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nerdie-faerie · 23 days
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I've got two family events coming up during term time and I'm trying to decide if the trips are worth the cost by asking if my family is actually going to be attending them and my mum's response was 'I might be able to convince your dad if we know you're going :)' girl I'm not spending nearly £60 just to come down for the weekend only to then find out I'm going by myself
#+Extra#travel tag#one of my cousins has a babyshower coming up in may on a Sunday when i have class on Monday#i already know my mum isnt intending to go to that one and my aunt that lives in between me and them also isnt going so i cant go with them#its the most inconvenient of the two and i have to be home a week after so ive declined that one#but another cousin recently announced an engagement/housing warming party weekend at the end of april#and when my mum told me about it i asked if she was going so i knew whether or not to look into tickets#and she hit me with the 'might go if you do :)' girl im not risking £60 on a maybe especially cus getting there will be a nightmare#its not all the way down south with the rest of my family so its technically closer but if im travelling there i need to know#whether to come early and go all the way home so i can arrive with my family on the day or travel down the day of & get there a little late#in the day in the city where its happening and figure out how to get to the event by myself and sort out getting ready and everything#or like to not bother what so ever and theres no guarantee which day theyll go cus its both Saturday and/or Sunday#ideally id only go Saturday cus i got class first thing monday but i also dont wanna be there by myself#im not close with my cousins and my dad doesnt get along with my mums side of the family so its highly likely id be there by myself#which i absolutely do not want especially if im getting there late cus of relying on public transport#edit: itll cost between £50-£120 to travel o.o depending on how i travel#if i get the train the whole way cus its quicker and times are more convenient itll cost £120 for a return for a 3 hour trip#or i could spend £40ish to get there by train then £10 on an overnight coach back#which is cheaper than the £60ish it would cost to get coaches both ways and the travel times for coaches were ridiculous#but jesus christ 🤦‍♀️
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ghostlyvoidshark · 7 months
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hi shark hiii!!! how about something with the reader taking care of shane(stardew valley) or really any character you might prefer. no pressure, just have fun!! :>
Hi friend hiiii!!! Thank you so much for the request! Im happy you could be the first to ask <3 as a Shane lover i appreciate the choice XD I wrote it, edited it, rewrote it then hoped it was good enough. it’s just a short little story but again i hope its a decent start!
not proof read we die like lazy rats.
tw: awkward comfort for depression, talk of depression, Shane stuff
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A quiet autumn day. The trees have even painted an array of reds and yellows, the air crisp and fulfilling. You had woken up early on this day, fixing your breakfast and a nice drink to get you started. you put on your work clothes and greeted your pet with a loving pat, opening up the door to greet the rising sun. That first breath of the fresh air sent a pleasant wave through your system, waking you up from what lingering grogginess there was. The chickens just began to crow inside their coop, greeting the morning like you. And so, stepping onto then off the porch, you started your day.
It took you till about mid-day for you to take a break. You liked to get all the important things done first and then move on to the less pressing tasks like running errands and cleaning up around the farm. You started with running errands first to give yourself a small break from the same surroundings, and to have a chance to greet everyone. Almost everyone likes to be out around now.
You headed off to Marnie’s first, saying goodbye for now to your chickens and telling them to behave as you passed them on your way. It didn’t take you long, nothing you could forage catching your eye on the way. Marnie had greeted you with a warm smile when you walked in the door. “Good morning, dear. How are you this afternoon?” She set her book down to give you her full attention. She was sitting in a chair behind the counter. “I’m doing good, how have y’all been?” You returned the smile, walking up to the counter after wiping your shoes on the mat. “I’ve been good and so has Jas, but I cant say the same for Shane.” Your smile fell at that. “Oh dear, Is he okay? Can I do anything to help?” You wanted to do what you could for your friend, already used to running errands for others. Marnie smiled and shook her head with a chuckle. “You’re always caring for others. You’re a good kid, you know that?” You gave her a confused look before hufffing a small laugh and smiling. “Uh, thank you. I take that as hopefully not bad?” She nodded her head, “Yes, he’s just been very exhausted lately. He hasn’t been feeling very well so I fussed at him till he took a break from work for a day.” She threw a warning look towards the hall that led to his room, as if to make sure he really got the message. “I see, well - would you mind if I go see him? I just want to check up on him..” You fiddled nervously with the hem of your clothing. “Of course I don't mind. I’m sure he’d be glad to see you.” She nodded, picking up her book again. “Thank you.” you headed down the hall.
