#im sorry i kind of feel bad

[kittysauce]

au where L and Light fall in love during the yotsuba arc ............... i think its a crazy interesting concept

#fanart #art #artist #light yagami #light yagami fanart #lawlight #lawlight fanart #l lawliet #l lawliet fanart #L #death note #death note fanart #IM SOBBING. #i might write a fic ab this ....... #imagine light breaking down after realizing he's kira dude #like ..... wow #i feel like light should've def had SOME kind of confliction after getting his memories back #like..... one second hes like KIRA IS UNJUSTIFYABLE then the next hes like HEH HEH I WON #my art #sorry this looks low key bad #i didnt feel like doing heavy rendering :(

[inkskinned]

he says i hate everyone except you and that is addictive and that is kind of romantic and beautiful because you're young and you're kind of a sarcastic asshole too and you don't like bad boys, per say, but you don't really like good ones either. and you like that you were the exception, it felt like winning.

except life is not a romance book, and he was kind of being honest. he doesn't learn to be nice to your friends. he only tolerates your family. you have to beg him to come with you to birthday parties, he complains the whole time. you want to go on a date but - people are often there, wherever you're going. he's just so angry. about everything, is the thing. in the romance book, doesn't he eventually soften? can't you teach him, through your own sense of whimsy and comfort?

at first - you know introverts often need smaller friend groups, and honestly, you're fine staying at home too. you like the small, tidy life you occupy. you're not going to punish him for his personality type.

except: he really does hate everyone but you. which means he doesn't get along with his therapist. which means he has no one to talk to except for you. which means you take care of him constantly, since he otherwise has no one. which means you sometimes have to apologize for him. which means he keeps you home from seeing your friends because he hates them. you're the single exception.

about a decade from this experience, you'll type into google: how to know if a relationship is codependent.

he wraps an arm around you. i hate everyone except you. these days, you're learning what he's actually confessing is i have very little practice being kind.

#i used to think it was romantic too and then i was like. now i see it as a HUGE red flag #writeblr #it is also almost EXCLUSIVELY said by immature ppl who think this is normal #fyi even if u think it's funny and ur like 'im an introvert it's just TRUE' like. you need therapy (ily tho) #healed introversion is just ''i would prefer to be by myself'' not ''i hate every person'' ... hate is not normal. that is not healthy #im sorry. i know it feels accurate. but if you're walking around with that kind of rage.... #1. you're making a LOT of assumptions about every single person u have ever met. which is often unfair and unkind #and also usually involves judging people based on their worst moments or little mistakes #2. you are being unfair to the person who is ur ''exception'' #3. there is a VAST difference between ''ur my favorite person'' and ''the ONLY person i like.'' #idk i think this is just a personal bias thing tbh #im sure there are people who have this experience normally #but i have YET to find a man who thinks like this and ISNT absolute DOGSHIT. although tbh.... like. im sure he exists #when u hit like 30 some of the things that were once kind of hot now just sound fucking exhausting. like ''im in a band'' #edit in the tags: i used to kind of be like this too. but the thing is that like. my life became so much more peaceful #once i started believing that people are generally good. like yes i am mad at the world at large #but it's just.... a very hard way to live. you're not a bad person or wrong for the ways other people hurt you and taught you to be angry. #but that anger will continue to hurt YOU. it will punish YOU. it will prevent YOU from making new deep connections. it will protect you yes #but it will also cause MASSIVE blowback. bc if you lose the One Person... your life will fall apart. i know this personally. #i really recommend just trying to be... cautiously optimistic instead. like. yes #people can be horrible and cruel and there are some communities (incels for example) that aren't worth that optimism #but i think like... most people will hold a door for you . most people want to help you find your wallet . #i hope one day you are able to find peace. i hope that rage eventually smooths over. i know how hard it is PERSONALLY #and i know what must have happened to you. and im deeply deeply sorry we share the same wound. #but i promise - sometimes we all need someone else to help us carry the weight. eventually the rage has to die so that we can let help in #i had to spend years biting at outstretched hands. i still often do. im still very wary . and my heart breaks that you flinch too. #here's the thing: i don't blame you. but we were both acting out of fear and pain. .... not out of healthy behavior. and ... change #was needed. i needed change too. rage was useful for a while. then it just left me isolated and bitter. i had to (with effort) #choose to let that rage go. and let people in . VERY SLOWLY THO LOL

