#just in terms of her damage. like.

[sparky-is-spiders]

Jonmelanie would communicate near exclusively in arguing and nobody would find out that they were dating for three years.

#everybody who has to be in the same room as them takes 2d6 psychic damage per round #they’re ride or die but they also butt heads all the time so everyone thinks they hate each other even after they learn that they’re dating #s1 era or au it’d be fun bickerflirting that nobody else picks up on #s2 there’d be more bite to it in a way that made everyone uncomfortable but if anyone said anything jonmelanie would join forces to yell at #whoever was brave enough to say anything #s3 they care so much but there’s so much baggage and they’re so similar. they repel each other like identical poles of a magnet #but everything is so horrible and changing so fast that they can’t let go either #s4 and they still never let go but melanie had to anyway #they’re barely on speaking terms but it’s so obvious the love isn’t gone #i think it ends when melanie gouges out her eyes #it just can’t work after that. #but even then they never stop loving wach other. maybe they can have a Moment (TM) during the eyepocalypse #jonmelanie isn’t always my fave jonship but sometimes it tickles my fancy #jonmelanie #jonshipping #jonathan sims #jon sims #tma #the magnus archives

[softgrungeprophet]

my kaine playlist is 2 and a half hours long...

okay well actually it's more like—

there's my primary Kaine playlist which is 2 and a half hours long and kind of doubles as a partial Janine playlist (still mostly Kaine but there's bound to be some overlap, all things considered):

and maybe it has some questionable song choices

—

There's my Spider-Man (well, really it's just Peter) playlist which is also 2 and a half hours long and has perhaps what some might call "too much" Blink-182 and pop punk on it:

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There's a mixtape from Annabelle to Kaine which probably isn't done yet but is 40 minutes long:

—

There's a response from Kaine that he makes after leaving which is 44 minutes long and also probably technically not done yet:

—

There's also a playlist for the "worst year of peter's life" fic-in-progress which is 55 minutes long, probably complete, and which is sort of about Kaine but is also about Peter and in general about the entire situation that they've all been subjected to (including like, Flash's interactions with not-Peter (Ben)) and also a little bit about the past:

—

I don't have a playlist for Ben lol

#00/12 means 2000 / 2012 ftr which are partially related in terms of some of Peter's traumas in the AU #though 2012 specifically is more damaging as far as his long-term mental health goes (gee thanks professor warren) #of course it's not like it's the ONLY factor in his PTSD but it's arguably the most debilitating.... #anyway #nadia rambles #came in through the window last night #if it wouldn't be annoying and time consuming I would make youtube versions of these playlists but. that's a pain in my ass. #music #if i wanted to be truly extra I would restrict the last one to use only songs released prior to 2012 #but i don't feel like doing that #ALTHOUGH if i cut ''go ahead and cry'' ''real boy'' and ''dancing with a ghost'' it would be acceptable for 2012... #but i need the last one as a space filler to cut to ''unchained melody'' and the other two are like thematic #even if they are from 2023 #the mixtapes though—those are indeed only songs from earlier than 2015 (which is the year they are relevant to in the AU) #actually most of the songs on those are from between 1998 and 2007 LOL but i figure that works since annabelle is like... in her 20s #as far as the main big kaine and spider-man playlists i don't bother trying to restrict that by year #both because they're TECHNICALLY more than just AU playlists and also because they are more all encompassing conceptually #so like. they're not for a specific fic set in a specific year. so like sure yeah i'll slap whatever on there.

