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dabilove27 · 2 years

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I am losing my ever-loving mind over the new TR chapter. Be prepared I am never going to shut up about this.

#rach rambles 🌙#TR nonsense #i did y'all see that last panel #they love each other always have always will #husbands #my god i'm like losing my mind #the angst and then the END #MY HEART #shut it up me #tokyo revengers spoilers #tr spoilers #tr 263 #tokyo revengers 263

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thekittyokat · 12 days

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you ever just have a lot, a LOT of feelings all at once about a character and not even remotely enough words or brainpower to FORM the words to describe everything you're feeling. so it feels like you may explode. yeah

#sorry i got really into my feelings about mark hoffman again #the very specific version of him in my brain that i really really wish i had the time and energy to properly share with you guys #saw #well until i muster the energy to explode all of my feelings out into a fic. if you want to TRY and understand #know that my three biggest hoffman fic insps right now are as follows #your best kept secret hoffman. a series of mistakes hoffman. and rushed like a dreadful wind hoffman.#there is a very clear throughline just know i am extremely emotionally compromised rn #thinking about theee fics vs the canon path hoffman spirals down #something something the absolute tragedy of watching a man's descent into madness #the transformation of a man into a monster #and what could have saved him from himself and kramer's corruption #sorry i'm rambling so much oh my god i was just having such a crying fit out of nowhere about this #do you think he could feel it happening. do you think he was aware he was losing his mind.#the script version of him fucks with me so bad. the crazed rankings and the longer hair and him not being well kept anymore #it's impossible to think he didn't know he was deteriorating #fuuuck okay i need to either chill or write a whole longfic rn #i project on that guy so much i truly don't know if i could properly write my vision of him #until i do something more substantial the full extent of my hoffman exists for me and my boyfriend only. they get me like no one else #well ginny and jenna also get me. please read best kept secret and a series of mistakes Oh My God #where am i going with this. i like tag rambling actually this is a nice way to do it without forcing EVERYONE to read my delirium #anyways if you've read all of this i think i love you? feel free to dm me about hoffman and my very specific headcanons and aus #maybe soon i'll try and start writing my fics about this tragic man #i could never say any of this on twitter btw they'd string me up for my opinions on him as a sad wet beast who could have been fixed #if only he hadn't been weaponized first #god i'm too tired to even be as embarrassed about this as i should be. thought i unlearned cringe already #but i've been spending way too much time on twitter and they HAAATE hoffman there #rip. i know it's not that serious but i'm sensitive rn and hate feeling lonely in my thoughts #ok bye for real otherwise i'll never shut up. i might tag ramble more often bc this was therapeutic in a way i needed badly #cat chat

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ex0rin · 7 months

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First time in a bathroom stall, definitely not the last. Butcher & Hughie | The Boys S01E01

#i should make one of all the times they're in bathrooms together (so many instances oh my god you two)#hughie campbell #jack quaid #billy butcher #karl urban #the boys #cara gifs #like honestly #with other characters it's like #but how will i fit them into a 540x540??#but not these two #always so goddamn close #i'm losing my mind #just touching each other casually #RIGHT AWAY #this is like their second meeting #also that thumbs up is SO just jack quaid jesuschrist

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vaguely-concerned · 8 months

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Thinking about the symbolic weight of smoking in the TLT universe that comes to the fore in The Unwanted Guest -- the way it moves through from person to person: Pyrrha smoked, and Augustine wanted to impress her in all her stone cold fox MILF James Bond glory (and tbf who wouldn't) so he started too. and even though as far as he knows she's been gone for a myriad and is never coming back, he keeps the habit. Ianthe sees something in the hollowed-out Faberge eggshell of Augustine that resonates with her, all that gilded eloquent emptiness and disdain through the ages, so she picked it up from him to try to emulate it. She picked it up so hard that Palamedes -- the exact spiritual antithesis of the 'smoking! on a space station! what a powermove' ennui Ianthe so admired -- spontaneously unnerded enough to even known how to, simply from a sort of contact contamination of the soul.

