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ourpickwickclub · 2 months

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To the anon saying about G mentioning fasting on pasta or saying the wrong things. Can you remember she’s dyslexic, whilst this may impact her spelling/writing more. It can also hinder the words she picks.

Dyslexics can often mix words up, forgetting words. More so under pressure, this is an interview it would be understandable for this to happen more.

Most of dyslexia is a faulty filing system in the brain. Super frustrating, because you know what you want to say, you just can’t find the right words to say it the way you want to. Things get jumbled in speaking just like in reading and writing. I think she probably actually has had quite a bit of coaching over the years to help her. But I remember her talking about her kids and realizing that they’re getting all the support that she never had and how great that is for them.

But I loved the interview. She was adorable and sweet and gorgeous. Blake was charming and funny and looked great. And they sounded amazing!

- B

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kamreadsandrecs · 2 months

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Title: Spoiler Alert (Spoiler Alert #1)

Author: Olivia Dade

Genre/s: contemporary romance

Content/Trigger Warning/s: portrayals of discrimination against dyslexia; fatphobia; uncaring parents

Summary (from the author's website): The world may know him as Aeneas, star of the biggest show on television, but fanfiction readers call him something else: Book!AeneasWouldNever. Marcus gets out his frustrations with the show through anonymous stories about the internet’s favorite couple, Aeneas and Lavinia. But if anyone discovered his online persona, he’d be finished in Hollywood.

April Whittier has secrets of her own. A hardcore Lavinia fan, she’s long hidden her fanfic and cosplay hobbies from her “real life”—but not anymore. When she dares to post her latest costume creation on Twitter, her plus-size take goes viral. And when Marcus asks her out to spite her internet critics, truth officially becomes stranger than fanfiction.

On their date, Marcus quickly realizes he wants more from April than a one-time publicity stunt. But when he discovers she’s Unapologetic Lavinia Stan, his closest fandom friend, he has one more huge secret to keep from her.

With love and Marcus’s career on the line, can the two of them stop hiding once and for all, or will a match made in fandom end up prematurely cancelled?

Buy Here: https://bookshop.org/p/books/spoiler-alert-olivia-dade/14843759

Spoiler-Free Review: This was such a fun read! It feels like reading fanfic in the BEST possible way, and all the nods to ACTUAL fanfic communities is very much icing on the cake. It’s been YEARS since I actively participated (in that I post fic and comment on other people’s work), but there were plenty of moments when I felt warm and fuzzy over memories from when I was more active. I also appreciate how the author CELEBRATED the good things about fandom and fanfic writing, not least because fanfic is still looked down upon by a lot of authors - this, despite the fact that some of the most popular authors, especially in genre fiction, used to write fanfic themselves, and their work as fanfic authors shows in how they write their own original works.

I was also delighted by the way April’s weight and Marcus’s dyslexia were handled. Their respective drives to heal from the trauma caused by their upbringing and a less-than-kind world was very touching to read about, but what really got me was how they supported each other through their most challenging moments. I also appreciated how their romance didn’t necessarily “fix” their respective traumas; their love and support for each other are very important factors in HELPING them heal, but it does not in any way FIX them. This is a distinction I deeply appreciate.

Overall, this was a wonderful, squee-worthy read. The nods to fandom and fanfic writing were thoroughly enjoyable to read about, as was the development of April and Marcus’ relationship. This reads like fanfic in the best way possible, and is guaranteed to give anyone who’s ever been involved in fanfic and fandom the most wonderful warm and fuzzy feelings.

Rating: five kudos

#book review #book reviews #spoiler alert #spoiler alert series #olivia dade #romance #contemporary romance #books

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snimeat · 1 year

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Wait. Sorry, but I read your tags and you have dyscalculia? I didn't even think it has a name, I thought it was part of the dyslexia chain of disorders... Which it is! But I didn't know it had a name! I can't believe someone has the same type of inconvenient bullshit as me! Tho, I'm guessing mine is much lighter, since I'm actually pretty good at math. With a lot of checking and people triple checking for me, and struggling with a line of an equation for like an hour before I can comprehend how simple it is in reality. Same with letters tho. The brain sometimes not comprehending what is visually presented and convincing itself it is wrong, when in fact it isn't. Words appearing out of nowhere in the middle of sentences when writing. Or words changing shapes and meanings as you read them, so you have to re-read a few times until your brain understands it. Fun times, sorry, I got into it.

I can't differentiate between 7 and 9 what's the quirk you got from it? XD I know it ain't funny, but I got excited! I mean, if this makes you uncomfortable to talk about, absolutely ignore this please ☀️

oh don’t worry, it’s part of the tumblrcore experience to read tags lmao.

but i do actually, i was also diagnosed quite late i was fourteen at the time. and boy, the struggles i had with it was huge and still is. i didn’t know it was in the same chain as dyslexia but thinking of it now, makes a lot of sense. nice to know a fellow dyscalculic too, i’ve never met anyone either. i don’t think i can define mine as lighter since it was one of the main source of anxiety for me growing up lmao. i just god, i suffered with the bare minimum when it comes to math. even the simplest of problems is difficult for me. i have trouble helping my almost 10 year old sister with her math stuff, to give you an example. i just run from it in any given circumstance. i think i do also double, triple check any calculations i do. i even take a step further and do it at least five times to make sure and my mind sometimes still goes “are you actually sure it’s correct?” and proceeds to count at least two or three more times to be sure, even when i have a calculator with me. my main struggle is forgetting the numbers i’m seeing, exchanging them, i have trouble telling the difference between thousands and millions and whatever else gets too may zeros or too many numbers, basically anything after 900 gets hard for me. it also affects my left and right, cannot get it right for the life of me. reading old clocks takes a few minutes lmao. but truly exchanging things was one of the main issues for me, and i wouldn’t even realise it. it was like my brain couldn’t see the mistake unless someone helped me get there. hm, what else?

< > these two symbols? trust me, i still don’t remember them to this day, i would have to use a visual written explanation to remember which one was which and i still would take a bit of time to get there because it’s just confusing to me. i never had trouble with letters necessarily, i don’t remember rn anyway. those math problems that required you to get an answer after seeing something like “matt has two apples and karen has whatever blah blah blah” i just couldn’t do it. geometric math was my deathbed. pythagora’s theorems HOLY FUCKING HELL my most hated back then. my brain would shut down and not work at all. the multiplication table thing? i swear to god unless it’s two or five (counting on my fingers btw) i can’t do it. it’s like i see math and i think i get it but i don’t, not really. it makes no sense in my brain, i can’t seem to grasp it fully. and it’s so frustrating. i could complain about my brain’s lack of understanding for a lifetime, okay?! 🤣

#maybe it’s also related to my adhd? idk #i read somewhere that the possibility of having one and the other is quite high but im not sure #i truly feel so much anxiety when i have to deal with numbers #i used to work in two places where i had to deal with cash. i used to play it off laughing and saying iit can’t count just to take some weig #weight of my shoulders if i made any mistake #which i did often #repeatedly because i just overlooked them #sometimes iI just don’t see the numbers and i skip something #but i guess that’s also my adhd brain being inattentive lmao #who knows where one begins and the other ends at this point #ra☀️#youdontloveme-yet #gei’s nonsense answers #dyscalculia

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byanyan · 7 months

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main verse updates, developments, & additional headcanons

ㅤthanks to lena practically dragging them into it, byan is on the track team that she coaches at school. though they initially weren't all that interested, it's something they've come to enjoy a lot (even if they sometimes have to stop running for a little coughing fit) — they've always enjoyed physical activity, always enjoyed sports, but have never been particularly cooperative when it came to team sports (and always broke rules and got too violent when they'd try martial arts or boxing), so track suits them quite well. they quickly became one of the top performing team members and, though things were certainly rough in the beginning with byan being very abrasive and uninterested in their teammates, they've actually ended up pretty friendly with most of them over the months since they joined.

ㅤalthough they never planned to go to college, having zero interest in continuing in school once they were finally out of the hell of high school, they've come around on it a bit. this is mostly thanks to both lena and sol's encouragement and helping them realize they can go to learn something they actually care about — fashion design. almost entirely because of these two, byan is planning to apply to the local community college and is in the process of building a portfolio of their work for this purpose.

ㅤbecause of this plan, they're slowly becoming a (slightly) better student: attending class more regularly (though still skipping fairly often), paying a bit more attention in class, and even completing and handing in homework. they're actually on track to graduate now rather than flunking out. they may not graduate with flying colours, but it's enough for a diploma and that's all they care about.

