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I'm sitting here at work practically vibrating with excitement at the thought that Pedro might be in Utah already or flying in this morning, if the information that he's attending Sundance is to be believed, and he's attending the Freaky Tales premiere in Park City this evening. He could be 20 minutes away from me at the airport right now?! A girl can dream?! I don't know how y'all in California and Texas and New York do it, I can't handle itttttt 😆.
It's an absolutely beautiful sunny day here in Salt Lake City and the snow stopped and the mountains are gorgeous (with just a lil tiny layer of smog we're gonna ignore), EVERYTHING LOOKS BEAUTIFUL JUST FOR YOU BBY. 🥹🥹🥹
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elllisaaa · 11 days
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Hiiiiiiiiiii!! I love your work, and I get so excited whenever i see one of your posts pop up 💗💗
Idk if you'll be able to do anything with this, but this was just a random thought I had after a very real experience at the gym but
What about reader getting intimidated by a member bc of their muscles/height? Like maybe they're friends or in a relationship, and it's just like a cute sweet little moment (i can see this with anyone in svt tbh, but obv gym line would be best)
It's okay if you don't wanna do this! I just thought I'd throw it out there lol
Anyways, I hope you have a great day/night!!!!! 💖
you're so cute anonie !! thank you so much for reading my works, and i'm so glad to bring you joy with my silly posts ! but i totally get what you're saying, whenever i go to the gym without my friends, i'm so intimidated by the big guys so i get you ! plus i looove it whenever someone comes in my inbox to let out some random thoughts like that, keep doing that please !!
and to this screams MINGYU, who is so tall and big, but sometimes forgets how impressive it can be for other people. he sees you struggling to reach the bar of one of the machines because you're too short, and he runs to you to help you pull it down. you shyly thank him, and he goes back to his workout, but he cannot help stealing glances at you whenever you're at the gym at the same time as him. and sometimes, he catches you also looking at him but you always turn your eyes away and he doesn't understand why.
but mingyu doesn't want to annoy you during your workout, so he doesn't say anything. except that one day he sees you preparing to squat and he comes by quickly and asks you if you need someone to spot you. he's so cute with his cheeks all red that you cannot say no.
from this moment on, the two of you keep talking and you become his gym crush immediately. he already thought that you were insanely pretty, but now he's also aware that you're the sweetest human on earth and he's smitten by you. some weeks after you grew closer and started to workout together, he will start to wonder why you didn't approach him sooner.
"do i look like a bad guy ?" you giggled at his little joke, shaking your head. "not, that's not it. but you're… well, you're quite impressive." mingyu seemed so surprised you couldn't help but laugh again at how dumbfounded he was. "impressive ? me ?" - "don't play dumb gyu, you're so tall and big, it's a little intimidating at first."
mingyu tries to process the information for a moment, as he didn't think he could've impressed you just because of his size. but for some reasons, it fuels his ego and it feels good to know that he must also look dependable because he wants you to ask for his help everytime you need it.
"do you still find me impressive ?" he questioned, honestly curious about your answer, but he also had other thoughts in mind. "physically ? yes, don't think i didn't count how much you can bench press. but i also know that you're very sweet, and cute, and you take good care of me, so how could i be intimidated ?"
a soft smile takes over mingyu's face as he leans in, getting closer to you until your lips are only inches away. "does this intimidate you ?" - "no… not at all." this time, you take it upon yourself to make a move and kiss him softly. you can feel his lips stretching in a big, gummy smile against yours. and you can't help the giggle you let out when he looks you in the eyes, his forehead resting against yours, his eyes letting you know everything you needed to.
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dedfly · 2 months
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So it's like Shadow Milk Cookie x reader but they there dating before he was captured and they meet again.
His hands squeezed yours, wanting to squeeze out his solitude and finally feel at peace…
So it would have been if your lover was not Dark Milk Cookie. yes, he manipulated and deceived people, but at that moment you thought that he probably got the name "Beast" from the way he quickly changed direction and pounced into you, or rather crashed. Enclosing you in what supposed to be a normal hug. His doughy hands gripped your sides tightly as he pressed himself against you, encasing you in a vice with his figure. His forehead was pressed to yours and you could swear if he could breathe, he would definitely breath heavily every half second, he was so glad to see you. Although you don’t need to imagine how his pupils shrank and how much he smiled because his face was so close to you. Well yeah, I guess that's the creepiest happy smile you've ever seen.
