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spexialvixtimxunit · 2 years
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How I think Law & Order SVU characters would react to you eating too much candy in Halloween
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Pairing: All SVU Characters x Black!Afab!Female!Reader
Warnings: Halloween fluff!
Length: Medium
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*there are writing mistakes in my works, I don’t proofread!
A/N AT THE END OF IMAGINE !!
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||Olivia Benson||
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Every time you would go into Olivia's home office you would steal some candy throughout the day when she's not looking or when she steps out of her office into the kitchen. Well, it eventually backfired on you and you ended up getting caught in the act in the middle of the night being passed out in a candy coma in her chair, wrappers all over her files and on the floor. Olivia sighed as she cleaned up the mess you made and hid the candy away from you.
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||Alex Cabot||
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You would visit Alex in her office and she would have this bowl of candy on her desk. She soon noticed that every time you would visit her, more and more candy would go missing until the bowl was completely empty. She eventually caught you taking her favorite candy out of the bowl and she scolded you for being addicted to stealing her favorite sweets and that she would never buy you any more candy because last Halloween you tried to steal candy from her you ended up eating too much last year.
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||Casey Novak||
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Casey would always give you candy around Halloween but she later regretted it when she found out that you would go to her secret stash in your shared closet. She would come home to go and treat herself to some candy from the long day that she had just to see that the stash was completely gone. She questioned you and you acted like a deer in headlights, but inevitably she admitted to stealing the candy after you confessed that you had to stop because your stomach hurt after all the times you would steal too much candy.
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||Amanda Rollins||
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You would come home after trick or treating with the girls. It was late and you and Manda put the kids to sleep and told them that they could have candy after school. Foolishly, the little children believed their parents and went to bed. Laster that might after checking the candy, you both ate most of the candy while watching scary movies. The next day you eventually had to buy some more candy for them when they were at school.
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A/n : I now write for Chicago Fire! So with that being said, you can dm me if you have a request for SVU, CM, Chicago Fire! 🫶🏾
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naturesapphic · 3 months
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Requests are open for all characters for Valentine’s Day! I’ll even write for Rhea ripley 🤭
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hotmomsonly101 · 3 months
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Olivia’s girl (Olivia benson x fem reader
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Summary: when someone disrespects you and Olivia(your wife) needs to remind them who’s wife they just go fucked with.
Genre: cute
Warnings: light teasing
This morning I woke up in pain as I am 5 months Pregnant, the bed is empty as Olivia had already went to work, I slowly get up and go Noah's room and walk in and see him sleeping, I smile to myself and walk next to his bed and lightly shake him.
"honey its time to get up" I say as I gently rub his back and he is slowly waking up
"mommy" he says sleepily and slowly opens his eyes
"hi baby, time to get up and get ready for school" I walk to his closet "how about you wear the new shirt mama got for you angel" I grab it and go to his drawer and grabs pants as he slowly sits up in his bed
"I wanna see mama mommy" he says as he gets up and raps his little arms around me
"I know honey, shes at work but if you get dressed we can face-time her before I take you to school" I say and he gets happy and quickly gets dressed for school and I grab my phone and video calls Olivia
"hello princess" she says as she answers wearing her glasses in her office "what do I own the pleasure to see your beautiful face this morning"
"hi liv" I laugh as Noah sits next to me "Noah wanted to talk to you before I drove him to school"
"HI mama" he says waving
"hi my love, I see your in your new shirt, are you ready for school" she says
"yes mama" he nods and smiles
"did you brush your teeth" she tells him
"no mama" saying it truthfully and smiling
"go brush your teeth" she says in a sweet but motherly tone and he goes to the bathroom "how are you feeling babygirl" she asks me
"good just my lower back hurts so much" I tell her ad I get up to get Noah's lunchbox from the fridge and put it in his bag
"come visit my later" she says making that teasing and loving face I love and I giggle
"okay baby, I will come see you later, maybe you can see something later" I say smiling brightly
"mhm is that so?" she says In the dominant and seductive tone
