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marzi-panic · 1 year
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Day 34
I wanted to experiment with different species for this style, so I thought @wonder-waffle93's OCs would be good practice :'o)
Hope you feel better soon, best wishes 💖
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aliveandfullofjoy · 3 years
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It’s the first day of 2021, which calls (yet again!) for my ten favorite new-to-me movies I watched in 2020!
The rules are the same as always: no movies from this past year (2020) or the year before (2019). Every other year is free game.
All ten of these movies are fascinating and beautiful and well worth your time, so consider this a strong endorsement for all of them. I’ve also included ways to watch all of the films (as of this writing, Jan. 1, 2021). 
01. Two for the Road (dir. Stanley Donen, 1967; USA) Donen takes the ideas of romantic cinema and celebrates it while injecting a healthy dose of painful reality. He chooses two of the English language's most attractive movie stars, Albert Finney (in full himbo mode!) and Audrey Hepburn, and follows their ten-year marriage as seen on their various road trips across Europe. It's a memory piece more than anything else, but the arc of their relationship is clear and their palpable connection burns through the screen. These are two beautiful, intelligent adults who love each other deeply, who are still physically attracted to each other, who are able to hurl verbal jabs and insults at each other with the best of them. Finney is magnificent, but Hepburn sort of steals the show. In what is probably her finest onscreen performance, she gets to grow from a virginal bride to a fully fleshed out adult, living beautifully in different shades of sexy and goofy and bitter. They make a screen couple for the ages. The script is funny without losing its honesty, it's tragic without leaning too far into artifice, it's romantic without being treacly. It's a remarkable balancing act and makes for a masterpiece. (Two for the Road is available to rent online or viewed at this link.)
02. Stop Making Sense (dir. Jonathan Demme, 1984; USA) Stop Making Sense feels like a miracle. It hints at a narrative arc, but that part is unimportant. It’s a live performance recorded and packaged specifically for consumption as a film. In its brief runtime, it becomes a living, breathing, sweating testament to David Byrne’s skill as a performer, as a songwriter, as a storyteller, and to the remarkable talents of everyone in Talking Heads. It’s a breathtakingly joyous experience. I can’t remember the last time I watched a recording of a live performance that captured the same brand of energy, of buoyancy, that you feel as you’re leaving a great communal experience. This is a masterpiece that proclaims as loudly as possible that there is no joy greater than making art with people you love. (Stop Making Sense is currently streaming on Amazon Prime.)
03. Scattered Clouds (dir. Mikio Naruse, 1967; Japan) Filled to the brim with unspoken turmoil and emotional devastation, Naruse's final film chronicles the rough terrain of a relationship between a widow and the man responsible for her husband's death. Spanning years and exploring just how deeply these wounds can go, much of the Scattered Cloud’s success rests on the performances from Yuzo Kayama and Yoko Tsukasa. Kayama is a handsome, likable screen presence who beautifully lives in his own cloud of grief. Tsukasa gets a bit more to chew on, as this really is her story: her arc and her inability to move forward, despite the best intentions, is one of the film's most lasting ideas. Brutally sad but incredibly beautiful. The work of a master filmmaker. (Scattered Clouds is currently streaming on the Criterion Channel.)
04. L’Atalante (dir. Jean Vigo, 1934; France) My only regret with L’Atalante is that I didn’t see it sooner. The final (and only feature-length) film from Jean Vigo before his untimely death at 29, this film is a technical marvel and a humanist miracle. Featuring spirited performances from Dita Parlo, Jean Dasté, and the great character actor Michel Simon, and intoxicating dreamlike imagery, as well as a relentlessly romantic score from Maurice Jaubert, this film looks and feels like no other film from its era. (L’Atalante is currently streaming on the Criterion Channel.)
