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ao3commentoftheday · 5 months
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Hey!
This is something that's been rolling around in my head for a while, and I'm wondering if you or any of your followers have experience with getting back into writing after illness.
I've been chronically ill for a long time. My symptoms vary a lot depending on external circumstances. From about 2019-2021 or so, I was updating an AU about once a month and having an absolute blast with it...then my health hit a stumbling block. Then it hit another, and another.
I'm now at a point where the stumbling blocks don't seem to be going away anytime soon. I'm starting to feel the mental health effects of not having the spoons to work writing into my day.
I spent the past couple years trying to let myself lie fallow and be kind with my brain when my body needs so much help. I'm at a point where even when I WANT to write, it feels like it's been so long I've almost forgotten how. I'm stalled on all my WIPs from that AU, but it doesn't feel like writer's block so much as it feels like writer's atrophy. I miss it terribly, but I'm having a lot of trouble getting back on my feet.
Thank you for everything you've given our community over the years! 💜💜
*hugs* that's a rough spot to be in, and I hope that we can offer you some ways to get out of it. I'll offer some suggestions from my own experience with a change in health status, but I'm really hopeful that the rest of the blog have some tips to share as well.
Don't hold yourself up to your previous standards. Your abilities have changed, and you should take that into account. If you used to be able to write for 2 hours and now you can only manage 10 minutes, don't see that as a failure. 10 minutes is now your success point. If you used to be able to manage 100K stories with intricate plots and now you find it a challenge to write a straightforward oneshot? Then finishing that oneshot is an accomplishment to be proud of.
If the way you used to do things doesn't work, don't keep trying to do them that way. If you used to type onto a laptop but now staring at the screen makes you feel exhausted? Try dictating into your phone and using speech to text to transcribe it. Then you can go through and edit what's already there. If you used to write at a desk but now sitting up for long periods wears you out? Try tapping it out on your phone in bed. You can't focus for long periods the way that you used to? Turn on the TV and write during commercial breaks.
Don't try to pick up right where you left off. You need to get yourself back in writing shape before you can take on a story that's already halfway written. Those WIPs will still be there, even if you start off with a ficlet or a missing moment or a post-episode coda etc. Start off small. Use ideas or plots that are easier for you to write. Get back into the swing of it before you try to tackle a big project again.
As you try to write something and you find yourself unable to, take a moment and try to identify what the hard part is. Are you having trouble finding words? Are you in an uncomfortable position? Is the device you're using annoying you or difficult to work with? For each problem you can identify, see if you can find an accommodation for it - and look to see if other people have had to accommodate the same issue before you. It's very likely that they have.
I'll stop here and let the spoonies share their thoughts in the notes. I look forward to picking up some advice for myself too ❤️
You can find this question and answer over on Dreamwidth as well, if you'd like to join the conversation over there.
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py-dreamer · 2 months
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So... I know I'm late...
But yea! I said I was coming back with some stickers and I kept my word! I would've hoped that I could've completed the sheet in like a day but as you can see...that didn't work out
I know I've been a bit MIA lately but burnout sucks. I do have a lot of WIPS I really want to work on but again, it seems that the ProcrastiNation hath struck my feeble mortal brain again.
But anyways:
I headcanon Aroace Mei, just a personal headcanon (disagree if you like) I also like lesbian Mei but thought I'd give some aroace appreciation
Silktea was only given 1 episode but OH BOY did it fuel our wild shipping habits. And I jumped on the bandwagon. It's a reference to that scene in She-Ra where Scorpia tells Catra she 'didn't want to do this' then wraps kitty up in the blankey and cradles her like a wee baby. And Sandy would do that for any friend, I will die on this hill
Saw a fanart where Mk had a pig nose themed pacifier and I just yoinked that idea. The pig hoodie and the pacifier seems like something Tang would do for Pigsy (also to get away with free noodles cause who can say no to that face?~)
Mac showing Wukong the lantern. What can I say, mans' fascinated by them pretty lights. Though our little performer's eyes seem to be straying from the show (^u ')
I know many people have issues with shipping with Nezha and such and I know the two had a rough history but y'know what fans do; they love to make the people who kill each other soulmates (platonic, romantic or otherwise) Even if it wasn't romantic, I still love the idea of them being buddies and just chilling, the danger noodle prince and the angy prince snuggle and watch a movie (mainly from Nezha 2019 but I also saw New Gods and can I just say, I want those two twinks to bicker then kiss awkwardly and I want Yun Xiang to BEAT. HIS. ASS) but in case anyone asks, I do perceive Nezha to be a consenting adult in general outside shipping drama and if the two are adults, it does make my heart squeal when I see these two hold hands and whatnot
HOW COULD I EVER FORGET MY SPICYBOIS, inspired by that one Ponyo kiss scene. I was actually gonna make a bigger piece but then I saw someone do it already in a much better fashion than I ever could and I just gave up on the idea but Ig here, its just like the two cakes mentality and I gave it a go. Hope I could do the concept justice
Have spider queen or scorpion queen ever interacted before? No. But they are both queens and I believe Spider Queen's confidence could rub off on Scorpion Queen and she'd appreciate the company of Spider Queen's children henchmen. Also she give yummy food so lesbian venomqueens for the win
Redraw of that moment with Peng and Azure. I normally detest that bird but these two do get some gears grinding and whatever anyone says. Neither of those two are straight. I'll tell ya that.
Toxicinsanity is another rarepair that had like 1 sec screen time. I don't think they'd ever work out in canon and had virtually no chemistry. I still love all the fluffy ship content I can find of them though and if it ever were to happen. I think the mayor would scare the sh!t out of Syntax
Let's get at least one hetero couple here, Chang'e and Hou'Yi are a couple of favorites ngl, I took most of their outfits from Over the moon cause both of them looked stunning, Chang'e especially. I've seen people ship mah girl with other people and while I do agree it's healthy to move on, in my heart she will always long for Hou'Yi
Also irl, on valentines, my mum took us out for lunch, she treated us to bubble tea and donuts. We walked home so I waited to drink mah drink in my room while I drew and I accidentally finished it all... I'm so sorry mum
f*ck I forgot ironbull. Uhh....I'll draw something later, rn I need to go to bed before I get yelled at...
click pic for less sh!ty quality!
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doubleappled · 5 months
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About the blogger meme
Thank you to @bioloyg for the tag and the fic callout! Team Pete forever and for always!
Star Sign: Libra, but it never resonates the way my enneagram 2 does
Favorite Holidays: Groundhog Day. I love those little dudes (although I wish we could leave them in peace so maybe let’s just celebrate their existence and not force our way into their homes)
Last Meal: Enchiladas for dinner
Last Music Listened To: Waxahatche’s Great Thunder
Last Movie Watched: hmmmm in the theater? I think Bottoms, which I adored
Last TV Show Watched: Shameless. I’m in the beginning of season 9 and it is messing me up in 5000 different ways. The acting is great (sometimes) and the writing is awful (mostly) and the storylines are ridiculous (always) and it’s at least 5 or 6 seasons too long. But every once in a while it really makes you think, and it’s completely gotten under my skin. And I will finish it if it’s the last thing I ever do. And it might be, because wow.
Last Book/Fic Finished: I just finished Justin Torres’ Blackouts and I LOVED it. And the most recent chapter of @glitterslag’s It's Been You and Me Since Before I Was Me — is a witchy creepy Appalachian Gothic MASTERPIECE that I adore. Oh and Blissymbolics’ Colorless Richie Jerimovich, also a masterpiece even though it is sydrichie and that is giving me a teeny tiny identity crisis okay moving on
Last Book/Fic Abandoned: I am thisclose to giving up on Lessons In Chemistry. I do not get this book at all.
