#mod delusion

[girlflux-culture-is]

afab girlflux culture is being confused when you feel very feminine and then questioning whether you’re actually girlflux or just tricking yourself skeneofbd

afab girlflux culture

#afab girlflux culture is #girlflux #girlflux culture is #girlflux culture #queer #mod delusion

[royalarchivist]

Guys, I really hate to be a killjoy but Fit did not call Pac "babe" in today's live.

#mod talk #TBD #? #Maybe #I wanted to post an edit with that earlier but I missed the ''good posting time'' window #And now I wish I posted it anyways because I keep seeing incorrect transcripts circulating (both here and on twt) #it makes me wince a bit because I hate seeing misinformation spread #Like if it's a matter of ''let me be delirious'' go ham but I'm seeing lots of folks who didn't watch the live taking people's word for it #Delusions can be fun but on Royal Archivist I'm always going to present the facts as-is. #Translations; transcripts; whatever it is - I'll always do my best to represent things accurately #which is why I always try to ask for clarification if I'm not sure about something #This is such a non-issue but I just saw a few people get bummed out when they found out the ''babe'' thing wasn't true and it made me sad #Anyhoo. Got a couple edits to share tomorrow so keep an eye out for that

[clusterrune]

i wanted to share what cotard's syndrome is like for me, how it feels and effects me day-to-day, so i thought adding such in it's own chapter would be the best way to do so.

for me, i believe i am either already dead or dying, depending on the day. some days i believe im dead, that mu body is a corpse and my stiff joints and back, the arthritis in my joints and limbs, etc, are the result of rigor mortis setting in, my limbs starting to part from my lifeless body. i often feel as though none of my organs work, the magority of them already decayed and gone or rotting. 

other days i feel like im slowly dying, dificulty walking or functons and mobility in general is due to my body shuttng down for the last moments of breath. my pulse speading up or slowing down could either assure me im still alive a while longer or further the idea im not real or about to die. sometimes feeling my pulse could trigger thoughts like "living things have a pulse, but m not living and i have one, so im clearly not a normal human".

i'll believe my body is only still managing to function or move or do anything at all because dead or not...

continue reading this chapter in my new book, understanding cotard's.

#mod kris #important #walking corpse syndrome #cotards delusion #cotards syndrome #psychosis #schizophrenia #schizospec #resource books #walking corpse #cotard #awareness #resource list #recover resources #resources #actually psychotic #psychotic disorders #psychotic delusion #nihilists delusion #delusional

[schistastic]

I didn't really expect too much when I modded Gort into my evil playthrough but man there have been some hilarious (delusional) situations so far thanks to the companion facial expressions.

So Lae stops us in the middle of the forest to tell us how much Durge makes her neck sweat, and for the entire VERY awkward convo Gorty is center screen watching them both with this shit eating grin:

Lae please girl can we do this in private...

Fast forward several hours later and I'm thinking the previous situation has blown over, no hard feelings right? Unfortunately, Lae gets herself strapped to the Brain-Melter-5000 Machine.

While Durge is off having yet another tadpole crisis, both of the mad scientists who have a passion for unethical brain experiments are smiling and having the time of their lives.

I guess he didn't forget about the neck sweat comment after all... (who programmed this companion expression lmao damn, don't worry Lae I'll get you outta there).

#bg3 #bg3 spoilers #gortash #enver gortash #dark urge #durgetash #thank you mods for fueling my delusions <3

[cluster-b-culture-is]

cluster B culture is getting an email from quora about a thread called "cluster b unmasked" and already knowing it's going to be full of ableist crap and questioning why you got an account in the first place