G1deon and Augustine sharing a jittery smoke after their near-Harrow experience during soup night, and it's the closest thing to any real sense of brotherhood that remains between them. Pyrrha going ten thousand years dying both literally and for a smoke (and then Camilla sold her fucking cigarettes (for a third of what they were worth, probably Pyrrha's own good, and also more importantly grocery money). what an entirely haunted time to be alive etc.). Augustine and Mercy trading a cigarette back and forth in the middle of their collusion over the love and murder of god.

An act of small and measured self-destruction in the name of something a little bit like connection when you're stuck somewhere in yourself where love itself dares not or cannot tread (ritualized, transmissible)..........

#the unwanted guest #the unwanted guest spoilers #the locked tomb #ianthe tridentarius #augustine the first #pyrrha dve #palamedes sextus #this series is going to make me lose my mind completely one day (affectionate)#the locked tomb meta #the fact that ianthe seems to have had some genuine admiration for augustine makes my head spin. of course though.#of course she sees the person who looks the most like he's successfully made himself impervious to the world #utterly untouchable and impossible to hurt because he isn't even really there #and she believes it! even after seeing the john mercy augustine mess at the end! because it's such a seductive idea #when you've stuck yourself in an inevitable ocean of pain to think you could make yourself numb enough that it doesn't matter #it's the emotional equivalent of 'oh there's water all around? well I just won't breathe in then. easy lmao get on my level'#she holds on to that thing from him even when it's been proved to be both impossible and ultimately untrue even in him #because uh. oh I'm about to be kind of sad for ianthe what the fuck is going on. he might actually have been the closest thing #to parental and especially paternal affection she's ever known. certainly known enough to try to model herself after #IMAGINE how fucked up the nine houses must be when augustine the first registers for anyone as a model of psychological survival #ianthe do you really want to be yourself completely so much that you're willing to be nothing. I mean yeah probably but. oh my god #gaining nothing at the cost of everything

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fromtheseventhhell · 3 months

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"I have no sister." The words were knives. What do you know of my heart, priestess? What do you know of my sister? | Jon VI

--metaphorical knives at feigning neutrality regarding his sister

Jon fell to his knees. He found the dagger's hilt and wrenched it free. In the cold night air the wound was smoking. "Ghost," he whispered. Pain washed over him. Stick them with the pointy end. When the third dagger took him between the shoulder blades, he gave a grunt and fell face-first into the snow. He never felt the fourth knife. Only the cold... | Jon XIII

--literal knives from breaking that neutrality to save her

#jon snow #arya stark #asoiaf #valyrianscrolls #it's like poetry it rhymes #Jon is just destined to suffer over his love for Arya huh 😭#god when is it finally their turn to reunite and be happy??#people read this and really think he would've done the same for anyone other then Arya?? the delusion is strong #gatekeeping their relationship from the heathens that try and turn Arya into just a /proxy for family/ y'all aren't worthy #George did NOT have to go this hard when writing about them but I am so glad that he did #/Jon will want me even if no one else does/ you have no idea 🥹#and when Arya parallels this by leaving the FM when she hears of his death I'm gonna be losing my mind

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mastersoftheair · 2 months

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oh damn, it's one thing to speculate, but it's another thing to learn that 60 Million Dollars was spent on covid-19 safety/compliance, which is why the 10th episode was inevitably cut

#oh god i'm in so much painnnnnnnn #AGONY!!! MISERY!!! WOE!!!!!!!#that's an entire quarter of their budget......AGONY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#masters of the air #hbo war #damn what do i even tag this as?#i'll figure that out later. but (and i know i say this so liberally) i feel like i'm gonna lose my mind

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beauregardlionett · 1 year

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imagine you are critical role ceo travis willingham and one day you get a text from aabria iyengar that just says ‘i’m coming for your ass’ and then a few weeks later she sits down next to you at work, on camera, as your fantasy ex and the only way you can respond to that is to ‘yes-and’

every day travis willingham wakes up

#i am still losing my mind over this like what a fucking MOVE aabria what a GODDESS #imagine being aabria i would love to know what that level of confidence and badassery feels like #also who is funnier than her god damn #what a concept what a character i'm instantly in love with deanna no notes 10/10 #cr #cr spoilers #critical role #c3e52 #travis willingham #aabria iyengar #deanna leimert #chetney pock o'pea #beaureblogs

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imminent-danger-came · 9 months

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MK: "Cool cool cool- okay! Everyone is asleep,"

MK: "Monkey King is gone."