[heartorbit]

i would advise against sneaking a bunch of silly billies into your castle

#project sekai #emu otori #nene kusanagi #tsukasa tenma #rui kamishiro #pjsk #proseka #prsk #polysho week 2023 #there that wasnt so bad #i hate taaaagging #Saki chortling her ass off btw. Do They Know #snailing towards drawing backgrounds properly... its helpful for my comms but im still so bad.... #My emu favoritism shines theough again in that its obvious i drew her first. Im sorry. kind of. #i dont have insane tags to put this time i have to get up for class in like 7 hours. i have a midterm. farewell.... #actually how could you put polysho week during my midterms. SICK. (ignored that i couldve used the time prompts r given in advance to draw) #ive always done this for fanweeks i try to draw on the day of like a sicko. INEED TO GONTOSLPEY #please stop following me if i check and i hit a milestone im going to feel bad. i dont look at it often enogub to cstch them when they happ #en. stop being niceys to me. #i was thinking of doing simple rqs or something... bc im grateful and it would be fun..... waugh.... #why didi stay up finishing this. my wrist hurts and im sleepy. Lord.

[radiocity]

The L Word | S2E01

#the l word #shane mccutcheon #kate moennig #in a horrible mood but i still had the episode open from last night and laughed so hard at this awful outfit i almost briefly forgot #i actually love it in concept i just dont know what they were thinking with the random sidepieces for her hair which i think throw the whol #thing into this weird sort of disarray #but i love the short blazer sleeves ovr the shirt a lot also how weirdly unironed the shirt kind of appears #also the low jeans with the belt..? not crazy about the decor on the blazer tho #but i love the glasses forevr #but again i feel like her hair is so weirdly fried in this or maybe cked with hairspray #anyway im fine sorta #actually really funny to post this also after the last one bc she looked so good in that and so BAD here #soryr this outfit deserved its own complete commentary in tags but lookbook coming eventually #also im pretty sure her hair is like tied back in some sor tof way which also looks horrific #who did this literally whos idea was this #also sorry it was roiginally 4 but looking at them together i think it only needs 2

[elijah-terry]

hi um. my grandmother is dying. i don't live near her (she's in hospice at my mom's) and it's a lot in gas to get back and forth to visit her while she's still alive (estimated to have 48 hours)

if anyone has any money they could spare me for travel or food expenses, i would really really appreciate it. it's a really hard time for everyone in my family right now.

my p*ypal is seasaltmyst and my v*nmo is quietrook

thank you either way

#personal #i know i asked for help recently but. im kind of over like. feeling bad because my grandmother is dying. sorry #my emotions are completely shot.

[robotpussy]

Soundgarden - Outshined [x]

#soundgarden #chris cornell #90s #music video #gif #flashing tw #1991 #grunge #idk what else to tag this tbh i see gifsets have a million tags all the time #mine #i was gonna put the california/minnesota lyric in the caption but then I decided it was too 2015 wannabe edgy tumblr... #these are kind of shitty im sorry I'm just starting out with giffing this the second gif set I've ever made #but these came out way better than the first set I made!!! #i kind of feel bad abt giving chris so much face time but idc these r my fave moments from the video #byrobotpussy

[curioscurio]

I finally decided to finish Steven Universe Future and its a little scary how much I identified with Steven this time around. Who am I kidding it was like looking in a mirror. . I have got to move the FUCK out

#i fell off of my therapy appointments but once i find a new one i dont even need to talk i could just show her the 2nd half of SU future #and say this is how i feel. its so stupidly exactly how i feel at its core. the childhood trauma ptsd. the self loathing. GOD the self loat #ing. #i dont have a connie though. and my family kind of sucks. and uh its not an era of peace and uh things are bad from all angles #this is why i gotta move out and back with people who are healthier for me to live with. man im struggling a lot with my health and unemplo #yment. not just my mental health anymore but my physical health too. #i just gotta. keep a stable job and make sure my mom or my brother dont have mental breakdowns and help my brother with his kids and #sorry yall who read my tags its dire out here

[sophsicle]

I’m sorry if this ask bothers you, I’m just curious because I remember you saying that the Choices sequel would end before/after Sirius’ death and wouldn’t have any remad0ra, is that correct? Again, I’m sorry if this bothers you I’m not trying to police your writing or anything, just making sure! I hope you have a wonderful day!!

