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triptych-of-voids · 5 months
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Autistic medic gives me life ❤❤. Any random hcs for him? /nf /pos
of course! autistic medic is canon to me
ive already talked a bit about him being autistic before so a few of these maybe be things ive already mentioned but ill say them anyway
this is already obvious to everyone already but his special interests are surgery and medicine! anything medical really. hes also very interested in anatomy and pigeons (specifically pigeons. he probably couldnt tell you a lot about parrots for example, but if you want 100 facts about doves then hes your guy). and of course hed have a bunch of other hobbies and interests but those are the big ones
hes more prone to shutdown than he is to meltdown. not that meltdowns would never happen, theyre just more rare. usually a shutdown would come first and on the occasion hes pushed past that then a meltdown would follow, and after a meltdown then hed have a second even worse shutdown. thankfully situations like these are rare
like ive said (and drawn) before his main stims are rocking, hand flapping, echolalia, tensing up and hand wringing, and biting. a few other less obvious/not as common that he has are sparkly/flashy visual stims, he also loves both feeling and seeing anything gorey, he likes petting his birds, certain noises would be very pleasant to him like his doves cooing or coins clinking together and the sounds of the mediguns. hed love the smell of coffee and isopropyl. hed have a few others stims too but theyd be more rare and very situational like hitting himself or toe walking.
hes weird about his gloves and his coat. as in he would put them on for a specific reason but once he gets used to having them on he would absolutely hate taking them off. he has to keep them on for the rest of the day no matter what. and vice versa, if hes not wearing his gloves or coat then he cant just?? randomly put them on?? no no its all or nothing theyre either going on for combat and then staying on for the rest of the day or not at all
hes very excitable and loves to talk and if hes engaged in a conversation or excited about something then his voice will gradually get louder and louder and he'll keep interrupting or talking over people. he wont even notice it until someone points it out to him
you cant take him to the store because hes going to touch everything and then very quickly regret it when hes suddenly overcome with the overwhelming soul crushing need to wash his hands and theres no sink around. its so over :[
bad at left vs right and identifying north, south, east, and west. nothing else to say here, its not that he gets lost easily, he can find his way around just fine its just that hes awful at directions
very strict about his routines and lists. he cannot stand it if he makes plans and they get postponed or canceled. he hates it if he makes a list of things to get and then cant get everything on the list exactly correct. hes actually more than willing to do things on impulse in the moment but only if hes already mentally planned to do that or if it doesnt interfere with something else he has going on
hes very blunt and direct. he says exactly what hes thinking and answers questions very honestly and directly. people often find him to be rude for this but he doesnt get why. speaking of him being seen as rude, he used to get in trouble for always rolling his eyes or talking back to people because for the longest time he didnt realize that trying to stretch your eyes or avoid eye contact or staring could all somehow be considered 'rolling' your eyes. or rude. and talking back... isnt that how a conversation works? hes never been very good at knowing when he is or isnt supposed to reply to statements.
ive said it before but i will say it again. he has little to no empathy. every autistic person is different of course and not all autistics have low empathy, but im tired of low enpathy being seen as a bad trait. im tired of people with low empathy (autistic or otherwise) being seen as evil and uncaring. having low empathy doesnt make you a bad person. he has very low empathy and often struggles to connect with and understand others. he frequently will have the wrong emotion for the situation and may sometimes come off as uncaring when he is not as sad about something as they are, etc etc etc but he is not some horrible evil monster for it and i do not want to see anyone saying that because its just completely incorrect. hope this helps
anyway!!!! theres some autistic medic!!!! i hope you like him as much as i do!!!!
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ducktales incorrect quotes (im bored)
Dewey: I was arrested for being too cool.
Louie: The charges were dropped due to a lack of supporting evidence.
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Della: It's not like I try to blow things up, exactly. It just sort of happens. You've got to admit though, fire is fascinating.
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Dewey: So, what, now I'm just supposed to do anything Huey does? I mean, what if they jumped off a cliff?
Della: If Huey were to jump off a cliff, they would've done their due diligence regarding the height of the cliff, the depth of the water, and the angle of entry, so yes. If you see Huey jump off a cliff, by all means, jump off a cliff.
Louie: You jump off a cliff!
Della: Gladly, provided Huey did first.
***
Louie: Dewey just insisted Huey and I remember a code word in case we’re ever confronted by their clone or a cyborg doppelgänger and we’re not sure which is the real them and which is the imposter.
Louie: Some families have a fire escape plan, but not us.
***
Louie: What happened to your nose?
Dewey: I used it to break some guy's fist.
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Webby: What's that?
Dewey: Chocolate.
Webby: What's chocolate?
Dewey: Candy. Do they not have candy where you're from?
Webby: Yeah. Grapes, nuts.
Dewey: No wonder you're so bitter.
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Della: Fun Fact! The average person will walk by 36 murderers in their lifetime.
Mrs. Beakley: I like how this is a "fun" fact.
Webby: It's fun because they didn't decide to murder you.
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Dewey: I am an expert at identifying birds.
Huey: Okay, what about those ones flying over there?
Dewey: Yeah, they're all birds.
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Dewey: Go big or go home!
Louie: Please, for once in your life just go home. I'm begging you. Go. Home.
Dewey: I'm going big!
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Louie: Oh gosh, they texted you ‘hi.’’ punctuation only means one thing, Dewey. They're mad at you.
Dewey: No, it's Huey. They're just being grammatically correct!
*meanwhile*
Huey: And then I used a period so they'd know that I'm mad at them.
Della: A period doesn't say 'I'm mad', it says 'you're dead to me'.
Huey: I stand by my choice.
***
Dewey: Mrs. Beakley, keep an eye on Donald today. They're going to say something to the wrong person and get punched.
Mrs. Beakley: Sure, I'd love to see Donald getting punched.
Huey: Try again.
Mrs. Beakley, sighing: I will try to stop Donald from getting punched.
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Louie: Uh, I think I got your lunch. *Holds up a note that reads: ‘I am very proud of you. Love, Mom’*
Huey: Oh yeah. I didn’t think this was for me. *Holds up a note that reads: ‘Be good. For the love of Pete, please be good.’*
***
Louie: You’re overthinking this.
