#it’s gut wrenching and beautiful

[butterflyscribbles]

The latest brainrot✨🔍🩵🤎

Once I actually have time for free drawing again and get out of my awkward “drawing them for the first time” phase it’s over for y’all…

#ryunosuke naruhodo #iris wilson #herlock sholmes #barok van zieks #dgs #tgaa #tgaa spoilers #dgs spoilers #super vague ones but if you know you know #dai gyakuten saiban #the great ace attorney #they make me insane #go play DGS rn I’m not joking #it’s so good #it’s better than the entirety of AA so far and I say that as a fan since 2011 #the characters the animation the story #it’s gut wrenching and beautiful

[coralsnake]

We mustn’t give up on him.

#star wars #the bad batch #tbb #bad batch #Crosshair #Omega #star wars the bad batch #clone #clones #CoralSnake art #fan art #digital art #procreate #I’m sorry I forget who was getting a Michelle Ang signature and she said this to them when they said she could sign over Crosshairs face #I’m really proud of this #thank you to all my friends and the Crosshair stans and bad batch artists sharing their gut wrenching beautiful art

[introspectivememories]

roger who's nickname for buggy was "junebug" cause they found him in june and his hair is the same color.... buggy who hates it at first until he's climbing into his captain's bed at night bc of a nightmare and his captain says ever so softly, "oh junebug, c'mere"..... the nickname getting adopted by everyone on the crew until nobody calls him buggy anymore..... them meeting up with thr whitebeard pirates and getting irrationally jealous when the whitebeards use the nickname bc that's their nickname and who the fuck do these people think they are getting so close to their junebug.... rouge who has never met buggy calling him junebug in her head.... roger whose last words to buggy that fateful day before loguetown was "you shine like the sun, junebug. never stop"..... buggy who waits for years after the execution for a call from one of his former crew members, hoping every time the den-den one day it'll be rayleigh or seagull or gaban or sunbell on the other side with a familiar "hey junebug", except no one ever calls and the years go by and buggy slowly learns to stop waits, and gives on being the roger's junebug and learns how to be buggy the clown, buggy the genius jester, buggy the immortal, everything and anything other than junebug

#the thing about buggy is that he is always loved but never enough yknow? #and he'll never be his dad's junebug again and it kills him some days #he'll never argue with shanks again and have rayleigh come and break them apart with a 'junebug! shanks! enough you're both dumbasses' #toki-neesan will never let him curl up with momo and hiyori again #those days are over and yet somedays he looks in the mirror and he is still 14 wtching his captain's head hit the ground with a splat #he is still 12 watching his dad walk away from them and knowing in his heart that this was the end #he is still 8 and climbing onto his new home and when his captain asks for his name he says 'buggy sir' and capt laughs and says #'what an ordinary name for a boy like you!' as shanks look ready to well shank capt for the perceived slight against buggy #he is still 8 and sitting on captain's shoulders as his dad says 'do you see how beautiful she is junebug? you carry her with you' #he'll never be junebug again but by god he wants it so badly he thinks he'll die from the ache of it #(junebug is dead and has been dead for a long time but smtimes when he sits by shanks and they're sharing a drink as they carefully tiptoe #around certain topics; shanks'll just Look at him and for one soft gut-wrenching moment junebug is alive again #and then the moment passes and they're back to being buggy and shanks: two broken men desperately trying to make sense of the cards #gave them) #op buggy #buggy the clown #buggy one piece #gol d. roger #roger pirates #anyway how y'all doin?

[rwsdarw]

Forgiveness is so badass. It’s SO EASY to be angry at someone after a betrayal but when a character is soft and understanding instead it’s so much more impressive. Anger is innate, it takes strength to be kind.

#I’m not good at writing #ranting #I read the tempest and it was gut wrenching #craziest shit that has ever happened to me #I love gentle and kind and soft people #forgiveness is beautiful #you do not deserve to live your life in rage #I REALLY don’t like when ppl make kindness a weakness in media #kindness and naivety are some of the most beautiful things about people #kindness is strong #naïveté is strong

[starbright9994951]

"It's really unfair. But that's alright. [ Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint ] is a story that was written with this phrase in mind."

- Sing & Shong

thinking about this particular author's note again, like it hits so close to HOME...sobs (i need you guys to see this too yes)

#orv #omniscient reader #omniscient reader's viewpoint #i need to look for the translation link again because the entire thing is just SO beautiful and gut wrenching #it's really unfair that kim dokja had to suffer through the ordeal of loving and then being loved #but it's alright because he is loved #and he got to know this even if it took him a while to really accept it

[daisies-on-a-cup]

see like what will likes/wants is softness, tenderness, and human connection. this is what alana can offer to will and what she wanted to offer will, were it not for the danger of being the only one will perceived being able to give him that stability

on the flip side, what will understands is violence, and through that violence will sees the opportunities for what he wants, which slowly evolves into what he needs. this is what hannibal offers and what he is more than willing to give to will if will would only accept it

#in ref to lrb #insane polycue #just imagining will going back and forth between the two- passed around for gentle holding and gut wrenching connection #in their own ways they both love will but will cannot be himself with one and refuses to be himself with the other #the whole cast could be one fucked up polycue and it would be so beautiful and make them all so much worse <3 #nbc hannibal #alana bloom #will graham #hannibal lecter #jack BEDrock crawford would be able to fuck some stability into it i think but-- who even said that

[winchestersickness]

Watched season 8 finale as if having the flu wasn't making me delirious enough now Sam and Dean got married. Okay.

