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sweetmage · 24 days
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🥀Until You Set Me Free (AO3 Link)
Pairing: M!Hawke/Anders
Word Count: 2889
Tags: Implied/Referenced Self-harm, Arguments, Hurt/Comfort, Post-Canon (Fugitive Ending/Supportive Hawke), Depression, Purple/Blue Mage Hawke
Summary: Hawke had noticed signs that Anders may be self-harming in secret and aimed to get to the bottom of it... but he could have gone about it better. When tensions settle, the two navigate Anders's insecurities and past hurts and reaffirm their love for each other.
I posted my fic from yesterday on AO3 (the same but now with less typos lol)✨️
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yurissweettooth · 1 year
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This is a redesign of Lunatic for a Tales of Vesperia crossover fic I'm working on. If you'd like to read it, you can check it out here :D
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sunnyhyu · 7 months
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Jun Masterlist
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[going home] fluff, best friends to crush, jun realizing he likes his best friend  
[untitled] jun birthday, fluff, staying up for him, established relationship, short drabble
[do re mi] smut, fluff, talks of babies, husband jun, i wanna marry him so bad :(((( X 🧸
[good things from bad days] roomates/besties to lovers, dunk antics, fluff, mutual pining 🧸
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x0x0josephinex0x0 · 6 months
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In desperate need of Wen Junhui fic recs pls pls pls someone help me
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tales-of-sweets · 2 years
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At last I've written and posted chapter 1 of my Zagi backstory fic that I've been planning in my head for about 2 years
Preview:
I wanted that," he whispered, his voice shaking.
His assailant laughed, but not in the manner that the rest of the men had earlier. This was different, this was malicious, this was cruel. "Oh yeah? And whaddya plan on doing about it, huh? Huh, ya little shit-rat?"
"I wanted that!" He screamed back, tears welling up and threatening to spill over as the cacophonous laughter of their audience echoed throughout the room, drowning out his sorrowful wails as he was cast as the butt of their derisive jokes.
"Aw, now that's just too bad, ain't it?" The drunkard snarled, the sour smell of cheap booze oozing from his lips as yanked the boy out of his seat by the arm, tossing him in front of him like an empty sack. He slammed hard against the wooden floors, the force sending him sailing through food scraps and jagged shards and into the wall...
⭐️Read the full fic on Ao3
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sinfulpatata · 2 months
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meeting your past self be like:
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yllz: midget.
mxy!wwx: virgin.
lwj, being smothered by tits: mn.
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nibbelraz · 3 months
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before lbh came back to the human realm he asked mobei why he kept the most pathetic sopping wet peak lord about. mbj casually "oh sometimes i ask him things and it literally changes reality." what. mobei what. no seriously what the fuck do you mean. what do you mean he changes reality. what are you talking about. are you serious. are you fucking with him rn fr "he cant change people though" WHY WOULD YOU GET HIS HOPES UP THEN "i believe qinghua calls it a 'power move'."
THE WAY I CAN SEE MOBEI JUST CASUALLY SAYING HE LIKES HAVING A GOD AT HIS SIDE
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tossawary · 4 months
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I think it would be fun to do a "character swaps with older version of themselves" fic with Moshang. A post-canon Mobei-Jun who has been happily married for a while (probably at least 50 years old) accidentally touches some plot device artifact and time travels, swapping places with his 20ish-year-old self. Older MBJ wakes up in head disciple Shang Qinghua's bed where his younger self had been napping.
Younger MBJ lands in his own palace, where he is quickly found and fawned over by Older SQH, who can't help but think this MBJ is so cute. The System quickly confirms for Shang Qinghua that this situation has been sorted into a "multiple timelines" thing, so SQH doesn't have to worry about "protecting the timeline" by doing anything like hiding the fact that he's MBJ's husband. (So, there's an alternate timeline younger version of Airplane Bro now? He's just going to... ignore having an existential crisis about it. Yeah.)
Which is great because Older MBJ would not have thought about this at all as a potential issue. Older MBJ also thinks Younger SQH (Younger Airplane Bro) is incredibly cute and has no problem informing him that they're married in the future. Younger Airplane Bro is trying to figure what the fuck is happening, but he's having trouble thinking over the sound of how MBJ only became hotter: MBJ didn't get much taller, but he did get wider, heavier, more muscular, and hairier. Holy shit. Older MBJ doesn't even have any problems passionately kissing Younger SQH just to prove that they're married. And he smiles! He's so gentle and communicative! Comparatively!
("Luo Binghe is the Demon Emperor in my time," Older MBJ says. "Ah? Who's Luo Binghe?" Younger Airplane Bro lies very badly. "Hmmm, so you did know," Older MBJ says, and then makes some comment about LBH's husband that makes Younger SQH go, "HIS WHAT NOW?!")
Younger MBJ is trying to be cool, not really confused or scared, and Older SQH spoils him rotten by showing off the home that they're made together and how well the palace works to serve and defend MBJ. Linguang-Jun can't show up here because SQH will light him on fire if he shows his face. Younger MBJ doesn't even really like his SQH yet and is also struggling with how good Older SQH looks: a little taller, broader, relaxed and easygoing, answering all of his questions and explaining important things to him, dressed like a beloved demon lord's spouse, efficiently ordering everyone around. "Call me Gege," Older Shang Qinghua said with a wink, and it went straight to Younger MBJ's defenseless heart; he is developing new kinks immediately. Help him.
In the end, after a few days at most, they manage to switch Older and Younger MBJ back without too much issue. Older SQH is a little annoyed that his husband kissed an alternate timeline version of himself, but mostly because he sure would have liked that experience when he was only a disciple! Okay, SQH may have pet Younger MBJ's head and pinched his cheeks and hugged him and brushed his hair a little and shamelessly lavished him with good examples of human affection, but it's not the same!!!
Younger MBJ and Younger SQH in the alternate timeline are left in SQH's tiny head disciple house, completely flustered, sitting next to each other and barely able to look at each other. What. The. Fuck. Eventually, Shang Qinghua manages to say, "Uh, do you want to make out?" at the same time that Mobei-Jun says, "We should get married as soon as possible. Tomorrow."
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orikiys · 4 months
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✿ ✿ 〞kisses to his moles
✰ pairings: bf!mingyu x fem!reader
✰ genre: romance, fluff, flirting, soft moments
✰ warnings: kissing ( lots of it ), soft hours, flirting
✰ word count: 885 words
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mingyu didn’t notice it at first. he didn’t notice that whenever you kissed him, the first place you would kiss him was his nose. you would leave light feathery kisses on his nose and in return he would scrunch up his nose and give you a toothy grin. he would usually just pull you in and in return, pepper your face with gentle kisses.
your ear stays planted against mingyu’s chest while your hands are entangled around his body. with every breath he releases to every little giggle that escapes his mouth, you capture it all. mingyu’s eyes remain locked onto his phone where he watches his favourite show, but his hands stay near you. or to be precise, twirling and playing with the strands of your hair.
you trace patterns on his chest and you weren’t surprised when you heard a soft laugh from him, “that tickles babe.”
“does it?” you tease and move your fingers to his neck threateningly. your eyes meet with his and you see the look of defeat followed by a look of desperacy, as if telling you to spare him. so you do.
“you know i read something earlier,” you mutter and place your legs over his.