Currently Reading: nobody ever got my soul right like she could by seh28
Last Thing Researched for Art/Writing/Hyperfixation: Quite a bit about what happens to children of people wirh narcissistic personality disorder (hi Donna, yes I am armchair psychologizing and pathologizing a fictional character) for the fic I’m currently writing. I’m not a really intense researcher, but I’ve read all about elevator mechanics and ancient marriage rites and British parking tickets and EMP’s 2019 spring menu and how to cook uni and where pastina comes from, all for fics. I love that aspect of writing.
Favorite Online Fandom Memory: It’s embarrassing, but it’s probably the first time that one of my favorite fic authors commented on one of my own fics, ca. 2018. I was on the subway, and I dropped my phone on the disgusting wet floor when I saw the incredibly lovely comment they’d posted.
FaNvorite Old Fandom You Wish Would Drag You Back In/Have A Resurgence: I really only have two old fandoms, but I do miss HP quite a bit. It’s such a robust space, with really nice people, and so many different fests and prompts and challenges. I still read a bit when my favorite authors post, and would like to write for it again someday. (Also, if you’re the anon who’s messaged me multiple times to tell me that my new fics aren’t as good or creative as my HP, and that I “used to be a good writer” — please stop. That’s not the way to convince me to go back, and it makes me feel bad)
Favorite Thing You Enjoy That Never Had an Active or Big "Fandom" but You Wish It Did: Truly I’ve never experienced a hyperfixation like I have with The Bear. I wish fanfic had existed in its current state when I was younger, or that I’d been cool enough to figure out the concept and write it on my own. I would have been VERY ACTIVE in a Dead Poets Society fandom if it had existed when I was obsessed with that movie, a decade after it came out, when I watched it practically every day for a year 🤪
Tempting Project You're Trying to Rein In/Don't Have Time For: I just have 15 different Bear WIPs, none of which have any plot, wooo!
Anyway this was all very fun to think about. Tagging @amieraisposting @kdbleu @justabovewater20 @yannaryartside @glitterslag — only if this is your jam — and anyone else who wants to join in.
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conscience-killer · 5 months
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I was tagged by @prince-luffy who is a very good egg. Also I'm in a waffling mood so there may be waffling. I might also be drunk.
1. How many works do you have on AO3?
25. Eight years of writing. Twenty-fucking-five. That's pretty pathetic lol.
2. What’s your total word count?
112,442. Almost a novel. Probably. It's a lot of cocks either way.
3. What fandoms do you write for?
Always Sunny currently, Preacher and Gotham in the past.
4. Top 5 fics by kudos:
1 - The Bird and the Worm
2 - Checkmate
3 - From Despair to Where
4 - Nice Guys Finish Last
5 - Lost Souls Forever
All Gotham, although Figure It Out is almost catching up with LSF which makes me happy. There's quite a bit of of novice cringe in that list, so click at your own peril. I guess we all had to learn somewhere.
6. What’s the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
Where Did You Sleep Last Night? for sure. Honourable mentions to Comeback Kid and Time to Pretend, though.
7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
All His Suits Are Torn. :)
8. Do you get hate on fics?
Nah. Never written for a popular enough fandom.
9. Do you write smut?
Does the Pope shit in the woods?
10. Do you write crossovers?
Never fancied it. I've always preferred to stick as close to canon as I can. Alternate scenarios to episodes and scenes have always been my jam.
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
Not that I'm aware of. More gifs than I can count though, sigh.
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
Again, not that I'm aware of. Years ago someone asked to translate Checkmate (I think?) to another language but I never saw anything of it. Maybe I didn't look hard enough.
13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
I don't think I ever would have considered co-writing if I'd never met @constant-sinner. Our styles and kinks and preferences just gel so well.
Please check out our most recent collab: My God Is the Sun. We hadn't worked together since Evol in 2019 and it still just flowed so nicely. I do love me some shameless plugs.
14. What’s your all time favorite ship?
You can pry Cricksden from my cold, dead hands. A third of their fics on ao3 are mine and that pleases me greatly.
15. What’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you will?
Father of All Motherfuckers was my only wip but it got shitcanned because I just didn't have the time (or the ideas, lol). Not If You Were the Last Junkie on Earth rose from its ashes and honestly I'm happy about that. I really enjoyed writing it. I have toyed with the idea of a set of confessional fics using some of its remnants too, but ehhh. Maybe.
16. What are your writing strengths?
As Raymond says, whimsical blasphemy.
17. What are your writing weaknesses?
I've never been a fan of dialogue. Some of my stories have masses of it which leads me to believe I was possessed by some sort of loquacious demonic entity at the time. Junkie had zero dialogue and that wasn't even a conscious decision, but goddamn it felt nice.
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language?
If I could speak more than a few words of another language, sure.
19. First fandom you wrote for?
Gotham.
20. Favorite fic you’ve ever written?
Blasphemy (The Victimless Crime). It probably always will be. That fic helped me a lot and led to more fun than I could have ever envisioned. I owe it a motherfucking shitload.
tagging: @jessicorvus @bensonstablers and any other fic-writing mutual whose name may or may not have disappeared into my glass of Baileys. Salut.
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late-to-the-fandom · 6 months
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Get to know the fanfic writer!
Thank you to the wonderful @fluffleforce-mysdrym for the tag (learn about her here).
Tagging: @velvethopewrites @27fanficlilies @omnissian-scribe @frozen-fountain @mysticstarlightduck @darknightfrombeyond @malicious-compliance-esq
When did you post your first-ever fanfic?
2019 – it took a very long time (20 something years) to work up the confidence to complete something and post it
First Character(s) you wrote?
I started very on-brand, writing for a C list character in the HPHM mobile game AND after his extremely brief and small surge of popularity. So needless to say it was a nonexistent fandom.
Main Character(s) you're currently writing?
Oh, Prince Renathal and I are still hanging out daily.
Character(s) you haven't written about before but plan to soon?
Not sure I have one of those. I have no plans after I finish my current series except maybe to finish the AU I hiatused.
Fandom(s) you're currently writing?
World of Warcraft (but only B list characters from the least popular expansion to date because that’s just who I am)
Platonic Pairing(s) you're currently writing?
I suppose Renathal/Theotar, Renathal/Draven both show up in Wend in the Shadows. I wanted to stress Renathal’s desire for, but ultimate inability to cultivate, truly intimate friendships because of his political position (and also his dad being a dick).
Romantic Pairing(s) you're currently writing?
Mainly Renathal/the Maw Walker (Elisewin), although the more I float little bits of the Accuser/Curator’s story the more I wonder about writing something short just for them. I ship them super hard on the sidelines.
Your top AO3 tags?
Probably Smut, Explicit Smut, and Sorry, no smut
Current platform you use for posting?
Ao3 and Tumblr
Snippet of the WIP you are currently working on?
Well, I recently had a bug to finish the next chapter of Shadow UNIverse which had been hiatused since spring. I’m halfway done with the second to last chapter, which is exciting. Hoping I can finish it soon and not burn out again. I've included a little snippet under the cut.
"Shall I confess something?"
"Yes, please."
"I have wanted to do this for some time."
"Really?” The Maw Walker craned her neck gingerly to the right, attempting to catch Renathal's eye with her good one. “Help me wash my hair while keeping my casts out of water? That's a very specific fantasy."
Renathal’s reply was to reach around and daub soapy shampoo lather bubbles to the end of the Maw Walker’s nose, upsetting the careful decorum she had maintained throughout the undignified bathing ritual as well as her precarious balance on the edge of his claw foot tub. But she was laughing as she slipped and he was laughing as he caught her, and it was several mirth-filled minutes and inelegant contortions before both were back in position.
