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swedenis-h · 1 year

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Spirk doodles!

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hanase · 7 months

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I am obsessed with Atem right now. It's been going on for a few months. There's a story here but I can't write for shit. I'll upload a lot more soon!

#pharaoh atem #atem #yugioh #I've always loved youuu #destroy me my king #we are in for some fucked up ride my boooooi #Finally #eyes I can get behind after 20 years trying #I tried forever to do some semirealistic eyes and I was never satisfied so fuck them we keep them stylized #I am still bad at his hair but I like the crazy approach tbh #not his bangs tho those are easy #also what a fucking boss you are #a beautiful god yesplz #fair warning #I am going to post triggering stuff with him involved soon #I'll tag properly!

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miguxadraws · 19 days

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did this just so i dont sleep without drawing anything today

demon and nun au by @spitinsideme

#it's not pomni if she's not frowning #thought it would be funny to draw them doing the same dumb pomni frown thing #they probably share more in common than nun pomni would like to admit #two losers honestly #they share their lack of basic skills like cooking or idk looking like a normal okay creature #behind those loser eyes you just know that something is going on #something FREAKY #they're both freaks when no one is looking is what i mean #my art #tadc au #tadc art #tadc #the amazing digital circus #tadc fanart #tadc pomni #pomni #pomni tadc #pomni fanart

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greeneyed-thestral · 1 year

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#reblog if you believe balin K N E W #he looks at him like 'bilbo you don't need to tell me anything ok..? i may be old but these eyes still work quite well'#'and he felt the same about you dear lad'#bilbo can't even verbalize his feelings and thoughts -- he can just nod in silence and hide his grief behind a smile #i don't know if you've ever found yourself in a situation in which you want to confess everything but something inside you stops you #it's like you're on a cliff and you can foresee how everything is going to change if you do so your body and brain pull you back #it's a fine line between wanting to get caught and still being scared of not being able to take those words back once said #this is exactly what it looks and feels like -- and bilbo realises sometimes you don't have to say anything 'cause everyone knows #the hobbit #hobbit #bilbo #bilbo baggins #thorin #thorin oakenshield #bilbo/thorin #thorin/bilbo #bilbo x thorin #thorin x bilbo #bagginshield #martin freeman #richard armitage #the battle of the five armies #battle of the five armies #botfa

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sea-jello · 1 year

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i still think it’s really funny that garmadon was the responsible sibling at one point

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unproduciblesmackdown · 4 months

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also was revisiting a little bmc bway interview ft. william last night & him saying his favorite part of the show was probably doing the agtikbi reprise scene on the couch at the party & mentioning the Nonverbal aspect of jeremy & christine's interacting / communicating there & a way of exploring/depicting Love & Affection in a way you don't always see everywhere and like aaaarghhhhh so true good lord that specific scene. and Again the bway obcr version Existing and being like that, it's just like. winded exhale yeah obsessed 5ever thank you all

#sooo true so true....#bmc #love putting it right in like the eye of the storm #both of them basically just having had these breakups & with jeremy that means mitb scene And [all of that A Time he had prior]#also now reflecting on how you know obviously he was Not ready to hear it w/michael & ofc he was affected by what all Just happened #but it's also like probably the worst time to be very pushy even with the best intentions & thinking it's Urgent & right abt all that lmao #but jeremy's Just had like whoops autonomy revoked ten ways to sunday from two different squip figures like #even [being correct! having jeremy's wellbeing in mind!] behind trying to yank him into some outcome; he's gonna be like Not Again #& ofc the sunk cost re: his squip & he has not had time to catch his breath like literally; not in a place to Confront Shit #if even his missed bestie is; from his perspective here; not at all comforting & not giving him what he feels is a real option....#& anyways ofc we can sympathize / understand them both b/c that's what the show is giving at all moments re all characters #all this to say like jeremy & christine like having such a time being very at sea very uncomfortable but then having This moment #and the refreshment & relief finally of having this successful genuine connection & relative security being with this person rn #love & affection for sure....just say what's on your mind....lord first of all that they improvise those Noises every night. i'm gonna cry #second of all imagining not knowing how that scene goes & the pause & jeremy like [augh] & then christine just Yes Anding. aaaugh #head in hands haven't even relistened for a moment despite all this reflection. the downtempo quiet reprise waaah #it's Pretty killer to sit & chat with you....it's pretty killer for me too....sooo true Not getting this everywhere always & Waaugh ;;m;;#and wasn't even thinking of it as a joke like [and talking about devote specific focus on the Nonverbal aspect of such a scene: im putting #my hands on the shoulders of that & keep drawing a deep breath to start talking abt it but instead going Whew & making Expressions]#i.e. the significance of my nonverbal response as per conveying emotions & thoughts lmao. and just....You Know