“yeah?” he hummed and looked at you curiously, the show still plays on his phone but his attention is no longer on it. “what did you read?”
you grab his face in your hands and move his head both sides before touching his left cheek. a place above his jaw where there was a spot, a mole to be exact.
mingyu’s eyes followed your actions and his eyes softened when you leaned ahead to kiss his mole. your lips stay glued to his skin for a few seconds before you pull away. your fingers touch the spot and he shudders at the coldness of your fingertips.
your eyes shift to his nose and you trace the mole along there as well. he sighed in content when you placed more kisses on his moles. his hand moved down your waist to steady you as he watched you lean back in satisfaction.
“had fun then?” he whispered with a knowing smile as he tucks the strand of hair behind your ear.
you rolled your eyes at his words and replied, “i suppose i did. you know these moles? i read that these are the places where your lover from your previous life had kissed you the most.”
“what if that lover wasn’t me?” you voice out your thoughts and he chuckles in amusement.
“well then you’re here now to make new ones,” he muttered and turned his head towards the other side so that the right side of his cheek was facing you. you lifted your upper body up and grabbed the collar of his shirt before pressing your lips near his ear.
the kiss sent tingles down his spine which led to the appearance of goosebumps as you smiled against his skin.
you pulled back in satisfaction and traced the area where you left a kiss. there was nothing right now but your love.
“don’t worry, it will become a mole in my next life right?” he teased and dodged away when you pretended to smack his head.
“it’s interesting although. i like this theory,” he says louder than before and you fight back a smile by resting your hands around his neck. “it’s my turn now!”
you squeal in surprise when he ran his fingers across your cheek, presumably where there was a mole and pressed his lips over there. he did that thrice before he pressed his forehead against yours and smiled warmly.
“you,” a kiss on the temple.
“are,” a kiss on your nose.
“the,” a kiss on your lips that lasts the longest.
“only,” a kiss on your jaw.
“one,” a kiss on your left cheek.
“i promise,” he mutters with his lips grazing your ear.
you let out a hearty laugh when his breath fans over your neck, tickling you.
“i love you so much okay? no matter who my past was. you are my present and i hope that you will be my future as well,” he reassured, smiling down at you and brushing his nose against yours.
you ruffle his hair fondly and whisper, “i wish the very same too, my love.”
with the passing second, his lips find their way back to your skin as he pulls you in deeper complaining how you were far away from his reach.
“aren’t you tired of kissing me?” you question.
“i could never be. kissing you is a habit that i don’t even plan on getting rid of. in fact it’s one of my best habits.”
“you’re so cheesy,” you scoff at his words and look away from him. his gaze no matter how loving, never fails to not make you nervous.
the fact that he knows it so well makes you want to control yourself around him but you can’t. especially not when he looks at you as if you’re the only one.
he knows the effect he has on you. he knows the little gestures of his never fails to make your heart pump a bit quicker. he knows that the tender kisses has your lips curling up in seconds. he knows it all so well.
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seiraheron · 8 months
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Ancestor's Hall
One of the visuals I made for An Ding Master's Introduction to the Sacred Places :)
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sweetmage · 24 days
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Not sure if I'm allowed to send you prompts if I'm not in your group but if you still want bingo prompts then unhealthy coping mechanisms for Handers? 😄
Thank you so much for the prompt, I had sooooo much fun with this!! I'm not sure either but let's find out lol
Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms - M!Handers
@dadrunkwriting
TW: Discussions of self-harm, arguing
Words: 2800+
Tags: Hurt/Comfort, post-canon (fugitive/supportive Handers), depression, serious conversations, very sappy dialogue, purple!mage!Hawke
Summary: Hawke has noticed signs that Anders may be self-harming in secret and aims to get to the bottom of it... but he could have done that better. When tensions settled. The two navigate Anders's insecurities and past hurts and and reaffirm their love for each other 💞
Full fic below the cut!
It had not gone unnoticed by Hawke. By the day they'd grown lower on healing herbs and lyrium and the floors in and counters in the shack they'd been bunking in had become a new kind of spotless. Small things, innocuous under any other circumstances, but they rubbed Hawke raw in all the wrong places when paired with Anders's recent demeanor.
He smiled when they met eyes, chatted and joked when they sat down to share meals, but it was all tenuous, so obviously forced. A barrier over a question that lay unasked upon his tongue.
He wondered at first if Anders had grown stale of this life, two fugitives with no company besides their own and that of their cats, a life with one eye open and constant glances over their shoulders. Was this life what he wanted? Was life what he wanted? How hard the answer was to come by was what troubled Hawke so.
He could not wait any longer, fearing the consequences should they not talk it out. It could be nothing, he could be working hard and feeling tired and nothing more. Hawke would much rather know than not.
He pushed his way through the doorway, groceries from a sympathetic trader who did dealings with rebels in hand, and was greeted by the sight of Anders bent over the fire, stirring a pot that smelled strongly of stewed rabbit.
Hawke paused to savor the image of a homey setting and Anders, safe and comfortable. He almost felt guilty for disturbing the moment.
"Hey," he greeted and Anders looked up to meet him.
"Welcome back, love" Anders replied with a smile, rushing to his side to unburden him of his packages.
Hawke kissed him once then shrugged him off, taking them instead to the lopsided table to set them on the steadier side.
Anders watched him quietly, concern creasing his brow. "Is everything alright?"
"Are you okay?" Hawke blurted out before he could stop himself, and cursed inwardly at how awkward he sounded.
"I'm fine, why wouldn't I be?" Anders asked, confused.
Hawke didn't look at him. "I don't know, you just seem...quiet lately. I guess I was wondering if you were unhappy."
The room went dead silent, save for the bubbling of the stew in the pot.
"You say that as though I'm not talking to you right now." Despite what looked to be his best attempt at carefree levity, Anders's voice was a little strained. When Hawke didn't immediately respond his face fell further. "Have I... done something to upset you?"
"Of course you haven't," he clarified quickly, holding up his now free hands. "But we need to talk."
"Okay then... nothing good ever followed those words..." Anders's frown deepened, his brows knitting together. "What's troubling you?"
Now that he was here, staring down his lover's nervous eyes and wringing hands, the words didn't come as easy. He took a deep breath, steeling himself. "Far be it from me to start hurling accusations around, but I've noticed a few... things. Lately."
"Like?" Anders asked, pitch rising with impatience.
"Well, to start with, you've been using an awful lot of healing herbs and lyrium lately despite our distinct lack of patients. I'd like to think you'd tell me if you were hurt or sick. But that brings us to my second point." Hawke crossed his arms, hoping his posture read more 'worried' and less 'disapproving'. "The other day I spotted blood by the kitchen washbasin. You said it was just from a slip while peeling potatoes. I thought I'd let it go, but since then I can't help notice that the counters and floors have been looking pretty scrubbed. And your mood has seemed lower as of late..."
"Yes, and?"
Hawke paused, trying not to sound like he was accusing. "I'm worried something else is going on. Something you don't want me to know about."
Anders stared at him for a long moment, face carefully blank, then slowly looked down. His fingers twisted into the frayed hem of his sweater, and Hawke had a fleeting urge to take him and kiss his hands until the worry in his face went away. But he spoke first. "Maybe I wanted our house a little cleaner. Maybe I've been stressed and it's gotten me down. Why does it have to be something nefarious? Why don't you trust me?"