Huey: You don’t know the appropriate level of thinking, Louie. What if I’m underthinking?
***
Dewey: ‘Technically legal’, the two best words in the the English language, right before ‘cowboy spectacular.'
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sodajerking · 3 months
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Pinned for any new followers, my opinions of any soda I review will be shaped by the following facts about me:
-im a Club Cool apologist
-im allergic to aspartame but I'm trying to overcome this
-i like carbonated waters
-i like beers
-i like my steely Dan records (Aja, gaucho, the royal scam)
-my resting heart rate is 104
-i live by a beautiful lake which makes the beverages hit more
-i can identify more birds of southeastern Ontario than most people can but not as many as an expert bird watcher.
-ive been pursuing esoteric beverages since I was 8 years old
-i think radio towers are hotter than smokestacks but smokestacks are hotter than lighthouses.
-ive cultivated stevia before but I was a bad farmer and ate many of the leaves. Not because they were any good tho. It still ranks bottom on the sweeteners index. But chewing the leaves is a good way to feel like caterpillar in the summer months.
DNI if:
-you think dr pepper has any place in the coke v Pepsi discourse (it is a seperate experience)
-you treat Lester's fixings as real sodas (they are Reddit memes, not worth consideration)
-you have a stomach ulcer.
Please remember to open pressurized beverages slowly to avoid a big sticky mess 🥰
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creatures-of-joy · 13 days
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12th april 2024 !!
stuff seen today ! (biased list because i like to include stuff that i dont see all the time , sorry greylag geese and mallards,,,etc. i still love you though)
2x marsh harrier (male and female :D)
white stork (never seen before !! recently they were sighted near where i live and i was just like. no fucking way. BUT I SAW ONE !!)
sand martin (i saw soooooo many they're really awesome but i couldnt count because they were flying so fast hehe)
lapwing (only saw like 3 but they were really noisy hehe)
pochard (didnt expect to see any this time of year so that was pretty epic :3)
grey heron :] (this one was really active lol,, saw it roamin around and dive down 3 times but i didnt see it come up with anything :[ poor beastie )
lesser black-backed gull (big !! there were quite a few of these which is pretty cool) mallard duckling !!!(only saw one but thats the first ive seen this year so yayayayay :3)
huuuge swan nest with a few eggs (i could only see 2 eggs,, cute) great crested grebes (cute as usual :3)
red kite :D (itwas literally hovering in place without moving at all!! ive never seen that before with red kites it was pretty surreal hehe ,, also heard one calling in the distance ,, anyway :3 super awesome :3 )
buzzard!! (verrryyy high up , heard it calling with its adorable mewling noise)
deer!! (im not good at identifying deer but i overheard another guy saying he saw some water deer!! awesome. they were cuute and came reallyclose to the hide)
some robins chasing eachother because they're cool and awesome i loove robins (very cute)
stuff I Heard but i didn't seeee:
BITTERN!! (I've seen one before a few years ago but I never heard it boom ,, this was super awesome they're one of my favourite birds :3)
goldfinch (cute raindrop noise)
blackcap (tut tut tut tut)
chiffchaff (chiff chiff chiff chaff chiff chaff chaff etc . these are so so noisy and you can hear them everywhere i love them so much)
greenfinch (jubujubujubujubu dweeeeeez, I'm bad at spotting these but i hear them all the timeeee)
green woodpecker (always laughing at me hehehe)
cetti's warbler (they make such a cool noise)
pheasant (god this fucker is loud <3)
joy afterthoughts:
think i have some stuff i wanna talk about more in a follow up post hehe,, anyway today was very awesome,, the marsh harrier is my favourite bird of prey and I've only seen one before !! so getting to see two of them fly in and out of the reeds like that was awesome,, AND THEN A WHITE STORK SHOWED UP??? WHICH IS INSANE BECAUSE AUWHFJJ THEY'RE NOT NATIVE TO THIS COUNTRY and a bunch have been seen recently and their population is increasing and YEAH!! anyway it was like i imagined it.super cool. yeah. i hope i fill this blog up with more stuff over time . bye ! (also no egrets where i went today, which is suuuch a shame)
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violentviolette · 1 year
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As a fellow aspd haver, what questions would you ask a therapist/psychologist/psychiatrist to see if they’re “safe” to be honest with and what are some green flag answers. I feel like some red flag answers are obvious but overall, I need help and yet am anxious to try to get real help for some of these symptoms in case they’re ableist. I used to think I could tell when people were genuine and then someone pulled the rug out under me and now everyone looks like a villain waiting for me to slip up. (The current big brother culture is partially to blame). Tried to fix myself by myself and then ended up with more problems.
honestly for me what's worked is being very direct during intake and when choosing who to see but never actually using the words "aspd/antisocial/clusterb/narcisst/ect." personally, i like to avoid what i call "soft daycare types" or like, very overly "empathetic" and caring therapists who speak very gently and are focused more on supporting and showing care. those kinds of soft doe eyed people just Do Not work for me and actively worsen the process for me. i cant and dont take them seriously and i lie constantly to them and make no progress. these are also usually the ones most likely to deeply buy into the anti-cluster b stigma and mentalities so it kind of kills two birds with one stone so usually when i do intake i'll say something like "i dont do well with an overly empathetic or kind approach, i find im not as honest and cant be as open about my struggles. do you have someone who is more of a straight shooter who wont pull punches with me? it helps me a lot more to be challanged in my thought process than to be unconditionally supported"
i find that those therapists are the least likey to buy into that stuff and not be as overly focused on empathy. but honestly the biggest thing and my biggest advice is to just never use those exact words. cluster b shit has honestly become such buzzwords with so much baggage they're actively harmful to ur treatment if u use them but u can talk about ur symptoms and get help for them without ever using those words so i just dont. when i wanna talk about my anger, i dont say narc rage or aspd rage, i just say rage. when i want to talk about a narc crash, i just call it a self esteem spiral. when i want to talk about lacking empathy, i just describe the experience. i say "i dont understand, i cant put myself in that position, i struggle to see things from others perspective, i cant connect emotionally like that so i need to be able to connect logically and figure out how to navigate the situations when they happen"
like literally, it will honestly do u so so much more good to focus on the actual specifics of the emotions and the words ur looking for and describing them out long form than using shorthand words. and not just helpful to avoid stigma like it will genuinely help u to get used to identifying the core emotions underneath and being able to articulate them. that's called emotionally literacy and it's genuinely one of the most helpful beginning steps.