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swervestrickland · 1 year

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every fucking thursday i have to re-rant my thoughts about punk and the elite to my goddamn boss and i am so tired

#i can’t keep re-explaining that rumors and facts are not the same thing oh my god #the only fact i observed with my own eyes was punk going apeshit at a scrum and giving hangman a receipt on the night kenny came back #those were the ONLY THINGS that you can PROVE bc they HAPPENED on LIVE FEED #i cannot prove that the bucks are leaking shit to meltzer and i cant prove that jericho is a fucking stooge #all i know is punk made himself look like a fucking child #im fucking SORRY but THAT’S THE END OF IT #if i cannot prove that the elite are gossiping behind punk’s back then i cant prove what he did was fair #fucking sorry but i cannot take his side on that #and if he didnt want to work the mox match injured then HE SHOULDVE SAID NO #he shouldve put his fucking foot down. but not too hard. or else he’d injure it again #that was a bad joke but STILL . buddy. im begging you.#i dont want to keep having this conversation with my boss im so tired of him spouting the same old shit to me that he cant prove

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mickgaydolenz · 1 year

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the world loves me so much and said here asia we would like you to have your cluster cycle start on new years eve this time :) . also to anyone out there that suffers with cluster headaches, i fucking see you dude and it fucking sucks and i’m so sorry

#i also love having one of this chronic pain issues. that is very hard to be diagnosed because it is cyclical #*those #and mine is especially small given i tend to have 1-2 cycles a year predominantly falling around late august- january #when i brought it up to my doctor she essentially was like hmm that’s hard to deal with so no point getting any diagnosis 🤷‍♀️#so thanks girl. but mine are very typical cluster. always on the right side of my face. the violent stabbing pain behind my eye #i also have the nice after cluster hangover headache tenderness that just fucking knocks me clean off my feet #rocking and counting tend to be my go to distractions. not that they do anything. but when it’s really bad i unfortunately tend to hit #myself for some fucking relief :s #oh also i get the classic wake up from a dead sleep clusters. and mine are reliably every two fucking hours :)#and usually i get anywhere from 1-8 a day during my cycle period. although 4-5 is pretty average for me #my last cycle was hell. my clusters were lasting upwards of an hour. that is really what i’m hoping to avoid this time around….#sorry i just really needed to rant about this it fucking sucks. they don’t call them suicide headaches for nothing #cluster headaches

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ozymoron · 9 months

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literally why am i a perfectionist i actually really dont give a shit

#⚠️#personal #''this drawing sucks everyones going to notice the eye isnt in the exact right spot'' both you and i know we dont fucking care #vent #rant #genuinely cant put into words how much this shit frustrates me #like everytime i draw i just have this stupid little critic in the back of my mind thats like ''this looks like shit you should just quit''#and it drives me crazy #like genuinely shut up #i think all those years on art youtube has just ruined my motivation #like all those art roast videos all those ''DONT DO THIS YOU ARE KILLING YOUR ART'' videos #i think i should just go frolic in a field i think that would fix me #like some of the guys making these kinds of videos are professional artists which just makes it worse for me #cause like i wanna be a professional someday and like having that fear in my mind that they might all look at my art and tear it to shreds #for not being perfect or something just feels so demotivating #like ik its irrational like 100% they would not do that but idk im tired of how harsh art spaces online are #maybe its just the spaces ive been in but from the ones ive been in theyre just so harsh and for what #i genuinely dont get the motivation behind it #what is saying ''dont do this its killing your art'' or ''roasting'' other peoples art doing for anyone #who is that helping #god i have to be up at 9 and its nearly 3 am but like god i need to rant about this just to get it out of my system #ik the whole ''DO NOT DO THIS'' thing probably gets you a lot more views than being like ''how to draw facial expressions'' or whatever #but like still who is that helping #idk maybe its all my years of being told not to do things without a reason why that makes me feel this way but it bothers me #i just worry for younger artists who are growing up on art youtube or are on art tiktok #idk if any of this made sense i cant be bothered reading back through it but i just have a lot of built up frustration towards the more i #guess ''mainstream'' (idk if thats the right word) parts of the art community #honestly idk why im so worried about professional artists who title their videos like ''DONT FUCKING DO THIS OR YOU WILL DIE''#judging my art #i hit the tag limit yippee. if i have more that i think to say ill just add them in a reblog

