HERE IS,FINALY- MY NEWEST AU: "TRAPPED"āļøāļø
its kinda hard explain what exactly is about so i will be kinda vague yet straight:
if you wanna get surprised by future content plz don't read it!
Someone found an tape of the old cartoon smiling critters,and as an 80s fanatic he bring it home so he can watch it this single episode but... something is wrong,its an marathom of episodes that they never saw before and the characters are acting weird like something very wrong is going how and someone is...missing.
Being straight up: Catnap pulled out an Monika.
Yes,its setted in the cartoon universe and somehow catnap knows about the fact that they are in an cartoon, and he knowing this fact,that gives him certain...powers over THIS tape in specific.
He is stuck into an single episode loop forever,so he will find a way to make new advetures to keep the universe of this tape in specific keep going and keep his mind sane without caring about...uhh keep the OTHER critters's mind sane in result...
Yea...They will NOT be okay...
thats its...for now,i want to be vague since i want to dig more into this au in the future( maybe in comic styleš) and keep certain things as an surprise so here go some out context memes about trapped bc i cannot keep myself serious for too long.
soon i will post more about this AU now that will finaly presented the concept to you guys,if you guys have any questions leave in this post okay?
See you next episode...if you ever remember of meš
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This isn't a request or anything just some thought sharing but I-
I'm kinda obsessed with the thought of Sole going to the glowing sea all alone. They couldn't possibly ask anyone else to come there with them, not when they know the risks. So they go alone. One night they and their companion go to sleep only for the companion to wake up alone with a note (or a holotape) next to them explaining where Sole had went, what they planned to do.
Sole knows it's near suicide to go there, alone or not, they won't let anyone but themselves to take that risk
The synths and robots aren't immune to deathclaws, the rest are at risk of radiation poisoning and deathclaws, and frankly they don't want to risk Hancock going feral just because they dragged him in there, so they go alone
Maybe the companions go after them only for them to get to the edge of the sea just as Sole is coming back
DONT MAKE MY CRY. šš
No, I absolutely agree with this idea. Iāll add that sole knows they have been exposed to the least amount of radiation. They have the best chance of walking out alive.
Now, the question is, does sole wear power armor? Iām gonna go with they doā¦cause itās suicide in game if you donāt, lol.
Anywaysā¦(idc if itās not a request youāre getting your damn reaction lol)
Not including cods or strong or any of those guys bc this is more of a romance prompt sooo.
X6 also isnt included because he wouldnāt have met sole yetā¦soā¦
ā¢ Cait
Waking upā¦feeling that emptiness beside her that she was so used toā¦soleās absence didnāt even alert her at first. She was so used to being alone.
Now, frantically, she searched around their shred room in sanctuary, before finding a holotape hidden between some detective cases on soleās personal desk.
When she heardā¦in soleās own voice say not to follow themā¦and that they love herā¦her breathing became shallow and fast.
Screw what sole says, they arenāt leaving her behind.
(Basically running like the flint Lockwood meme) she makes it to the edge of the Glowing Sea. She forgot most of her gear and was basically just clutching a few bags of radaway
Looking beyond the mess of fog and broken trees, she sees a massive formā¦
ā¦more specifically the shape of power armor.
āSole! You bastard!ā
Sheās crying as sole steps out of the power armorā¦collapsing onto the groundā¦coughing up blood and gasping for air.
She gladly tosses Sole all of her Radawayā¦basically pouring it down their throat.
When sole wakes upā¦against a tree nearby..Cait is punching their armā¦asking them whyā¦why they would leave aloneā¦that there could have been another way.
Sole knows the truth though, it had to be them.
ā¢ Curie
In her new bodyā¦she was so used to sleeping next to soleā¦feeling their warmthā¦now gone suddenly.
She jolts awake, quickly feeling herself go coldā¦even colder when she saw the private note written to her.
She figured as much, she calculated it. They were goneā¦most likely out thereā¦suffering or evenā¦dead.
Quickly, she gathered a supply of stimpacks and radaway from their shared home and took off towards the Glowing Sea.
ā¦seeing themā¦at the edge of the seaā¦collapsed next to a suit of power armorā¦she thought it might have been too late.
She wasnāt strong enough to draw them away by herself so she utilized the power armor
Once out of the danger zone, she began stimming them and inserting the Radaway into their veins.
Hearing them cough and moan in pain nearly broke her heart. She payed on top of them in exhaustion, having rested for the first time since she set out for them.
Sole will drag their arm over her formā¦thinking about all the pain they just put her through and having to remember that there was no other way.
ā¦the only other way wouldāve meant losing her.
And they just couldnāt risk that.
ā¢ Danse
Danse is a military man. Waking up alone had never bothered him before.
He didnāt wake up immediately. When he did awake, he didnāt even put together that sole had went to the Glowing Sea
But that damn holotapeā¦
He wasnāt sadā¦he was angryā¦he couldāve grabbed a suit and followed him
Heās a damn synth he should be able to handle more radiation. He shouldā¦heā¦
āSHITā
Danse grabs a supply bag for himself and for sole before leaving their homestead.
The trek was longā¦but Danse prayed it wouldnāt be too long.
Reaching the edge of the glowing seaā¦he saw them. Their damn near lifeless form nearby a suit of tattered power armor
A deathclaw had gotten to it
āGod noā¦no no noā¦soleā¦ā
He easily carried them out of the irradiated area and into an abandoned homeā¦laying them on a bed full of dried blood.
He felt them breathing and instantly got hit with adrenalineā¦he quickly gave them Stimpacks and Radaway. Then, he just sat nearby in silence and prayed silently to whatever deity would listen.
When they awoke..heād be right thereā¦his eyelids heavy but soles safety was much more important.
Heād never watch them dieā¦neverā¦not like thisā¦
ā¦he knew it would always be him first.
ā¢ Deacon
Being alone for so longā¦he wondered why he woke up so fastā¦noticing the warmth next to him gone.
āChrist, noā
He already knew though. He already knewā¦even without the handwritten note next to his pillowā¦
He couldnāt even bring himself to read it. He was soā¦upset? He basically threw it away.
He didnāt even try to make sense of his emotions as he gathered a heap of railroad supplies to track them down with.
His mind was racing with thoughts he couldnāt make sense of the whole tripā¦they couldnāt just leave him like thisā¦even if it WAS because they cared.
Coming to the edge of the seaā¦he spotted them.
They were covered in bloodā¦power armor long abandoned.
He wasnāt a hugger, but literally forced them into his armsā¦not even caring about how heavily irradiated they were.
Pulling them against him and out of the Glowing Sea, he applied what he brought with himā¦bringing them out of their pain and suffering.
āDonāt ever do that againā¦Iā¦Dezā¦someone could have helped youā¦donāt leave me behind here.ā
Sole had to go thoughā¦they knew they had the best chanceā¦and they could risk loosing the only man in this whole damn wasteland with hope.
The only manā¦who they loved.
ā¢ Gage
āShitā¦ā
He already knew when he woke up.
He knew sole was a damn hard head and this just proved itā¦
āLeaving alone to protect some damn raider?ā He said aloud as he read soleās note to him.
He was pissed that sole would not take him with themā¦he could have protected themā¦
Itās not even worth it to go out there aloneā¦there has to be another wayā¦there just had to beā¦
Heād gather up a few supplies before storming offā¦prepared to give sole a earful
Howeverā¦when he found themā¦laying in the dirt face downā¦his expression shifted.
āShitā¦hey, boss?ā
Heād soon try to focus on their faint breathing before hurriedly giving them Stimpacks and Radaway to ease their pain.
He then prop them up and take them in a tight grip
āSole, you idiotā¦let me go with youā¦Iām just a raiderā¦Iām expendableā¦your notā
Sole would shush him before trying to convince him that it had to be themā¦
But sole knew Gage would never believe themā¦because sole knew that gage really caredā¦
ā¦maybe he was the only one that did.
ā¢ Hancock
Hancockās late-night jet trip kept him asleep well after sole left.
Waking up, he didnāt register the fact they had gone. When it did though..he felt more hurt than when he started becoming a ghoul.