in therapy using shorthand buzzwords and pre-established stuff like "aspd rage/narc crash/splitting/ect." can actually work against u during recovery. not only are there no definitive definitions and so they're extreamly vague and everyone has a different understand of what they mean, we can also become reliant on these shorthand titles and use them to avoid looking the uncomfortable underlying emotions and specific causes in the eye, which is a negative coping strategy that will hamper progress. dissecting these feelings down to their bare bones core and having the words and language to identify them is an extreamly important part of being able to fix things, because u cant fix something until u both understand what ur looking at and know how it goes back together
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niftukkun · 10 months
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for the fourth and final week of @/shepscapade 's hermitcraft character design event, i offer an outfit swap between two blonde british minecraft men!
ok so im actually gonna take the opportunity to talk about how i generally design characters but especially mcyt characters. ill get to why grian and philzas designs are the way the are later but i wanna talk about how i design mcyt characters for a hot second. to start with i generally have two big rules when it comes to base character designs! they arent hard rules but i find them generally helpful when designing, again, base designs (so special one off style designs like the ones from this design challenge dont really count).
(1) is one i feel a lot of artists know, especially those in animation and comics - its KISS! aka 'keep it simple, stupid'. easily memorable and memorisable designs are good! more details can be good, especially for rendered pieces, but i find that designs i can easily remember and doodle from memory are the ones that stick and therefore become the base of other designs. the Silhouette Rule is also a good thumb rule, though i tend to be more loose with it - have your characters have one or more. identifiable? bits?? like, yknow, if your characters swap clothes with another what bits tell you this character is this character yknow? like with grian i have the two feather anime hair bits (and dave strider style hair) + four wings and a unique tail! and with philza i gave him antler horn things (because why not its unique ish) and, funnily enough since i dont use facial hair in my designs often his facial hair became a bit of an identifier too! my original character ambrosia has a signature bunny mask, big fwuffy coat, unique hair etc etc things like that!
the (2)nd mcyt design rule i have is literally a personal preference thing - No Humans. again its a personal preference but i. i cant!! theyre not real WHy Do They Have To Be Human!!! they dont!!!!! therefore they are not human. every mcyt if i can get away with it and find a good way to make them Not Human even if its like a simple tail or horns or what have you I Will Make Them Not Human. if they are human (tommy) then it means its like a cool story thing (tommys human) or its temporary until i find a better design (not for tommy) or for the case of Tommy Fuckin Innit idk his Vibes are Too Strong he Cant Not Be Human I DOnt KNow WHY. every character is lowkey on a scale of how many nonhuman features they have - grian with ear wings, four wings + tail, and funky birb legs and occasionally bird hands is on one end of that scale, and funnily enough philza - who by all means is human if not for the antlers (he can take his wings off) is on the other side of that scale. most designs i have are between those, notable exceptions doc who has four legs and a nonhuman face and Fuckin Innit.
now to actual design notes on the characters i drew - first up is grian! he has three sets of wings including his ears. its a personal headcanon that he gains a set of wings for every season of hermitcraft he was in, not including the one hes on now. so he has chicken ear wings (s6, poultry man) parrot wings (s7, pesky bird) and barn owl wings (s8, moon = owl). when the season ends im gonna find a bird thats sufficiently eldritch because with how the season has been going (rocks, entity, rift) it seems fitting. i generally give him glasses because he has them irl and also it fits - though i do tend to forget them because its uncommon in other grian designs and not actually on his mc skin. the tail i originally had as a more,, aquatic one? not that its not one now but like it had the mermaid tail end before. i didnt really like it! it looked cool but i felt like it didnt fit so i looked up more tail fins and chose one that looks vaguely like an axolotls but without the top fin part? if that makes sense. and it fit better and looks better so im proud of it but as is the nature of designs it may change at a later date
for philza i didnt really do anything special. kimono top with a looser bottom cause philza explores a lot, baggy pants and mostly human everything because it surprisingly fits? idk i feel like most phil designs i see lean more on the immortal angel of death thing he has but i feel like its more fitting if hes Just A Guy but hes tenacious enough that he Gains the nonhuman parts. the wings especially - a lot of people add those in by default but actually i feel like its more fitting if he only gets wings when he has an elytra! so on q/smp for example he doesnt have wings (even if he said theyre clipped that one time im a philza has no default wings truther he gets those by elytra and hes so good at them through practice you cannot change my mind). also in addition to the wings the elytra also gives him the coat poncho thing that i drew on grian because why not. also hardcore heart necklace!! hell yeah.
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wisteria-lodge · 1 year
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unBurnt Lion primary + burnt badger secondary (Bird model)
Hi there! I hope you wouldn't mind sorting me! Sorry in advance if this gets long, and obviously you can delete it and all that.
Im not entirely sure about my primary. Ive always been very opinionated about my beliefs and I have dropped people very quickly if they dont agree with things that are important to me, like 2slgbt+ rights or the environment. I also am not really a fan of communities, because I feel like a lot of the time communities will close ranks around bad people in order to keep the peace, and I think thats unfair.
So far, so Lion.
I dont really feel the need to belong anywhere, but I do like having words for what Im feeling,
So far, responsible Lion.
and oftentimes that means Im identified with communities even when I dont want to be.
Hmmm. Interesting. I wonder if there might have been a period of burning in your past. Burnt Lions will sometimes latch onto groups as replacement moralities.
I have been pretty easy to sway with an opinion - especially when I dont understand whats being talked about, and I have bought into some pretty shitty belief systems in the past.
Lion primaries have been known to be *especially* vulnerable to propaganda. Especially if it's something that skips right over logic and goes right for your heartstrings.
I was *so sure* at the time that I was doing the right thing, even though I know now that I wasnt. I wasnt even convinced out of them with logic, either, despite being convinced by "logic" in the first place.
