoughts two days after seeing it #and after the scariness wore off #okay who else was scared for the rest of the night but not really because of nope itself #but because of the creepy fucking trailers that played ahead of time #that smile trailer scared the dick out of me #i was unable to stop thinking about it all night i was so scared #next time i watch a scary movie i’m waiting in the hall until it starts

[targarrus]

dylan

#the quarry #dylan lenivy #supermassive games #2023 #guess who is playing the quarry after watching 3 playthroughs lmao #I hate scary things but this game consumed me #and even after seeing all the spooks I’m still very scared to play myself #tw blood #kinda

[buddiebitch]

#buddie #911 #911 on abc #evan buckley #eddie diaz #bucktommy #911 abc #911 buddie #i used to look for spoilers but now it scares me #i have to record the ep and watch it later tonight #so from 7 on i’m going full caveman mode #i will not touch my phone for fear of obtaining spoilers through osmosis #i have been staring at the stills all day though #just wondering because i saw someone on tiktok who didn’t want to see the stills because of spoilers #like??? that’s not spoilers they were released

[seagull-scribbles]

We’re lucky enough for Sir.P

#hazbin hotel #sir pentious #tumblr won’t let this not have a background so we all have to just suffer i guessssssssss #I really hated sir p the first time I watched hazbin but watching it with a friend made me come around to him #he’s a silly string for sure #also I’m very very scared of eyes so if he was real I couldn’t look at him #I can’t draw fizziest style so I made him more my own #what do you think? #I’ve restyled 3 hazbin characters now…who should I do next….

[emily-mooon]

Nordegrim Scream AU but they are instead Randy and Sidney and not the Ghostface duo

#a little twist I guess on the most common au #I did not even want to try drawing a background for this #I’m too tired for that shit #I’m very proud of the Stacey i drew in this piece #also I did my best drawing the blood splatter on the clothes it’s not the best but I tried #and #also don’t expect anymore art for this au cause I’m not a horror person I’m a chicken who likes watching comedies #anyways wish me luck in falling asleep tonight cause I watched scream in broad daylight and only now the scared shitless feelings appeared #scott pilgrim #scott pilgrim comic #scott pilgrim takes off #young neil #neil nordegraf #stacey pilgrim #nordegrim #scream au #adding these tags cause I don’t want to make someone uncomfortable #-> #cw blood #tw blood

[clown-eating-pig]

Just out of curiosity, where do you think the fear of demons would fall entity-wise within the tma universe? The stranger maybe?

#tma #the magnus archives #asking this as someone who had a genuinely crippling phobia of demons until I was 18/19 #im thinking the stranger bc a lot of that fear came from the feeling of something being off #combined with the concept of possession being like….this person that you DO know is suddenly someone that you don’t #but I think the eye might fall into it a bit as well? #like….i was always scared that I was being watched by the demons and that they knew I was scared of them #sort of thing #so that feels very beholding to me #but idk #just asking bc I think this sort of random speculation is fun lol #and I’m over my fear now #so it’s actually funny to talk about

[roys-our-boy]

Literally THE BEST THING TO OPEN TUMBLR TO. After a hard day at work, to get home and open Tumblr and immediately see things about Gojo’s return I ALMOST DROPPED MY PHONE. GENUINELY SO HAPPY RN. GEGE IF YOU’RE MESSING WITH US IM GONNA BE SO MAD 😭😭 Actually so scared he’s messing with us please I can’t take it

Gojo the LOML I MISSED YOU

#Work may have sucked today but TONIGHT IM THRIVING #KINDA SCARED BUT THRIVING #time to text my old coworker who I used to update every week before she moved away #and also my other friend who wanted me to tell her if he could be coming back #also this is so funny. I FINALLY get around to watching season 2 #and resign myself to really not seeing him again for awhile #AND HE IMMEDIATELY POTENTIALLY COMES BACK??? #I WOULD’VE WATCHED SEASON 2 SOONER #Anyway. I’m so full of hope again. Please Gege please…. #jjk manga spoilers #jujutsu kaisen Manga spoilers #jjk leaks #Jujutsu Kaisen leaks #jjk 260 #I think #maddiepost

[agir1ukn0w]

Thats how we know you are not kanthony, never posted before and suddenly you are the fandom police. Crawl back in that polin hole and leave kanthonies alone

I don’t have to explain myself to you. And who tf made you fandom police nurse ratchet?