The holotape only made things worse.
Gathering up what little supplies they kept within their home, he took as much as he could carry and began the not-too-far hike to the Glowing Sea.
They were collapsed against a treeā¦breathing shallow enough they could have been mistaken as dead.
Luckily they were already out of the high amounts of radiation.
He gave them much needed care, as much as a man like him could figure out how to do without needing an actual doctor.
āDonāt you dare do that to me again, sunshine. Now Iāve gotta haul your ass to a doctorā
Truthfully, he understood why they left without himā¦he could go feral.
But that doesnāt mean they should have gone alone.
Sole had never been happier to see him, but they felt that familiar pang of guilt. They knew they had to be the oneā¦so whyā¦why did seeing hancockās expression hurt them so much?
After a while of Hancock just holding them close, he looked up at them:
āYour the only damn thing I care aboutā¦donāt go taking off on me nowā
There was that smileā¦that damned smile
And soon, all their pain felt small again.
ā¢ Maccready
Maccready was a very, very light sleeper. Duncan being young and his past trauma made sure of that.
Itās a wonder he didnāt catch sole climbing out of bed before they leftā¦but seeing as how well they knew himā¦they also knew how to stay quiet.
He played that damn holotape on loop and could believe anything that he was hearing.
āS-sole?ā
He feltā¦hurt and..betrayed? He didnāt know.
He was always open with how he was willing to walk to the ends of the earth with sole.
Butā¦he knew in his heart that they were more well equippedā¦
āDonāt think like that!ā
Shaking off the fact that they may have been right to go alone, he gathered supplies and began his own way to the glowing seaā¦and being a traveler himselfā¦made it in record time.
ā¦oh godā¦
They were covered in blood and laying at the edge of the Sea.
He didnāt know a damn thing about wound-tendingā¦and he all he could think about was how they were gonna dieā¦how it was gonna be Lucy all over again and then heād be aloneā¦
His mind found his hands already getting to work on half-assedly patching the love of his life up. Hitting them with Stimpacks and Radaway as needed.
His eyes would lock with theirs:
āDonāt do this to me, beautifulā¦donāt you dareā¦I..ā
Sole would shush him and draw him into a hug. Holding him tight and near sobbing into his shoulder.
āNever againā¦never..donāt do that, soleā
But sole would do it., again and again, if it meant keeping Mac out of danger.
ā¢ Nick
They had stayed over at the agency, Nick had awoken in the middle of the night, per usual as he really didnāt sleepā¦only to find them gone.
The handwritten noteā¦
Oh boyā¦just them he knew what happened
āTrying to protect an old bot like me, huh?ā
Itās not like he could very well be upset, heād have done it for themā¦he wasā¦going to do it for them.
Deathclaws ran wild out in the Glowing Seaā¦and he knew sole was just trying to protect them as they had the only set of power armor.
However, Nick was worried, very worried. So, he gathered up supplies from Ellie and took of to the Glowing Sea.
When he made it to the edge of the green-hazed air, he saw sole limping back through the thick fog.
āSole! Over here!ā Nick called, praying they would hear.
They did hear.
Nick then would catch them in his armsā¦not minding the blood from their clawed leg on his coat.
He gently applied a Stimpack followed by his Radaway supply.
āDonāt you go getting yourself killed. Iāve been out here a lot longer, I would have gone instead of you.ā
Sole just nods into his shoulder, smiling.
Nick meant it too, heād do anything for sole.
ā¢ Piper
Piper was used to sleeping with one eye open. This was because of Nat. If something ever happened to herā¦Piper would be listening.
So itās no surprise that she felt soleās absence in their shared bed.
āBlueā¦?ā
Sheād call soleās name to no response and would quickly become frantic.
āBlueā¦where are ya blue?ā
Againā¦no response. Thatās when sheād find the holotape and play it.
āNoā¦ā
Without thinking sheād grab the supplies she had available and would make her way to the Glowing Seaā¦hoping she would make it in time.
Upon reaching the edge of the green hellhole, sheād see sole, decked out in the remaining pieces of power armor.
Sole would basically fall out of the suit upon seeing the familiar red trench coat. However, the were to weak to stand and embrace her.
Piper would do the rest. Giving sole need medical care and telling them that they were safe.
āDonāt do that to meā¦pleaseā¦you and Nat are all that I have leftā
Sole knew it wouldnāt be the last time they pulled something stupidā¦after all, they had a son to find and someone to protect.
ā¢ Preston
Preston wakes up at the crack of dawn pretty much so he quickly would realize soleās absenceā¦ and immediately knew why they were gone.
Preston is a very emotionally open man with sole and sole alone. So he actively discussed the trip to the glowing sea with sole the night before.
This was all to sole brushing off the question with āwe can talk about it laterā
He knew that they didnāt want him to worry about himā¦but he did worryā¦in fact he was rather upset that they had up and leftā¦leaving only a note behind explaining what they planned on doing.
Heād silently curse, leaving sanctuary with all the supplies he could muster as he headed out into a cold, early morning
Along the trip, he began to think about his emotionsā¦he was upset and worried, yes, butā¦
Anyone else would have made him goā¦the settlers would haveā¦but soleā¦
They cared.
Upon reaching the wide open area before the Glowing Seaā¦he saw sole tending to their broken power armor
They would greet himā¦before coughing and nearly collapsing.
To that, Preston would apply Stimpacks and Radaway.
āSoleā¦babeā¦I know you want to keep me safe and Iām so..very grateful for thatā¦for youā¦but please, next time, wake me at least?ā
Sole agreed to his surprising light terms with tears in their eyes.
Preston knew sole, they werenāt gonna stop caring. They needed to do everything they could to find their sonā¦he just hoped next time the would communicate better.
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now reading 2ha vol2
ch 46 - 55
(sorry its a bit long, i wanted to be... coherent... this time lol)
btw tell me how much suffering i should expect from vol 2. on the scale from papercut to getting my heart ripped out š
Ok soā¦ That lake thing was wild. Or so i thought, before Chu Wanning TURNED INTO A FUCKING KID. Like what the hell? He is either adorable or absurdly scary, no in between.Ā I'm loving this so far.
I looked at that illustration in the book when I first got itĀ and I was more than confused because I couldnāt tell who was who. And for a moment I legit was like Is Chu Wanning a child? But then I was like NAAAAH CANāT BE. Welp. Here we are :))))))Ā
1. TL;DR: Chu Wanning is a horny lonely loser (affectionate)
Chu Wanning and his dreams. I have a hunch it's somehow a glimpse into their previous life. No idea how it would occur but that scene seems like something that might have happened?
It seems rather interesting to me that THIS would be Chu Wanning's fantasy. I couldnāt help but wonder if it isnāt because thatās the only way he would allow himself the pleasure. Because ultimately he doesnāt get to have a choice in that scenario. It takes away the guilt of lusting over his disciple. So maybe thatās where it came from. And, moreover, this is Mo Ran who wants CWN. Wants him so badly he canāt contain himself. I just found it really interesting that of all scenarios, CWN dreams of that one. I donāt know why I kept thinking about it but here we are ig lol
Also, Mo Ran destroyed his golden core in his past life? Did I miss that in vol 1? Because ohh :c. Or it wasn't Mo Ran???Ā Ā
2. TL;DR: Iām gonna get hurt so so so bad
Mo Ran smiled. āYep. Cause Iām closest with you, and I know youād never lie to me.ā
Shi Mei was still hesitant. āThatās true, butā¦ā
Welp. Based on communityās reactions thatās gonna hurt like motherfucker. I fucking know that line is there for a reason. I fucking know it. The reason is to break my heart. And isnāt it like a second time Shi Mei says something about not lying to Mo Ran? I WONDER WHY. (i might have remembered it wrong tbh but this part is there and is tormenting me)
3. TL;DR: Mo Ranās emotional intelligence is at most equal to emotional intelligence of a lettuce (one thatās been sitting in the back of your fridge for weeks because you forgot about it); Also, Shi Mei is sweet and kind and i donāt believe any of you anymore. He canāt hurt a soul.Ā
Mo Ran is very adamant on hating Chu Wanning. He wants to hate him. He needs to hate him. As if he was scared of the feelings that might be left if he does not hate him. That part is specifically in relation to his conversation with Shi Mei and how uncomfortable heās gotten when Shi Mei started going on and on about how Chu Wanning isnāt really all that bad.Ā
And then that part with the umbrella happened and I really wish it was from Mo Ranās perspective, because for the love of god I have no idea what his intentions are. It seemed like a really bad and failed flirting attempt. Like me when I asked this guy that was in a band in school to tune my guitar but it was in fact in tune and it was just embarrassing tbh But it could be just him trying to be nice for whatever reasonĀ and CWN overreacting because he is strong and independent and he doesn't need (no man) anyone.Ā
Iām really puzzled at Mo Ran tho. And, like, thatās not a bad thing. There is this part of him that hates Chu Wanning with every fiber in his body. But he also admires him deeply as a teacher and maaaybe tiny bit as a person. There is both disdain and interest. Hatred and kindness. His whole (other) life it seems like he had this image of Chu Wanning that was coldblooded and ruthless. And i feel like itās shattering now that he starts to notice how it wasnāt really the case. But still itās hard for him to put those two pieces together so he really tries to choose one. Itās really telling when he canāt answer Shi Meiās question ab if he dislikes Shizun.
