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charmsponies · 6 months
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Chuck e cheese pony and I went to the fnaf movie! I have a lot of thoughts (fnaf autism you see.) so look below the cut for spoilers
(I am just copy pasting my thoughts from discord so they might be messy. also sorry if im incoherent. i have a different interpretation about fnaf games than most other fans, but thats mostly irrelevant since the movie is a different universe than the games)
it was good! i enjoyed it for what it was! nothing is even sticking out to me as “negative story elements” other than stuff that was like. “oh no people better not interpret this stupid in relation to the games” like vanessas relation to william or the fact that mike is carrying around a book that says “Dream Theory” on it (this has an explanation in the movie tho, its not related tot he stupid ass “everything is a dream” theory. its because mike witnessed his little brother getting kidnapped (by william) when he was young, and the dream theory is that “everything youve ever seen is stored deep in your memories, dreams can be a way to unlock those memories” and hes trying to remember the face of the kidnapper, he needs closure and to figure out what happened i enjoyed the storys focus on mike and his little sister (theres a plot about how like. mikes aunt who is “mean and smells like cigarette smoke” is trying to take abby away because money reasons, neither mike nor abby want this, its a custody battle) and theres themes about like. mike needing to accept the past (what happened to his brother was horrible but he cant do anything to change that now, and he needs to protect his sister Right Now because she represents like. whats most important to him and his future Now.) i enjoyed that i also like that the animatronics arent just fucking evil! they kill people but only like. bad people who broke in and vandalized. they tried to hurt mike and also they tried to kill abby, but its explained that springtrap is manipulating them to do that. the kids dont wanna hurt anyone but hes tricking them into doing it. and i enjoy how at the end, to beat william abby has to make the animatronics remember how bad he is and that hes the one they should really be hurting lol theres a scene where the animatronics build a giant blanket fort with abby
i liked vanessa. shes not a murderer or anything, more similar to the nightguard vanessa (though obviously a movie au version). she was williams daughter but she hates him. at the end of the movie he stabs her and she has to be hospitalized because she was trying to save mike and abby from dying :( that “animatronic” with open face plates right? dont worry its not an actual aniamtronic. its like. a killing machine william made. so it has an in universe explaination. its just a freddy mask with spinning blades in it lol um also fetch (i'm not sure if it was actually fetch because it looked a little different)had a cameo and i lost it. also bella. the little doll henry made. except in this she was big enough to be like. a small animatronic (like the size of a real child), she had spring locks in her. balloon boy had 3 jumpscares (including one after the credits scene. it was funny) i liked all the references. there would be small references that were like. nods to the fans the only one that made me go “NOOOOOO” was. theres a scene in a diner. and the guy who takes their order was MATPAT and it took me like 20 seconds to notice and he said “well thats just a theory” and then he left. i hate mat pat but i have to admit thats funny for them to do there were like 3 swear words. ass, asshole, shit
also while it was a little annoying. it was funny that i was in a theater of over 100 people because everyone yelled at the same time like “NOOOO” when a character hides in a ballpit. or laughing at the same time. theres a part where a girl is putting her head near freddys mouth and she gets killed and everyone shouted “WAS THAT THE BITE OF 87?” or everyone going “AWWWWWWW” When its revealed the animatronics are friendly and that theyre gonna build a blanket fort together. idk it was fun. everyone screamed at tlt fnaf song
the animatronics were cool looking! i enjoyed them :) the eyebrows and eyelids made them very expressive!
their eyes have lights in them to make them glow. they look soft…. i enjoy how their facial features move? like theres a scene where like. freddy looks so mad like hes gonna kill mike. and then abby is like “freddy this is my brother mike hes a fried! :D” and then the way they have the animatronics face move naturally to make it look like a fond friendly smile? very cute and i liked it
there was a digimon advertisement before hand and i lost my mind because i have a digimon special interest
i have more thoughts but those were my main ones :3
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daydadahlias · 1 year
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16, 17, 20, 40🗿, 44, 56 for the writer game :D
how are u today?
why thank u for asking <33 im very curious abt this little face emoji and cant wait to figure out the reasoning when I go look at question 40. also i'm great! I finished my sophomore year today!! summer and fanfic here i come <3
from this ask game <3
16. How many fic ideas are you nurturing right now? Share one of them?
oh too many. always too many. literally cannot even count the amount of docs in my google drive. i'm trying to focus on MiM right now but there's this fucking weird mashton fic tentatively called Sweet Tea I want to write at some point that's about Ashton owning a rodeo. it's like... subversive sugar daddy.
17. What do you do when writing becomes difficult? (maybe a lack of inspiration or writers block)
talk to friends! If I'm really struggling with something I'll hop on over to someone (usually Ashley these days <3) and say "hey, do you have any ideas for this?" Or, sometimes, I just like to talk through things and I'll solve my own problems by just discussing them w/ someone!! Molly and Crystal especially are great sounding boards <3
20. Have you noticed any patterns in your fics? Words/expressions that appear a lot, themes, common settings, etc?
yeah, to be honest I think if you've read all my stuff, you'll notice I'm a bit of a one trick pony. I reuse the same lines, the same style, over and over again. I say "just" a lot and "well" and "made to love" and stuff like that. My dirty talk is basically the same in every fic lol. I incorporate writing/theatre into a lot of fics as well! And I'm a whore for some violent imagery. Like the whole "it's so BLANK it hurts." Usually it's shit, like, "it feels like home so much it hurts." I love describing love as being painful <3
40. If someone were to make fanart of your work, what fic or scene would you hope to see?
hehe ok now i know what the little rock guy is for. well, I'll just say that fanart is literally the nicest thing ever and I dont think I will ever have enough words to accurately express just how much I love receiving stuff for fics. getting art/moodboards/edits is just a whole other level and something I never really considered I would get when I first started writing fanfic. and I have a little folder on my computer where i save every moodboard / piece of art anyone's ever made me for a fic bc it's a really really beautiful thing I'll never take for granted. As for specific stuff... uHhh. I don't know!! I can say that I always love black and white style the most and, like, sketchy stuff. I don't know, my favorite thing is seeing what people choose to draw / make!! i wanna know what readers like; it doesnt really matter what I like. <3
44. What mistakes do you keep making no matter how many times your beta corrects you?
most of my mistakes are html formatting. and, then, grammar stuff is usually just, like... I happen to look over it. i swear i know grammar you guys i do it for a living :sob: but sometimes it sneaks through the cracks. im also an overwriter by nature.
