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nickyroethemarinebiologist · 7 months

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Ascending to a whole new plane of insanity right now <- watched ofmd S2 and then ghosts S5 consecutively and will never ever ever get over it

#nothing in my brain now but those monkey cymbal crashing things (BAP BAP BAP BAP BAP CRASH SHSHSHHSHSHHHHH BAP BAP) you get my gist #also i started staged which is just unhinged. im loving it #i need to bite things #im becoming feral im becoming wild #i am no longer fit for society #never okay again. never normal again #i need to BITE something seriously actually #maybe its the autism #bbc ghosts #ofmd #our flag means death #ghosts #ofmd s2 #bbc ghosts s5 #bbc ghosts spoilers #ofmd spoilers #? i guess

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ewwww-what · 1 month

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Do you guys think that Adaine and Aelwyn ever had tiny moments of solidarity in their young childhoods? Like a small glance across the kitchen table when their dad said something particularly uncomfortable at dinner, or a late night conversation in the kitchen that lasted a little bit longer than either of them really expected it to?

Like maybe Aelwyn would cast healing on a knee scrape that she most certainly was the cause of, or Adaine would make a quiet comment about a good test score she got to make her feel better about something. Maybe Aelwyn passively read up on calming panic attacks and anxiety episodes, while Adaine secretly wished she got to keep her sister’s old clothes as hand-me-downs. Maybe they used to hold hands when crossing the street, or did the dishes together, or smushed together on the couch so they could both read the same book.

I think that for as much as they have always “hated” each other, there have to have been moments where love seeped through. They lived in that house together, and as much as I know their experiences were wildly different, they both endured abuse and neglect at the hands of their parents. there has to have been some times where they aligned into some kind of more gentle understanding of one another even if only for a few moments.

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aengelren · 2 months

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tell him you know a place then drop him off at a therapist

#baby it’s okay we’re just going out for ice cream❤️i know a location #no no the voices in your head are normal! let’s just take a detour real quick i forgot something #oh this? this is the direction towards the mental ward? nice obversing skills baby i’m proud of you #i would never gaslight you why are you imagining things. what’s REALLY going on?#dw abt it my sweet sugerplum honey comb #the voices!!!#i’m sleep deprived again kay gn #Eren #Reiner #geto suguru #toji fushiguro #Aot #jjk #images

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currentlyonstandbi · 4 months

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#I AM FINE . SO TOTALLY FINE AND OKAY #if you thought i was done with the sw quote posts . think again #the gambit series was karen miller taking up a steel chair and pummelling me with it #it is just a non-stop emotional roller-coaster of 'hey what if we reminded you that at his heart anakin was a passionate and caring person?'#'what if we just constantly bombarded you with the fact anakin empathises with the suffering of others because he knows and lived suffering'#'what if we reminded you that he never moved on from the trauma inflicted by the cruelty of a childhood spent in slavery!!'#and that is on top of him and obi wan being so two halves of a whole the entire time that it's almost overwhelming #anyway . normal again #star wars #sw tcw #star wars the clone wars #clone wars gambit #anakin skywalker

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queenerdloser · 4 months

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i just finished dark heir

#me foaming at the mouth during the last chapters: HE IS! FUCKING! SAVING YOU!#i am huddled around will kempen hissing like a mama cat none of these fuckers are allowed to look at him #dark rise #okay but like. cyrian at literally every moment in the book you see will anticipating things and making connections #that you never make. doing things like a leader & being fucking smart and strategic. and your dumb ass really thought.#hm. must mean i shouldnt listen to him about the magic staff that can literally stop the end of the world. must be evil.#me: [screams into the abyss]#i know i cant expect characters to react like readers and they DID all react like i knew they would but god it was so infuriating!!!!!#and heart breaking! god!!!! god!!!!! will reliving his mother's initial betrayal over and over and OVER again #and thinking about all the little moments we get where the novel tells us: if these 'evil' characters had just been accepted #instead of tossed aside maybe they wouldnt have fallen. if they had been protected instead of killed maybe they would have #become protectors instead of killers. maybe if will's mom hadn't tried to butcher him for the sin of his own birth #he wouldn't have been so scared to tell people he lied to them.#anyway im not normal about will kempen and if book 3 doesnt give me his friends fucking accepting him i'll kill someone #me looking directly at visander: i dont care how charming you are i'll murder your ass about it #i read this book in like 5 hrs im being very normal about it