#That was. The most romantic gut wrenching sincere beautiful promise. <- girl who has her brain fried. Sorry I can't make any sense #I'm sorry. Gonna get some sleep. #sam & dean #m #supernatural #live watching #Wincest #8x23

[licorishh]

Replayed Modern Warfare 3 2011 on Veteran tonight and goooooooood night. Blood Brothers never gets any easier to watch no matter how many times you've done it and the ending really never misses huh

I apologize for the amount of yapping in the tags I reread it all on mobile and started giggling because it went on for so long but eh. Blessed are those who won't shut the freak up and all that

#call of duty #modern warfare 3 2011 #i just. wow. wow wow wow wow wow #i've played these three games so many times over the last several years and i just. #they literally. never get old. #loose ends and blood brothers will never not make me cry and endgame and dust to dust will never not make me smile so hard #ending it with price smoking the cigar like he did in the first mission in the first game wHEN HE FIRST MET SOAP JUST UGHHHHHH. #i know y'all don't care but i don't care that y'all don't care i could literally yap about this until i shrivel up and die #i have never ever ever in my LIFE seen poetic justice played out so beautifully like it is at the very end #JUST. WOW. WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW. WOW WOW. WOW #they do not frickin make games like that anymore DADGUM #i also forgot how frickin sad down the rabbit hole is?? like jeez louise they didn't have much screen time but gosh #i also have never in my life heard such gut-wrenching anguish from a grown man in my life like price in that one scene #I KNOW Y'ALL KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT THAT MAN MAKES ME FULL ON S O B IN THAT PART HE HAD NO BUSINESS #anyway i'll keep cutely living in denial and pretending literally any of the main characters besides price and nikolai are fine <3 #foley and dunn and their team seemed just fine at the end of modern warfare 2 so i will accept that small mercy #at this point these games have taken everything else i love away from me so #y'all probably think i'm wild for how insane i get over these games but the nostalgia bit is a big part of it as well #like they're honestly in my opinion genuinely the greatest video games of all time #but the fact that i have that connection with my dad makes it so special #crazy cause he said he also cried in blood brothers and my dad is 54 and i have seen him cry one (1) other time in my entire life #heck infinity ward but also bless them i hope the devs live long beautiful wonderful prosperous delightful exciting fulfilling lives #Lord bless them and their entire bloodline for the contributions they have made to humanity not even joking #AND DON'T EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THE FREAKING SOUNDTRACKS DO NOT GO THERE OAUSYDJAKAKDN #MW2 AND MW3 CREDITS. EXTRACTION POINT. COUP DE GRACE. RETREAT AND REVEILLE. CONTINGENCY. PARIS SIEGE. PRAGUE HOSTILITIES. RUSSIAN WARFARE. #UGHHHHHHHGHHHH everything about these games is so unbelievably perfect and immaculate #i have got to get over my art block NOWWWWWWWWWW #makarov is also the best villain i've ever seen idc bro he's frickin awesome #i mean obviously he's horrible and a disgustingly evil human being but as a character he's stupidly well-written

[nobleriver]

Steven Moffat rewatching THORS and saying the part where River recognizes 12 is the best bit of Who he’s ever written. 😭😭😭

#doctor who #twelfth doctor #river song #twelveriver #doctorriver #why is he messing with my emotions #I’ve honestly lost count how many times I’ve watched that scene #watched his eyes catch hers and slowly see comprehension dawn as she stares into the abyss of his eyes and sees HIM #not the face but the Doctor HER Doctor staring back at her and she suddenly she knows #before he even says a word #and when he utters Hello Sweetie it’s gut wrenching and beautiful #they get me every time #and I wonder what she sees when she looks into the Doctor’s eyes #it’s not a face but it’s as if in those moments she can see THROUGH them into the heart of them #that’s where her Doctor lies swirling at the core of his being #and when she stares at 10 in the library that’s what I like to think she sees #the heart of him the man behind the name and beneath the face #her love #otp: please don't #text #personal

[carry-on-every-neverland-magic]

“A place where there’s no fear. Nor pain. Just love. Dreamland.”

Dream, dream, dream, dream Dream, dream, dream, dream When I want you in my arms When I want you and all your charms Whenever I want you, all I have to do is Dream, dream, dream, dream

Lost Ollie (2022)

#Lost Ollie #lost ollie edit #gina rodriguez #I AM NOT OKAY Y'ALL #THIS SHOW IS EXQUISITE #ITS SO BEAUTIFUL AND GUT WRENCHING #</3 #Johnathon groff #jake johnson #kesler talbot #Its so rich and layered with emotion and beautifully put together in every way

[mostesteemedgingeroverlord]

I hate the “we went back in time and now everything is fixed and nothing that we did actually happened now” ending. Let the consequences exist, do not erase them. Something something learning to grow despite the darkness something something accepting the hard choices that were made something something loving despite the inevitability of fate.