ALSO SHI MEI IS SO SWEET AND KIND I DONT BELIEVE ANY OF YOU. HE CANT BE EVIL.Ā He can't be evil... He can't...
4. Iām just wondering why the thing that happened at the lake (i donāt remember how itās spelled so itās going to be THE LAKE) was so different to how it went the first time MR was there. Basically the one major change heās purposefully made was that he stole money from Rong Jiu and didnāt fall for his trap. Could it be somehow connected? Because otherwise the events should be the same unless something was changed. And the only thing i can think of right now that he influenced in major way, is that whole deal with Rong Jiu. The ghost marriage "arc" ended more or less the same, didn't it? I might be mixing shit up but oh well.
Also, I saw a post the other day in which op was talking how Mo Ranās love for Chu Wanning was clear to them from the very beginning. Op said they donāt understand how others might not get it and since iām the one that wasnāt that keen on the idea at first, i decided to elaborate a bit on points i made after first 20 chapters or so, this time trying not to be as much of a clown (hopefully).
Well, Iāve seen the title of the book and I know they're gonna end up together one way or another. But its complicated and messy and I would even go as far as to say thatās the point? And, ironically it's also in the title. A dog and a cat. At first glance they are so different it seems almost impossible for them to get along. At first glance Chu Wanning and Mo Ran felt too different to be able to get along as well. There was too much resentment and too much things left unsaid (and unnoticed). After reading only first 20 chapters i was told that 1. Chu Wanning is ruthless and cruel 2. Mo Ran hates him. 3. Mo Ran is horny for him. Only with time as I was reading further, it turned out that they both care for each other in ways they themselves have a hard time explaining.Ā
I also donāt think sexual attraction equals everlasting love. And like, the fact that Mo Ran doesnāt get hard at the sight of Shi Mei isnāt telling me anything about his feelings. Does he really love him too much to have a single impure thought about him? Or does he not realize he doesnāt like him that way? Does he love him platonically? I donāt know. Iām for sure lacking context in this situation. Thatās the point. I want to read it with my mouth open agape as I get to know those characters more and as slowly my first impression changes. Right now, based on what iāve been presented by the book I adore Mo Ranās puppy love for Shi Mei. But as iām on chapter 50, I see it as just that, a puppy love.Ā Ā
I donāt want to argue who to ship, because thatās not the point im trying to make xD I just think my hesitation to picture CWN and MR together after first 20 chapters was not that weird. I know it will happen and iām curious to see how long it will take those idiots to realize their feelings for eachother and express them. I know they are meant to be. But they themselves donāt know that yet. And it feels like they try their best to ruin every chance they get lol Iām also curious where those feelings come from. Why Mo Ran became so obsessed with CWN.
There is foreshadowing, there are those little and not so little things scattered across that slowly become more meaningful the more context you add on top of them. But those alone, in my opinion arenāt enough to be convinced with utmost certainty from page one that the main characters are in fact in love. Itās more complicated than that and thatās why I enjoy it a lot and i enjoy when the books makes me believe one thing to then make me realize it wasn't ever that simple. Am I making sense? Idk it's 1AM i want to go to sleep njkinrjgkn
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*breathes deeply
Oof. This was a lot. Dabi knowing he should leave but he can't because he has to know just what this guy is to Shig. It doesn't really seem that Dabi knows a whole lot about the kink scene, just by the way he described everything happening.
Dabi shifting back because he gets horny and gets off to them. š«£ I don't know how to feel. Although knowing Dabi, he's also getting off on the shame of it too. (You know the author's good when you also feel like an uncomfortable voyeur.)
Dabi realizing that he could never have Tomura that way, because he's just a cat to him. Even if he was to reveal himself, there's the chance that Tomura would hate him for lying. That and the fear of rejection that comes with the fact that he'd been lying for months. Pretty much spying on him and using him. My heart can't take this.
Oh everyone knows, whoops.
Dabi moping after the incident, debating whether to leave or not is heartbreaking. He tries to punish himself, but that makes Shig worry so he can't do that. He can't leave either because that'd hurt him too. He's stuck because it's either him or Shigaraki suffering, and he really doesn't want Shig to suffer more because of him. š¢
No! That does not mean stop being human.
Oh, we get to see how a meeting with the less favorable League members go. Exciting!
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TANCO WHAT THE FUCK?!?!!
So AFO bribed Moonfish with flesh to kill the 'distraction' Tomura is having. And Dabi nearly died. (How the fuck could you do this to Tomura on his birthday? He did not wish for his cat to almost die.)
The only thing Dabi thinks about while dying is Tomura hurting again. His job was to make Tomura happy and he failed at that. Agajfkrbee Dabi not expecting to be sad when he dies again fucking hurts. (He knows the League will take care of Tomura, that's sweet)
"Being Onigiri was worth every pain of being Toya and Dabi because they brought him to Tomura." šššššš He was happy, that's why it was worth it. He didn't think he deserved happiness, and he got it anyway and didn't want to let it go. He agrees to stay alive because he's not gonna let down Tomura. Because Tomura cares and he can't do that again. šššš
I can now see how you made yourself cry. You made me fuckin cry too.
Recovery is a bitch. Dabi promising to do better for the League, because there's no way he'd be doing it for himself.
Dabi hating the cone like a true cat.
Toga trying to make Shig and Keiro happen because she wants the drama and she's a romantic at heart. And her getting the pet stairs. Toga is such a sweetheart. I love her so much. Dabi trying to condition Shig to hate Endeavor.
Tomura standing up to AFO. I'm so cheering for him. Especially because he tried to fucking kill Onigiri. You don't go after a man's cat.
Stain's back! Watching Spinner and Toga lose it over their idol. And Stain just not caring lol. He just shuts them both down. It's interesting to see your take on Stain, since he's never been a major part of your writing before. I adore how you write characters and Stain is no different.
Taking buttons? Oh however can Dabi abuse them? Immediately demanding treats. Not surprising. Aww a pet button, how cute.
...I'm crying again damnit. Dabi just can't. Tomura doesn't understand because he's just a cat, and Dabi wants him to know. He wants Tomura to know so bad he wants to cry only to find out he can't. My heart can't take this anymore.
Tomura admitting to bring Stain back as a bodyguard for Onigiri. Because he couldn't handle that loss again. He's nearly lost Oni twice and he's so determined to keep him around.
It's cute that Stain tells Onigiri he did a good job helping Shig. Because it really was the cat.
First babysitting job for the cat. Tomura learned his lesson with Toga and now has instructions for the treat jar. Dabi being smug that he has more hidden. His favorite button. š„ŗ
WHAT?! Stain knows?! You broke my brain. Officially gone. Does that mean Stain's a shifter too? Is that how he got around unnoticed for so long? I have so many questions now.
Dabi has two choices, be a dumb cat, or tell the truth. And we know Dabi isn't gonna tell the truth.