You knocked softly on the door, hoping it was loud enough to be heard without bothering him. There was some grumbling from the other side before a muffled “yeah?” You perked up and leaned towards the door. “Hey, it's me. Can I come in?” There was shuffling and quiet noises you couldn’t pick out before another confirmation. You opened the door carefully and stepped inside. His room was as messy as usual, he understandably struggled with his cleaning habits. You stepped around the things strewn across the floor and made your way over to his bed where you stood over him who looked up at you with misty eyes. “Hey..” You started softly. “Hey…” he replied hoarsely. his voice sounded like it’d break any minute - likely from crying, knowing him.
“I heard you weren’t feeling well so I wanted to visit you. I was worried you had been pushing yourself too hard and gotten sick.” You smiled at him, your brows slightly knit together with worry in a way that made an expression that tugged on his heart strings to make him feel guilty. “That’s not far from the truth, honestly.” He looked away from you and towards the ceiling. “At least,I know that's what you would tell me if I explained myself.”he huffed. “At least you’re becoming self aware.” You chuckle. He rolled his eyes at that. “But I'm glad you were convinced to take a break. Even if you just hold yourself away in a dark room again. Whatever you need to do to feel better.”you reached a hand out, silently asking if you could rest a hand on his arm. He shot you a glance before looking away, not moving to avoid it. So you rest your hand on his arm and gently rub your thumb across the fabric of his jacket. “Do you want to talk about it?”
He thought for a moment, thinking over all that he felt and how he could possibly explain it. He let out a sigh and continued to stare at the ceiling. He started, “I'm so overwhelmed..” He looked off to the side. “I’m feeling so much but am so … so empty. I try so hard to do the bare minimum each day I’m tired of having to do so much and get so little done just to get worse again.” He did his best to explain. You nod along with a Solemn expression, taking his words in carefully. " I've just been feeling awful.." He finally looked towards you, he felt a little calmer when looking at you. "The past few days have just seemed to be going in a downward slope. I thought ... I was getting better but It's like I hit an invisible wall and I’m sliding backwards as soon as I have hope that I'm going to make it somewhere. What did I do wrong?” He sounded so tired and hopeless. As if he had exhausted every method to get out of his situation. When it was apparent he was done you spoke up. “What can I do for you? Like do you want me to just be here and listen or try to help solve the problem? I’m not the best at it but I can try encouragement.” He thought for a moment, a little surprised by your forward news but not really bothered since he had begun to get used to you a little while ago. “I mean … if you feel like it; some encouragement couldn’t hurt..” He shrugged tiredly.”
You took a pause to choose your words carefully, not wanting to give him some spiel he’s likely heard too many times. You wanted to say something genuine and helpful. “Okay, what im going to say is going to be cheezy but give me a chance, okay?” He gave you a hesitant look but nodded. “Just because you're on a downward slide doesn't mean you aren't making progress." he sighed, looking away dramatically. “Yes, yes, I know - how dare i go for a cliche, but like I said - give me a moment to explain.” You pat his shoulder and he looked back at you with a deadpan stare - just so you knew he didn’t approve of this tactic. Unbothered, you continued, "Whether you're up or you're down you're still moving forward. You're not sliding backwards, time just doesn't work that way. You're always learning, always trying, always adding one more day to your victory board. You're not failing, just making progress.you don’t have to do something amazing or supposedly ‘worthwhile’ to say you’re doing good.You don’t have to prove yourself worthy of continuing or being here." You smiled down at him. He had a thoughtful scowl.
Taking that as a sign to continue, you did. "I was told once that depression is like that optical illusion of the triangular stairs. It’s s .. it’s not going to completely go away, you're going to have down days - you're just going to be more prepared for them and able to bounce back better. Like little kids do. One moment you're like 'this is the most horrible thing' and then come back from it just as quickly because you're prepared and have the tools for it. And, hopefully, you'll have the proper stuff you need to fix whatever imbalance you have. Like medication." He didn’t respond during your pause. He felt a bit better that they were being honest with him - being realistic about the future. But one thing bothered him. "I don't want any medicine." He grumbled. "Medicine doesn't make you weak." You snapped at him. Startled, he loo,ed at you bewildered expression. You had never been so quick to genuinely snap at him. "Medicine is a tool not an easy fix. Is a mountain climber weak for having a safety rope? Or a firefighter for having a suit or ax? It's not a quick fix, you're still going to have to put in effort. It just makes the job less of a hassle. And sometimes you can't do anything about your situation because chemicals are messing with you and you need medicine to fight it. Think of it as your sword and shield, you’re still going to have to learn how to wield them - but they make your fight easier to do than if you were bare handed." You took a moment to catch your breath from how much emotion you put into the rant. “Besides… I know you and I know you are not weak. You’re still fighting, aren’t you?”