Since you went and put "logic" in air quotes, I feel pretty good about slotting it up into the "propaganda" category. As for the rest... it's hard for a Lion to logic their way out of something. They've got to *feel* their way out.
It was more like this weird feeling that I was being a shitty person and had to stop (im not sure if this helps, but any time i lie i get this twinge in the back of my neck, and sometimes it helps me figure out if im subconciously lying to myself).
So this is so, so Lion that I'm starting to wonder if you've written a Lion ask on purpose and *want* me to tell you Lion. :D
It took a few weeks and I kind of floundered the whole time after I realized I had been in the wrong, but looking back I can point out little things that had been bugging me that I think just built up until I couldnt ignore it anymore. I think from the outside it looked like a did an 180° turn, and it felt like it at the time, but im very bad at listening to myself and had felt Really Bad for quite some time leading up to the moment I chose to leave. I feel like im still working through a lot of that and trying to be better.
You're doing real good. I think that you had a fairly burned primary for a while, and that's what's messed up up.
(I feel a hell of a lot of guilt about ever believing it in the first place though, and it makes me think that if I have a moral compass its probably really defective, because I shouldnt have ever bought in to any of it. I dont think being in a bad place excuses it either, because it was just wrong all the way down.)
You're not psychic, and your moral compass is fine (although it might not feel that way right now.) Lions take in information just like Birds do, and they can take in faulty information just the same. Only, they process it differently, and favor different kinds of input.
But, doing a serious 180 as a Lion is... like you describe. A long time coming. Very emotionally messy. And the actual transition takes a non-zero amount of time as well.
A really big aspect of my life is my spirituality, and Ive definitely been pretty quick to study and practice anything that seems like it might fit (so long as its not a closed practice, obviously!). Nothing has ever really felt right to me, either because the art and music don't match how I feel about it or because I feel like some really shitty things are in the belief system and I cant stand by and let that happen again. Its like, Im waiting for this "click" to happen and nothing Ive participated in has ever given me that feeling. I cant even describe it properly with words, but I know what Im looking for, I just dont know where it is, which is really frustrating.
Hmm. I wonder if any existing spiritual community is ever going fit you 100%, especially since you're a bit of a loner. You're aloud to use the parts that work for you, and idk - make your own art/music that reflects how you feel.
But this section is making me think a little of the sort of Burnt Lion secondary who needs help/support propping up their own felt impulses, and goes out looking for an existing community/ philosophy that matches perfectly. And then will inevitably be disappointed when their *thing* doesn't match them exactly. I'd keep an eye on that impulse. After all, nothing human-made is completely flawless.
For my secondary, im pretty awful at social situations (thanks neuodivergency!)
You started off with some apologies, which started to make me suspect that you might have a burnt secondary... and I'm becoming more convinced.
so I seriously struggle with trying to see how I react in social situations. I definitely script everything because I know that people dont like it if you say the wrong thing or dont follow all of these weird unspoken rules. My scripts are generally more of an outline of what im supposed to say, or like a mental list of rules to remember (people want eye contact, use these words for teachers and these words for friends, that sort of thing).
Yep. Running scripts. Know all about that. The classic neurodivergent Actor Bird secondary.
I find it a lot more relaxing to be with other neurodivergent people, because then I can just chill and don't need the running commentary. I tend to be fiercely independent and I have been told that I dont keep secrets well - Im a bad liar unless its me lying to myself I guess?
That is your primary talking.
- and I know for a fact that im inflexible as all hell and hate suprise changes. I like to know whats happening and why (again, neurodivergency for the win).
That's definitely neurodivergent stuff. Probably autism spectrum (especially combined with running the scripts.)
In terms of more concrete examples for either my primary or my secondary, my special interest is video games so ill just rapid fire some video game stuff. I love games with a grind, because I like seeing my characters get gradually stronger - but I hate minmaxing and I would rather have fun and play my own way then be efficent.
Well this is sounding like some Badger secondary love of consistent effort, versus the Bird secondary 'work smarter not harder.'
I am also willing to cheat the grind a little but only if I think that the original method is dumb.
Badger.
In one game, they wanted you to collect thousands of items in order to upgrade a character, so I just cheated them in because I didnt want to spend hundereds of hours on it. But had it been a slightly more realistic number, i probably would have just done it the normal way (in another game, I was willing to farm for a few hours to get a really nice hat because it was a smaller time commitment and more fun). I really love games that give you a lot of freedom in where you can go and what you can do, and I like finding little secrets that the developers hide around. I tend to be pretty quick to point out fake doors or other things like that, because I love them a lot.
Still Badger.
When I was a kid I really wanted to be a video game tester because I want to just run into walls and jump around levels and stuff.
Hey, maybe you'd like it, but personally I hated being a game tester, because what you've got to do is play stupidly, and badly, and in ways the game was obviously not intended to be played.
I do notice that I tend to play the same character no matter what game I play, and find it hard to really roleplay as anyone that isnt at least kind of like me personality wise. Like obviously theyre pixelated people, but I dont like the idea that Im hiding my opinions from them and telling them what they want to hear.
I suspect this might be more common with Lion primary people.
This is really difficult in games like dragon age, because confronation isnt my strong suit at all. And you cant run away from scripted cutscenes!
mmmm. "Run away" as a default problem solving method sounds pretty burnt secondary to me.
I know I collect information, and I really like learning about the tings Im interested in (video games, religion, mythology, that kinda thing) but if im not interested I just cant work up the drive to do anything with it at all.
This is "preferred task" stuff, and it definitely gets brought into the neurodivergent mix, especially if there are some ADHD-esque tendencies in there.
Its also never come in handy solving a problem. If anything, I feel like when I have problems my first response is to just freeze and then run away
^ burnt secondary.
but if I cant run then I kind of just do whatever I think of first. Theres probably some wheels turning but in the moment a lot of the time im just thinking "aaaaaaaah".
^ burnt secondary.
When I was trying to figure out where I wanted to go to school, everyone in my life was in my head trying to tell me what I should do. I listened to them because I was tired and angry that I didnt have time to think, and ended up being kind of miserable.
That sounds like tired, burnt Lion primary.