ㅤjust because they're doing better doesn't mean that things are perfect, though. they still get discouraged a lot in their struggle with their (still undiagnosed) dyslexia, general inferiority complex, and overall difficulty in the typical school setting. it's not uncommon to hear them ranting about changing their mind about college, see them throw a textbook across the room, or catch them straight up burning their homework out of frustration. if they're feeling particularly awful and discouraged, they have a tendency to disappear for a few days, get themself into even more trouble than usual, get themself into more fights, and numb themself with drugs and/or alcohol. they come back around eventually, but sometimes it takes a bit of coaxing.

ㅤthough they still technically live in the group home, they spend almost no time there anymore, only really stopping by for food or appointments (when they don't blow them off, anyway). most nights they're either crashing on lena's couch or at sol's place, and even most of their belongings have been moved and split between these two locations.

ㅤat this point, the caretakers at the group home have more or less given up on trying to keep an eye on them or expecting any different behaviour from them. they've been in this particular home for several years at this point and, with their eighteenth birthday fast approaching (and with it the time where they'll be unable to stay there any longer), not much point is seen in trying to change anything anymore. byan has always been difficult to keep a handle on, efforts at controlling them to any extent met with aggressive rebellion, and it isn't seen as worth the hassle anymore. at least if they're off doing their own thing all the time, it means they're causing less trouble around the home.

ㅤthe boy they share a room with in the home, si-u, still covers for them a lot of the time, telling the caretakers and staff that oh yeah, byan was totally here last night. byan suspects he mostly does this because he likes having a room to himself, but it results in them being hounded a little less all the same, so they appreciate it.

ㅤof course, just because their future is looking a little less grim doesn't mean that everything has changed. they might have a boyfriend now, might have found themself some actual friends and even some familial figures, but they're still byan. they still love to go out and get themself into trouble, still love to fight, steal, and cause havoc for others, and still have a tendency to get themself in over their head or disappear without warning when their ptsd acts up. things are looking up and they might be feeling more fulfilled but, when it comes down to it, they're still them, and they still have a long way to go.

#feels like i'm missing something but this is most of what i've wanted to put out there #i want to make more of an effort at like. involving byan's development thanks to other muses consistent across the verse #i want it to have actual impact on them as a character no matter who i'm interacting with #i want their relationships with other muses to matter!!#i want to be able to mention the important people in their life in threads with others!!!#i want stuff to matter i want it all to intertwine i'm done with keeping everyone separate #and i'm done putting byan back to their default state when interacting with someone new!!!!!#their main verse especially will develop as their relationships with others develop and help them to grow and change as a person & characte #so here it is!!! this is where their main verse is at now thank u for ur time #......i'm actually having so much fun getting way to into talking about their verses though #so i think i'm gonna do one for their college verse & perhaps the future verse beyond that where they're an Adult adult too #possibly tonight while it's like. right here buzzing around in the front of my head.#idk bc i wanted to do some replies too but. we'll see we'll see i'm just rolling with it today #━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ headcanon ⋮ danger in the fabric of this thing i made.#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ verse: modern ⋮ come on up / bring the pain.#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ verse details.

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rodismancave · 11 months

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RULES / STATEMENTS

My first language is not English. I may make grammar mistakes, use a word improperly, or just fuck up in general. You are free to correct me if I make grammar mistakes, or confuse a word, but if I make a lot of typos in a IC post assume that's just Rodimus making his own spelling errors.

Personal blogs: you are allowed to send in asks and I’ll answer IC, but please refrain from reblogging anything that isn’t tagged. If you’re unsure, you can ask.

My portrayal is heavily based on IDW/G1 and headcanons. I can adapt to other universes if asked to do so, but they will be headcanon based. Rodimus is portrayed as per my understanding of his character.

DMs open! Don't be afraid to hmu on DMs or respond to my posts. Talk to me about ideas, dm me for plotting, go crazy. I love interacting with people, and I love participating in IC bits.

I am just here to have fun. Try not to take me too seriously. I can and will RP serious stuff, such as diving in Rodimus' questionable actions, but I will do so in very evasive ways. Don't get frustrated if Rodimus brushes your character off or acts mean.

Please be 18+ when interacting.

I may be selective. Please don't be sad if I don't interact with you. I will always do my best to interact with people, but sometimes it just doesn't click for me. I have a very particular taste for writing, which brings us to the next point.

I have reading difficulties. This may get worse some days but most days it is nearly non-existent. No, this does not mean I have dyslexia, not that I know of, It just means I can misinterpret texts or straight up be unable to read or write texts for a few hours. If I write a response, and it makes 0 sense, sorry. My brain was acting funky and I tried to push forward. The text won’t make sense to me either.

Shipping is okay! But I will be selective. Rodimus will frankly flirt with anyone, and I'd like to state it now that it doesn't mean he is romantically interested. Sometimes thats just how he shows he cares.

OC, AUs, crossovers are free to interact!! Feel free, be not afraid, etc. This does not mean I will always respond but please don't take it personally. Sometimes I just have no idea what certain things are.

Please read my headcanons before interacting. Your character isn’t going to know certain quirks and bits about him, but if you’re going to pretend to be a part of his crew and like you know him at least read a few of the stuff that’s Lost Light-relevant.

Basic DNI criteria goes. Do not interact if you are proship, LGBT+phobic, racist, etc. If you do, and I find out, I’ll soft block you. Upon insistence, I’ll permanently block you. I don’t need to tell you why.

I have the right to refuse any RP and to block whoever I want. If you start any sort of unnecessary trouble, or overall I just don’t feel comfortable with the content you reblog/interact with, I’ll unfollow you and move along. But if there’s insistence on interacting with me, I’ll block you.

#rules post #ooc #ooc post #heeyyy aha...#tf rp #transformers rp

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myshredda · 1 year

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hi yes hello your fic so far is quite lovely and a welcomed surprise with accidentally reading part 4 first and going back to the beginning. been trying to avoid the asks you post as spoilers hehe. been trying to savor it as mutch as i can because how mutch of a special treat is it to have my first fic that im sitting down and investing time in in- god knows how long im dislexic, its been a possess practicing reading enough to handle it long term but im finally at the point i wana be hehe. and boyhowdy is it a breath of fresh air to be so mentally entwined with strangers on the internet i knew where shit was going when going back and hearing the bickering about yellows head being soft, that i felt it was going to go THERE but then i put it down and came back and nearly did a spit take of my hot coco with how the next few sentiences went and im just fucking here for it gosh am i here for it. but what a great time it was to have the nightmare sequence first, covid was the hardest time in my life and going through trauma resurfacing through peace time is sutch a specific thing that you nailed perfectly and im just so impressed by every second of it. please please keep doing what your doing and i hope to muster up enough focus and time to draw some things enough to do your words justice. im still thinking about how funny "used a taller voice" is and how absolutely silly them wearing chefs hats for cooking was god this appeals to me in every fucking way dear god

Just to start off: sorry for not answering this last night but I was already moisturized and in bed when this popped up so there was no hope of me waking up enough to answer this coherently 💖

I just want to say it's a very lovely thing to have my writing be described as something to be invested in, doubly so that you're doing so despite of dyslexia! My father has struggled with dyslexia his entire life and only just got diagnosed (hooray to the '70s US public school system for absolutely dropping the ball forever 🙄) and I know how frustrating it can be, so I'm absolutely touched that my writing is something you're interested in spending your time on 💗

And you're very right, there is something wonderful about being 'mentally intwined' with people over something as silly as a horror puppet show for adults. There's a lot of jokes to be made about calling online interactions 'the people that live in my phone' but it really is nice to have a space like this online where interaction is easy and the people in that space are all so interesting and kind!

Covid really was such a nightmarish time to be alive, not knowing if the people you cared for would get sick and die in an absolutely horrific way, not knowing when it would end. I think writing is a good way to air some of my personal demons I have with time periods of my life, and I'm glad you're working through your own as well.

Promise me if you do feel the urge to draw anything that you'll tag me in it!!!!! There's something so amazing to me about people that feel impacted/inspired by my work and then draw it, like its crazy. You have the ability to literally draw anything and you're using your talents to make scenes from my silly little puppet fanfics real. It's literally unreal to me after all this time that this fandom has so many amazing artists and they follow me and like my stuff for some reason lol

And yes, the silly hats, a very important part of the cooking process. The most important part some may say, Yellow definitely. Duck as well but he doesn't want to admit it I don't think.