The ending may have changed but there is still no remadora!

#i just don't like it im sorry #i don't want to try to make it work #i feel like it is bad for both those characters and i love them both individually SO #but tonks will be there! #and her and remus will have A relationship #of some kind #chosen #soph rambles

[lesbocrocker]

#I feel so bad #im so sorry for making this #It’s kind of true though #matthew fairchild #charlotte fairchild #the last hours #tlh memes #the shadowhunter chronicles memes #tsc #tsc memes #the shadowhunter chronicles incorrect quotes #the shadowhunter chronicles #the last hours incorrect quotes #the last hours memes #tlh incorrect quotes #tlh #the infernal devices #the infernal devices incorrect quotes #the infernal devices memes #tid #tid incorrect quotes #tid memes

[betweenblackberrybranches]

Catch me going through the rlgl tag at least once a week

I love you💖

#no but really it means a lot that people actually come back to look at them even if i dont regularly make new stuff #i love making stuff fot the rlgl au #also messages like these just make me so happy #it means i actually have some kind of impact on peoples lives if they actually think of my au sometimes even if i dont post for it #im sorry i am just💕💖💞💗💓 #okay but really thank you #sometimes i feel bad for not making polished or colored art as much but as long as you guys still enjoy it i am happy

[deer-time]

started playing fallout 4! when does it get fun

#it tried and failed very badly to make me gaf about my husband and baby #i do Not Care about my baby #i did not want the baby #im sorry im feeling kind of meh about it. im just bad at games tho....

[bobzora]

woe, kagepro au be upon ye

#my art #persona 5 #futaba sakura #sumire yoshizawa #kasumi yoshizawa #kagepro #i guess. cause its a kagepro au. but i feel a lil bad tagging it that LOL #mashes long term interest and current huge interest together bc im quirky #target audience: me #sumitaba #ig #figuring out good eye powers for everyone else was tricky but these 2 were obvious lol #futaba=ene sumire=haruka 'kasumi'=konoha. if you know you know #(obligatory not everyone is direct assigned kp charas lol. just the powers. my kind of au.) #futaba voice behold my advanced shut in technique: being in a computer! #p5r spoilers #harukas ideal body was strong. sumire-as-kasumis is very acrobatic lol. yk? #holding myself back from infodumping too much in the tags. sorry its twice the number of interests lol

[i3utterflyeffect]

Funny idea:

sc tricks chosen into hanging out with Alan in the safety room, and chosen accidentally gets so stressed that they start sparking. They have to evacuate from there.

oh GOD lmao-- alan would be so upset with sc for doing that--

i can imagine chosen just getting jumpscared by him and accidentally exploding into flame

#tommy's stickmen tag #alan afterwards is just like 'oh my god i am SO sorry i need to talk to them about not doing this' #chosen would never admit it but they do think it is kind of sweet that sc is trying to have them get along #like. they don't know better. they're just a kid who wants their friends to get along #though they are consistently startled by what a well adjusted kid they are #sc: i love my friends and i like being around alan. im so glad i get to be around him in person! i can hug him :] #chosen: how the fuck are you not alive? how did alan not immediately kill you. were you just nice enough that you made him feel bad.

