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69shadesofgray · 8 months

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the rainbow flower makes it more fun

#personal #imma just out myself #antidepressants #pristiq #abilify #desvenlafaxine #aripiprazole #and vitamins and stuff

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raccootic · 1 year

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Everything is going to shit and The only reason i still exist at this very moment is to draw reigen and serizawa 😃👍

So here is reigen and serizawa

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pickles4nickles · 11 months

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Smooches

#persona 5 #akeshu #shuake #pickle art #trying to ease myself out of some artblock #so Imma just do some low stakes smol stuff for a bit

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existentialcrisis-24-7 · 1 year

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Subject to change as is all my redesigns, but this is the vibe I’m going for for Aisha/Layla’s enchantix

#I love the og but it just doesn’t suit my style #so that’s why it’s so different #there’s technically two versions of this #but I couldn’t figure out how to get some of it to work #so I just went with this version #anyway I’m sick and this was so nice to do #bc I’ve been pushing myself the past couple weeks to get high quality art done #and this is messy colours on a page with very little thought #anyway yeah there will definitely be a few changes to this in the future because I wanna add some small details #but other than that I’ll probably be using this for the time being #winx #winx club #winx Aisha #winx layla #winx redesign #winx rewrite #winx fanart #imma do her regular winx and Charmix some other time because I really didn’t change much

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writeshite · 6 months

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Eddie has a face that just begs to be sat on

I mean what else he gonna use it for?

#shiteanswers #eddie brock x male reader #yes i mean eddie prolly learned to eat ass from venom. idk how imma just say they share enough braincells to connect about eating ass #i'll see myself out now 💀

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simcardiac-arrested · 7 months

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compensation :-]

CAN ANYBODY HEAR ME

#YELLING AND SCREAMING AND COUGHING AND SHITTING MYSELF OVE RTHIS #OH MY GODDD #HEEELEP HELP MEEEEE #FUCKING HEEEEEEELPPPP HHHHEEELPP #RAT. RAT. YOU’D BE A RAT. RAT. I THINK YOU’D BE A RAT. I THINK I’D BE A WOLF.#KING OF THE JUNJLE- THE JUNJLE #AUEHGGHHHHH #RIPPING MY HAIR OUT #WHAT ARE YOU ODING TO ME #LORD PLEASE IM ONLY 9 I WAS JUST BORN I WAS JUST PUT ON THIS EARTH IM SERIOUS #AAAAOEUGGHHHH #OF COURSE IT GOES WITHOUT SAYING THAT I AM HOPELESSLY DEPENDENT ON THE INGOT .#pleaas. what. wgat. what di you mean compensation i have a Bomb strapped to my back #Like i’m actually so sick of you #writing tags isnt enough i need to liquify this drawing and inject it into my veins #I LOVE IT SO BAD SERIOUS ART FROM ONE OF MY FAV ARTISTS LIKE DAMNNN OK I GUESS IMMA JUST NEVER BE NORMAL AGAIN #A WAYBACK AND A SLINKY ARE AN ANIMAL THAT ARE SO CUTES #FUCK ME THEY ARE BOTH SO FRIENDSHAPED I CANT TAKE ITTTTT AND YOU DREW HIS HALO AHHH #HEEELP HELPP MEEEE SOMEBODYYY ANYBODYYYYYYYY ANYBODY HEEEEELP #cramswering #is for me tag #oc: no way back #oc: slinky #ultimate fav #NEEDED TO ADD ALL THE TAGS BEFORE I RAN OUT LIKE A MADMAN. AUEHGGHHHH MY GOD YKU DREW THEM BOTH SO WELL IM RIPPING MYSELF APART #LIKE THIS IS NOT OK. NOT OK. DO U HEAR ME ? U CANT DO THIS TO ME. IM JUST A LITTLE GUY SERIOUS #SERIOUSSS GET OUT OF MY HEAD #AHHHH EVEYRTIMR I CLOSE THE TAGS TO GO LOOK AT IT AGAIN IT’S LIKE I GET BRAINBLASTED WITH AUTISM #IM NEVER GOING ON TUMBLR AGAIN SIMCARDIAC-ARRESTED WAS A SOCIAL EXPERIMENT THANKS EVERYONE #falls to the ground. starts digging the soil with my hands and then goes and lies there

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intotheelliwoods · 10 months

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Anddd Friday's linework is done! Cant wait to see everyone the 17th...

