i think it's a pretty popular guess that Crosshair is going to overcome his hand tremor in a heroic, life-or-death moment where he steadies himself and makes the necessary perfect shot to save someone's life (or lives)
but i'd be equally happy with a quieter, more personal, not-any-less-heroic moment. a moment that comes after he's finally, finally accepted that he's more than just a soldier, and he's happy with who he is now, and with his newfound purpose in life,
and he looks down at his hand, and realizes it's no longer shaking.
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Done w the paintin part of my project.
Gonna let it dry, take emergency photos in case my plans fail. Then im gonna stab the shit out of it n slice across it n stitch it back together w black yarn to look like rail tracks
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I would have made this on a bigger canvas if I knew how crazy I'd get with it. Anyways Dist giving Anise a make-over bc they're best friends*
(*Losers who sit at the same lunch table)
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So, for all the time that I've listened to Sleep Token (been a hot minute now, jeeze) there have been three songs that I have avoided like the plague; Atlantic, Fall for Me and Missing Limbs. I haven't been avoiding them because they're bad, not at all, but because the first time I listened to them, they brought out a Hell of a lot for me. Never in my life had I had a song, let alone three, do that to me, so, I avoided them. Distraction and WTBB cause me enough pain, and these three inch out of the boundary for songs that just push me over the edge.
Even when I did my massive SFX post, I kind of zoned out when I listened to them, mainly focusing on little sounds rather than lyrics and breakdowns. In a weird way I dreaded listening to them again just because. Plus, one of my first ST posts on here is a clip of Fall for Me, which I heard, had to sit down for a minute at, posted it, and refused to look at again (bear with me here I know I'm sounding disastrously dramatic and overly sensitive).
So, today, I decided to take a little re-listen. And Christ Almighty I need a minute. Atlantic had my lying down on my floor having to take a moment, Fall for Me took me right back to one of my first relationships and Missing Limbs had me contemplating how I've loved and been loved. What the fuck man. You all will definitely be getting a little lyric analysis soon, but, here are some of my favourites so far;
- "Eyes like frozen planets, just orbiting the vacuum I am"
- "Flood me like Atlantic, weather me to nothing"
- "Echoing futures are the buckling sutures, that hold shut the wounds of the past"
- "Slowly I remember why I cannot pretend, that I never think of you and all this screaming silence; oh God I wish you were here"
- "The outer rounds of heaven don't keep up on the charm offensive anymore"
- "To swallow my desire and choke on it"
- "The blessings rain on battles in the heaven's arms"
- "I live like I've got missing limbs for you"
Like. Pen game is on POINT.
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Tim was his own worst critic. It was just self-defense, something he’d picked up while he was learning how to stay alive. He’d learned how to slip binds, and how to take a hit, and how to be so harsh on himself that whenever someone found a new hurtful thing to say to him, it was the second time he’d ever heard it.
It was the best defense he could find: having thought of it first.
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Journey to Dorito Body pt 3
Guess who couldn't sleep and decided to work out instead. This guy!
It was nice work out and now I'm a bit tired so I think I'll be able to sleep tonight after all.
I did more research into the proper form and other exercises that can help build you up to doing pull-ups. Turns out when doing lats pull downs you should lean back until your abs are engaged then pull the bar to your chest. That's the proper form to train for pull-ups.
I found I could up in weight that way so that feels nice but I'm noticing that the weak link in this really is my arms. My back and shoulders are WAY stronger than my arms so I did curls and other torturous things with dumbells too.
I also started doing assisted hangs. Basically step 1 for getting to your pull-up just holding the proper form (shoulders down and back) and fuck does it hurt your hands! Yeah ouch my muscles but my hands are the thing that had me tap out. Mind you I have no calluses. Soft and weak little baby hands. I even wear workout gloves to hopefully last longer and I did but not by much. So I guess my hands are gonna get swol too during this journey.
Look at my lil baby muscles! You can't even tell I'm flexing! This will not stand. I will be strong like bear in forest!
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