#i'll take that as a yes :3

[keeps-ache]

hmmmm. you agree right? [<- just walked into the room]

#just me hi #i'll take that as a yes :3 #//anyway. guts #just that. guts #guts #guts.. #//got my clip studio workspace back in order!! the world is back in balance :DD #i just have to figure out my palette problem lol #which isn't so hard - it just takes a little while and i don't like that hfvsh #//guts................. #//mmmmgh my memory is all jumbled lol #were these things that i remember or are they things i heard about ? or did i dream them or imagine them on a sleepy day ? #it feels familiar but is that because i've seen it before or because it didn't register as foreign ? time and space really is an illusion #bhscbsh #eh bleh! anyway #//i've been learning have yourself a merry little christmas for 3 days now #i could not even comprehend the sheet like 5 years ago lol #i'm smoothing it out :D my tempo is all wrong but who care :33 #//i'm gonna write n draw now #my everything feels so bare without all my art n files n things ykno? yeaa #but fresh start :> yehaw !!

[sygneth]

I have had a lot of thoughts on the original story after listening to the Sherlock&Co "Gloria Scott" and a new headcanon just dropped.

Chapter 1: part 1 - part 2 - part 3 - part 4 - part 5 - part 6 Masterpost (Index) AO3

thoughts, if you're curious:

As far as gay Victor Trevor absolutely got me, I don't think there was anything serious between him and Holmes. This all comes down to my reading of Holmes, who is (to me) too aroace-spec to get involved in a regular relationship (althouuuughh about Holmes, his sexual and romantic orientation and him discovering it I have had so many thoughts I could write a whole essay). He likes to have a default person though, someone who will take him as he is, and maybe even admire a little - now that's Watson, earlier it was Trevor.

And yea I think Victor got a crush straight away after their first meeting, maybe they even talked about this at some point. Maybe Holmes said that he won't be able to reciprocate this affection but if Victor is fine with keeping things as they are, then he is too. I like to think they stayed pen friends even after Trevor's leave.

I feel like I should emphasize this? My intention in the comic was to make Trevor visibly flustered because he didn't expect a young attractive boy (he's hopeless in my head), while Holmes simply didn't expect to see someone his age and so sincerely sorry.

#i feel like i lost the ability to write meta for my drawings you know #the irrational feeling that i'll get misinterpreted if i don't explain everything thoroughly is taking over #truly horrible #also my imposter syndrome is full on lately in terms of my art so ughh it's so hard to share anything #at least i don't think anyone even sees my sh art so i may ramble in the tags here an noone notices :3 #my art #sherlock holmes #victor trevor #acd holmes #acd canon #sherlock holmes fanart #i am rotating young holmes in my mind lately #oh yes and i made victor a botanist and named his dog dante for no apparent reasons #holmes collage adventures

[yukipri]

Wanted to say Glaze 2.0 is AMAZING.

What took 30 mins+ before, took me THREE MINUTES last night. WITH my other programs still running.

For folks who tried Glaze but haven't been using it due to glazing time, give 2.0 a chance!

I've heard that other folks have had it taking the same time/longer, but the quality is so much better. Your settings will determine the outcome, but it's definitely a huge improvement over the initial release version.

This update was super sexy of the Glaze Project. You can download the updated version from their site HERE!

(You should also use in conjunction with Nightshade!)

#YukiPri rambles #glaze project #glaze #digital art #anti GenAI #protect yourselves! #yeah my Emerie art that i just posted has both #yes it's visible but i'll take it for 3 minutes to Glaze holy shit #Nightshade still took an hour but even just having Glaze be faster makes it so much more accessible to me