"Don't turn this back on me. I've been living with you for three years now, you don't think I can tell when you're acting strange? I've seen you in every mood. I'm just worried about you."
"There's no reason for you to be worried," Anders insisted, a little too emphatically.
"Anders, I just want you to be honest with me," Hawke pleaded. "I love you. I want to help you."
"Please just leave it alone."
"Why are you being like this?" Hawke demanded, overwhelmed to the point of exasperation that he didn't intend.
"Why can't you just respect that I'm asking you to drop it!?"
"Maybe because I can't stand seeing you like this! Why can't you understand that? I'm worried and I want to help, why is that so difficult for you to get?"
"If you can't stand seeing me like this, then maybe I shouldn't be here," Anders snapped. "Dinner is on the fire, help yourself."
Anders turned from him then to pull on his boots and Hawke stayed hot on his heels.
"Where are you going?"
"Out," was all he said, brushing past him as he made for the door.
Garrett slipped out after him, careful not to let the cats loose but keeping Anders in his sights. "Come inside. I don't like the idea of you being out there alone."
"Then it's a good thing I don't particularly care what you like," Anders spat over his shoulder, and kept walking. For all the anger and hurt he radiated, he stopped short at the end of the trampled path, calling back, "Have your dinner. I'll come back."
The last thing Hawke wished was to escalate the situation, to make him feel trapped, cornered. He knew Anders had faced more than enough of that in his lifetime. "Be safe, Anders," he insisted. "Don't do anything stupid."
Anders didn't respond, and continued on.
Hawke waited a long while after Anders was out of sight, hoping he would change his mind, but he didn't return.
He went inside, but he didn't eat as he'd been instructed. Every moment that passed he looked to the door, wondering when he might return, if he would.
In retrospect he certainly could have handled that better... could have been more sensitive, could have given him his space, not jumped him right when he'd gotten home.
It too late for could have's now.
Hawke sighed and ran a hand through his hair, pacing in front of the door. It must have been over an hour now, the the sun was sinking low in the sky and Anders still had not returned. It wasn't just Anders's own hand that he feared now, but templars and bandits and a dozen other unsavory characters that might do him harm.
Unable to wait longer and he grabbed his staff from where he'd propped it by the doorway and lit the lantern, making his way back out to search for him. It was too risky to shout his name, but he kept his ears peeled for sounds of trouble as he searched.
His first instinct was the far side of the field where the tall grasses turned to orchards, but after half an hour of scouring the treeline and getting nowhere he decided to backtrack, hoping he had the sense not to head towards town on his own without so much as his staff or a cloak.
He made his way back around, the sun all but vanishing and the sky bleeding shades of deep blue. He'd stay out all night if he had to... he hoped he wouldn't have to.
He'd almost made it back past their cabin when he heard the snap of a twig behind him. He spun, raising his staff and prepared to strike, when the source of the noise came into the dim circle of light cast by his lantern.
"Thank the Maker," Anders breathed, relief and worry both etched into his features as he rushed forward to pull him into an embrace. "I came home and you were gone, I was afraid something had happened..."
Hawke dropped his staff and pulled him close, crushing him against his chest and breathing him in. "Anders," he gasped. "I was worried about you, out there on your own. I couldn't just sit there."
"You're right, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry," Anders murmured, lips brushing the crook of his neck.
"We should go inside. It's late," Hawke offered, pulling away to look him in the eye.
Anders nodded. "I'll follow."
Hawke picked up his staff and led them way, though he never fell more than a step ahead.
They stepped into the warmth of their shack and Hawke set down the staff, turning to shut and latch the door. When he turned again, Anders stood just where he'd left him, looking pensive.
"What happened out there?" Hawke asked, trying to keep his voice even and gentle. "You okay?"
"No. But I am sorry." Anders met his eyes, guilt written across his features.
Hawke hoped the swift shake of his head would clear the apology from the air. "You don't have to be sorry. I was never angry—or not with you, anyway. Just..." He hesitated over the vulnerable word that lingered on his lips before mustering the courage to push it forward. "Scared."
Anders nodded. "Can we... talk? Now that we've both calmed down a little?"
He didn't mean to look so hopeful, but the relief was instant. "Yeah, I think that's a good idea."
Anders sighed, kicking off his boots at the door and bending low to scoop up one of the cats that had rushed to greet them.
Hawke moved in to tend the cook pot and dwindling fire, if only to give Anders the ability to speak without eyes on him. "I'm listening," he promised.
"Right..." Anders cleared his throat. "What you saw, what you've noticed... you weren't wrong. I don't know how to say that to you. I didn't think you'd notice, or maybe I thought you wouldn't care."
"You're joking, right?" Hawke blurted, unable to help himself. "I care about you much so much, Anders. If you hurt, I hurt."
He was quiet again, but Hawke let him be.
"It started before you," he explained, as though worried that Hawke would misinterpret his involvement. "In the circle. You don't just... live that kind of life and come out of it whole. The mages there coped how they could. It was just a way to cope. The only thing they could control."
"They?"
"...We." Anders reluctantly amended, never one to comfortably acknowledge his experiences in lieu of others. "Even when Kirkwall was at its worst, even when I was at my worst... I had a cause. Justice, the clinic, the underground... But now, I don't know..."
Hawke stood from the stew and turned back to him to find him seated at the table, cat curled contentedly in his lap as his fingers absently stroked her fur.
"Do you have to chase a grand cause? You toiled for years. Do cuddles and long naps count for nothing?" Though he intended to lighten the mood, Hawke's voice still carried a certain seriousness.
He smiled a little, but it was weak and fleeting so Hawke sat beside him, taking his free hand between his own.
"I didn't intend to see beyond the Gallows. I didn't expect that I'd ever see a tomorrow, or a future," Anders went on. "Let alone one at your side. I'm grateful, but..."
"But...?" Hawke gently pressed.
Anders looked suddenly uncomfortable, averting his eyes. "I just... feel like you've sacrificed so much for me. You had a life in Kirkwall. A good one, with people who loved you. You could have become the Viscount. Could have been... something. And instead, you're here. Hiding."
"With the man I love," Hawke reminded him, reaching up to gently stroke the stubble along cheek. "I'd give up my titles, my house, anything, for that. Don't you know that?"
Anders's brows knitted together, conflicted. "It doesn't seem fair, is all. I feel guilty for having brought you to this. You were a free man and I've shackled you."
"Mages were never free, Anders. You don't need me to tell you that," Hawke argued, a bittersweet smile touching his lips. "Not in the circles, not in Lothering, and not in a mansion. I could wax on with clichés like 'I was a prisoner in a gilded cage until you set me free' and the like, but you've done more than that. The circles, the templars, the Chantry, their bloody system and laws, you broke the very scene built to break us... Pretty sexy, if you ask me. Not that you needed much help in that department, anyway."
"Please stop talking," Anders chided, though Hawke noted with pleasure the rosiness in his cheeks and the tugging of his lips, no matter how brief. "I just worry that I'm taking something from you."
"Ah yes, I do quite miss my daily meetings and constant social obligations. The stench too, Maker, that's hard to live without."
That venture was far more successful, drawing a snort from Anders. "You know what I mean, love."