"yes" I smile and we talk for a little longer and I hang up so i can get Noah to school, drive him to school and go home and take a shower, picking out an outfit I pick leggings and sweatshirt and vans, and I do a little makeup and do my hair in a half up half down hairstyle with a cute black bow, I go to my car and drive to the station I walk in and see Amanda and Eliot
"hey there beautiful" Amanda comes over and hugs me "you are glowing today how is the baby" she asks and rubs my belly
"active" I say and smile as Eliot comes over and hugs me too
"you do look amazing Y/n, the baby is making you look like a million bucks" he laughs
"wish I felt like a million bucks, but thank you guys, the baby is so active lately mostly when Noah or Liv talks to my belly" I say as I feel the baby moving a lot "is the lieutenant busy" I say
"I think she has a girl in office but go in girl" Amanda tells me as I walk to her office and knock and hear come in and I walk in and see Olivia with someone but I'm not sure who it is
"well hello, this is a new hire, Jane, and Jane this is Y/n my-" she gets interrupted
"friend?, wow girl, you should lose a little weight not gonna lie no man will want that sorry" she says I look at her and then at Olivia, I can tell her blood is boiling right now "I mean you are pretty but you are fat"
"excuse me, what did you just say to my wife" Olivia says and gets up with her hands on the desk
"your, wife?' she says not fully believing it
"yes my wife, detective, not that it would matter she isn't fat, she is 5 months pregnant with my baby, so watch what you say" she is so pissed right now
"you guys are married, lieutenant she is like 20" she says looking at me
"actually Jane, I'm not 20 I'm 29 thank you very much not that it is any of your business" I tell her
"lieutenant you are a beautiful woman and you're dating a child carrying a child"
"I'm not dating a child I'm married to my wife who I love very much and we have an age gap so what, we love each other, we've been married for 4 years and please get out of my site you're fired" she says pissed
Jane leaves and I look at Olivia "woah baby that was hot" I say causing her to raise her eyebrow and smirk
"oh yeah? I'm sure it was come here" she says and I go over and she grabs my waist causing me gasp and smile and lean up to kiss her as she lightly makes my back lean on her desk
"you are such a beautiful girl" she says and kisses me again "my girl" she says and smiles leaning to kiss my forehead.
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storiesofsvu · 2 years
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Safe With Me
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Warnings: Language, nightmares, brief mention of slight assault/talk of the svu job
Casey x Fem!Reader
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SVU had caught wind of a major sex trafficking ring, the squad had spent the better part of a month connecting the dots, filling in the blanks and trying to find a way in. Eventually they made a bust at a smaller party with a couple of girls and a pimp, Olivia ended up making the deal that if they cooperated, worked with the squad in an undercover type op for their upcoming party that she wouldn’t make any arrests that night. It was then that the pimp agreed, taking a leering look over at you, saying he’d only be okay with it if you were there as a Madam. You gave a scoff, rolling you eyes, but giving Liv a nod of agreement. As you made your way out of the interrogation room, you found both Fin and A.D.A. Casey Novak on the other side of the glass.
“An undercover op? Seriously?” Casey was the first to speak, her voice full of hostility.
“It’s the best option we have counsellor.” Oliva replied, “They’re willing to work with us and this way we can get the most arrests, and help those girls get out of the ring.”
“These guys are dangerous!” Casey shot back, “Are you sure this is the right idea? Your team could be at risk, is there any other way we can do this?”
“Casey…” Olivia started, “My team has done this a million times before, and they’ll do it a million times again, everything will be safe, and it will be by the book.” She gave a small hand gesture as her phone went off, leaving the room to just you and the A.D.A who turned to you with a look of concern and fire in her eyes.
“Case…” Your hand stroked at her forearm, “Everything will be fine, I need to do my job and this is the best shot we have at busting the ring.” Casey let out a heavy sigh, her forehead dropping against yours for a soft moment, relishing in the privacy of the room.
“I know…” She took the moment to kiss your lips softly. You gained eye contact with her, hands cupping her cheek
“Baby please, you know I’ll be fine, and the team will be right there in the van if something goes left field. Please. We need to break this case.” Casey huffed, nearly rolling her eyes before looking at you.
“Fine.” She kissed you softly, “But please, let me know the instant you feel like something is going south.”
“Of course my love.” You managed to give her cheek a quick kiss before Benson popped back into the room with more details on the case, calling you back to duty.
You and Casey hadn’t managed to disclose yet, despite your relationship having been going on for longer than a usual one. Though you weren’t sure about how your office, or the DA’s office would react to you being together, you always kept things professional, no one that worked with either of you knew you were dating. As much as you loved her, you both kept things silent.
