#need to work on that

[clingyduofan]

i Need to draw more vitalasubzam

#zeph.text #they make me so ill i don't know why i don't draw them more #actually i do know why. i dont know how to draw characters interacting it always looks so awkward #need to work on that #also its almost 3am and i've only done one assignment today lets goooooooo 🔥🔥🔥🔥 (on the verge of breaking down)

[nikidanger]

Lol sometimes I wonder how different certain things would have turned out if I’d spoken up in the moment.

#need to work on that #personal

[wodania]

This Barbie is!!!

#which marriage you ask #pick! they all work #I wish I had a portrait of just margaery #need to work on that #my favourite kids #loras tyrell #margaery tyrell #asoiaf

[blueserpent9]

If you could have a conversation with your future self, what's the one question you'd ask?

I would probably ask

"Do we ever learn how to have boundaries with love interests?"

Honestly something I needa work on.

So if this gets 1000 notes, I'll work on that

#mental health #boundries #good question #need to work on that #im silly #lgbtq #ask box

[cryptidtumbleweed]

Tumble’s soulmate heartbreak concept!

So this has been sitting in my files for months now. All I remember from why I came up with this is that it was for a Jedtavius soulmate AU - that never ended up happening.

I don’t know what to do with it, or if I’ll ever even use it – so, I’m sharing it! Feel free to use this lil creation of mine – or ask questions about it, if something isn’t clear :)

Constructive criticism is also welcome, as this is the first “sickness” I’ve made up for creative purposes

Soulmate heartbreak

Heartbreak: a condition that is caused by being rejected by one's soulmate. The severity varies, depending on the type of rejection. The worse the rejection/breakup, the worse the heartbreak.

Heartbreak is usually dangerous and can be fatal, but milder cases occur when the breakup/rejection is smooth and both parties are in understanding.

Symptoms:

Heartbreak starts with a quick decline of mental health, depression is usually present and noticeable after a week or so – though it can take up to a month.

The victim will shut down, refusing to take care of themselves and essentially become bedridden. Chest pains are present from the very start and will gradually grow worse as the heartbreak worsens. After this, they will start having on and off fever, that will gradually become worse, rise higher and last longer. The victim will often refuse to eat and drink, has night terrors and as it worsens, starts having feverish dreams about their soulmate. They will often feel too hot and cold at the same time, struggle to stay still as the chest pains grow worse and in the most extreme cases struggle with breathing. Without treatment, these symptoms will most likely last a lifetime or only worsen.

In worse cases, the victim might lose touch with reality and struggle recognizing people around them, even close friends and family.

Death through heartbreak:

The most severe cases of heartbreak will end with the victim dying. Their fever will rise and their night terrors and touch on reality will worsen suddenly, often just overnight. In most cases they will have hallucinations of their soulmate and mumble about them - if they still have enough strength to do so. Their chest pains will be severe and often just moving them will cause agony.

At this point, it's often too late to save them. They will pass away, most likely in pain and delirious.

Sometimes victims also die of starvation or dehydration after failing to take care of themselves.

Possibilities on recovery:

Healing heartbreak is possible, but doesn't happen often – mostly due to the victim refusing to get help, as they feel like it won’t end the grief. The victim can mend their heart on their own, through a lot of therapy and the process often includes removing their soulmate mark (which in turn would remove any feelings of love and attraction they have towards their soulmate). Most refuse this, as they cling on to the hope that their soulmate will love them back eventually.

Their soulmate can also help them mend their condition, if they change their mind on the rejection. This process is slow and requires a lot of effort and dedication. Both parties have to be willing to give each other a chance, recreating the connection between soulmates. They would have to spend time together and be open about their feelings towards each other. The love and bond between them will slowly mend heartbreak - the process often takes up to six months.

In cases where the soulmate of the victim still doesn’t return their feelings, it is best for them to stay apart and end any contact – as their presence might risk a relapse for the recovered victim.

Affects on the soulmate:

Heartbreak can be two sided. Sometimes, the person who rejected the other can feel chest pains and their overall mood will decline noticeably, making them more aggressive and frustrated. They might have occasional nightmares and be more paranoid. This ends once the heartbreak is healed or the other member passes.

Note - it is extremely rare for the heartbreak to be nearly as bad for the one who ended the relationship/rejected their soulmate, but it is possible: if they were to regret their actions but not try to reach out to their soulmate, there is a chance that they will slowly begin to go through the same symptoms. This will be a far slower process for them as they are not the one who got rejected.