I justified to myself in the moment by pretending that I was having fun, but really I spent most of it wishing I had done something else. Now that Im officially graduated, im trying to break into a craeer that I actually want instead of the one I went to school for, and Im proud of myself for trying to be more open about what I want to do and how I want to get there, even if im not entirely sure about the specifics.
Congratulations. Seriously. It sounds like you're doing a *fantastic* job.
Sorry again for the novel, I seriously appreciate you taking the time to read this.
I think you're going to be just fine.
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captainshyguy · 9 months
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with the last chapter posting tomorrow, i'm yeeting my playlist for something to believe in right here! song choice/reasoning's under the cut. most of it is simple plan bc thats kinda the sound i built the story around. i wanted something a little edgy, a little prickly, a little 2000s (but ultimately not too hardcore)
(some spoilers under the cut for story beats kjfnjskgsd)
playlist here!
anyway, song reasonings
young the giant- something to believe in: eyyy, its song i named the fic after, and the theme for the fic! a bunch of the core themes come from here. mainly the idea of being given 'something to believe in' obviously fkjnsjd, like luke learning to open up and believe in and trust others again, his mum learning to believe in him, being a "slave to your mind". plus 'tragedy has a hold of my mind, but i can see the light between the lines' really fits luke once he befriends arven.
sleeping at last-eight: luke's overall theme. i dont think a single song sums up his journey better. its about someone who has clearly closed themself over very guardedly to avoid getting hurt, with a lot of motifs of brokenness. as the song goes on the subject learns to open up, be vulnerable, and becomes stronger as a result. all the lyrics are perfect, i particularly enjoy 'now i'm a broken mirror' 'i'm standing guard, i'm falling apart' i am strong enough, to let you in' 'im shattered porcelain, glued back together again'
simple plan- i'm just a kid: a good moody one that sets up his general demeanour at the start of the fic. 'i'm just a kid and life is a nightmare' 'what the fuck is wrong with me, dont fit in with anybody'
simple plan- you don't mean anything: early story, dealing with nemona and feeling isolated and distant and frustrated about it. 'I know you think you know me, you don't know anything'
simple plan- welcome to my life: early treasure hunt dealing with the first titan/base/gyms. the kids very disgruntled an not in a fantastc place. 'Are you sick of everyone around, with the big fake smiles and stupid lies, while deep inside you're bleedin'
simple plan- me against the world: song for the big low point, one i think he identifies with a lot i think. harsh, edgy, and pained. defiant, snarled spiteful yelling. 'i'm a nightmare, a disaster, that's what they always said, i'm a lost cause, not a hero, but I'll make it on my own'
simple plan- fire in my heart: song for the moment arven wakes the kid back up and pulls him out of that depression slump and back to earth by explaining the whole mabo situation to him. upbeat, not edgy. 'i bet you didn't know, you started up a chain reaction'
simple plan- everytime: theme for the boys, at least, from luke's pov. the song has a sort of melancholy and longing to it (heck, the lyrics imply the singer is talking about a past relationship) but i think thats the lens he'd view this developing relationship through anyway. 'every time I see your face, every time you look my way, it's like it all falls into place, everything feels right'
owl city- bird and the worm: representing arvens music taste and also luke branching out and connectign with his friend. listening to each others songs and sharing their hobbies. song is sweet and upbeat and a little romantic. 'swirl me around your room with feeling, and as we twirl, the glow in the dark stars on your ceiling, will shine for us'
simple plan- gone too soon: luke opening up about the death of his dad. the song fits how he feels about it all. a lot more subdued than most of the simple plan ones. 'oh I miss you now, i wish you could see, just how much your memory, will always mean to me'
pokemon- area zero: we know why this is here >:] theme for the kids going down into the crater.
simple plan- holding on: latter half of the crater, the quiet talk in research station four, and parts of the climax. mainly here for 'in the night there's a fire in my eyes, and this paradise has become a place we've come to cry'
simple plan- take my hand: aftermath, luke and arven kinda sticking together as the latter tries to navigate his grief. the song is a lot more upbeat, but i see it as almost like...determination on luke's part, to be there for him. its a good song for them in general too actually. splashes of romance since he's aware of his feelings now. 'take my hand tonight, let's not think about tomorrow'
simple plan- last one standing: song for luke's fight with the other miraidon and resolve to finish his pokedex. defiant, confident and reckless. 'did you think that I would surrender easily, that just like that, you were getting rid of me'
simple plan- when i'm gone: this song is an interesting one. its unanimously turo's theme for me, but also luke's in his worst moments.(parallels, narrative foils, all that) like when he recklessly explores area zero by himself to finish his pokedex. 'another day, another casualty, but that won't happen to me'
simple plan- promise: luke coming clean to arven, panicked but resolved to fix this. a little fast paced, scattered, but still determined. 'i promise, i won't let you down (you down), if you take my hand tonight'
ed sheeran- celestial: BOO ed sheeran jumpscare. gkjngjkds no but seriously i did really like this one as a credits theme. the space theme still doesnt really fit the game or story, but i cant resist 'you make me feel like my troubled heart is a million miles away'. like what a great summary of how luke feels now that he has friends, his mum, and his pokemon by his side.
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8, 13, 23, 69 and 83 <333
8. Who's your biggest inspiration?
this is literally such a tough question. this has changed multiple times over my life but i think my answer right now would be jane mcgonigal. im just so interested in gamification and how to make games that can help and heal and improve peoples lives and shes out there Doing That and is doing it from such a well educated science background AND from lived experience and thats just so cool to me (check out superbetter!!)
13. Name a list of shows that have changed your life.
avatar, psych, gilmore girls, agents of shield (highly derogatory), the good place, fantasy high (highly affectionate)
23. What would you name your children?
ough. well im planning on adopting so i wouldnt be naming them unless theyre trans and want me to pick. fem names i really like anya, natalia, elizabeth, tzipporah, mari, harper, and nora; masc names dima, mishka, nikolai, yakov, ari, elijah, levi, malachai, cooper, sawyer, and dawson; and androgynous names i like sasha, illya, ori, shiloh, tovi, dakota, forest, and harley. can you tell im a russian jew who lives in the deep south.