"HIIIIIIIIIII~ Did you miss me? Oh, what am I saying, of course you missed me, more than anyone else. But no, no, wipe away your tears of joy, because your beloved, sweetest, the best trickster in the whole world is here.~”
Well, no matter how glad you were to see Shadow, it was difficult to support his weight on you this long.
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I was so damn tired of C. Ai. I couldn't take it anymore this thing is so repetitive. And I just wwll screw this bots I want express my love to Shadow Milk in other way and not just *kissed softly* anyway english not my first language I hope I didn't messed up
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x-v0id-x · 5 days
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HIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!! ☆*:.。.o(≧▽≦)o.。.:*☆ What kind of yans are your OCs!!? Are they the stalker types,, delusional ones, submissive? Manipulative??
HIHI MOOT!!! X3c EEE I’m glad you asked!!! ^^
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<3 Kaito is definitely the rougher of the two. His personality isn’t..the most easy to deal with. ;w;
<3 He does mean well!! He was raised with a lot of dangerous people, so he was built up to be more rough around the edges. He doesn’t know a lot about love, all he knows is that from the moment he saw you, he felt different!! He didn’t feel dread, spite, or anything negative for once! He just had to learn more about you! Why did you feel so much different than everyone else? From there he grew obsessed. With him being in a very particular group, he has a lot more access to hack into databases or anonymously find whatever he needs to about you online. Plus he also has a ton of things to use on his darling at his disposal :3c
<3 Of course he’d never do anything to hurt his darling!! Not intentionally. If he ever did he would do anything to make it up to them, gifts, doing favors for you, bringing you your enemy’s head, whatever!! Kai can be really cunning and knows what to say to convince people to do what he wants, even his darling! Though he’d always keep his distance from them in person out of fear of scaring them away :<
<3 Kai would have a lot of influence in your life, albeit indirectly. Suddenly when you lose something dear to you, you’ll find it minutes later! If you go to a coffee shop or some store you frequent, you’ll be told the customer before you already paid for your order! It doesn’t happen often enough for you to remember to pay close attention to the man in front of you. Riiiight as you forget to do so, it happens again! Kai is often in control of anything that happens to you from now on. Though he can barely work up the nerve to talk to you TwT
<3 Kai would act like a guardian angel! In a twisted way. If he found out someone was pursuing you..well they won’t be for long ^-^ Regardless of if you would’ve accepted or denied their feelings. Someone won’t leave you alone? They won’t be a problem for much longer. Someone just betrayed your trust? They’ll be the next to disappear. He’ll keep you safe..maybe if on the day he finally gets the courage to talk to you, you won’t completely hate him. He loves you so much..he just doesn’t know how to show it.
<3 Now Milo has a completely different approach. They have a special charm to them and have lived their life knowing how to woo all sorts of different people >< They lived their life being told that everyone loves them and everyone will find him so cute so long as he follows directions.
<3 Ever since he was little he’d always play along, meeting and dating a plethora of people. But no one really made them feel any sort of spark, nothing important. They get tons of guy and girls trying to pursue them, and as much as they’re happy to cater to them, it gets tiring. At least until he met you!!
<3 They didn’t know what to think, from the moment the two of you spoke they knew it was love at first sight!! You two were destined to be together, get married, and live a rich, fulfilling life together ^^ But they knew how this game worked, so while Milo would definitely stalk you, he’s never afraid to walk up to you! In fact they do it nearly all the time! They’ll chalk it up as being in the area and never having been able to miss your cute face.
<3 Milo constantly offers to spend time together and would get so pouty whenever he realized you were hanging out with other people. Why would you need anyone else other than them?? They could give you anything you’d ever want!! But they’re sure you love them just as much as he loves you, just maybe you haven’t realized it! Or maybe you’re just so sweet that you feel bad on letting your friends miss out on how wonderful you are! Still, they’re determined to show you just how much you don’t need them anymore!! Can’t you see that they’d do anything for you? They’ll always wear their cutest outfits or maybe try something more masc if that’s what you prefer! They’ve always been very touchy, but if you seemed hesitant he’d whine and almost beg to keep getting to hug you.