He looked up at you for a long moment, searching your face for something. Once he got what he was looking for he looked at the ceiling again, unable to hold eye contact without crumbling. But against his wishes his eyes misted over anyways. he felt his throat tighten and his breathing shake. ‘You’re not weak’ echoed in his head. “Thank you.” he muttered. “I know it can't be easy to be my friend. To put up with my low moods.” he voiced his thoughts but you just shook your head with a smile. “It’s not a burden. You’re not a burden to me. I am here because I want to be by your side. Through this and anything else.”
He took in a sharp breath of air and looked at you with a struck, pained look of surprise. Finally, the tears began to stream down his face and he let the dam inside him fall. He put a hand over his mouth to muffle his cries. You carefully sat yourself on the edge of his bed and reached out to him. When he didn’t pull away you held him in a gentle embrace, guiding him ever so carefully to lean against you as you rubbed soothing circles into his shoulder.
“Can you please stay with me?” He choked out through muffled sobs.
“Of course.” you replied
“What about your farm?”
“You’re more important than some chores, but if it makes you rest easy everything is done,”
“thank you..”
“like I said, il’ll be by your side through this.”
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losers-club-hcs · 9 months
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Random poly!losers headcanons
They're like late twenties early thirtys in this also sort of modern au i guess i cant be bothered to make it accurate lol(projecting your issues on your fave charecters? Couldent be me😅
Eddie and Stan both meditate together sometimes to de-stress
Stan was diagnosed with ocd in his late teens and when Ben found out he researched on ocd so he could understand it better and accommodate Stan
Mike is the tallest followed by Stan, Ben, Richie, Bev, Bill, and Eddie, in that order (short kings Bill and Eddie)
Both Richie and Eddie have ADHD and sometimes they come together to terrorize the rest of the losers with their hyperactivity
Most would probably think that Eddie would take the most medication/vitamins but its actually Richie he takes medication for his ADHD, iron deficiency, and heart problems that no one has been able to figure out
Each of Bills books has a dedication to one of the losers but they dont know untill the book is actually published
Mikes love language is acts of service, he carries groceries in and puts them away, he washes the dishes for bev when shes had a hard day at work, one time before work Richies lightbulb blew out in his room and when he came home that afternoon he found that mike had fixed it for him
Ben really likes to cuddle... like REALLY likes it, whenever the losers have a lazy day Ben is always wrapped around at least one of the losers, although he loves cuddling with all his lovers he most often chooses Mike
Bev snd Richie have an ongoing competition of who can make Stan more flustered, Stan isnt often affected by flirtation or romantic gestures but for some reason Bev and Richie are VERY good at making him blush.
Bill and Eddie LOVE to watch crime shows, like Criminal Minds, NCIS those kind of shows
Stan doesent listen to music that much but when he does he prefers more of an indie rock kinda genre
Not edited as per usual 😅 but its whatever, I have like zero clue what to write
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whumpshaped · 2 months
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I’m sorry if this is a bother but I sent in a prompt a while ago and we had talked about you editing it. I was wondering if you ever got around to writing it?
(I’m so sorry if this is annoying, feel free to ignore it if it is)
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havent yet! im.. gonna be honest meds r kinda messing w me or maybe im just a little burnt out or in a writing slump... i barely write lately :/ what u've been seeing for the past like 10 days was the last of my queue. actually, today is the day the last drabble from my queue goes up. im gonna try to write soon i just...... idk. i cant focus on it. i can do baking and gardening and drawing and playing the piano bc that requires me to like move around and do stuff and its great but for some reason the brain doesnt want writing :/
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christmas fluff with yelena and kate
Very short✌🏻
Kate Bishop x Yelena Belova
A/N: its 3am 💀 i cant be bothered to edit. I'll probably post more tn
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Please can we decorate the tree!! Yelena ran into the apartment.
"Its a bit late don't you think?" Her sister commented sitting down on the couch. Yelena looked at kate with puppy dog eyes decor already in her hands.
"Its time for sleep but i think you need to use up some energy so I'll help you do the tree" kate giggled as Yelena sprinted over dropping the thankfully plastic ornaments on the floor. They bounced up and down til Kate caught one in each hand puting them in the box. Yelena was quick to start with the star. Usually you'd place the star last, but why wait for the best part. Kate started with the red ornaments spacing them out before doing the same with the gold. Meanwhile Yelena had already finished quite literally throwing candycanes at the tree. Now she was sat on the floor crunching down on one of those candy canes.
