#oh they all feel terrible

[rosescries]

how would the lodge skeletons react to finding out MC had been abused before?

I feel like I answered this before, but I can't remember...

Well either way, they're shocked for one thing. And it increases their guilt exponentially.

Sans feels really bad. The poor girl's already been through hell and they just ended up dragging her back to it. He's really surprised she stayed for as long as she did, and stayed as strong as she was throughout it. He knows he wouldn't have been.

Papyrus... understands a lot of things now. And he feels worse about avoiding her all this time and for not doing anything. She really does understand on a deep level, which is really unfortunate. He really wishes she didn't.

Blue really feels the guilt piling on. This is.. terrible. Mc's went through so many bad things and has done so much for them and oh stars they didn't help anything. They actually made things worse! Oh they have a lot to make up for! He was so stupid.

Stretch feels terrible. That... makes a lot of sense in some ways though, but stars if it doesn't make everything that happened 10 times worse! He feels so bad for her! And feels even worse about what he did. Stars that poor girl...

Red is cursing himself out even more for his idiotic actions. The poor girl's already gone through so much and he just made it worse. Fucking hell, she was probably trying to warn them this whole damn time! He's such an idiot!

Edge is very... somber, though finds a lot of things make more sense now. He's.. surprised slightly by the grace she handled everything with. He has no doubt that a lot of his stupid actions brought up bad memories, so the way she handled everything was very admirable. Though very... upsetting.

Black feels a lot of the same way Edge does. He knows he probably caused more trauma for someone who already had more than enough as it was. He.. doesn't feel good about that. But he is impressed with how she handled it, though the fact that she could handle it without panicking is a little.. worrying to him? Makes him concerned with how she got that ability.

Mutt just feels bad. She's gone through so much already and then has to deal with all this. So much has happened to her and she really didn't deserve any of it. Makes him curse out Taylor, the others, and the whole situation even more. His poor angel.

Grey hates the lodge even more with this little revelation. The poor girl's been through hell and those assholes couldn't get their skulls out of their asses long enough to see it. He's rather surprised that she could stick through it the way she did. She's stronger than he thought.

Lunar is just sad. Mc's such a wonderful and loving person! She didn't deserve all that! No one does, but that's beyond the point. She's so good, why would anyone hurt her like that? He can't imagine what being at the lodge did to her. Oh poor sunshine...

#oh they all feel terrible #what they did was already bad #but stars they were exasperating already existing trauma for her #the poor girl #they really have a lot to make up for #tsm asks #rosey answers #anonymous

[egophiliac]

You can’t pick Lilia for this. But who is your other favorite short character in Twst?

I like the angry little king boy 🌹

#art #twisted wonderland #sorry epel and ortho i like you guys a lot too! #oh and grim i guess #wait how many other shorties are there in twst #anyway i have a lot of affection for episode 1 and for riddle's character arc #he is a terrible little bastard who is trying very hard to be a slightly less terrible little bastard #and i have feelings about his friendships with trey and cater and che'nya especially! #and how that relates to his upbringing and his dumpster fire of a mom and uhhhhhh you know. everything. #i don't know how to do the words about all the thoughts i have on fictional characters #me waving my hands frantically in the air: it's about LOVE and wanting to be LOVED this is what twst is ABOUT -- #(i am dragged bodily offstage by my collar)

[knifearo]

this year my challenge for everyone is to unlearn the association between love and morality. love is not something that is inherently morally good, and the absence of love is not something that is inherently bad. sex without love isn't morally bankrupt, it's just an action. people without love aren't less kind or less good, they're just people. when we can get past this false (and often unnoticed) dichotomy of good love/evil lovelessness then i think we are going to be able to take leaps and bounds in sex positivity, aro advocacy, certain discussions of mental health...