<3 Though after Milo has their sights on you, anything you want is now yours. They make tons of money being a model and all. If you’re ever home alone and talk out loud or are looking for a certain product you wished you have, it’d be in your house the very next day! (Milo had to resist putting a pretty pink bow on it to show it was from them) Of course they sneak into their darling’s house when they’re away, they love seeing the space their darling resides in!! What you like, what you seem not to like, everything! It’s almost like you two lived together! x3 And of course Milo tends to steal a shirt or two, maybe a jacket. They cant help it! Wearing something of yours, being able to smell you on it, it’d make them so happy. Especially if it was a liiiittle big on them, they’d be so happy ^^
<3 But if you showed them any sort of basic human decency they’re immediately blushing and being so giddy internally, they can act calm and often reciprocate it to their darling, but after their darling leaves they’re kicking their feet and twirling their hair >///<
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<3 That’s all!! Have a great day!! >u<
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hiiiiiiiiiii :) do u have any soft lalo HCs? like do u think he ever says i love you? does he even believe in romantic love?? would he cry in front of u or let you help him with wounds or when he's too fucked up to function?? this man is so hard but like ugh baby boy...
(ps i've said this before but god i can't get enough of ur work ur massive brain kills me)
HIIIII im so glad you like my stuff!!!! i got some lalito thoughts for u but they're kinda sad 🥺 hope u like it
the elusive sfw post on SSM 😳 limited release imma sell this as an NFT
warning: homophobia, violence/blood, intoxication
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does he say "i love you"?: yes
does he believe in romantic love?: absolutely
would he ever cry in front of you?: no! :) not a chance in hell. you would have to be mortally wounded for him to let a single teardrop out and even then he wouldn't want you to see it.
^ the reason for that is what we call trauma 😌 tío hector fucked his brain up immensely.
lalo is gay. im not even remotely sorry but look at him. he has no interest in women and he never did. that was probably a real blow to hector's ego. he was raising lalo (and the other cousins later on) to take over the business, to be strong, to be a man. and in his eyes, lalo's sexuality was a weakness, a weakness that had to be beaten.
and in the spirit of helping him beat his weakness, lalo probably got the shit beat out of him throughout his childhood anytime he did something fruity. it was to show him what strength is, what he was supposed to be.
obviously, his sexual orientation wasn't changing. you cannot beat the gay out of someone. but he changed in other ways.
if his sexuality was a flaw, a weakness, then he would have to compensate for it. he could not show weakness in any other aspect of his life. ever. he could not let anything hurt him. he trained himself not to cry. if someone called him a faggot, he'd say "damn right!" and laugh it off. anytime he felt fear or sadness, he'd mold it into anger instead.
i'd imagine that he spent most of his adolescence/young adulthood trying to prove he could be strong in spite of his orientation. and in the salamanca family, strong means ruthless, brutal. there was probably some incident where he proved himself to be just as vicious as anyone else, and that earned him his uncle's respect. he still wasn't thrilled that his nephew was gay, but he didn't resent him for it anymore. he accepted that was just how he was.
as lalo grew up, he grew more comfortable being soft in certain aspects. he would still never cry, but he let himself enjoy moments of vulnerability.
i think his love language would be acts of service. cooking for you, giving you gifts, little things he can do to show you how much he cares. he tends to be more of a giver, but he likes to get spoiled on occasion :3 he may be a brat about it first tho
him getting too fucked up to function? anon your MIND. mans hits the tequila too hard at a party and you have to be the one to take him home. he swears up and down that he's fine, but he can't even walk straight. lalo gimme your keys i'm driving you back.
he blows a raspberry at you and whines "whaaaaat?! nooo, you don't... you don't gotta do that for me. i can drive just fine." he fishes his keys out of his pocket and immediately drops them on the ground.
alright that's it get in the damn passenger seat you dummy. he's too sauced to buckle himself in so you have to do it for him. when you lean over him he pulls you in for a kiss and giggles to himself.
tending to his wounds. anon your big juicy throbbing pulsating MIND. definitely a case where he's forced to show some weakness. lil homie gay ass comes home with a gunshot wound in his arm and he's like "oh this? yeah, work today got a little heated. i'm okay, though. :)"
lalo there is a hole in your arm. you are not fine.