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thesillyvivi · 4 months

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havent been able to make something w effort in a wjile which kinda upsegs me because i have sooooo many ideas but fot some god awful reason i cant actually draw them like ill open a new canvas thinking im ready and completely prepared and next tjing you know ive hit the undo button 87 times and qbout to go insane rrrrrrrrrr

#whats even worse 8s that i cant for the life of me bring myself to 3ven attempt those “how to get motivation to draw” tip things or whayever #like ill look at them #and conwider it #but then go nahhh i dont need it im better than that #(not shaming anyone who uses that stuff)#and then ive spend a total of two hours staring blankly at my pho e with not a single though #behind my eyes #and then ill. try tradtional and the same thing happens #exveot now ive run through 14 sheets of paper and am once again going insane #man this sucks #I WANNACREATE@!!!!!!#I WANNA MAKE TJINGS RRRRRRR #FORGOT TO MENTION THATM FOR SSOME REASON #i keep absolitely BUTCHERING my style everytime i draw #its like i dont even have an actual style and it makes me sooo mad #okok done w this now #thesillyvivi.txt

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benetnvsch · 11 months

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ooooo sticking them in my mouth and shaking em around like a dog toy raaaaaaahh

#they are......not wearing the normal colors #which good for them for expanding their wardrobes this is just so funky to me as someone #who very much notices their colors #Dazai always is light blue and kunikida is light green in collab/promo stuff and here they're red and blue which is neat #but also had me going wait-#TBF the like- checkered pattern behind them still has those colors thats cool #KJHKFJHKF #I am a color girlie #once I was helping solve this one scavenger hunt/arg thing (guess what series it was for FKLJHFKJ ccs </3) and uhh #one of the hints involved comparing color hexes that were like 3 numbers away from each other and I was able to see the difference with my #bare eyes :flex:#the one who made the hunt said I had mantis shrimp vision bc they do be seeing all the colors and I cried /pos #FKJHFKJFH #that aside look at em #the skrunklies #love seeing characters in different clothes than their normal outfits its so silly for me

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outer-edges · 9 months

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there's that tiktok of that stupid man going around like 'oh, what if everyone is fake and i'm the only real person', and i know that everyone is dunking on him for being fucking stupid by posing that question, and that whole thing really is a completely different philosophical can of worms that needs to be unpacked. but like.

idk. sometimes, i legitimately think the opposite. like, no, i am the fake person. everyone else here is real. everyone else has rich inner lives and they're vibrant and they have friends and family and empathy and passion and interests and all that shit i yearn for (and have gotten really good at feigning) but don't actually have.

i just have like...like this stark anhedonia.

i'm the fake person. i'm completely empty. everyone else is real. i'm kind of just here.

and i truly do mean this in like the most neutral way possible. this is something i've more or less made my peace with. but sometimes i wish it wasn't something i had to make peace with, ya know? sometimes i wish i wasn't fundamentally separated from people and could just like connect. sometimes i wish i wasn't so empty. ya know?