#literally such a beautiful message to receive I hope I didn't ramble too much I just wanted to be able to address everything!#anonymous #my askbox

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clouds-regression · 2 years

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A list of diagnosed disorders I have and I will educate on under the title.

AUTISM

I'm what most would consider 'low functioning', meaning I'm nonverbal and I need more help than most. My autism causes me to be sensitive to things like light, sound, and texture, and even routine changes. My meltdowns can get violent, and I'm very noticeably autistic. But remember, thats just me, others have different experiences. If you've met an autistic person, you've met just one autistic person. Also, please don't use 'differently abled' or 'special needs' on me. Some might not be offended, but I despise those terms.

Attention Deficit Hyperactive Disorder

I also have ADHD, which contrasts a lot with my autism. ADHD makes me want everything done immediately before I lose motivation, while autism makes me need a schedule. I'm more restless than hyperactive, and I tend to fidget a lot. Again, this is just me, others have different experiences.

Dyslexia

I'm dyslexic, which doesn't mean I can't spell, I just have trouble sometimes. I may write my J's backwards, or my B's may become D's, but thats just the simple stuff. There are times I can't read or write because my brain won't function, there are times it takes hours for me to process what someone says, and there are times where I get so frustrated with myself that I have a meltdown.

Major Depressive Disorder

It's not as simple as periods of sadness for me. There are times I can't get out of bed for days, there are times I literally cannot shower for weeks, and all I want to do is sleep. It's better now that I'm on medication, but when I was 9, I was su¡c¡dal because of my MDD.

Post Traumatic Stress Disorder

PTSD makes me have panic attacks, flashbacks, meltdowns, and depressive episodes. Flashbacks are more complicated than shows display them. They're feeling like you're in the moment, but knowing you aren't. They're feeling and hearing everything that happened, but still being in an environment. My PTSD caused the next disorder in line.

Depersonalization-Derealization

This causes me to feel as though I'm not real, or I'm out of my own body. It's much more complicated, though, as it's a form of dissociation. I can't even begin to explain it to someone who doesn't have it. It can not only cause panic attacks, but there are times I'll even feel as though my surroundings aren't real, or were replaced.

Colourblindness

I'm red-green colourblind, meaning I can't see anything with red or green hues. Pink looks grey, green looks yellow, red looks brown, and purple looks blue. The only colours that I really can see are blue and yellow. I can't explain other forms, I'll leave that to those who do suffer those other ones (I would like to learn about monochrome colourblindness if anyone has it!). I actually found out in kindergarten because I coloured the grass yellow and the sky purple in a poster contest.

Heterochromia

Despite being what most would call a nice quirk, my heterochromia has caused some vision problems. My right eye (brown) is much worse visually than my left eye (green), to the point where I'm almost completely blind. My optometrist confirmed it is because of the genetic mutation of heterochromia that caused it, so despite looking cool, it sucks.

#actually dpdr #actually adhd #actually autistic #actually dyslexic #actually disabled #actually colorblind #actually ptsd #actually depressed #partially blind #disabled #mentally ill #disabilities aren't quirky #nor are they fun #agere #age regression #sfw agere

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what-if-rpg · 1 year

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↪ Have you heard about RYDER LYNN? HE is 27 and hails from LIMA, OHIO. Looks exactly like ALBERTO ROSENDE, and is TAKEN.

“When you’ve got something to prove, there’s nothing greater than a challenge.”

↪ IMPORTANT INFORMATION:

FULL NAME: Ryder Thomas Lynn DATE OF BIRTH: September 2 SEXUALITY & GENDER: Heterosexual & Male RELATIONSHIP STATUS: Engaged Marley Rose POSITIVE & NEGATIVE TRAITS: Trusting, Dedicated, Generous & Goofy. Determined, Honest, Naive & Insecure OCCUPATION: Intern CITY: New York, NYC

↪ HEADCANONS:

Ryder’s parents have always been very overprotective of him. They weren’t exactly happy when he decided to go to Ohio State University but decided to support him nonetheless. His dad has always been tough on him, and his and Ryder’s relationship is complicated.

During his college time, Ryder grew interested in fixing cars. His uncle owns Fix It and Ryder would just come over and help the mechanics. After graduation he couldn’t find a job that would satisfy him, so he decided to temporary work at Fix It in order to make some money before he and Marley decide to leave Ohio for good. After a couple of months, Ryder decided to quit his job to focus on more suitable job opportunities.

Ryder worked very hard on his dyslexia during high school and with help of his private tutor that was hired by his parents and because of his sports achievements, he was accepted to Ohio State University and majored in Business & Marketing management. One day he would like to work in the biggest car-selling companies and do big deals. Preferably in a big city like New York or Los Angeles.

After the Glee Club, Ryder decided to quit singing also due to pressure from his parents. Glee Club gave him great friends. He became more driven and focused on his goals although he still isn’t sure if what he’s been doing is right. He dreams of a great job in a big city that would allow him to make enough money for him and Marley to settle down and possibly start a family one day, now he is just a little bit insecure that he may not be able to provide his girlfriend everything she needs. He wants a great future, a future without having to worry about job opportunities or possible failures. His musical interest show whenever he and Marley are together, sometimes he likes to listen to her singing.

Ryder played football at the university, he was good but wasn’t the best player on the team. He constantly pushed himself to be better and better but the team wasn’t good enough for him. There were some great players in there, they practiced a lot but never got any chance to win any major championships. This only frustrated Ryder, he wanted to do big things, sadly though, the team never gave him any good opportunities. Over the years everything became bland to him and Ryder just came to the training grounds due to it being a habit, not for fun.

Over the years Ryder grew a little bit insecure about himself due to the fact that not everything had gone the way he wanted it to. On the other hand, he still remains to be his dorky self, and he’s still very supportive, kind, and goofy whenever he’s around his friends or girlfriend.

Due to his college major, Ryder got interested in business and marketing, he’s done quite a lot of work regarding those at the university. He has written a few papers that were published online (his writing has become better and better, especially after private classes with some tutors his parents hired for him) however, he has never been appreciated enough and most of the job interviews that he has done didn’t go well.

Last year, Ryder finally moved to New York. Scared, and unsure of what the future holds for him, he aims to make his dreams come true.

After finalizing his internship at Pinball Delight in New York, Ryder managed to get a job at one of the car-selling companies. He’s still an intern but slowly develops his skills.

↪ IMPORTANT CONNECTIONS:

MRS. & MR. LYNN (Parents): Ryder’s parents had always been very protective of him, and now that he’s an adult that graduated from university, he wants to start a life on his own and not need their money or help. He doesn’t want their money, he wants to do things on his own. His dad has always had big expectations, but Ryder feels like he won’t even match those, and usually, their conversations end up with a fight. FREYA LYNN (Sister): Freya is Ryder’s favorite little sister that he’s very protective of. Whenever she needs help he is always there for her. He would never allow anyone to hurt her. He knows that he shouldn’t act this way but his sister has always been there for him and he thinks she’s too talented and too good for anyone. MARLEY ROSE (Fiancée): When Ryder saw Marley in high school, he immediately fell for her. They did the Grease audition together before having some moments that made them grow closer together. Sadly, she chose Jake and he had to live with it (literally) for the whole time even after Marley and Jake broke up. Ryder knew she wasn’t ready for a relationship so they remained friends, he was just there for her whenever she needed him. During his senior year, Ryder went out with a couple of girls, and after winning the football championships even slept around a little bit, probably just to forget about Marley although he would never admit that out loud. After being molested as a child he has trouble opening up emotionally and while he’s had a couple of more physically driven relationships, Marley’s the only girl he has truly opened up to. He saw her again in college and things had changed for them. Ryder never wanted to rush things so just being around her was enough for him. Suddenly they started doing everything together. Marley made his college experience so much easier so he was just grateful that there was someone that he could hang out with or study with. They had become so close that Ryder finally asked Marley out and they had been together ever since. A couple of months after graduation, Ryder finally asked Marley to move in with him. Later on, both of them decided to leave Lima and make their dreams come true in New York. Last year in June, Ryder finally asked Marley to marry him. He knows that she’s one for him. COOPER ANDERSON (Best Friend & Bro): Ryder’s bro and someone he looks up to. They clicked immediately and Ryder likes to ask the older Anderson for advice, no matter what. Even due to Cooper’s busy schedule, they manage to hang out quite a lot. IRIS ROSE-BERRY (Favorite almost-aunt): Ryder sort of looks up to Iris, and knows that whenever he needs advice (or chocolate) he can reach out to her. SKYE FOSTER (Childhood friend): Ryder and Skye grew up together, and bonded over their love for sci-fi movies, and superheroes. No matter what, Ryder will always be there for her. ARTIE ABRAMS (Buddy): Ryder and Artie might’ve hit a rough patch in high school, and didn’t talk a lot when Artie lived in New York. When Ryder graduated, and went back to Lima for almost a year, the two of them started hanging out. Ryder loves Arties family and wants the best for his buddy. JULIETTE FABRAY (Friend): Jules and Ryder clicked quite quickly. Ryder likes visiting her at the apartment in New York. She also helped to pick Marley’s engagement ring, something that was very important to Ryder.