"no really, i am! see?" mans holds up the BULLET HE FISHED OUT OF HIS ARM AND SHOWS IT TO YOU 💀💀💀 "i got it out! :D"
okay, cool. there is still a hole in your arm. please let me stitch it up.
you take him into the bathroom and have him sit on the edge of the bathtub while you stitch him up. you weren't an expert, but the fifth or sixth time he tried to sleep off a stab wound had given you some decent practice.
he winces and sharply inhales when the needle goes in, but he's quick to cover his tracks with a joke. "carajo (damn), do you have to pull so hard? just shoot me again, why don't you!"
yes lalo i do there is a gaping fucking hole in your body let me fix it you freak
"okay, okay, do what you gotta. you're so good to me, baby. gonna fix me up and make me look nice and pretty, eh?"
in conclusion! this man needs so much therapy 🖤
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himynameis4 · 1 year
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@bottomlessabyssposts hiiiiiiiiiii! I have. So many things to say ab Bianca but I wanted to share at least a lil bit even if i cannt write them all down??? The thing is, like, MOST of it is written down but not necessarily in a way that’s coherent to anyone except me RIP, so i’m going through & looking for snippets that are like. Easiest to understand, y’know? & also with the spot i drew from from canon to arrive at my headcanon—this is sure as shit not “analysis,” exactly, but there’s so much blank space left in the riordanverse (& don’t get me started on rick constantly contradicting his own work—i’m obsessed w/canon compliance or at least canon adjacency so he drives me BATSHIT bc his stuff DOES NOT MAKE SENSE IN THE UNIVERSE HE MADE—)
(Also! Hi @chiquitablanquita! We haven’t interacted much yet but i figure pjo is a shared interest so might as well tag you in this??? 🤷. Still getting the hang of tumblr friends/etiquette/mutual-ship lol. This is a no-pressure tagging zone!!!)
Okay. Bianca. I adore her sm. I’ll have to make a series of posts ab her probably to write all my di Angelo headcanon stuff down but I figure—I’m not sure if i should start w/her in Tartarus, her pre-the books, or my headcanon for what happened to Maria that’s soon to be jossed RIP.
I think i’ll start post-move to america, Maria’s death & casino era, & not delve into pre-move to america headcanons just yet? Yeah, that makes sense. Might dip my toe into headcanons for her powers/potential powers tho!
First thing you have to know, i think? Bianca’s fatal flaw is holding grudges. Bianca’s—not Nico’s. Obviously that’s not what killed Bianca in the end… (except, it kind of is. Running from that parent of herself, acting in accordance with it… except that wasn’t the only factor influencing her). So many think her flaw relates to responsibility, accepting it, evading it, etc. But Bianca herself feels her fatal flaw—or at least, one of her major flaws—is holding grudges. Being resentful. Being resentful of her brother, specifically.
She loves Nico. She loves him so, so much. He’s her world. And she hates him. No, wait, of course she doesn’t hate him—he’s her little brother, and she loves him, and it’s not like he’s doing anything wrong, it’s just—it’s the little things. (This bit draws a bit from the preview—just that Bianca & Nico shared a bed in the Lotus Casino according to Nico’s nightmare/memory dream sequence, which tracks for me in terms of sibling dynamics). He’s just… he doesn’t get it. How dangerous things are. She protects him from it. And he’s always around, always needing her, wanting to her play his game and help him with homework and hold his hand and—she never gets a moment to breathe. To bond with her classmates, not that she’d been making much headway on that, anyway.
She resents him for getting to be young and innocent and letting her worry about the big stuff and depending on her and following her rules and not following her rules. She tells him not to go watching the pg-13 movies and he’ll listen, mostly—but how are you supposed to parent a kid through making friends? How are you supposed to parent, period?! She knows she snaps at him too much, lashing out—she knows she’s not what he needs, and she feels guilty as hell for it, but also resents the hell out of him for putting her on the pedestal, shoving her in this role. Then she hates herself for resenting him, he’s only ten, and she loves him, he doesn’t deserve this, doesn’t deserve her, and all her messy, frustrated love, but she doesn’t want this role. She doesn’t want to be a mother. She’s only 12. And there’s no one to talk to, it’s only him, and he can’t listen to her cry or he won’t listen to her, she needs to be the adult for him, their teachers are next to useless.