God this chapter was such an emotional rollercoaster. I ate it up though and I can't wait for more. May the Muse be with you my friend.
YES, YESS, YEEEESSSSSS!!!
Dabi was such a mess this chapter from the voyeurism, to nearly dying, to confessing his feelings, to getting found out! He was going through it!!!
Stain is so immediately done with his fan club, Onigiri is the only one who gets a pass!
Dabi does have to immediately abuse the buttons, you can bet that Shigaraki had to hide the "treat" button as soon as they brought it upstairs
I'm so excited for the next chapter and I'm so glad you enjoyed this one! Thank you so much for commenting!
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AWESOME CHAPPY KAI!!!!!
iām so happy you showed what a healthy relationship looks like. esp when yn called up toji just to let him know the situation. as well as told him all about what happened in the morning. thatās what being in a relationship is all about, being there for each other no matter what! iām glad yn is safe and comfortable with toji, itās what she needs and deserves.
gojoās mom is- oh man. my poor yn and poor yui. oh man idek what type of trauma that situation can cause to a kid. shes right tho, bad meemaw, bad smh
am i a bad person if i say i dont really care that naomi is feeling that way? LMAO sorry HAHA okok but likeee whatever shes feeling is still a million times less than what yn was feeling when she was a gojo? dont get me wrong i was STARTING to feel bad but like she called up gojoās mom. like ok u just lost sympathy from me LOL. imagine ur bfās mom likes u so much that u can call her up and ask for advice (yn cant LMAO im sorry bbgirl i love you im sorry HAHA)
even if gojoās mom spill the beans on what happened that night i feel like yn cant do anything abt it?? LMAO like what do u want her to do? sheās literally happy w toji, megs, and yui idk what she has to do w gojo. itās literally gojoās problem heās still in love with her. she has moved ON boy! and shes doing her part in the co-parenting, shes civil with gojo and naomi, and shes HAPPY! is that such a crime?? sure they can have a convo but leave yn out of it? she literally just moved on, is that so bad? must she suffer for u guys to be happy?
theyāre gonna make the convo abt yn tho ofc they are. if they dont, we wont have a story LMAOO but i do hope that things turn out well for yn. she cant even be happy without this turning to shit bc of fuckin gojo
but! the drama is to live for, keep it coming (less yn slaps tho, pls leave my girl alone šš)
as always, amazing work kai! mwah mwah mwah, love u sm angel <3
xoxo
the last part LMAOOO 'if they dont, we wont have a story" š kinda true tho, what are we gonna do without the mess !! the drama !! JSKSKSKSDH i find it so funny plssssšand if u realy look at it, yn's got nothing to do w it, bc satoru just confessed. yn didn't intentionally do anything to make him feel like that :> anwww thanksss so much muchh, much love to uu~<33
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ahhhhhh, my guess is it'd be makarov! and this is why i think sošš»āāļø petra struggles a lot with her mind in the way that she knows he's the enemy, someone who's done questionable things to say the least. her loyalty to her team and righteousness refrains her from letting herself feel freely. makarov on the other hand as much of a ego he has he probably doesn't care as much as petra, he knows he shouldn't be feeling that way but he's not gonna fight as hard as her to deny it at some point, he's just a rebel manš«£š¤
also on a side note you're super amazing, the enthusiasm you show when replying to our asks is beyond heartwarmingš©· not many people give this much attention and respect to their replies you are splendid!āØ
guess weāll have to wait and see if your guess is rightā¦ i will say that you DO have petraās reservations and makarovās lack of reservation down to a T, though š¶
i wanted to make petra/reader a very āgoodā character ā loyal, righteous, headstrong, and willing to do whatever it takes to āsaveā the world. sheās kind and fair, which are obviously ideal traits for someone in her field, but these traits can easily lead to self doubt and struggling with her actions, since she tries to see all sides of a situation and hunt for the ābestā solution. gaz was my inspiration for some of this, as heās another character that suffers with moral dilemmas on occasion.
petra is loosely based off my oc with the same codename (bravo 0-7 in my other fics, too), but this is, obviously, still intended to be a reader insert story. iām trying to keep petra as much of a blank slate as possible for people to insert themselves into, but i feel like a reader whoās willing to do some questionable things for the sake of whatās best (like working with the enemy), but is still very righteous, is ideal for this series!
and aaaaaaa thank you!! š you guys are so sweet, i donāt get how iād reply with any less enthusiasm! itās all the asks and love from the readers that motivate me to keep writing and, iāll admit, iāve almost cried a couple times over all the love you guys have given the series so far š„¹
i know this has been a super ramble-y response, but i also want to say that i know the update is taking a while (currently working on two higher priority fics and schoolwork lol), but iāve got the next 5 or so chapters outlined, so there is plenty more coming š yāall are gonna love chapters 9 and 10, thatās all iāll say about those š¤
ah but thank you again!! i hope you and everyone else keep enjoying the series as much as iām enjoying writing it!! š«¶š©·
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spoilers ahead for outer banks season 3!!
lets talk season 3! so i personally really like the season! (besides big john, but we will get to that later) i loved the vibes it gave off! and we got jiara AND cleope!!! so lets start with what i loved, i really like the barbados scenes, which are like the first 2 episodes. i loved the rafe and kie scenes (im NOT a riara shipper but you do you boo) im really glad they stuck to them hating each other. also im glad that kie actually looked scared and acted scared bc she is kidnapped by a man who is threatening killing her if she doesnāt give him a diary???!!!? + she also kidnapped with her like sworn enemy who is also a killer and isnt aware of his next move. i also loved the island scenes and wish we got more :(. i loved episode 5! the train sequence was really interesting and i was laughing so hard when cleope tried to convince the police guy (so good at explaining ik ik) they were in love (but we all know they already were) and the motorcycle scenes were my favorite! the scene after jj crashed his motorcycle was also a great one! + im so glad sarah got a hug with jj rooting for cambank sibling. the ādont ever do that againā š©āāš . i loved episode 7 too! the topper and kie interactions š also the fight with jiara was AMAZING!!!! kie looked so defeated when he said it wasnāt gonna work š. i loved the music after the fight too (kinda random lol). for the things i wished were differentā¦to start, big john. tbh i liked im better dead. he had WAY TO MUCH screen time! i just wanted clarification that he showered at some point this season his beard was giving me ickk. another thing, i wanted more angsty, emotional scenes. these kids have been through SO MUCH!! they showed a little bit of jjās mental health but it was like 1/4. im glad they showed more of sarahās as well! but i really wanted to see more of kiaras emotional side (i am kinda biased) but like she has almost drowned in the MIDDLE OF THE OCEAN holding her best friends dead weight in her arms for a LONG TIME after he got hit on the head most likely suffering from a concussion, she has almost drowned in a sewer, she has betrayed her parents trust but then again its as much their fault that it is hers, she lost 2 of her best friends only to find out they were alive again like a few months later, she has been shot at multiple times, she was kinda guilt tripped into a relationship with pope (no offense to pope, again it was both their faults), she has been abducted twice first by saving someones life then being strangled to go to this killers house, second by being strangled the same way with her parents sitting there watching her to be sent to this wilderness camp that was gonna put her on medication, also rafe said that he was gonna find her and get revenge on her-, she was rejected by the person she lovesss šš and kept on trying (but thats gotta hurt), she also was called a kook by her best friend, she knew he didnāt mean it but, she has always had trouble fitting in and wanted to be a pogue and rafe also called her āat least half kookā so thats also gotta hurt, and like so much more so I WANTED A BREAKDOWN SCENE >:( (preferably with jj comforting her ) reverse hot-tub scene anyone?? but i also wanted more scenes with all the pogues. this season felt like a constant high and i think there needed to be a break where everyone can just BE HAPPY!!! also like the 4 original pogues scenes pleasee :)! i HATED the stopper cheating scenes (their ship names stopper for a reason-) i just want jarah b to be happy and together for at least one season-, thats all iām asking. i think overall we needed more pogues being there for each other and comforting each others. also i didnāt like the time jump-, although iām glad the pogues got a win, i donāt want them to be separated next season. i have run out of space now and have been writing this for 45 minutes but what are your thoughts? id love to know! :)
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Well I just watched episode 23. Here are my thoughts. š„²
Spoilers for TWD season 11 episode 23. Donāt read if you havenāt watched it because some shit goes down.