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Casey was adamant on being in the van during the night of the bust, much to Olivia’s surprise, she usually wasn’t particular on being on the crime scene, but she was fighting for this. She watched with caution as you stepped out of the black SUV, clad in a skimpy pink dress and heels that you defintely didn’t own.
You made your way upstairs with a mix of UC’s and working girls, just to make things seem legit, Fin was already in the room as you entered. You gave a quick nod to the pimp, a smirk on your lips as you and the girls moved through the house. The party began as normal, a flow of different groups moving throughout the house.
As the party progressed you did your best to observe the night, keeping an eye on everyone, half of the guests were still in the living room, girls grinding against their laps. The other half were down the hallway, taking an unfair advantage of some girls. You were doing your best to keep things under control, roaming down the hall of the house, making sure no one was going further than the girls had agreed.
You were so focussed on the girls that you didn’t notice the shadow behind you, the way the hand closed over your mouth, shoving you into one of the empty bedrooms, the moment his hand wrapped around you, you freaked, doing your best to fight him off. The instant you were able to rip his hand off your mouth you screamed your go word, knowing your mic was still in play, your body shaking at the way his hands groped at your body. He shoved you up against the wall, your forehead colliding with the plaster as he pinned your hands behind you. You cursed the shortness of the dress, feeling his fingers swiftly creep much higher than you were okay with. Just as he was about to cup your heat you heard Fin’s voice yell out, dragging the guy off you.
“You okay?” He asked as he cuffed the perp.
“Yeah.” You shook out of it, hand tentatively wiping at your forehead, not surprised to find a small amount of blood on your fingers. Fin tugged the perp up from the ground, shoving him off to a uni.
“C’mon, we need to get you checked out.”
“Fin I said I’m fine.”
“Yeah and Novak’s gonna have my balls if I don’t make sure you get looked at.” He smirked at your baffled response. Though you weren’t horribly surprised, Fin was your partner after all, and if anyone was gonna figure it out, it would’ve been him. Begrudgingly, you made your way down to the paramedics, not surprised when Olivia was quick to send you home after double checking that you were indeed okay.
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Despite being happy to have been let off early, you were a little rattled coming home to a dark empty apartment. Giving a heavy sigh you headed for a long hot shower, trying to get the feeling of the freak’s hands off you. You wrapped yourself in one of Casey’s old Harvard tshirts, tugging on a pair of pyjama shorts before pouring yourself a much too large glass of wine and settling into the couch with some mindless tv show. You knew Casey wasn’t about to be home anytime soon with the number of people they’d managed to collar, she’d have to start striking deals, getting people to flip to get better information.
It was nearly three hours later when you heard the sound of key’s clinking in the hallway, the sudden noise made you jump, head shooting towards the entrance way. Casey instantly took in the worried look on your face, concern etching through hers.
“You okay baby?” The soft voice came from the door as she shut and locked it, hanging her coat and dropping her bag on the small table.
“Yeah..” You muttered, “Just..been a long day….” You took a large gulp of wine, swallowing more than you normally would. She gave a soft sigh, moving through the apartment to your side, softly dropping down on the couch beside you. Instinctively you lightly fell against her, curling into her side while her arm wrapped around you, lips gently meeting your head.
“Mmkay…” She murmured, making sure you were snug against her, letting you decompress for another few episodes of tv before she spoke again. “You still riled up, or are you ready for bed?”
“Bed’s probably a good idea.” Sitting up you stretched out your tight body, trying to roll out the tenseness your anxiety had crept into your muscles.
Casey followed you into the bedroom, giving your head a soft kiss as you curled under the blankets before she quickly got ready for bed. You felt her body wrap around yours from behind, tugging you tightly against her, murmuring a soft ‘I love you’ agaisnt your skin that you returned before drifting off.
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To say you were having a good sleep would be the farthest thing from the truth. Images from the evening flip booked their way through your brain, enhanced by your slumber, the entire situation escalated so much higher than it was in real life. You could feel hands against you, smell the cheap liquor and cigarettes, the pain in your forehead shooting as it slammed into the wall. You weren’t quite sure how long it had been, how awake your conscious was, you just felt your body shoot awake, the nightmare still so vividly detailed and real in your brain. You couldn’t help it as tears sprung into your eyes, breath barely able to catch in your chest as you pushed yourself up, clutching your knees to your racing chest.
