#im no longer 20!!!

[g00n-king]

it is no longer my birthday, happy birthday hlvrai

#g00n talks #hlvrai #im no longer 20!!! #the curse is lifted!

[puremarula]

Curves by Sean Brown puzzle

#she’s actually £20 in the ssense sale #im no longer enjoying my nobuy i am a consumer at heart

[lunarharp]

What led to this (orufrey comic, cw an uncomfortable/creepy scene)

#witch hat tag #orufrey #er.... i'm too tired to have anything to say..i worked several days on this. #wait.. didn't i say just recently here that i probably wouldn't ever depict 'what if alaira is qifrey's sort-of ex'. What's going on #i don't even remember deciding to draw this..it's all a blur..i'm not sure why i WOULD decide to draw delicate scenes in my head #that i wouldn't really want to share with anyone/discuss so why did i draw it... #some part of me really really wants to draw things that are more and more true to myself... #maybe because of my alienation with most romance/shipping/dynamics the rest of the world depicts. #orufrey really is perfectly suited to me - what i read in the text and what is in my head. well anyway #i am TIRED of drawing poses and angles and..maybe now i will actually take a break from drawing bc of the tediousness of Angles #btw it really is a 'stretch of time' . . . assuming witches graduate age 18-20 #well orufrey are canonically 30-ish. they've only had agott around for presumably about TWO years (?) bc she took the test age 10 #and it feels like oru moving in/unknown atelier acquisition/building (?) .. i guess that could be a year or so before agott at most #(she was the first disciple) so... ????????? What about the other 7 or so years ?!?!?!!?!?! Unemployed Brimhat Hatred era #that time is very nebulous. after qifrey went to the tower i feel like it's been implied he and oru drifted apart a little. #certainly they didn't live together at first... no way. that doesn't feel like how it is based on things oru has said about becoming Eye #idk. I'm tired now. i don't usually think of alaira as necessarily qifrey's ex and this being how things went in that 'sliver of time'. #i usually prefer the idea that they have their first kiss with each other in their 30s cause That's Just The Orufrey Lifestyle #just felt like making a more relatable alternative view of my own Cai Orufrey Canon one time. btw im a big monoshipper and it hurt a bit #let's leave it there. this is surely the most i've worked on a 'single' art - though now i realise just how much longer the fic took :')

[kicktwine]

I wonder how much of Alphinaud's ARR attitude not only comes from the teenage "I know better" mindset, but also from him seemingly not having any actual friends growing up. He certainly seemed to *impress* people, but did he ever befriend anyone? No one talks about him having any kind of proper camaraderie back at the Studium...

im like, nearly certain you’re right. almost everything about his upbringing would lead to having no friends, and nothing that we know about vis a vis the twins as kids points to them having friends that aren’t adults? alisaie mentions shes happy hes hanging out with arenvald bc that Never happened before and ALSO she mentions not bringing anyone over to hang out. n despite alphy having people over they were all like... this 13 year old invites you a college student to his estate how are you. like look the twins are rich and go to private schools around their house. setup one. everyone mentioned to come over and hang out in the short stories or their memory is like, krile. urianger. grandpa's friends. theyre close with much older people. theyre INCREDIBLY smart as kids, and jump at least four grades. also, kids aren't often that fond of their-age kids who are way smarter, especially if they KNOW they're smarter than everyone. they absolutely thought they were better bc of it. they know better because they're smarter. 11 year olds in college are very cute, very impressive, but their brains literally haven't grown in yet so they cant be like, friends. they can be cool and rich and smart (whoa a 14 year old with a subversive understanding of politics!) but not friends. YKNOW? they were totally friendless kids who thought they were above most people if not just their age group. and they did not care at the time at ALL ghsdk

#im sure they care Now... #alisaie almost immediately found other girls her age (not of her own choice) and was like WHOA. except for they died so. hm. #alphy took waaaaay longer to find A Friend His Age. i feel like it would still be hard theyre still not 20 yet even though. they feel it #anyways. no yeah #hes very smart hes very rich everyone tells him hes great he knows better and Yet #ask #anon #ffxiv #endwalker #arr