56. What’s something about your writing that you pride yourself on?
oo my dialogue. I think I make people talk like people and that shit is hard to do. because my dialogue used to be <33 really really bad <33 so there's definite improvement. I think you can see it just between my earlier fics and now tbh. I've definitely improved as I've kept writing!!
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roughentumble · 2 years
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wait wait wait WAIT one day geralt mentions his husband in a sort of roundabout way, and jaskier is like YOUR HUSBAND???? and geralt’s like *amused* yes? my husband? and jaskier goes off to lick his wounds about it, because he had no idea, and he’s a little insulted that he didnt get an invite to the wedding, but mostly he’s just-- yearning. he thought he might have a chance with geralt, SOMEday, but not if the man’s already married!
the mystery man keeps coming up, albeit rarely, little comments like “i think my husband would like these,” while pointing out some jewelry at a vendor’s stall, or once jaskier caught him with a quill and ink and geralt said he was writing to his husband, “parting is hard but letters help to ease the ache, a bit.” at least jaskier gets his own letter, too, that winter. a little consolation prize.
or so he thinks, until it’s finally revealed that geralt has been talking about jaskier this whole time
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marahuyos · 3 years
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JJK x FGO because I’m having brainrot
You, who becomes humanity’s last Master and Satoru, the strongest jujutsu sorcerer there is. There’s a lot of things that goes wrong but maybe you two become a right.
*:・゚✧ this is 1.7k+ words and this has a part 2 no im not sorry. there’s a lot of messy exposition and im sorry for t h a t. part 2 will explain the reader’s side of the story
satoru gojo x gn!reader
tw: very messy plotlines of fate lore (tracing and magecraft, mystic eyes, mage’s association, the clock tower, fate grand order lore), swearing, spoilers on shibuya arc, my hcs and views on gojo satoru (idk if this counts as a warning but it’s really how I view him as a character)
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• Okay, but imagine it-you a budding jujutsu sorcerer, aiming to be the strongest there is. You had decent amounts of cursed energy and decent cursed techniques, you were ready to aim to the top to be the best sorcerer there is!
• ... Sure, maybe you didn't belong to a renowned jujutsu family (your mom and dad is just your average office worker), maybe you didn't have anything to your name (if your name ranking first at a Wangan racing game at the arcade was anything to your name), but at least you had something unique!
• You dubbed it as 'Tracing'. It was something similar to making objects out of cursed energy, but it extended more than that. You immediately knew the blueprint of any cursed weapon, tracing on the body as an exact replica is implanted in your memory. It doesn't extend to just weaponry; cursed techniques suddenly became easier for you to copy and paste. No matter how unique and hard it was, you were able to date back to the time it was created, the amount of polishing by ancestors of the craft, and the history of the technique. Because of your 'Tracing', you were readily accepted into the Tokyo Metropolitan Curse Technical College.
• ... But still, your uniqueness can be summarized as tracing other people's success. Regardless of the pain, you had to endure for you to learn a thousand-year-old technique, the pain of having blood weep through your eyes as you were a one-trick pony (but then you had to wonder, aren't most of the old jujutsu sorcerers also one-trick ponies?)
• Regardless, you were trying to live your high school life and exterminate curses even with the prejudice that you were piggybacking off of other sorcerer's strenuous techniques. Maybe it was because of your ideals and your completely normal background is how you caught his attention...
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• Having to interact with Satoru Gojo was a rare chance... a really, really rare chance.
• It was often that you see the white-haired teen training with his best friend. You didn't bother trying to talk to him as he makes it apparent that he doesn't want anyone to talk to him as if they were equals. With how perfectly blue his eyes were as if they were the sky itself, you figured that his jujutsu was all the avoidance that you needed (even though you thought his jujutsu looked so pretty).
• Because you were curious about how his jujutsu works (because even your senpais don't know how his eyes works, more like they don't want to associate with him), you did the best thing that you could think of:
• Go to the library.
• It’s a really simple solution and you doubted that old sorcerers recorded the Six Eyes as part of the school’s library system but shit did you want to feast your eyes on how it works. Sure, the knowledge you were seeking was for personal gain, but you can’t help but want to witness something so mysterious and powerful.
• Who knew that you would be getting the research from the source itself?
“Hah?” The white-haired male drawled out, pushing his shades up as if he was the most important man alive. “If it ain’t the copy-cat! What do I owe the pleasure?”
• You now know how your senpais were feeling whenever they see Gojo. He has this... aura that just radiates that he’s untouchable. Factor in his almost otherworldly and ethereal appearance, he looks as if he doesn’t belong in the same stage as you are. If you were any other normal person, you would buckle under the weight of his stare.
• But you weren’t exactly considered normal. “So how do your Six Eyes work exactly?”
• For the first time in his life, Satoru Gojo was at a loss for words.
• Gojo doesn’t care about other sorcerers because why the hell would he? He and Suguru were the strongest there ever were, why would he give his time to some nameless nobodies? The only people that he remembers were his close friends and to some extent, you. You who went into his life as if his status doesn’t stop you. And he doesn’t know whether he wanted that or not. He hasn’t felt so personally attacked by someone who just screams pure intent.
• Well, pure in the sense that you don’t have any ulterior motive towards Gojo. You were only curious about how his Six Eyes work and that was it. Unfortunately, your curiosity is a weapon for Gojo. He would tease you for not giving you the satisfaction of knowing as he knows how your jujutsu works. He’s seen how you trained yourself to will those techniques for your body to handle, he has to give respect to you. He’s seen how you train and he hates how he relates to someone so average (in Suguru’s terms, a goddamn monkey).