It’s worse when he tries to help, not better. When he’s sweet and protective and gives her space…. Because then she’s angry at him for not being able to be enough, to be all she needs, because she doesn’t have anyone else either, and he doesn’t even give her the chance to find others, clinging to her like—like a goddamn boa constrictor. And then she hates herself for putting him in that position, of having to take care of her—she’s the big sister, and he’s so little, and he needs her, and then she’s back to resenting him again, and it makes her want to scream. (Or rather, to run.)
Nico’s different. She knows it. She watches his cheeks bleed red, regaling her of conversation after conversation with a boy in his grade (she’s seen them together. The boy doesn’t seem interested in talking to Nico, but is too shy to tell him so. Her heart breaks for her brother, even as she empathizes with the other boy, but all of it is so… numb. Detached. So she listens and nods and doesn’t say a word). She’s not sure if he knows, if he remembers… but she does. And she doesn’t know how to protect him. She doesn’t know how to help him. Is loving him enough? Can it be? When it’s her messy kind of love, cutting and protective and distant at once?
She ignores him, sometimes. He’ll be having a bad day, or a hard day, or a restless night, or a violent one—it’s written over his face, every time, he’s always been so easy to read (for her, at least). A coiled ball of energy and rage and fear and pain, unable to process it, any of it (is it because she hasn’t taught him how? (How could she, when she’s barely learned herself?)). He lashes out at her, too, you know, for all she lashes out at him, for all he’s young and innocent and sweet and doesn’t understand—she lets him rage and lets him storm off and lets him cry and doesn’t feel a thing. Or—feels dull, dreary, waiting it out like a thunderstorm as opposed to reaching out, asking what’s wrong, asking how to help.
She’s not sure if this makes her an awful person or not. Does she not care? He’s her brother, her world, he’s hurting, and she just—
But it’s also a matter of survival, she knows. Nico feels things, and they fill up a room, they don’t leave space for anything or anyone else. Numbing herself to it is how she gets through, how she can stay calm, talk him down from it… on the days she talks him down from it. But she can’t afford anything else, or else he’d fill her up inside, and she’s have no room left for her.
She needs to be selfish to survive. If she doesn’t survive… she doesn’t know what happens to him, if she doesn’t survive. Her messy, selfish, flawed love is all he has, the shield between him and the rest of the world. So she lets herself be selfish, for her own sake, for his. And she tries to make it to the other side.
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dutchwinter · 7 months
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tmi night hiiiiiii :3 im admittedly struggling to think of anything .. well im sure something will come to mind eventually. in the meantime hiiiiiiiiiii :3333 ily btw
i was saying tmi for me but i love to talk about literally everything with anyone. that post thats like me explaining to my friends that im a safe space for literally anything to come out of their mouth even 'unspeakable' subjects. like thats exactly in. HI ASTRO i love you so much
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the-kings-of-games · 1 year
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In regards to this!
https://at.tumblr.com/the-kings-of-games/i-got-a-bunch-of-new-followers-recently-who-are/vhiti6wu0wgv
Hiiii ^-^ I am so terribly new here lmao, both when it comes to ygo and tumblr itself
A friend got me to watch 5Ds and I fell in love with it after like 3 episodes because it's absolutne peak fiction, and since finishing it I've been working my way through all the series without any particular order! Finished 5Ds, Vrains and recently started chipping away at GX
I have a soft spot for Vrains especially despite all its flaws, the final duel was just *mwah* imo
And 5Ds, as I mentioned, was excellent all around; might have a bit of a crush on Yusei lmao-
I also really like Antinomy and Primo; their designs are so good....
As for me personally I'm still kind of figuring this stuff out but I use he/him! I'm a beginner artist and writer, though I haven't done anything ygo-related specifically yet; that being said, I am currently working on an OC, so I'll make sure to post him when he's done-
Aaannd yea! I'm very happy to meet you!