[crimescrimson]

Favourite Resident Evil Characterizations Out of All Their Games [1/?]: Short Hair Claire Redfield in Resident Evil: Revelations 2 (2015)

#crimson's gifs: resident evil #Resident Evil #RE #Resident Evil: Revelations 2 #RE: Revelations 2 #RE Revelations 2 #Resident Evil Revelations 2 #RE REV2 #Claire Redfield #Sniper Claire Redfield #So this series is gonna be for both physically favourite and depiction favourite #So in terms of outfit and such this Claire is my favourite because its the only one that actually fucking branches out from her usual style #In every single RE game or series shes in shes always in a leather jacket and pony tail with blue jeans #The only outlier is degeneration #So the short hair and the long sleeved shirt really go hard as a change and also really suit her. I love the hair and wish they kept it #In death island for her instead of copy pasting her ID look #In terms of characterisation I love a more rough around the edges depiction of her reminiscent of Code Veronica #Ive always preferred Claire when shes not forced into a protector of children role and that being her entire identity #Yes shes compassionate and thats one of her main motifs but shes also a person who made a LOT of mistakes young #Including abandoning Leon and Sherry post RE2 and not looking into Simmons before he got custody of Sherry #So seeing how her ability to talk to kids has dulled over the years and her older sense of humor really works #Code Veronica and Rev2 are the only versions of her that they don't try and make her mother teresa and I love her way more that way #I feel like in all versions of RE2 shes ruined by her post re2 decisions in the way they try and paint her in-game #I haven't watched Degen in a WHILE and in ID she's just there for 5 minutes to be pissed at Leon for making a really hard decision he had t #Idk I feel like if they introduced her in code veronica and her only 2 outings were CVX and REV2 she wouldn't take any damage from it #Theme: Characterized

[valeffelees]

only bad thing about being in a fandom where one of the characters canonically has wings is the painful lack of classic wingfic. where is my everything's the same but people have bird wings watford au where one day baz notices simon hasn't been grooming his wings bc of an injury to his ribs so he sits on his bed and makes a whole fuss about how "i'm not doing this to be nice, snow, your wings are just a travesty to look at" and then proceeds to carefully and lovingly tidy his feathers in drawn out silence while they both pretend grooming someone else's wings isn't one of the most intimate things you can do for another person. will this heartbreak never end

#i have an old wingfic that never left the zero draft stage and it was suuuper fucking plotty #simon was still the chosen one in it but not in a weird sex magic kinda way like he was just home grown like that so no humdrum #so lucy is alive and he grew up with her and the mage (and they have a dog!) (simon named her ''little simon'' lmfao) #meanwhile baz isn't a vampire but natasha still died when he was five bc ok i don't know how to explain the lore behind this #bc it has to do with a skeevy blackmarket trade involving human wings like it was kinda dark ngl #but the long and short of it is that baz and tasha are kidnapped and tasha is killed keeping baz safe but baz's wings are damaged #pretty severely and so one of them never grows to full size and it leaves him flightless #n e way simon and baz don't get on bc the mage is still the mage and the old families are still the old families #but they are roommates as usual #and half-term their eighth year pitch manor is raided by blackmarket poachers and mordelia is kidnapped and the whole grimm family is #in shambles so baz goes right to simon about it and there's this reverse of the simon-showing-up-at-baz's-door scene #where baz shows up at simon's door a complete WRECK to ask for help getting his sister back #and simon is like. why are you asking ME for help? #and baz is like. bc you're the only one i know who can #and then they fucking steal one of the mage's cars and hit the road [so good right now by fall out boy starts playing] #and then it's just kind of a normal mission fic about them finding mordelia and saving her life and baz falls out a very high window #and simon catches him etc. #i love wingfics so much #sighs wistfully #i think i need to be alone w my gdocu for while #valen and the void

[beanghostprincess]

"nami is a mean lesbian" shut up, god forbid women have personalities

#stop calling her a mean lesbian she's everything but mean #like genuinely she's the sweetest thing ever and her whole backstory is about how she isn't a bad person despite people believing so??? #like okay haha funny term for sassy and girlboss lesbians but it's actually really damaging #she just knows what she wants #not smiling once and being responsible when it comes to control your stupid ass crew doesn't make you mean #anyway lesbian nami i love you you're the sweetest #also her whole thing in the beginning is hiding her personality because she has trust issues and didn't want to get attached to the crew #how do you not get that #nami one piece #one piece #opla