Love that theyāre all heading for commonwealth to fuck shit up
Ok I am actually pissed tf off about Daryl letting Judith come with them. Daryl sheās like 11 years old. Idc how ātoughā she is, she should not be allowed to fight in a literal warzone where there are automatic rifles being shot at your people. I absolutely HATE how theyāve written Daryl to allow that. Theyāre making him make such a stupid ass decision that I feel like he would never make (another OOC moment because the writers donāt know Daryl as a character anymore). Daryl makes stupid decisions sometimes, but this is beyond stupid. Daryl, I know you would be a better parent than that and yet theyāve written you like you have the common sense of a potato
Also Judith begging to go with them all the time is so annoying to me like girl you are a literal child know your place read the room and stop trying to be an adult itās just annoying at this point we get it your parents were Rick and Michonne pls shut up about itš
Hi when am I supposed to start caring about Annie or her and Neganās stupid unborn baby I think I missed the memo
NOT LYDIA. NOT LYDIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. I gasped. When I tell you I sat up in my bed at 3am and GASPED. I love Lydia so much. But at least it was just her arm and Aaron was with her and helped amputate, but still. Also when Aaron said āyou are so loved Lydiaā š„¹ I love this man so much you donāt understand he is actually the best character right next to Daryl donāt @ me Iām right also I cared more about Lydia than I did Judith in this ep š«£
I hope Elijah and Jerry make it in the herd, but tbh I am not going to get my hopes up because they are both fair game at this point unfortunately š who is going to take care of Jerryās 20 kids
I love that Mercer is helping them out now! He really is a great character I think. Itās just so frustrating that he got snitched on but you know what they say about snitches
Ezekiel pls you donāt have to be nice to Negan itās ok (I love him for that tho, we stan a bigger person) also if they kill Ezekiel I will stab someone anyway
I really really hope Rosita finds her baby. I wonder why Coco wasnāt at Alexandria like the other kids??
Connie is so sweet to that guy idk his name but you know. That guy. Too bad he DIES
Oh yeah and Judith gets shot. Um so I am not a big Judith fan at all so like obviously I am slightly sad but alsoā¦ I mostly just care about how Daryl is going to deal with it because he is totally going to blame himself (as he should bc WHAT DID YOU THINK WOULD HAPPEN BESTIE š). Daryl has lost so many people and he always blames himself for it and idk it just really bothers me that theyāre doing this to him AGAIN like let my man have ONE DAY where someoneās death isnāt indirectly his fault and/or affects him greatly. We donāt even know if Judith is gonna die but yeah itās not looking good. I mean theyāre not going to get great medical care in the middle of a full-blown war AND a walker attack (with the advanced updated DLC version of walkers thrown in too)
I honestly donāt care that much if Judith dies but I also donāt want Daryl to have to deal with that because DAMN he is going to be devastated he has lost so much man itās really not fair. I think he has suffered more than any character on this show and I donāt think it is controversial to say that because just considering the sheer amount of shit he has dealt with and seen is insane. I would say he is going to need therapy after this but apocalypse š
But also Daryl you dumb bitch lol ofc this was going to happen you should have never let a CHILD into a WARZONE you big himbo
Iād still give him a blowjob tho heās gonna need one after this
Anyway
Also Pamela suck the fattest cock you are such an asshole I hate you and I canāt wait to watch you die I hope Daryl kills you too š
Ok thatās all I think?? Idk this episode was a whirlwind. I am scared for the next one (esp since Daryl is laying on the ground?!?! HELP)
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live tweeting (blogging? posting? tumblring?) my thoughts for the bad batch finale except I didn't realize the actual final two episodes come out next week lmao
there's what's-his-face!!!
oh wait nvm forgot maydays dead
who tf is that then?!?!
"we're under attack sir!" hope it's my boys
not the boys I was thinking about but fuck yeah!!!!
is that Cody???
I don't think so?
but nice paints on the arm guards
what are they keeping on those data banks hmmm?
scorch is here (I think), I never really interacted with stuff with his squad but cool dude from what I know
and the other dudes dead, surprise, surprise
also I haven't said hi to echo yet but hi echo!!!
MY BOYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!
uh oh my boys in trouble
the sadness in his eyes šš
are they gonna recondition him??????
oh they're after omega again, who's surprised
don't do it cross please he won't end up helping you please don't do it
not the interrogator droid
oh thank fuck he's saved by the bel- oh nvm
and we're on coruscant
Riyo!! how are you babes?! still fighting the empire?!
also who is that clone who was a prisoner? the one with the fluffy looking hair?
no please I can't watch him be tortured I will cry
that's my boy!!!!
once a badass, always a badass
my poor heart, he's clearly so not ok
god I love him like so so so much
wait is he not trying to escape???
he's trying give them warning!!!! he's trying to help them!!! he cares about Megs!!!
this doctor is fucking weird man
and of course the batch is on fucking idealistic pabu while cross is off getting tortured smh
can't necessarily blame them but still
hunter still can't be assed helping cross, honestly not surprised
I low-key hate hunter tbh
omegas learning to drive lmfao
š¤£š¤£š¤£š¤£ techs face!!!
omg how is he not throwing up š, I would be lol
god tech loves getting complements lmao
damn omegas good at that turn huh
also why did they ignore that alarm the first time lol
oh wait it's just echo lmao
oh and they're racing lmao
the rebellion suits echo, he looks happier
mom echo had returned
there's something about that doctor's voice that irritates the shit out of me
wrecker and the kids having fun š„¹
is it just me or does echo sound different???
are they gonna discover that crosshair is being experimented on???!?!?!?!!!
well I was right, doctor hemlock is a fucking weirdo
they found out!!
please tell em they're gonna save him, please for the love of God I'll cry if not
tbh I'll probably cry regardless
ofc he is warning ye, he's trying to help you guys!!!!!!
why suffer more? because that's his brother's, his only family and he obviously feels horrible for what he's done and wants to fix it
he looks so scared bless him
oh god I'm gonna cry
lmfao I thought today was the finale and only realized when it offered to show me the mandalorian š¤£
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I'm so late with the selfship headcanos, but hehe here I am & sorry if there is something someone else had already mentioned š¤
So for you & Jean (modern, because in AOT he suffers way too much nor do I wanna put you through any suffering too)
Jean has th bigget crush on you, who wouldn't? You are amazing! He would be shy at first, but hell if he finds out there is someone else?? Who likes you too??? He will be quick with his confession!
He is a smart man, but when it comes to you? Flustered boytm, but he will be as confident as possible and he will get his date! And he will also get you heart, soul & body!
He would totally switch sides so you wouldn't walk close to the cars or a group of guys
After work he would call you and ask if you need anything, like coffee, snacks etc
Your parents? Love him. His parents? Love you.
Arguments? Mature, but could get petty sometimes.
Compliments? Hell YOU will bask in them. He is so smooth with them, especially when he know he could see you get flustered!
