#it just disappeared 😭

[dizzybizz]

ms jay herself (and apple)

#ive been grappling with her design the most i feel.... i need it to be good enough for her 😭😭😭 ily jay ilysm wehhghghhhh #dude drawing the pin i realized just how much circles dont exist to me. theyve disappeared from my art completely. fuck you circles. fuck y #just roll with it #jrwi riptide #jay ferin #jrwi apple #i will tag every little critter ok it just feels right #my art #ok theres one bastard left i will deal with him.. later. maybe tmrw #fuck i got to the part where he gets some tats hhhgotta figure out how i wanna draw those #jay bad posture while tinkering is real to me. shes all hunched. shes shrimping. #she tinkers at night while the others r sleeping n she stretches n yells n wakes them up #guys i love drunk jay so much.... when her and lizzie got plastered... so good...........

[aaeeart]

when you come up with a Kanan!lives AU and realize you have to write it 😭

#fanart #digital art #star wars #art #star wars rebels #kanan jarrus #star wars fanart #swr fanart #kanan!lives au #au #alternate universe #fix it au #artists on tumblr #my art #sketches #doodles #spitting down ideas before they disappear into the void #incomprehensible concept art #ahsoka series fix it au #ahsoka series #ahsoka series au #because ! #because for some reason nobody wrote a fanfic exactly like this and and- #why isn't it out there already 😭 #i just wanna read it

[coern-art-very-cool-and-nice]

one wish that leads to another wish that leads to another wish that leads to another w

#my art #something something butterfly effect #isat spoilers #isat #in stars and time #in stars and time spoilers #I like how the island disappearing eventually led to the king wishing to save vaugarde from the same fate- #-that eventually led to siffrin wishing to say with the party that came together to vanquish the king- #-which led to siffrin/loop wishing to give up #teehee #can you tell I didn't know how to draw the king's wish😭 #the first one was going to be a picture of a sea with the island reflected in the water #but it ended up looking more abstract which I like #the second is just dormont the house some tears and the kings hair #the third is sort of the intro cutscene #the last one is just loop #the 'wish' in each is the star(the middle of the first one. the very top of the second. the top of the third. loops head in the fourth) #stardust brush is my dearly beloved

[mxtxfanatic]

Fandom Gripe #23: I know that fandom is in some deep denial about its treatment of female characters that are canonically involved with fan favorite m/m ships, but do y’all realize that when you disappear female characters from the narrative wholesale to push the idea that your canonically straight fav was “secretly gay all along!” you’re making several bad implications? That 1) bi men don’t exist, 2) bi men do exist, but those who have genuinely loved a woman before cannot genuinely love a man after that (therefore bi men don’t exist in practice), 3) women cannot inspire genuine love and devotion in men, therefore any relationship with a woman is “lesser” than the one they later have a man (see previous parenthesis), or 4) to acknowledge the existence of a lovable woman who isn’t a terrible person, where if a relationship previously existed, it did not end because of “incompatibility,” is enough to destabilize the present relationship between two queer men?

Because why is the tgcf fandom allergic to acknowledging that He Xuan had a whole ass fiancée that he loved? Why does no one ever seem to remember that the kidnappings and murders of He Xuan’s sister and fiancée were the final straws that sent him on his rampage, and he still keeps a shrine to them in the present-day of the story? Why is her entire existence and significance to He Xuan as a man, character, and to his character arc disappeared in favor of pushing Shi Qingxuan—the brother of the man responsible for his fiancée’s death—into that same role, as if to say that her impact on He Xuan is significant... just not when it's from her? Why does He Xuan’s life in fandom essentially begin not just after her death but because of it?

#tgcf #human gripes at fandom #anyways these are rhetorical questions because I already know the answer #i just absolutely hate it #why do y’all hate female characters so badly 😭 #especially when they ‘get in the way’ of m/m ships? #mxtx shows that woman more respect in the book than fandom does outside of it #and she didn’t even give that character a name! #simply embarrassing #i could have also talked about jgy here #but let’s be real: that man never loved qin su (or anyone) #so i did not want to include him when discussing people who are *actually* capable of unconditionally loving others #but anyways #mdzs fandom sure loves to either disappear qin su #or act as if she’s the one responsible for why their precious ‘meng yao’ can’t just hop into bed with his bros #you know? the one he killed and the one he used as an accomplice in his murder? those bros? that he so obviously loved with sincerity? #at least moreso than he could ever love a *woman* amiright? #(for legal purposes that last tag was a joke) #i also really hate the implication that he xuan had no life before shi wudu ruined it #that in fact shi wudu made his life 'better' by tying him to shi qingxuan #the romanticization of shi wudu's actions to make way for a ship is... a Choice

[uncanny-tranny]

Every time you think, "Oh, I don't have [x condition], I'm basically cured!" that is the devil talking. You aren't cured, you are likely going through periods of your symptoms waning. Don't cease whatever you're doing to help yourself, like medication, for instance, because it's likely you still have the conditions or symptoms, even if you aren't noticing them as frequently or severely.