#Ryder Lynn #Alberto Rosende #Char #Char: Taken #Char: Canon #Canon: T #Char: M #Fam: Lynn

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deviantartdramahub · 1 year

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I find it amusing that the DeviantArt.com user known as frigidhermitprincess posted a call out when, according to this page, doing so is against the rules. I also find it odd that the same individual is weeping about being bullied by the same individuals she has slandered. I mean seriously? You believe you have the right to complain after spending the previous four years pestering my buddy Triagonal? Before you start spewing nonsense, let me to explain to everyone why this is significant. Secondly, I can list the majority of users you and DeviantArtDramaNow are now bullying, harassing, smearing, stalking, and spreading invented lies about, as well as something else... Let's begin with Club-Dreamverse who has Autism. Cutiesaurs has Autism and Gumiho-Fox-From-Mars (interesting name!) suffers from Schizophrenia. KaizenKitty has Bipolar Disorder, whereas Pro, or "Lupiss" as you keep calling him, has Dyslexia. Menslady125, who may possibly have Autism, although this has not been verified, it is most likely autistic based on the indications I've observed after knowing Club and Cutiesaurs for some time. You have assumed the identity of RylesTheTanuki, who suffers from Dissociative Identity Disorder. Triagonal, your prime focus, has Multiple Sclerosis, and TallTherify suffers with autism. Wolfworths15menkey, who I have seen a few times express signs, might be suffering from schizotypy, although this is unconfirmed. My point is...

You, frigidhermitprincess and DeviantArtDramaNow assert that you are "saving and assisting individuals." Nonetheless, you are abusing, harassing, slandering, bullying, and stalking disabled users. In my opinion, you are the criminals, so quit while you still can and grow up! You've been warned several times to stop lying, so why are you doing it again? As previously said, Pro has been absent for months! In light of the fact that you've lost your finest shittalker, we're going to turn over all we have to the authorities. And after that, we'll block you all and move on with our lives, since you're a waste of our time because you're a bunch of attention-seeking liars who are frustrated about being exposed!

In my perspective of what callout you are referring to, I only met this frigidhermitprincess as recently as a few months ago. The things she is trying to advocate as things MagistraInferna has said are things the latter withdrew. The latter's followers (such as frigidhermitprincess), who continue to spread the claims she (MagistraInferna) once adhered to, instead of now acting their act alone and gawking at us in new ways everyday, should listen to this other common comment by her followers, these comments which I appreciated even as backhanded as they might seem to others as they deflect blame, at least until certain people uttering them turned out to also still treat the withdrawn claims as true, and you can even ask the DeviantArt user WinterDragonGod if his trust in all of us has restored following the withdrawal of the claims he said he adhered to, and he will say no.

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karendlipton23 · 1 year

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Spice up ESL Learning with Change the Object Drama Game

How to Teach Your Kids to Read – The Best Way For Kids to Learn English

Reading is one of the most important skills for any child. It helps them develop a love for books, and also helps them understand the world around them. While it can be easy to get frustrated when your kid isn’t reading, there are plenty of ways to teach them to read. Learning to read is a fun and rewarding experience for your child. Here are some tips to help you guide your kid through the process.

The first step in learning to read is to make sure that your kid has a base vocabulary. A good place to start is by learning to recognize words that are common in your everyday life. For example, when you go to the grocery store, you might ask your child to make a sign that says “I’ll be back” or “Brownie.” This helps them learn syllables and rhyming words.

Once your child has a base vocabulary, you can introduce phonics. Phonics is a set of rules that teaches a child to read by sounding words out. These rules allow your child to decode words more easily.

Another way to teach a kid to read is by having him or her read aloud. When you read, you can point out things on the page and ask questions to your kid. Your child will also learn to identify letters by pointing out what he or she sees on the page.

You can also try using a systematic reading program, such as Children Learning Reading, to help your child. These programs can be very effective in teaching your child to read. They also focus on phonemic awareness, which enables your child to hear and recognize individual sounds in words.

Teaching a kid to read should be a fun, hands-on experience. You can use games to get your child interested in the process. If your kid is having trouble understanding a word, challenge him or her to write a different word.

You can also try tracing letters on the page when you’re reading. This can help your child connect letters to what’s being said. In addition, you can use a flash card to practice sight words, such as do and the.

Some children might have a hard time reading because of learning differences, such as dyslexia. If this is the case, it’s best to work with your child’s school. Also, make sure to have your kid read a variety of books. Having a mix of easy and challenging books will help him or her to read more easily.

As your child begins to recognize the letters and sounds that make up the alphabet, you can help your child to learn how to read by asking questions and giving them a lot of guidance. You can also encourage your child to use the words they’ve learned to describe things. Read to your kid daily and make sure that you read something from each genre.

Reading is a wonderful activity that will help your child grow in many areas. However, if your kid isn’t enjoying the process, it may be difficult to get him or her to read.

Via https://www.howtoteachakidtoread.com/spice-up-esl-learning-with-change-the-object-drama-game/

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howtoteachakidtoread2 · 1 year

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Spice up ESL Learning with “Change the Object” Drama Game

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How to Teach Your Kids to Read – The Best Way For Kids to Learn English

Reading is a wonderful activity that will help your child grow in many areas. However, if your kid isn’t enjoying the process, it may be difficult to get him or her to read.

source https://www.howtoteachakidtoread.com/spice-up-esl-learning-with-change-the-object-drama-game/

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kidsfuntolearn · 2 years

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How to Assist Kids with Learning Difficulties?

One of the best ways to assist kids with learning difficulties is by using a multi-sensory approach. This means using a combination of different senses to help them learn. For example, you might use visual aids along with verbal instructions. Or, you could use music and movement to help them retain information. There are a variety of ways to incorporate a multi-sensory approach into your teaching. The important thing is to find what works best for your student and go from there. With a little trial and error, you should be able to find a method that helps your child succeed in school. If you're struggling with a learning difficulty, remember that you're not alone.

There is help available, and you can overcome your difficulties to lead a happy and successful life. There's nothing more frustrating than feeling like you're stuck in a rut, struggling to keep up with everyone else. If you have a learning difficulty, that feeling can be all too familiar. But it doesn't have to be this way. With the right support, you can help assisting students with learning difficulties and reach your full potential.

If you suspect you or your child might have a learning difficulty, the first step is to speak to your GP or school counsellor. They will be able to refer you for further assessment and support. There are many different types of learning difficulties, but some of the most common include dyslexia, dyscalculia and dyspraxia. Each affects people in different ways, but all can make everyday tasks like reading, writing and math’s more difficult.

If you suspect that your child has a learning disability, it's important to get them evaluated by a professional. Only a qualified specialist can diagnose a learning disability. Once your child has been diagnosed, you can work with their school to create an Individualized Education Program (IEP). This document will outline the accommodations and services that your child needs in order to succeed in school. If you need assistance creating an IEP or advocate for your child's rights, there are a number of organizations that can help. The most important thing is to never give up on your child. With the right support, they can overcome any obstacle. There are a number of things that you can do to help your child if they are having difficulty learning.

First, make sure that they are getting enough sleep and eating a nutritious diet. These things will help them to be more alert and able to focus.

Second, provide them with a quiet place to study where they will not be distracted. This may mean setting up a special study area in your home or taking them to the library to use a quiet room.

Third, give them plenty of time to practice what they are learning. If they are having difficulty with a particular concept, have them work on it for longer periods of time or break it down into smaller steps.

Finally, talk to their teacher about what you can do to help at home. The teacher may have some suggestions about how you can assist your child with their learning.

If you follow these tips, you will be helping your child to overcome their learning difficulties and become a successful student.

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blackholemojis · 2 years

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Not a request but, what’s a typing quirk if it’s okay to ask?