05. Daisies (dir. Věra Chytilová, 1966; Czechoslovakia) Věra Chytilová's iconic masterpiece of anarchic cinema more than lives up to its reputation. Operating on its own chaotic wavelength, Daisies follows the exploits of Marie I (Jitka Cerhová) and Marie II (Ivana Karbanová) who seek to spoil themselves after realizing how spoiled the world is. They begin to live extravagantly and rip off older men and cause general mischief. Over less than 80 minutes, Daisies upends a whole slew of cultural norms. Beautiful, ambiguous, funny, cynical, and truly visionary. (Daisies is currently streaming on the Criterion Channel and HBO Max.)
06. The Hero (dir. Satyajit Ray, 1966; India) The Hero sort of feels like Satyajit Ray's answer to 8½ in its meditation of fame and regret. Uttam Kumar is fantastic as Arindam Mukherjee, a superstar actor who works through his career and his loss of values in an interview with a reporter played by Sharmila Tagore, who is also fantastic. Under Ray's sleek direction, gracefully opening up the world of the train, and with his intelligent and human script, the cast uniformly sinks their teeth into this film. Kumar is the MVP out of necessity -- without him, the whole film would fall apart -- but the whole ensemble is remarkable, peppering the background of the train scenes and in Arindam's flashbacks. This also has one of the all-time great nightmare sequences. Easily one of the master director’s best films. (The Hero is currently streaming on the Criterion Channel.)
07. Malcolm X (dir. Spike Lee, 1992; USA) Malcolm X is a truly massive film housing an even bigger performance from the great Denzel Washington. Tracing Malcolm X’s life and career while juggling numerous tones and visual styles and spanning across decades and continents, this is surely Spike Lee’s most ambitious film up to this point in his career. Washington is onscreen for virtually all of its long runtime, from the early exuberant days before his imprisonment all the way up to that fateful day in the Audubon Ballroom, and he is, of course, tremendous. All that classic Denzel charisma and magnetism is on full display, whether in his impassioned speeches or in his more intimate scenes. Lee’s direction is top notch, making this full story about a life with an incalculably profound impact feel richly and deeply intimate. This is one of the essential American epics. (Malcolm X is available to rent online.)
08. Beau Travail (dir. Claire Denis, 1999; France) Beau Travail’s place in the modern canon of world cinema is assured, and Denis is rightfully seen as a master, but it really can’t be overstated just how much of a gem this film is. Pepper with sparse dialogue (though always packed with meaning), the film lives in one of two modes: muscular, suntanned men doing slow, precise choreographed exercises in the heat of the day and those same muscular men dancing and gyrating with attractive young women in some ethereal nightclub. Between these poles lies Denis’ almost cosmic meditation on masculine ego, homoerotic obsession, and regret. A fascinating, enigmatic, devastating beauty. (Beau Travail is currently streaming on the Criterion Channel.)
09. Only Angels Have Wings (dir. Howard Hawks, 1939; USA) Only Angels Have Wings might be Howard Hawks' crowning directorial achievement. The aerial work, the rainy nights, the beautiful atmosphere of the bars, the palpable camaraderie of the characters, the tragic loss of life and yet the persistence to move forward. Cary Grant leads a terrific cast, including a quietly moving Richard Barthelmess and a rarely-more-likable Thomas Mitchell, and his chemistry with both Jean Arthur (the most charming) and Rita Hayworth is a joy to watch. This film seems to dabble in multiple genres at once, subverting the cliches of the Hollywood formula while still embracing the melodrama and the artifice within. In that way, the film feels very strange, but if the viewer lets themselves be carried along with Hawks' unique rhythm, the reward is one of the most fascinating and exciting films in Hollywood's fabled 1939 output. (Only Angels Have Wings is available to rent online or viewed at this link.)