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plulp · 8 months

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yknow kylar isnt my favorite character but the owl plushie really raised the bar by like maybe 30%

#my art #dol #harper the doctor #whitney the bully #kylar the loner #colors are a little WACKY because i was using a brush thats CRAAAAZY (not crazy. pretty normal but its okay)#sorry i dont post EVER #i have more dol sketches but im just a guy and i get embarrassed if i dont like the drawing enough LMAO #every time i have to test draw something i always draw harper #if i save every harper i draw this account would never be dead ever #anyways im having my own personal dol renaissance (playing it again)#if you want to reblog just send me an ask and ill unlock it but im a little nervous about people rbing my art still :( sorry #thank you for everyone who was like 'please let me rb this' for my harper thing i appreciate it so much but i dont like that piece enough #to set it free.#i drew another harper as consolation but i never posted it because i didnt like that one EITHER. im crazy #turning rbs on. for you.

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kaseyskat · 11 months

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combining this speech with the fact that hero’s been doing her own thing for years and that sparrows been very firmly forcing lark to stand down when we know he wants to train normal too and i think you’ll find that sparrow is still not as bad of a parent as y’all think he is

#dndads #kasey rambles #dndads spoilers #like yeah god hero’s entire thing is so fucked #but tbh if we blame people for their mistakes without acknowledging that they’ve ACTIVELY recognized those mistakes and seem to regret them #we’ll get nowhere in life #sparrow might not be the greatest parent and he’s made mistakes! he fucked up with hero!#but clearly. he knows that. and tbh it’s probably why normal was raised so differently #ultimately if this quest had never happened normal and hero both would still be happily managing their own lives #clearly there’s no pressure on hero anymore and normal never got any of that pressure so like #idk #i don’t like that people are jumping on sparrow again #he’s not the one still pressuring his twin to give their teen children a gun (lark)#it’s okay sparrow i forgive you

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pinstripe-doodles · 1 year

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some folks

#pins doodles #drawn because i wanted more ourflag prints for devcon haha #really struggled with the fact id never drawn half these kids before but......hopefully they came out okay ?#ofmd #also im uhm hoping to go back to 'posting when ive finished stuff' instead of once a week ?#obvs patreon still gets it first but now that ive stopped trying to draw every day and getting stressed when i dont #im hoping that i can just.........be normal about posting again ? idk we'll see i might go back to weekly if it doesnt work though

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littlehatmouse · 8 months

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GIRLS KISSING 💥💥🔥🔥🔥😱😱💥🔥🔥💥

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mmmthornton · 2 years

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The main four SP boys are so funny and i wish more people appreciated how funny the dynamic and history between specifically the four of them are.

They're the coolest kids in school and everyone wanted to be their friend. No one likes them. When one died (semi)permanently, they ran a The Bachelor-type contest to pick a new bestie. They forced a kid to dress like their dead friend. The vibes were still off though so the dead kid came back. They're eight years old. They're ten years old. They're 9 years old. One of them has an alcohol addiction and depression. They've all seen each other naked. When one of them got herpes, he immediately passed it to the other three. These two things are unrelated. Three of them know the other is a psychopath who will kill people who get in his way and they're just like "wtvr". They hate each other more than anything. They cannot stop being best friends or it'll ruin the future of America. They would kill or die for each other. At 50 years old they still have hissy fits like children out in public over an argument none of them even remembers having. They're obsessed with each other. One of them gave another AIDS. They make each other so much worse for being involved in their lives. There is no low any of them could stoop to that the others would find it impossible to be their friend still.