As I’m answering this, please keep in mind that this is probably a very surface level explanation, since I don’t have or use a typing quirk myself, and I haven’t done a whole lot of research into them.

From what I understand, a typing quirk is generally a non-normative way of editing spelling or punctuation, often by adding things or substituting certain letters or characters for other letters or characters. On some platforms, they can also take the form of special fonts or text colors.

Typing quirks may be more subtle, like not using capitalization, or they may be noticeable but fairly easy to understand (if you don’t have a screen reader, or a condition which makes reading hard), like with substituting all S’s for $’s, or writing some letters multiple times. Some are hard to understand if you don’t know the code to them, like Leetspeak (look it up if you don’t know what it is).

Most writing quirks are voluntarily used, and many people switch back and forth between generally accepted spelling and punctuation and their typing quirk, depending on the situation (like, texting with friends versus in a larger discord server). Some typing quirks aren’t voluntarily used, but I honestly don’t know enough about that to explain the nuances of why this is.

It’s worth noting that typing quirks can get increasingly hard to understand, the more complicated they get. They can be especially hard to understand if someone uses a screen reader, or has dyslexia, low vision, or other conditions which can make reading hard. Because of this, some areas online have rules for where and when typing quirks can be used. Many disabled people who can’t easily understand typing quirks can find them obnoxious or frustrating, and people refusing to provide a translation when they are fully able to do so can be a form of ableism. Because of this, conflicting needs can be an issue between people who have a typing quirk, and disabled people who find them hard to understand.

This got longer than I expected, but I hope it’s helped a little with explaining what typing quirks are 😅

#asks #blackholemojis talks

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sweetpeawriter-tm · 2 years

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AM I ACCESSIBLE? Accessible role-play & You!

Hello! Nia here! As a disabled person accessibility is something that's been on my mind...well for years now. But specifically in the context of tumblr and the roleplaying community. So today I'll do a little look into how to be more accessible to your roleplaying community!

Few disclaimers before we begin:

1. I am developmentally disabled with autism and dyslexia so I'm more focusing on that then something like low vision/being blind or another disability. I may touch on it based off what I've learned but I wouldn't be speaking from personal experience.

2. Obvious YMMV. People have different needs and this isn't a end all be all on how to be the best blog ever for disabled people to read. But I figured these tips would be helpful anyways.

3, If you have anymore suggestions please feel free to tell me! I'm glad to update posts or make another one!

Okay...Cue the cut!

First thing first, what does it mean to be accessible?

Now, we need to remember that every disabled person is different. So there may be a few differences among us about how we are able to read, process things, click things on browsers, etc. There are a few general trends though that I figure can help in most situations.

1. Be Willing To Change

One thing that is the most important is of course listening to us. When articles like this one go around, or your disabled rp partner explains how to make your blog better for them to navigate...listen! If someone explains that your color scheme makes it impossible to read your blog, it doesn't do any harm to ask others to test read your blog and figure out if something else works.

If you're writing with someone and they asks you to not use icons or not to format your post for any particular reason, be open to the idea of leaving off the bold and small letters for one thread if you're able. Really be able to work with your partner, this is also just general advice outside of accessibility tbh.

2. Color Schemes and Blog Themes

Listen, as someone with some issues reading and looking at screens.....this is a major issue I've noticed. Color scheme wise I think most people know what I mean but like picking a bright red background with bright pink letters is a no go. Please make sure to test run your color schemes if you can to make sure they are actually readable! No dark letters on dark backgrounds. or super similar colors used together as background and text!

Another issue is when people separate the pages on their blogs with tiny dots on the screen. Like when their bio page can only be found by clicking the pink and red flower on a blog theme made of only pink flowers... Yeah stop doing that. No offense, not only is that just plain frustrating in general, for people with vision issues it makes the site overly complex to navigate/possibly impossible to navigate.

I get wanting a pretty blog really! But at least have the important things like your character's bio and your rules be somewhere eye grabbing and easy to get too.

And this probably goes unsaid but, no flashing things when making a blog. Flashing lights or colors. Like even a little, I get migraines personally but there are people who get much worse from flashing colors so please just avoid doing that at all.

Quick go over; keep blog colors readable and easy on the eyes, have a option for easy navigation and don't use a ton of flashy things to make your blog 'stand out' it just makes it harder for disable people to read your content!

3. Formatting!

Formatting is. For me personally, hell to read. Can I read it? Yes. Does it hurt? Very much so. Having bold wording for emphasis or things like that are fine. But people sometimes use different (and very bright) colors on random words, or make their letters verrrry small. Or add extra spacing randomly. Which is really hard for people who are learning disabled to read.

However some formatting can actually be useful! Like bolding "" when a character speaks! Or using this when a character is thinking! These cues help establish context for what we're reading! Even extra spacing can help as long as it's consistent. When done randomly for the aesthetic however it doesn't really do anything other then make us read things over and over. This has led me personally to respond to things incorrectly cause I can't actually read the reply and tbh. I just guess! (Don't be like me...communicate!)

At the very least when, as stated above, writing muse bio's or blog rules. Keep the formatting to a min if possible! I love reading head-canons and lore but the reemergence of formatting has made it quite difficult to understand what anyone is really typing.

Also don't get upset if someone misreads anything when you use heavy formatting. Trust me it is just as upsetting to not feel like I'm smart enough to read a tumblr blog post.

4. Resources

Here are some good resources I found that may help keep tumblr a disabled friendly place to roleplay in!

https://lifeofablindgirl.com/2018/09/19/10-ways-to-make-your-blog-accessible-for-people-with-a-visual-impairment/

https://www.afb.org/consulting/afb-accessibility-resources/how-make-your-blog-accessible

*wipes sweat from forehead* Okay I hope these tips help a little when designing your next cool rp blog or when doing a makeover for a muse page. Again, I'm totally open to suggestions and rewrites on my part as I'm still learning on how to be better every day!

See ya next time! <3

#ROLEPLAY. RESOUCES #RPC #RPH #acessibility #idk if i need like...my own tag for acessibility...#ill look into it #roleplay #ROLEPLAY. GUIDE

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jarofstyles · 4 years

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Teacher’s Pet

A/N: As requested, here is the first part of our professor!harry series. As usual, this we put our little twist on things and we hope that you enjoy! - n+d

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pairing: Harry Styles x Reader

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While Harry tried not to show favoritism in his courses, it was hard not to be caring towards the students that showed effort but struggled. That was the case with little Y/N. She was young, pretty, had a bit of an edge to her. From what he had noticed she was kind and often let people borrow pens and once gave a diabetic classmate her muffin when she saw he was a bit pale and taking his blood sugar.

He wasn’t everyone’s favorite professor. He was a tough grader, had a bit of a resting ‘bitch’ face, and he wasn’t necessarily warm and fuzzy. It wasn’t what Harry wanted at all— but it had to be done so that the students wouldn’t just see him as a peer. He had learned that early in. He had to be strict and get respect or he would be stuck with slackers or people who thought he would ‘do them a solid’ as one student had tried to ask with a fist bump. But when it came to sweet students with dyed hair, a devastated little pout, and even watery eyes, he knew he would have to say something.

‘If you would like some help, please come to my office any time after 4. I would be happy to assist in figuring out the material.’

It was written next to a poor grade. He could tell that she had potential— she just wasn’t getting it. He also worried about her word usage. If what he thought of was correct, it would make sense why she was struggling.

School was never one of Y/N’s strong suits. From the beginning of her school career she struggled with getting the hang of concepts and her teachers grew a distaste for her because they thought she wasn’t trying. Y/N was a hard worker though, she did genuinely try, but her best was never enough. A few teachers pointed out that she might have a learning disability, but her parents denied that ever being a case. Her other siblings, both older and younger, were able to grasp concepts easily and were all incredible book smart in addition to being talented outside of school. It seemed that Y/N was just the bad apple of the bunch. Her parents would joke, but of course it hurt. She didn’t even want to go to college originally, but her parents forced her to at least try and get a degree so she wouldn’t be a low life. Y/N only agreed because they said they’d keep paying for her band. Of course, you can only really go to college if you pass though and Y/N wasn’t doing too well.