• He wanted to hate you because you were so damn persistent on tracing his Six Eyes but he can’t bring himself to when you seem to see him as Satoru and not Gojo. For once in his life, he doesn’t have to put up a front (he still does, when you try to snatch his shades away). Your self-righteousness and naivety towards him is incredibly annoying that he wants to tear it down but he doesn’t want to lose what he has with you. He’s felt what it’s like to be a normal high school student. Sure, he and Suguru mess around and do stupid things, but he has an entire sorcerer family backing him. You don’t belong in an important sorcerer family, you don’t have any unique jujutsu (although he can’t lie that he’s curious about where yours stemmed from. As far as he’s known, he hasn’t met anyone who has that jujutsu technique).
• But he realizes later on in his life that you were someone missing in his life. Someone having this normalcy that Satoru thinks he no longer has the privilege to attain. He has someone so grounded in his grasp that it made his stomach churn. He has someone to eat sweets with and review it as if you two were Michelin-star chefs, he plays with you on Wangan to compete for first place (he lost. Horribly), he’s met your civilian parents and he has to fight from using his Infinity on them from just how close they were towards him as if he was your longtime friend.
• He didn’t want to put a label on this. Not yet. Not when he wasn’t sure himself despite the beating of his heart each time you held his hand when you two are on a sweets spree. Despite how his face warms when you poke his cheek to ask about Tracing his Six Eyes again. Despite how you make him so weak in the knees--for the first time time in his life; Gojo Satoru was scared.
• But then you were expelled from the institution.
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• Years later, with a blindfold hiding his eyes and dragging the first years in another Tokyo excursion, he’s casted his old feelings like trash. He has to when his best friend started a mass genocide and his high school crush left when he came back from a mission without saying goodbye. This loneliness was stifling to him at first, but he would rather take this loneliness than being scared just like when he was back in high school.
• But at least, that’s what he thinks to himself. He still remembers how you were expelled; a cursed object (at least, that’s what you two believed it to be) the size of a goblet but for whatever reason, he doesn’t know what it was. He hasn’t seen this in his life, hell, he was sure Suguru didn’t know about this either. So why is it then, that the elders who didn’t give a shit about you, suddenly honed in on you as if you were a part of the big three families and took you away. He wasn’t even there to try and stop them as he was away in another mission, but he wished that he could’ve pushed his mission away to someone else for him to help you.
• Even if he threatened the higher ups in extreme ways, he could never get a proper answer. Even when he has the grail secure in his grasp and hid securely in his household, he still doesn’t know. He can sense the energy emanating from the grail and he wasn’t idiotic to have anyone else touch the grail but he can’t really make any hasty decision. He would’ve continued to keep the grail in secret until you sent him letters from where you were.
• Unfortunately, you can’t use cellular phones or the Internet to contact people from the outside. The Mage’s Association at the Clock Tower in England was hell for you, with all the restrictions and prejudice against foreigners, especially to someone with your caliber. The best thing that you could ever get contact was mailing letters, no matter how outdated it may be. You hoped that the postal office still delivers letters so that you can catch up with Satoru and Suguru.
• You were happy to hear (read?) that they were doing well (but for a while, Suguru hasn’t written back nor did Satoru mention him in his letters at all). Despite wanting to write about lighter and happier things, you couldn’t ignore the elephant in the room. When you read that he hid the Holy Grail in his possession, you wrote in your letter-excessively-that he should keep it in his hands until you graduate from the Clock Tower. The way you ominously wrote the letter didn’t sit well with you so you wrote some more.
“I know I’m being too cryptic. I’m sorry. But once I graduate here, I’ll spend time with you as long as you want! I even got some dessert cakes that I bought ready to get eaten by you because I know you’re a sucker for them.
I miss you... so so much. When I come back home, I’ll tell you everything-from my expulsion, to my time here, to whatever things left unsaid, I’ll--”
• Before you could write more, your roommate barged in your shared flat. You nearly ruined the letter with a messy, black streak until your blood ran cold from whatever they said.
“You’re getting moved to Chaldea Security Branch!”
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bedtimebrain · 3 years
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EXO Baekhyun: Cry for Love Part 2
Just here to give a warning on the ending before you get started!! (ref to a/n in part 1!)
Part 1
Let’s go!!!
Characters: Baek x you
Baekhyun finds himself falling for you, but feels he cannot be so selfish to put the burdens of dating an idol upon you. In an attempt to control his feelings, he tries to stay away from you
That night they got to go home early. Reaching home close to 11, Baekhyun decided there was time for some computer games before sleeping.
After taking a shower, he quickly turned on his desktop, setting all his gaming gears ready. Realising his phone wasn’t with him, he went out to the living room to search for it.
‘Ah, found you!’
As he was about to head to his room after picking his phone up from the sofa, he caught sight of your gift that was sitting on the coffee table. 
He can’t help but feel really conflicted, taking a long look at it.
After a good while, he forcefully shook off those feelings and went back in to get started on his game instead.
‘ARGH! what a bad form today’ he took off his headphones and threw it on the table. Ruffling through his hair, he was so frustrated at himself. No matter how he tried, he just couldn’t keep you out of his mind.
Not having the mood to play anymore, he switched off his computer and crashed into bed.
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In an attempt to push you out of his mind, he busied himself with work every single day for the next few weeks. Every free time he had, he decided to fill it up with more practice, more work instead.
But he had worked so hard (just to forget you) that his immune system gave up on him. He was eventually excused from work so he doesn’t spread the virus to the members.
And the worst thing of it all? It gave him ample time to think about you.
He thought about the way you smile, the way you listened to him when he shared about anything, the way you looked, so attractively, when you made your coffees. Did you think about him? Did another oppa come by?
Sighing, he got up from bed and decided finally to open the gift you gave him from a month back.
The following day, he woke up feeling much better.  But for the whole morning, he felt this annoying nudging inside of him to go see you. No matter what he did, that feeling just wouldn’t budge.
Did y/n put a spell in the tea she gave me or something. 
He was almost going mad from thinking about you. 
Giving up , he told himself 
Just once, I’m going to drive by and look at how she’s doing. That’s all. Then when I see her being all the same, I’ll finally forget all about this, and convince myself I’m just another customer in her daily life.
The journey to your cafe seemed faster than usual today. His heart was beating so rapidly but he kept telling himself over and over 
just once, doesn’t mean anything
and my heart’s just beating fast because im not completely recovered. Yep, sick people get exhausted easily. 