"The fantasy,” he explained around the dregs of amusement as he resumed scrubbing the top of the Maw Walker's head, “was to have you in my bath. I admit, this was not precisely what I pictured."
"Oh, I see." She cocked her head to the side again and Renathal could see the hint of a smile play around her puffy, bruised lips. "How did you picture it?"
“Hmm…”
He made a thoughtful sort of noise and scrubbed in silence for several seconds, as if only now considering the details of a fantasy he'd had ready and waiting for weeks.
"Well, there would certainly have been wine,” he said at last - the Maw Walker hummed her approval. "And candles perhaps. Bath salts. Bubbles."
She wiped a bit of lingering lather from the side of her nose.
"We do have those."
Renathal chuckled but otherwise ignored this interjection as he finished, “And we would both of us have actually been in the bath. And with all our limbs safely intact."
“Ah, I see,” the Maw Walker repeated, though this time the smile in it was shaky. Renathal could feel the tension settle stiffly in her shoulders as he worked shampoo through the ends of her hair “That does sound lovely. I am… sorry to disappoint.”
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antimonyandthyme · 6 months
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Tagged by the lovely @badboy-george and @rosyjuly for the 20 questions for fic writers game, thank you! <33
1. How many works do you have on AO3?
62!
2. What’s your total AO3 word count?
196,925
3. What fandoms do you write for?
Currently it's only F1, but I've written for a bunch of anime fandoms like Haikyuu! and Daiya no Ace (even in anime I can't escape sports) and Naruto of course. And some movie ones like Tenet. And some random others. Like the Epic 7 and Fire Emblem game.
4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
The Cloud That Settles (sewis), then If You Don't Play, You'll Never Win (lestappen), then Treading Softly in My Head (martian), then All the Miles We Have to Shed (martian), then Shutter Speed (martian). Special mention to the sixth in line But I Exist to Serve the Master, which I think was the first fic up on ao3 for The Gentlemen (2019) fandom kekekeke.
5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
Yes, absolutely. I have a backlog at the moment which I feel a little guilty about because I want anyone who's commented to know their words and thoughts are so beloved to me, and sometimes when someone leaves a wonderfully thoughtful comment it takes me ages to respond because I want to respond in kind.
6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
Spring Cleaning (maxiel) or this prosenna tumblr ficlet
7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
Hmm. Looking through my fics I realize they often end on a very happy, resolved, or hopeful note. It'd be tough for me to choose the happiest. Maybe Down in the Depths We Make Our Home (sebchal pacific rim au), just for how complete it felt at the end.
8. Do you get hate on fics?
Not in the traditional sense, like I hate your writing! kind of thing. I've had some odd comments that I genuinely think weren't meant to be mean but have made me question some aspects of my writing, and I've learned to take those in stride. I'm also very very lucky to be surrounded by beloved people who have everlasting patience for my huehuehues.
9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?
Kekekeke. Y E S. I love doing so. I'm not sure I can describe what kind, I'm into so many flavours. The really, really horny kind? *me scrolling through my ao3* Oh wow yes the really, really, really horny kind.
10. Do you write crossovers? What’s the craziest one you’ve written?
I have not! Only AUs at the moment. The craziest AU I've ever thought of was probably an F1 Chainsaw Man AU.
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
I don't believe so!
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
Yes! I've had If You Don't Play, You'll Never Win and Melt Your Aches and Call This Home (a baseball anime fic) translated into Chinese. Reading them has been a delight and a lesson all in one!
13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
No, but I am in talks with... some beloved people...
14. What’s your all time favourite ship?
All time! Hmm. Hmm! Naruto/Sasuke my og pairing probably. But Martian and Sebmick are right up there too.
15. What’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?
Huehuehue. I have a bunch languishing in my drafts at the moment. Rosquez, seb4seb, sebastidan wips are most in danger because my interest in them crests super hard one day and wanes the next. *sees a gif* *is inspired* *sees a gif of something else* *forgets*
16. What are your writing strengths?
Narrative voicing I think? A very clear, defining character arc. I've been told the porn's pretty good too, while being very emotional.
17. What are your writing weaknesses?
Long fic. Ah, geez. There are so many stories in my head that could only be done justice if I had the patience to take my time with it, put in the hours, put in the words, put in the work. But I'm very easily distracted by shiny things unfortunately. I also worry I write the characters the same across fics. Like my Sebs, I worry that he's getting a little too consistent and predictable even in vastly different works.
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?
I probably wouldn't, I would worry too much about whether I got the nuances and grammar and structure and voicing right.
19. First fandom you wrote for?
Probably Naruto?
20. Favourite fic you’ve written?
This changes depends on the day you ask. At the moment it's actually my prosenna tumblr fics, which upon every reread I find myself liking more. (The real fave fave fic is something I chatficced with @rosyjuly that I hope will one day see the light of day)
No pressure tagging if you'd like to play! @sebrrari @effervescentdragon @ayceeofspades @loveisworry @wewentcarracing
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modulatechaos · 4 months
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Fanfiction Writer 20 Questions, got tagged by @moth--knight so here we are to do the things!.
How many works do you have on AO3?
122….so far.
2. What's your total AO3 word count?
659,731
3. What fandoms do you write for?
I mainly write for: Fire Emblem Three Houses Bayonetta Genshin Impact Honkai: Star Rail
4. What are your top five fics by kudos?
In The Half Light, I'll See You In Time A Consuming Mind A Story Ever Shifting You Didn't Plan To Get That Paperwork Done, Did You? Don't Mind Dying If You're My Killer
5.Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
I TRY TO, but I'm often really bad about it and forget and then it's been a month. Or I'm right on top of it and I respond immediately, ADHD brain is a nightmare.
6. What's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
Oh shit uh…..lmao. A lot of them? But probably angtiest is "I Think I'm Slipping Away."
7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
Any fic in my Edeleth Week 2019 collection? I don't write happy fics often….lmao.
8. Do you get hate on fics?
Not usually? I've gotten some vauge posty rudeish comments here and there but I just delete them or ignore them cuz I've got no time for anyone's negativity.
9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?
Yes. What Kind? The…smutty…kind?
10. Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written?
I wrote one, a Bloodborne x FE3H one. Usually I do not, cuz they're difficult to manage.
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
I've had ideas and pieces of fics stolen off me, sure, but I've never had a whole fic stolen that I know of.
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
Yes! Into Japanese and another into German
13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
Yes! With @ashtree11, we wrote several for Control and one for Genshin Impact. I love co-writing with friends cuz it's neat to see how our writing styles mesh!
14. What's your all-time favorite ship?
Uh. Edeleth….Bayojeanne. Others. I can't just choose one.
15. What's the WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?
I will finish all my WIPS.
16. What are your writing strengths?
Introspection! World Building! I guess characterization???
17. What are your writing weaknesses?
DIALOGUE. (and actually sitting down to write.)
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?
Hmm, this….one is complicated? Like I'd say consult a native speaker if you know one? Or if you have a friend who can speak multiple languages ask them? I usually tend to just avoid it personally beyond a very few occasions.
19. First fandom you wrote for?
Oh god…I think it was Gundam Seed?? way back on Fanfiction.net
20. Favorite fic you've ever written?
A Consuming Mind Your Soul Was Never Yours I'd Do Anything (Tell Me What To Say)
Uh as for people to tag??? @ashtree11 and anyone else who sees this and wants to do it.
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pipermca · 4 months
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Writing Year in Review - 2023
I have to say, 2023 was an odd year for me.
I finally made it to TFCon again (after taking a long hiatus during the pandemic), and it was absolutely lovely to see everyone. I got to meet some new folks face-to-face, and meet up again with people I'd met in 2019. Spouse came with me this time, and he had a pretty good time (despite only being a TF fan via osmosis).