#‘never posted before’ #bitch u just met me #also who’s this ominous ‘we’ #what is this the neighborhood watch alliance from hot fuzz?? #doing this for ‘the greater good’? #oohh i’m so scared #bitch i am an og reylo you CANNOT SCARE ME #kanthony #kathony #kate #anthony x kate #kate and anthony #kate bridgerton #kate sharma #kate x anthony #anthony bridgerton #bridgerton netflix #bridgerton #bridgerton series #polin bridgerton #polin week #polin #colin x penelope #penelope x colin

[eternal-reverie]

Something in the back of my mind has been bothering me for a long while, and I figured out what it was. I have this tendency of censoring myself when I speak? I dance around a subject, which I keep hinting at, but never explicitly say what I want to say, and when someone doesn’t pick up on that, I get disappointed when they don’t help me open up to the topic.

#the disappointment deepens and I guess the fear of truly opening up of showing my self flaws and all is scary #in short I’m scared to have an opinion!!! #also when people ask me what I’m into reading to watching oh man I feel the pressure to pitch it and possibly defend it #and instead I just vaguely share what it’s about for the sake of not spoiling the experience #then the envy I feel when other ppl share wholeheartedly what they love and take their time with it explaining #and they explain it so clearly and I wish I could do that #click clack #the problem was so vague it’s taken me awhile to discern #I’m guessing this all stems from being made fun of or dismissed for my interests 😔 #a long time ago but the effects still linger #the fear of being perceived is all wrapped in me #I do the same thing here. it bleeds to all the ways of socializing this day and age #I wish I were one of those ppl who have a more lively social life online and talking to ppl regularly #but my first instinct to a message is to close the notification and leave it for later because it’s so intimidating!!! #it feels like I have to perform an image that’s guaranteed to be liked rather than just be me authentically #ok I got to the crux phewwww uhhh lol got all my vulnerabilities out in the middle of the night

[marykatebb]

Omg coming home from work to realize that Luke got expelled for being a racist piece of shit on day 7 bc he couldn’t keep himself from being a racist piece of shit? What is this season already

#I don’t watch the feeds so I don’t remember who Luke is tbh but this is wild to me #where is CBS finding these people I’m scared #bb25

[fagtainsparklez]

does anyone else ever think about how much evangelion is about growing up too fast and too soon and yet never growing up at all. because i do. i think about it every fucking day

#icarus speaks #asuka was SO mature for her age. and yet she never stopped being that scared little girl #who watched her mother die right in front of her. an act that killed a part of asuka herself too #and shinji. wasn’t. he was just a kid #but everyone around him told him he had to be more. he didn’t want to be more. he wanted to be 14 #but he had no choice in the end. #rei was never allowed to grow up. not really. #she was never allowed to be human. so of course she didn’t experience a human upbringing #she was an adult and a child all at once. a doll and her own person. and she was also neither. #god can u tell i’m fuckign insane about them #don’t even get me started on kaworu

[inusmasha]

Also side note if you come here (or anywhere tbh) and try to take a pic of someone else’s baby without consent best believe that I will be there to rip your stupid face off and eat it

#this fucking idiot who calls themselves an influencer because she has a popular fashion blog and mailing list #came out of treatment and saw the baby in the stroller #mom went to the br and left baby in MY care #the idiot approaches going AWWW (which scared the baby bc this idiot is being loud???) #THEY TAKE THEIR PHONE OUT TO TAKE A PIC OF THE BABY’S ONESIE #bitch lol no. #quickly I say ABSOLUTELY NOT and slap that hand away so fucking hard that phone went flying and weirdly popped out of its case #the mom comes out and the baby is upset and so is inflcuencer person #influencer doesn’t know what to say bc mom kinda saw I guess? she got the jist of what was going on and proceeded to tell the influencer- #in thee most polite way that she did not approve of HER CHILD BEING PHOTOGRAPHED BY A STRANGER???? #let alone a stranger with an audience???? THE FUCK???? #not on my watch BITCH #I’m LOOKING for reasons to let out years of pent up rage!!! GIVe ME A REASON!!!!!!!!!!!! #where is your common sense??????????? #I will literally devolve into a monkey and obliterate your ass #that child is not content #boss isn’t happy that it escalated that quickly but idc no paparazzi allowed here #take your cracked case and go home 👋🏼 and stay there #the fuck is wrong with people

[vampiremansionpoolboy-moved]

going insane over the fact that happiness and care and concern and love is underneath every interaction between newt and hermann in pacific rim