"I'm a bit bored I'm happy your doing the rest." She said licking the sugar of her lips. Kate only laughed. She knew her girl wasn't one for tedious tasks, but oh did she light up at the finished result. She threw her arms around her girlfriend.
"It looks so good baby! You know you're really good at this stuff" Kate blushed. "Our first christmas tree." Kate smiled. They kissed and if a kiss could be anything like in the movies that was it.
"Hughm" Natasha cleared her throught. "Are you feeling lonely over there?" Yelena teased. "No... but on an unrelated note, Im gonna go call Wanda."
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cyncerity · 7 months
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this is a nothing post tbh but WHO was gonna tell me STEAMERS EXIST?? LIKE THE DRINK?? OH MY GOD ITS LIKE IVE SEEN THE FACE OF GOD. IVE HAD AN EPIPHANY OF HOLY NATURE. THEY’RE REMARKABLE. TRULY ONE OF THE GREATEST THINGS INVENTED BY MANKIND.
(this may be the first of many “now that Cyn lives alone in college she’s being forced to learn and do new things that average people already know about” posts so apologies in advance)
everything under the cut is my rambling about college and steamers but tldr: if you hate coffee, hot chocolate, or tea, i’m begging you to try a steamer holy shit
anyway STEAMERS
it’s COLD where i go to college. Like, it’s early fall and we’re lucky to push above 55°F most days. usually when i have to go to class (which is either really early or really late) it’s about 40°. i’m in a snow belt, too, so by winter we’ll have an average of a foot of snow per day (idk anything but american measurements sorry) this area is known for having more blizzards and ice storms than anywhere else in the state. a few years ago, there was 12 feet of snow keeping people from entering or leaving (as far as i remember; may edit this if i bother to look it up)
anyway yeah sometimes warm clothes aren’t enough. i love hot drinks but i hate coffee with a passion, chocolate isn’t my thing so that’s a no go on hot chocolate, and tea is ok but i don’t love it, but STEAMERS? JUST WARM FLAVORED MILK?? IT CAN BE LITERALLY WHATEVER FLAVOR?? IT CAN BE HONEY, LAVENDER, PEPPERMINT OR EVEN FRUITY LIKE STRAWBERRY OR CHERRY AND SO MANY MORE THAT I CANT EVEN NAME?? ITS INCREDIBLE
I CAN GET UP IN THE MORNING AND GET A NICE SWEET VANILLA CARAMEL HOT DRINK AND IT DOESNT HAVE ANY BITTER AFTERTASTE AND I CAN STAND AT MY FREEZING BUS STOP AND SIP MY NICE LITTLE DRINK ITS WONDERFUL
bonus is it counts on my college’s meal plan so i’m not spending extra for it
this has changed my life
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aris-ink · 10 months
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I'll admit It's not that good but I deem its been decent lately. I started writing two years ago and when I see the initial chapters, even I cant read them. They are in need of heavy editing. But you can check it out in the link below.👇🏼
https://archiveofourown.org/works/36352798
Its with the same name on tumblr also. (adabisworld)
aw, you came back! <3 wanting to improve is nothing but a sign of growth, and it takes courage to be vulnerable with your art, so don't say that, you have every reason to be proud of your older works, they're what got you to where you are now ❤️ I appreciate you sharing that with me, thank you so much ❤️ I'm gonna add your fics to my reading list now 🫂
I really do get that though, because for months I've been too cringed out to even go into some of my fics here to fix what's been bothering me 😭 I've just spent hours editing.
don't get me started on my ao3 account either 🤷‍♀️ I think the fic I posted there is two years old? and there's such a huge difference in my style... like I said, it's just a part of growth though, I guess. so, I am going to take care of that as well and continue on, because, Cha Hyun Su 👁️👁️ I need to do my husband justice dfdhdhfhdhs
sending you so much love and I'll be in touch angel 💖 you'll see me in your comments section 😚
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robinisademon · 1 year
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I posted 3,553 times in 2022
That's 2,022 more posts than 2021!
11 posts created (0%)
3,542 posts reblogged (100%)
Blogs I reblogged the most:
@aroacevaljean
@mcrbois
@veshille
@snowy-sniper
@wizardsisananimal
I tagged 2,060 of my posts in 2022
Only 42% of my posts had no tags
#mcr - 858 posts
#g - 705 posts
#art - 469 posts
#ofmd - 256 posts
#sandman - 87 posts
#q - 63 posts
#esc22 - 37 posts
#green dress tm art ref time - 35 posts
#jellycat - 34 posts
#les mis - 28 posts
Longest Tag: 138 characters
#but however i have been seeing the trend in university lately that when youre ill the teachers sometimes still exoect you to follow class-
My Top Posts in 2022:
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Blackbeard in art nouveau style, sad edition.
