a bit of goofiness with some moans after a short smoke sesh. be gentle, i'm shy. the bit at the beginning is because i couldn't get my wand to turn on and i was concerned i'd killed it.
I wish I knew there was medicine for lactose intolerance beforehand, I made a cake mix milkshake with whole milk and have been stuck in bed with an upset tummy for 6 hours.
I am way too broke for my Fantasy Horror setting to get art.
I got Viking Elves.
I got living statue people.
I got Harpy Eagle x Orangutan hybrid birds.
I've got little birds as loud as a loudspeaker.
I got living outlines of people filled with the spots you see when you're blinded by the sun.
I've got Fashionista Spider People.
I've got living shadows that were formerly psychopathic killers.
I've got intense body horror.
I've got Muscular Dommy Mommy Demon Generals.
I've got Non-Binary Crime Lords.
I've got a thing made of mouths and hands and blood (HEAVY SPOILERS for Book 02 involving that reveal).
I've got Cenobite looking corrupted Angels in a cocoon of reality who's mere presence causes madness.
I've got people who have turned themselves into living Hands Of Glory.
I've got SO MANY CHARACTERS, MONSTERS AND ANIMALS I've yet to reveal. And I'm trying to give that to you guys while surviving on $150 a month.
And yet here I am, trying to write the story that ties everything together so I can make an ILLUSTRATED NOVEL SERIES out of the whole thing. And then make a TTRPG set after the story's end.
I hate it when I have the desire to draw, create, or write, but as soon as I pit the pencil to the paper... OH NO I have no idea what I want to do!
Even worse, I want to create SO badly that my guts will twist a bit. I used to be able to create whole worlds on a dime when I was younger. Perhaps this is just me getting old. Or maybe it's depression, longing for the past.
So today, since it's my day off, I'm going to enjoy some snacks, 420, and maybe delve into some childhood favorites. How long has it been since I've played the OG Animal Crossing?... I think I have some weeds to pull...