We did no other travel, though. Part of that was because we got a new cat, so we're back to needing to make kenneling arrangements before going anywhere. And as much of a joy as our cat is, that has made travel a little more inconvenient.
I had some major disruptions at work this year, completely upending the end of my summer and start of fall. As a direct result of this, the coming year is going to be extremely challenging work-wise as I get caught up on some things. Hopefully by late summer 2024, the pressure will be off and I can relax again (back into my usual level of work-related stress).
I also had my first round of Covid in 2023, which absolutely sucked. F minus, not recommended. I came very close to going to the ER during the worst of it, and the aftermath continued to kick my ass for months. The fatigue and brain fog was real, but the other health issues that it produced are still with me. Thank god for vaccines; I don't know how things might have gone if I hadn't been vaccinated.
In the coming year, I am going to try to focus on being kind to myself, both mentally and physically. Part of that is going to include the expectations I'm setting for myself for writing.
In December, I wrote 5,500 words, most of it in the story I've started posting, A Matter of Propriety. The story is still being posted (and I need to finish writing it!!) and I'm hoping to keep up my once-a-week posting schedule. If I can't make good progress on the next chapter this week, I'll probably drop into an every-other-week schedule instead, just so I can maintain my chapter buffer. (The story will likely have eight chapters total.)
For the year, in 2023 I wrote 62,502 words. Most of that was on A Matter of Propriety and Again and Again and Again (my TF Big Bang fic). However, I only posted 24,184 words to AO3, split between 4 completed works. (A Matter of Propriety will finish in 2024, so its stats will eventually count for that year.)
Most months I didn't set a specific word count goal, and that's ok. But possibly as a result, my output was all over the map. The two major peaks are in April (when I did the bulk of my Big Bang fic writing), and July (when I got a smutty fic idea and banged (hah) it out really quick).
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Like always, my average words per hour is pretty consistent, although not as much as in previous years. Still, it shows that when I do sit down and write, I get consistent work done.
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As I mentioned, I didn't make specific writing goals most months, but when I did, I never reached them. That tells me I am setting my goals too high, and I need to be more realistic.
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As for the goals I set for myself for 2023, I did pretty awful. 😅 Again, I think I was just setting expectations too high for myself.
Finish Sun and Moon (working title) Nope. I barely worked on it at all.
Finish one Sparkr story (any of my bunnies or WIPs!) In progress? Call this 50%.
Write two comic scripts for practice Nope.
Make more progress in IDW2 reviews Nope, 0% progress made.
Finish The King and the Bounty Hunter Barely worked on this, either, so no.
Rewrite/repost stories that I took down. Call this 50% done.
When chatting about this with a friend last night, I realized that THREE of my goals were basically "finish this longfic." Considering how much brainpower longfics take, it's no wonder I failed. So as part of my "be kind to myself" vision statement 😅 I'm going to focus on do-able goals, with one "stretch" longfic goal.
Write two comic scripts for practice
Finish reposting taken-down fics
Write and post three one-shots
Start posting Sun and Moon (working title)
My rationale for these is: I really want to practice scriptwriting. I really want to finish getting those old fics back up in a better format. I LOVE the instant quick gratification of getting a short story written and posted. And the stretch goal is to start posting Sun and Moon. If I'm starting to post it, that means I am confident about finishing it. ✨
Behind the cut is the first sentence of each of the stories I posted (sans the reposted fics, since those were all backdated to their original posting dates), and the month it was posted in. I wish everyone a happy and safe 2024!
August. Sharing is Caring. "That's it… There you go." The words were whispered into Bluestreak's audial.
August. Plans in Plans. The tiny dot in the distance grew in size as it approached, until Megatron's optics were able to resolve it into the shape of a Seeker.
September. Again and Again and Again. Create log file.
November. A Nice Set of Wheels. "So who is this guy, again?" Mirage asked, slipping between a box truck and a van.
December. A Matter of Propriety. Orion picked up his comm pad for approximately the thousandth time since being shown to his table, and checked it for messages.
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scottysketches · 6 months
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[20 Question Fic Writer Tag]
Tagged by the lovely @impossibleprincess35 <3
How many works do you have on AO3? Four! Most of my stories are still in the "needs severe editing" phase lol
What is your AO3 word count? 61,414
What fandoms do you write for? Well, I've become rather singularly obsessed with Star Wars: The Clone Wars right now, but I do also write for Mass Effect and Assassin's Creed Odyssey.
What are your top five fics by kudos? Don't Dream It's Over - 60 The Last Resort of Good Men - 39 Thunder - 8 This Is The Beginning - 4
Do you respond to comments? Why or why not? I do! I'd respond more if my reaction wasn't just, "AAAAAAHHHH THANK YOU FOR READING MY SILLY LITTLE STORY AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH!!"
What's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending? Not finished yet, but the angst is-a coming for This Is The Beginning, as it is basically my interpretation of the Legacy of the First Blade DLC for Assassin's Creed Odyssey, which is rife in angst.
What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending? The Last Resort of Good Men. Ends with Dorian Pavus and my warrior/mage combo human Inquisitor getting together. I haven't actually read it in years, so I might end up going back and rewriting it if I find it to be not as good as I remember.
Do you get hate on fics? Not as far as I'm aware.
Do you write smut? If so, what kind? Yep. Mostly romantic smut, but some of the stories that are stuck in the WIP folder have been a little... deranged.
Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written? I have written crossovers in the past, but the fandoms would kind of work together anyway? I did start writing a crossover between Doctor Who and Downton Abbey, many many years ago, but never finished it because my favourite Who characters never appeared on screen again despite there being infinite potential to bring them into the fold again.
Have you ever had a fic stolen? No, but I fear it, especially with how sophisticated AI is bound to get before too long.
Have you ever had a fic translated? Not as far as I'm aware.
Have you ever cowritten a fic before? I was about to say no, but then I remembered way back in the day, before I discovered AO3 and was uploading primarily on fanfiction.net, I did kind of co-write a Sonic the Hedgehog story with my oldest Internet friend. Unfortunately, I haven't heard from them for years, and all their social media shows their last post as being from 2019, so I have no idea if they're even still alive? But I would really like to rewrite the story we started together all those years ago, now that I've improved.
What's your all-time favourite ship? Oh, God, are we really doing this? I have way too many to choose just one! But, if you have to force my hand, I'd have to say Ezio Auditore/Sofia Sartor (Assassin's Creed Revelations). I just love their dynamic and how their relationship develops, especially in the novelisation of the game.
What's a WIP you'd like to finish but doubt you ever will? *places a finger on your lips* Shh, they're all being finished!!
What are your writing strengths? Witty one-liners. If there's one thing us Brits are known for, it's our cracking sarcasm. Plus most of my formative years when it comes to my development of my writing abilities occurred during peak Downton Abbey era, with the incredible Dowager Countess of Grantham (portrayed by the one and only Dame Maggie Smith).
What are your writing weaknesses? Hmm... I'd have to say knowing when to break up a chapter. I can go on and on and on if you're willing to let me, but even I would struggle to read a 20-25k-word chapter in one go.
Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic? Well, I've been including bits of Mando'a in Don't Dream It's Over, but that's with the Mando'a dictionary open in one tab and a Mando'a translator in another.
First fandom you wrote for? Er, that would either be Harry Potter or The Sarah Jane Adventures.
Favourite fic you've ever written? At the moment, Don't Dream It's Over! I pretty much have the entire story planned out already in my notes app on my phone, which I just reference from when I need to remind myself what's coming up next in the chapter I'm writing at the time.
I'm tagging @whereforartthoumisthios and @jelly-opal!!