"I do and it doesn't matter how many ways you put it, my answer is always going to be the same. I'm a grown man, I can make my own decisions. Sure, I'm not always the best with them, but this one hasn't gotten me stabbed, set on fire, or eaten, so I'd say it's definitely one of my better ones. And it has given me you all to myself. A deal that good feels like robbery... not that I'm above it."
"Alright, alright," Anders conceded, seeming notably less troubled. "I... Thank you, love. You have no idea how much it means to me that you're still here after everything."
"Nowhere else I'd rather be." Hawke leaned forward to steal a soft kiss. "I hope this all ties back to your recent... troubles, in some way. I don't like to see you unhappy but that doesn't mean you shouldn't come to me. You know that, right?"
"It won't burden you? Bother you? It won't scare you off if it's all too much?"
"You seem to have this image of yourself as a tragic, complicated, scary beast of a man, but you're really just a delicate, precious kitten when you get down to it," Hawke replied, fondness overwhelming his attempt at facetiousness. "I love every inch of you. Sad inches included. I'd never go elsewhere, despite your insistence on offering."
Anders met his eyes again, mouth open as though in objection but after a moment it closed. "Always quite the wordsmith," he teased back lightly, his eyes full of affection. "Thank you. I'm sorry for putting this on you, for making you worry."
"As if I'm some sort of Anointed myself, going at you like that," Hawke said, shaking his head. "I'm sorry too. I shouldn't have pushed you. Or shouted for that matter. Or came at you right when I got inside. Or neglected the stew you worked so hard on... smells delicious, by the way."
"Well, it's all out in the open now, right?" There was a nervous, vulnerable edge to the laughter that followed. 
"Does it help to know that I love you? And that I'm always coming back when I leave? And I spend every moment apart from you aching to return to you?"
"It helps," Anders assured him, a smile tugging at his lips. "Very much."
"Good," Hawke smiled back, leaning in to press his lips to his forehead and again to his lips, then lingering there, savoring the warmth and closeness. "We don't have to fix everything now, I don't think we can. Just... if you ever think of doing that again, or feel like you need to, or want to or... can you tell me?"
"I'm sorry, I never meant to—" He stopped as if soothed by the look Hawke gave him. "You have my word."
"Do you need anything, right now?"
Anders paused to consider. "Just a good meal, a bath, and some sleep couldn't hurt."
"You seem a bit... indisposed at the moment." Hawke glanced over at the cat in Anders's lap and the other that had fallen asleep on his feet. "I'll get the stew. We can worry about bed when you're done being one."
Anders's laughter rang like bells, sweet and true, startling the cats who sprang up, deciding it was well time for their dinner too and that what simmered in the cookpot must be for them, if only they yelled enough. Of course, that only served to draw more laughter from Anders who followed at their little feet to lay a hand on Hawke's back.
What Hawke wouldn't do for him, the lengths he would go, if only to keep him like those, happy and close. What he deserved.
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yurissweettooth · 1 year
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Some art for a cute little Mattia/Yuri fic I wrote.
Synopsis: After slipping away from an office party neither wanted to attend, Mattia and Yuri share a peaceful moment on the Justice Tower's deserted observation deck.
You can read it HERE on AO3 or under the cut
A moment alone, a reprieve from the raucous commotion that lay within the walls they leaned upon. They were never ones for gatherings, Yuri and Mattia; the redhead was merely a plus one to an event neither wanted to attend.
The cool evening air and the Justice Tower's deserted observation deck afforded them some degree of peace. The sun had already dipped below the horizon, its twilight rays filtering through the gaps in the clouds and the city below glittering like tinsel against a multitude of lights. It was calming to their frayed nerves.
Mattia was the first to move, his hands dipping into his pockets and fishing out a dwindling pack of cigarettes, resting one between his parted lips and doing the same for Yuri’s.
Yuri responded in kind, moving in close until their foreheads nearly touched and cupped a hand around the unlit tips to shield them from the breeze. Mattia, in turn, raised a hand to brush Yuri's windswept bangs back and secure them behind his ear just as Yuri's finger ignited in a tuft of blue flame, lighting both cigarettes simultaneously.
They lingered there a moment longer than necessary, catching each other's eyes, gentle smiles they hadn't been able to conjure all night suddenly playing at the corners of their lips before they pulled back.
Yuri took a long drag, turning his eyes skyward and letting the smoke drift past his lips and into the moonlit air as he broke the silence. "Thank you for coming with me. I know you're not a fan of this sort of event."
"No offense, but you don't exactly seem like you’re jumping for joy either," he replied lightly, "But it's not like I mind. The view is nice, so it’s not so bad." He trailed the fingers of his free hand along Yuri's and followed his gaze upward to the night sky.
"You certainly have a habit of optimism."
"You can’t get through life without it. Not pleasnetly, anyway," Mattia responded. He gave Yuri's hand a gentle squeeze as he pushed off the wall, nodding toward the railing that surrounded the rooftop’s perimeter. "Shall we?"
Yuri nodded and they moved forward together, their strides slow and synchronous as they approached the tower's edge. They stood side by side, looking down over the city as Mattia flicked ash into the sea of lights below them.
"You know, you’ve been more optimistic too," he observed, turning to study Yuri's profile in the dim lighting. "You used to be so miserable about things, almost like you thought there was no hope left in the world or something."
"That's a... rather blunt way of putting it," Yuri responded.
"Ah, sorry sorry. I wasn't trying to imply you were too depressing back then or anything. I just... I like it better when you're like this. It's nice."
"Somehow, you must have rubbed off on me," Yuri mused quietly, taking another drag of his cigarette and exhaling slowly.
He chuckled at that, shaking his head. "I won't take credit for your hard work. You made it happen all on your own." Mattia unlaced their fingers, letting his arm snake around Yuri's waist and draw him in. "Do you remember how you were back when we first met?"
"Not fondly," Yuri responded, his brows pinching with a wry smile. “And not very well.”
"Heh, well I do," Mattia said, returning the expression with an impish grin, his eyes twinkling with merriment. "You were so damn serious, I thought you might eat me alive at one point. And now..."
He filled the silence, giving a voice to the unspoken sentiment. "I'm happy." Yuri leaned into the embrace, resting his cheek against Mattia's shoulder. "Somehow you've managed to make an office party bearable."
"Are you saying the people at the bureau aren't fun?"
"They are, which is, in fact, the issue," he replied dryly. "It's overwhelming. It's tiresome to fake a smile and listen to such mundane conversation for so long. I needed some air, at least."
"Well then," Mattia tilted his head to face him, brushing another stray lock of hair from Yuri's forehead before pecking his lips, "Stay out here with me until it's time to say goodbye. They've all had more than enough to drink, they probably won't even realize we're gone."
"I must have spoken too soon. It seems like you're a poor influence after all," he teased lightly. "But I must say, I find it difficult to argue with your logic. This time, anyway."
"Well, I can't pretend that part of it isn't selfish. I'm not really cut out to be around stuffy business types. Other than you, of course," he added with a wink and a lopsided grin, receiving an unamused—yet somehow fond—sigh in response.
They stood in companionable silence, watching the city lights twinkle and sparkle in the distance, leaning against one another, the tension leaching from their bodies. It felt nice to relax, to just be. The fatigue of their jobs—frivolous duties like compulsory officer parties included—was catching up to them, the burden heavy on their shoulders; but here, in one another's arms, the weight lifted and they could both breath easy.