[mattodore]

he's waiting on a call he's planning to send straight to voicemail

#sorry matthias </3 maybe he'll pick up the next time you try calling............ <- me when i lie #river dipping #ts4 #ts4 edit #gifs #theodore doe #echthroi #hi friends and lovers hope everyone's doing well <3 #i got my old laptop to work so i have a laptop again even if the battery on it is messed up #but still #i haven't been online much bc i've started getting dizzy from staring at computer/phone screens for too long #and in particular the act of scrolling either on mobile or desktop makes my head spin and my eyes hurt :/ #but i powered through it yesterday so i could get in game with theo (and matthias) since i missed him really bad... oc plague be upon ye #i took... well. like five hundred screenshots and forty videos... i was in the soup. the mattodore soup. what can i say? #i don't like posting too much on here bc. i'm crazy (<- has avpd) so i probably won't post much from yesterday's fun here #but i'll post whatever i want on pillowfort <3 pic of jerma holding out his hand captioned let's take mattodore together #what else should i say before leaving... right my inbox... well i'll get to it eventually <- have been saying this since october sorry #but okay i've been staring at my screen too long so i need to go lay down for a bit #enjoy theo in motion!! if you’re a theo-head like myself #theodite à la jermamite? hm. its in the works. i’m workshopping. #mentioning jerma twice in these tags… busting a cyanide pill onto my tongue i’ve said too much #i have to go now mwah mwah mwah bye warmth and love to you mwah

[prapais]

akk + smiling at/because of aye, episodes 1 ⇒ 10.

#lakornet #asiandramanet #asianlgbtqdramas #the eclipse #the eclipse the series #akkayan #firstkhao #mygifs #am i..... insane? am i crazy? absolutely yes for first's smile only #was this set necessary for anyone who isnt me? who knows...... personally i think this is my most important set #can u guys tell which one is my fave fdsfsdfs #also i tried to pick like one from each scene where he smiled more than once because i would not fit all the gifs....he's smitten alright #i'll make aye smiling at akk next but it'll take longer bc he's even more whipped <3

[lost-tardis-room]

tenth doctor being aroace is so important to me and i don't even know why. i love rose tyler so so much but i don't think the right end to her arc was 'kissing tentwo to show people they love each other' like YES THEY LOVE EACH OTHER. did rose want to kiss him, yeah sure i just don't think she wanted to be romantically involved with him yknow?? he'll love rose forever but that doesn't need to be romantic. like yes ten *gets kissed* a fair bit but idk. i just think he's aroace. and that's part of why i think he is so sad about river in the library episodes because he knows it's not *him* that she loves. that's why it's important that martha left him to be with her family and get married because she fancied him but she knew he 'didn't look at her' because he just... couldn't feel that. that's why it's so so so important about donna. that they both knew they were best friends. the ending of the giggle made me so so happy because he's living with donna because he loves her because they're friends. he didn't need to be *with* her to be part of her family or to love her completely.

#idk is this anything #i've only been into dr who for a little bit idk how popular this take is #cos i keep seeing a lot of content for rose esp that is *just shipping* and idk i'm just not seeing it #the s3 bit where he is human for a bit & falls in love with the matron joan and the flashes fo the future he *could* have with her? #yes i cried at that i fully sobbed #'what kind of man doesn't think falling in love will be an problem?' SOMEONE WHOSE AROACE IDK #ahhhh i don't know why i feel so strongly about this rn but anyways #dr who #doctor who #tenth doctor #fourteenth doctor #idk maybe if i watch it all again i'll see something else #aroace #<3

[praetorqueenreyna]

SJM I'm begging you, give the people what they want

#acotar #tamlin #pro tamlin #YES I AM A TAMLIN STAN #YES I WANT TAMLIN TO KILL EVERYBODY #those rats have mistreated my babygirl for the LAST TIME #I will cry tears of real joy if Tamlin gets to be evil in the next book #especially if he gets to kill somebody in the IC #hopefully it's cassian but I'll take anybody #and feyre and rhysand cry and cry forever <3

[lavenoon]

@naffeclipse I don't know enough about cryptids to know if it's like. A Rule that they show up blurry in pictures, but it's definitely funny to assume that