69. If you received enough money to never need to work again, what would you spend your time doing?
trying out different hobbies that were inaccessible before like metalworking or furniture building. taking classes on things im interested in. write more books. have a big enough property to have a few big dogs that has close access to nature and spending a lot of time there. visiting national parks. hosting friends. adopting and raising children and hopefully homeschooling all of them. i think i would still be working toward the larger projects im currently working towards because i genuinely enjoy working on those things it just wouldnt be as big of a deal if i needed to take longer or couldnt get funding. i might even just work at a little bookstore or something for fun, i genuinely enjoy customer service and cleaning. or maybe i would still end up teaching. i want to get better at identifying plants and birds too i think i would become a birder i can just see myself going down that path
83. How would you spend a billion dollars?
i would split it into as many portions as would still make a difference to give to the charities that would best utilize that money probably focused in minority justice, nature preservation, and animal conservation (with the last two going to as many indigenous organizations as i could), keep enough left over to live comfortably on, and then use the rest to support independent artists and tip like 500% on commissions and indie games
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HELP ITS ME SUMI
The londoner in ur birmie squad sjdhhdf
i am so sorry bro i dont think i am who u think i am 😭😭
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#4
aras have you seen the Joan of Arc outfit yet
I HAVE NOW KSKDKLEODJ DKDOEOL I AM GOING RVEN MORE INSANE GOING TO WATCH THE STREAM NOW
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3000 posts!
ashamed 😔
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My #1 post of 2022
I love the energy and all and I don’t want to offend but as a Muslim girl i can tell you that it is literally haram to identify as anything other than your god given gender. Like I’m not trying to be rude and I’m glad that there a respectful supportive people out there but if you’re looking at the Quran and other islamic book you’ll find stories about how its considered haram. Accepting the islam religion means accepting everything and dedicating yourself to it you can’t just pick and choose.
omg my first anon hate hahaha
i know im not obligated to answer hate but im going to anyway bcuz of i have things to say (sparkle emoji) (im on pc and dont have the energy to find an emoji keyboard)
okay first of all nowhere did i say that I identify as Muslim. i get that it was ambiguous tho so its cool. to clarify,, I am personally not Muslim but I kind of have to act like one so I don't get kicked to the streets or some shit lol and maybe I'm a bit of a coward idkkk but anyways
I would be interested to know what other Islamic books ur talking about btw, but I'm pretty sure the quran doesn't mention being trans anywhere at all. in fact I'm pretty certain, I've read it multiple times with translation and commentary interpretations and anyway being trans wasn't really a 'known' thing back then? bcuz obviously patriarchy and gender roles n segregation blah blah was wayyyy more yk. shit I forgot the word. uhhh yk like prevalent?? ofc the quran does mention a shitton about gender roles,, so yk men r the breadwinners, women raise the kids and keep house and be good wives etc. and also remember the big important fact:: GENDER AND SEX R DIFFERENT THINGS!!! meaning technically u cant be 'born' a gender (omfg my keyboard hates me imagine a question mark here) ur born with certain genitals and society assigns u a gender based on that . sounds a bit fucked when u put it like that actually but anyway back when the quran was being revealed this wasn't a known thing cuz yk they didn't have studies on this stuff,, and yea ur probably gonna say 'but the quran came from allah and he knows everything' well the fact of the matter is he either forgot or smth idk I don't speak for God but trans people definitely exist that's a fact we know so yeah. oh I should come back to my point which was, even with the quran saying those things about what ur supposed to do based on whats in ur pants which is crazy outdated anyway it doesn't take gender ≠ sex into consideration either soo ye that's the most it could've said about being trans and that not very valid anymore rip and that's not even mentioning non-binary people
and anyway Islam is literally all about acceptance and respect and everything so idk it would probably be better if u didn't go around telling ppl they're 'literally haram' for being trans or gay or any typa queer bcuz its literally not our choice (insert question marks) believe me I would fucking love to be comfortable in my 'female' body but I cant no matter how much I try to force myself so I'm sorry dude. no one would choose to be stuck in a situation like this. personally, I believe Islam needs a super massive reformation. well not Islam exactly, but a lot of things said in the quran r outdated wildly now, while a lot of it will also always be relevant, eg. everyone being equal and yk give to the poor etc. i have absolutely nothing against Muslims (I have it against my family for being so forceful about religion - different thing) yall r super cool and ik being a Muslim girl isn't easy believe me, but genuinely seeing Muslim people around and yk, just existing in wider society outside of Islamic spaces makes me feel so proud of where I came from even if its not been the best experience. have u seen the show We are Lady Parts (question mark) its about an all female Muslim punk band and there's only six episodes I literally watched it all today but the message of it is what I'm trying to get to you. u don't have to be the perfect pious wife to be considered a 'good Muslim',, there are so many ways u can show faith. you don't have to be a big strong man who can handle all pain with ease while single-handedly providing for a family either.
anyways peace out that sure was a journey lol and I definitely have forgot some of the things I wanted to say but yea that's all don't forget to like and subscribe &lt;3
(colours r to make it easier to read for people with shorter attention spans,, they don't have any other significance)
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I find it really interesting how preoccupation with how small humans are is like a thing. Yeah staring up into the cosmos you feel small but like it’s like people forget that the reason we have to look to the heavens to feel small is because humans are huge like seriously genuinely big bigger than trillions of other creatures
Wolves are one of the largest predators we fixate on and we constantly fear them. We are scared because they’re big. What if I told you that they weigh less than 90 lbs most of the time? The smaller end of the human weight average is at 130 pounds. Most people can name off hand a good chunk of the animals bigger than us. It’s not a big list and that’s because we’re fucking megafauna like that’s so cool
And it’s even cooler that we don’t have any of the accoutrements of most megafauna like we don’t have giant tusks or huge claws or massive fangs or enormous horns like it’s uncommon to be megafauna without some sort of weapon on your body. Even wolves have claws and fangs and group hunting what do we have?
Like we can walk for a super long time and we can breath while running but we got super soft skin that gets hurt if we’re out in the sun too long and nails? Not exactly winning any knife fights with nails. Our teeth are small and blunt and our hair is largely decorative. We can see and hear pretty well but like tons of things can see better or hear better and definitely smell better like how did we get so big? So many of our identifying qualities are considered detriments and risks in other animals. Being furless is a death sentence to most mammals. Hell can you imagine a squirrel trying to make it out here with no claws? It’d never get to our size that way.