Professor Styles had always intimidated her, but he just took his job seriously. She could tell by the way he talked about everything that he was passionate about making sure people understood the deeper meaning behind these books and Y/N could appreciate that. It was just a shame that she struggled so much in his class. There were students that excelled in his classes and he was always giving them praise, little surprised smiles and nods, a small ‘good job’ or ‘correct, yes’ here and there. Y/N found herself wanting to try harder in his classes just to get a praise out of him, but she was too nervous to raise her hand even when she did know the answer. This was her third time getting a not so passing grade in this class and Y/N was growing more and more frustrated. She understood the material, or she felt like she did, but whenever it came to reading and remembering, she found herself getting stuck. Little frustrated tears formed in her eyes but she blinked them away, thinking she wasn’t going to muster up the courage to see him today.

But she did.

He had a soft spot for the students that he helped. It was human nature to care for those you spent time with. It wasn’t like how he thought about Y/N though. Okay— he knew it was bad. But he was intrigued by her. Why? He wasn’t able to pinpoint exactly what it was. Maybe her edgy look, maybe it was because she was seemingly submissive and every time he caught her eye she looked like a deer in headlights. She stares at him a lot, he could notice that. But he likes it. So he was pleasantly surprised when she came to his office, looking skittish but also curious. She needed help and he would offer it to her.

“Y/N, it’s nice to see you.” Harry adjusted his glasses and sat up straighter, putting the final mark on a test before looking back up at her with a gentle smile. He had to approach with caution, she already looked like she was going to shit herself. “I’m glad you got my note and weren’t offended. But I was wondering if you’d like some help.” He didn’t say what because he wanted her to tell him what exactly she was struggling with.

Y/N was very nervous, mostly because she didn’t like asking for help from anyone. She didn’t like to seem unintelligent in front of men, especially when they were as attractive as Professor Styles. All the girls on campus talked about how hot he was, how his dominance was a turn on and how none of them were properly able to focus in class. At least they were getting passing grades.

“Hi, professor...” Y/N said softly and closed the door behind her before taking a seat. “I, um... I’m not really good with asking for help.” She explained, pushing a few pieces of hair behind her ear before fixing her septum piercing. Y/N was playing with the hem of her skirt, one of her fingers playing with the fishnet stockings she had on. “I feel like I understand when you’re explaining it and then I go and take the test and it’s like I can’t remember anything you said. But I’m not good at academics anyway so...” Y/N let out a sad chuckle. Her self confidence was pretty low in all aspects, it was a shame because she was a pretty girl. She didn’t seem to think so, hence why she dressed up. At least her clothes she could control.

“Now, don’t say that.” Harry tutted. “I’m sure that’s not true. I bet you just have a different way of learning. If you understand verbally, but freeze when it’s written, that may be the case.” He hummed, flipping through the last work she had handed in. “My question is... it isn’t meant to offend you at all. But do you find difficulty in reading itself?” He approached it gently. You’d be surprised how many adults realize later on in life that they have dyslexia. They were labeled as not the smartest but he was because it took so long for them to understand because the words and numbers get jumbled up. “I’m asking because I notice in your writings, you spell things in a unique way. Or it seems the letters are flipped. This isn’t to embarrass you so please don’t be upset— we just need to figure out why it is that you struggle with the tests.” He leaned forward on his desk, licking over his bottom lip. She was beautiful. In that way when women didn’t know they were beautiful. He wished he could see more of her body— fuck, not going there. Absolutely not. Even though technically it wasn’t like he would be fired, seeing as half the damn staff fucks students. It was always that forbidden element. Either way, he was far too much for this sweet thing to handle. “I would like to help you if you would let me do so.”

Y/N felt really anxious, bouncing her leg to try and keep her composure. She didn’t think she was smart. She wasn’t good at math, wasn’t good at science, she was decent at English but even that seemed to be difficult now that she was reading classics that were barely in modern English. She just decided that learning wasn’t for her.

“I’m not a reader, no.” She shook her head, Y/N found herself having trouble focusing for a long time and when it came to reading words get jumbled up and she struggled a lot. Especially when she started thinking about it too much. Of course Y/N was embarrassed even though he said he wasn’t trying to embarrass her. It was more just her feeling incompetent. She didn’t like making eye contact with him for too long because she felt like he was staring straight into her soul. She was a bit shy and timid when it came to new people. She appreciated that he wasn’t judging her though. “I don’t know what you could do to help, but if you’d like to try we can? I—I don’t want to waste your time.”

“There’s no wasting time if it helps improve your learning, yeah? Please don’t think of yourself like that. You are an important person, just as important as my other students. I want you to succeed.” Harry promised. It kind of broke his heart that she was so sure that her time with him would be wasted. It made him sad that she felt that way. Why? “How about we set up a time... let’s say two days a week? I have time around now, so 4:15 to 5 where I can help you.” He normally wouldn’t do it for most but he wasn’t going to let her suffer. A passion project, so to speak. “I don’t know your schedule but I would be here during that time normally. I basically live in this office anyways.” He smiled in a joking way. “We can work on understanding first what was wrong and then we can have time to work on the new material.”

Y/N nodded her head in agreement, but it did make her worry. Of course she could only try her best but she was so used to failing that she wasn’t sure how much harder she could try. She was barely passing her other classes and frankly she was thinking about dropping out all together. Maybe she was the lowlife her parents made her out to be?

“Can do... Monday’s and Thursday’s..” Y/N told him, “if that’s okay, I have band practice on Wednesday’s.” She wasn’t sure why’s she told him but part of it was to show that she wasn’t just a stupid girl that she did have some talent or at least she thought she did. “It’s um... it’s really nice of you to do this, thank you.” She told him genuinely, though she was terrified of letting him down. He seemed so cool. He wasn’t like this in his classes, he seemed much more approachable this way. Maybe in another life they could have been friends or more than that... no, he probably wasn’t into girls like her. She needed a cigarette.

“Of course. You have my email if you need to reschedule.” But he could see right through her. Of course he could. “But... if you’re nervous, tell me. I can soothe the worries. I’ll be awfully disappointed if you don’t show up and don’t let me know.” He knew she was skittish. He didn’t want her to back out and not take the time to try at the very least. “Let’s just work on it a day at a time. I hope to see you soon.”

When she walked out, he was ashamed to say he was entranced by her ass. He was such a bastard for thinking about a student like that. So bad. But it didn’t stop him from seeing her eyes when he fucked his fist later that night.

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The next couple of days left Y/N worried. Coming out of professor Styles’ office had left her feeling on edge, wondering if it was even worth trying. She felt like nothing would save her at this point but this was going to be her last attempt. If it didn’t work out she’d just drop out and couch surf. But she didn’t want to have to do that, her kitty Jinx would have to find a new home and that was something she certainly didn’t want. It was Monday and Y/N didn’t go to her classes today, feeling like it was justified because she was meeting with Professor Styles today.

If she was going to work on herself she wanted to be in the best shape possible, so she smoked some weed in the morning to get her day off right and got her things together before getting her skateboard and making her way to his office.

Harry was pleased when she actually showed up at his office. He was half expecting her to drop his class with how terrified she had seemed the past time, and he was curious to see how she had thought about what her grades and his revisions on her test. He had worn a dark red button up today with suspenders, his blazer off and hair a tiny bit messy. His glasses hung off the end of his nose while he looked up at her with surprise, before a smile came on his face.

“Y/N! I’m very glad to see you’ve come.” He hummed, sitting up and leaning back in his chair. “Go ahead and make yourself comfortable on the couch. Would you like a water?” He had a mini fridge in his office. Without listening to an answer, he pulled one out anyways and handed it to her, rounding the desk so he seemed less scary. The desk was a position of power. One he loved, but also didn’t want to take advantage of when Y/N obviously was terrified of it. “Alright. So... you’ve seen my revisions?” He sat on the other arm chair across from the couch, glasses pushed up now with his copy of her paper. “Good. What do you think about your mistakes? Were they because you didn’t understand the material, or didn’t know what to say in paper?”

Y/N gave him a small smile, setting her skate board up against the side wall before taking a seat on the couch. No amount of weed could have calmed her down, she wasn’t even that high anymore it was just the residual feeling. Right now, she was more concerned about having to tell him what was going on inside her mind when she was working on assignments.

“I—I um... both?” She felt a blush creeping in on her cheeks. “I tried to like... watch videos about it, cause whenever I try to read I just get frustrated.” Y/N explained fiddling with the paper. She didn’t like this feeling, it was obvious that it was something that made her emotional which was why she didn’t really talk about it. She let out a breath, looking over what she wrote and seeing all the red pen. It made her want to crawl up into a ball despite how nice he was being. He was trying and so she would also try her best to keep it together. “I find it really hard to focus..”