#and also. not the direct focus. but love doesn't make things good. you can be in love and do terrible terrible things. #people do bad things in the name of love and in despite of love all the time. #but!! imagine a world where people could exist as people and not be demonized. #sex positivity means being cool about All sex. reexamine your internal systems of moral judgement. #this goes for sex workers. for aroallo people. especially aroallo men. for aro people in general who might enjoy sex. #and frankly i think it can easily bleed into discussions about mental health disorders around 'not feeling' certain things #especially demonizing ppl who don't feel as much empathy. i think there's definitely a correlation between that and the emphasis on love. #our support needs to go out to Everybody and i think these things are all structured together in one way or another!! #it might not be immediately obvious but when i tell you it all leads back to amatonormativity..... little bit wild.... large bit wild.... #anyway. horror movie psychopath 'oh he can't feel emotions or love' damn alright. well. let's take a closer look at that. #silly that there's an association between lack of love and Murdering. feel like that might affect some stuff. #love is just an emotion/a feeling it doesn't mean anything about you one way or another #same with empathy. you can feel it all you want but it doesn't inherently change the actions you choose to take #anyway. thesis statement. there is a socially constructed link between love and morality. unlearn that. #kiss kiss (<— lovelessly) #aromantic #aromanticism #arospec #talking #aroace #aspec #sex positivity

[canisalbus]

i've returned for 2 seconds to tell you that they're not leaving my head. (sort of unrelated but i've been thinking as well. what if vasco died before machete ? what would go down)

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#ah this is so terribly cute #makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside #“possessed by the vaschete spirit” you and me both #their expressions are so sweet #couple of dorks #and I like the dusty desaturated color scheme! with pink and darker brown accents #gift art #insect-shenanigans #own characters #Vasco #Machete #as for what would happen if Vasco died first #and I'm assuming of natural causes like illness or old age #I suppose Machete would try to sneakily sponsor his funeral #throw the fanciest burial possible #and maybe add some kind of anonymous half hidden obscure tragiromantic inscription on the grave #about wishing to see him again one day #and then either go on to do what Vasco did and commission art in his honor #or get a bad case of widowhood effect and go downhill quickly after his passing #oh yeah he might start to financially support Vasco's widow so that there was a little less pressure on her to get remarried #as you may remember she's a lesbian and one lavender marriage was probably enough for her #I can see that being a thing in certain circumstances

[p4nishers]

i need s3 to start with crowley throwing up into a dumpster then sliding down the wall and crying hysterically which cuts to aziraphale doing nothing but spying on him with his little gay ass telescope exactly like this

#michael or someone: good morning supreme archangel aziraphale #aziraphale having watched crowley going thru the trouble to buy himself crepes cause feelings™ then dropping them and sliding to the floor #into the puddle of his tears: no it isn't #i just rewatched ofmd and i also have Feelings™ #i love crowley i want her to be more miserable than ever and for aziraphale to come crawling on his hand and knees begging to be taken back #bc heaven made him change his autism clothes and nobody will tell him what a good job he's doing and oh crowley its just terrible TERRIBLE #they didn't let me bring crepes up please take me back dear and all that #good omens #azicrow #good omens s2 #go s2 #good omens season 2 #aziracrow #ineffable spouses #aziraphale x crowley #aziraphale #crowley #ofmd

[koszmarnybudyn]

Was gonna do the whole gang but got tired/didnt think Scary and Taylor would be very intresting notes wise so here they are.

#dndads #dungeons and daddies #normal oak #link li wilson #my art #this was supose to be just a doodle #also my mom just saw the sexy glenn drawing and im mortified she thought it was funny #but it is still terrible so i shall find a hole to die in now tnx #oh also just finished season 3 of juno (skipped s3 second citadel cause i could not stand the kid idk their name) #it was very good and i nearly cried cause if the gay feels #gotta draw my favorite lady soon #oh also happy holidays/normal days to all

[daedelweiss]

Hey bud. Buddy ol' pal.

I 👀 So Big /So Small by Rachel Bay Jones in your LM Playlist. That feels so illegal and yet it is bc you made it so.

listen-

that's all-

#dae asks #rottmnt #rottmnt life mission au #life mission au #oh yeah have i mentioned that LM!Leo has terrible separation anxiety #and that after splinter made friends and trusted people enough to look after his young son #leo got so terrified that splinter might not make it home alive #since he experienced first hand how dangerous it was looking for his bros #because splints had to take him sometimes since no one could look after leo for a while #and it breaks splints' heart that leo cries every time he leaves #because he knows what leo is feeling. all. too. well.

