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#im tired of everything i just want to disappear
marthebreezy
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2 days
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I just need someone to touch me.
I don't care which way.
Hateful, lovingly,sadly. I don't care.
Just hold me.
PLEASE.
#hell is a teenage girl
#female manipulator
#female hysteria
#girlblogging
#female rage
#girl interrupted
#im just a girl
#just girly things
#femcel
#girlhood
#female insanity
#im so tired
#im slowly going insane
#who am i?
#i hate everything
#i want to disappear
#why me
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innielove
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2 years
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#can't wait for the moment when i finally snap and cut ties with literally everyone and i go to a cave and go mad there all alone
#I want to make and maintain relationships but it's so fucking hard when i feel like im bothering everyone and no one ever needs me
#literally haven't made a single friend in the past 2 years in university I'm only talking to people when we are in the same class
#or when we meet somewhere in the uni buildings and we bitch about teachers and assignments or group projects we are working on together
#i barely have any high school friends too like. i gave up on keeping in touch with people because i always feel like no one gives a fuck
#about me and im always the one trying to arrange meet ups and whatever
#im only talking more to one of my closest friends from hs because we are living in the same apartment during the semester
#but also i fucking hate it how when people actually message me i just get overwhelmed and i dont reply for hours or days even
#because fuck me why would i be able to perform a simple social interaction
#im tired of everything i just want to disappear
#also haha sorry for not doing shit on this blog except for the occasional rants and non skz reblogs :)))
#shut up vivien no one cares
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moenmomentsthemoe-en
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2 months
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#tomorrow.....................
#delete later
#vent
#more vent in tags (it gets heavy sorry)
#it is like 4am and ik theres a rule that you should never trust what you feel about your life after 3am but i feel like this 24/7 WAHA
#mann i
#im so fucking scared that im not a good person or friend or anything im trying so hard
#i dont know why i feel hurt by things i shouldnt feel hurt by and i dont know why i keep failing to do the things i want to do or
#god it probably isnt right for me to vent. i think? i dont know honestly i dont know anything
#i dont know anything
#i have such amazing friends and people around me theyre good people
#im so tired and am so very tempted to just delete this blog delete my socials and disappear off earth or just live as a husk by ignoring al
#my emotions and incapabilities and stop bothering everyone
#everything is so so confusing and everything has gone to shit around me but the people around me arent at fault theyre good people
#it has to be that im not trying hard enough
#god i have no idea if im a good person. i dont know if a good person has this much trouble and dumbassery
#i am. an adult. 18. adult. i have to be
#god i wish i could have an adult to help me out but its just. its just me. its a problem i made and surely only i can figure it out
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yaoiconnoisseur
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4 months
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I’m feeling deeply unhappy with everything and I’m unsure if it’s due to stress or if it’s the depression
#or maybe it’s a mixture of both
#:/
#this has probably been the shittiest holiday season ive had in a long time
#definitely not the worst. but no where close to one of the best
#i just want to curl up and disappear for a while
#im so tired of dealing with my partner’s mom and sister
#theyre so high strung. i cant deal with it
#not with everything else going on
#and now i have news that my mom’s husband is having really bad medical issues to the point where
#they’re discussing what happens if he dies
#and im like. idk. half numb to it half super upset
#i like him ig but it’s more i like him because he makes my mom happy
#im mostly just upset with the idea of my mom being widowed twice
#i probably need therapy for how i feel towards him since 90% of it is ‘keep him at arms length so i dont get attached to
#and lose another father figure that my mom is with’
#what sucks is if he does die i’ll have to do that whole funeral without my partner since he cant travel due to recovering from his own sur
#gery
#god. fuck. can i catch a goddamn break?
#anyway thanks for reading if you made it this far lol
#i just needed a moment to vent
#they speak
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tortademaracuya
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3 months
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Lalala im just venting in the tags
#im so sad lately and i hate it
#wanting to cry out of nowhere. being unable to even take care of myself or others
#i just want to lay down and rot while these feelings of loneliness overwhelm me
#i know i should ask for help and part of me wants to. but the one i reached out didnt turn out okay
#i dont want to be the type of friend that only asks for stuff
#and iknow i mustnot be very fun like this. soasking for people to keep me company feels selfish
#not only that but. admitting how i am...feels pathetic everytime myfriends ask how im doing
#its pathetic to admit ican barely take care of myself because ima little sad. that i cant find joy in anything or do the things i have to do
#everything feels so tiring and wrong and lonely. eachday that passes i feel worse
#even in a group of friends i feel so lonely and thats unfair to the. who havent done no wrong
#my head is just broken and i feel like i should just disappear so everyone dont have to worry about me
#haunted.txt
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bo0zey
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2 years
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i’m a plague to everyone’s life i ever come in contact with
#selfish stupid girl selfish stupid girl
#ruin every friendship you have nobody loves you or cares anymore they never really did why would they
#everyone knew all along u were never something worth caring for.