As their cigarettes burned down to the filters, they stood there for a few more minutes, the brisk wind cool on their moon-bathed skin. Yuri put his out on the railing, tucking the extinguished butt into his pocket where he could dispose of it properly later. Mattia, on the other hand, simply crushed his underfoot and left it there.
"Yuri?"
"Mm?"
"Wouldn't it be nice if... things were different?" he asked quietly.
Perplexed, Yuri regarded him with a tilted head and an arched brow. "Different? Sorry, I don't follow."
"No more office parties, no more tedious meetings, no more mindless paperwork?" he murmured, casting a sideways glance at his partner. "Just the two of us. Like this... forever."
The ghost of a smile crossed Yuri's lips as he responded just as expected. "Pure idealism."
Mattia’s cheeks heated as he cast his gaze downward, kicking at the loose gravel. "I'm serious."
"I didn't doubt that." An endeared look flitted across Yuri's features before his more serious expression settled back into place. "But it's unrealistic, a fantasy."
"I know," he sighed softly. "But it doesn't have to be. If I moved to a smaller apartment and sold my car and maybe downsized my comic collection. Well, a few of them at least... Maybe then I could swing it. And then you wouldn't have to work anymore and—" Mattia's words trailed off, interrupted by a sweet and all too uncommon sound as Yuri stifled a giggle, his smile shielded by the back of his hand.
"You are truly incorrigible sometimes. You must have finally lost your mind," he said affectionately, looping his arm around Mattia's waist again and drawing him close once more.
"You might be right about that," Mattia chuckled softly, "I sure feel like it sometimes. But you could always lose yours with me."
"You're hopeless. I'd prefer to keep my sanity. But..." He paused, tucking his face into the warm crook of Mattia's neck, settling comfortably. "I'll consider it."
"You will?" Mattia asked, pitch rising in surprise. "You mean it?"
"I won't promise to surrender, but I'll at least give it thought. I do love you, after all. You've made quite the fool out of me," he admitted with a self-deprecating laugh.
"That makes two of us fools," Mattia responded, running a gentle hand through Yuri's loose, wind-tousled curls. "I love you too, Yuri. Do you think they've forgotten about us yet?"
"I could only hope so," Yuri murmured softly. "Are you trying to ask me something?"
"Ah," Mattia hummed in affirmation, "If, hypothetically, we were to slip away would you want to spend the night? I'll make you a nice dinner, or at least one that hasn't been fondled by your coworkers' grubby fingers."
"I could certainly think of worse ways to spend the rest of my evening." After offering him a final squeeze, Yuri pulled away from Mattia's shoulder and wrapped his arms around his own midsection for warmth, drawing Mattia's concerned gaze.
"Do you want to borrow my jacket?"
"No thank you" Yuri replied, shrugging dismissively.
"Are you sure? You look cold."
"It's only a short walk to the parking lot, I think I'll survive," he countered, but the answer didn't satisfy his insistent, doting partner.
Already undoing its buttons, Mattia shook his head as he slipped it from his shoulders. "I'm giving you my jacket. Here, take it." He attempted to drape it over Yuri's shoulders, only to have him duck out of reach. "Seriously?"
"I'll be alright, I don't need you to—" His words halted abruptly as he dodged another attempt to envelop him in fleece.
Mattia's eyes lit up at the perceived challenge, treating the matter as a game and relentlessly swooping at him with the jacket, but Yuri kept his hands up and evaded each attack with ease, so clearly forcing back a smile that threatened at the corners of his lips. They did circles and laps around one another, weaving and bobbing until, at last, their dance came to an end.
Having cornered him, Mattia backed Yuri against the railing with a grin and planted a soft kiss on his lips, long and sweet and lingering, as he caught him with the jacket, pulling it snuggly around him. "Got you," he whispered into his lips. "Sooo, does this mean I'm faster and more skilled than all the heroes?"
"If you'd like to believe that, then disregard my next words but... I let you catch me. I got tired of running around," Yuri confessed playfully, straightening out the borrowed garment he’d finally resigned himself to wearing.
"Oooh, ouch. My pride," he said mournfully, feigning a sigh. "My poor, wounded pride. I think that’s a wound only pancakes for dinner can heal. We should head out quickly before I cry."
Yuri's shadowed lids fluttered as he rolled his eyes and shook his head in exasperated endearment. "And, more importantly, before you freeze without your jacket." Placing his hands upon Mattia's chest, he gently pushed him back and slowly rounded him, making his way towards the elevator.
Mattia made to follow him, but was stopped when Yuri glanced over his shoulder, holding up a hand.
"Pick that up before you leave. Don't litter."
"Yes sir," Mattia replied sheepishly, scurrying off to obey and scrape the discarded butt from the pavement before eagerly trailing after his partner who was already holding the elevator door for him.
Cheeks tinged with color from the cold, or maybe something sweeter,  he claimed Yuri’s lips again as the doors slid shut behind them. 
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wqnwoos · 11 months
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dating seventeen (hyung line ver.)
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hyung line (95s & 96s) x gn!reader — cw mentions of food in some — written while sleep deprived (heavily) and not proofread
maknae line ver.
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seungcheol
is he your boyfriend or is he your sugar daddy. unclear.
would literally pay for everything if you didn’t stop him
also just sooo soft n cuddly with you :(
sits you in his lap and when he’s especially clingy he’ll literally just hold on
like he will refuse to let go and get all pouty and whiny and starts kissing up your neck and you’re like sir i love u too but please can i just go take a piss
ALSO 😭 probably gets jealous if you’re cuddling w kkuma and not him
or if she likes you better than him… he’s never going to get over it
i feel like he’s the type of bf who would take the couch when you guys fight — like no matter how mad he is, he would point blank refuse to let you take it
pulls out all the pet names for u too, ur his baby angel love darling sweetheart and there’s nothing u can do about it!!!!!
jeonghan
MENACE
constantly teasing you omg
but like in the most endearing way possible so you can’t even get annoyed at him
big on leaning. like leans his head on your shoulder and loves it whenever you do the same
also feel like he’d love to just plop his head in your lap and have you play with his hair
like he just drags your hand to it wordlessly and if you stop for a minute he starts whining
scolds you if you don’t eat properly or miss meals and stuff like that,, he hates it so much and it makes him worry :(
do not ask him if he would still love you if you were a worm. the answer will not be the one you want.
probably replies with “i might step on you”
or even “i’d go fishing with you as bait” and then convince you — because you love him so much that you want him to eat well, don’t you???