When Chef said that they're friends "whether you like [each other] or not" he wasn't kidding. Its literally inescapable and thats so funny to their dynamic, why would you ever try to change that lol.

#south park #m4 baby #i love the casa bonita episode because Sheila's face in the car at the end is just #*okay well here's the kid my son almost always complains about and clearly hates but they're friends so he's in my car anyway*#she gets it lol she's a parent #thats just how kids be #*I never want to talk to [x] again! >:((((( *#next day:#*mom can you please drive us to [x]'s house for a sleepover?*#thats normal kid activity lol

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bookshelfdreams · 10 months

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#just saw that tweet abt pink days on the set of the barbie movie & i think it made me realize why it - the marketing etc - annoys me so #'margot robbie went around collecting fines and donated them to charity haha' okay. look.#that's just the perfect metaphor for how it worked for us - me - anyone who wants to align themselves with me - when we were girls #isn't it #because you grow up and you desperately want to fit in with the other girls but you don't & you don't know why #but you're surrounded by things and people telling you what a normal girl is like & little-to-none of it is things you find appealing or #interesting. makeup and fashion and skin care. gymnastics and romance. you're told that you are obligated to be pretty #but prettiness has never been part of your perception of yourself. femininity is an arcane concept #an exclusive club that will never grant you entrance #& the only comfort you can give yourself is deciding that it's dumb anyway. shallow. vain. who cares about looks and boys and all of that #idiots that's who #but this is Doing It Wrong too isn't it? because now everyone who has taught you that you will forever fail at femininity turns around #& tells you that's patriarchal oppression and YOU'RE the bad one by distancing yourself from something that always made you feel defective #'YOU may have never lived up to this impossible standard of perfection but some ppl do and actually it's fine to be like that!#hyperfeminine traditionally beautiful women are the most oppressed group of all & finally we will stand up for our rights!'#'girls can be pretty AND conpetent' but that's not what they're actually saying. isn't it.#because performing femininity correctly is the prerequisite. a threshold you can never cross and you know that. & that's fine #but somehow that's wrong too because you're not supposed to make peace w that are you. you're SUPPOSED to want to do it right #even if you don't and never have and never will #and once again everyone is yelling at you that this club isn't meant for you. if you criticize the barbie movie you're antifeminist #if you refuse to wear pink I'll make you pay a fine #hashtag girlpower #(well im not a girl. not a guy either. and not a secret third thing. just bad at femininity.#bad at being a person. and y'all don't need to tell me you don't want me in your club #I've always known that. i just wish you'd stop expecting me to beg for entrance.)

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dollsome-does-tumblr · 3 months

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is it weird that one of my life resolutions has become to not love any new television show as much as i've loved television shows in the past

in our current tv environment it just seems like self care

#ofmd was the LAST ONE!!!!!!!!!#i'm never going to love tv that hard again!!!!!!!!!#i can't have the fate of my fangirl heart in the hands of these vile execs okay #dollsome's deep thoughts #i will like a show. i will enjoy it a normal amount.#BUT NO MORE LOVE.#(unless they bring our show back obvi)#(and obviously i'm going to be losing it over the coming seasons of wwdits and good omens. but then i'm going to become NORMAL!)

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gertritude · 2 months

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Continuing to revisit persona 5. Was examining fanfic stats before and after royal coming out and I still find it insane how much pr that game did for akechi

#The change in shipping statistics from 2017-2020 to 2020-present is crazy #I am sorry for living under a rock and somehow never noticing how popular akechi was... I am 'caught up' now...#Okay I'm being normal now. I'm thinking about other things. I am not going to spend weeks obsessing over a single character again (lying)#I really should play one of the other persona games... But also I don't want to... They're so long...................#I'm also just not the type of person to play unrelated games in a series if I don't feel like it....