When he had reached , he park his car where he could get a good view of you. 
He was tempted to get out of his car but his mind was in chaos.
they say coffee helps with headache. Maybe I should get one in case I get a headache at home later right?
Then again, his logical self told him
Ya, Byun Baekhyun stop making up lame reasons. Just stay here.
As he was being wishy washy with himself in the car, a customer had arrived at the cafe. Dashing his hopes of having a private time with you.
Perhaps it was fate that he should admire you from his car today instead.
After getting a satisfactory treatment for his love sick heart, he drove away feeling like a small boy being fed with ice cream.
After that visit, it only got harder and harder to stay away. He returned again and again.
But he wasn’t the only one. 
There too was another man who kept returning to your cafe, and today was the fifth time he had seen the man, which really annoyed him.
But what position was he to do anything?
I’m telling myself that I cannot have her as my girlfriend but on the other hand im getting irritated she might become someone else’s girlfriend?
He thought of a crude but relatable phrase he heard from somewhere:
I’m really just wanting to ‘hog the toilet bowl without pooping’
His train of thoughts came to an end as he arrived at the company. After getting his car parked , he went to the meeting room where they were supposed to gather.
When all the members had arrived, the staff who was in charge of the album preparation started running through the day’s agenda.
‘Okay guys, we will be doing an additional MV for one of the side tracks. It would be an autumn special MV.
Since it’s an autumn concept, we will be mainly be doing outdoor shoots. There’s only 1 indoor shoot which will be at a cafe. Anyone has any questions ? If not we will start briefing on the storyboard’
Baekhyun wasn’t able to focus on the meeting. What was he supposed to you when he’s so drawn to you but yet wasn’t sacrificial enough either to be okay with seeing you happy with another guy. In fact, it made him scared to lose you when he never had you in the first place.
Baekhyun ah, let her go. It’s good for you and her. Stop visiting her, it only breaks your heart and at the same time make you desire her more. It’s impossible between the both of you..
By the time he was a little more settled with himself, the meeting had already ended.
‘Okay, that’s all we have today. It’s Thursday today... Alright, We will start shooting on Monday since this is quite a spontaneous idea, we might be a bit back on time. We will start with the cafe shoot on Monday at 10am, only Baekhyun and kyungsoo is involved for this as the cafe is too small. We will update the rest on the schedule later.’ --
4 days passed and now he is standing in front of the cafe for his shoot. Reading the signboard ‘Wendy Cafe’.
For the dramatic effect, he even blinked his eyes again to make sure his eyes weren’t playing tricks on him. What in the world was this sorcery called fate... It felt abit weird for him to be here for work when he was normally here for his romantic pursuit. It got him into a little of a panic and shock when they alighted from the van.  He wasn’t expecting to see you, since they normally made sure the set was cleared completely for set up before the members even arrive. Though his heart felt it would really be nice to see you, he also heaved a sigh of relief that he doesn’t have to think about what to say to you since you wouldn’t be here.
Entering the cafe, kyungsoo and baekhyun greeted everyone politely and got ready for the set with the help of their make up artists. 
‘Annyeonghasayo Baekhyun ssi, Kyungsoo ssi. I am the director for the MV, Lee Taemin’
Quickly getting up, they bowed politely and returned the greetings.
‘Could I just explain the set to the both you right now?
So basically in today’s set one of you would be a barista, and one would just be a customer….’
The director trailed on with the briefing,
But there was something bugging Baekhyun. Baekhyun could swear there was something really familiar about this man; like he had seen him somewhere before. But he just couldn’t recall exactly right now.
‘Ok, We will have kyungsoo ssi as the barista and Baekhyun ssi the latter. A real barista will be coming in later to help you out kyungsoo ssi, don’t worry’
Finishing his brief, the director turned to leave. Then it finally clicked in Baekhyun’s mind.
Oh gawd, he’s the guy that keeps visiting y/n
Thinking it through, it now absolutely make sense.
When he arrived, he was thinking how were they even able to find this cafe for use?
He thought to himself, surely you and Director Taemin must be really close if you were willing to let your shop to him for use. 
ah, but im sure y/n would let me use it too if i had asked.
He can’t help but feel a little salty instinctively. 
Suddenly across the room, the director exclaimed
‘Y/N you’re here!’
At the sound of Director Taemin calling your name, his heart skipped a beat and he immediately turned his head around to find you walking through the door. And was absolutely taken away
You were not in your pony tail or your white button down shirt with a black apron. You were not in the plain make up you normally put on either.
You came through the door wearing a mid length denim skirt and a white v neck with a green khaki coat that ended at the bottom of your skirt. Your long hair sat nicely at the front of your coat.
Though he had seen a fair share of cute, pretty and sexy girls in the entertainment industry, you somehow still took his breath away. 
As you moved across the room with Taemin, his eyes unconsciously followed where you went. Till when Kyungsoo shook him, was he finally able to tear his eyes away from you.
‘Baekhyun ah, I was talking to you , were you listening?’
‘Ye Ye, what did you say?’
They went on discussing about some of the other schedules they were to be having, until a familiar voice caused him to freeze.
‘Hello, I’m y/n, I’m the owner of this shop. I heard Kyungsoo ssi would be the barista actor? I’ll be the one teaching you later’
Kyungsoo looked up and greeted you politely while Baekhyun was still in a daze.
Seeing how he didn’t respond, you greeted him with a bright smile
‘Hello Baekhyun ssi’
Without waiting for Baekhyun to respond, you asked Kyungsoo to follow you to behind the kitchen now as there wasn’t much time to learn.
Watching you and kyungsoo walked away together, he mentally hit himself in the head. 
oh shucks she must think im a real jerk now. Making friends with her, then not coming here for months and the next time we meet i didn’t even greet her. 
Argh kyungsoo, give me my time with Y/N.
Though he was feeling a little lousy about the situation, he knew there was nothing he could do about it. He sat at corner table inside the shop while waiting for his scene set up to be completed.
Looking at you and kyungsoo, he had a monologue with himself 
though i really like her, i should probably let her go. the smile on her face, though i am confident i will be able to give it to her, but what if i bring more sadness than happiness?