[starleska]

guys look at the packaging, i'm losing it 😂💖

#oh he is -perfect-. why must he be so terribly expensive and sold out!!!! #we all need to make him feel appreciated 😭💖 #ken #gosling!ken #beach ken #barbie #barbie movie #barbie movie spoilers #starleskatalks

[badolmen]

hey you guys know that even if the people inside that submersible are rich billionaires, dying in that metal tube at the bottom of the ocean is a horrific way to die right. like. yeah stupid choices were made by the people in there signing off on a waiver that says the sub is not approved by anyone and they could die. but it’s the fault of OceanGate for knowingly putting people into a Home Depot DIY sub rigged up with an Xbox controller all to make a profit on people’s curiosity.

#ra speaks #personal #oceangate #missing sub #be normal on this post or I’m going to be disappointed in you and hope you grow as person #listen I’m not touching the ‘site of a horrific maritime disaster being used as a tourist locale’ with a ten foot pole #but like the people in that sub are currently going through something incredibly traumatic and will be lucky to survive #and I know we all love to laugh at dumb rich people suffering the consequences of their hubris #but jfc maybe I’m insane but like on a human level can you respect the horror of what is happening to real living ppl for a goddamn minute #there’s also a good chance these folk aren’t millionaires #they’re probably upper middle class folk splurging for the start of summer vacation #‘oh but I bet they’re still rich assholes-‘ THERES PEOPLE IN THERE. THEY MIGHT DIE. WHY IS THIS SO HARD TO GRASP AS A TERRIBLE THING??? #me. low empathy: wow this is horrible. I quite literally can’t imagine how the people down there feel but I’m sure it’s incredibly traumatic #dumbasses making memes: haha dumb rich kid and his dad are gonna suffocate in a metal tube lol

[onebizarrekai]

I've been playing beta minecraft for reasons

bonus: windowed mode obliterated color glitch

#minecraft #random stuff #I had to do an entire tutorial and get the prism launcher to fix that glitch #I was telling my brother. when I started playing it it felt like playing a horror game version of minecraft #where it's pitch black at night and you can't run and can't passively regenerate #now it just sort of feels like Smaller Simpler Minecraft. with some functionality problems #in some ways it's less frustrating to play #in others it's like oh. I definitely see why they fixed that. like bows which are terrible in this version #I see people talking about how old minecraft had so much more busywork in it #but modern minecraft is just. villagers. #once I get all the items I was thinking about updating it to the prereleases so that I can finally sprint #it is nice to not have to constantly eat though

[tainted-esau]

Woa

#tboi #tboi fanart #tboi au #israel au #dark esau #tboi azazel #tboi lazarus #tboi abel #tboi magdalene #tboi maggie #tboi cain #jacob and esau #i don't watermark my things all that often anymore but this is something that made me go damn. i should do that #i wanted to add a few of Israel's unlockable items onto the background wings but i think this is already enough of a clusterfuck lmao #anyway i love this au sm i love building characters up just to traumatize them in the worst ways i can think of lmao #for now they're all relatively chill and having a good time #but oh man when i eventually draw the truth I'm going to feel terrible #shoutout to Esau though he's a good brother and i did him dirty he deserved better #omori au

[robinfollies]

AAAH PANDERITY INTRODUCTION POSTTTT. Super excited to have this done and out there!! There’s still so much to The Panderity Chapter that I haven’t shared yet and hopefully I can reveal a little more of it in due time hehe 🥹🫶

#WEEEE YAAAAY PANDERITY INTRO POST FINALLY!!! #i hope u all like my terrible lesbians just as much as i do (lie. that is impossible im their number one fan /silly) #robin’s art #billie bust up #billie bust up oc #2024 art #bbu pandora #bbu verity #panderity #The Panderity Chapter #<- temp tag until i give this thing an actual name LOL #oh wait do i also tag the others featured in this #sure lets do that #bbu billie #bbu lily #bbu lewis #stdwolom #yeeeeaaaahh babyyyyy!!!! #ALSO PLEEEASE FEEL FREE TO SEND QUESTIONS ABT THEM AND THE CHAPTER TO THE ASKBOX #IM SO NOEMAL ABOUT THEM ILL GLADLY ANSWER #literwlly doing a panderity qna on twitter rn i’m so normalll. may ball and open a panderity ask blog tbh #but thats just a concept hehe. ok im eepy… gn chat!!