“I don’t doubt that you do, Y/N. I’m thinking that maybe this isn’t something to do with your focus, but maybe it’s with your reading? You could learn differently than other people and that's absolutely alright.” Harry felt poorly that she was so sad and embarrassed about it. “Look at me.” When she didn’t respond he was trying a different tactic. Soft but very obviously meaning business. “There we are. Now, this doesn’t mean you’re stupid or unable to learn or do well in my class. You just may need to learn differently.” He stood up and grabbed a book from his shelf. “So this book— I got it online. It has some illustrations in it, and I find they’re pretty self explanatory. Maybe this will help you understand it better. Having an image opposed to words in your mind.” He handed it to her. She didn’t need to know he had bought it himself.

Y/N glanced up at him as he told her to look at him, seeing his face go much softer but his eyes still held that same intensity. She followed his with her eyes as he went to get the book. It was much thicker than the others due to all the illustrations but of course it made her feel like a little kid again. She just wished she could be normal.

“Okay...” She said softly, willing to try anything at this point. Of course she was nervous about going forward with his class seeing as she knew things would only get more difficult. Y/N gave him a small thank you as she looked through the book but part of her felt like it wasn’t going to work. No one was determined in helping her learn, they never have been. She’d always gotten very poor, passing grades because she assumed teachers felt bad for her or knew her siblings and assumed maybe she was just the rebellious one. “Sometimes I feel like I do better on the essays, cause I feel like I get it... but I end up getting better grades on the tests than the essays and it’s... disheartening.” She explained with a small frown, “cause I guess on the tests a lot of the time.”

He furrowed his brows, listening to what Y/N had to say. It made sense if she had dyslexia that she would be frustrated and upset with learning altogether but it was important to her and him as well, that she was able to do what she was meant to do. Whatever it was she had wanted.

“I think you should outline your essays more. Each body paragraph, with reasoning and thought. Come up with 4 to 6 reasons for each, word them how it makes sense to you, and write it that way. The structure taught isn’t the only way to do it.” He explained. Writing down on a piece of notebook paper an example of how she could do it. “I know it must be very frustrating— especially if it’s been years that you’ve had to deal with this. I understand. But I do have faith that you’re able to do this. You are intelligent, Y/N. You just have to figure out the right way to show it.”

Y/N let out a sigh, swallowing thickly as he gave her some advice on how to structure her essays in a way that would make more sense. She would try her best, especially with knowing that he was going to be grading things knowing what her situation was. Y/N was going to try her best to sound smart or collected, but she will admit she hadn’t been paying attention for years.

She pulled out a folder of her English work, pulled out the notes she had taken and the lay out for her essays and bit the inside of her lip. Y/N handed it to him and immediately went to pay with her own fingers. Observing him as he looked through what she had done previously.

“I—I try my best, I really do.. but anytime I get the courage to try it just gets worse and I go back to not trying at all because at least then I know I’m failing cause I’m doing it on purpose and not cause I’m stupid.” Y/N was trying to share her feelings to try and make him understand. “‘s really intimidating being in class with people who pick up information easily and I end up just tuning out cause it’s too fast for me to follow... and I don’t want to be that one girl that holds up the whole class with a stupid question.”

“You aren’t. If you have a question that you aren’t comfortable asking in front of everyone, you are always welcome to email me or come to my office at any time I’m here.” Harry promised. Poor girl. Jesus, what happened to her to make her self esteem like this? “You are very capable. Very much a smart girl. You need to tap into different areas of your brain. I promise, we can get your grade up together, alright?” He felt softness and fondness because he knew that sometimes professors weren’t the most understanding. Granted, he was only like this towards students that came for help— and oddly, even more so towards her, but still. “You don’t have to stop trying. You just need a different approach and we can help you find the right one. Do you like movies?” He suddenly remembered that. At her confused look, he continued. “Movies are scripts. Books. Visual. Do you find it easy to follow along with movies?”

She found it hard to believe him because no one really called her smart, ever. Y/N gave him a small smile and nodded her head, pushing pieces of hair away from her face before nodding and realizing she reversed the work she’d just done. He was a very nice man, it was clear that he was committed to helping her and it was definitely appreciated. She just didn’t know why he believed in her so much when no one else did?

“Well yeah... I can follow conversation and stuff.” Y/N let out a small chuckle, sniffling a bit before she continued. “I think another problem is I get too confused about things like.. the deeper meaning stuff in books. Like the themes and whatever you call it. Cause in my head I know what I think it means but then it’s meant to mean something else and then I think I just didn’t understand correctly.” Y/N was definitely more of a creative. She didn’t like following set rules, she liked going with the flow and following her own thing. It worked when it came to her music, she was able to focus then. But she taught herself guitar.

“I think that you need to first take the book at face value. Don’t look for the hidden meanings the first time you read because it will confuse you more.” Harry cleared his throat. She smelled really good. Like peaches and citrus. He wondered if her bed smelled like that, but stronger.

“Tell me some things you like.” He leaned back into the seat. “Things you think we can connect to projects. You said you’re in a band? Have a band?” He remembered that from last time. At her nod he continued. “You can find a song or make a playlist of songs that connect your head to the book. Say... Romeo and Juliet. Hmm.. check yes Juliet, We The Kings. If you’ve heard of that. You can find songs that help you remember.”

“Yeah, I’m in a band.” Y/N nodded her head a bit at him, “it’s like a indie punk thing...” She wasn’t sure what kind of music he listened to but he seemed young enough to think that indie music was good. Who knows, maybe he was one of those jazz guys with all the sweaters he wears. Y/N wasn’t one to judge though. The check yes Juliet reference made her chuckle, remembering middle school and highschool momentarily. He couldn’t be that much older then. “Yeah, I know that song.” She giggled and shook her head, “but yeah, I understand.” She spoke and took note of that in her mind. Y/N didn’t know how she was meant to explain to him that she spent the rest of her free time doing drugs. Tripping and writing music, hanging out with her kitty. That’s about it. Skating, going out in nature. Fucking. She definitely was a bit of a nympho. She assumed it was because of her need for attention.

“Okay. That’s good then. Use that to try and correlate.” He had felt weird watching her leave the room, seemingly in a better mood than she had been before but still nervous. It didn’t help that he hadn’t gotten laid and didn’t really want to have sex with someone else right now. God, if only he could spread her open and dip his cock into her soft cunt. That’s something he was dreaming of.

He thought about it the next night too. So, with his bored and needy thoughts, he went home and did his chores he needed to do, before he went to lay in his bed with his laptop. To be honest. Most porn didn’t do it for him. He much preferred erotic writing or even more so, cam girls. Sex workers deserved support and he always tipped well, though rarely talking in any of them. He was scrolling down the alternative tab when he found what he was looking for. Tattoos and plump lips, tits for a profile photo and a tongue sticking out. Interesting— and she was live.

He just never expected the exact woman in his head to be placed on the screen, smoke coming from her mouth.

Fuck.

Y/N wasn’t exactly sure how she thought about starting camming but it all sort of just fell into place. She started off just selling her nudes and videos for attention and money but then she realized that people would pay really good money to watch live stuff. It’s a good thing too because Y/N loved being watched. Her cams were usually regularly scheduled, but other times they were spontaneous because she was really horny. bbybunnie was her username, most people just called her pet names though, never by her actual name for obvious security reasons. She had quite the following too. People seemed to love her content. She was fun and bubbly and she felt like she put in a great show both literally and physically. Y/N had just done a bong rip, having her windows open to let the smoke out. She didn’t like smoking around Jinx so she’d let her in once she was properly stoned. She was dressed in a black crop top that said princess on it in gothic font, fishnets, and little black panties.

“Been really stressed lately with college and stuff...” Y/N answered a previous question as to what she’d been up to. “Working on assignments in stuff but it gets hard.” She pouted, turning her head when she heard Jinx scratching at the door. “One second.” She giggled and went to grab Jinx, leaving the door open so she could roam. “Here she is, say hi to everyone.” Y/N cooed in a baby voice. It was quite the sight. An alternative girl all soft with her cat, just starting the broadcast. Her vibrator was clearly in frame, already plugged in. A subscriber bought a heavy duty one for her.

And Harry should have clicked off. Right away, he should have exited the screen and said ‘gotta go’ because this was his student. His student he tutored and had fucking come on here to jerk off to a look alike. But he couldn’t. Not finally getting a look at her body. Soft and curved and delicious. Her tits strained the tank top and little tiny panties, some fishnets. Jesus fucking Christ. He let out an audible moan as he watched her sit back on the bed, talking back and forth with some of the comments.