Background inspired by Mucha's "Fox-Land Jamaica Rum" (1897)
Flowers are wild rose, sweet pea, and butterfly weed. All badly drawn at 3 AM.
plus heres a horrendously coloured one! it's muddy and includes really shit bucket fill! enjoy!
See the full post
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quick lil draw,, im hfhsfjsfhjakfajkd so not sorry
(based on "Fruit" by Mucha, 1897)
85 notes - Posted April 16, 2022
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okay okay this is still a Sketch so dont scream at me i know the face is like a smiley and the arms are different lengths but shhhhhh. the vision is coming together
EDIT this now has a finished version
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Just gonna drop this here...
it's a silly little powerpoint with some outfit images on the slides, sorted by date. not complete, dont come for my throat. working on it though!
Edit 23/09: Completed all shows up to today. Would love feedback on any potential mistakes.
Edit 24/09: it's temporarily down bc onedrive is a bitch. hopefully will be fixed soon! more info on this in the comments of this post.
Edit 25/09: Microsoft. is a fucking. twat. Theyve blocked my account, probably because my powerpoint is seen as spam. Apparently on of their spam policies is "Don’t send content to people you don’t know or to many people at the same time" which is dumb because why do we have a fucking share function then? YeAh pLs sHaRe iT bUT LikE dOnt sHare it ToO mUCh. Bastards. cant have anything fun.
Anyway. I cant get my account back (well, i could but i dont want to give them my phone number), which means its time for the next plan:
Ill replace the link to the powerpoint with a link to a google drive, and I'll upload new versions of the powerpoint on there. Sadly all previous reblogs will keep the wrong link so i really hope they will see this message. Ill also put it in the comment section to make that a little more likely. I might also make a brand new post, additionally to this one.
Sorry for all the inconveniences and i hope we can share a little joy in a new way. fingers crossed.
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My #1 post of 2022
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Alright. I'm just gonna quit painting and post this before I go insane. You can scream at me now.
References:
Background design and colours heavily based on "La Dame aux camélias", Mucha (1896).
Flowers in the background are lily (yellow), honeysuckle (really badly drawn), and thyme (didnt even bother to draw the shape right).
Pose based on "Médéé", Mucha (1898), especially the arms hands and knife situation.
Character is from Our Flag Means Death (2022). Obviously.
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luminousdelight · 1 year
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Multisectional ventpost hhhhh
Okay, the first thing here is rly just, I really dont like being in that friend server im in kinda (yk dori, that one i invited you in once). Theres like- 2 people that kinda ruin it for me completely, like I really wanna get out of it, which like- is kinda awful because thats the only place I really feel like I can stay rn- im too anxious to just suddenly start talking in random servers and irl is obv not an option for me. The reason those ppl r like a problem is just, one of them cant go 2 messages without complaining about either "commies" or "trannies" and is overall just an annoying person with how often they bring this stuff up along with their sentiment, and they sexualize alot its rly uncomfortable. The other one isnt really as annoying but still- it makes me feel uncomfortable being around them kinda, theyre pretty transphobic too but at least they dont mention it on their own. They also think the Andrew Tate getting banned from his socials stuff was unfair because he was just "ironic" so- yeah... (Late edit but theres also someone that cant shut up about how Honkai is better than Genshin and it drives me insane like yeah, maybe, idk, but can you shut up about it sometime maybe actually and not mention it every 10 seconds?? We get it Oh yeah and they did say some pretty trnasphobic stuff as well. At least those 3 are the only ones). I really dont like being there
Another thing is like, I really really hate venting ab the same thing to the same person multiple times because it just feels like- ill be kinda repetitive about it eventually :,D and a sorry for that only works so many times. So I just end up bottling up alot of stuff because im rly afraid to bother ppl too much about it. The same is a bit with these public vents too but- its not that bad there at least, my fear there is rather that all of that falls on deaf ears (or that a person I dont want reading about my struggles ends up reading it, like the ones in the server i mentioned) ;w;
And another thingy vent with that ex-(??? | hopefully not ;w;) friend. I really dont think things happened like they played it out like- idk quite know how to explain it but- theres just alot of things that just wouldnt make sense to me in that case.. I know I keep telling myself I should let go ab this over and over again but I rly cant- I just feel extremely convinced I mustve done smth wrong ;w; and in that case I just end up extremely hoping there might still be a chance to get my feelings reciprocated again if any of this just happened to be a huge misunderstanding. But its also the only part of this I really have any control over by now and this thought process just keeps making me feel more tense and tense the longer this situation goes on i just ghdjghjsdhdfhjs ;A; So I just rly wanna let go just if thats not the case but hsjhdfjhf its so hard qwp I really dont wanna be too pushy with this either, and im also not sure if they might even find out ab these posts and all that, wouldnt rly be that unexpected tho i feel, i kinda hope they will, it would make things alot easier. Please save me from this, im begging --- ;-;
Edit edit!!: Ik my reasoning is a bit nonsensical for this, I was just in complete denial still when its clearly not worth it by any metric, even if they wouldve responded by now
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So a week ago I woke up at 6 am after having a an obey me related dream, wrote it down and everything else but didn't post it. Now this is very word vomit type shit and I should by all means edit it but wheres the fun in that? (Plus I find it funnier but also better this way)
Anyways I implie it a bit there but I'll say it now and then after: this would make a great fic.