[trans-axolotl]

having a lot of thoughts about eating disorders + how some of us end up developing chronic illnesses directly because of the physical effects of our eating disorders and how Cruel doctors can be about that and just trying to untangle so much shame and blame from that experience rn

#personal #vent #eating disorder tw #disability #idk. i don't quite have the words for this right now but #had another meeting with my doctor where they said yeah its your fault that you are now physically disabled for life #(literally i was chronically ill and physically disabled before i even developed an eating disorder because of CAH and comorbidities but #(they love to ignore that !) #which is like. i do not tie any morality to health and it should just be #a completely neutral statement. that my eating disorder caused other physical complications #they said i'm going to have orthostatic problems the rest of my life. #'since your gastroparesis was caused by your eating disorder that means there is no point in treating it' #which is so funny bc literally every time i see her my dietitan wants me to get a feeding tube! lmfao!!!! #i am actually doing pretty well in recovery in terms of meeting my energy needs through food. but i stopped being able to orally supplement #so my dietitan wants a tube for ARFID nutrient reasons. supplemental nutrition etc etc. and she thinks it will help gastroparesis symptoms #they also think i have osteoporosis and want to test me for that #when i had to use forearm crutches/ wheelchair because of physical ed complications doctors were SO fucking rude even though they were #the ones PRESCRIBING IT!!! like!!! you all are the ones telling me i HAVE to do this! #idk i also have a friend with permanent brain damage. from seizures in the refeeding process #and her doctors are so fucking rude to her all the time. #it makes me so mad

[kirnet]

Every single video I see abt “fixing” the companions specs makes me roll my eyes a bit. Trickster cleric isn’t meant to be a frontline class, it’s a super versatile support class. Rogues have fantastic damage output if you only make sure you know how to maneuver your characters for advantage. I think multiclassing and changing classes and stuff can be super fun and always go for what is gonna make a more fun game for you, but it’s not “fixing” it if you just don’t understand how a class is supposed to be used

#like my main party is karlach astarion and shadowheart bc karlach and astarion are lethal in terms of damage #all karlach has to do it stand there in astarion can pick off everyone around her with sneak attack #and I just keep a shield on shadowheart to bump up her ac to a ridiculous amount so she can stand there and mass heal and provide buffs and #debuffs while piff immediately misty steps to a high place and deals damage/uses her arcane ward from there #and I don’t use heavy armor bc I’m all about that rogue lifestyle but shadowheart is so equipped to help with that play style #change her into a war cleric if you just want to point and click kill go for it. but don’t insult my very good classes #ramblings

[m4ndysk4nkovich]

i always think that debbie gallagher is some niche secret character that only i and my tumblr mutuals know about, but then i realize how popular shameless is and that she is a main character, so the reality of it is that the only reason other people aren’t talking about her as passionately is because most people hate her

#the actual canon debbie is kinda secret i suppose #most people know fanon debbie #who is heartless and stupid and reckless #whereas the real debbie is damaged- yet full of love and determination #i’m honestly coming to terms with the misrepresentation of her character because she’s such an interesting complex character #if people can’t see between the lines and understand her complexity they’re really just missing out #i genuinely don’t understand how you can see a character like her and not want to overanalyze everything about her and obsess over her #but that’s just me idk i’m a literal fangirl #i am THE fangirl #i will never shut up about her #EVER #shameless #debbie gallagher

[quesocane]