#the week is going to be a trip buckle up #its uhhhh #def longer panel wise than the last week event #its over 150 panels................................#(last week event was just 130ish)#and technically??? fridays update is not even really done #it can be as long as I feel ngl #whatever I dont get to ill get to later anyways sooooo #but imma let myself take a break for the weekend though <3 #THEN after my nice break I can watch everyone cry at me #btw theres a slight chance #mondays update is coming early #by like #2 hours sooner #something something scheduled family event I found out about last minute aha #so I may just post the update and then DIP #we will see though #ill let you all know when the monday update is coming soon as I can/know

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watchyourbuck · 6 months

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Tease Tidbit Tuesday!💗

tagged by the lovelies @thewolvesof1998 @wikiangela @disasterbuckdiaz @fionaswhvre & @your-catfish-friend (go read their works if you haven’t!!)

omg finally getting back to writing after two horrifying academic weeks lmao im happy to be back anyway enjoy more of the murder husbands fic aka ‘Knives to the chest (and into my heart)’ 🏃🏽‍♀️

Buck smeared the blood on Eddie’s chin, taking his thumb to his own mouth and sucking. “You look like sex.”

Eddie’s chest puffed up, feeling himself harden on his pants. Again. “We should fuck, then.”

It’s was an invitation, but it had a twinge of need. Buck pushed himself off the rusty counter, towering over his lover. At this time of night, the one flicking light on their basement was enough to keep him awake, although he hadn’t slept in days. “Are you asking or are you telling me?”

Eddie took a step, pulling the dagger out of his back pocket swiftly. Buck was talented, but he was skilled. He pressed it to Buck’s neck, prompting a smirk out of him. “I don’t believe I ask much of anything these days, I just say what I want and I get it.”

“And what is it, then?” he teased, kicking Eddie’s ankle with the heel of his right foot, so he’d fall a few centimeters shorter. “What is it you want?”

For the first time in months, Eddie looked hesitant, his gaze faltering. After everything they had done, Buck couldn’t imagine nor fathom a thing he’d be embarrassed to request.

“I want you to fuck me with your gun.”

Buck’s eyes glimmered.

Tags! @housewifebuck @eddiebabygirldiaz @honestlydarkprincess @eddiediaztho @lover-of-mine @fortheloveofbuddie @forthewolves @butraura @try-set-me-on-fire @eowon @buckleyobsessed @theotherbuckley @hippolotamus @cowboy-buck @giddyupbuck @wildlife4life @911-on-abc (and anyone else who’d like to participate✨)

Tags for readers @mattsire @juliaor @dancerfourlife98 @idealuk @clairelejohnson @made-ofmemories (let me know if you wish to be removed from the tag list!)

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bambiraptorx · 11 months

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Draxum's hands were shaking. Badly, Raph noted, staring at the noticeable tremors in the yokai's hands.

[TW: self-destructive behaviors, eating issues/implied disordered eating]

He'd seen Draxum's hands shake before, back in his own time, when the Hidden City was first discovered by the Kraang and quickly overwhelmed with all the hounds and mechs and zombies they could throw at it, and the Resistance had to declare the ruins unsalvageable, not worth trying to win back.

He'd seen them shake when Casey had returned a month after being declared missing in action (declared dead in all but the use of that word; all M.I.A. meant anymore was that there was no body to bury), not only alive and minimally injured, but hauling a four-month-old baby in a makeshift sling.

He'd seen them shake when he'd woken up from an artificial, anesthesia-induced slumber, a grey, lonely night with no stars, to see the face of the man who'd had to amputate his hand and tell him, "you barely survived as it is, Raphael," a heavy guilt weighing down his shoulders and carving new lines into his face.

He didn't know why they were shaking now. He focused on the vials Draxum held, ingredients for some chemical or other he needed to synthesize, seemingly vibrating as a result of the trembling hands that held them. Was it exhaustion? When did Draxum start working today?

When was the last time he had a meal?

Raph voiced his thoughts.

"I'm not hungry," came the answer, not enough in and of itself to give Raph what he needed to know, if not for everything he knew about the person Draxum was. Is. Would one day be?

"Draxum. That's not what I asked you." Raph reached out hesitantly, ready to withdraw his hand if it was rejected. The scientist didn't respond, at least not immediately, his back to Raph even as his hands still shook.

Something in Draxum's shoulders relaxed--not truly relaxed, so much as lost the tension holding him stiff and upright--and he sighed. "I can't stop now. There's too much I still need to do." His hair lay limp and matted against his back, greasy from lack of washing.