The both of you having fun made him so jealous. He started imagining you with another guy, you with Taemin? He hated that feeling so much, but he had to accept this. He told himself, he must.
About 2 hours later , he was done with his shoot and all could break for lunch. Over lunch time, you and kyungsoo stuck together as time was tight. Kyungsoo couldnt practice using the coffee machine earlier when baekhyun was filming. 
Not once did you look over at him or even seem to think about talking with him. It was as if you guys were strangers.
Ah, great, this is how it should be like. She’s better than me at this. While i’m over here suffering about how to forget about her, she seem to be getting along just fine. She’s completely acting like she doesn’t know me.
Not being able to stand being around you anymore, he annoyed his manager hyung to drive him back to the SM building first. Coming up with some crap excuses that were questionable. But his manager hyung still sent him back since there was still time to spare before kyungsoo was done.
On his ride back, he set his resolve to let you go but he told himself 
no matter what, we were once friends that could count on each other. i don’t want to end up hurting her, and making her lose more hope in friendships. 
I’ll go back tonight to find her.
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At about 5.30 pm, kyungsoo sent a text message in their group chat that the filming has ended. Receiving that intel, he got ready to head off to your café. The production crew would need at least another half an hour to pack up anyway. He had ample time to get there.
As perfect as he had planned, when he arrived, the café was already cleared of the production team, but the lights were still on. He knew you would still be cleaning up after everyone left.
Out of courtesy, he knocked on the glass door, causing you to jump in surprise instead. Smiling at him, you beckoned him in.
‘Why are you back here?’ You asked while sweeping the floor.
‘It’s been a long time, isn’t it nice to see each other again?’ He asked casually, but he could feel his palms sweating already
You looked up at him and smiled without replying as you continued cleaning up.
‘So how are you? I’m sorry I haven’t been here for really long, EXO’s comeback is coming soon we are really busy ….’
Before he could even complete his sentence, you cut him off
‘Yes I know. It’s all on twitter and I watch your group’s vlive too. I know you guys have a lot to prepare and are really busy. Don’t have to apologise’
Though he knew you truly meant what you say, it broke his heart a little. He wasn’t really sure what to say anymore. But he wanted to ask this since the start
‘Why did you rent your place to be an MV set? Did you know it was for EXO?’
‘It’s just a favour I’m returning to Taemin ssi. He only told me it was for EXO when he asked for my help last week. But anyway, it’s really nice to see you being serious at work. Now I know why you have so many fangirls~’
‘Are you my fangirl now then?’ Baekhyun asked and waited expectantly.
‘Why? Are you going to give me your autograph if I said yes?’ You put aside the cleaning cloth and washed your hands while replying him jokingly.
‘Anyway, I’m done, shall we go?’
You grabbed your bag as you asked. As you walked right passed him, he reached out to grab your arm without even thinking.
Hesitantly, he started
‘Hey actually, I came today because I have something to tell you’
Staring right into his eyes, you replied
‘I kinda knew it already. Why would you suddenly come back here after not being here for so long. And the fact that you’re here at this hour… You’re definitely not coming here as a customer right?’
Looking at him with a hard expression, Baekhyun was surprised to see something other than ‘manners’ or indifference on your face after all this while.
‘I’m really sorry. I don’t even know how or where to start. I really liked your company, the friendship we had meant a lot to me. But as we got more comfortable, I don’t even know when... but....to be honest..
I started falling for you. I didn’t know what to do, can you understand this?’
He loosened his grip, letting your arm slowly slip out of his hands.
‘Remember the day you gave me the gift? I went home feeling so conflicted. I want us to be together so bad, but I know I can’t even promise you a regular and peaceful life, much less a stable relationship now. The weight of dating an idol, how could I put that upon you? ‘
‘You’re right, I could never carry that weight’ you reply came through like a stab to his heart.
He broke his eyes away from you momentarily. But you continued,
‘All this while, I thought I had done something wrong when I gave you the gift. I wondered why you didn’t come back, I thought we were friends, that’s why I even mustered up courage to get a present for you. But you never came back after that. I thought could it be that Baekhyun ssi started finding me weird like all my bullies last time? Was I over doing it? I asked myself that every now and then, worried that my desire to want to be friends with you may turn you off instead.
Sometimes when you tell funny stories, inside I thought how cute this guy is. When you were serious, I thought even though you’re so cheeky on the outside, you’re a man inside having to carry so many burdens. I wanted to say more, do something for you all this time, but I was worried about so many things.
Eventually when you stopped coming back for a while, I felt heart broken. 
But I used the time to think it all through. What did I want with you? A friendship? Something more? And I decided it’s best to not desire anything at all. I could never handle it if one day I want something more that neither of us could give each other’ 
Though you tried so hard to control, tears rolled down your cheeks. It hurts him to know he was the reason for your tears. 
He reached out to wipe your tears away, and you let him. 
‘Baekhyun ssi, I… I’m sorry too’ 
Overwhelmed with emotions at all the confession and looking at your beautiful face that leaned against his hand, he couldn’t hold back anymore, He closed the gap between both of you and gave you a kiss on the lips. A kiss so light it barely lasted a few seconds.
Heart beating fast, he pulled away slightly, his face still so close to yours. ‘I’m sorry for being selfish right now. But I want you to know this is how I feel.’
Before he knew it, your lips pressed against him once again. Briefly, then pulling away, you pushed him away, putting some distance between the both of you.
‘Me too. But Baekhyun-ssi...
Sometimes love isn’t about possessing, but giving
So I’ve told myself it’s okay for me as long as I can see you and support you in my own way. Be it your albums, shows, or whatever it may be.
My café doors will always be open for you as long as you need a listening ear or even just coffee....
Don’t be sorry. I understand, I just want to be the safe space you can still go to, rather than your burden.. If we were together.’
He could tell you were trying hard to manage a smile just so he could feel better. He moved closer and pulled you into a hug. 