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So first thing luci is their dad, mammon and Raphael are brothers,
So lucifer first fell in love an married this amazong woman and together they had Raphael, shortly afterwards they had mammon but after Mammons birth she died. Luci fell in this INCREDOBLE depression and left the babies behind at one point in the foster care. But by the tine he came to his senses Raphael had already been separated from mammon.
Years later he remarried and had the rest of the bros, but he tried to hide his first marriage out of grief and not wanting to let them know the truth so he always lies and says mammon looks took after a late relative (bullshit ofc, he took after his first wife)
Around this time is also when Raphael pops up again in neighbourhood, in another familys house, (I'm my dream it was a generic pos family but maybe it could be Simeon? Or maybe it could be God or Micheal idk) and try as what Lucifer might he cant get rapheal back. (I know adoption situation is much different but this is what happened) But since they all live close by he raises the two up together as friends (he basically adopts Raphael into his house)
Rapheal and mammon grow to become best friends and people always say they're like brothers or 'are you sure they're not brothers" andblucifers always like "haha ,'0__0,'"
Anyways flash forward into the future transfer student mc is staying at their place cuz ofc, and actually discovers about lucis old wife. (What actaully happened in my dream was a song neing sung by this dogman telling them that luci diesnt like a certain song that was sung by his old wife and would lose his mind if he heard jt but how about no(at least no on the dogman singing))
And ofc, Although incredibly torn about this, cuz they know ayo this can fuck uo the family, mc decides to confront Lucifer about it,
But before that some details
Raphael and mammon keep having this convo, cuz mammon keeps seeing some woman in his dreams. And its bothering tf out of him. Cuz he always knew his mom as his mom and thats it, but who is this lady?
And Raphael after a long time if hearing this convo jokingly admits he remembers once having a similar dream which immediately throws mammon tf off course and is like "aight no more" and goes to confront Lucifer.
Now I cant remember exactly if mc confronted luci first or mammon, but I do remember when they told mammon and Raphael the truth. Mammon had went up to tell luci and told jim about the woman in his dreams, and he was saying certain features but they werenr right. But mc (or maybe it was luci but that wouldnt make sense) ended up handing mammon a picture and like saying "did the woman look like this?" And mammon is like holy fucking shit yes! Shes real! Before the reality settles in.
So that's when luci explains to them the whole story, (btw I should say his current wife knew all about this already and was trying her to help him get raphael back too and keeping the secret but she still loved mams and raph) about his first wife about his spiral of depression, about lying, about mammon and Raphael being brothers everything.
Bow Raphael is more in shock and quiet but Mammon is fucking (enraged*) pissed off at Lucifer like "you done fucked up bitch" type of angry at him and storms off. Everyones shook, Lucifer doesnt know what to do, mc really regrets opening their mouth nut luci like "no, it was a matter of time"
Anyways so mammon goes to this place he goes that only raph and a select few of tbe bros know cuz mammon brought em there when they need to cook off too. (Its near a lake but it can be whereever) and raoh shows up and the two talk and mams just like tbh I kinda just wanna leave this place for a bit to think, and then the two start making jokes about all those little kids who say theyll run away but never do, or manage to like in the movies both while genuinely considering it.
I wanna say what happened next but I actaully woke up after that xOx   but I imagine a big reunion and confrontation with raoh and luci and an apology, and yee. And then trying to get raph back cuz he really is a part of the family always has been, but now even more so.