How long had Draxum been doing this? Destroying himself? How long had Raph not noticed it?

"Just a quick break," Raph tried. "Get a small meal in and get back to work after that."

A sharp headshake. "I can't--I can't. If I stop now, I'll lose all momentum--I have so much I need to do tonight--and I've gotten behind over the last few weeks, I can't fall behind my schedule any further, and besides, I haven't earned it yet--"

Suddenly Draxum whirled around, the vials in his hands dangerously close to spilling. "All of yokai-kind is depending on me. I can't let them down. I can't let more lives be lost! Too much is at stake here to simply take a break!"

The picture was familiar, heart-achingly so. It only took a flicker of imagination to superimpose Raph's own brother, to replace Draxum's desperate, bloodshot eyes with Donnie's wide, worried ones. The concerns were practically identical: the certainty-laced fear that rest now would be paid for later in agony and blood.

"What's yokai-kind gonna do if you work yourself to death?" Raph replied, as gently as he could, reaching out for the vials Draxum gripped so tightly. "Whatever you're doing here, who's gonna do it if you can't? Me? You know I'm not a science guy, Drax."

There's so much weight on your shoulders, Dad, Raph thought. Let me help you carry it.

Raph took hold of one of the vials, tugging gently. At first, it seemed as though Draxum wouldn't let go, that he would hold on even tighter, chase Raph out of the room and return to killing himself slowly. But after a few seconds, the scientist's trembling hand loosened, allowing Raph to slide the glass from between his fingers and set it back in the holder. He took the second with no resistance, and did the same.

Raph allowed himself a small smile, a tiny flicker of the ever-present tension between his shoulders melting away. "Okay, Draxum. Let's get you some food, maybe a nap, and see how you're doing after that."

This mad scientist at least, he could help.

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chrollohearttags · 11 months

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ranting to y’all this morning bc y’all are my only friends and I hate everybody else :) long winded rant incoming!! I apologize in advance.

realizing I’ve been way too friendly w ppl and bc of that, they feel like they can try me. And then play victim when I bust back For context, I live in a predominantly yt small town and I’ve been here for years. I get along with everybody for the most part and it’s gotten a lot more diverse so it’s not too bad. Esp compared to when I graduated hs. but like a couple days ago, I changed up my hair color bc I was bored and needed sum different. I don’t work in public so it’s not like I have to have a neutral color and I used to wear different colors all the time when I worked at the local grocery store. Point is, im not new to this, im true to this shit. I used to be a walking rainbow. They’ve seen me before. Anyways, I always talk to a lot of ppl that work in the stores, or just passing by. mainly abt anime bc I’m always wearing something related to it (side note: there are like 3 blk cashiers who are in to animanga in my town and it makes me so happy! We always nerd out and shit) but I wore my new hair color out the other day, which is a orange and brown ombré, just to kinda change it up. Life is too fucking short anyways. I’m stuck in the house all day and when I go out, I tend to stick to the same outfits and hairstyles for no reason other than I’m too lazy to dig through my tons of clothes and 30 other wigs. Besides, I’m coming right back to the house anyways and I’m not tryna impress nobody so who gives a fuck. Well this bitch felt the need to ask me ‘is that all you wear?’ As if my lil AOT shirt was bothering her funky ass and she wasn’t even in the conversation b/w me and my fellow blerd brother working the register. To which I ask her are all her teeth really gone at 21 from doing meth? (It was quiet, no back talk then) and then, that same day, these lil snot nose ass kids call themselves walking by me laughing and trying to be funny. Then they tried to grab at my bag and keychains on them. And had the nerve to run behind their dad and play victim, so I told him that if he doesn’t discipline his kids, I’d beat their asses myself so keep a leash on them. And as if it wasn’t bad enough, another bitch made a sideways comment abt how she didn’t expect me to ‘wear something like that’ and I told her thank god it’s on my head and not hers bc I didn’t ask. Saying all this to say that I’m tired of folks trying me and then acting like bitches when confronted. I don’t like being made to be the aggressor bc a bunch of Mayo maggots can’t shut the fuck up and mind the business that pays them. 😭😭 like do not come for me unless I send for you and damn sure don’t try me. I may smile and be friendly but bitch I’m not. I will hurt y’all.