10. Closely Watched Trains (dir. Jiří Menzel, 1966; Czechoslovakia) Between the precise composition of the shots and the young narrator-protagonist, Closely Watched Trains feels like a spiritual predecessor to Wes Anderson's work. This comparison extends to the thematic content of the film as well, as the story of a young man coming-of-age against the backdrop of the Nazi regime is definitely cut from the same cloth as The Grand Budapest Hotel. Lucky for me, I love Anderson's work, and Grand Budapest is my favorite of his, so Menzel's stylistic flourishes immediately endeared me to the film.Menzel maintains a skillful tonal balancing act throughout Closely Watched Trains. Even under the wry, almost self-deprecating humor, the film never loses track of preciousness of life and the horrific tragedy of war. Beautiful cinematography, strong performances across the board, a memorable score, and a clever script make this a gem of the Czech New Wave and a moving, delightful, and accessible coming-of-age tale. (Closely Watched Trains is currently streaming on the Criterion Channel.)
Honorable mentions (in alphabetical order): Ace in the Hole (Billy Wilder, 1951), The Band’s Visit (Eran Kolirin, 2007), But I’m a Cheerleader (Jamie Babbit, 1999), Carnival of Souls (Herk Harvey, 1962), A Cottage on Dartmoor (Anthony Asquith, 1929), Crossing Delancey (Joan Micklin Silver, 1988), Divorce Italian Style (Pietro Germi, 1961); Eat Drink Man Woman (Ang Lee, 1994), Fireworks (Kenneth Anger, 1947), The Freshman (Fred C. Newmeyer & Sam Taylor, 1925), The Hitch-Hiker (Ida Lupino, 1953), Kuroneko (Kaneto Shindo, 1968), Le Bonheur (Agnès Varda, 1965), Le Notti Bianche (Luchino Visconti, 1957), Like Father, Like Son (Hirokazu Kore-eda, 2013), Local Hero (Bill Forsyth, 1983), Love & Basketball (Gina Prince-Bythewood, 2000), Mad Max 2: The Road Warrior (George Miller, 1981), Monsoon Wedding (Mira Nair, 2001), One Sings, the Other Doesn’t (Agnès Varda, 1977), Pennies from Heaven (Herbert Ross, 1981), Pickup on South Street (Samuel Fuller, 1953), Rushmore (Wes Anderson, 1998), Seven Samurai (Akira Kurosawa, 1954), Sleepless in Seattle (Nora Ephron, 1993), Symbiopsychotaxiplasm: Take One (William Greaves, 1968), Tea and Sympathy (Vincente Minnelli, 1956), They Shoot Horses, Don’t They? (Sydney Pollack, 1969), Tomboy (Céline Sciamma, 2011), Wendy & Lucy (Kelly Reichardt, 2008), Within Our Gates (Oscar Micheaux, 1920), Whisper of the Heart (Yoshifumi Kondo, 1995), and Who Framed Roger Rabbit (Robert Zemeckis, 1988).
And some miscellaneous viewing stats:
First movie watched in 2020: A Fantastic Woman (Sebastián Lelio, 2017)
Final movie watched in 2020: Holiday (George Cukor, 1938)
Worst movie watched: The Notebook (Nick Cassavetes, 2004)
Oldest movie watched: Ten films by the Lumière Brothers (Louis Lumière, 1895)
Longest movie watched: Seven Samurai (Akira Kurosawa, 1954; 207 minutes)
Month with most amount of movies watched: December (58 movies, including shorts)
Month with least amount of movies watched: February (11 movies) (pre-COVID, naturally)
First movie from 2020 seen: Birds of Prey (Cathy Yan, 2020)
Total movies watched: 455
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marzi-panic · 1 year
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Had to go home early because I wasn't feeling okay at all.
I played cookie run as I lied down for a while and it gave me a burst of energy in my downtime. Showed a friend and he said he eats limbs first... I made another drawing with what little energy I had left.