#post let luce #my art #fnaf sb #fnaf sb au #cryptid sightings #cryptid!eclipse #cryptid!sun #cryptid!moon #naffeclipse #the geographically closest 'big' cryptid ik about is nessie/ loch ness monster and that's an ocean away #otherwise the most exposure I've had to cryptids was gravity falls journal 3 LMAO #so yea I'll just assume they don't photograph well as a rule #for the sake of the comic they also just chill outside of their vessel sometimes post-reveal #I imagine it might be like taking ur bra off after a long day #doesn't really bother you until it's gone and you breathe a sigh of relief #but yes have some pure funny feel good before my inevitable descent into madness (again) next chapter #still thinking about yesterday's snippet #posting this now but love how I had to leave the draft be for a bit after that last tag lest I start the madness now LMAO

[rqg179]

i will say though that brennan revealing last episode that kipperlilly has been going to guidance counsellor for anger issues since freshman year has absolutely ruined me for seeing her as actually evil. i cannot believe that a teenage girl with anger issues is irredeemably evil i just can't

#i believe that she's an antagonist and that she kind of sucks as a person but i just don't think she's evil #yes i know she killed another teenager this episode but like. still #if aelwyn 'kidnapped 7 teenage girls killed the former elven oracle and helped bring a dragon back to take over elmville' abernant can have #an incredibly touching & emotionally resonant redemption arc then so can kipperlilly 'killed at least one possibly two clerics' copperkettl #currently i'm choosing to believe that the ratgrinders have been manipulated into this by someone else #(jace stardiamond and porter cliffbreaker i'm fucking watching you) #i mean cmon you can't tell me 'this teenage girl has anger issues that she has been getting help for for 3 years' #and not expect me to think she was a prime target for manipulation by agents of a dead god of rage and justice #kipperlilly copperkettle get behind me i'll protect you #i still think she sucks and the bad kids have every right to hate her! especially after this episode jesus fucking christ! #it's just that i will simultaneously lay down my life in her defense now. brennan cmon don't let me down #my post #d20 #fantasy high #fhjy

[herrscherofmagic]

I present to you… ArgentEden: The 4th Flamechaser, and keeper of the Signet of Beauty!

#honkai #honkai 3rd #honkai star rail #honkai impact 3rd #Eden #Honkai eden #Argenti #hsr argenti #Knights of Beauty #eden propaganda #Knights of Beauty propaganda #argenti propaganda #yes this was inspired by my previous post about how Eden would make a perfect Knight of Beauty #no i refuse to shut up about that #HSR absolutely deserves an Eden expy as a Knight of Beauty #i will live and die on this hill #someday I'll make a proper KoB design for Eden but for now please take this half-assed edit of Argenti instead <3

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

i love driving on perilous roads at night when it's just me and my good friend Cars Behind Me

#oh cars behind me... we're really in it now... #the only parasocial relationship i ever feel or indulge in is the bond i have with cars driving behind me on a single lane highway #it was so dramatic and for what... #me leading the procession in the dark and fog and snow with my highbeams on. #them following behind me and taking none of the many chances to pass me when i offer them <3 #following me like lambs to their shepherd through the pitch black woods #WE FORMED A WARRIORS BOND ON THE ROAD THIS NIGHT. #we made it through the mountains Together!!! #the comfort of their warm headlights in my rearviews was Unparalleled #ah... is this what Company feels like... #absolutely unprompted #i. i may be mentally unwell im realizing #< twas a jest! i've known the whole time #ohhhh and its starting to rain real hard... yes... i need this... #AND I STILL HAVE MUCH HAZELNUT MILK TEA LEFT!!! HUZZAH!!!! #its so good. creamy and roasty and nutty. mm. #still next time i'll have to track down a different boba shop that has my favorite milk tea flavor. i miss it!

[disposal-blueeee]