#i’m a plague i need to be eradicated everything about me is poisonous and venomous
#all i do is hurt people even if i never intended to i still always do it to everyone im so tired of being me
#’m so tired of being an awful person. i say i want to love and care about people but i can’t do it right
#i say i love everyone in my life more than they love me but maybe it’s not true because you don’t hurt the people you love
#i wish it was 5 years later and i could die already im so sick of myself i’m a plague to my own life
#ngl almost passing out at riot fest kinda opened my eyes more to death
#after the bouts of nausea and dyspnea and everything suddenly got soft and fuzzy and far away
#all i could feel was empty space around me buzzing softly my body felt so light
#i closed my eyes and saw purple and blue stage lights flashing and blurring above me. i felt like i was high the world was so far away
#it was just me and i couldn’t support this airy weak body i felt like licorice i wobbled i think
#it felt like hours time was so still and then the colors disappeared and all i saw was fuzzy black faded television screen
#then i opened my eyes and saw security directly in front of me reaching towards me and then blinked and it was black again
#opened my eyes and realized i was being pulled over the barrier
#i was still in a hazy state but it slowly lifted enough for me to feel shame again and be able to walk myself to the medical tent
#i wish security hadn’t pulled me out. i wish i could’ve died then . those seconds that felt like hours thst felt like i was dying.
#there was no pain or nausea anymore. no gasping for air. i felt like an angel
#i’m so sleepy i’m going to sleep now i guess
#can barely keep my eyes open it feels so good to check out of existence
#ramblings
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hello-yue-here
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1 year
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hi i hate adobe premiere and adobe audition thats all
#no its not ur gonna read the tags and find out exactly why i hate them
#because i get these for free because of my school or whatever right so i have to use them for my classes
#and as a film major
#i use these A LOT
#and i am in THREE production courses this semester (two is the most ppl usually take at once but i decided to make my life hard)
#so as u can imagine i have a LOT of projects to do that require premiere and audition (the video and audio editing suites from adobe)
#AND EVERY FUCKING TIME
#i always end up with half of my footage mysteriously disappearing EVEN THOUGH i triple save everything and make sure its all there-
#-before i close the program SO LET ME KNOW HOW WHEN IM POSITIVE MY SHITS RIGHT HALF OF IT IS GONE THE NEXT DAY. HOW. HOW DOES IT HAPPEN.
#it also just decides to like ruin al my projects right
#so today for example
#i wanted to add some reverb to an audio track right nothing major literally so simple
#and i go to hit apply
#AND AUDITION JUST ??? REMOVES ALL OF THE SOUND ALL TOGETHER???? WHAT????
#i was so lost
#i saved my project and went to submit it and ONCE AGAIN it is soundless but it says an audio is playing but theres nothing
#so i go back to audition and everything fine!
#i double check how i saved i looked up the proper save procedure just in case i did something to just not save the audio
#which again- how can i possibly save a SILENT AUDIO FILE like thats literally just a file of nothing
#so i decide fuck it its 3 am and im tired im just gonne record the finished audio file in my VOICE RECORDING APP ON MY PHONE just in case
#if i have to whip out my phone during class to present this im actually gonna stand in front of a stampede of bulls
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celeryw
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1 year
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✌️ i will not have a job next year ✌️
#i think i'll take a break though i've saved enough that i don't have to worry too much i'll just cut back on spending uhhh on everything
#cel speaks
#im so so tired i just need like eight months of nothing so i can work on things i wanna do
#and i will 👍 be in vibe city
#(worried)
#but the customer service manager did say something abt potentially coming back and just switching departments ?
#so there's at least something there to fall back on
#but i do want to make like a hermit and disappear?