Both the sudden movement, and the muffled cries roused Casey from her sleep. She grumbled lightly as she rolled over, rubbing the sleep from her eyes. Any amount of tiredness instantly vanished when she saw your heaving back, body shaking, she shot up, a tentative hand softly touching your shoulder. Even at her gentleness your body tensed, nearly jolting away from her.
“Baby…?” Her voice was soft, but gruff with sleep and laced with concern. Your face shot up, the terror in your eyes ever so slowly dissolving as you came back to the real world. Your trembling hand reached out towards her, Casey cupped it gently between both of hers, softly rubbing against you, tentatively moving up your arm. She was cautious, waiting for your response of her touch, watching your body begin to relax, your breath begin to return to normal.
“Sorry…” You murmured, free hand coming up to quickly brush away the escaped tears, “Bad dream I guess..” She didn’t miss the way you refused to meet her eye, boldly, she wrapped an arm around you, kissing your head gently before tilting your chin up to meet her gaze.
“Baby, what happened in there tonight?” Her fingers ever so gently stroked over the butterfly bandage on your forehead, lips placing a feather light kiss above the small gash.
“I..hit my head in a scuffle, I’m fine..”
“I know that already…and I know you, something more happened in there…” When you glanced up at her again your lower lip trembled, hating that you were about to admit it, you felt weak, powerless, both things that a cop shouldn’t ever have to admit to.
“I…I didn’t see him coming. He shoved me into an empty room, up against the wall…his hand was..was nearly up my skirt, thank God for Fin.” You took a shaky sigh, “I just…I can’t get the images out of my head…how bad it could’ve gone…guess my imagination got the best of me…” You dared to glance up at Casey, tears brimming in your eyes.
“Oh sweetheart…” She kissed your head gently, “Don’t worry. I won’t let anyone hurt you, okay? You’re safe with me, I promise.” She tugged you tighter into her frame, “I love you more than anything.” You sniffled lightly, accepting the embrace, knowing that she would keep true to her word.
“I love you too.” Her lips met your head again, hand softly rubbing down your arm.
“Why don’t you try to get some sleep.” She gave you a gentle smile at the expression you shot her, “I’ll be right here baby. I promise I’ll wait til you’re asleep, and you can wake me up the instant something bad goes on in that little head of yours, okay?”
You gave her a little nod, tears slowly retreating from your eyes. Settling down on the bed against her still sitting body, you curled up half in her lap, only closing your eyes when her hand came to softly play with the loose strands of your hair, relaxing you. True to her word, Casey sat, watching you, holding you close until she was absolutely sure that not only you were asleep, but you were free of another nightmare right away. She slunk down in the bed, wrapping her body around you, making sure you were held tightly against her before she closed her eyes again.
It may have been one hell of a long night for both of you, but being able to come home to each other made things all the better. You knew that you were loved, appreciated and protected when you were with each other, and you never felt safer than when buried in each other’s arms.
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fatalitysficbakery · 2 years
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↳ Olivia Benson.
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↳ Amanda Rollins.
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↳ Katriona “Kat” Tamin.
My Girl. (☦︎︎ - ☹︎ - ☻︎ - ✞) x Black Fem!Y/n
Warning: Dom Masc Kat (It’ll always be dom Kat, can’t see her as a Sub nor Switch), Sub Reader, Groping, Claiming, Marking, Impact Play, Spitting In Mouths, Degradation, Orgasm Denial, Sir Kink, Public Play, Oral (Giving).
Synopsis: While on a date the waitress seems to have a little crush on you and Kat, being the territorial possessive person she was had to make it known who you belonged to. To the server, and you.
↳ Melinda Warner.
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↳ Casey Novak.
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↳ Alex Cabot.
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↳ Pippa Cox.
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↳ Monique Jefferies.
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↳ Nicholas “Nick” Amaro.
Poisoned Motive (☦︎︎ - ☹︎ - ☻︎ - ✞) x Black Fem!Y/n
Warnings; Dom!Nick, Sub!Reader, Rough rough rough, Oral (giving/receiving), intercourse, and then completely dorky fluff afterwards.