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peniscat · 2 months

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i miss succession and the community it gave me </3

#i know most of you are still there but it's not the same. and that's okay because it's been nearly a year since it ended!! it's normal #but i also miss it. spring and summer 2022? some of the happiest time of my life!!! i've always wanted to be a part of something #and i truly got to experience that. and i am grateful!! but thinking about it makes me nostalgic and also a little sad.#mostly because i feel like i'm never going to have that again. and also because i miss the people. it's wild how you talk to someone daily #and now it's been over a year since we've been in contact. a specific kind of a heartbreak!!#yes the fact succ ended is hitting me now. a year later. everybody moved on i stayed here <3 #but anyways i am so so grateful for all of the people who have been here experiencing the mass hysteria of succ together!!!! the past years #have been worth it because of you <3 #yes the loneliness hit me bad. shhh it's midnight i'm allowed

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imminent-danger-came · 10 months

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I saw your tag that out of the 3 monkeys, macaque is the most mentally well, and i had a mini breakdown about the fact youre right. You shouldnt be right, but you are

IT FEELS WRONG RIGHT. Like, Macaque is the red and black edgy monkey with shadow based powers, and yet he's also the only one whose positive character arc has impacted the story in an undeniably constructive way. Who knows what would have happened had he not been there to help MK in both 4x10 and the s4 special.

And like, MK on the other hand has had a negative character arc for the whole show (with "Revenge of the Spider Queen" and "The Emperors Wrath" being small hills in the road, but knowing MK we're going DOWN next season). MK is still going to get worse before he gets better (I'm predicting mega guilt over having a hand in Azure's death, but we'll see—also everything about his monkey form/himself is pretty much unresolved soooo) and don't even get me started on Wukong. He ALSO has had a negative character arc the whole show, with his main improvement being his resolve to be more open with MK. But like, between Mei chewing him out in 3x10, getting possessed by LBD, and now his time spent in the scroll—let's just say I'm worried for the Monkey King.

At the start of the show I'd say MK, SWK, and Macaque are all mentally unwell in their own special and equal ways, but Macaque actually got somewhat better (thank you 3x13). He's the only one. It's ridiculous.

#Ready for the MK and SWK spiral. I really am #Macaque still has his own issues don't get me wrong but like. Clearly he's gotten a little better if he was willing to help SWK at ALL.#MK's little “better than we found it” spiel at the end of 4x14 there has me shaking his shoulders. IT'S A LIE AND I AM WORRIED FOR HIM OKAY #I swear in MK's mind that boy is like ''Great! Now I can never use Monkey Form again! Everything can go back to normal now!''#and boy is that not going to pan out #''Kick this can down the old half marathon'' dude. Dude killing god is a half marathon to you now. OH GOD. YOU'RE JUST NOT OKAY.#HE IS SO UNWELL #AND I THINK HE SHOULD FIGHT WUKONG ABOUT IT.#READY FOR MY s5 TRAGEDY ARC ALRIGHT #I AM #asks #lmk #lego monkie kid #monkie kid #lmk MK #lmk SWK #lmk Sun Wukong #lmk Macaque #lmk analysis #lmk speculation

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mattodore · 5 days

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this is matthew and he thinks sex is disgusting

#he would never ask someone to smack him in the face as hard as they can he thinks that's SICK !!!#river dipping #matthias evanoff #echthroi #ts4 #the sideburns levitating an inch off his head lmfaoooooo #the result of me being pissed that i didn't have a single alpha hair that looked good on him bc he's fucked up and blond #this is the only hair that looks okay on him but the blond swatches don't come close to his actual hair color #alpha hairs have theeeeee most fucked up hairlines it's impossible finding one that isn't ridiculously low on his forehead #i’d have to move his features and face in general down for most of them 😐#i want to give theo alpha hair so bad but can’t bc matthias fucks everything up like always 🙄#anyway. this is me being like hey. i’m still alive sorry i’m currently deeply obsessed with the passenger 2023 dir. by carter smith #my avpd is also being so so silly and i’m having trouble talking to ppl w/o thinking i should die so 💕#sorry abt the lack of. like. anything. i will be normal again eventually #really i should just force myself outta the isolation spiral by answering messages at least #only i think i’d sound disingenuous and off so. shrugs #but yeah…….. smash btw

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