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#cluster b culture is #cluster b #npd #aspd #bpd #hpd #Mod Reef #anonymous #REAL #i got it originally because i was dealing with (what i now know were) delusions but i couldn't tell if they were delusions or dissociation #and google had 0 fucking clue what the hell i was trying to describe #like. seriously. try being a young teenager trying to describe a delusion without knowing it was a delusion but being 90% sure it wasn't-- #--dissociation instead #and on top of that. trying to describe it not to a human being but to a web browser's search algorithm #AND ON TOP OF THAT. trying to describe the specific delusion and not the general thing you were experiencing #anyways. nobody was helpful in the slightest lmao #and then years later i'm seeing cluster B shit from quora and just seeing the most vile things said about pwNPD #and seeing blatant misinformation about ASPD. from people with ASPD. shit like ''if you feel fear at all then you can't have ASPD'' #so yeah i turned off all email notifications from quora. good riddance to be quite honest

[cambion-companion]

OMFG AASIMAR

GUYS! Now they have a functioning Aasimar mod for BG3 I might actually finish this game! And maybe have a Tav I can attach myself to lmao

My golden girl Altheara.

...I am very tempted to use the Raphael Ring mod to finally get some good screenshots of Aasimar x Cambion shenanigans.

#bg3 oc #aasimar #mods #baldur's gate 3 #she will romance Raphael in my delusion #... #but probably Shadowheart irl #MONK SHIT

[incorrect-hs-quotes]

Vriska: Pos8ive affirm8ions for hot girls ::::3

Vriska: Your tummy d8es NOT hurt. You didn’t forg8t ANYTHING. You are NOT SICK in the HE8D.

#submission #homestuck #incorrect homestuck quotes #vriska serket #mod terezi #at what point does it stop being a positive affirmation and start being self delusion?

[fantasy-store]

OngietuZombie

[ongietuzombie]

ongietuzombie is asubset of ongietucors, relating to one’s perception of their body and or species being affected by certain delusions, such as believing one is a zombie or otherwise living (un)dead, delusions related to believing ones body being a corpse or dying, delusions related to certain aspects of themself/their body dying, missing or already being dead, and so on. this term acknowledges the disconnect between reality and one’s experience with conditions with their body, it does not romanticize nor idealize this experience.

made most specifically with cotard's syndrome in mind but primarily exclusive to anyone who believes they're a zombie, living corpse etc.

about ongietunem(link), ongietucors(link), ongietuvamp(link)

no spoons for ids, sorry

radqueers, transid/x stay away from my terms thanks.

#mod cass #flag design #ongietunem #ongietucors #ongietubody #ongietusio #ongietuzombie #cotards delusion #cotards syndrome #flag blog #my flags #flag coining #flag making #flag designs #actually delusional #delusions #delusional #zombie delusion

[homestuckconfession]

I!!! AM!!! AND FOREVER WILL BE!!! GAMKAR DELULU!!!!!!!!!!! moirallegiance IS magic

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#homestuck #homestuck confession #gamkar #gamzee makara #karkat vantas #okay but like don't say delulu bc it reduces the actual experiences of people who have delusions #I very highly doubt you have a literal delusion about this or you would not say so #mod commentary

[hazyaltcare]

An aesthetic for a Dirk Strider (Homestuck) that has delusions (especially reality questioning and surveillance delusions) and hallucinations. With themes of dreamcore, weirdcore and glitchcore.

Mod Haze (🧨Tate & ❤️Alice❤️)

#fictionkin #homestuck kin #dirk strider kin #glitchcore #dreamcore #weirdcore #orange #red #blue #aesthetic #🧨 #❤️ #mod haze #tw delusion #tw unreality #tw eye strain #tw paranoia #tw eye contact #tw hallucinations

[ndcultureis]

schizospec and autistic culture is constantly questioning if youre actually autistic or if its just a delusion to try and "fit in" with a larger group of nd people

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#schizo spectrum culture is #actually schizospec #neurodivergent culture #actually neurodivergent #mod emri #delusion mention #tw delusion

[girlflux-culture-is]