probably squishes your cheeks at random intervals just because he can
baby talks you while he’s doing it too 😭 like “my pretty baby, so cute”
boops your nose
also makes faces at you across rooms at parties to try and make you laugh in the middle of serious convos 😭
but also the best comforter whenever you’re nervous about something; holds your hands and breathes with you :((
joshua
guys this man is sO boyfriend i don’t even know where to start. it’s kind of sickening actually
i just see him being flirty asf,,, like u guys are already dating but he’s still being so SMOOTH
also classic gentleman — holds doors for you and helps you in/out of the car
opens up all your packets and cans and everything so you don’t have to struggle
probably kisses your hand too (like ok prince charming we get it)
demands cheek kisses,, like he will just wordlessly offer his cheek to you
and if you don’t supply them he will be very upset
also hear me out: little spoon joshua
ITS A CONCEPT I MUST SHARE like i can see him being both but also just the idea of him being little spoon is cute ok
also type of bf to carry u out the car and upstairs when you’re tired (where do i find a joshua plsplsplsplsdolsdkhfje)
worst texter please just call him
teases u like HELL if u want kisses. but also supplies them in the end so who’s the real winner 🤨🤨
jun
makes grabby hands whenever he wants you to cuddle him (which is a lot)
MAKES U BREAKFAST <3
and if you don’t eat breakfast (like me) you’re about to get a lecture on the benefits of it and all the reasons you shouldn’t skip it
feeds you random parts of his meals and he literally just does it unconsciously it’s like second nature to him
learns how to make all your favourite foods too :(
giggly kisses !!!!
this is something very important to me !!! giggly kisses !!!!!! smiles into it and u guys pull away laughing and he kisses other parts of your face and u guys are still laughing and idk just giggly kisses <3
also likes to bump his nose against yours after a kiss
also random but i feel like he would genuinely be so distressed if he saw you cry like that would physically pain him :(
if he’s taller than you then probably rests his cin on your head and does that thing where he opens and closes his jaw on top of your head (idk if this is too niche or what but it’s definitely a concept)
hoshi
FOREHEAD KISSER
like would randomly cup your face in his hands and give u a big smooch on your forehead and the only reason he gives is “cause i love you”
his lock screen / home screen is almost definitely a selfie of you two doing the horanghae (with faces all squished together and smiling and
makes you do the horanghae at the end of every facetime call
buys you tiger plushies (demands to see them whenever he comes over)
also has named them all different variations of his name (hoshi, soonie, hosh, horang…)
AND omg. drunk hoshi does NOTHING except talk about you
him just sobbing into mingyu’s shoulder like “i love them sO MUCH mingyu”
(mingyu is just patting his head and wondering if it’s too late to get you to come pick him up)
i feel like he’s so cuddly too like he just squishes u in his arms -squish-
also feel like he would get so worried if you’re sick??
especially if he’s away from you
like orders delivery to your door or sends a friend over to your house to check on you and texts you every hour like “have you eaten??”
and you’re like. babe i love you but i don’t need to eat soup every hour.
wonwoo
head patter. just keeps patting your head. reasons unknown.
(probably because he thinks you’re the cutest thing to walk the planet but like whatever)
i’ve mentioned this before but i feel like he just lets you do anything
want to try on his glasses? they’re all yours. want to play games and rUIN his killstreak? go ahead!! he does not mind!!!!!
also if you wear glasses too then he’d swap his for yours just to try it
hot take but he loves having you in his lap whenever you guys are at home — scoots to the side when you’re about to sit to make u sit on him and tease you
also sits you on his lap when he’s gaming
omg if you like reading he prob recommends books to you too
like you guys just reading your books together in the same room in comfy silence wow i’m so sad
also feel like he’s another one who just squishes your cheeks when he feels like it
just does the most heart fluttering things sooo casually and randomly 😭
like he’s telling you he loves you while you guys are doing laundry or you’re making 3am ramen and he’s like wow you’re so gorgeous or he calls you cute 47374 times a day
woozi
omg best person to just like. coexist with
you guys just in his studio and he’s doing cool music things and you’re just reading or something in the corner and you guys aren’t even talking
but it’s very comfortable and sweet and it just feels nice idk if this making sense
also such a hypocrite because he’s sending go to bed texts to you knowing damn well he’s staying up for another 4 hours
pretends to cringe if you say something cheesy but also kisses you on the temple to let you know that actually he’s obsessed with you
also so cliché and overdone but that’s because it’s TRUE — makes music for you
and lets you listen to random stuff he’s making on the side (but refuses to give you seventeen comeback spoilers no matter how much you beg)
even lets you mess around with his equipment and teaches you how to use it (if u don’t know already)
one of those bfs that has an arm around u always btw
like even when you guys are with friends, 9/10 times his arm is resting on the sofa behind you
laughs extra hard at your jokes only (zendayafied!!!)
also if his members are teasing you he will defend u <3 even if you’re wrong or saying something he doesn’t agree with (like milk before cereal)
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an / hopefully will do the rest of the members soon!! also i’m sorry this is so unhinged and i formatted i’m running of like 3 hours sleep but i hope you enjoy!! i’ve been xompiling this for a while whenever i cant sleep 😭
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it has been a long eight hundred years
from kyasuu’s where dreams are laid to rest
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tales-of-sweets · 1 year
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Been working a little on my Vesperia prequel AU! This isn't for the actual fic though, these are just some snippets of a short scene I wrote to try to flesh some things out (I excluded some plot and character spoilers since it's a a more original story with an original cast I guess)
I don't really write OCs much anymore because of past circumstances, but I love ToV very much and I'm fascinated by the hints at old world lore in the game so I thought a good step back into it could be through making an original story set in the Vesperia world thousands of years pre-game 😊
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onlyhuis · 6 months
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bedroom exclusive
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member — actor bf!jun x f reader  genre — smut, (playful) angst, fluff word count — 3.9k  synopsis — seeing your boyfriend on tv kissing another girl definitely doesn't feel good, but he's got plenty of time to make it up to you. and he plans on letting you know that you're the only one on his mind.  smut warnings — descriptions of female anatomy, kissing, fingering, jun likes to be a tease, reader likes to be a brat, some jealousy but it's (mostly) pretend, all my fics have disgustingly happy endings i can't help it sorry notes — requested by @miwayu v this idea has been sitting in my inbox for 783 years but i have finally finished it !! big thanks to @onlymingyus for proofreading. i hope you enjoy!  
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"well, how come you never kiss me on the couch like that?"
jun crosses his arms with a huff. "first of all, yes i do, and second of all, it's not like the scene was my idea! i didn't write the script!"
he's right about everything, but you still can't help but feel upset. no, not upset: you have to admit to yourself that you're a little... jealous. jealous that everybody gets to see how your jun kisses someone, how he holds someone, how he closes his eyes and wraps his hands around and how he touches someone. it's exactly what he looks like when he's doing all of that with you, so watching your boyfriend do all of those things with someone who isn't you is jarring, to say the least. but at the end of the day you know it's acting, and that after the cameras are turned off and the staff goes home for the night, he's doing all of that for real with you and only you. but even though you're not really angry with him, you still feel like pouting.
you stay quiet, trying to think of something to say, but jun speaks. "baby, if it really has you so worked up, then why don't i just show you?"
his question catches you off guard, and you look over at him in suspicion. "show me what?"
but as soon as the question leaves your lips, jun is putting his arms around you and flipping you down onto the couch. everything happens so fast that you barely comprehend what's happening until your back is flat against the cushions and he's positioning himself on top of you, caging you in with his arms and his legs straddling either side of your hips. your heart races when you look up and see the familiar look in his eyes as he holds himself above you. 
you don't try to hide the whine that escapes you, and jun grins in satisfaction as he leans down, his face hovering just centimeters above yours. "show you what it's like to be under me, darling. no cameras, just you and me."
your eyebrows knit into a frown and you turn your cheek to the side, away from him.
he sighs, but your refusal just makes him even more determined to convince you otherwise. "come on, baby, don't act like that. it isn't real. this is real, and i know you know the difference."
he presses his lips against your neck, feeling the way your pulse jumps beneath your skin as he gently leaves a trail of kisses down your throat. your curiosity gets the better of you and you turn your head back to look at him, only to find him staring into your eyes, his fixed gaze never leaving you as he works his way across your neck. 
the familiar feeling of his large hands roaming your body makes your skin warm, and you do your best to ignore the traitorous rush of slick between your legs. you can only pretend to be mad for so long before you give in, and it's beginning to seem easier and easier with every move he makes, working you up in ways only he knows how. he knows your body like the back of his hand, knows exactly which buttons to press, knows exactly what to do to get you begging and pleading for more. 
but still you have the urge to fight him, not wanting to let him have the satisfaction of your pleasure just yet. "i don't know. it looked pretty real to me," you tease him.
he kisses a sensitive spot on your neck and sucks on it a little, gentle enough not to leave any marks but still more than enough to make you stifle a gasp. 