‘I know you said not to be sorry, but I’m sorry ... And thank you’, his voice akin to a whisper
After a long pause, you returned his hug, and at your touch, he was at the brink of tears. You were possibly his once in a lifetime, but here you both were, giving up on each other, for each other.  He tried so hard to hold back his tears, but they streamed down eventually 
He rarely ever cried, but for you… If he couldn’t have you, at least he should be allowed to cry for you. 
He tightened the hug and could only wish for the night to never end. 
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Was hella hard to write this, sorry for this really tragic ending.
But partly writing it this way because I guess as fangirls one of the best things we can give our favs is a safe space to be real with us. Love isn’t about possession. So let’s love them right ok☺️
On a side note, was shook at his fan sign convos. Especially the one he said though he said it’s ok if we leave him for a while because it’s difficult to wait, he didn’t actually mean it.
What a sweetheart!! All the more makes me feel like he might really respond this way if he is faced with this kind of situation (as in this fanfic)?!
Anw hope you guys enjoyed this !
Tag(s): @wooya1224
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im a brony and i dont give a buck yeah i dont give a buck
Word Word Word AHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA One show, always owned by Hasbro Never watched it in my life cause it's for girls, yo But then, in 2010 A woman was made head of the shows fourth gen Pretty soon, the show got hype Had female characters breaking gender stereotypes Clever animation tricks, jokes made with taste Brought in a bigger male than female fanbase I heard about it, didn't know who made it Found a name, Lauren Faust, know she's highly rated Saw another name, Tara Strong I said let me watch this show and see what's going on
Heh
Made me tear up Made me laugh Always thought this show was wack but I guess that's in the past Now it's Rarity, Twilight, Pinkie Pie, Fluttershy, Rainbow Dash and Applejack Now I'm never looking back
Man I'm a proud Brony, brony, brony Man I'm a proud Brony, brony, brony Man I'm a proud Brony, brony, brony Man I'm a proud Brony, brony, brony Man I'm a proud Brony, brony, brony (brony, brony, brony) Man I'm a proud Brony, brony, brony (brony, brony, brony) Man I'm a proud Brony, brony, brony (brony, brony, brony) Man I'm a proud Brony, brony (brony, brony)
And I don't give a BUCK I don't give a buck, yeah I watch the show so what? I really love these technicolor ponies I can't get enough Best friends having fun Learning tolerance and love Every now and then, Bursting out in song, Just because.
Winter Wrap Up, This Day, |Cupcakes I'm at the Gala, Find a Pet, BB BBF Smile, Art of the Dress, did I mention Lovers in Bloom yet?
Gettin' ready, for more in season 3 The Failure Song, Ballad of the Crystal Ponies I don't know any others but I know this to be true, Every song is gonna get stuck in my head like glue Ponies on the brain, they've stolen my heart and put it on a ball and chain You probably think I'm crazy but I swear I'm not insane I'm twenty-two and I love this show, I am not ashamed
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me: i would rather shove my head in a paper shredder than go back to (high) school on thursday, i hate it, i hate french, i hate talking to people, i haven't even bought supplies
me 2 seconds later: OMG High school aus! OMG Cough syrup!
BWWJSBSLAJDJD SORRY 😭 that's very very nice to hear that you've been productive though :D!! i know i always have difficulty getting things done no matter the situation so im very happy to hear that you've done well, or at the very least still given it your best effort!! that's really all that matters and i definitely believe that you'll get everything done just splendidly as well :D
by the way, and last thing i swear: my source for my c!techno horse girl propaganda is that I Am A Horse Girl. like genuinely. ive been horseback riding for 7 years, have leased a pony for a year and a half, and my mom has had her horse for 5 years too 😭 trust me on this one guys. i Know. in fact soon i will make Every dsmp character into a horse girl. no one is safe. not even You
HAHA NO SERIOUSLY, literally i am giving ranboo and tubbo (split across them) the same classes i'm taking / want to take simply because i need somewhere to vent. ranboo has to take organic chemistry (bc i hate it) and tubbo has to take ap bio (not bc i hate it but bc it's going to kick my ass) and that's just how i cope ngl
you are the fucking SWEETEST what the HELL... i'm trying to find little tricks for myself to make sure i get things done but honestly it depends on the day, if my mental state is not in the right place then i literally just sit in bed all day and can't do anything if i try. genuinely like don't get me wrong school isn't the best for me but i do think that the routine of it is helping me out a bit. idk
the horsegirlification of dsmp...
no but seriously that's SO cool!!! i know people who own horses bc that tends to happen around where i live but i've never really owned one or seen one (too) close myself!!! that's really really cool :O
the closest i get to being a horse girl is my friend continuously making jokes about horses around me (context: i wrote a crack fic in my past fandom with the sole premise of one of the characters literally being a horse and then maybe half a year later changed my name to mare and she's been having a field day with it ever since)
:D
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“Where the fuck did that clown come from?" writer’s choice
!!! im so happy i never get asks for these!!!
andreil because im a one trick pony
“Where the fuck did that clown come from?” Neil asks quietly, eyes unmoving from the laughing clown standing in front of the house.
“Probably the kids’ birthday party next door,” Andrew says without looking up from his book. 
“Andrew, I swear to God the fucker is just staring in here.” Neil yanks the curtains shut, backing away and pressing himself against Andrew’s side. 
“Your father was a mafia boss, you literally belong to said mob, you had zero hesitation about telling that asshole last week what an asshole he was even though he was a foot taller than you, but you’re scared of clowns?” 
“Yes, Andrew, I’m fucking terrified of them.” Neil grumbles, tucking his face into Andrew’s neck. “They’re so creepy, make it go away.” 
“I’m telling the Foxes you’re scared of clowns,” Andrew rolls his eyes, flipping the page and wrapping an arm around Neil. “If I go look in ten minutes and he’s still there, I will tell the clown to fuck off. Okay?”
“Okay,” Neil says. He curls his fingers into the sides of Andrew’s hoodie and imagines his husband going out and threatening a clown with a knife.
He’s not so scared anymore.
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Trial Captain Headcanons
ah. fuckin hell. i made this a few days ago but my dad walked in and said he needed to use my computer and i freaked the fuck out so i had to delete my history in 0000.1 seconds. um. not sure how seconds work.
llima:
- THIS boi is rich af. but sometimes he forces his parents to donate some of their money to some random charity at least every few weeks because he wants to have a good reputation. he is a trial captain, after all. 