Synopsis: This episode unlocked my Amaro Kink, and I NEEDED to write about it. Whew. This episode is so sexy but spoilers ahead if you haven’t watched it!
Born Psychopath (☦︎︎ - ☻︎) x Black Fem!Y/n
Warnings: Talks of guns and blood, animal abuse, all that good stuff.
Synopsis: This takes places on the first episode of the Henry Messner case, after Nick is “shot” so to say and finally gets to tell Gil he’s his father. You’re a nurse and Nick’s girlfriend, Zara and Gil both know about you and you come in after Gil finds out. Fluff ensues.
She’s Out There!!! (☦︎︎ - ☹︎ - ☻︎) x Black Fem!Y/n
Warning: Attempted Rape, Kidnapping, Torture, Violence, ANGRY Amaro, Child Abuse, Racism.
Synopsis: When you’re out there, kidnapped by a suspect, Amaro loses it. He’s lost so much and you? He can’t lose you too.
Safety. (☦︎︎ - ☹︎ - ☻︎) x Black Fem!Y/n
Warnings: Talks of guns and abuse, Tense violent situation, mentions of blood, mentions of rape and death, Smutty but no full out smut.
Synopsis: Nick had been in love with you since you entered SVU and seeing a gun pointed at your head might just be the kick in the ass he needs to confess.
Blood Brothers. (☦︎︎ - ☻︎ - ✞) x Black Fem!Y/n
Warnings; EPISODE SPOILERS, Mentions of violence, death, rape, teen pregnancy, abortion (pro-lifers do not interact.), bitchy rollins, female receiving oral, soft degradation, oral fixation, spitting in mouth, pet play, all that good stuff. that is all.
Synopsis: Getting close with the devishly handsome Nicholas Amaro during a particularly daunting case was amazing, made even better when his possessive side starts to show over little ole you.
Candy Kisses. (☦︎︎ - ☹︎ - ☻︎) x Black Fem!Y/n
Warnings: Lots of stuttering, Awkward Nick, Sweet bullshit.
Synopsis: After a night out trick or treating with Zara and Nick you and Nick enjoy yourselves after Zara is finally asleep and your lips look amazing with sticky candy on them.
Twerp. (☦︎︎ - ☹︎ - ☻︎) x Black Fem!Y/n
Warnings: Child Death, Talks of Child Molestation, Abuse, Miscarriages, Trafficking, Teen Pregnancy.
Synopsis: From the moment you entered SVU it seemed that Nick hated you, and you him. The entire team could tell it was just the opposite but let you both tell it? You despised one another. After a tragedy happens, just how true is that?
Holden’s Manifesto. (☦︎︎ - ❥ - ☹︎ - ☻︎) x Black Fem!Y/n
Warnings; Hostage Situation, Side Character Death, Blood, Protective Yet Tender!Nick.
Synopsis; My first reaction about one of my FAVORITE episodes!? Okay, Okay. Here’s how I think Amaro would react to s16e4 but with wife!reader instead of Rollins.
White Noise. (Surrendering Noah) (☦︎︎ - ❥ - ☹︎ - ☻︎) x Black Fem!Y/n
Warnings; Blood mentions, Talks of Death, Gunshots (obvs), Sweet Bullshit.
Synopsis; ngl, i never rewatched this episode because i can’t stand to see how it affected olivia, noah, and amaro but this is cute so here we go. here’s how Y/n would react to the court shooting.
Daddy/Daughter Project. (☦︎︎ - ☾ - ☻︎) x South Asian Fem!Y/n
warnings: cuteness aggression.
synopsis: #9 “you’re too tiny for that, let me help.”
authors note: thank you so much, beloved! that makes me so glad. i want to make requesting as simple as possible. by the way, i love this idea so much. mwah mwah!
↳ Dominick “Sonny” Carisi.
hrs and hrs. (Songfic) (☦︎︎ - ☻︎ - ✞) x Black Fem!Y/n
Warnings: Talks of Incest, Abuse, and Pedophilia. None just sleepy fluffy smut and sweet aftercare. Slight Breeding Kink.
Synopsis: After stressful jobs sometimes all you and your husband Carisi need is each other. To take care of one another.
Revenge. (☦︎︎ - ☻︎) x Black Fem!Y/n
Warning; S20 E4 SPOILERS. Talks of Rape, Assault, Death, Incels.