#...YA KNOW?#bringing irl catchphrase onto this website now yep #i don't get like this on here really #but like screaming into the notion-page-void i've created gets old after a while #so i'm going to scream into this differently shaped tumblr-void which might make me feel a little better #even if it's to the same effect as the empty notion page #mattie gets personal #idk. new tag i guess?#i don't forsee this happening often i am too cringed out by myself to allow myself to dwell for too long #just deeply embarrassed that i have irrational feelings #bc my life is fine #objectively and truly #so rlly aint any reason for all this #none of this makes sense but wtever #what are those lines from sylvia that make me sob?#'i'm hollow'#'there's nothing behind my eyes'#'i'm a negative of a person'#'it's as if i've never thought anything wrote anything or felt anything'#yeah.#....yeah.......

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chamaleonsoul · 1 year

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at least the bisexual recklessness is getting worse🙏🏻 #blessed

#had two fun encounters today #went shopping with one of my bffs and this guy at abercrombie&fetch complimented my bmth tshirt. to which i said thanks and then-#-said out loud to my bff: was that a marriage proposal? cos it felt like it. i threw a few glances at him before leaving #(very cute and tanned and dark blonde). he could very well be the love of my life #i told julia: should i go back and ask his phone number. (she said i was being silly bc ofc i was but what if)#and then this girl in a fitting room started chatting w/me while we waited for her friend (they were clearly on a date) and Julia #at some point she (i can't remember their names) said he intended to kiss her and he said he in fact wanted to #and i was like: yeah completely understandable i would try too. and he just fistbumped me from behind the curtain jshd #(she thought i was talking of kissing him and started promoting him like a tinder profile lmao)#also they kinda looked like those 'siblings or dating?' typa couple💀💀 which is v funny #but they were both very handsome (brown/auburn ish hair. sorta pale. pretty eyes)#which again; could very well be the lomls #u never know #random talking

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ryeonah · 1 year

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tag dump

#✖plotted starter║with a candle through time i could still see your ghost but i can't close my eyes for it is there where you haunt me most #✖mobile post║& i sat in regret of all the things i've done for all that i've blessed & all that i've wronged #✖psa║a reaper's guarantee of responsibility #✖music║again this evening ancient rain is singing the same ancient song #✖saved║those painful memories are what help us make it to tomorrow & become stronger #✖wishlist║you don't have to be a ghost here amongst the living #✖open starter║how can i blame the cherry blossoms for rejecting this floating world & drifting away as the wind calls them?#✖dash games║i liked the bittersweet taste of danger touching my lips #✖dash commentary║so how do i apologize & put the tears back in your eyes?#✖meta║the glass of my intentions turns to sand & shatters in my hand #✖character study║the last person I have to save is me & in the end we are the only ones who can save ourselves #✖headcanon║death & i have been scandalously intimate for some time now #✖hae dae-soo║there’s a black bird perched outside my window he burns me with his eyes of gold to embers he sees all my sins he reads my sou #✖gop-dan║others may forget you but i am haunted by your beautiful ghost #✖the jade emperor║there was something beautiful & tragic in the way that she waged war #✖lim ryung-gu║i know the pain that you hide behind the smile on your face #✖park joong-gil║solace lies in the ritual of remembering the dead & yet he cannot find solace in his rotted ribcage made of anger & grief #✖choi joon-woong║does it make me unique to hold hands with the grim reaper rather than go to the angel?#✖koo ryeon║how many nights does it take to count the stars? that's the time it would take to fix my heart

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sanstropfremir · 2 years

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as newjeans wraps up promotions, i would rly love to hear ur thoughts on their debut! im kind of iffy on some of the styling and songs bc of the members ages but i think that overall they were rly successful at establishing a distinct identity for themselves within the industry

broadly i agree! the totality of the marketing/graphic design/styling/production design are all very aesthetically uniform and by going for the more clunky end of the y2k spectrum (for the graphic design at least), it really visually set their promo apart, which does give you an edge in the current industry. personally their run up to debut was more successful than their actual debut, if that makes sense. the elements i liked the most were the website and the hype boy introduction mvs, but i find their music to be earwormy in a mildly annoying way and their concept is just not for me (like literally, it's marketed at teens and i'm a decade older than all of them), so the actual debut didn't make as much of an impact on me. i was initially a bit skeptical of their totally blind debut strategy it absolutely payed out with the hype boy mvs, which are such a good use of multiple narratives and also using the functions of the platform they are on. i'm pretty sure they're all public access now, but right when they dropped, only one of them was publically listed, so you HAD use the title cards at the end to direct you to the other three mvs, which were all unlisted. i've never seen a kpop company do that before, that's some straight arg level shit, which i am a BIG fan of.

i too am iffy about some things because of the members' ages (i like the choreo in abstract but not for 15yros, the styling the same, and what the fuck is up with cookie, jesus christ), but overall it was a pretty solid debut that established them an identity right away. i'll be interested to see how they follow it up with the first cb.