#cherry chats 🍒#like I really be chilling #and I enjoy the bit of social interaction I get bc it’s hard working from home sometimes (even though I’m never quitting!)#but ffs ion like when I gotta get out of character #like I can’t stand that bullshit #I should be able to express myself just like everybody else #I don’t owe you hoes neutrality to make you comfortable #fuck respectability politics #esp for a town full of ppl that do meth #imma go back to sleep before I get mad all over again lmao

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skitskatdacat63 · 1 year

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2011 February Barcelona Testing(via Motorsport)

#had a mental conniption over these dont mind me #i just wanna post all the pics i downloaded today i rly rly like all of them #testing seb is 🥰 im obsessed with all the pics from every testing session #bcs that is prime territory for beanie seb :D #2011 february barcelona testing #f1 #formula 1 #formula one #sebastian vettel #sv5 #red bull seb #we do a little bit of f1 #(so uh yeah idk yet bcs im still thinking but i might schedule spam sry in advance if so i just am in love w these pics)#(but who knows this little note might be irrelevant cause im indecisive)#(but yeh maybe ignore me in parantheses bcs its usually just me making a note to myself lolol i cant help it)#okay imma queue them for 2 hr spaces so look out for that :D

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redhead-reporter · 19 days

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º ✧ 。 okay okay sheesh, if y'all are gonna be that nice ? maybe i should do a BITE SIZED STARTER CALL !

#not dropping any of my current longer things just looking to give myself smaller/more manageable threads :)#stuff i can keep up with when i don't have spoons or time for longer things as we get closer to “the big day”#like imma give you SIDE EYE if it starts getting longer than two short paras you feel the vibe ? you see the vision ?#º ✧ 。 i’m still out but i’ll grab some stuff at the store ooc shit

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jiiyawns · 2 years

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lil gift for @chaoxfix because this chapter still lives in my head rent free

#sonic #classic sonic #sonic the hedgehog #sth #miles tails prower #classic tails #i like Knew tails is supposed to be drenched still bc he literally just got out of the water but i still didn't like #draw that properly save a few droplets bc imma be real man. i was struggling.#modern sonic artist in shambles trying to draw classic characters it was rough out there HGALKSDJFSKLJDFK #my art #fanart #actually classic sonic is easier for me than modern . i think im just still not good at the sonic style lol #i also drafted this more from memory than referencing the fic other than dialogue so i forgot some of the in betweens... but #comics and writing being 1 to 1 is hard just like when doign film adaptations of books so i guess. creative liberties.#me cutting myself off before getting to draw embarrassed sonic tho. sadge #draw

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that-was-anticlimactic · 26 days

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apparently weather is supposed to be really bad here tomorrow afternoon :) like tornado bad :) anxiety is. here :)

#i HATE tornados and natural disasters they FREAK me out #and i’m on the second floor of an apt complex and there’s no basement and grace isn’t back yet so imma be by myself so that’s #going to be Freaky and gently terrifying :)#just a warning i may be super annoying on here tomorrow depending on how bad it is #got a heads up from my coworkers and my dad (and he doesn’t live here) so. panic is setting in ahhhhhh #they were like ‘make sure to keep your phone charged during work’ and now i’m paranoid that the power will go out and my phone will die and #i’ll be alone in the dark with no way to contact people while i’m panickinv #oh boy this is definitely a sign that i should go to sleep and stop thinking about what could happen #weather just freaks me out #okay done for now #will be back to complain and flip out tomorrow prolly lol #sorry for the breakdown😅#corey talks:)

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lazyheartcomputer · 1 month

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For those who are still confused by what happened last week, talk. And for those who still hate studio bridge for a damn reason… DEAL WITH IT!

#yugioh go rush #imma defend myself after this whole theory drama #y’all can’t understand how much go rush impacted my whole entire existence!#yes girl boss is gonna become otes but i felt betrayed and hurt #just deal with it for once in your motherfucking lives #and especially goes to the manga that had some you know what service because thats what im here for!#because if you don't deal with it and when season 3 drops im sorry #you will be perminatly blocked and kicked out from the house of memes #no second chances #i mean it #self rant

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thequeenofsastiel · 2 years

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I kind of love that Rain doesn't remotely struggle to get away while Payu is spanking him, and afterwards, despite complaining, he doesn't use disrespectful language. He still calls Payu "P'Payu", and uses "Pom" instead of "Goo" for "I/me". In fact, so far after their linguistic domination scene, Rain has stuck to respectful pronouns, no matter how indignant he acts. Payu has been trying to be Rain's Dom, and Rain is slowly letting him be.

I admit I'm wildly curious where it'll go from here.

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