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CFWC Writer of the Month May 2022 Bebepac
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Each month CFWC highlights one of our many talented fanfic writers and this month’s writer of the month is @bebepac ! We hope you will enjoy learning more about her and her work below! Writer is selected at random. More info can be found on the navigation page.
Blog: @bebepac
How do you want to be known on Tumblr?  You can call me Bebe or Bee.
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1- When did you start playing Choices? What's the first book you played? 
I started playing choices in mid-2018 or early 2019 I think?:  TRR was between books two and three because I caught up to where the series was and had to wait for weekly releases 
I played Rules of Engagement and The Freshman at the same time.  TRR came on my radar when I saw that Leo was the Leo from there.   
2- When, and why, did you join Choices fandom?.
I saw a post on Reddit talking about the Tumblr choices fandom when was looking for TRR information between books
3- How did you pick your url name? 
Bebe is actually one of the nicknames I go by and Pac is actually because I still want to go back to school to become a Physician Assistant  a  PA-C.
4- Go back to your archive and tell us about the first post on your Choices blog. 
My first posts were TRH inspired, with pictures of the Royal Heir.   My first chapter I wrote was a one-shot called Ride With Me
5- How long have you been writing fanfiction?
I started writing in January 2020
6- What is your favorite Choices book to write about?
TRR, I use the characters, but they’re not always royal in the series I put them in.
7- Share the first fanfic you wrote with us. Do you still like it or would you change anything about it?
A WIP is the earliest thing I can find that I shared on CFWC
8- What is your favorite fic that you’ve written?
Greek Meat - in May 2020 I was supposed to spend 12 days in Greece, but due to the pandemic, my trip was canceled.  That fictionalized series was kind of the time I hoped to have with me and my good friend who planned to go together. 
9- Do you have a fic that you didn’t expect to be well received, but it was? What about one you expected to be, but it could use a little more love?
I didn’t expect The Rotten Apple to be well received, and I have gotten some very negative messages about it.  It does have a taboo storyline, but I truly enjoy writing the story, and the evolution of the characters.
I expected The Life of Riley: Book One to do better.  It made me feel like I was the only one who really wanted Riley to have a backstory,  so I created one for her that explained integral parts of her life in the canon story where she didn’t have family there to support her.  
10- What is your specialty as a fanfic writer?
Drama and angst,  I can write fluff, but fluff is not my go to.  I do promise on my page, you get original fics with dramatic flair.  
11- If you could write only angst, fluff, or smut for the rest of your writing life, which would it be and why? 
Angst.  They say you write what you know, and I’ve had to deal with tough things in my life.
12- Do you ever recognize yourself in any of your MC’s or in your writing?
All of my MCs have components of me, all are left-handed like myself.  But if I had to rank them the most like me is  My original Riley Brooks Character (most emotionally like me when I explain how my Riley reacts to things, I always put myself in her shoes.)  Mia from my series Pop’s Place and Mia’s World  My New Riley (from The Blue Honey Cafe)
13- What element of writing do you struggle with most?
Not adequately conveying what I’m thinking to the page, or giving as much detail as I should.   I know what I see, but I need to help  you see what I see.  This is something I’ve been working on.
14- Do you have any neglected work you really want to finish?
I have several series that are really close to being done. Just the Way You are (TRR x Perfect Match crossover) The Days the Earth Stood Still (TRR) 
15- If someone you know in real life (who isn’t involved in fandoms) asked to read your work, would you let them? If yes, what would you recommend they read first?
Funny:  Greek Meat Drama:  Fast Forward 
16- Are there any writers (published authors and/or fanfic writers) who influenced your writing?
@dcbbw on the fandom,  my struggle point I mentioned about my writing, is something she gave me as constructive criticism and I appreciate it.  
Giving me the courage to write when I told them I had a story idea fandom peeps @janezillow @dcbbw.  Thank you for believing in me.
17- Which one of your stories would you most like to see as a movie/series? 
Greek Meat 
18- Do you write original stories?
I write very little canon in my stories so I think of them as original and most of my storylines aren’t actually set in Cordonia.
I also write a lot of pieces based in my hometown area which I think gives them a very unique feel.
19 -  What other hobbies do you have?
Music, movies, and now that the pollening is no longer among us I want to get back into the great outdoors more until it gets too hot!
20 - What’s your favorite emoji? 
Right now it’s the red apple for my series The Rotten Apple 🍎
21: BONUS - tell us anything you’d like (if you want to).
I am very appreciative of everyone who is reading and following the storylines that I am creating.  Tumblr can feel hard sometimes, especially when you are a small blog, and I am.  I appreciate liking, commenting, and especially reblogging, as that’s how others see your work as a writer on this platform.  Thank you to all that are supporting me for supporting my writing.
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thebraxiatelcollection · 11 months
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Hey April, I feel so behind. I only started following you for your fun Big Finish takes, not realizing you actually write for Big Finish too. 🙈 I'm just now reading your bio. I've always wanted to be an author, so I'm utterly fascinated. How did you get involved with them?
Hi! *Waves!*
So a couple of years ago, big finish ran a Bernice Summerfield competition for people to write a short story for the Bernice Summerfield: True Stories Collection (Winner ended up being Xanna Eve Chown. I'm sure it was rigged as Xanna had already written for the company before).
I entered it for fun and when the winner of the competition was announced, I thought that was that and I would try again for the Paul Spragg writing competition they do every year. A few months went by, and I received an email from the lovely James Goss saying they loved my entry and if I would be interested in pitching to write for an episode of the next boxset that was released in 2019.
Of course, after fangirling about for the rest of the day and rereading, and double re-reading to make sure I hadn't entered a scam, I said yes, absolutely.
I sent a couple of pitches in, but none felt right but then I had an idea of dead and breakfast came and sent that into James and he loved the idea and he paired me with the lovely Simon Guerrier.
I got on well with Simon and we had the opportunity to meet at Gallifrey one and discuss the idea together at the convention as well as hanging out with Lance Parkin and Paul Morris who said lovely things about my writing and sounded thrilled by my idea. (I still can't believe I got to hang out with Lance Parkin and he was so lovely and kind to me).
I have never written a script before, so I did a lot of research about script writing. At the same time, @doctress was also on a writing project as we both kept vaguely posting about our WIPs but until the boxset was actually announced, we both didn't realize that in fact, we had been working on the same boxset! They wrote Burrowed Time, the last story on the boxset.
After I completed my script, and sent it to Simon for edits and we checked it over a few times, we had a deadline of August and sent the script over to James. James responded a few days back saying it's one of the best-drafted scripts he has seen and hardly needed any editing at all.
I was lucky enough to be invited down to the studio to see the whole thing recorded, and it's still one of my favourite moments. Everyone was so kind to me, and I have met David and Lisa a few times before and Jacqueline King once a long time ago at a convention, but it was my first time meeting Sam Hallion and Zaraah Abrahams who were playing my side characters. I will always remember the surreal moment of James leading me into the recording booth and there's David and Lisa, reading the words from my script. Actors I have both admired and respected for years and there they were. It's something I will never forget.
My only regret was that I didn't ask for any of the folks to sign the script, but I was a little shy and the nerves of being around such talented people kicked in. (And yes, I did get to try the famous big finish lunch!).
Writing Dead and Breakfast has been a huge honour and a great learning curve for me, and everyone has been so lovely and kind about my story it makes me proud at the fact that actually, I can write and this is where all those years of writing fanfiction can lead you too.
Never give up, and just keep writing. You can do it. People have stories inside of them that are just waiting to be told and read by others.