When you're a famous psychologist, widely regarded as the authority on all things Love and you've just gotten mixed up in some wack-ass corporate espionage between tech corporations, one of which runs your post-apocalyptic totalitarian oligarchy where the last .2% of humanity is trying to survive, surrounded by illusions meant to distract them from the impending chaos and doom just outside the literal bubble you live in, and you have an inkling that there's also something terribly, terribly wrong INSIDE the bubble, too, with the very technology created to protect you, but you're also trying very, very hard not to think about it bc that would challenge everything you understand about the world you live in, and you really don't have time for that shit either because you have to deal with an asshole (who, I am convinced, is viciously supressing his homosexuality) playing yank-and-jank with your emotions, AND his fucking bizarre hologram dude/Galatea-proxy who seems WAY too self-aware while you're busy drowning your sorrows in fantasies about a fictional, ideal lover based on the writings of an old Harlequinn romance novel that somehow survived the fucking apocalypse (and that nobody can know about because it would ruin your reputation as an authority on love) because you still haven't really processed the end of your relationship of 2 years with a guy who clearly was a weak little fuck who wasn't worth the time he wasted, and if you could just finally come to the conclusion that there is much, much better dick in the world than fucking Nathan, you would be fine. but you haven't, so you aren't:

#dutp infinite shimmer #dutp infinite shimmer spoilers #just in case #aurora is maybe the realest mc we've gotten so far? #just in terms of her damage. like. #i know sooooo many girls who had the same kinda relationship that went NOWHERE no matter how badly they tried to make it go SOMEWHERE #because they jsuttt fucking wanted to be WANTED and yo have a partner but the guy was too immature too weak too insecure to be That #but they kep her around and wasted her time just bc they liked having a 'girl' if u kno what i mean #fucking scumbags i hate nathan i hope he gets chlamydia

[kinqarou]

Okayuoiwejf QUESTION uhm Hi Kie I love your Plush Star Fever stuff :D!! Uhm, can the plushies consume food (even if they maybe canonically probably don't need to). If so, can they taste it or do they not (due to not having like human taste buds or smth)??

HIII THANK UU !!! :33

they can consume food, but it doesn’t get processed nor does it really.. Go anywhere ? it’d just get stuck in their stuffing & start rotting after awhile like any other food n’ that’s just Gross 😵‍💫 also a huge pain in the ass to clean out !!! so generally they don’t eat, no ^_^ and yeah they can’t taste it either, so it isn’t worth the trouble (plushies lack half of their old senses; taste + smell are just Gone, and tactile sensation becomes very limited)

#psf #plushie biology is a fucking mystery and i love trying to explain it #some plushies (like cass) still Drink stuff though #in her case being tea #they still can’t taste it however it Does create less mess. it just makes them uncomfortably soggy for a while #but then it dries and—depending on the tea—leaves behind a nice smell :3c #although it also causes long-term damage to their cotton and fabric if not washed properly #asks

[after-the-end-times]

So before I went on my study abroad program, the school gave us a pamphlet that warned us that while traveling we would experience a "W" of feelings.

When we first got there it'd be so exciting that we'd initially be at the top of the beginning of the W The longer we were gone from home and the more culture shock we experienced, those feelings would dip into homesickness and missing people: the first bottom of the W But after that, our emotions would level out again back up to where we miss home a little less and appreciate where we are (and then we experience it all over again when we come home: the second dip in the W)

I feel like, for Ted, we started s3 at the bottom of the first dip, but then saw him go back up the other side throughout the season.

Which is why when people say that he started off sad and questioning so of course he had to go back, that just doesn't make sense to me.

'Cause of course his excitement levels for being in a new place dipped and his homesickness increased, that literally happens to everyone when they travel long term

And yeah, if Henry and Michelle had moved to England, they'd experience that first U, but it'd probably be easier for them than Ted, considering how often they'd visited and the community they already had waiting for them

#I just honestly don't understand people who act like them moving to england would cause some sort of long term psychological damage in Henry #kids traveling or moving and growing up in another culture isn't child abuse #it's actually showing them that there's a whole world out there that is so completely different from a small town in a flyover state #that it could only help henry to become a more open and understanding person as he grows up #ted lasso #ted lasso spoilers #we deserved to see ted and michelle discussing options and some of their pro/con list #IF ted even told michelle about rebecca's offer to move and fund her