[civetside]

brothers i think my drawing tablet may have just crapped out on me guys GRRR GRR IM SO MAD

here's an MS paint monkey i drew with a mouse to express my dismay

#civetrambling #i was DRAWING GRIDDLEHARK my tablet homophobic whadda hell #and a week before my birthday too why man why #my computer refuses to recognize the tablet even after i restarted my laptop and redownloaded the drivers like 20 times GRR #i guess it could still be something wrong on my end so imma try n plug it into my sisters laptop tomorrow and see if that works and if not #than this thing busted #i mean i know the tablet i own normally lasts like 5 years and i've had mine for a lil longer than that so i guess it makes sense but #im still pissed >:( #next griddlehark comic gonna be a picture of my sketchbook drawn with sharpie i guess

[aloekat]

personally i think about Fantasy High a lot now. there is so much i could say abt the show and Dimension20 IN GENERAL but we'd be here for hours so instead take some fun fabian art i did to practice looking at reference because surprise! i almost never do it despite knowing it makes my art better. bad habit i suppose lol

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edit: ty guys for not having this flop! love u dimension 20 fans <3 :D

#fantasy high #d20 fantasy high #d20 fanart #dimension 20 #fabian seacaster #my art #art #digital art #sketch #like this show completely altered my brain chemistry #i put off watching it for so long and im so annoyed i did!!!! #it sucks getting rlly into fantasy high because guess what a lot of pins from 'pin of the month' stuff that i would LOVE to have #are no longer available!!! #i want an ayda augefort pin so bad u have NO idea. love that girl.... #but they've released a few new FH and other d20 merch at end of november so that's rlly cool #seriously. watch d20 and fantasy high if you havent #fantasy high is FREEEE on youtube #and the dropout subscription is worth it to watch the other seasons #especially a crown of candy and a starstruck odyssey #absolutely insane stuff #ok!!!! i will stop talking because as i mentioned #we will be here for Awhile if i didn't stop lol #aloe.art

[mllenugget]

Hey remember when Baghera adopted Dapper like 8 months ago or did I make that up ? ────────────────────────────────────────── Support all the admins that spoke out (& do your daily click) ──────────────────────────────────────────

#idk why on earth i gave baghera knuckles- when i say i turn my brain off when I draw i mean it #i only noticed it after i was done with the shading and it jumpscared me #got me stuttering in confusion i have never drawn anthro arms/wings this way these dont even look like feathers wtf me ?? #..... sooo looks like ive got a new wa-cats type of fandom on my hands #as in i am still very emotionally attached to the memories i have from this no matter what i do itll keep coming back #but i havent read the books in several years nor do i plan to anymore and looking back i am so angry and disgusted #but also im still blown away by the creativity and the passion the fandom builds on its own #i wanted to go ahead and finish any art that ive been working on for the past almost year and decided this one would be the most fitting #i learnt last week that only the first 20 tags on an original post will show up in tumblr searches #and I think im going to take advantage of that #because i dont want to hype the server anymore and i have decided i will no longer be adding my watermark on top of my work #and i was going to refrain from tagging it because i dont want my related posts to show up #before remembering that some of my mutuals who ive been chatting to for years now #have these fandoms blacklisted #so im going to test it and hope it works #im still going to tag the characters i love though because i wanna show support to the actors and i wish them nothing but the best #baghera fanart #pomme fanart #dapper fanart #dappleduo #my art #mcyt #qsmp #fandom neg #tag this however you want #yap yap yap yap tlddr

[that-foul-legacy-lover]

Arlecchino is made for the girls (me) and the gays (also me)

#wifi plays genshin #genshin talk #SHE CAME HOME IN 20 PULLS!!!!!!!!! #HER WEAPON TOOK A BIT LONGER BUT IM SO HAPPY #SHE WANTED TO COME HOME YALL. SHE'S MY HUSBAND #WE ARE HAPPILY WED