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feverinfeveroutfic · 5 months
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why it seems like i've been going slower lately
been meaning to elaborate on this but... eh, what're you going to do. i've been writing since i was a kid: literally, i wrote my first short story when i was six years old (so i am as old as time itself in comparison to this site). there are troughs and peaks with anything and everything that comes out of me, and writing is no exception. 2023 has been exhibit a of a trough for me (which was kind of my worry as 2022 was ending, like i’m going to have to hit the brakes at some point) and there’s a few reasons.
i'm not an alcoholic, but i come from a family that's been stricken by alcoholism and addiction. my dad's been in recovery nearly 10 years as of writing, and my mom hasn't used anything in about 7 years. though i don't have "the disease" (and the taste of alcohol makes me urp as well), i do have some inflictions of it: i get obsessed with things easily and i tend to put a lot of energy into something that i'm really obsessed with it, be it a book or a crush. writing has allow me to explore myself and what i love, as well as be an escape from the skeletons in my closet. at this point, it's sort of lost its luster. if i walk away from my laptop for a day or two, i come back refreshed, like i’m not dreading it or hating it.
with testament, anything alex touches, and the less-popular corners of the bay area, i'm always excited, which has never happened to me before in all my fannish ways, not even when i was hanging out with soundgarden and the grunge scene as they kind of me hanging in 2016. metallica wore me out after a while (though i'm still very much a fan and lars is still my dark knight) and anthrax gave me that totally lovely drama from the back half of 2020, even though i'm still more than happy to write about them and about joey in particular. however this comes with a price: i'm getting pulled in different directions. i've got my wips and tbh, i'm in no hurry to finish them, especially now that we have an income now after going most of the year without one and nearly losing our house as a result. it's for this reason i've often wondered if i have a.d.h.d. or if i'm neurodivergent. i like novelty. i like surprises. i like to be kept on my toes.
i have a long history with mental illness, financial trouble, and weight problems, as well as often extreme discomfort with my sexuality. at 18 years old, i was almost homeless. at 19 years old, i was suicidal and my eating disorder was at its worst. at 20 years old, i was suffering from extreme anxiety to the point it would keep me awake at night. this past summer, i was so worried about our losing the house, that i thought i was going to have a mental breakdown. also this past summer, at my heaviest weight ever of 268 pounds, i was starting to have problems with my circulation and my blood pressure. though i'm steadily getting healthier, and as of writing (11/21/23), i've lost nearly 50 pounds since july, i won't fully parse into it, but the one bugaboo that keeps haranguing me (and often to the point of wanting to rip myself apart) is my sexuality. look no further than this year's kinktober: i had to end it a little after halfway because i was getting humiliated. i would post for the day and no one on ao3 would read it... but oh, they would flock in droves to other writers who either can’t write worth shit (sorry, but someone needs to say it) or the kink involved either doesn't feel like kink because it's so commonplace or it just doesn't hit right, like it's not hot at all. it's like it's hot for the sake of being hot. plus, i literally hate the second person perspective now, the ____ x reader trope; speaking of commonplace. i remember doing a couple of those when i returned to fic, but it was back when it was fresh and unusual back in 2018 and 2019: now it seems like it's every other fic in existence. it's lonely as hell on my end, especially when you get a wide array of kinks involved. and it's unoriginal, too, like there's no creativity to be found whatsoever.
so, it's not the popularity of the trope that gets me: it's the fact that it's never written correctly and it's so one-note now, and more often than not, i just think, "god, why not just invent an original character?" i can literally put up with kinks i don't like unless it's written well, and this is never the case now. and it's so weird because ao3 has no algorithm and yet people treat it as such. when you share a kink with the world, the expectation is to have others step out of the shadows and relate to it and that's how you normalize it and get comfortable with it... at least that's how it works for me. so, that wasn't happening with kinktober this year and as a result, i took it out on myself (i got some serious beef with the metallica fandom again, too: "just when i thought i was out, they pull me right back in"). i started to question my future in any kind of writing now, because it seems like in 2023, original fiction is just fanfiction with the serial numbers filed off: yeah, so much for sharing originals anymore. is it even worth it in fic when i feel like such an island? *i mention mental health and weight because the three—should, anyways—go in sync with each other. in general, as i'm losing weight, my anxiety is disappearing, but mention anything sexual and it comes roaring right back again. i'm trying to make peace with the three. when you lose a ton of weight like i have—and i think i’m gonna keep going with it, too, my waist-to-hip and waist-to-height ratios are still high, plus i feel better after a good workout—it not only changes you physically but emotionally and mentally. there’s a lot of adjustment that goes into all of this.
i have other things i like to do. i'm an artist (say no to ai, please, i beg you: you're killing me here). with my weight loss, i have rediscovered my athletic ways. recently, i got into baking and cooking: don't know if i want to bother with pastry school or any kind of school in the future, especially with how much i really dislike our education system here in the states, but i'm into making bread and sweet stuff among other things, though.
baking is, i wouldn't say it's time consuming but it definitely takes time, especially if you're making bread: you have to make the dough, and you have to knead it enough to where it's smooth and elastic, and then you have to let it rest or "prove" for a couple of hours depending on the flour you use (4 hours, if it’s rye flour or oats or barley; overnight with spelt), and then you have to knock the air out of it and shape it and let it prove a second time for an hour or 90 minutes, and you really only bake it for a short time, like 25 minutes. i like to set aside a whole afternoon to make a loaf of bread or a cake or something. plus, the internet as a whole has gotten increasingly anti-art and treats everything as “content” rather than human expression and as just another trend (i give “free palestine” another couple of months maybe before the uneducated masses move onto the next trendy thing and the conflict over there persists because none of you “activists” are truly activists). corollary of this: no more quarantine. all the time in the world, yeah, i got quick and i was updating all the time. quarantine ended with the irreversible damage done to the world, i had to adapt.
i also just tend to write more when i go slower? i wrote that one shot from back in may, "porcelain" over the course of a few days and it clocked in at more than 8k. i wrote that merman!alex story last year over a few days and that came out at over 9k. i'm speaking as someone who participated in nanowrimo from 2018-2021 and then again this year (i sat out last year because i didn't feel like it): i write more, and i feel like i write better when i don't write every day now.
i’ve always been miss independent, anyway. it’s my strongpoint and my curse. writing, along with art, is a very lonely craft. even i, someone who enjoys her alone time, still get lonely at times.
i live in a cultural desert here in the california mountains. a piss poor art scene, there’s no music here (at least not anymore), the theater scene here comes and goes, and the one bakery we have here sucks. “don’t let them take you down, leave a better world than you found”, as chris once said. if that means i have to take my time, i’ll take it.
and finally, it’s not that these stories make me cringe (quite the contrary! on my days off, i think about them all the time) but… it’s going to take very specific circumstances for me to write something on the level of fever again, like i’m going to need the world to shut down again (and knowing how cowardly everyone is, i don’t see it happening unless it’s really bad like a war breaks out). and i’m literally doing what i can to improve things on a sexual level.
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lola-andheruniverse · 5 months
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There's a wip I think about every so often, go back to read it. It's so well written I wished it was continuing but I think it's been abandoned maybe. It's an au called "in it so hard" by pookie_ (or close to that) on archive not sure if it's on 9lives. I miss the story but I recommend the couple chapters that's up. thank you for these fic recommendations 😄🤗 good job🤗
Hi, dear anon! I'm very happy to know you're enjoying my little recs. *virtual hug* Thanks for recommending a story to our WIP saturday! As you said, it looks like this fic is sadly abandoned but it's definitely worth a ready because the first couple of chapters are very interesting and very well-written.
In It So Hard written by im-sorry-pookie is posted on 9Lives.
Summary: Daryl Dixon gets a job promotion and needs to relocate. All he wanted was a room to rent. New friends, new town and possibly love. In such a small quaint town, what could go wrong?