#newjeans w #kpop questions #like i've said before #i'm not against child performers or media for teens or teens in teen media. but in this particular industry?#that's known for being exploitative and for having endemic predatory fans?#i'm not totally sure those are compatible at the moment #not a choice i would have made #i'm still hopeful that they do have protection behind the scenes but that's not always enough #answers #text #i dont really have a read on any of them as performers bc theyre all so young and not really there yet imo #so it will be interesting to see how they negotiate having a strong visual identity that isn't truly supported by the members #bc that's kind of the opposite of how most other groups go about establishing a group identity #how the cbs are handled will tell me more about that #but i'm very curious to how it plays out #it reminds me a bit of what nmixx is doing actually. so i guess there's two groups to keep an eye on about that

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noxtivagus · 1 year

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head in hands thinking of hermes n ebenholz

#🌙.rambles #rereading question of life again a bunch today n. hermes.. searching for the answer to change in other stars.#my bro. my dear. beloved. i daresay the answer's been w you all along.. in a way #I FEEL. SO MUCH FOR HERMES. BCS HE FELT SO LONELY N DIFFERENT IN THE IMPERFECT SOCIETY OF ETHEIRYS #but bro if you're an aberration then fuck it i'll. be one too yk? you won't be alone #i haven't finished lingering echoes yet on yt or wtvr but #that freedom he rlly yearned for.. that touches me so much. i can't even begin to explain it oh my god #out of all my favs in ffxiv i probably talk abt hermes the most. in terms of his chara he's probably my fav #but alphi n emet-selch r equally as special as well i rlly don't have a fav in ffxiv 😭#in arknights. i rlly don't know much yet but with chara design there's mostima n lappland that definitely caught my eye the most #but. even w those two n others as well. ebenholz i think was the chara that i knew wld be my fav #n then help my mind has two definite like. IDK HOW TO SAY IT BUT i'm rlly thinking of both hermes n ebenholz at the same time #n. one of my ocs too. who srs just. helpp i project sm unto him he's probably like my no. 1 ideal type #ständchen & dead butterflies & no plan r the three songs i'll obsess over today it seems >.>#dead butterflies w the context n the. word choice the imagery the emotion in it :^) so special. so meaningful.#to me it. it's like a persisting emptiness. a sorrow that doesn't ever quite go away. fitting w the context of yk yeah i think #no plan! hozier! THE LYRICS R SO PERFECT MY MAN ILY #i rlly relate w the meaning behind the lyrics of the song <3 #n then ständchen T_T EBENHOLZ.. N THEN. YK THE MELODY FROM SCHUBERT #i love music so so much. n everything about music. the meaning behind it n what it means to me as well n. yeah. YEAH #wait. i'm still obsessed w doomsday :^) sobs n talk from hozier too.. n. running in the dark. yeah #doomsday.. dealing w loss. inevitability of mortality. talk w the flowery insincerity oh my god. n then.#running in the dark i can't even rlly say bcs the song is just. rlly means a lot to me personally T_T it's so comforting #once i learn more of arknights! i will certainly write what i think of it in a different light someday #i think. i can rlly emphatize w these song themselves. the meaning behind them n the context n #i'm also very aware of what it personally means to me n #that small certainty in smth that's rlly just so vastly uncertain brings me some ounce of comfort.#curiosity of the unknown gives me comfort too. i've never rlly been one to hide or run away from what i fear bcs i still find it interestin #i just. rlly love sm things in life. i'm rlly glad i can still hold unto this part of me despite the painful things as well #but i'm one that. i. have to appreciate life wholly. it gets overwhelming tho but i still strive to just be myself n what that means to me.

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