[minglana]

cooooolcoolcoolcoolcoolcoolcool. i went to my friend to ask why she didnt invite me and she said multiple things that just. made it worse :)

#to start off: '[x person] just ironed my hair! :D' this person 'entered' the friend group like 2 months ago MAX and they already treat her #like shes been in the group forever. writing all this out im starting to think this is completely a me problem. for like. speaking my mind #to the ppl i trust (this girl and another guy) abt certain ppl in the group that. well. that i dont like very much. #BUT theyve supported my (and my other friend's) opinion. so they cant be far off. bc theyve also complained abt others #anyways she also said that i 'wouldnt have felt comfortable w the ppl there' (i am on speaking terms w everyone there. some i speak to more #than others). she also said that the supper theyre doing today is 'for the ppl i actually care about' ????????? #obviously she realized what she said and like tried to correct herself but. anyways the damage is done idek why i tried talking to her #as much as shes my friend shes a child stuck in the body of a 20 yr old and shes so immature and doesnt know how to handle situations #like this (and other more 'grownup' situations) at all. idk why i even thought talking to her would make it better #bc now im feeling even more alone in the dorms. bc shes leaving on friday and the other guy in the group that i talk(ed) to is like. #discovering love again or whatever. hes completely left everyone to the side when the new girl (mentioned above) entered the friend group #z xarre

[designernishiki]

sometimes i kinda wish mirei wasn't killed off because boy the divorced exes dynamic with majima could've been so god damn funny

#everyones seen my 'if you see my ex-husband at pride' post. thinking about that sort of thing #like yeah i know y5 said they werent exactly on bad terms (though i think that was vague and debatable considering the way she #recounts her backstory with haruka not really painting him in a great light- for understandable reasons mostly dont get me wrong- but my #point is . i think there may have been more passive aggressive animosity lingering in there than what was presented in the romanticized #retelling of the story later on in the game basically). but come on. you cant tell me they'd get along just fine if she were to have lived. #say what you will about her and her intentions and etc but regardless she DID tear kiryu's family apart and guilt trip the SHIT out of him #to do so. knowing majima. and knowing how majima feels about kiryu. do you think he'd be like. cool with that #like if/when he heard the whole story i do Not think mirei's Heartwarming Vicarious Dreams would be enough to excuse the damage she did #and its such a wild coincidence itd be hard not to think- at least just a tinnnyyy bit- that she somehow found majima's weakpoint #(kiryu) and attacked it on purpose out of spite or something. #yeah all that and i think their relationship mustve been inevitably Very toxic and fucked up considering. everything about both of them #especially at that point in time. plus the very weird and not great gap in maturity (18-19 vs 27-28) and all that. no way that ended just #totally chill and amicable. no fucking way. she had fair reason to harbor resentment towards him and i wouldve liked to see that honestly #anyway so i mean you see what im getting at. perfect setup for the most toxic but kind of hilarious divorced dynamic Ever #if she were to ever come anywhere near kiryu again majima would be there in 0.2 seconds to sheild him from impending psychological warfare #rambling #majima #mirei #y5 #yakuza 5 spoilers

[hella1975]

listening to call your mom rn (god it feels wrong spelling it like that)

gripping u by the shoulders. this song is everything to me.