[anxiously-sidequesting]

To me personally malistaire is the funniest and most pathetic villain wizard101 has ever had AND I MEAN THAT SINCERELY!!! Between doomed children who have been manipulated, groomed, and isolated into becoming products of their environments, someone scorned who has been punished unfairly by having your biological heart torn out your chest and turning your children and all of reality against you to satiate their own ego, a nonhuman entity so powerful and so clueless they unintentionally threaten the lives of everyone around them, Malistaire FELL DOWN BRO. Like yeah you're bitchless now. You and me both. Get in line. Everyone in this room is bitchless. We are ALL living that ✨💅🏾💃🕺 Single Life™. You are a middle-aged man. Cope

#this post is lighthearted btw JELAJWODJTU i aint actually mad #but like...... malistaire as a villain is kinda mid though im sorry. IM SORRY ill take the L opinion if i have to #its one thing if he lost his wife to unfair systematic negligence or thru someone else's doings or smth but. no she just got sick bro 😐 #HWMSNFLEKSDIDOA EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE I WILL GIVW A BAD OPINION AND THIS IS ONE OF THEM. i cant be right ALL the time /j #like if i dont focus on malistaire's motives and just his ACTIONS he seems super metal #but then he does ALLLLL of that heinous shit because his wife died. like thats absolutely very sad but damn get a grip #(fandom starts breaking in my windows and drags me out into the street) IM SORRY IM SORRY LOOK ITS JUST NOT MY CUP OF TEA #ive never been invested in those Mr. Freeze types of villains where a person they love dies due to normal circumstances- #and they go fucking BERSERK. they LOSE IT. they go like “well okay fuck the entire world i guess nothing matters” and then kill people #LIKE IF IT'S DONE IN A CERTAIN WAY I CAN BE INVESTED but more often than not to me? its just kind of funny #like “okay damn there was only ONE person keeping you from being a national criminal? okay” #and you know what? thats a mood actually. thats a mood #without my cat i probanly would have become the president by now #for some reason its a little diff for me if its like a child you lost and idk why #like if malistaire lost a kid instead of his wife id probably be more inclined to feel bad and thats terribly fucked up JSLSJSJSJ #you know what its also bias because in some shape or form i relate to all the other villains. morganthe and duncan especially #whereas in malitsaire's case i have never been married. which i mean doesnt stop me from tryna be more synpathetic i guess but im just not #ONCE AGAIN FEEL VERY BAD FOR HIM AND SULVIA. like losing someone to sickness or any reason really is a serious thing #but in terms of a fictional setting with fictional characters where one of them decides to commit genocide over it? 🧍 like okay boo u do u #i will gladly give up my mantle for the “most reasonable opinions” guy in the fandom foe this one. i deserve it #wizard101 #w101 #wiz101 #text posts #malistaire drake

[percephilous]

stability be damned look at this sad white boy go

#pokemon rejuvenation #pkmn rejuv #oc #august!! #silly little guy #aw poor guy :( #the horrors got to him #SOBS SO LOUDLY HES SO KIND AND INNOCENT AND #LOOK AT HIM!!! LOOK WHAT THEY DID TO MY SON #YES I ALSO DID IT #AND??? #I FEEL BAD #AUGUST IF YOU CAN HEAR ME IM SORRY

[lordofthesillystraws]

it kinda makes me sad that even as the fandom is growing quieter here people still dont seem to like characters like dekapan or hatabo or even matsuzo. like ive seen people say "why watch the old stuff lol it isnt even about the sextuplets" and like... thats kinda the point. the point is you get to know eeeeveryone else bc the sextuplets are just the same kid times six. its just... sad to me. i really only see chibita drawn when its karabita, and forget ever seeing people draw dayon, dekapan, or hatabo. iyamis really the only character thats okay in terms of appreciation but... bleh idk i wish these other characters werent so horribly slept-on, both in the fandom AND the show (cuz lets face it they got ignored quite a bit even in the show/movies)

#woah ! the bunny talks ! #osomatsu san #osomatsu kun #ososan #mr osomatsu #hiii im ranting again #im still so serious when i say osokun 1988 made me appreciate the other characters SO much #i get that ppl like the funni NEET loser virgins but cmon #i wanna see more stuff with the other characters #i feel like its also kind of a... 'i cant make this character look hot so theyre bad' situation for some #and like... ugly characters are still characters n also if you only draw pretty characters ur kinda boring #mkay sorry for being a loser abt ososan side characters. this will happen again (i love them so much waaaa)