Enjoy :'o)
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marzi-panic · 1 year
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Day 91
😋👍
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Day 39
I like to think that B took over so Ponder can retire to spend more time with lil Fiend :'o)💕
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Day 59
Two down, ten to go! Thanks for tuning in, hope you enjoy next month! 🖤💚☺️
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marzi-panic · 8 months
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{{ A (slightly outdated and kind of edited) Post About my Personifications of my Left and Right Brain }}
October 2022
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This is going to be a bit of a repost of a thread I made on Twitter. lol
Yeah, okay, so… Here's Momo 🤍
=With and without her puffy pants=
Here's an impromptu (slightly outdated) post about why I spent a long time thinking about her back when I first made her. :o)
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These two were more like beta versions of what I was going for before I made my logic and emotions personifications.
They are personifications of how I tend to see my Logic and Emotions. The Yin and Yang of my mental journey of being a complicated human being that's working through what I can.
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I think because of my fondness for them, my subconscious wanted to still do something with the concept as a whole. That's where this version of my logic came into frame.
It was a vent that got the ball rolling for this thought process for sure. I'm really glad for it too. :o)
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I guess as time went on, I noticed that I had a better time drawing with more cutesy designs. I felt E and L (the beta versions) weren't the full grasp of how I'd see my brain people. As that thought rolled, I actually had the feeling that something was missing..
And then I had this thought.
I've always had a hard time with expressing things. I have a history of people calling me overbearing or coming off too strong when I honestly thought I was just being nice. I guess I had a gremlin energy I hadn't known about.
Enter Momo.
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So, with all of that coming to mind, my brain transformed E the hypersensitive cyclops to the mischievous, overtly "passionate" Momo. As well as the serious and collected L to the super introverted and curious Lala.
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Yeah, they felt cool to me. Oh, and about that dominate stance that Momo's demonstrating here...
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May it be strong emotions or just because she thinks it'll spook others, she's all about the different forms and shapes she can make. The only reason she's capable of this is because her sacrificing an eye to have a mouth. Lala was against this for obvious reasons, but Momo wanted to feel the words she had instead of thinking. She wanted to scream and laugh and more physically. However, their forms were only meant to have eyes and talk telepathically. The loss of an eye started corrupting her body and well..
She turned into the character she is today. The black parts that shift and change around on her body are Lala's pieces she put into Momo to keep her together. So far, she's okay. Lala hopes it doesn't get worse and painful, but as Momo likes to say "No pain, no gain."
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And that's the gist of it! lol Thank you for reading this far! I had a lot of fun with this and I wanna draw Momo and Lala more as time goes on :o) I'm still thinking about them as time goes and I want to do more, but I'll see what the future holds lol Thank you again!
Also
🤍Fun Fact🖤
The gold accessories were created by Lala to make sure she had a handle on Momo. If the accessories were to ever be badly damaged or break, Momo would wreck absolute havoc with reckless abandon. The triangle motif was cute "friendship bands" trope.
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🤍Misc. Pictures🖤
=Dimension Hoppers AU (Lala's Part in it so far)=
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=How it feels to follow people=
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=Halloweenie Doodles=
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=New Truesona=
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I bring this up as a sona because it's more fitting to how I feel.. It how I feel I'd represented if interacting with Lala and Momo. lol
But thank you for taking the time to read this post. I just wanted to gush a bit, haha. Have a good one! <3
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marzi-panic · 1 year
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Day 27
I dig this one :o)
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marzi-panic · 1 year
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Here, have some Balbina while I psyche myself up to post more here lol
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Day 89
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Day 44
Does the option of booba work with the style? Yay or nay?
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In my downtime, I tried to doodle. With everything that happened, I'm sure that taking a complete break from art will be needed. I thought I'd share what I made with my mindless thoughts during my last days off. I'm sorry if I'm confusing, but my bad times process is weird :o)
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marzi-panic · 1 year
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Day 92
The last day I made before cancellation. Thank you again for all the support and kind words throughout this personal challenge!
Have a good one <3
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Day 26
I'm feeling a little more indifferent lately.
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Day 90
A bit of a flash warning--
But made it through March at least haha
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Day 88
Took a break from digital. I hate perspective, but these came out okay. :'o)
Just couldn't stop thinking about the phrase "Earth, Wind, and Fire" haha
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