Girlflux culture is feeling extremely neutral one day and freaking out because you think you’re feeling masc and now you have to re-evaluate everything. Because fluid/flux microlabels are a pain to sort through but you don’t like the feeling of “close enough” labels

Girlflux culture

#girlflux culture #girlflux culture is #girlflux #queer #microlabels #mod delusion

[jrueships]

HES MAKING THE OHIO PEOPLE WORSHIP HIM

#the c*nty whereas lmao it's like reading a tiktok poem #look at his shadow lingering #haunting ohio #a1 sweet feet ahmad😭 #yall bengalians what do you think about your new overlord #doesnt matter chase will still ignore his show of ass so he can buy joe clothes then lie about it #and then sauce will lie about jamarr ignoring him and theyll just constantly feed into each others delusions #without getting fed at all #what are you guys gonna do to celebrate #ahmad a1 sweet hyphen feet empath gay theater villain discord mod gardner #im gonna km$ #sauce

[clusterrune]

Cotard's Syndrome

[cotards syndrome]

masterpost of resources for walking corpse syndrome/delusion.

what is it?(link) / is it episodic?(link) / beliefs and causes(link)

possible influences(link) / what its like an how its treated(link) / in the context of schizophrenia(link)

stats(link) / wiki page(link) / wiki overview(link) / special report(link) / case report(link) / 100 case analysis(link)

making sense of cotards(link) / cafepime-induced(link)

an uncommon presentation(link) / a sense of self(link) / are zombies real?(link)

misuse of delusional(link) / frustrating term use(link)

doctors arent helping1(link) / doctors arent helping2(link) / contradictions1(link) / contradictions2(link)

my heartbeat is a phantom(link)

self-awareness and i(link)

carrd1(link)

our book, understanding cotard's(link), contains plain text of these link's content and more, / and we run clusterrune in instagram where we try to write our posts in plain text in the captions.

please let me know if any links fail to work or are douplicates.

i also accept people suggesting things to add

apologies for the lack of ids.

check back again later when we have more!

#mod kris #important #for masterpost #walking corpse #understanding cotards #cotard #cotards delusion #cotards syndrome #walking corpse syndrome #resource list #recover resources #resource masterpost #cotards resources #delusional #nihilists delusion #psychotic delusion #actually delusional

[lunarflare64]

When the whole system is extremely aroace and The Horny One starts taking up the whole ass backseat.....🫤 save us /lh

Its not the worst time ever, we would just like to think about other things for like five minutes, please, we have adhd and thinking about boobs for 2 hours and then dick for another 5 is not something the rest of us can just do

ADHJSKD WAIT HOLY SHIT THEY MADE SIMP EMOJIS IN EMOJI KITCHEN FOR FUNSIES THEYRE HILARIOUS PLEASE SOMEONE ASK US ABOUT THE SIMP EMOJI FOLDER ITS SO FUCKING FUNNY

#also please someone stop us from diving into corpse's discography what we already have is way too much #was simping over fiasco's voice mod not enough for us? #hey does anyone know any other bands with robotic voice mod vocals? need a 50 page list of them for reasons #*sigh* as you can see this shit never ends (listening to fiaskos cover of one of corpses songs) #we'll let them have their fun for now #we've been stressed to the point of delusions and breakdowns for months now this is definitely not the worst way to spend our time

[dyketubbo]

i think as a society we should eradicate unreality jokes/pranks forever

#vaguely related to tubbos mods messing with him but this is also an overall statement #i know tubbo says hes fine etc etc im not going to be all I Know Better here even if i think he should maybe take a break #bc everything about his current life so far seems to be building up into something that would like. wreck anyone. and hes 18 #but this is also just a general statement i think unreality jokes are horrible you never know who it could trigger #even if it doesnt trigger your target(s) its dangerous for an audience to witness #and i mean dangerous like. in a 'people with psychosis/hallucinations/delusions minds Will work against them here' way #not in a 'those groups are dangerous' way #mask mews