doodles

edgar vargas and squee by johnen vasquez

scriabin by zarla-s

#vargas #edgar vargas #vargas zarla #scriabin vargas #zarla s #scriabin #doodles #YOU THOUGHT YOU'D SEEN THE LAST OF ME . . . . !!!! #well HELLO !!!! I'M BACK !!!!!!!! #i've been fine !! :333 #got a new brush . what do you think of it do you like it #okay i want to ramble about these wait a second #the first one looks a bit different to the rest because i was just trying new stuff . #if i spend a long time without drawing i'll forget how to draw and well it happened #i've changed my art style like 3 times now but i still draw side profiles the same . looks weird ugh #the mug says “ JESUS loves me BECAUSE no one else will ” btw . meta gave me the idea actually . thanks meta . #about the second one . finished that one like ten minutes ago . missed drawing todd aw #i just find their whole relationship so amusing . #like yes i went crazy for like a month and now i have a brother-husband and a kid ?! #they complement each other so well though . i love them #THE UNO ONE omg i've had that idea for like A YEAR NOW and i just drew it lol #i wonder how long it would take scriabin to notice though . #when i showed this to meta she said : “ oh wow !! edgar's finally winning at something !! ” and it's SO TRUE #wonder how he does it ! #and the last one . i got the idea when i was looking through zarla's account searching for fan art . #love it so much though they look like their lives aren't a living hell #anyways i'll probably make more of these . who knows #going back to school on monday . and of course i had to get inspiration four days before going back . #please PLEASE I DON'T WANT TO GET BACK TO SCHOOL . PL #okay byeee enjoy these . eat my starved followers . EAT !!!!!

[coldercreation]

PSA: 

If you have related to how I have described Nathan’s struggles with his mental health and some experiences with life; emotional, physical and social etc (ignore the story/his fam background for this; I mean if you have been able to relate to his feelings/anxiety/negative physical sensations etc.)

Might be worth it to get your blood checked. 

Especially B12, Vitamin D, Iron levels and Ferritin (ferritin should be 100+).

Building on top of the character, character background, and my research into trauma / mental health etc, I have always used a lot of my personal experience when describing emotions, feelings, and how mental health issues can feel like or present. It’s my attempt to make the writing feel realistic, had I experienced the things in the story or not. Aka even if the story was high fantasy and thus not realistic, I’d source my own feelings to make it ‘real’.

So. Regardless of what's causing it in the story: If you have ever related to how Nathan FEELS or describes his experience with the world and his brain… (Anxiety, depression, chronic fatigue, feeling like an outsider/in a fishbowl, easily overwhelmed or over tired; social withdrawal, social anxiety, heart palpitations, chest pains, breathlessness, dissociation, irritability, issues with cognitive function; memory, overthinking, insomnia, brain fog, panic attacks, slow recovery from physical activity, etc etc et fucking c) 

Turns out bish has been chronically deficient of many things for a very long time due to stomach issues that stopped nutrients from absorbing. Antidepressants have never successfully worked for me, and it’s now looking like that’s because my mental health stuff could've largely been a physical symptom, instead of just purely mental health?? 

I have been on a pile of supplements for a bit now and uhh… It’s like night and day? Even with the other health stuff I've been getting treated for, it's been... So much better?? Like. Life changing amount of difference?? And I’m only just starting out fixing these deficiencies, which could take a long time. But...

Holy shit, “Better” might actually be a real thing after all?? There was a reason I've been so "stuck"???

Kind of mad… And sad. Because if this is true and I keep feeling like I have been recently, it means I’ve lost a lot of time to this. I try to focus on how good I’ve been feeling though, and stay curious for this journey of what literally feels like a second chance at life.

Just… Wanted to post this in case it could help someone else. This is a highly personal experience, mental health issues absolutely exist on their own too and there's possibly often overlap as well. But stuff like this can make existing mental health conditions worse too, so either way it’s worth checking. 

Yeah. So.

Happy new year?

From someone who might be pulling a whole Phoenix moment???? xx

#Apologies for the silence here #Been going through a lot if you can imagine lol #I have a bunch of asks and messages to catch up to #I'm so sorry for taking forever #It might take me a bit longer still but I promise I'll get back on here at some point hopefully soon #Your messages mean so much to me<3 #Take care everyone <3 #Also #the description of Nathan's experience could and would still be rather accurate #even if you don't have these physical health issues!! #Depression and anxiety etc from a deficiency is still depression and anxiety #+ when I write Nathan I have a set of mental health “maps” or “guides” for his character (like C-PTSD and CEN and OCD) #Yes I use my own feelings and experiences to describe his anxiety etc #But his character is built around specific mental health markers / trauma research / symptoms etc (like C-PTSD and CEN and OCD) #So I'm pretty sure Nathan's POV would still look very similar based on just that research and ignoring the stuff in this post #Hope this all makes sense :'o

[charxan]

imagine a world where Slimecicle and Mariana are married and yes they still marital issues and everything but they have Juanaflippa and she had 2 moments where she almost never made it home due to something medically but she's there and she's their baby, their sweet daughter and Juanaflippa loves to watch her parents dance and sometimes dance with them.

yup this is what my head came up with before I passed out so here have a bit more to the Au I came up with in the late hours of 3 am!!!