#HEAR ME OUT. they’re introduced and newt and being a groupie and behind him hermann is all huffing and rolling his eyes and shaking his #head but he’s Not Angry. no. he jumps to defend newt albeit in a somewhat mocking and sarcastic way BUT THE THOUGHT IS THERE. and then when #hermann is rambling on about numbers being the handwriting of god newt is in the background smiling and laughing and making silly #hand motions and yes the hand motion was a bit mocking BUT THATS THEIR WHOLW THINF. anyways i’m not done. when newt drifts with the kaiju #and pentecost is there talking to him and hermann and newt r yelling back in forth u can hear the unease and shakiness in their voices and #especially the frustration in hermanns. he’s frustrated abt newt risking his life and is worried abt that which translates out in anger. #and yeah maybe he’s salty abt being proven wrong too lmao. BUT CONTINUING ON. stacker could have just told newt to go to hannibal chau and #he would have done it. but instead they watch the film of him on HERMANNS computer as HERMANN controls the computer to look at the film. if #thé film was shown it was for a reason. newt doesn’t seem like the type to need reassurance abt chau before he goes. he was willing to die #for his trash drift. and stacker gave him the card and info so there’s no need to do anything else. the video is most likely there for the #viewers but it needs a reason to be there in the show. hence my reasoning that HERMANN asked to see it out of concern for newt who would be #doinf this alone. hermann demanded to see some proof to reassure himself. stacker having the card on him makes sense. him having that bulky #tape doesn’t. meaning hermann pressured him into leaving getting the tape and coming back to show him. anyways one more bit. so the drift. #hermann is clearly scared out of his mind and thinking abt the impending triple event. yet he still drifts with newt he does it to protect #him to take part of the neural load. and it takes a toll on hermann it makes a big enough mess of his brain that he ends with him bleeding #and shaking and sweating and coughing and throwing up. and he knew it would take a toll. he knew it would be a lot he’s seen the jaegers. #he’s seen what happens. he knows it will be rough. he knows it’ll be much worse for him who wasn’t drifted then for newt who has. yet he #still does it to help newt and to show his care and trust and concern and love and THEYRE DRIFT COMPATIBLE U DONT UNDERSTANDABLE HOW #EMOTIONAL I AM OVER THIS FUCKING OVER THEM #anyways one last thing. the way that they full body slapping each other on the back bear hugged when the throat collapsed (they were behind #herc and tendo so it was a little hard to see. i missed it the first time) in pure adrenaline happiness before we see the quiet tender hug #when they know everything is over for good (for now at least) when it’s time to celebrate when it time to think abt their drift and their #bond and their relationship and their LOVE. i’m so ok abt them rn actually #toad.txt #i wish i wrote this in a keep reading bit and not the tags now. anyways #pacific rim #pacific rim spoilers #newton geiszler #hermann gottlieb #newmann

[httpiastri]

okay hear me out on this one. i saw this on tiktok yesterday:

and since i’ve been in such a lando mood recently, all i could think about was him and his baby…

so here’s the scenario: lando is a single dad, idk why he split up with the mother of the child but lando is sure he’s never going to find a love like that again, especially now that he has a little daughter to take care of. but seemingly out of nowhere, he meets a woman that he falls completely head over heels for, but yk how when he gets excited about things, he can forget about certain things? yeah, well, he forgets to tell you that he has a child. and then he freaks out because no way are you going to want to raise another woman’s child – but in reality, he’s worrying over nothing because of course you love kids and you’re amazing with them.

and everything moves on so quickly, lando watches his like 8-month old get attached to you instantly and he watches you take such good care of her. and then all of a sudden, his daughter is over a year old and he’s filming you teaching her the alphabet, practically melting because he’s so much in love with you both and he will cherish moments like these forever

#please tell me i’m not the only one who sees this #and like #watching you carrying her around #taking her to preschool #holding her in your arms in the paddock when he’s racing and making sure she doesn’t get scared of the loud cars #and him jumping out of his car after securing a podium finish and running up to his team waiting for him by parc ferme and #coming up to the two of you and just falling in love all over again… seeing his little daughter in your arms and hugging you both #pressing his lips to yours and realizing how lucky he is to have not only the perfect daughter but also such a wonderful woman by his side #okay im spiraling #lando does crazy things to me #oh and lando would be aching to make a new child but one that has your genes too… but that’s another story #lando norris #f1