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d3athanddecay1
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3 days
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Just got yelled at over text for talking at the lowest volume I possibly could, love living back at home ♥︎
#So basically Im getting drunkernand playing a game or some shit and not opening my mouth again idfk
#depressing shit
#sad thoughts
#i'm so lonely
#depressiv
#i wanna die
#sadgirl
#i just wanna sleep
#i'm going insane
#i'm just a girl
#i'm sorry
#i'm tired
#i'm so tired
#why am i like this
#girlblogging
#i hate it so much
#i hate it here
#i hate this
#i hate everything
#988blr
#actually mentally ill
#i want to disappear
#mentally exhausted
#mentally fucked
#mentally tired
#mentally unstable
#bpd
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gogomeaty
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3 months
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#I don't feel good
#i feel stupid and so behind everything and everyone. I don't know what to do.
#im this close 🤏🏻 to cry fml
#my life is so painfully boring
#maybe is that im just tired from the family gathering we had with my dad's side but i don't see nothing good about being alive rn
#and in so jealous of how my sisters don't seem to have no problem on not meeting new people or wanting to or to go out
#I feel like im going to become crazy here jaded almost 24/7 in my house. I want to disappear.
#nothing seems to distract me now. I tried to draw and lmao that sucked
#and better if i dont think that valentine's day is coming because it's worse ugh lol
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giddybox
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5 months
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do you ever just get tired of everything around you
#sorry im gonna rant for a minute
#im gettin real fuckin tired of my family especially
#im getting tired of the fact im expected to grow up faster than im ready to since i feel like i barely got to have a proper childhood
#im getting tired of the fact people cant fucking leave me alone when it comes to it
#im getting so fucking tired
#im trying my best i really am i just cant sometimes
#my parents shame me constantly about so much shit and how i barely take care of things while also completely forgetting and acting like i-
#dont have depression and so many other things that make it harder for me to even keep going at this point
#im just so irritated and no matter what i do its never good enough
#im so fucking sick of everything and i really just wish i could do something to disappear and never be seen or heard from again
#i want to leave this earth and never come back yknow
#i wanna be left alone i want to be treated like my special interests and hyperfixations arent stupid or annoying or childish or whatever
#i want to be allowed to enjoy shit without my family making me feel bad for enjoying anything
#i wanna go back to when i didnt feel like shit for every little thing i do
#im sorry
#im just really sick of stuff yknow
#specifically my family
#im irritated
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tortademaracuya
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11 months
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#i think like. the worst part of my mood lately
#is that i feel so low that not only i have no energy or motivation but i just dont care
#i cant keep working on this stupid code because i cant bring myself to care about it. i dont see the point. its useless
#but i also know that i will go back to suddenly caring in like 3 hours and im going to have a horrible time :)
#it would be easier if at least i stayed on a single mindset :)
#but no lets go from absolutely miserable and hopeless but uncaring to hyper anxious mess that gets overwhelmed
#maybe i need to touch more grass but now im also starting to get anxious about being outside too...yay.....
#dont even get me started on actually talking to another person face to face
#haunted.txt
#had to go out today and even though it was fun i wanted to explode the second i was alone again
#i cant stop overthinking everything everyone says or does...its so tiring
#and it feels even more lonely in the end. being surrounded by too many people and feeling like an outsider or
#seeing a single person and feeling like you are bothering them
#not like i have seen anyone. i would have to go out or take breaks or even reach out for that aha. ahahaahaha
#lets see how many more places i can quietly disappear from because i cant be bothered
#its all too much and even though at first is a relief its like i need to cut out more and more communication little by little
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thesunjumpsoverthemoon
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10 months
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might fuck around and disappear off the face of the earth🤭🤭
#I’m going insane
#I’m so tired and I don’t want to deal with anything anymore
#like i really just want to delete everything and disappear for like two weeks
#schools a bitch
#writing is my enemy
#people are annoying and i dont like them
#and it took three days to start disliking my hair
#im genuinely so miserable lately
#ANYWAYS im gonna sit outside and hopefully when i come back ill be more of a human instead of a vile creature
#no promises though
#personal
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bespokejoke
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1 year
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#i wish this could just be over
#im so tired of feeling like this its been a month of uncertainty
#my body feels Not Okay
#everything hurts my back my jaw my shoulders
#i just want to disappear
#havent slept properly for 3-4 days either
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