[buqbite]

Some sketches to remind myself how to draw link again (ft. Zelda)

#They call it legend of zelda because getting to actually see zelda for longer than 20 minutes a game is a distant legend from the past #Link you are So BBG I cant WAIT to see you again #loz #legend of zelda #botw #breath of the wild #totk #tears of the kingdom #link #zelda #my art #I dont thinj I can describe what it does to me that link now runs around with his hair open. #I was and am OBSESSED with hiz hair bc its sk #o. #scnrunkly #I #Guys can you see that I'm bareky fucking conscious #its like 3am here and im EXHAUSTED

[chemblrish]

Ngl I feel wrecked today. Getting a low score on that pchem exam decked me more than expected and my mental health hit rock bottom today (good news I guess? It can't get any worse now). I've cried a lot - so much I feel ill - and it seems to me like I really can't do this anymore, but it's just a feeling. Because the truth is, I have to do it anyway. I have to get myself together because I have to study because I have to pass my finals because I have to get this goddamn degree, even if it means becoming world's most mediocre chemist.

This doesn't make the whole thing less painful. I still feel like I'm a disappointment to everybody who believes in me. But I know I can't keep sulking forever. I feel like garbage but I gotta keep going - it's what I always do.

#ig it's no surprise im mentally ill #ive been diagnosed for like a decade now #and ive been sick a lot longer #so it's all i ever do #feel like i can't do it then do it anyway #i always keep going and that's how ive stayed alive for over 20 years now #everything sucks but you gotta keep going #txt

[communistkenobi]

so much horseshit talk about work/life balance in grad school and every single professor is like if you hand in your paper a day late you’re a disgusting lazy piece of shit

#like even with disability accommodations my professors are upset I’m taking longer to hand in a single assignment. no offence but your #class is like not even one of the top 20 most pressing things in my life right now and the minute im done with this course I will never #think about it ever again

[phykoha]

mm.

#blah blah blah #hgfsgfhsdgfhdsghfsfs #20 panels for this................. #jfhjdhjsfdgfs im not complaining but man this is getting way longer than I expected

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

thinking so so hard about LaughingStock and how that'd go down. disastrously, probably

#and ill talk about it at Length in the tags until tumblr cuts me off like a rowdy drunk after last call #please keep in mind this is all in my Brain and relationship dynamics etc are all technically speculation. anyway #so while franklydear is your more classic 'oh no im in love with him! / aw shucks im in love with him<3' #laughingstock is 'feelings what feelings / oh shit oh fuck this is bad' #to Me. #in my mind howdy is completely oblivious to his emotions #he's out here like 'gotta get the store impressively neat & shiny for barnaby! and everyone else' without blinking an eye #he starts assembling barnaby and wally's dogs slower an slower so that barnaby has to hang around a smidge longer than usual #he's out here giggling at barnaby's jokes while sweeping Hours or Days after the joke was told like a lovesick idiot #all while being like Ah Yes Barnaby My Dear Friend. My Platonic Buddy Whose Jokes I Laugh At A Little Too Hard. Platonically. #meanwhile barnaby Realizes his own feels. has a minor crisis. goes through the 12 stages of grief and absolutely panics #he's like 'ok just gotta play it cool. normal. dont be weird. he'll fall for your natural charm in no time' #'ill hold all of my feelings right here until i die or howdy reciprocates. i just cant tell anyone about this.' #'....hey wally you can keep a secret right' #and rizzes it up yk. rolls a nat 20 on charisma every time without howdy even realizing it. ig barns rolled for stealth too #and from barnabys pov its going great! #howdy is flirting back! hes showing all the signs! when eddie views their interactions he comes to barnaby later and is like A+ gay as fuck #so barnaby is a soft pining mess and howdy is Absurdly Oblivious despite being a clever & observant guy #so im imagining (will freely admit that this Train of Thought is slightly inspired by the latest chapter of Stamps by Indigopoptart) #that eventually barnaby is Confident in their budding relationship ok. hes ready to ask howdy out. #everyone who Knows (wally & eddie) are like Go For It He Clearly Loves You #and when barnaby tells howdy. howdys like 'ohhhh geez um im really flattered 🥺 but i dont feel the same 😔😭' #cue barnaby turning into the 'never again' meme while trying to laugh it off and pretend like he didnt just have his heart mr starked #so he goes home to smoke his pipe and cry and howdy goes about his day feeling Strange #why cant he stop thinking about that confession. what are these emotions. i mean its not as if hes in love with Ohhhhhh No. Oh No. #so howdy has his 'holy shit! im in love with barnaby! (lovestruck. swooning) ....Holy Shit I Rejected Barnaby (horrified. nauseous)' moment #cue howdy expecting barnaby to come by in the morning as per Routine so they can talk. he Doesnt. cue howdy stressing the fuck out over it #meanwhile wally sally (eddie sent her in his place. hes too busy) and barnaby are having a girls day (eating ice cream and watchin romcoms) #eventually barnaby hears that howdy has been Dropping The Ball and cant not check on him. cue emotional heart-2-heart outside the bodega #this is all very specific but its in my brain. these scenarious lull me to sleep every night lately