He wasn’t sure what made him comment.

DaddyH: you look beautiful. I love the fishnets.

She did. And he loved them. A lot of the comments were dirtier but not to the point he could see it turning a woman on. He didn’t get an associates in sexology for nothing.

Y/N was pretty good with responding to comments, they were paying after all, but a lot of them were much nicer than most would think. Her community was used to her streams taking a bit to get going because she liked to get super horny, so once she was properly high she usually talked with her comments about things she’s been fantasizing about and what they’d like to see her do.

DaddyH. He was new.

“Hi daddyh, thank you! You’re new aren’t you?” Y/N said with an excited smile, she liked newcomers. It meant someone was interested in her. “Well we’ve got a special show on our hands then.” Her viewers loved when new people came because the shows were always better. She was visibly hornier. She shifted a little bit so she was leaning farther back on her pillows, bringing her legs up and out so she was spreading like a little butterfly. Of course the panties kept things covered but not much. Y/N pulled them up so they were tight on her, “Gotta get me real wet first, yeah?” She hummed, “love knowing you’re watching me... love when you tell me what you like...” It was strategic to talk dirty as if she was talking to one specific person.

Fuck shit motherfucker. Fuck.

Harry didn’t even see her pussy fully yet and he was nearly drooling. What the fuck had he done in what past life to get this type of luck? He wasn’t sure but he did know that whatever he did, he was thankful. He got a good look at her, her lusty eyes. He was a dirty talker. He loved to sex— fuck the English teacher in him. He loved making women a mess of whines and slick and speaking their darkest fantasies into their ears as the writhe underneath him. Y/N would be a fun one to play with. For sure.

DaddyH: you could play over the panties. They’re cute.

He had a thing for panties and fishnets, and she was going right to his kinks.

“But that’s no fun.” Y/N pouted at the comment, wiggling her panties a little bit so she could rub against her clit some. She let out a tiny moan and hummed, letting her hands move up her body to squeeze her tits through her shirt. She was properly eye fucking the camera too, teasing as she started to pull up her shirt. “I’m frustrated, daddy...” Usually she waited till she got a certain number of tips before she took her clothes off, but she was only a few dollars away so she pulled off her shirt revealing that she wasn’t wearing a bra. The tightness of the tank top kept them up, but these men seemed to love natural tits. Her hand slipped down to start rubbing over her clit over top her panties, letting out little breathy moans of pleasure. “Really want to be fucked...” She explained, “Wanna be full...” Y/N pouted and quickened her pace.

“Bent over a desk.”

Harry had a big oak desk he could bend her over and absolutely destroy her. If that’s something she would want. Harry would wreck her. His hand palmed Over his cock as he took her in and looked at her tits. He was an everything man but tits? He could happily suck on hers for an hour and make marks all over, just to listen to her mewl and feel her on his tongue. He squeezed over his sweatpants, feeling himself heat up as he watched her. She was topless, his student. His student was topless and rubbing her clit over tiny little panties, giving a pout and looking at the camera too fucking similar to the way she looked at him in his office today. And while his rational mind knew he wouldn’t be able to look at her the same— he would want to fuck her even more than he had— he couldn’t stop watching.

It was clear that Y/N’s interactions with Harry had spilt over into her mind while she was getting into it. It was that intense stare that he had, his ringed hands, of course there was also the tone of his voice. How he asked her to look at him that one time. She could only imagine him asking her much rougher and in a deeper voice.

“Daddy...” She whimpered out, teasing her own self over her panties as she read over the comments. Y/N giggled are some, loving he praise if men calling her cute and telling her she was pretty and her moans were turning them on. She went and took off her panties cause she really couldn’t take it anymore, revealing her fishnet covered cunt. “Want a better view, hmm?” Y/N smirked, moving to rip them right over the crotch so everyone could see. “I’m so fuck wet for you... look..” She said all excited, pulling her fingers back to show the strings of wetness on her fingers.

Harry was in heaven. Truly. Or hell, because he wasn’t able to be the one ripping the fishnets up and fucking her in them. Her thighs looked soft and delicate and probably so easily bruised. He could do some incredible work down there.

DaddyH: Lick it clean, sweetheart. I know it’s sweet.

There was no way she wasn’t so sweet that his teeth would fill with cavities. No way. He wanted her taste all over his tongue. He was a very giving dom, very much eager to make his lovers cum again and again and again so long as they complied with his soft rules. It wasn’t difficult.

Y/N’s stomach filled with warmth as she read over the comment, bringing her fingers to her mouth and sucking on them properly as if they were a cock. She was starting to like the Daddyh character. He was so sweet and polite in his choice of words, paid well. What was there not to like? She removed her fingers from her mouth giggling a little bit as she decided to show off some more. Y/N pushed the laptop back a bit, turning so they could see her ass and how she arched her back for them relieving that she’d had a butt plug in the whole time. Sleek and black with a little gem at the end. A lot of the things she had were gifts from subscribers. She had an Amazon wishlist specifically set up for them as well as a regular P.O. Box that then routed to her home. She had tons of back up fishnets, some used ones she sold online as well. Lots of other things. She quite enjoyed it.

When did she put that in? Harry needed to know. Was she wearing that when she was sat on his fucking couch? He would surely lose his goddamn mind if that was the case.

He tipped her $50, asking the question he needed the answer to.

DaddyH: Have you been wearing that all day, pretty girl?

The idea of her squirming in class occurred to him. And then the idea of a little vibrator inside of her that he had the remote to, pressing it on to see her reactions. He would buy her one, fuck. He would buy this girl anything if it meant getting to see her squirm and hear her beg him to let her cum.

Y/N wiggled her bum a bit, turning on her back again with a hum. “I’ve been wearing it all day...” She nodded, reaching over for her vibrator because she really couldn’t wait anymore. Everyone who streamed her knew she was impatient, sometimes if they paid a good amount she’d wait and tease herself first but she was needy today. She just kept thinking about professor Styles. “‘m so needy... been so horny lately, might be on for a while.” Y/N blushed, “or I’ll film some special requests on my onlyfans...” She smirked because she knew she would get lots of money for men begging her to stay but loads for custom content too. Y/N turned the vibrator on it’s lowest setting, starting to move it down on to her cunt where she let out a pleaser sigh. “I wanna cum so bad... just wanna cum.” She pleaded, reading to see what everyone was saying. Y/N turned it up a few notches, letting out a content sigh as she moved it over a specific spot. The feeling was indescribable and the noises that left her just showed how relieved she was.

Harry nearly fell over. Her ass was stuffed when she sat on his couch— and it wasn’t from his cock. Harry particularly loved anal, it was a very hot thing to him and the fact she hadn’t been warming his cock like that was near criminal. Truly.

“Sweet Jesus.” He breathed, finally taking himself out of his pants. Spitting thick on to the head, he spread it over his cock and waited for her to continue. She had an onlyfans? He would be subscribing and buying content. He didn’t give a fuck. He wanted it and it would be the best way to keep her close but far. He was watching how her legs trembled and her mouth fell open at the feeling, her body arching into the buzzing of the vibrator. Oh, how he would hold it against her and finger her until she squirted all over the bed and make her clean it up with her tongue. He was a sexual man but kinky more than anything. The idea of it all... it was so hot and wrong and taboo and it was even better in his cock’s mind that she was a no go zone. Made it hotter.

DaddyH: you’ve got such a pretty pussy. How many times can you cum?

Y/N read his comment and let out a whine, turning up the vibrator a few settings higher once again so she could get even closer to her brink of orgasm. “Let’s find out.” She breathed out and continued to crank up the settings. The closer she got the more she thrashed and bucked her hips both up and away from the vibrator. She was very enjoyable to watch she’s been told, specifically because she just couldn’t keep her mouth shut and that she was willing to take a lot. Y/N must have sat there for a few hours just making herself cum over and over again, both with the vibrator and the dildo she had. Once she was all fucked out, 5 orgasms deep, she just laid there and watched the comments roll in. She giggled at a few, breathing heavily as she slowly walked herself down from the blissful headspace she was in. “Thank you, I’m feeling so much better...” Y/N cooed, giving them a smile. “Have a good day or night!” And with that she’d logged off, happy that she had made a new regular.

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[part 2]

A/N: bet you weren’t expecting that huh? 😈 and yes!! punk!y/n - n + d

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