We have no coat pattern no camouflage at all not even a coat of hair to break up our silhouette. Like it’s almost like we’re supposed to be seen with how impossible it is to hide. Not to mention we’ve got a pretty distinct odor and most animals don’t make noises like ours. We stand out. How is that an advantage?
Yknow im beginning to wonder if it is. Im beginning to wonder at this idea that we somehow managed to make it to here because we were miraculously magically better at hunting like school tells us. It seems odd that a creature with the opposite of what it takes to be good at hunting got so far flung through it. Im beginning to think that maybe what’s unique about people isn’t tool use (other animals use tools) or hunting (other animals are way better at that.) Hell media likes to say it’s war that makes us human but it seems weird that this would be the case when both ants exist and the culture at large is so desperate to convince me of this.
At least in my experience if everything is trying to convince me of something it’s because otherwise I wouldn’t think it. I mean. They trick you into going to war by telling you it’ll help others and keep them safe. Not exactly the kind of convincing you would need for a war monger.
I’ve been thinking a lot lately about how friendly people are. About how inclined to helpfulness we are. Nearly all corporate manipulation tactics rely on people wanting to feel helpful and in minimizing the suffering of others. Don’t call off work you’ll leave your team short handed. Stay late off the clock so that we can tidy this mess for the people who come after us etc etc etc I’ve been thinking about the fact that domestic relationships haven’t been observed between any other species. Humans make friends with cows. Humans make friends with dogs with sheep and rats and cats and birds and ferrets and chickens and and and and and…. How many other animals have we seen go to humans for help when tangled in something? How many goose mothers have honked for help and humans scoop their babies out of harm. How many times has a human risked their life lost their life dedicated their life to another creature? Any other animals out here domesticating other animals?
We occupy ourselves on how to give a tiger dental surgery. We have hundreds or thousands of specialty wildlife shelters for helping injured wild animals. We plant trees just to help them grow knowing we’ll never see what they make of it. Right now my grandparents are spending their retirement caring for local wild birds. They spend so much of their time and money on bird stuff and for what? Just to see them from a distance. My grandpa has a friend named Moochie. She’s a wild deer. She sleeps in his truck bed and he leaves a scoop of feed a salt lick and water out for her every day. He’s not trying to domesticate her. He talks about her the same way he talks about any of his other neighbors. “Moochie stopped by t’other day to show off her baby. Was wondering why she hadn’t stopped by in a while. It’s good to see she’s ok.”
This isn’t unusual. How many wildlife professionals and park rangers and animal control employees are right this very second begging someone to not try to make friends with the wild animal in their living room? How many depressing colonizer anecdotes from the something hundreds talk about how cool it is that no one has taught the locals to fear them are there? Do we have to teach animals to be wary because they don’t know us and we’re dangerous or because we weren’t supposed to be scary in the first place?
What if the friends we made along the way were the real treasure all along?
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Garden update: after both the snowiest AND rainiest april on record around here, my garden is not horribly thrilled with all the clouds and water and cold but theyre still kicking. The second batch of seedlings is getting pretty big (after i finish hardening them off ill transplant pretty much everything. All but two of the flower starts have germinated already, so im just waiting on those to get the dye flower garden in the back going. Although squirrels and birds have been known to pull out my seedlings back there... so i might keep them in trays until theyre big enough to be hard to rip out.
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The volunteer strawberry also seems to be well. Usually i have volunteer squash (and last year volunteer tomatoes) but this year is exciting.
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Also, the marionberry runner that i transplanted from the garden bed to the side of the apartment lives !! It started wilting and losing all its leaves so i thought it might be a gonner, but it's sprouting tiny leaves now.
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Lastly this tree that ive yet to identify has flowered finally ! Its usually the last thing to flower before spring starts around here, so thats good news. The weather is still rainy and cloudy and cold this morning but it smells a little different. So, hopefully an end to this rain.
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Intro / (seanacoletta -> moltenfeathers)
Names: Sean, Seana, Jazz, Beau
Pronouns: he/she/jazz, using they/them on me knowing i dont like those pronouns used on me will earn an immediate block.
16 YEARS OLD.
^ see that big scary red bolded italicized text? im a minor. nsfw blogs will be blocked on sight.
i identify as AuDHD and i am aromatic bisexual. i physically cannot feel romantic attraction even if my life depended on it, though everyoen of all genders are absolutely gorgeous and /everybody/ deserves respect.
i am otherkin. i mainly shift over to jazz and we both see each other's memories.
sometimes i say im a furry, other days i dont, but i personally prefer not to use that term for myself as i was stigmatized and made fun of.
my gender is basically all but none. i have a label thats agenderqueer and, though its contradictory and, to some, redundant, i use it for myself and im okay with that and im happy
i find it more and more difficult to link with human emotions other than my own, so please dont assume im being a dick 😭. im just expressing how i feel and sometimes i dont consider how someone else feels until the last minute.
i love writing and art !!!! anything creativity related always makes me happy! also i love people loredumping on me, new stories from others make me happy!!
i am interested in beastars, demon slayer, warriors, inheritance cycle, post-apocalyptic worlds, learning about weather, and learning about the animals around me and across the world!! tornadoes, cats, and birds are especially my favorites
i say reclaimable slurs and i often do not hold back on cussing. i also say often triggering things but i try to tag them in their respective possible triggers (please tell me if i miss one or mislabel one! i sometimes get confused)
i Think that is it other than the dni list!
DNI/BYF UNDER CUT
DNI
pedos and zoos.
bigots
anti-therian/otherkin
people who find things "cringe" (you guys are bummers and dont know how to have fun boooo tomato splatter tomato booooo
nsfw accounts. just any in general. if you are 18 and older but do not post nsfw then youre welcome obviously
genshin impact and cookie run fans. this one is very specific but i met people who are scary who like these
PROSHIPPERS GET THE FUCK OUT
vivziepop fans/people who "enjoy the art but not the artist" when it comes to this person. both the art and artist are shitty in their own respective ways
^ this also goes for harry potter
terfs/swerfs/any other exclusionists
zionists, pro isreali/"neutral" on the Palestinian genocide.
people who support @/ofbeing7deadly or any of their close friends.