MK: "It's just me and my thoughts, all alone! This is fine!"

(2x01 Sleep Bug)

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MK: "Ugh, this again? Look, I know you're not really here! I've been doing what you told me to do—believing in myself, blah blah blah. But I'm not ready for this! I can't face the Lady Bone Demon alone. I just feel so-"

(2x07 Shadow Play)

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(1x02 Duplicatenation)

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Tang: "I'm sorry, it's just that I'm stressed okay! Stressed that Azure Lion's probably taken over the celestial realm by now,"

Tang: "Monkey King's gone,"

Tang: "MK's MIA,"

Tang: "and I can't use my powers reliably! I just feel so useless."

(4x09 Roast of the Monkie Kids)

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I just feel so- useless.

Can you believe this one 10 second Tang scene parallels like 3 other scenes. Wild.

#like down to tang looking at one hand and then the other to express that people are gone #Like hello #Literally can not parallel MK leaving in s4 to Wukong leaving in s2 any more can you #Losing my fucking mind god #''Oh idk maybe I'm just hyperfixating maybe the lego show isn't as good as I think it is-'' *lmk hits me with a fucking bus*#lmk #lego monkie kid #lmk parallels #lmk Tang #lmk MK

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roguerambles · 2 months

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Halsin: "Don't just stare, Gale. That mouth of yours can do better than just hang open, I wager."

Gale: "My word!"

"The image of Gale tuts disapprovingly, but the orb in his naked chest glows tellingly with excitement"

SO WHAT YOUR SAYING IS A GALE/HALSIN SANDWICH ISN'T COMPLETELY OFF THE TABLE????

#bg3 #baldur's gate iii #gale dekarios #halsin #oh ho so Gale likes to watch does he #Aelia finds that interesting #VERY INTERESTING #new headcanon Gale and Aelia totally invite Halsin into their bed while he's visiting them in Waterdeep #or take him as a lover in the alternate timeline where they become gods #DAMN IT I WANT THEM BOTH SO BAD #tav #I'm losing my mind that this is a thing #baldur's gate 3 #gale of waterdeep #halsin silverbough

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daz4i · 10 months

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he looks so angry..........

#this is like the most emotion we've ever seen dazai display i swear #god. i need a translation i need to know what's happening. I'm losing my mind #bsd spoilers #bsd 109 #bsd chapter 109 #i IMAGINE it's fake anger?? either as a part of a bigger plan or him being dramatic @ chuuya

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missingbk-dkhours · 1 year

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Waiting for him to wake up

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that-really-dungeons-my-dragons · 5 months

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Hey Grizzly? I am in your walls.

WHY DID HE SPECIFY THAT THE LAST THING CHIP SAW WAS GILLION ARRIVING TO TRY TO SAVE THEM.

#I'm losing my mind #like oh my God #dm you did not need to specify that #MY heart feels like it just got ripped out #they're tragic starcrossed lovers doomed by the narrative #and it's just a wet fish and some guy #ahhhhhhhh #i should probably tag this as spoilers #jrwi riptide #jrwi fnc #jrwi riptide spoilers

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mwagneto · 5 months

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wilfred mott really is the character of all time because i no joke cannot think about him without crying. he's on my screen and i'm bawling. someone sends me a picture of him and boom. tears. i remember him and i'm gone. goodbye.

#IT'S LITERALLY CRAZY AND IT'S NOT EVEN NEW IT'S ALWAYS BEEN LIKE THIS #he's so incredibly shaped. grandpa of all time. losing my mind. please ohmy god #I'm about to get to s4 and i fr dont know how im gonna cope like i will pass the fuck away I'm serious #doctor who #wilfred mott #wilf

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902186 · 6 days

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