Hiiiiiiiiiii, @simontheseventh!! You are definitely new around here; I've had this blog for three years, so I do know a lot of the residents around here, lololol. It's nice to see a new face, and hopefully, I'll see you around often enough.
5D's is really the way to go. U_U I'm actually a 5D's blog, but it gets hidden under all the DM stuff. Everyone has a crush on Yūsei, and anyone who says they don't is lying. That boy will make anyone go soft. \QAQ/ And of course you love Primo, that's a thing around here so you're not alone. If you haven't found them yet, you should definitely check out @vivaldini (Primo stan, sometime risque artwork, Androidshipper (two in one)) and @redeyesretrodragon (Yllaster fan, especially Z-One(?); doing so new stuff with them). I've never gotten the chance to speak to them directly, but I think they're pretty great to have in the fandom.
That being said, you should definitely get into Zexal next. 👀 Join us, join us, join us!
I also use he! And they. u_u We have so much in common, lmao. A beginning artist and writer? Nice. There's a few other people here who also have an YGO OCs. So many new things to see soon, oooh.
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laplumedupetitluma · 1 year
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Hiiiiiiiiiii so we continue with another side character and actually my very first undertale oc I introduce you, Lune
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So yeah before anyone ask in the first place she was a human with piwer because of her timeline and no memory at all. Then some things happened and now she's a kitsune and to go with it another drawing in link with her
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For those who manage to read what she's saying, good job now what do you think for the second drawing canon or not? And if yes how? I let you think about it for those who care or are curious to know or make theories about it ;3
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outpost51 · 11 months
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Hey! Happy blorbo blursday! Zombie apocalypse hits which oc(s) survives, which oc dies the dumbest way, and which oc gets bit but doesn't tell anyone?
Narwhal hiiiiiiiiiii
Let's see, let's see.
Let's unleash zombies in Xatal, since the (current) ragtag crew of the Rae’dinnah has the most potential for maximum silliness. They've crash-landed, no ship to escape. (Zombies in space is terrifying but warrants way more space than one post allows probably, but if you want something similar, try this and this on for size. As Jarvis Johnson says, always be pluggin.)
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Cap'n Suzo's surviving -- he's arboreal and depending on the zombies we're talking about, they likely can't climb high enough to get him.
Vigo's getting bit, and she doesn't want to be a bother or risk hurting anyone, so they'll wake up one morning and she'll just be gone, along with a gun, a few explosives, and as much ammo as Vigo can carry. And she can carry a lot.
Dekdek and Cosh are going out together -- the stupidity of it depends on who you ask, but they're rigging the biggest truck they can find to explode and ramming it into a whole crowd of the undead bastards. Is it dumb and probably a waste of resources? Yes, but the explosion sure does look cool as hell.
Gatha has to be convinced not to go with them, because Dekdek is about all she's got left of her old life, but she's got family to protect. Likely goes out playing distraction so the rest of them can get away.
Rees is surviving; he's got a daughter and the skills necessary to con some rich dude into selling him a whole ass bunker for five credits and a pack of smokes.
Liki's fast as fuck boiiyyyeee sorry the audio played in my head ANYWAY i don't think even fast zombies are catching her ass.
Roki is, quite literally, an organic railgun. Good luck, zombies. Xe's also like glued to Suzo's hip so they're probably both in that tree. You'll know which one it is, there's clawmarks all the way up the trunk from where they had to drag Liki up with them by her tail.
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sneakyfox55 · 11 months
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hiiiiiiiiiii i hate to do this but there is!!!! a 80%-90% chance i'm gonna restrict/lock all my stories on AO3 to users only because of the AI thing going on, it's freaking me out (even though i'm. not sure who'd wanna steal my stories hgdhfgdfhjghj) so i just!!! wanted to say: to those unregistered who want to read my stories or already are, i appreciate you a whole bunch and i love you and i'm sorry that it might have to come to this but. in order to read my fics you'd have to make accounts, it's entirely up to you whether you want to do that or not and i will respect any decision anyone wants to make even if you aren't comfortable registering. thank you so much for reading my stories, either way!!!
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themauvesoul · 1 year
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oh hiii 🌹
Hiiiiiiiiiii <3 I have. For your viewing pleasure. A snipped of the cannibalism fic chapter 3:
Benny’s still staring at him. Dean can feel it.“You say one fucking word about this to anyone,” he says, his mouth full, “and I’ll kill you. Deal be damned.”