#OKAY STORYTIME THAT NO ONE ASKED FOR: #do u guys remember that girl that was basically my bi-awakening and we had the very stereotypical #intense homoerotic friendship that traumatised the both of us? yeah her #well basically i still have a lot of love for her and we're still friends like she's in my hometown friend group so when i talk about them #i still mean her and out of our entire group she's the ONLY one who didn't go to uni and me and my other friend spoke recently #about how unhappy we know she is bc she got abandoned by us in this awful hometown and we dont think she loves her boyfriend #so much as she stays with him bc she literally has no one else until we come home her life is literally just waiting for us between terms #and i worry about her all the time and one thing that happened a while back was she did drugs w this one guy by the river #and she completely whitied like it was just weed but she was 17 and had never done it before and turns out she's like me #where edibles just do NOT agree with her on a good day let alone when she took as much as she did and she was with a random boy #by the fucking WIER (basically a big dangerous waterfall) and we were all at our mate's house that was a 40 min walk away #and she RANG ME. i was the one she rang. that still sticks with me. and omg it was so scary bc she was so out of it on the phone #and all i managed to get from her was that Something Was Wrong (didnt know what) and that we needed to pick her up #so we did. we got on bikes and fucking RACED to this girl and we picked her up and in the end she asked for her mum #and i was the one to take her to her mum and knock on the door and stand there with her daughter's arm around my shoulder #barely conscious her sick on my shoes and explain what happened. like WHAT #& yeah basically i still have so much love for that girl and i know she struggles with shit hence why that even happened in the first place #and it's like. im still here. i still love you. i'll call your mum. i'll come and get you. just ring me and i'll pick up. stay on the line. #so yeah this song did unimaginable damage the first time i heard it. literally gives me chills and transports me to my 17 year old self #we were young and didnt know what we were doing and the town was suffocating us #AND WE WERE BOTH DROWNING AND DIDNT KNOW HOW TO SAVE EACH OTHER BUT THERE WAS AN UNDERSTANDING THAT WE WERE DROWNING TOGETHER #ask #noah kahan

[thewiglesswonder]

I am so glad @monkeymindscream asked what Supervillain!Mac would look like. Say hello to Mayday, everyone!

#among other things she likes to hijack radio stations and use the airtime to talk about the autobot's misdeeds of the great war #I listened to a LOT of Metallica while drawing this #her speakers are probably allspark-enhanced #and do glass-shattering sonic damage #in terms of how this actually came about I’m figuring she just went #‘’you know what they’re autobots they’re beyond reason’’ #‘’let me do what I can to fight them’’ #there’s a massive design of the Decepticon insignia on the back of the jacket #I also designed a more tech-y version but I liked this one better #my art #tf #tfa #transformers #transformers animated #maccadam #mackenzie adam

[perenlop]

non issue but i'm always going back and forth between whether or not cana had a crush on atlas early on cause like. at first i was like "ok people might assume he and atlas have a brotherly relationship because atlas views another kid who lived in that house (quinn) as a sister" but i've since changed it so that its explicitly not familial, they weren't raised as or considered brothers, and atlas has a complicated relationship with quinn because he raised her. but then i was like "i don't have a ton of male and therefore mlm characters so what if there's like a toxic implication with one of them being an antagonistic guy who is bitter and angry that atlas left and tries to ruin his life" but atlas himself is gay and gets into a positive relationship with another man which is a huge part of the story, bigger than cana, so its not like the thesis there is "gay men are possessive and toxic".

but like... i feel like cana makes sense if you view him as having a complicated relationship with atlas where he simultanously resents and admires him and can't communicate that because of their horrific upbringing, and as a result he destroys his relationship with him and when he's forced into his rock bottom he has to confront why he acted that way and make strides to become a better person, and maybe eventually he does find a healthier relationship

so i guess im leaving that up to interpretation. like its not inherently canon but you can view it that way if you want and i won't stop you.

#cana's complicated cause the message with him that i want to do is like. hes HORRIBLE to the protagonists. but hes also a victim #and he also deserves the chance to get better. i have a special episode planned for him where its after the mega evolution arc #and hes at rock bottom hes at the lowest hes ever been. and even though he's done despicable things... he didnt deserve what pyre did to hi #and a lot of what he did was because of the upbringing she gave him and so the episode is about him coming to terms with that #and becoming a better person. but he'll never have a good relationship with atlas or quinn ever again #the damage he did will affect quinn for the rest of her life and hes not a good person to have in her life even when he does change #and... thats the consequence of his own actions even if they were fueled by grief and anger. hes gotta live with that. #they all do... idk theyre just better off not being in each other's lives anymore cause ultimately its not good for any of them #echoed voice