#disability #this is a callout post about myself #i genuinely thought my GAD was cured because my symtoms had lessened significantly since i've transitioned #turns out my anxiety is just as killer and awful - it's just muted slightly #i am currently laying down with my brain convinced that i'm About To Have a Heart Attack #(and not in the fun demi lovato kind of way) #(that song is a little over a decade old... what the bingle) #anyway please don't do what i do whenever i experience ANY level of symptoms getting better because it will shock you... #...when those symptoms come back and remind you that you Do Indeed have [x condition] #i now know how a wolf girl feels when they say they are Actually Feral because that's how i feel rn 💀 #even I'M not immune to the idea that the things i suffer from are things that can Disappear Magically 😭 #it's wishful thinking and almost like... imposter syndrome because you're *so* desperate to prove to yourself you're Fine or A Faker #and you become hyperfixated on picking every tiny little waxing and waning of symptoms like you're a fortune teller #and honestly it's really stiffling and it's a lot of work to kill the cop in your head that says you are secretly Not All That Affected... #...that you're either exaggerating to the Extreme or you're just a bored faker who's trying to Get Attention (bad somehow)

[fuzzy-w0rms]

finally getting back into the swing of digital drawing! have a kris <3

#deltarune #deltarune fanart #kris deltarune #kris deltarune fanart #kris dreemurr #kris dreemur fanart #my art #im probably just gonna disappear back into the shadows for another three months #i just have not had any motivation to finish any art i make 😭😭 #but hopefully i’ll be posting more soon lol

[aiflvr]

is it just me or is it getting harder to find a simple fluff fic / oneshot under #_ x reader for literally any idol sigh

#this is no offence to anyone im just in need of some fluff atm 😭😓 #and then my fav writers disappear 💔 #sigh #enha x reader #jake x reader #enhypen x reader #sunoo x reader #heeseung x reader #jungwon x reader #niki x reader #jay x reader #sunghoon x reader #bangchan x reader #han jisung x reader #felix x reader #hyunjin x reader #changbin x reader #seungmin x reader #jeongin x reader #leeknow x reader

[yakny]

COME ON BABY, DON'T FEAR THE REAPER

#colored explorations‚ studies‚ and experiments #YOUR WORLD OF YESTERDAY #sonic #metal sonic #hello~! long time no see! letting you know now‚ me disappearing for long periods of time WILL happen again :D #i've just been feeling awfully lethargic to post anything online but i am drawing :} . . . it's going :'} #also: yes. he has angel wings composed of machine parts in this au. he's always morphing into someone new but it's still metal sonic! #it's part of this AUs whole theme actually :') #sidenote: to the person who sent me the ask about what YOUR WORLD OF YESTERDAY au is about more than month ago: #im so sorry 😭! i just saw it 😭😭😭!!! thank you for sending me the ask 🥹💕! i will give it my all to answer it in depth anon.

[notelizapancakes]

baby baby baby... 💓👶

#omg not their nails disappearing into mimi's belly 😭 #i only just realised #ts4 #the sims 4 #sims 4 gameplay #ts4 gameplay #simblr #*mimi's save #*mimi #*tonya

[ask-funnybunnydoll]

*sends pompom huggies*

P: I'm sorry. I promised I wouldn't be like this. But... it's good to be emotional once in awhile isn't it? That's what Ragatha said! And.. to be confident! Like Jax said.. I'll try harder for them.. I have been trying... so hard.. but, I'll get through this... soon..

#tadc #tadc fanart #amazing digital circus #tadc pomni #the amazing digital circus #pomni #ask fbd #fun fact: Anon cannot speak. The anon that ive drawn is just the embodiment of every one of you #it doesnt do much beyond what you control it to do. once the post is done it jist- disappears #POMNI NEEDED THAT HUG 😭😭

[getosugurusbangs]

if you’re a strong female, you don’t need permission.

#AHHHH I LOVE HER #i was considering doing a colored background and doing an actual sky and all #but i didn’t really feel like it #plus i do enjoy a good use of negative space… #drawing her is so fun #one thing i don’t like though is her eyelashes #it’s a similar thing with gojos. they just disappear if you’re not careful enough and it’s annoying 😭😭 #jjk #jujutsu kaisen #jjk art #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen art #jujutsu kaisen fanart #takako uro #uro takako #uro takako fanart #takako uro fanart #digital art #my artwork

[dizzybizz]

only took 2 years but he's done now

#i started this piece back in dec of 2021 like.. aughh?? #i just painted over the og hfashgsdh #it took so long i have managed to drop both crob and crk can you believe it #(hes still a blorbo tho.. the orange cookies r my bias for some reason..??? him.. plum.. orange herself.. red ones too..) #cookie run #cinnamon cookie #my art #his file has been through paint tool sai. medibang. and finally clip studio 😭😭😭 #i rlly like how this turned outAHSGHFhgh tried a bit of a different approach n workflow and ahgh #i would want it to be less affected by my perfectionist need for everything to be cleanly rendered i wanna get loosey goosey with it yknow #now watch me disappear from posting art for another week before dropping another and the cycle repeats #ive been wanting to do more painterly stuff esp purposefully messy #i dont get how ppl leave it like that and have it look so good and intentional augh #anyways himb ☝

[blackkat15]

I CAN'T BELIEVE I NEVER SAW THIS BEFORE

(Left: PJ Heywood - Voice Actor for William Afton and Michael Afton in game. Right: Matthew Lillard - Actor for William Afton in movie.)