So yeah that was my dream
Some extra details:
One point in my dream luci also had a song called nightmare or midnight (I think) and since I was basically watching this like a movie on tv I skipped that part lmao.
Lucis 2nd wife was a russian redhead and in my dream I thought of Jessica rabbit even tho she DID NOT look like her. (Lmao now I think about it luci must have a thing for redheads lnaoooo)
And some fun bonus details I'm thinking about as i wake up
Maybe luci like gets upset at mammon more nut loves him the most cuz he look like his wife.
Maybe mammon does remember the song his mum used to sing.
Maybe lilith couldve been like the triplet of beel and belphie but died at birth or super young kinda thing
Also while bot nesscarily important I'd like to think mephisto as mammons bf and who's onto lucis ass
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If you were able to follow that along props to you! If not: TLDR Lucifer had two children with his first wife, first Raphael then Mammon but she died then Lucifer went into a severe depressionn and left them in foster care, when he came back Raph was taken. Then later he remarries, has the rest of the bros and around the same time Raph pops up with his new family in the neighbourhood and Lucifer raises him with the rest fo the bros as friends but never telling them the truth. Years later Mammon discovers the truth.
I'll probably rewrite this to be a lot clearer but probably not. Anyways if people want to run with this idea or run with aspects of it for a fic then hell yeah, just @ me so I can see it!!!
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Dave Strider, Kanaya Maryam, Meenah Peixes
Act 6, page 5398
DAVE: sup
DAVE: wait whats going on
DAVE: is the meteor passing through another dream bubble
KANAYA: Yes
KANAYA: Hence The Ghost Who Is Following Me
DAVE: oh
DAVE: hey
MEENAH:
DAVE: what you dont talk now?
DAVE: you were pretty spunky before what happened
KANAYA: She Is Exhibiting Her Best Behavior While On This Tour
KANAYA: Shes Actually Doing Very Well So Far
DAVE: ok whatever
DAVE: so what are we just not even bothering to care anymore when we pass through dream bubbles now
DAVE: like no warning or alert or getting into our facetious battle stations or anything
DAVE: eh who cares actually
DAVE: i probably wont even leave the room this time
DAVE: getting a little bored of ghosts actually
DAVE: no offense sea troll
MEENAH: (hornless dirtscraper)
KANAYA: Shh!
MEENAH: 38(
KANAYA: So What Were You Just Mumbling Over Here Before I Interrupted You
DAVE: oh just some raps
DAVE: been working on my raps
DAVE: youve heard my raps right
DAVE: want to hear some raps
KANAYA: ...
DAVE: wait do you know what rap is
DAVE: its this fly human tradition where you drop a beat and talk hard
DAVE: if the flow checks out and your rhymes are dope enough then the police start unholstering their guns
DAVE: they cant help it its like reflexive
DAVE: thats how you know youre doing it right
KANAYA: I Know What Your Raps Are Theyre Basically The Same As The Ancient Artform Of Alternian Slam Poetry
KANAYA: But More Primitive And Generally Involving Less Lyrics About Towering Muscular Livestock
DAVE: slam poetry
DAVE: why didnt you tell me about this
KANAYA: I Dont Know I Dont Really Have Much Interest In The Subject
DAVE: yeah but
DAVE: it should have come up
DAVE: wait now that i think about it
DAVE: i remember some weird troll was rapping at me once
KANAYA: Well There You Go
DAVE: but i mean we could have been talking about rap all this time
DAVE: you and me i mean
DAVE: it would have come up i think if we talked more
DAVE: kanaya we should talk more we dont really talk enough
DAVE: like really just
DAVE: get down to fucking business
DAVE: just the two of us
DAVE: all conversationally and such
KANAYA: Um
DAVE: really like
DAVE: flesh out this dynamic
DAVE: see whats THERE
DAVE: we goddamn WILL squeeze blood from this stone
DAVE: this awkwardly quiet ghost troll as my witness
KANAYA: If You Are Successful In Extracting Blood From The Geological Material In Question Can I Have It
DAVE: aw man
DAVE: kinda semi self deprecating vampire jokes this is a good start i like it
KANAYA: I Dont Know How Sincere Youre Being Dave
KANAYA: Probably Only Somewhat Since The Rule Is That Everything Has To Be At Least Partially A Joke Right
DAVE: yes exactly
KANAYA: But If You Actually Want To Converse And Exchange Views On Our Respective Cultures Then Okay I Guess Thats Fine
KANAYA: I Might Be Able To Dig Up Some Classic Texts By Some Famous Slam Poets
DAVE: oh man yes