- is kind of a clean freak, and hates germs. so whenever he comes into the classroom, and a bunch of tiny germy disgusting toddlers crowd around his legs trying to get his attention he cringes deeply. never says anything tho.
- in the anime, its canon that he has fangirls. that should be canon in every version of llima tbh. but!!! consider this!!!! a GAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY and PROUDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD llima!!!
- its canon that he’s been to kalos before, so i imagine that llima fucking LOVES kalos. like, he really REALLY loves kalos. he feels emotionally connected to that place. that’s the region he’s moving to when he gets older. no exceptions
- visits all of the different islands of alola to check in on everybody. he tries to be nice like that. llima is a good neighbor. but let me tell you---
- surprise surprise children. llima. he makes mistakes too. and whenever he does make a mistake he cringes again.
- honestly? i like to think that llima tries his best to act nice and shit, but really he’s hiding a more rude interior inside him. do u even know who llima is? hes a little sassy. but also a little TOO perfect. i think he’s hiding something tbh.
Lana:
- is super best friends with mallow. they live in konikoni city together, so they’ve been friends since they were toddlers. and i mean. best best friends! they have sleepovers literally almost every day.
- lana is the second shortest trial captain. she used to feel a little insecure about being short.... until she saw wittle babby sophocles.
- so in ultra pokemon sun/moon, there were wishiwashi... but instead a shitty araquanid came out of nowhere. what if lana had actually no idea that would even happen. it just happened randomly. and she went with it. wow. that’s lana for you!
- LET’S BE HONEST. LANA IS THE BIGGEST PIECE OF SHIT EVER. SHE IS THE MOST CLEVER AND CUNNING BITCH. LANA KNOWS ALL OF THE TRICKS/PRANKS. IF FACT, SHE HAS PRANKED ALL OF THE TRIAL CAPTAINS, THE KAHUNAS, AND RANDOM TOURISTS IN ALOLA. NOBODY KNOWS WHO THE PRANKSTER IS. THERE IS A FUCKING WANTED WARRANT FOR THE PRANKSTER. THIS GIRL IS WANTED AND SHE FUCKING LOVES IT---
-even so, lana is the best big sister. her little twin sisters, harper and sarah, love her. for good reason, too. she takes care of them all the time and takes them everywhere.
- so in the english anime she has a super soft and sweet voice. ummmmm.... no bitches. lana has a kinda deep/somewhat dead inside voice that’s somehow calming. punch me. i won’t stop talking about this.
- takes morning swims, evening swims, mid-afternoon swims, midnight swims, has days where she just swims and fishes and that’s all she does.
Kiawe:
- In the anime kiawe has a little sister. And he IS protective of her. He IS a good brother. Omg. imagine kiawe seeing his little sister play with one of his fire-type pokemon, and he’s low-key scared the pokemon will burn her to ashes. Poor bby
- prefers dancing over any exercise ever, that’s a fact! but!!!! Kiawe plays “just dance” and he gets a perfect score ever gotdamn time i swear he does and he gets the best workout from it.
- What if kiawe is somewhat scared of lana because of her awesome as shit water types. Oh no. he knows he could never win-
- Y’know the hiker bitch??? Yeah him and kiawe are good friends. I can see them hanging out together. Like what if hiker bitch is lonely and kiawe is lonely too. So they are best friends. (but guys, you notice how lana and mallow live in one city? But kiawe is just in paniola town alone? There’s probs not many people in paniola town tbh)
- Kiawe is a dork and uses thousands of hair gel bottles to get his hair lookin so good.
- So you see those teeth on his necklace? they’re teeth from charizard. a charizard willingly gave kiawe some teeth so he could have a badass af necklace. Kiawe is good with pokemon especially big and dangerous ones
- Really loves those moments where he hangs out with the other trial captains, he loves the meetings. He has gone to every. Single. Meeting. Not even shitting you right now he has. It’s also because he’s responsible and shit  
Mallow:
- DID YOU GUYS SEE THE ALOLAN BROCK EPISODE. I HAVE. MALLOW LOVES HER BROTHER BUT AT THE SAME TIME WISHES THAT HE WOULD GET A FUCKING LIFE ALREADY. AT LEAST IN HER MIND
- So! I feel like mallow really likes both the pokemon tsareena and the pokemon lurantis. She loves them both. I know in the anime she has a steenee, and in the games she gets a tsareena, so yeah its canon i guess. But you know what??? She loves lurantis as well, she knows it’s badass and she likes it as the totem pokemon.
- Loves trying all different hairstyles and she has a new hairstyle every day. Idfk if we never see it in the anime or the games or anywhere else. If i canon it its true bitches im a the fucking god of pokemon u assholes
- Has always had a taste for exotic flavors. As even a smol babby, she didn’t like “normal” food. It was bland to her. All of it was bland. So she made her picky tastes into food!!!
- …. Not everybody likes her food though. Right now she hasn’t learned to actually take criticism. She blocks it out whenever someone tries to criticize her food. She’ll learn when she’s older.
- Is kind of indecisive. She has trouble making decisions sometimes. “Hhmmm!!! Should i go to today’s meeting or not??? Well, gotta be responsible!!! Oh wait a sec! WHAT IF?? I JUST DIDNT GO? UH-”
- Her most big decision she will never fully decide on? Well, the question that i even ask myself everyday! Are boys cute… or are girls CUTER?! (yeah she will never decide on her sexuality)
Sophocles: (okay but i really like sophocles and i think if he existed me and him would be like best buds tbh)
- Okay, so i saw a headcanon on tumblr talking about how sophocles could possibly be autistic, because he’s extremely smart but can’t talk with people without having some kind of anxiety, and i think that might actually make sense! It’s obvious he has some kind of anxiety disorder or something, but i cant say whether he’s autistic or just anxious, since i haven’t done much research on autism. But! I hear it’s actually a very interesting subject, so maybe after some research i’ll make some headcanons on autistic! sophocles.
- Has always loved video games, and molayne was probably the one who got him into them.