Jean would love to take you out on cute, fun dates, nomatter if you are already married, old or just in you puppy phase
Also you would be part of his, Sasha's and Connie's weekend movie nights. Sascha and Connie will expose Jean, that he would think that it was a bad idea but still would ask you tag along every week, because he loves seeing you with his friends, especially because the three of you will get along so well
Once you catch him drawing you secretly at night, he just thought you looked mesmerising and wanted to apture this moment (Also it was part of your anniversary gift), poor Jean had almost a heartattack when he looked up from the paper to see your sleeping figure stare at him
hehe itās never too late !! š„° stop these are all so good i literally screamed when i saw all these for jeanboš„ŗ AND THE TIKTOK YOU SENT PLS !!! iām so glad i opened that after work so i could properly yell about it hehe
these headcannons are seriously so thoughtful and im obsessed with every single one !!! (ty for doing modern au bc yes canon verse is heartbreaking </3)
wah he totally would be shy at first like all blushy and unsure !! i would fall for him even more thatās so cute! he gets my heart body soul and whatever else he wants fr <33
heās such a gentlemen:(( also im reading this after work and im like ok now iām gonna wait for jeans call so i can tell him what snacks i want š¤ PLS THATS SO CUTE !!!!!
my parents would love him sm i can already see it. and heād be annoying about it š and pls i want mama kirstein to love me š„ŗ
i feel like heād be petty during arguments and then i get mad annoyed and weād have to take a sec but theyād never last long ! we love each other too much to be mad like thatš„ŗ
EEE THE COMPLIMENTS AND THE DATES !!! this man would fluster me so much without even trying lol ! and pls movie nights with connie and sasha yes please !!
the last headcannon had me SOBBING (in a good way lol) LIKE HES SO SO CUTEEEE if he did that i would just be so š„°š„° id give him a million kisses !!!
thank you so much for sending these in š„ŗ they seriously made my day and AAAA im so giddy hehe
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ranting about everything post š¶ i will spare you all unless you would like to opt into my suffering
Sorry this shit is literally so embarrassingly #long omg i feel fucking wacko but i had to get it out so here is my unhinged rant
I kinda feel like i'm only now recovering from this weird burnout/depression slump i've been in for the past year and i'm glad i'm getting motivation back before i have to do my QE or whatever but man
I just have so much to do every day and like i feel like there aren't enough hours in the day š like technically if i was willing to do work for 12 hours or whatever i could be ahead of schedule... But like i'm literally not capable of doing that. I can be on campus from like 10-5 and then go home and squeeze another 1-2 hours of productivity from my body and then i literally just cannot do anything else like i can't focus
It's just like... Man i know that's a completely normal way to feel as a human being but like there is just so much going on right now that it's hard to keep up... Like i gotta write my qualifying paper, start my dissertation proposal... Teach 2 discussion sections every week... Grade 70 homeworks every week... Revise this paper for this journal... Contact my committee members... Meet with people... Hold office hours... (that last one is a joke nobody comes) and at the same time i haven't even been thinking about my career after graduating and transitioning into industry and i barely have attended any conferences and i'm so behindddd
I just have this weird resentment towards some other people in my cohort sometimes like why are you guys on top of your shit. It's not fair lol. And sometimes i literally am just lazy or too anxious to do basic things i need to do but . YALL... STOP WORKING SO MUCH PLEASE IM BEGGING YOU PLEASE
Never mind the fact that whenever i see certain ppl from home theyre like "So when are you done" and none of them even know what i do or care at all ššššš like oh my god and when i try to explain it's like "im too stupid to understand" no you just don't give a fuck! you want me to move back home asap and don't care to learn anything about what my actual life is like down here!!!!!!!!!! bro!!!!!!!!!!!!
i swear like they'll be like "so are you gonna move back here when you're done" and im like "idk it depends on where i get a job! i might stay in CA!" and theyre just like "well im sure you can find something in seattle" idk it's well meaning but i havent lived up there for 7 years and i honestly just don't have the attachment to being there beyond it being where my mom family and grandma lives. like i got friends everywhere. im the friend master. i could live anywhere. im like a geography chameleon. im sorry i just have other things to prioritize
Idk it just all boils down to doing a phd is really hard and nobody knows how hard it is except people who are doing it or have done it. That's not to say it's objectively harder than other types of work it's just its own special brand of hard that is not relatable and nobody cares about. AND IT SUCKS!!!! CARE HARDER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Crash Course in Romance : Episode 4
āRevolt of the Arithmetic Sequenceā it had a very adorable drawing next to it
Help what is this thumbnail. is the topper girl jealous of Hae-e because of a boy? I thought it was more academic rivalsy.
lmaoooo thankgod they didnāt kiss
heās sleeping on the floor in his penthouse. šš random shooter when I catch you !!!
giggling with red cheeks going āthis is the most physical affection Iāve had in yearsā awww š„¹š āsheās going to be mortified as she sobers upā truly š¤£
lmaooo she spat out her water
heās so š heās eating this up
Chiyeol stop listening to conversations babe youāll either hurt your head or heart
my girl Haeng is already drinking again š¤£
damn not just the girl, even the topperās mom is a hater. like you canāt even stomach a compliment towards Ms Nam?
why are they all being so weird
my girl please get out of here š
LMAOOO love my babyās friendās down. they celebrate each otherās successes. even if itās guessing an answer (sheās just like me)
theyāre just fighting at the table lol
I mean the queen bee mother started it but sheās not wrong šā deadass said to her face āyou contribute nothing ā š
oh god itās getting weird now
now why my girlie Ms Nam ended up getting injured NOO
oh I hate Sun Jaeās mom down didnāt even apologise to Ms Nam šā
no way my girl was the only one who got hurt in this fight. Iāll fight everyone here
MY GIRL GOT LEVEL 1
awww Haengseon is cutting her fruit
no way she blames Hae-e for this lmaooo LOSERRRR BOOO
it was one question lol and you want to die. ugh that momās gonna ruin my girlies lives
this is so fucking fucked like she still wonāt fuck with Sunjae or Sunjaeās mom. For that one dumbass question sheās going to fun for Hae-e
Ms Banās dinosaur T-shirt just gets more cuter, the more you stare at it. itās got a patchwork of patterns
god give me 5% of the courage she carries I love her. she made some food and wondered if Chiyeol would want it and just texted him š¤£
slay sister. he even saved your contact!
enough to make him drop his coffee and smile
Iām going to go make me some though
Sunjaeās mom being real even if itās for the sake of rules lol
Fuck Sua and her mom! Oh no she saw Sunjae and her walking. sheās going to say yes. just terrible. yāall suck so bad. fuck you !!!
Apparently everytime she makes something special he doesnāt get to eat it. Special extravagant lunch? ruined by overhearing colleagues. Special dinner packed by her? accused her of being a spy! now a new special dinner? sheās about to find out her daughter got kicked out š
nooooo my girls ššš
fuck sua and her mom so bad like I want yāall to suffer so much. maybe watching Vincenzo was a bad idea because the constant truck hitting doesnāt sound too bad now (for legal reasons, relax š) Iām just mad š
this was actually so slay of chiyeol
it isnāt enough for sua to go after hae-e by cheating now sheās going to hit her with a dodgeball too OH I COULD FIGHT
now the director. she didnāt do shit !!! you were walking without looking. haeee and mama hold my hand
Chiyeol hearing another conversation again š
Aww he saved her from being arrested
arguing in the rain
my man losing his entire energy and strength oh no
at least weird jealous friend of chiyeol is a good teacher in a he understands the ice hockey studentās current situation way.
well that was a way to ask her to teach you. go off ice hockey boy. also no prop or moment is wasted in this show. she was drinking milk to drop that milk lol
oh my god how is chiyeol even standing. I hope he doesnāt collapse. šš
the guy who stole my girlās seat has the audacity to be nasty to chiyeol lmaoooo
now heās beefing with the teacher for getting kicked out? be fr š
oh god who is this hoodie person
oh isnāt that sun jaeās brother
bro just save my girlies and teacher from whatever this hoodie man is about to do to thatās nasty kid. š also whatever happened to stalker girl
oh this was the beginning of the show !!! I thought it was years ago or something
oh no he just died ?
#mypeople save yourself š
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Pick a Card: How Is Your Future Spouse As A Parent?
Pick one of the puppies from above to see what kind of parent is your future spouse. I will ask you to not choose anymore than 2 photos because things can get confusing.
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Pile 1
7S, WOF, 10C, Chariot, Hanged Man, KNOW
Your future spouse seems to like pulling pranks on your kids. They also have this humor, dad jokes, yeah, stupid jokes. They also are intelligent and they will tell your kids countless stories and random factsļæ¼ and will most likely respond to their questionsļæ¼ regarding life and historyļæ¼. Your spouse might also play naĆÆve around your kidsļæ¼ lol. They will want to take them out, play basketball or football and spend time with them.ļæ¼ they will also want to take them to the museum and teach them things, or maybe go fishing with them.ļæ¼ they will teach your kids to be very self-sufficient and independent. I feel like you two will most likely have around three kids, minimum two.ļæ¼ļæ¼ You could have 2 boys. They are also protective. I feel like they might be Jupiter dominant in Vedic astrologyļæ¼. They really seem to embody that caring and nurturing and sweet paternal energy.ļæ¼ They will always be there for their childrenļæ¼ and they will be very supportive of their childrenļæ¼.