DAVE: that would be so fucking perfect
KANAYA: Ok I Will See What I Can Do
DAVE: youll have to read the troll gibberish to me
DAVE: itll be just like storytime with karkat
DAVE: kanaya edition
KANAYA: Heh Sure
DAVE: but youll have to rap the words
KANAYA: Oh
DAVE: pump up the bass and slaughter the mic
DAVE: i want to goddamn FEEL that slam poetry
KANAYA: Is It Too Late To Back Out Of This
MEENAH: yes
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c|` heya its mr “i sent you an entire essay composed exclusively of fantroll info thats also About Me” | im back to bother you guys some more | lol ||
c|’ so i made an artblog lately and im able to actually | yaknow | upload art | ehich means i can upliad art of orphus temora | being The Guy That I Am | and was just wondering if you guys would be cool with making a sprite edit for me? with like, a john pesterquest sprite? its totally chill if not of course | dw abt it lol ||
c|’ here is a link for the fuckin | thing | since im on anon and cant just add the image itself | which kinda fucking sucks ||
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c|’ thanks and sorry again for another obnoxiously long ask ||
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0 hr - late jan edition
0 hr 1 - fanart credits
O hr 3 - call for fanart
0 hr 5 - vulgarity warning lol
O hr 6 - its his show, cant tiptoe all the time
0 hr 7 - merch link in description
0 hr 8 - its a catch-up program
0 hr 9 - doesnt think its going to be even an hour long
0 hr 10 - its been 12 years; "i cant believe it"
0 hr 11 - he's not in existential crisis over how time flies
0 hr 13 - as long as he has the drive and resources he'll be around
0 hr 14 - has contemplated quitting
0 hr 16 - hold or fold questions
0 hr 19 - positive feedback abounds for the work he does
0 hr 20 - having a meaningful impact on others never gets old
0 hr 23 - listeners have his gratitude
O hr 24 - giving shit a shot inspo memo
0 hr 26 - trying to make money is cursed, dont bother
0 h 28 - email addy, call for responses
0 hr 29 - resend emails he hasnt replied to
0 hr 31 - "you'll be credited however you want to be credited"
0 hr 32 - decline in fastfood quality
0 hr 34 - [nasty taco descrip] "...yknow, bon appetite. It was disgusting, it was horrible, it was disgusting" (but how was it?)
0 hr 35 - in/shrinkflation agenda truther
0 hr 36 - will people rise up against gouging, is it a conspiracy to get us to eat bugs (if so im well into letting them win)
0 hr 38 - what do listeners see fastfood turning into? Email repeat
0 hr 39 - turkey/syria earthquake news, he's rattled
0 hr 40 - no tsunami but thats the best you can say
0 hr 41 - attn listeners, have you ever been in an earthquake and if so whats the worst youve experienced? 2nd tsunami mention
0 hr 42 - segment shift, addressing feedback about covid tp hoarding
0 hr 44 - fanart transition
0 hr 45 - responding to first covid tp buyer, next email read
0 hr 46 - on reselling
0 hr 47 - "i got into the mask thing--I'll get in trouble for saying this but i dont care--i got into the mask thing back when they were telling you not to wear them"
0 hr 48 - honestly lowkey hysterical laughter about "they said not to wear one"
0 hr 49 - p sure "and thats a good thing" is the martha stewart cultural juggernaut at work
0 hr 51 - doomerism
0 hr 52 - more early mask adopter /vanguardist smugness, well deserved, somewhat cheerful relatively speaking
0 hr 55 - next email about the why of buying differently during the pandemic
0 hr 57 - its good to be prepared for natural disasters 🌠
0 hr 58 - listener email about their moms tp hoarding
0 hr 59 - j doesnt believe unity about issues is possible, "we're so disjointed these days"........holy war! Holy war! *banging on table*
1 hr - prepping is ideally a bit at a time endeavor, he's encouraging hacking away at it
1 hr 2 - next email; more abt manufactured demand and artificially driven shortage
1 hr 3 - if you'd told people a few years before covid that theyd be fighting over toilet paper theyd have said youre crazy but here we are...... Indeed.
1 hr 4 - next email, including excerpt from march 2020
1 hr 8 - responding
1 hr 10 - anything else to discuss? Covid origin headline
1 hr 13 - looking for travel vlog video abt bat viruses
1 hr 15 - discussion abt eating this bat
1 hr 16 - sounds like a lightening round of "will the honky eat it tho"/"he clearly wants to go for impact, so...."
1 hr 19 - notes abt next show
1 hr 20 - happy rest of feb & march as well
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