Do not erase the people they became. Do not erase the sacrifice they gave. Do not erase the love they gained.

#just fuming over these beautiful stories that were absolutely incredible #emotional and gut wrenching and poignant #AND CONSEQUENTIAL #that were undone in a moment by the #oh actually we went back to the past and now only a few remember #it happened but also it didn’t #even if that wasn’t a horrific time paradox #it still undermines the beauty of the story #this is specifically about #manifest netflix #and #the empirium trilogy #which I loved! #but both endings made me want to punch a wall #red rambles

[thesearchforbluejello]

This has absolutely been discussed many times but I am once again losing it over the fact that "Rogue One" as a name is making sound out of silence.

It's formed as a last minute, emergency name for the shuttle, for the people aboard, for the mission when Bodhi says it; it has no precedent, nothing that came before it for that name to be used. But when Bodhi says it, it exists.

It both takes advantage of and retcons the Rogue Squadron we've seen before in the original trilogy, where there was no Rogue One. But there is now, because Bodhi said it.

Jyn's name, Cassian's name, K's name, Chirrut's name, Baze's name, Bodhi's name, every one of the rebels that are on the shuttle... none of them come up again in the things that temporally follow. Yes, those pieces of media were created before this film, but in the world of the story, they come after, and it becomes a remarkable silence.

Rogue One as the team that took Scarif and stole the Death Star plans exists as Rogue One because Bodhi pulls that name out of silence, out of nothing that preceded it. "Rogue One?! There is no Rogue One!" "Well, there is now." And after Scarif, there is no Rogue One again. It existed only for what it accomplished.

On a meta level, that's exactly what the film does as well-- it tells a story that was only a handful of vague lines before, draws it out of the lacunae and places itself where it belonged to tell a story that was restrained by the shape of the narrative that came before it and was unavoidably wrapped around it. It's the quintessential "doomed by the narrative."

There's also the fact that Jyn's theme is built around dies irae and reflexively creates a reference to her in parts of A New Hope and also makes the score tell you that she's doomed by the narrative to die but I've screamed enough already.

#I will lose my cool entirely if I go off about the soundtrack okay #the achingly beautiful string motifs #the way he pushes the brass into a register that *hurts* #the fact that he takes advantage of Williams' over the top punchy incidental style and constrasts it with the absolute #stunning orchestral style he's so good at with the low strings and brass and the juxtaposition of lyrical sections with tight rhythms UGH #permanently yelling about Giacchino okay #like he took all the good bits of Williams and made them 70x better sorry Williams fans #there's more Super 8 in this score than I ever really thought about before but it's raw in a way a lot of his work hasn't been #I would like him to write more gut wrenching shit like this please I'm begging #like Giacchino absolutely pop off with his writing okay #he punched us in the throat with Up too but that was different #either that or let Chris Tilton do it I'd be fine with that also #anyway I digress this movie makes me foam at the mouth gnaw a table leg feral okay #the Jyn Erso and Hope Suite is probably Giacchino's crowning achievement imo #you have to sit silently and stare at a wall after it #like you have to take a recovery minute #also he WENT. THE. FUCK. OFF. with the Darth Vader motif #congratulations to this movie for making Darth Vader genuinely terrifying for the first time ever #idk you guys I'm just permanently obsessed with this movie #the rest of star wars just exists around this movie okay #they all wish they had what this movie has #I will not be taking criticism at this time

[androcola]

does anyone have anymore absolutely fucking devastating 90's music that sounds good .like radiohead esque (early radiohead) i need more of that to fuel my shit

#like sad. specifically. but also like gut wrenching. sad angry gut wrenching whike also melodic and beautiful n shit #anyonw have anything likw that

[hella1975]

i've never seen dead poets society but i've been planning to watch it during my first term at uni soon but context now suggests that would be a bad idea 😔 (@herines-harasaeon)

it would be a bad idea at any time but i cannot stress enough how bad of an idea it would be to do that during your FIRST FUCKING TERM OH MY GOD

#making ill-advised decisions just like your namesake #it is truly a beautiful gut-wrenching film and you should watch it at some point but it IS genuinely devastating and Sticks With Yiu #*You #and that’s not the kind of thing you want paired with the other shit that comes anyway during first term lmfao #ask #dps

[nikwho22]

#this scene was so gut wrenching and beautiful #and the fact that it was Matt’s idea #the emotion these actors bring in silence #rhaenyra targaryen #emma d'arcy #daemon targeryan #matt smith #hotd #hotd spoilers

[monroeville-is-for-lovers]

if you could see yourself through my eyes,

i swear,

you would never want to blink again.

#feeling stupid #poetry #unrequited love #beauty #assthetic #sobbing #gut wrenching #kms #poems #writing #love