[torosdottir]

hmm perhaps im not actually the most awful and evil person ever. i have had terrible thoughts and sometimes im very mean and sometimes im selfish and sometimes i hurt people emotionally on purpose because im mad and resentful and bitter but there are actually lots of much much worse things ive never done. and technically i cant say i never will because i guess no-one knows the future but i feel really pretty very confident i never will. and that sure is something !

#guy who just watched a 1hr video of a coworker admitting to being a raging paedo! #wouldnt u just kill yourself. how can u walk around with that and not kill yourself. 'oh i feel terrible im a bad guy' ok so kill yourself?? #wtf ive literally been nice to this guy so many times... i shouldve told him every day to kill himself! #why am *i* the one sitting around thinking about killing myself all the damn time! thats so stupid! why doesnt HE kill himself!!

[justastrugglinghotchocolate]

it is so late right now, but i have thoughts.

Okay, so tpodg right? Most of us agree the when it comes down to it Basil’s the better influence right? But he’s still not good, right?

Where Henry treats Dorian like an experiment, like a plaything, Basil treats Dorian like an object of worship, but both at their core are objectifying Dorian. Really, neither are good for for Dorian’s well-being. Because both never see him as a person but instead as means to their own fulfillment.

#That’s it that’s the post #maybe I’ll make an actual analysis essay #Probably not but oh well #Tpodg #the picture of dorian gray #dorian gray #basil hallward #lord henry wotton #i say this as a basil stan and henry tolerant #They are both terrible for Dorian #Also even though I love Dasil and it’s my favorite ship #Henry and Basil is definitely the healthiest and honestly the most preferrable especially for their book versions. #This is also why I greatly dislike Henry/Dorian #No hate if you ship it #it just feels very imbalanced unless Dorian is corrupted and even then he’s idolized henry to the point of worship so uhh #Yeah i do not like that ship at all lmao #Polycule is cute tho #Is this even coherent??? Idk i need to sleep 😓

[squishosaur]

the importance of body language or what have you

#SORRY I WAS FEELING SILLY I'VE BEEN SITTING HERE CARSICKISH AHJSNS #twisted wonderland #twst fanart #twst #azul ashengrotto #jamil viper #floyd leech #jade leech #my art :> #digital art #doodles #gif #comics #eyestrain tw #<- mayyybe??? for the flashing cyan jic #oh um #azujami #maybe ajdjfjfjfn #WANTED AND EXCUSE TO DRAW MY FAT OCTOPUS WIFE TBH... that's all ajdndjdndndj #i will draw her again. i love him terribly badly

[averlym]

4 on the angst list with Araleyn please I need them to suffer

4 : "but it's my fault, right?" (prompt list here)

#<blinks> very gently implied angst i suppose. usually everyone makes anne suffer so for a change #here's catherine struggling with the idea that if she hadn't been so stubborn about divorce- #maybe it would have been more okay for henry to divorce anne instead of. yknow. chopping her head off. #gently implied angst with the. well. i hurt this person i care about. unintentionally. but still. hence also the historical counterparts bg #... i feel like this isn't suffering (italicised for emphasis) but unfortunately? i am in a more melancholy mood #and also coming to conclusion that whump isnt really my taste.. so quite literally you'd have to pay me to draw it .. dfdsghjkl comms open #anyways yeah i think the most you'll get from my own stuff is <reference to beheading> <mentioned death> <abstract reds that might be blood #six the musical #six the musical fanart #anne boleyn #catherine of aragon #pssst drew anne extra pretty bc coa pov. if you get what i mean. #oh that got off tangent. but also tldr; requests mean free art!! (also idm if you ask for specific things. like your own aus. just to put #that out there) #but also requests: 1. up to my creative freedom and discretion so you probs won't get exactly what you want + 2. no time limit so #can take literal years to reply to. #so ig ? if you have specific things in mind. that you want me to draw. commissions would be better for you if you'll pay! #but if you don't have the money i'm also. lowkey willing to draw for free.. stick it in the inbox .. there's just no guarantee you'll get it #within the next year.. or at all! but you may as well try your luck o.O #(this plan is terrible for business but because for a very long time i was unable to buy anything online. i sympathise greatly ig)