- Not sure how to feel about his body. Like he knows he’s short and pale and he looks like a fucking baby. A lot of rude people have probably pointed it out to them before (most likely on the internet, or even ON FESTIVAL PLAZA THAT PLACE IS NOT FOR CHILDREN) and he hates it, but molayne (the pure man) has told him that being short has a lot of advantages and he actually looks a little cute with his baby face.
- togedemaru (togemaru) helps sophocles with his anxiety by letting sophocles pet him whenever he’s anxious and needs to calm down. Molayne was the one who got sophocles that pokemon in case molayne wasn’t around and sophocles had a panic attack and needed comfort
- He does love his food he’ll admit. (yes i like the anime shut up) he also loves mallow’s food!!! And her restaurant!!! And he goes there all the time. It’s like… his favorite place. Sometimes he stress eats but he tries not to do that ( t r i e s )
- He likes fidget spinners bitches and YOU CANT DO SHIT ABOUT IT
- He has a tumblr account. And nobody knows about but him. He posts memes on there and is shameless about it. kick me in the stomach nothing is changing my mind about this
Acerola:
- So yeah, she’s got parents. But she likes hanging out with uncle nanu more. Why? Because she knows he has too much alone time for himself and she knows it’s not healthy to be alone too much. ALSO SHE LOVES CATS AND NANU HAS PLENTY OF THOSE FURBALLS
- Speaking of uncle nanu, he was the one who taught her how to be such a good pokemon trainer. (she’s in the league for goodness sakes) nanu genuinely loves her. He’s never told her that, but acerola knows she’s charming <3
- Also she loves candles. they are spoopy. She likes spoopy purple candles yep
- Is really good friends with sophocles!! She’s surprisingly good with panic attacks and in their conversations she usually does the talking, much to sophocles relief.
- Can sew like a boss. Yes!!! She made her own dress!!! Well i mean… she doesn’t have many materials to work with. she only uses shitty rags or old clothes but still pulls it off. she is fabulous isn’t she
- The reason why she uses the thrifty megamart as her trial site? So she can steal the plushies they have there. I mean the plushies are old… but acerola isnt picky.
- Has a mimikyu for a pet but never uses it for battle
Mina:
- Has 100% dyed her hair before. Like imagine mina’s hair changing every few days and nobody notices beccause they’re used to it
- Art and pokemon battling aren’t her ONLY hobbies. I mean. Uh. wait lemme rethink this-
- She’s not the sterotypical depressed artist. She’s the sterotypical type of artist who doesn’t like their art most of the time but thinks everybody else’s art is amazing and deserves to be in a museum
- Her and hapu? Friends for life, man. There’s not too many people on poni island. Sometimes it can seem like NOBODY is on that island… like a ghost town tbh. Much less kids. Hapu and mina are most likely the only youngsters on poni island so they had to bond pretty quickly.
- She IS friends with llima tho, since llima likes to visit all the islands on alola they see each other sometimes. they probs dated for a while before llima discovered he was gay.
- Has paint on her clothes, her shoes, her bed, her room in general, her bag, her pokeballs, her pokemon-
- Has only gone to like… one trial captain meeting. Has never been to another one in her life. And she never will.
Dear god. I’ve been working on this for almost a fucking week. Something is wrong with me.
I
I think
I think i might be tRYING TO MAKE ACTUALLY GOOD HEADCANONS OH NO-
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entropvy · 7 years
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i can't aim in overwatch and it really makes me sad cuz all i do is play tanks and im really good with them! but i just feel like a one trick pony it sucks,, if i could aim better i swear there are other characters i would play but :////
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chibiaddict · 6 years
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Volume 5 episode 11 da fuck
There are so many things wrong with this episode... My minds just boggled. First off I will not deny that ive disliked Jaune since the start of the show. I do not understand why the rwby writers feel the need to go a shounen route when they already have so many bad ass characters to expand on...like you know the mains...? As the volumes have continued my dislike for Jaune has grown but this episode really takes the cake.
I just do not understand why the writers had Jaune fly in to the fight he obviously could not win. Since Pyrrhas death back in volune 3 we have see him lashing out at characters and obviously suffering from PTSD and I get it he's hurt and traumatized but why is he getting the screen time for this when Ruby is the actual one who was arrived too late to save her. It was Ruby who saw her disintegrate in front of her. Yet, it's Jaune who's lashing out? He even lashed out at Qrow in V4 but we all know Qrow is a seasoned hunter who has probably lost his fair share of companions. He's also lost a teamate and is basically all but estranged from his sister. He literally makes himself a loner because his semblance brings harm to those around him but hes stuck around close enough to literally cover RNJRs butt all of V4. Yet, you know Jaune decides to whine about oh why didnt you tell us bs. I am just so tired of seeing other characters getting hurt or lashed out at because they need Jaune plot.
Secondly, wtf were this fights. How come all of a sudden everyone has turned into a greenhorn. Weiss has been my number 1 since Rwby aired and I have fallen more in love with her as the show has gone on but why happened this epsidoe. Weiss has never fought in this style before where she's heavily dependent on just one technique. Like what did Rt just feel like having her jump on glyphs the entire episode when she's clearly capable of close range melee? Even if she felt overwhelmed fighting against a maiden (and I'm not saying she wouldve won if she had fought normally because as much as I adore her we all know she has no stamina) but what is this desperation with the summoning. Weiss literally has the largest arsenal of techniques in team Rwby and yet RT has turned into a one trick pony on what grounds?
Wtf was with Rubys fight, youre telling me she can deflect bullets with an oversized scythe but cant... Notice... A huge blade coming at her head...? It's not like we've never seen a ruby character block an attack from behind. I also am an avid white rose shipper and idk why the fuk we have not seen more screen time between the 2 partners since they reunited. But really RT you knock out ruby right before Weiss gets stabbed? Like really this show makes itself too convenient sometimes.
I swear if weiss dies I just have no reason to watch the show anymore. I know shes a titular character and shes most likely gonna survive after some stupid Jaune awakening crap but if we dont see some ruby reaction I'm gonna flip. Weiss has grown up lovely since v1 and for her to go just cause is complete bs -__-. Im done ranting this episode is just too ugh. Theres just too much ugh.
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