"are you being a brat on purpose, or are you really mad?" he asks, his voice a touch softer than before. he hopes you're not seriously upset, and he knows you like to make jokes, but if you're really hurt then maybe he needs to switch gears.
"both," you reply with a pout, but you lift one hand to run your fingers through his hair, a quiet reassurance that you're alright. "i'm really mad that you're not inside me yet."
his eyes light up, and he begins to suck at the spot on your neck harder, this time enough to bruise. "well, brats don't always get what they want right away," he says, and you shiver as his teeth graze over your skin. "right now i wanna take my time with you. so are you going to behave and let me do that, or are you going to keep acting like a brat and make me leave you with nothing?"
"i think you'll fuck me no matter what i act like," you say, and your hand trails down his stomach to feel where his cock strains against his pants, just as you suspected. he may know all your body's secrets, but you know just as much, if not more, about his. "because you love me too much. and you like this too much."
"but this isn't about me, baby," he hums, and the vibrations against your skin almost make you moan. "what i like doesn't matter right now. what matters is you deciding whether you're gonna keep playing these games, or if you're gonna let me fuck all those doubts out of your pretty head once and for all. it's your choice, sweetheart."
his trail of kisses moves back up your neck, but his lips stop short at your chin, clearly waiting for you to answer.
you pretend to think it over, narrowing your eyes in pretend thought, still refusing to give him the response he wants.
"why are you making this harder for yourself, baby? you know i love you," he whispers, his eyes darting back and forth between yours. "you have nothing to be mad about, because look where i am right now. i'm not with anybody else but you, and i don't want to be with anybody else but you. so drop the act, honey. i dropped mine."
you sigh out, both your hands finally coming to rest on the back of his neck. your fingers weave into his hair, twirling his locks between your fingertips until you can't take it anymore, breaking out into a smile that gives him the cue he was waiting for.
he leans down and finally pushes his mouth against yours, and your eyes flutter shut, your entire body relaxing at the familiar feeling. his nose presses against your cheek, his lips parted slightly as his hands hold the back of your neck, tangling in your hair splayed out across the couch. you let out a shaky breath and he swallows it, pushing his lips deeper into yours. 
his mouth moves slowly but his kisses are anything but gentle. his tongue prods at your upper lip and you welcome him, matching his pace and pulling him down towards you so you can wrap your arms around him to hold him tighter against your chest. 
he shifts above you, his knees straddling either side of you, and you can feel how hard he is. the image of him doing exactly this for millions of viewers flashes in your head, but any doubt is pushed out of your mind when he starts grinding his hips against your leg, groaning into your kiss. he might even be needier than you are right now, but you can't help teasing him just once more.
"is this bringing back fond memories?" you break away from his mouth to say, breathing heavily.
"shut up," he bites back, then exhales sharply. his voice is low when he speaks again. "the day we filmed that scene, all i could think about was you. it was the day we were supposed to have dinner at your parents' house, but i made you lie about being sick so we could stay home and i could fuck you in every room in the house instead. i didn't mention it at the time because i thought it'd kill the mood, but trust me when i say the only memories i have of that day are about you."
air catches in your throat and you glance up at him, but the look in his eyes is serious. he didn't tell you much about his schedules and  exactly which scenes he was filming on which day, so there was no way to tell what was happening on set unless you were there personally. you remember this particular day well— more accurately, you remember the days afterward that you'd walked with a limp.
"i thought you did it because you didn't want to have to eat my mom's overcooked chicken again," you respond, trying to cover your surprise with a breathless laugh.
"i did it because i wouldn't have been able to sit at that table and not think about fucking you on top of it," he says, and you can feel the heat creeping into your cheeks at the thought. "now, stop bringing it up, or i'll have to fuck that bratty attitude out of you."
"what if i want you to, though?" you retort. "maybe i need more convincing."
his nostrils flare, and he pushes his mouth against yours once more, drinking in the desperate sounds that leave your lips. "we both know you're a liar, but i'd still be happy to change your mind."
one of his hands trails down your chest, then your stomach, before finally stopping just below your belly button. you're sure he must be able to feel the heat radiating from between your legs, but he doesn't move, just rests his hand on top of your pants.
he stays still for a moment, and the way his hand hovers unpredictably makes your heart race, waiting for him to do something. suddenly he cups your clothed pussy without warning, and you moan out his name, the sound muffled by his lips as he kisses you harder. he relishes in the way your hips buck up against his hand.
he's in love with how you're already so desperate after just a few kisses, but he isn't faring any better himself; the weight of his cock aches, straining against his pants and against the side of your leg. it's almost embarrassing how you're both so needy for each other, yet he couldn't even begin to imagine anything hotter than this moment here with you.
maybe the directors had been onto something with those scenes. if anything, it just gives him more material to do with you. his mind wanders, running through each scene in his head and picturing it differently. kissing you on the kitchen counter, kissing you on the table, kissing you against the wall, kissing you on the bed, kissing you in the park, kissing you in the rain… so many possibilities, and he can't wait to try every single one with you.
it's not until you break apart from him, whimpered words tumbling out of your mouth as you plead with him to touch you, that he comes back to reality. those kisses can wait for another time. 
he plants a quick kiss on your upper lip before slipping his hand underneath the waistband of your pants. you exhale a sigh of relief at the feeling of his fingers on you, pushing your pants down your hips and kicking them away to give him better access.
"you're so wet already, baby," jun hums, swiping his finger over your dripping entrance and grinning when you shiver. "you like kissing me this much, huh?"
you manage to shake your head. "i like knowing you think about me when you're supposed to be kissing someone else," you breathe.
"i'm always thinking about you, sweetheart."
just like his mouth, his fingers start out gentle, running up and down through your folds and rubbing tiny circles around your clit. the warmth of his hand mixes with the warmth between your legs, and a shiver runs down your spine, already feeling the tension building in your stomach.
but soon it becomes not enough and you're just about to start begging him for more, but without you even having to ask he pushes the tip of his index finger into your pussy.