Rating: E / Explicit Word count: 15620 (2 chapters of ?) Published: May 07, 2019 - WIP
I really liked Daryl's POV on this fic. I particularly like when he's narrating because Daryl has such an unique and honest way of phrasing his toughs and rationalize his feelings. Carol's a much more unreliable narrator LOL I was quite sad to see this fic is the only one posted by our author, because they are very talented on constructing plots. I wish we had more stories to read from them. Kudos to them for realizing Daryl would never name a pet anything than Dog or Cat years prior he actually got a dog on the show.
If you have 20 free minutes over there, dear fellow caryler, please give this one a try. I know it's frustrating to read something that probably won't get finished, but our author kept their fic posted so more people could read it and take something from it. In my mind, these versions of Carol and Daryl fall in love while renovating their home and snuggling with their cats. It's a nice and warm AU to lose ourselves for a little while. I hope you enjoy it. Please leave feedback, because love is always welcome on a fandom... and our caryl fandom needs it more than most. Caryl on, lovelies, caryl on!
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kakairu-rocks · 1 year
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We are excited to introduce our next shining star for the Creator Spotlight... @ninja-arties​!
This is an activity where we reach out to one of the talented people in our community each month to find out all about them and their kakairu creations, and then show them off to the world!
We hope you enjoy learning about Nina & her creations as much as we did. Please give her some love ❤️  
Pronouns: She/Her
Type of Creator: Writer & Artist
Where to find her:
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Read the exciting interview below the cut, or on the forum!
If you would like a chance to be in the spotlight too, the only thing you have to do is be a member of the kakairu rocks forum or follow us, and be a kakairu creator; and we will contact you, ourselves!
1. How long have you been creating KakaIru fanworks?
The first fic I ever posted was my fic ‘No More’ in July 2019. Back then I planned for it to be my first and last fic. I had been reading KakaIru fics for a while and felt really inspired. I wanted to write a fic for the sake of trying, and leave it with that. But then, what was 1 chapter originally, turned into 2, and then there was suddenly a sequel of 30k words + and more and more fics was created. (KakaIru just has that impact and was the pairing that got me into fanfiction in the first place.)
2. What are you working on right now?
Unfortunately there isn’t any KakaIru content I am actively working on at this present moment, but I do have a few ideas and WIP’s that I hope to finish one day. I would really like to finish my fic ‘Worth’, which unfortunately has been on hiatus for the longest time. It is about Iruka training to become Jonin to be able to take on the headmaster position due to requirements set by the council. Kakashi is hokage, but decides to train Iruka himself. But, it’s not easy as they have history and a lot of hurt feelings, and Iruka specifically has a hard time learning to trust Kakashi again.
3. What is your favourite trope to create for?
Ohh! I really love and adore the enemies to lovers trope. There is just something about stories with relationships built on misunderstandings or conflicts; which later develops into something more. I think I enjoy stories that emotionally invest the reader, because I feel like it has a stronger impact on the eventual happy ending! It is a love story where the character gets to see more sides to their love interest. It gets at least me very invested because I want to see how and why they eventually fall in love when circumstances for it weren’t really laid out for it in the first place!
4. Which of your creations is your favourite, and why?
Hmm… I think the one that I treasure the most must be ‘Broken Promise’, which is the sequel to my very first fic. It is the longest fic I’ve written and the one that made me continue to create KakaIru content. It is a fic built on lots of hurt feelings and misunderstandings. It is quite an emotional rollercoaster!
But if I have to say favorite fic, it must be the fic ‘The more you know’. It is KakaIru from Genma’s perspective, well… Before he figures it out at least :p
5. Do you have any WIPs you’re excited about?
There is one that I started working on a while ago, which is about KakaIru friends with benefits from Kakashi’s perspective. It is built on the trope of Misunderstandings with a happy ending, of course. They make a list of rules they have to follow in which one of them mentioned no feelings and emotional attachment allowed. It works for a while, until Kakashi starts to develop feelings and notices that Iruka is distancing himself. To save himself from further heartbreak, he wants to stop their arrangement, only it is easier said than done.
6. Do you have any original characters? If so, tell us about them!
I always wanted to build an original character for the Naruto universe, and I do have one that I planned for a fic that unfortunately got scrapped. But the character is an ANBU Captain, of what one will consider to be an ordinary ANBU team. But he is a descendant of two different clans. He didn’t inherit a Kekkei Genkai from either of the clans, but instead he has a Kekkei Genkai that is completely unique. However it is one that affects anyone he touches and could be fatal.
7. What was your hardest piece to create, and why?
I would say the hardest one to create was ‘Broken Promise’. It plays so much on emotions and it is the longest fic I have written to date, it was also my second ever fic to write, so I didn’t have a lot of writing experience. It has some moments that tears at your heart.
8. Do you have any favorite scenes from something you’ve created?
I think one of my favorite scenes is from the fic ‘This beating heart won’t rest’. The scene is Kakashi and Iruka meeting in the Hokage’s office to talk about the academy and the progress of the students. However, Kakashi is so busy daydreaming about Iruka he hardly pays attention, and Iruka notices. Kakashi ends up making a fool of himself, of course! :’ )
9. Where does your inspiration come from?
Well, firstly I found KakaIru fanfiction from just googling Naruto, and happened to see some art of Kakashi and Iruka. That brought me into the world of fanfiction and I never left! Some inspiration comes from reading other fics, be it KakaIru or other pairings, some comes from art (gosh! There is so much beautiful KakaIru art out there!), but mostly, these days from Naruto themed discord servers! There is so much fun in discussing pairings and ideas with fellow content creators!
10. Which of your creations is the most meaningful to you, and why?
The most meaningful… It’s hard to pinpoint, because my first fic is where it all started, but I think maybe the first KakaIru art piece I made brings me the most joy. It is simply Kakashi and Iruka standing next to each other, holding an arm around the other. They both look incredibly happy and content, and that is how I wish every ending to be for the both of them! Full of happiness and love!
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Fanfic/WIP list
I had this on my last blog, and it had a super long introduction, but since that blog is gone....this will probably be short. I was just glad I had the list on a google doc. Some fics are started, some are not. Some fics are already posted, some are not. A choice few are finished, but most of them are not. Links to come later as I get time. For now, here's my archive of our own link and my fanfiction.net link.... List is below the 'keep reading line' for convenience.
Agents of SHIELD
Untitled Daisy/Sousa post s7 drabble
The Flash
Snowbarry
Untitled seasons 1-6 AU w/ original child
Snowbarry Week 2019
Unravel Me
Our Souls They Blend
But We Still, Hold On
Some Dumb Stubborn Martyr Hero Sacrifice Thing
SB Valentine 2020 - We’ll Be Counting Stars
SB Week 2021
Your Faith Walks on Broken Glass
SB April Minibang 2020 - Sat by the River and It Made Me Complete
SB April Minibang 2021 - The Hardest Part of Ending (Is Starting Again)
SB April Minibang 2022 - Tiny Boxes For Memories
SB April Minibang 2023 - Still Believe in Fairytales
Untitled Season 2 WIP
Snowstorm
A Promise Made
Snowells
Snowells Week 2020
Open Mind For A Different View
For Your Love, All You Are
I’ll Take You To The Dark Side
Keeping Up With The Wells’s 
The Stars in the Sky Illuminate Below
Want You To Stay
Snowells Week 2021
how can I stand here with you (and not be moved by you)?