[b4kuch1n]

pre-holiday leave crumbs

#sk8 the infinity #kyan reki #hasegawa langa #renga #hey. if I give u a bottle labeled wine with somethin else inside. would u drink it #anyways. tomorrow I Travel #The Turbulance evened out alright! so the Traveling could no longer be postponed #three days on da road babeyy (<- shaking and crying) #goin to a market! I'll try to get a new kitchen knife there. will be better than whatever the fucks goin on in our kitchen rn #anyways. post-fic haze has settled in once again I am simply no thought. this will continue for hopefully five hours #until I gotta get up for car time #kinda whittling down the 20yo reki design slowly to get to a point where it feels Correct #20yo langa is already perfect. maybe to nobody but me but I stand the fuck by it #I believe in langa looking like a guy lesbians would hit on by accident in his 20s. I hold myself to it #oh yeah if ur asking. no that was not a cigarette in the first pic. sorry Im a tightass about smoking thats a lollipop #in my head its the pickled mango flavour that alpenliebe already made a hard candy version of here #hard sour candy shell with. chili salt core. it is good (?) but it hurts my stomach (I will not stop eating them) #also if u catch the acc name going outside the panel in the comic. its bc I could NOT leave it at just 'random white girl' #it has to be the full thing I cannot do this fake fictional twitter user like that #literally the only preliminary caution I take for funny comics. nothign else makes sense I dont care. this is necessary however #anyways. it is time for baku to be horizontal and shit. so here we goooo #have a good nite lads! idk what will happen in the next 3 days! will most probably be silent! and then dip pen comms will open again #eat well sleep well! two daysborday until labor day

[daddy-long-legssss]

half of the songs on ‘wpsiatwin’ turn 20 this year

#what do you mean?? what do you meaannnn? #what do you mean ‘a certain romance’ was written and released 20 years ago #that means that the lads have been in the band together for 20 years (if not longer???) #well I guess not with Nick 💀 but STILL #twenty years #two decades of making music together #im too tired and sensitive for this #if I had to think about it then so do you #arctic monkeys #alex turner #matt helders #nick o'malley #jamie cook #wpsiatwin

[haob1n]

Golden

#zerobaseone #zb1 #zb1net #ricky #hanbeanz #jjanguri #ninitag #useryeontan #userzb1s #userdaniz #userhops #useriaya #.daintydevi #lunanuggets #these r the first gifs ive made with my new laptop #in good news these took a 20 seconds to save (despite being 8mb) #the bad news is the touchpad is super sensitive and im strugglingggg bc the ps slider is no longer my friend #maria.gif #c:ricky