“You ain’t gotta worry,” Benny replies. “We all do what we gotta do to survive.” He meanders over, real causal, until he’s stood right next to the body’s stumpy neck, staring down at Dean. “And besides,” he continues, and crouches, getting the dead vamp’s blood all over his shoes. “I ain’t about to judge that speck in your eye when I’ve got a log of my own to deal with. Just surprised by our… similarities, is all.”
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frannyzooey · 1 year
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Hiiiiiiiiiii
First of all, i just love the new ITD chapter. I love reading about intimacy and domestic scenes so this chapter just fulfilled my wishes, and the smut scene was…well let’s say you never disappoint on that point 😭🫶
I also enjoyed seeing some communication with Cee i really hope her and Birdie could talk to each other one last time before London. Generally i just really like where you’re taking the characters with their development, i think i don’t exaggerate by saying you’re one of my favorite writers (any media included).
Last question : have you ever thought about writing about Joel from TLOU ? Or would you even take some requests 👀 ?
Luv XX
Hello sweet nonnie ❤️
This was the best thing to read 🥺 I can’t even tell you what it means to me to receive this message — all I can say is that you’re very sweet, and you’ve made me so incredibly soft and I just wanna come find you and squeeze you in the biggest hug 🥰
I’m really glad that you like where I’m going with their stories — tbh, when I started, I wasn’t sure people would like it because fic is all about indulgence and this is on the more realistic side. I’ve even had doubts while writing it, but I read this amazing post by @bettsfic about how she often sees writers pull back from their original endings because they get scared — and I really am trying very hard not to do that with In The Dark. That’s not to say the ending will be sad, because I just….don’t like stories that end that way, but my hopes is that it will continue to get realistic.
Anyway! Joel! I don’t know? A couple of weeks ago when the trailer came out, there were a lot of posts that had a sort of general….gatekeeping vibe, about his personality, and as someone who has never played the game, they scared the shit out of me for even thinking about attempting. 😅
That’s a me problem, I know, and I also did write two things pre-trailer for him that are sitting in the drafts, but I don’t know if I’ll post them — I might repurpose them, or maybe not. We’ll see — his fanbase is….intimidating, lol and I have a feeling it’s going to get more intense as the fans from the game come into the fandom during the show.
All that isn’t to say that I want to discourage anyone from writing literally anything they want — one could argue that every one of my men is an OC because I’m fairly bad at character analysis — and I will also tell you that new, different takes on characters are my favorite things to read because they are often rooted in some kinda truth that helps me see a facet of their personality in a different light. I encourage everyone to write literally whatever they want, however they want, my brain just has a hard time when I see posts like those. Again, me problem!
I truly believe the more creation the better ❤️
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kabbalicgay · 1 year
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hiiiiiiiiiii moirra i wanted to ask you about ur thoughts on the concept of child/youth liberation and how the online sphere generally treats young people very poorly and then posts which complain about ''young'' queers and stuff n like. how young queer peop;e hate old queer people. i just want to know your thoughts but if you think it'll bring drama or you don't want to bother with smth like this just delete this!!!!!! i hope you have a nice day/night ╰(✿´⌣`✿)╯♡
Obsessed with the fucking emoticon thing at the end. Very cute, thank you. This is probably going to be long, so I'm putting it under a cut for everyone's sake.
My thoughts are going to be random and uncategorised but I will preface this by saying that I think a lot of people who call themselves "old" or g-d forbid, "Elders", are literally just 30 to 35-year-olds. That's not old, they're not an Elder - they certainly haven't earned the title of Elder - and the most they've done is make posts on tumblr and twitter which will do absolutely nothing for anyone materially. It's an ego boost and nothing more.
I do think, however, that we disregard and show a lot of maliciousness to our elderly. That's not a ''those young queers'' thing, that is a behavioural pattern I've observed in quite a lot of people across groups. You may have seen the screenshot of someone saying that "all boomers are lead-poisoned fascists" or whatever -- that's not an uncommon take from young people (including from the dumbass 30-year-olds who want to call themselves Elders, ironically enough). This ''young people radical and good, old people bad and outdated" mentality is not owned by young queer people, and I don't think it's something that's particularly plaguing the community more than it plagues the whole of our society. Do I think a lot of you reject and ignore the Elders of our community outside the few that are pushed into celebrity or martyr status, and refuse to learn or take anything from them despite much of their experiences being shared by us (and many of the politics and "discourse" being circled)? Yes. Is that unique to the LGBT community and queer people? No.