You should stay away from the cheese curds - they’re addicting
Days Dark as Ebony Nights
Snowells Week 2023
Things We’re All Too Young To Know 
Untitled Sherloque/Cailtin season 5 WIP
Untitled Harry/Caitlin season 4 WIP
Untitled EoWells/Caitlin season1/season5 timetravel WIP
Killervibe
Killervibe Week 2020 - Celebrate Me Home
Arrowverse Quarantine Fic Exchange - Yes It’s True (Happy to Be Stuck With You)
Gen/Character Fics
Between the Lines - Caitlin and Frost season 6 conversation
Arrow
Olicity
Caught in the Riptide
In this Grief
Once Upon A Time
Amelia
Outlaw Queen
OQ Prompt Weeks:
Yours, Mine, & Ours
Home Sweet Home
A Glimmer of Hope
A New Beginning
Rose Petals
Leap of Faith
Operation Lupin
Fireworks
Shot Through the Heart
Operation New Adventure
Knight in Shining Dimples
OQ Fix It Week 2017:
Feather Light
Family Reunion
Of Arrows and other Remnants
Tea for Milady
A Bond in Time
The Heart of the Matter
Safe & Sound
Right Here With You
Vampire Diaries/The Originals
Delena
So Far Away
On the Corner of First and Amistad
Tell Me What You Want Me To Say
Holding On And Letting Go
Untitled season 1 Delena/Steferine WIP
Untitled season 4 DE WIP
Untitled AU DE WIP
Soul Bound
On Another Love
What Are You Prepared To Do
Rebuilding Blocks - single parent/therapist AU
Bonds Unbroken
Future AU
August Rush AU
Blended AU
Cure AU
Friends with kids AU
Family AU
Untitled future season 4 AU
The Devil Inside AU
Life as We Know It AU
Untitled season 1 warped WIP
Stelena
Where’d You Go
Fading Light
Need You Now
Datherine
Back to Humanity
Elejah
Apart No More
Steroline
Steferine
Lights Will Guide You Home
Together Again - season 1 reincarnation 
Kalijah
TVD Season 4 AU
Only For Her
Starting Over
Together in Normalcy
Unexpected
Diabolical Sacrifices
Untitled Klaroline/Kalijah in NOLA WIP
Klayley
Untitled WIP
Darkness I Became
Haylijah
Untitled AU
Hayley/Stefan
Spiraling Out of Control
Untitled AU
Gen/Character/multicouple works
Miss Mastermind - Katherine fic
Raising Jenna - Raising Helen AU 
TVD/Originals foster fic - Katherine was Hayley’s foster parent
Katherine season 2 fic
Charmed
Buffy the Vampire Slayer/Angel
Bangel
Always
Divine Interference
Uncursed
Annie
Waking Up
Redemption Fulfilled
Spuffy
Untitled season 5/6 WIP
Gilmore Girls
One Tree Hill
Naley
Once Upon a December
Leyton
Remembering Forever
Fringe
Untitled Polivia WIP
Crossovers
TVD Katherine Pierce/The Flash Killer Frost WIP
TVD Katherine Pierce/Angel Angel - Wait For You
TVD/Charmed WIP - Prophecy Girls
Buffyverse Spike/ One Tree Hill Brooke - 
Original works
TVD Fanfic conversion to original short story
Original guardian angels novel
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𝘏𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘰 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘸𝘦𝘭𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘢 𝘯𝘦𝘸 𝘮𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘩!
𝙾𝚌𝚝𝚘𝚋𝚎𝚛 — 𝟸𝟶𝟸𝟸
Hi and welcome to my second Tumblr recap. This time we have a look on the month of October. It was a very stressful and life changing month for me. Doors closed, doors opened. Some time off of Tumblr, writing and studying. And the most important: a huge change in my life. More to this in 𝙿𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚊𝚕 𝚂𝚝𝚞𝚏𝚏.
But now, let’s dive in, in my personal recap!
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➵ October was the month of inactivity for me. Exams and vacation somehow interrupted my time on Tumblr.
➵ I finally opened my Discord! 🥳 More to this in 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚗𝚎𝚠 𝚖𝚘𝚗𝚝𝚑.
➵ I officially passed my personal record of followers. Thank you to every single one of you! I never thought my stuff will be interesting to you! 💕
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➵ A new WIP has joined the chat: Project Stardust. I announced it already in the last recap, but since then nothing really happened with this idea… Still waiting for some inspiration…
➵ I worked a bit on The Legacy of the Airdra, but nothing much happened there. Mostly re-reading and remembering the details (since I forgot to write them down in summer 2020).
➵ Wings of Fate: I wish I could tell you more, but I haven’t written anything for weeks. It’s mocking me right now, sits in front of me with my favorite characters and telling me “you have no ideas!” Thats unfair…
➵ Something else has come onto my desk last week: A pen and paper game. 2019 was the first year, I actually wrote an adventure for a pen and paper game I founded. The game itself is already in the trash can, but the adventure still exists. I met a friend last weekend, who publishes adventures regularly for a german game called Midgard (my main system). And guess, who is thinking about publishing their first written thing ever? Yes! Correct! Me. 😁 So, stay tuned!
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Now to the messy part of the story…
Remember, how I told you in the September recap, my life is messy and I hope October will be better? Yeah, no.
It got worse.
Some of you may have heard that I study math. This winter semester is actually my last semester in the mathematics department.
A lot of things have happened in the last few weeks. Some were nice (I went to a private convention for Pen&Paper Roleplay), some were…not so nice.
No one actually knows that I change my department from math to computer science, except my parents, a friend of mine and the managing director of the cs department. And to know, that people will sigh in relief when they hear I quit, is kinda sad.
I don’t think that I couldn’t do it. I still believe, I am able to study math, but it is actually the department that makes me go away. Professors, who ask me openly how I passed exams because “you have no clue about the subject”. Managing directors, who tell me at the beginning of my third semester “you have passed the exams with 4.0. Have you thought of quitting?”. Students, who should help you, telling you: “How don’t you know that? We’re not telling you. You should know.”
I could go on about this, but I won’t. But this made me quit in the end. In a subject, that gets less and less students each year. When I first started, we were about 70 people in our semester. After three weeks, the number dropped to 60 and after the first exam, we were probably around 40. Now, I see around 15 people from my semester at university. Everyone else quit.
I believe, a lot of my mental health issues came from this department and the people there. Being be one nobody wants to have around, really does something with you. I always tried to prove my right to those people. My right to be part of this department. But in the end, I have to admit: You cannot change the opinion of other people.
Normally, I am a person, that finished everything what I started. Not this time. The new department excites me! The opportunity to work with my computer, with codes and software, being able to still have my science part and nevertheless be more practical, makes me happy. I should have quit way earlier, this is true. But without all those struggles, I would not be the person, I am today.
I have a feeling, that things may go different from here. Just like a new chapter awaits me.
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None of the following posts are really important, but I wanted to give them a shoutout:
➵ Project Stardust
➵ (the old) Discord post
➵ The cast of Wings of Fate
➵ My (updated) Tag List
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I want to give a shoutout to the following blogs:
➵ @lockejhaven
➵ @365runesofwriting
➵ @blind-the-winds
➵ @writingpotato07
➵ @mirrorthoughts
➵ @yourfriendlywriter
➵ @moonlitinks
I want to thank you for sending me sweet messages throughout this stressful month of October. You don’t know how much I appreciate your kind words! They really helped me to stay sane. 💕
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November. What will it bring?
➵ My life opens a new chapter for me and so do I for my life. This means, I hope to open my Discord server to the public. If you want to join, stay tuned for the introduction post to it!
➵ I hope, I can publish a new WIP intro soon. It is already done and just needs to be published. If you like whump, dark fantasy and high fantasy, this one is for you.
➵ Speaking of publishing: The Orphic News is still suffering from my loss of inspiration and time. But, I am working on publishing again. The publishing term will probably be once every month from now on, until there is more to tell.
➵ I am also planning on coding a Discord Bot for my server. I don’t know, how much you are interested in this, but I try to update the process in my personal space on Discord. Again, stay tuned for the post about my server!
And the rest will be defined by the future…
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