"fuck…" you moan against his lips, struggling to catch your breath. "i could cum just from that, jun, please—"
"mm, should i let you? or should i make you wait, from all this attitude you've been giving me?" he asks, pushing his finger deeper into you.
you can't even give him an answer, but he must decide to let you off easy this time, because he slides another finger into you. you moan, pulling his head closer to kiss him as his fingers start to move faster.
your eyes are squeezed so tightly shut it makes you dizzy, and you can feel your teeth knocking against jun's, but you're so lost you barely notice it.
he adds a third finger and instantly you feel yourself falling into the pleasure, clenching around him.
you frantically tear your lips from his, moaning and panting and gasping for breath as your high overtakes every part of your body. a rush of wetness pours from you, gushing out over his fingers as he continues to thrust them in and out of you, the added pressure of his thumb on your clit prolonging your orgasm. 
it takes a few moments but finally you come back down to earth, the feeling of the couch cushions under your back reminding you where you are and what you're doing. jun lays on top of you, his fingers still buried in your cunt and his mouth leaving kisses all over your face as you wait for your breath to return to you.
with a content sigh you push on his shoulder to make him sit up, and he kisses you once more before he leans away.
"are you comfortable?" he asks, and you look up at him in confusion at the question.
"very comfortable after that," you tell him with a giggle, propping yourself up on your elbows. "but otherwise yes. why?"
he smiles. "just wondering if you wanted to move to the bed. or the floor, if you feel like."
you purse your lips, giving him a pout. "i thought you said you were gonna fuck me on the couch?"
"clearly you still have the energy to be a brat, so my work here isn't done yet," he grins. "couch it is, then."
he pulls his shirt off in one quick motion before reaching down for your clothes, but you barely even notice him lifting your arms to slide you out of your shirt.
you've seen him shirtless hundreds of times by now, but he never fails to take your breath away. it's been too long since you've had a moment to stare like this anyway so you take full advantage of the opportunity, your gaze fixated on the sight of his bare chest and the way his muscles flex with movement. have his arms gotten bigger? they've definitely gotten bigger.
"like what you see?" he laughs when he notices you watching him, and you smack his arm playfully. he's corny, but you couldn't love him more.
"i do. and i'm not afraid to admit it."
"still mad you're not the only one who gets to see it?" he teases.
"mm, a little," you exhale. "but i'm the only one who can see it every day, in person, whenever i want. so at the end of the day it doesn't really matter what they see, does it?"
he stands up and pushes his pants down, a smile playing on his lips. "that's my good girl."
you can't help but continue to ogle him as he strips, the outline of his cock against his briefs so defined you can practically taste it.
"do you want to be on top, or me?" he asks, and your eyes belatedly move back up to his face.
"i thought you were gonna fuck the brat out of me, junnie," you tease him playfully. "how can you do that if i'm on top?"
he scoffs. "last time i ever offer you a choice, then. maybe i should just fuck your mouth instead, since you seem to think you're getting your way here."
"you say that like it's a bad thing," you laugh. "like i don't beg you to let me suck you off, like, twice a day."
"well, unlucky for you, that's not happening today," he says, and finally pushes his underwear down. his cock springs free and you groan, any argument you had instantly dying on your lips at the sight.
you know the look of lust on your face is blatantly obvious, but you couldn't care less. not when your boyfriend's gorgeous cock is mere inches away, yours and yours alone to see. it finally sinks in that all the scenes from his drama were just pretend sex, while you're having real sex. and boy, does it make your stomach flutter.
jun knows you all too well, knows how you get when you're around him and how you lose all control at just the sight of him naked. and he adores it. being naked in front of cameras and crew members made him shy, but being naked in front of you made him the proudest man in the world. the way you look at him as if he's the only person you've ever seen; he can practically see the stars in your eyes, and that alone is worth more than billions of strangers seeing him on a screen.
he drinks in every second of your reactions. the way your breath stutters when he leans over to wrap one of your legs around his waist, the way you shiver when he runs his hand along your thigh and the way your hands immediately find their way to his head as you try to pull him down towards you.
he can tell in the way your attitude has changed that you aren't mad (or even pretend-mad) at him anymore, and he takes this as his sign to bend down and kiss you again. 
"do you believe me now?" he whispers, his warm cheek pressed against yours. you close your eyes and feel the vibrations from his voice against your face, your grip on his hair tightening as you hold him as close as you possibly can.
"believe what?" you ask softly, though you already know what he's referring to.
jun hums. "that you're the only one i love."
"i never doubted that for a second."
he pushes his lips against yours and you swallow him, the both of you growing more desperate and more restless as he grinds his hips against yours.
you kiss him until you can't anymore, leaning your neck back against the couch seat with a breathless moan.
he moves his lips downwards, momentarily stopping between your breasts before he quickly sits back on his heels, angling his cock between your legs with practiced ease. 
it takes seconds for him to slide into you, a whine stuck in your throat at the pulsing feeling inside you. he pulls his hips back slowly, nearly slipping out before he pounds back into you. 
your hands yank him down again and he falls flat against your chest, quickly finding the best position to hold you as he continues to thrust into you.
his hands sit beside your head, cupping your cheeks as he pants and gasps and groans your name.
sweat-drenched pieces of jun's hair dangle above your face, but the only thing you see is the way he looks at you, his intense gaze communicating things far beyond words.
"jun…" you manage, everything else failing you as you melt into his touch. your body is on fire, there's so much you want to say and do but your head is spinning.
jun pulls you into another deep kiss and you let your eyes fall shut, letting him take over, mouths moving together so you can't tell where he ends and you begin.
"fuck, you're so perfect," he curses, his thrusts growing faster. "so beautiful."
"all mine, junnie," you moan, the only words you can remember. you're barely thinking about what leaves your mouth but you know exactly what you want to say, 
"i know, baby. i'm all yours," he pants, desperately kissing you anywhere his lips will reach. "nobody else's. yours."
it doesn't take much longer for the knot in your stomach to tighten until you can't hold back anymore. "so close, jun, please, 'm gonna cum," you choke out.
"just wait for me baby, just hold on," he pleads, and he shifts his hips just slightly to fuck into you at a different angle.
all it takes is just the way you say his name, the way you look up at him with lips swollen from his kisses, the way your brows knit together in concentration as you try your best to hold back your orgasm for him. the way he's so fervently yours, and he doesn't have to act or pretend or be anything less than a hundred percent genuine about the way he loves you and you love him.
your whole body shudders as you cum, spasming around him until it triggers his own orgasm and he lets go with a groan. his hips jerk as warmth floods your abdomen, and it seems like it goes on forever as he shivers in sensitivity.
he exhales, and you kiss his cheek gently as you feel him breathe against your chest.
after a minute he shifts his arms around you, still holding you as he sits upright and pulls you onto his lap, his cock still inside of you.
your head falls into the crook of his neck with a sigh, thoroughly spent. there's plenty of things you probably should be doing now, but it feels so nice to just sit and rest, feeling full and satisfied.
"i would say that was much more fun than filming for the show," jun says finally with a little giggle.
you hum, cheek still resting against his shoulder. "enough about the show. i have the real thing right here."
he grins. "so you admit you're not mad at me."
"how could i ever be mad at you, when you fuck me like that?"
"i know," he says proudly. "i just wanted to hear you say it. i'm a really good actor, aren't i?"
collecting the last of your strength, you sit back and pretend to glare at him, to which he responds with another giggle and a kiss to your nose.
"whatever," you tell him as he tucks a piece of your hair out of your face. "take me to shower and show me more of those scenes, and then i'll believe you."
but he's already standing up, keeping hold of your legs wrapped around his waist as he carries you down the hall. "oh, with pleasure."
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