This is the type of parent to enjoy taking their kids on trips and teaching them foreign languages. ļæ¼ I keep seeing a vision of a man waking his kids up at like 5 AM to take them on a trip lolļæ¼. Your spouse is not quick to anger and will be very calm around your kids.ļæ¼ If your spouse is a man then they might have a pot belly after your first kid is born omg š, thatās so sweet. Thatās a family oriented person.
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Pile 2
Hermit, 3W, Lovers, 5C, 4P, Hierophant
For you guys I get that your spouse will most likely be pretty confused, like they wonāt know how to act around your kids.ļæ¼ I guess dad still be a bit cold exactly because they wonāt know how to react to your kidsā emotionsļæ¼. It seems that they will make choices for your kids and they will want to control their lives. Your kids will call them controlling. So yeah theyāre pretty strict parent. ļæ¼ļæ¼ļæ¼Your kids might get used to asking mommy/daddy to make a choice for themļæ¼ even in their 20s. I encourage you to explain to your person that by deciding your kidsā future it wonāt benefit the kids in any way. Your spouse will want your kids to be pretty much dependent on them, even though theyāre cold. Iāve just heard āI want the best for my children!ā. Your spouse is pretty traditional and they will hold onto their money dearly.ļæ¼ they are extremely scared that your kids will leave them after they grow up.ļæ¼ You guys might have 2 kids, I feel like the first one will be a girl.
Your person will save money for your kidsā college. Theyāre a pretty paranoid person and theyāre gonna suffer a shock after realizing their kids have grown up. I can literally feel the tension and loneliness they will face. Your spouse is literally like a cat who sees a baby crying, they will have literally no idea how to react to your kidsā emotions.
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Pile 3
POS, WOF, QOP, Temperance, 7P, 3P
As a parent, your person will pretty much want to teach your kids how to handle their emotions.ļæ¼ Your kids wonāt be the type to throw tantrums around the house if something doesnāt go their way, instead, they will be articulate and tell you what bothers them. Your person applies this gentle parenting, making sure not to scare or make your kids hate them.ļæ¼ I donāt see the āyou canāt use your phone, youāre punishedā phrase in their vocabulary, but I see āCan you explain me wtf was in your head?? Iām really curious.ā or āGo to your room and think about it, then come tell me what happenedā. They will talk on an authoritative tone, but not the type to make the kids shit themselves lol. You know the āIām not angry, Iām just disappointedā type of voice? Yeah, that one. Your spouse might have a lot of air in their chart lmao. I feel like most of you who chosen this pile will have only one child, a boy specifically.
Your kids will thank them years after theyāve been moving out because theyāve been raised by someone who taught them how to control their emotions. This person will hardly lose their temper, they could also be a bit unemotional. Their own father seems to have raised them to choose logic/rationality over emotions in an argument.
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Pile 4
Devil, 5S, 9P, [I donāt remember]
Ngl, I expected to see this one. Your spouse could be seen as the āevilā character by your kids. It could be because anything. Your person isnāt exactly the most patient parent one can have and they wonāt hesitate to give your kids some really hard/rough lessons to learn. This can go from shouting to even physical pain. I keep hearing āalcoholicā so please take care of yourself and your kids in that case. Otherwise, your person will enjoy time by themselves and they will see your kids as some side characters in their lives. They will treat your kids like theyāve been treated by their parents. I see them dropping your kids to their parents from time to time. Perhaps their parents own a portion of land in the countryside. Your kids will love to visit their grandparents.
I feel like youāll have 2 kids. The oldest could be a girl and she will probably be the main āguiltyā person. Your firstborn will leave as soon as they get the chance and it wonāt be because of you. You might be a victim too. Your spouse will really be the dictator in the house and you will probably fear them whenever theyād be mad/angry. They will also reject every possible partner your firstborn might have. Damn, your person is very defensive, territorial and possessive over your kids.
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Pile 5
QOW, 2W, 10C, Tower, AOC, KNOC
Your person seems to be very energic and funny. ļæ¼They are literally the fun parent you will probably want for you children. Your spouse is also a family oriented person and they will love you and your kids a lot. They might love geography and they will make sure your kids will be very educated on this certain subject. Iāve just heard āchin up, be proud, kid :Dāš adorable. They will be your kidsā biggest fan. They will be that one parent who will listen to their childsā problems and heartbreaks. This person holds a very strong feminine energy. They will cry with their children, laugh with them, solve problems with them and be very supportive with them. Iāve heard āIām here if you ever need me, sweetheartā. The type of parents to bring cookies/snacks in your room when youāre with your friends and say ālet me know if you need somethingā.
Your person will literally be the world for your children and they will represent that pole of stability your children will know they have. Your person will be an even cooler grandpa/grandma after youāll get grandkids from your children (if they chose to). I feel like you will have only one child as well, a daughter more exactly. Anyway, their relationship will be very strong and healthy. This pile is very similar to Pile 1.
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That was all, folks. [Sorry again for being inactive]
Bye bye ^^Ā
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BORA BORA šš ch 8 is gonna b devastating, I can feel it. The audacity of gojo to invite BOTH y/n and sera like? I feel so bad for y/n bc she thinks itāll be like iceland again š will she ever vocalize to gojo what she felt at iceland? I think it would hurt him a lot (which is great) to hear how traumatizing/miserable/painful iceland & her 1st time was. its good to see her slowly stand up for herself & gojo panicking when she acts distant, almost as if you lOve her. Gojo pls SUFFER
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man if i were yn iād ditch the bora bora trip and let hoejo go with sera alone iād rather stay with my dignity than leave without it šā iād tell gojo fuck u and ur reputation LMFAOOO anywayz i loved this chapter u never fail to deliver and i hope u rest well šāØ
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SO UHH... THEY'RE GOING TO BORA BORA WITH SERA? AND YN WILL COME ALONG? š i smell, terrible terrible things are gonna happen shhshshdd I MUST PREPARE FOR THE NEXT CHAPTER I BET ITS GONNA BE SUPER ANGST
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Amazing chapter as usual. Thank you so much for always going all out to write for us and providing us amazing stories š¤š¤
Please I'm scared for chapter 8 that y/n would be stuck between Gojou and Sera on that Bora Bora trip š¢ I just hope that Gojou would wake tf up during this time and kick Sera to the ocean and have a fun trip with y/n.
I hope you are resting and stay hydrated because it's summer. Also please don't be stressed about posting and replying. You should do things as your liking šš We will always support you and your works š„ŗš„ŗ
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im so excited to read chapter 8 BRING IN THE HEAVIEST OF THE HEAVY ANGST PLEASE š©šļø (ik the masochism is showing, and i can't help it but vibe with angst)
also thank you for this chapter i love the range of emotions i felt all throughout. truly an experience for me, you're such an amazing writer. keep it up!!!
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naur i really hope gojo wouldn't bring sera to the vacation bcs what the fuck is wrong with him.
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Wait, so I remember you saying chapter 8 will be the start of heavy angst and bora bora chapter to be the most angst, so would chapter 8 be the bora bora chapter?
I love love love the update. Itās just the right amount of fluff, angst and smut. Truly the calm before the storm.
I almost threw my phone when I read the part where gojo still has explicit photos of him and Sera on his phone. The audacity!!!!
Also, I get why Gojo is tracking Seraās ovulation cycle but canāt he just ask her to take birth control pills to avoid pregnancy scares and heās mad rich, just buy a plan b. Would this āgojo tracking seraās cycleā be their argument for the next chapter or gojo finding out about the mc taking birth control? You donāt have to answer if itās spoiler tho.