#writing #au #au concept #jedtavius #Jedtavius au #Jedtavius au concept #soulmate au #fanfiction #fanfic concept #Past me had some wild ideas for fanfics #This was most likely made for a human Jedtavius AU #So I'd say that the speed it'd affect miniatures would be much faster #Like just a few days for the first symptoms to be clear #But idk #this is why I shouldn't be allowed to create things I just come up with ways to emotionally torture characters #things that Tumble probably created in the dead of night #I seriously remember nothing from creating this #why is it written like an actual medical journal wtf #also how wonderfully lazy of me to just call it heartbreak #need to work on that #the possibilities of angsty soulmate stories tho... #I'm pretty sure I also had some vague idea of how this would work with poly relationships #Again: past me what the fuck how and why did you come up with this

[savageday6]

happened to talk about my universally disliked ex again to my closest friend and now i feel so sad for myself for wasting my time on that relationship. i shall journal these negative feelings all down tomorrow to give myself some closure and rid myself of the heaviness in my heart!!! n this is a promise to myself

#hate that i was so blind. also found out through the rs that my self worth n self esteem are horrifically low #need to work on that #personal

[trucbiduleschouettes]

"Wow I wonder why my characters all lie about being ok and bottle it up and pretend to just be the local silly merry idiot", I say as I do the same and worse, "I truly wonder why this is so prominent in them" I insists as if it s not me every single fucking day

#You cant be bad if you laugh it off and say you ll be fine and theres no reason to worry since you always are fine after all right #it s just so much easier if you're just the dumb happy merry go around fucker #keeps people from getting tired of you if you manage to bottle it all up #i need to get better at lying again #need to work on that

[shizuuu]

Character Sheet: Cornelius Villadsen

Character’s full name: Cornelius Villadsen

Reason or meaning of name: Villadsen means "Son of Villad" "will, desire - battle, combat"

Gender: male

Race: human mixed with an ocean-born (still need a name for it)

Character’s nickname: Cord

Reason for nickname: When he first met John, he wore a suit that looked similar to a cord suit. John mistook it for one and, when he could'nt remember his name, he called him Cord. He is the only person who is allowed to call him that and only when Cornelius is in a good mood or when John is worried about him.

Birth date: 13. November

Physical appearance

Age: 34

How old does he/she appear: 32

Weight: 76kg

Height: 1,83m

Body build: muscular and a bit thin

Eye color: dark grey

Glasses or contacts: glasses for reading

Skin tone: very pale, almost grey

Distinguishing marks: his horns, scars on his fingers, gills, dorsal fins (the remains of it) on his back

Predominant features: little dark creme-colored horns (Elfen Lied style)

Hair color: black with grey strands

Type of hair:

Hairstyle: loose ponytail, shorter hair in the past

Voice: low with a little hiss when he's angry

Overall attractiveness: hot (Mads Mikkelsen vibes)

Physical disabilities: no

Favorite outfit: dark coat

Jewelry or accessories: black or dark grey gloves to hide his scars

Family

Mother: deceased

Relationship with her: tried to protect him from his father, she helped to hide his oceanic features from him.

Father: deceased

Relationship with him: not a good one, he was an alcoholic and treated them both (Cornelius and his mother) badly before drowning himself. He was a human and he couldn't accept his racial-mixed son. He was the one who cut the webs between Cornelius' fingers.

Siblings: none

Personality

Optimist or pessimist? don't know yet

Introvert or extrovert? kinda both, though more on the introvert side

Daredevil or cautious? Daredevil when he travels sometimes, which caused some trouble before. If there are any people involved that he cares about, he will get more catious for their sake.

Logical or emotional? Despite his gruff appearance, Cornelius is quite emotional, though him being a physician he acts very logical most of the times.

Disorderly and messy or methodical and neat? neat, definetly neat

Prefers working or relaxing? working

Confident or unsure of himself/herself? not really but has issues with his scars. Other than that, no

Animal lover? loves Johns horse Shortcake

Day to day activities

His job: physician

First thing he does in the morning: Opening the window of his room, then getting coffee as fast as possible

Morning person or night owl: definetly not a morning person, though coffee or tea could help with that

Is he currently living with someone? John William Bradshaw

Does he do chores? Which ones? They share the chores. Cornelius does the dusting and chopping down wood and gets groceries.

Habits when sick

Do they drink tea? sometimes, is more of a coffee person

What is the first sign that they are sick? sleeps less

Will they push through or succumb easily? His immune system is quite strong so he rarely gets sick. If he gets sick though, it hits him hard.

Other illnesses: he sometimes gets a fever if stressed physicially or mentally

#shizuuu: oc tag #cornelius villadsen #snz ocs #snz character #oc character #not as big as john's #need to work on that

[mycollectioncloud]

Vent How.

Wanting to write so many emotions out So much anger. Sadness. Upset and more.

Yet these harsh thoughts barely pass my tongue Even rarer for them to be written down

Maybe I’ll write an angry poem And let a flame eat all of those words

I’m responsible for finding my outlet Can’t keep these emotions bottled up inside

Life recently has been hell But I’ve strapped myself into this ride

Currently I feel numb Except it’s a good feeling of numbness

I’ve entered a different ride One I’m finally excited for this time

Here goes nothing I’m ready for a change

Ready for this physical life To match up emotionally again

#new poets society #new poets club #new poets on tumblr #new poem #new poets community #new poetry #new poets corner #poets on tumblr #poets on life #original poets on tumblr #original poetry #original poem #short poem #short poetry #daily poetry #daily poem #poetry #need to vent #need to write #need to work on that

[quinnallerton]

The last thing I wrote was a McLennon/ Fleabag crossover fic in January.

Send help.