I also don't think this contradicts youth liberation, or the fact that a lot of you are downright fucking hostile towards minors. I think it stems from the same root cause and problem, and I think it can be solved by acknowledging that we collectively should be in solidarity with each other and that generational divides and differences are not real. Our young and our old are equally the most vulnerable in our societies and have very few rights afforded to them - I think the core principles and theory behind youth liberation are also very similar to the principles around the elderly and ageism.
And just as a side note -- you don't have to agree with me. Just because I post shit and write paragraphs doesn't mean you need to immediately agree with everything I saw or the opinions I have. And I bring this up only because I've seen a lot of people worry about disagreeing with people they like or respect, or people they otherwise agree with. You do not need to agree with someone 100% of the time for you to continue to respect, interact, or like them. So take this response with a grain of salt and come to your own conclusion about how these posts and rhetoric makes you feel.
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kisuga · 2 years
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I FORGOT U LIVED IN CALI TOO HIIIIIIIIIII IM COMING OVER RN
cali is literally the best state idc what anyone else says
what if we met up lmao jk
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grungost · 9 months
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Hiiiiiiiiiii :3
I'm sitting here enjoying a delicious Angry Orchard Crisp Apple Cider, and I decided I should stick to what I said last time and post more often. So here's a new post! Since the last one I watched Oppenheimer at the theater, but I don't think it was an IMAX showing or anything. I thought it was perfectly paced (the 3 hour runtime didn't feel like it dragged at all), I thought the non-chronological structure flowed very well, and the soundtrack was very nice. The performances were all very good, especially Cillian Murphy, and the only criticism that really comes to my mind is some sort of clumsy writing (can't remember a whole lot of specific examples, but I remember some times where I rolled my eyes). Anyway, incredible movie, easy recommendation for anyone who likes dramatic movies with some political commentary. So, as I mentioned in my last subpost, I might talk a little bit about synchromysticism, but I'm going to assume, since I'm not totally "in the zone" as far as my writing right now, my analysis may end up a little anemic, and so I may talk a little bit more in my next post if I feel like elaborating on some stuff. Now: while my feelings on belief and spirituality are pretty strongly positive, I don't have many spiritual beliefs myself, or at least not many I feel confident enough about to say I'm assured of my belief. I would say I believe more in synchromysticism than most other spiritual ideas, at least as I see it. It's sort of like fate, but not entirely? It's the general idea that coincidence, mundane happenings, have spiritual significance. I tend to think of it more as "mundane happenings can have spiritual causes". It's a pretty broad idea, you *could* interpret it as fate, karma, or a sort of literary bent to the universe, or you could take it to mean something more actively magical, the idea that will and belief are able to change the physical world. I often end up thinking about what Peter J. Carrol, one of the founders of the Chaos Magic tradition, said about synchromysticism, that "... an event in the material world... can always be excused as a coincidence, but most magicians would be quite content with being able to arrange coincidences." While I can't remember if this is from Mage the Awakening from the Chronicles of Darkness series of Tabletop RPGs, or if its from Mage the Ascension of the World
of Darkness series, I tend to borrow the terminology of "vulgarity"; something like creating fire or an object from nothing is vulgar magic that cannot be explained otherwise, while synchromystical magic is non-vulgar, the usage of spiritual means to interrupt the natural flow of events to effect a desired result. The hypothetical synchromystical spell does not appear incredible or even impossible, it appears as if nothing has happened besides one's desires. I consider myself especially lucky in most circumstances, but I have at times characterized it as a strength of will sufficient to synchromystically influence events to my favor. It's a little ridiculous, but I don't mind it I guess; I think believing in ridiculous things just makes things more fun :3 Anyway, I'm running out of steam here. I may talk more about this stuff, but also maybe not, I couldn't say. I'll probably be much more brief, that's for sure. See you around!
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