BYF
i consider myself extremely mentally ill. i do not hold back on anything im passionate about and i often fight for what i believe is right. i get very defensive and argumentative because thats what ive been unconsciously taught to do by my parents. like i said earlier, im not that good at understanding human emotion that isnt my own and i dont often consider someone elses feelings until last minute.
I AM GETTING THERAPY FOR THIS.
i block liberally and i will block even if im a little annoyed at something i disagree with. i do hear people out!! but if theyre extremely wrong, i just block before i become heated and end up causing a huge fight
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banishedthumbs · 4 years
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While working at my desk these two lovelies sang outside my window! Their singing skills could use work but they did a good job!! (Also is this an omen? Should i expect my flowers to die or smth??)
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very good time for kalim rot (and appreciation) hours since chap 4 and his dorm ssr dropped in EN recently and oof i forgot his PS is a very good look into how intelligent and resourceful he is, esp when coming up with ideas on the ball. kalim may have the tendency to get himself and others around him into trouble or unnecessary work (sry jamil) bc of his enthusiasm, but once he realises his faults he is shrewd enough to come up with solutions to salvage the situation into his favour... which im JUST coming to realise is sort of a display of scarabia's virtues
even his enthusiastic ideas come from a place of goodwill and love for his homeland in his dorm PS, and generally bc he wants the people around him to have fun which brings me to thinking out of all dorms the scarabia students are most likely to not just respect kalim as dorm leader, but genuinely love him as a person as well. he may not be reliable in the way the typical dorm leaders of NRC are ala a ruling authority via absolute dominance of power type of leader, but the way he looks out for all his dorm-mates like a big brother figure and wants them to have fun and enjoy school life outside of cramming studies and upholding the sorcerer of hot sands' virtues... this is the behaviour of not just a leader but a friend
*holds him in my hands* i just think he's neat i would very much like to be a part of scarabia mob students like every day would be fun and parties and collective dorm studies in the lounge with copious amounts of plush carpets and cushions together bc of course the dorm will have a strong unity under kalim as dorm leader. also one smile or grin from him and suddenly you are being blasted by sun-powered serotonin and motivation to work hard
Hey, if you like this post 😳 you should also check out my analysis about why Kalim isn’t dumb—
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I agree!
***Chapter 4 spoilers beneath the cut!***
I feel like Kalim is often seen as someone not worthy of the seat of dorm leader since he 1) seems "dumb" and not like your traditional leader (see: the other dorm leaders) and 2) he got his position because of what is essentially nepotism. I'm actually of the opinion that Kalim is actually very deserving of the seat, regardless of the way he acquired it.
A dorm leader is meant to embody the spirit and the virtues of the dorm he represents. For Scarabia, that would be deliberation, or mindfulness (as it has been localized). Mindfulness is plainly defined as "the quality or state of being conscious or aware of something". I think most people think of Kalim as the total opposite of this, especially since he often disregards Jamil's current workload when announcing new or additional plans, thereby adding more work for him. However, that's only if we think about deliberation and mindfulness in a very blatant and overt way.
Sure, Kalim may be impulsive with planning and not pay much attention to his surroundings, but he can think of ideas on the fly. For example, when his dorm members lose the rainbow parrots they need for a parade, Kalim borrows white birds from Silver. Using his unique magic (summoning water) and the sunlight, Kalim makes the white birds appear rainbow-colored.
He is also acutely attuned to the feelings of the people around him. Kalim is someone who supports his dorm members even at their lowest points, and it is Kalim who is able to talk his dorm into forgiving Jamil and giving him a second chance. Furthermore, in chapter 5, we can see him making genuine attempts to improve himself when he becomes aware of his abilities are lacking. When Kalim does realize he is deficient or he has made a mistake, he tries to correct it. (This is something that is often overlooked because it can be much harder to identify something that is subtle, and especially when compared to the much more memorable Jamil tired mom facepalm moments.) Is that not THE definition of 'mindful'? It's not just that Scarabia loves him because he is lenient or because he is their friend, but he truly does stand for what their dorm does.
ADBHAIYLDBAYDBAD I actually think it's really cute that Kalim actually gets along with his dorm members! It's a big change from most of the other dorms, where I feel like the mob students are either totally scared of their leaders or the mob students are just goons that mindlessly do the leader's bidding. I think it's a big misconception that a "good" leader is one that always rules with an iron fist or by exuding power; there's a lot of merit that comes from Kalim's kind and understanding way of ruling too.
It certainly would be a cozy time as a Scarabia mob! Work hard, and party hard~
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thougts on birds! which is ur favorite(s) ^_^
ALSO A HUGE FAN OF BIRDSSSS I still feel like a newbie to birds despite drawing a bajillion bird wings in art .
I love that small birds can be really mean and brutal while big raptorial ones can look soooo goofy in front view- I would not fuck around with either birds they could kill me and I’d be like ok awesome thank u
A pigeon made a nest at my balcony one time and taking dry clothes from the area was so scary 😭 they puff up so big . I would not have stood a chance. I don’t think they could do much actual damage but I don’t wanna fuck around to find out- we left it alone til everyone left the nest
But also I was that crazy kid who would chase birds… the only one I caught and held was a baby bird who was still learning to fly, unrelated to the balcony nest incident
I did hold a falcon one time it was smaller than I thought it would be- it got stunned from a window but eventually got better and flew off. At the time I thought it was a pigeon because of the size 😭 im bad at identifying birds
Did u know shrike birds love to impale things . For their food… Hardcore little beasts . My current namesake . I’ve never seen one irl but they sure are out there. I would love more images of tiger shrikes… more gryphon potential with these birds!!!
I see some occasional corvids during road trips ! They are also a favourite and could probably beat me in chess. Bigger than I thought they would be ?? Unless I misidentified them hdvdjdhdh
I would like to see owls sometime… actually I would like to see every single bird ever and hopefully get good at drawing different types of wings for character design stuff
Favorite bird: yes (I can’t decide ever 😭😭😭😭)
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