#mclennon #the beatles #fleabag #need to work on that #send me good writing inspo #desperate for a creative outlet #the face you make when you realize how long it’s been since you’ve given your OCs attention #my fanfic writing #mclennon fanfiction #the beatles fanfiction #fleabag fanfiction

[supriyashah8]

#savesoil #need to work on that

[bonesandthebees]

one of the most infuriating things about becoming an adult is when you realize that it actually is 10x easier to solve problems by making a phone call vs literally any other communication method

#I was forced to get over my hatred of making phone calls bc of this #one 15 minute phone call is the equivalent of 5 back and forth emails #also if you don't know exactly what you need help with you can just ask and you can get real help #instead of just desperately clawing at faqs on websites #it's infuriating that it works so well #ramblings

[sylvies-kablooie]

i do unironically think the best artists of our generation are posting to get 20 notes and 3 reblogs btw. that fanfic with like 45 kudos is some of the best stuff ever written. those OCs you carry around have some of the richest backstories and worldbuilding someone has ever seen. please do not think that reaching only a few people when you post means your art isn't worth celebrating.

#i often wonder about how many things would be considered classic or high art had they only received the marketing #how many short films that were made for class could have been the most powerful thing you'd ever seen? if you'd seen them? #“you know the greatest films of all time were never made” etc etc #but like. these works of art ARE being made. it's just enjoyed by a smaller audience with equal impact though #i think about this one furry i used to follow on insta who had the coolest worldbuilding ever. it's been years. #thought prompted by that sketch of nimona from ten years ago that was just for a character design #posted to the creator's tumblr and now it's nominated for best animated feature film at the oscars #and by the genuine emotional reaction a fan comic made me feel. how much work had gone into it. how beautiful it was to me. #idk what to tag this but i hope whoever needs to hear it does #writing #writer #fandom #fandom culture #artist

[cozylittleartblog]

cant tell you how bad it feels to constantly tell other artists to come to tumblr, because its the last good website that isn't fucked up by spoonfeeding algorithms and AI bullshit and isn't based around meaningless likes

just to watch that all fall apart in the last year or so and especially the last two weeks

there's nowhere good to go anymore for artists.

edit - a lot of people are saying the tags are important so actually, you'll look at my tags.

#please dont delete your accounts because of the AI crap. your art deserves more than being lost like that #if you have a good PC please glaze or nightshade it. if you dont or it doesnt work with your style (like mine) please start watermarking #use a plain-ish font. make it your username. if people can't google what your watermark says and find ur account its not a good watermark #it needs to be central in the image - NOT on the canvas edges - and put it in multiple places if you are compelled #please dont stop posting your art because of this shit. we just have to hope regulations will come slamming down on these shitheads#in the next year or two and you want to have accounts to come back to. the world Needs real art #if we all leave that just makes more room for these scam artists to fill in with their soulless recycled garbage #improvise adapt overcome. it sucks but it is what it is for the moment. safeguard yourself as best you can without making #years of art from thousands of artists lost media. the digital world and art is too temporary to hastily click a Delete button out of spite

#not art #but important #please dont delete your accounts because of the AI crap. your art deserves more than being lost like that #if you have a good PC please glaze or nightshade it. if you dont or it doesnt work with your style (like mine) please start watermarking #use a plain-ish font. make it your username. if people can't google what your watermark says and find ur account its not a good watermark #it needs to be central in the image - NOT on the canvas edges - and put it in multiple places if you are compelled #please dont stop posting your art because of this shit. we just have to hope regulations will come slamming down on these shitheads #in the next year or two and you want to have accounts to come back to. the world Needs real art #if we all leave that just makes more room for these scam artists to fill in with their soulless recycled garbage #improvise adapt overcome. it sucks but it is what it is for the moment. safeguard yourself as best you can without making #years of art from thousands of artists lost media. the digital world and art is too temporary to hastily click a Delete button out of spite

[seenthisepisode]

no offence but the reason tumblr is “dying” is, well, yes, of course the cursed like/reblog ratio and the change in user behaviour (because of people being used to how instagram and tiktok work) BUT also the lack of weekly shows. i say it with my whole chest, they don't produce captivating and engaging stupid weekly tv shows anymore because streaming killed that so you have spikes of activity here when Something happens in general fandom or up to three days after a new season of whatever drops and then it's a wasteland. this is obviously an old woman yelling at a cloud missing supernatural and the vampire diaries and pretty little liars and all these other shows type of post but honestly give me back weekly tv shows where i have something to watch for 40 minutes almost every day of the week after work so then i can read and reblog it on tumblr give it back for the sake of my sanity

#we used to be a proper country #or something #this post is brought to you by me coming back from work and being like okay what now 🧍🏻‍♂️ #i mean obviously i have stuff to do but these are just chores and what i need what i have been programmed to need is a 40 minute long #episode of stupid cw show with a gay ship that's never gonna go canon... :((( #tumblr #fandom

[mi-spark]

my dog in pokemon mystery dungeon

#> dad discovers his phone can automatically make pngs from photos #> friend suggests playing with pngs #> this is the result #i need to be yelled at to do work