Slimecicle and Mariana do jam skating (dance rollerskating) and their local rink does competitions for couples so missclickduo will do what they do best and be competitive as shit with each other and the other couples, especially one couple and that who are they? foolish and Vegetta of course! though foolish is new too it there still really good. But Juana will always say her parents are better and Leo will deny that like "NUHUH!!" yaknow silly things.

But Juana is adamant that she gets good at roller skating so Charlie and Mariana help her, even if every time Juana falls they can't help the but worry over her excessively because what if something goes wrong and she gets seriously hurt? But she's fine and everytime they go back home they watch Juanaflippa's favorite shows (bluey and sonic prime)

Charlie is a stay at home dad mostly though occasionally he coach's the local swim team and or soccer team and for Mariana? I'm not sure I haven't really decided lol

#slimeriana #fliporiana #qsmp au #juanaflippa #missclick duo #jam skating au #ig thats what i'll call this?? #anyways i hope you enjoy my insane ramblings #but for now take my 3 am idea and also yes juana's fav sonic characters are indeed amy and blaze #i think she would associate people she cares about with certain sonic characters that fit them #okay time to go write an fic:p #chars sanity

[podcastenthusiast]

Read a fic once where Tav literally had to tell Astarion where the clit is. I think about that every day.

#like?? yes his targets were drunks and lonely inexperienced people. but that man was a professional. tha audacity #this man WISHES he didn't know. on the other hand what a bold take i have to respect it #for the record he still did great #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 #baldur's gate iii #astarion #the only one in that camp who doesn't know is withers #I'm iffy on wyll but i'll give him the benefit of the doubt

[mintjeru]

[chiluc angel au]

lore drop! diluc always wears a translucent veil to cover their face, and bc of magic, it can't be blown upwards by the wind to reveal how they look. it can, however, be blown against them so ajax can see the contours of their features. all this does is make him more curious though.

open for better quality | no reposts | ID under the cut

[Image description: A three page traditional comic of a scene from my Chiluc Angel AU.

On the first page, Ajax washes dishes at the kitchen sink while Diluc sits on the couch behind him, reading a book. "You're always wearing your veil, even at home," says Ajax. "Why won't you show me your face, Master Angel?"

"Mortals cannot comprehend my appearance," replies Diluc.

A tiny Ajax face at the bottom of the page laughs a "haha" with furrowed brows.

On the second page, Ajax says, "Okay, so you're self-confident. But still, not even a little peek?"

"No, what I meant was-" Diluc starts.

On the third page, Diluc finishes his sentence with, "you would literally be blinded."

A serious air and gloom hang over the scene.

Ajax is silent for a moment, and then responds, "You know what? Nevermind then."

"A wise choice," says Diluc.]

#childe #tartaglia #diluc #chiluc #genshin impact #genshin #fanart #myart #comic #disclaimer: this au was a joint thing w/ my chiluc friend and this is the only scene i'm taking from their contributions #everything else from here on out is based on my own ideas bc i reviewed the original premise a while ago and went on a tangent #assuming. i draw more of this au lol #i have terrible commitment issues w/ drawing pieces in a series #case in point: my b.otw memories acrylic paintings sitting in a box somewhere at home #idk maybe i'll make an angel au tag #to the person on my prev angel au post who asked if diluc had a face: yes they do! it's just covered by a veil all the time ^^ #there are a lot of tropes i could implement here but i haven't decided yet #posting a bit late today bc. irl responsibilities and i forgot LOL #happy chiluc thursday <3