#kat says stuff #fnaf #William Afton #PJ Heywood #Matthew Lillard #fnaf movie #five nights at freddy’s movie #five nights at freddy's #I miss PJ 😭 #PJ just disappeared into thin air and nobody knows where he's at

[dottores]

well, i was going to wait to formally announce something when i got the time but i’m a bit irritated that the first thing i see when i log in is this ask

^ to answer your question anon, idk why you’re following if that’s what you feel 💀 respectfully, unfollow and never interact with me again. and this goes for everyone else who has left nasty asks in my inbox demanding me to update. my priority is law school and family, not to update fanfics that i don’t get paid for. this is something i do on the side for fun, it is not a job nor does it help me secure my future. spend less time demanding free work from people and spend more time working on your own future. it quite literally should never get to the point where you’re demanding strangers on the internet to provide you with fanfiction and insulting them when they have other things going on—seek help. that is weird.

but on a more serious note to everyone who has been respectful & kind about it—i don’t think i’m gonna be able to update anything until winter break, i apologize to everyone who has been waiting patiently, i promise i’m not abandoning heliotropes but it will not be updated for at least a month and a half. my workload has skyrocketed the past two weeks and my professors are warning us that it’s only uphill until after finals when we get our break. i need to be focusing on work, i barely even have the energy to answer messages from ppl right now.

^^ so if you are here for just my writing, this is the time to leave. i’ve been very vocal about this not being a writing blog. it is just my blog. if you only want writing, unfollow and find it in the tags.

i am going to be closing my inbox to prevent more asks like this because it’s rude and it’s not something i want to deal with. officially on semi-hiatus.

#tw discourse #i guess #i’m just irritated #i did not want to see that as soon as i log in #but anyway #i will try to post more like regular posts so i don’t disappear off the face of earth but #they’ll be sparse #i literally am so busy i only texted my bf like a dozen times over the past week 😭 i feel so bad #i’ve been taking like #an hour and a half a day to decompress and relax and even then i don’t even have the energy to write #i caught up on jjk manga and anime #i’ll lyk what i think about it soon #but anyway i have to go shower and get ready for my 4 o’clock class

[autism-swagger]

Okay but like. There's literally video and photo evidence of Jamie being in 1987. She's literally in the yearbook. How the fuck did her parents not remember and/or recognize her.

#and like yeah yeah it's been 35 years BUT I THINK THAT WOULD BE PRETTY MEMORABLE #do you think that one day her parents are going through their yearbook reminiscing about that weird exchange student #who helped them defeat a serial killer and then completely disappeared without a trace #and then they get to the photo from the party and they're just like 'what the fuck' #like she literally just got on a carnival ride and never got off 😭 they all saw her get on 😭😭😭 #Jamie tag #horror tag #og fandom post tag #totally killer #jamie hughes

[fromtheseventhhell]

Arya and Dany stans: *discuss the likelihood that they'll have a positive relationship given their parallels, foreshadowing, status as key characters, and being two of George's favorite characters*

Stansas: Is this Sansa shade?

I think it's hilarious that Stansas got mad at me for (accurately) pointing out that they accuse Arya and Dany stans of being motivated by Sansa hate simply because...we get along and like both of them lol. The idea of them getting along is about their characters and has nothing to do with Sansa. Just because they pit Dany and Arya against each other for Sansa's sake doesn't mean we're motivated by the same thing. Are there some conversations that bring up Sansa + Arya's strained relationship? Absolutely, that isn't baseless in the books considering they're written as foils and George has already said they have issues they need to work out. The "Stark sisters 4ever" fantasy they have is just that, and it's funny we never see this same energy for Arya being turned into a prop for her sister 🤔. Sisterhood didn't stop Sansa from siding with Joffrey, telling Cersei that Arya was a traitor (even though she had no idea where Arya was), or calling Arya unsatisfactory when she thought that she was dead so why are we supposed to pretend it's an all-important factor when discussing Arya's potential relationships with other characters?

#arya stark #daenerys targeryan #anti sansa stans #fandom forever talking about how the sisters writing is misogynistic but when we acknowledge that conflict it's an issue #yes Arya loves her sister but that doesn't mean all of their issues are going to magically disappear when they reunite and this is somethin #we were explicitly told by the author! guess we're supposed to just ignore what he said cause it doesn't fit fanon though #this idea that we're constantly thinking about Sansa and forming our opinions to spite her is so insane I can't #we can't even like two female characters without it being turned into a conspiracy theory 😭 #the real issue is that they can't stand that we talk about Arya as her own character and not just a prop for Sansa #cause where's this energy for the Stansas and /supposed/ Arya stans who come together to hate on Dany?? #or for the ones who erase Arya's entire story and mold her into a prop whose only purpose is to serve Sansa?