Lol, I was reading chapter 7 with my boyfriend, and he jumps every time I open my mouth to complain about gojo. Like he just sits there āšššā
1) yes sheāll talk abt iceland sometime soon 2) chapter 8 is the start of the āreversal of the rolesā bc the arc will change from hereafter 3) thanks so much for reading u guys š„ŗš„ŗ i swear every single one of u give me motivation to keep writing
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mai out here living her main character life š we love to see it š
i am living vicariously through you and itās bringing me so much joy to see your little updates every now and then
Ommgggg thanks;w; the mc life is so stressful tho omfg i am not built for this
should i tell you some cute things about vegan boy?<3
He let me take control of the music in the car š
He says "stooop" in this super cute whiny voice when i tease him about something
He walked around all new years eve day with me with a bloody ankle and never complained once (i didn't even know until the day after!š i felt so bad)
We shared all the food and all the drinks. Don't mind me as i go a lil delulu over all the indirect kisses hahaha (I FORGOT TO ADD BUT HIS BOTTOM LIP CAUGHT AGAINST MY FINGER WHEN HE WENT IN TO EAT THE BURGER I WAS HOLDING UP FOR HIM JSHDJSJDKS I ALMOST DIED)
He loves chocolate and hates seafood (didn't like it even before he became vegan) -- i chose the right man lol
HE LIKES TO DRIVE. Oh god. You have no idea how happy i am about this lol when i tell you liking to drive & not liking seafood are two of the top criteria for the man i end to marrying..... i got my eyes on him!!!š¤£
He's super considerate of my fruit allergy š„ŗ (which isn't even a big deal for me i just suffer through it bc people like fruit. HE SAID "I CAN LIVE WITHOUT FRUIT" UNPROMPTED (i'm sorry bby but i can't give up meat for u)
He thinks koi fish are cute (I do not)
He sucks at taking pictures lol
He joked about us & some friends going to hawaii for 2 weeks. I told him everyone's gonna leave him after week 1 and he said "You're staying with me!" (and then amended himself by adding on [friend here lol] š¤£)
He also sucks at singing but it's really cute when he sings lol
He sang me 2 seconds of this one hmong love song that translates to "pretty girl you're the one i like the most" AAAHHHHH
He's really easy to talk to. Like it's just so easy
He bought me this penguin pen case he saw me eyeing in a stationary shop š„ŗš„ŗš„ŗ
He let me shop in that store for however long i wanted to š„ŗ and didn't mind waiting in line with me
He texts me about things we talked about. Like this hotel i told him i would not be able to afford bc it looked expensive. He actually looked it up a few days later and told me i was right (š love a man who knows when a woman is right)
He offered to take me to a shop across the street just for the bathroom bc the one in the restaurant we were eating in was really gross
He stole his cousin's clothes (bc his house was too far away) to come eat lunch with my family
Literally everyone i know loves him
He does this thing where he sniffs a lot
He's tall
He always offers to take me home after a hangout even though 1) my cousin's always around to take me home and 2)he lives on the complete opposite side of town where i was staying
Vegan pizza
He made sure to get me boba during our nye trip (i forgot all about it lol but he didn't š„ŗ)
He is so innocently optimistic about things that I'm so drained from. It's kind of refreshing
He gels his hair and it looks so good
He has a nice happy trail
He fed me a lot š„ŗ
He sat next to me at church š„ŗš„ŗ apparently when i moved from my spot to talk with family and he didn't see me he sat somewhere else but when i moved back to my original spot so did he
(Story time: before service, some old lady behind us "whisper" asked a friend if we just got married lloooolllll and our friends being her usual self, she was all "oh nooo they just started talking! They're not married yet."šš there is no way he didn't hear that either omfg and yes we both pretended we didn't hear that lol)
He also fed my family š„ŗ like wtf š„ŗ heart eyes š„ŗ
He's really cute
HE LIKES KPOP
HE DOESN'T JUDGE ME FOR KPOP bc he is also in this blackhole with me!!!!
Tbh I'm not used to having a guy "chase after" me. Bc I'm usually the one who initiates things. So him going for all these things (INCLUDING THE BTS CLUBBING EVENT OMG) to be with me makes me not know what to do with myself lololol
Ok. I should stop now lol this got really long oops
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thoughts on voltron: legendary defender, season one, first five episodes.Ā this will be like witnessing your mom watch a show for the youngins and being confused the entire time.Ā
warning for spoilers, obviously, but idk what for because iām later to this show than the alteans were to the war.
i almost closed netflix bc i saw that the first episode is one hour long wh-
this is how shiro is introduced? harsh. but i like that in the first few minutes, the galra are already established as a force to be reckoned with.
first scene with lance, hunk and pidge, already showing their dynamic and their current situation! also, lol, lance getting told "you're only here because the best pilot in your class had a discipline issue" way to create tension between characters, keith isn't even there and we already know lance kind of hates him.
i like hunk he reminds me of po from kung fu panda hehe
what's pidge's thing with the kerberos mission? he seems very very invested in it, even for a character that science oriented.
OH IT'S KEITH. man i'm actually really impressed with the character introductions in this first episode, they're so clever and very effective, they show the most important facts about the person without slowing down.
keith really lived alone in that desert cabin for however long huh
where's the cat going
oh the cat went home, neat.
i love how at this point it seems that only blue chose its paladin, for the rest of them allura did a personality assessment off first impressions and assigned the rest of the lions, she really said "the bond cannont be forced... by anyone except for me" ma'am these are 5 random people from earth.
apart from that, i'm loving how intuitive piloting is with the lions!
lol lance fully killed some people there
listen if pidge doesn't turn out to be related to the people in the kerberos mission... just :( the way he reacted to shiro quoting the commander? there's no way he doesn't know them.
"go. be great." SHUT UP š
blue woke up yesterday and she's already getting beat up give it a rest it's been 10.000 years.
FUCK OFF SENDAK. I know of you, you lame ass excuse for an antagonist.
shiro i love you that's all i have to say.
THE COMMANDER IS PIDGE'S FATHER I KNEW IT HHHHH
the mice are so cute i can't believe allura is a fairytale princess with animal sidekicks.
YEAH GIANT HERO ROBOT!
ok second episode let's go:
this druid lady has a very cool character design, not sure what's her point in the story tho
pidge when are you gonna tell us your secret?
third episode!
it's really not fair how cool shiro is, paladin of the black lion, and "the champion"
oh no, shiro was forced to fight for galra entertainment? mmmmm yeah why not i love pain and suffering.
the little people who live on arus are very cute.
i'm sure shiro only attacked pidge's brother to keep him from fighting the gladiator don't be mad pidge :(
oh so the thing was the same gladiator, makes sense.
OH PIDGE'S NAME IS KATIE she's matt's sister this makes so much sense, i'm very sad, i can't wait to know her story.
ok episode four, the iconic failed team cheer i used to see on twitter.
the way lance pronounced varadero beach made me want to cry but at least it's the first mention of anything related to cuba, so i'll take it.
why'd they already beat up lance gdi give the boy a break.
episode five, i'm stressed.
NOT THE FLASHBACKS I CAN'T KEEP IT TOGETHER :(
kerberos mission: takashi shirogane, and samuel and matthew holt :(
pidge you are such a badass you have my heart too, also it's so sweet how rover has like a little personality.
"hasta la later, keith" MAKE IT STOP
(but ok that does sound like something i would say to be annoying)
hunk and bolin from legend of korra would be such good bros you can't change my mind.
ok the galra are the bad guys but they have style, "nothing stops me but triumph, and death" that's cool.
THAT FLYING ROBOT BETTER COME BACK OR ELSE.
damn even the mice have a kill count everyone has a kill count.
love lance waking up only to shoot a bad guy and then dramatically faint again, maybe he has hispanic heritage after all, he has the flare.
"we are a good team" hell yeah you are buddy.
final thought on the first five episodes: honestly? iām impressed, the pacing is great, the characters are well defined and they all get their little moments to shine. loved the pidge focus on episode five, and iām very excited too see what happens next. thatāll have to wait because i havenāt slept and now my brain is repeating that voltron forming sequence they play EVERY. SINGLE. TIME.
rest of season one liveblog.
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