Synopsis: You and your partner Sonny work as a “couple” to get a confession out of a peep who happens to be an incel. Everyone thinks you played too well at being a couple and that gets Sonny thinking if it’s time to tell you he loves you.
That Girl Is Mine. (☦︎︎ - ☹︎ - ☻︎) x Black Fem!Y/n
Warning: Possessive Dom, Dad Figure Odafin, Light Asshole Barba, Mentions of Rape, SVU stuff, Smutty No Full Smut.
Synopsis: Barba takes a little too much of a liking to Sonny’s girl.
Sickly Overprotective. (☦︎︎ - ☹︎ - ☻︎) x Black Fem!Y/n
Warnings: Tutuola!Reader, Dorky and Sometimes Mean!Carisi.
Synopsis: Sonny’s never liked you and the feeling was mutual, well I think. The squad saw it as an old married couple fighting but filled with love. You and Sonny disagree…until you get sick that is.
↳ Rafael Barba.
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↳ Hasim Khaldun.
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↳ John Munch.
That’s Not Her Name. (☦︎︎ - ☻︎) x Black Fem!Y/n
Warnings; Sexual Harassment, Slut shaming, Semi Aggressive Munch.
Synopsis; inspired by s13ep9 when the lawyer calls alex “sweetheart” and munch steps in his face and goes “ADA Cabot” but with y/n and someone disrespecting her while they’re on a date.
↳ Odafin “Fin” Tutuola.
coming soon!!
↳ Mike Dodds.
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↳ Peter Stone.
He Can Only Hold Her. (☦︎︎ - ☹︎) x Black GN!Y/n
Warnings; Asshole!Peter, Breaking piece by piece!Y/n.
Synopsis; It was no secret Peter Stone was in love with Olivia Benson, even you as his lover could see it. The question was how long would it be before you broke?
↳ Brian Cassidy.
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↳ Elliot Stabler.
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demigodreading · 3 years
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Pill Party
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WSVU WEEK DAY 4
Characters: Reader, Olivia Benson, Amanda Rollins, Kat Tamin. Mentions Carisi and Finn
Theme: Under The Influence
Warnings: Mention of potential rape, blood, drug use
Relationships: Olivia Benson x Fem!Reader
Summary: Reader goes undercover with Rollins and Kat at a pill party to try and catch a rapist. Reader and Olivia are in a secret relationship. Rollins and Kat lose the reader at the party. DUN DUN
AO3
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“Everyone remembers what to do right?” Olivia said pacing the bullpen for what seemed like the hundredth time.
“Cap, we have gone over the plan ten times in the last hour. I think we all get the idea,” Kat slipping on her other high heel.
“Well remind me again,” Olivia retorted.
She was stressed about sending her three women detectives into a pill party undercover. They were looking for a tag team of male rapists who drugged women, raped them in the alley behind the party, and then left them for dead. They were smart and left behind no trace evidence and seemed to magically disappear back into the crowd. You were the one that had suggested the undercover idea and the rest of the squad had jumped at the idea. Everyone but Olivia. The squad knew that Olivia had a soft spot for you. They just assumed it was because you had gone to the police academy together and had a couple undercovers gone wrong already. No one knew that you and Olivia had been girlfriends for a little under a year and had been living together for the last three months.
“We are bringing generic ibuprofen to throw in the pot. When we take one out we quickly stash it in our purse and grab out the ibuprofen that we all will be taking to get in. From there we scope out the crowd and at the first sign of the people we are looking for we call it in. No playing the interaction out. Just calling it in. We know the plan Liv.”
Liv let out one last sigh and then looked at Kat, Rollins, and you, “Okay, your taxi is waiting downstairs for you. Fin is driving the taxi and Carisi and I will be in the van down the street from the party. Please be careful.”
All three of you nodded and reached for your belongings. You let Kat and Rollins rush ahead with Carisi as you stayed behind for a moment with Olivia. You glanced around the precinct and when you noticed no one around you placed a quick kiss on her lips. She let a small smile across her face and grabbed your hand gently.
“I promise Liv, everything is going to be okay,” You said, squeezing her hand. 
“Well it better, because I need my sweet pea next to me tonight,” Olivia said, placing another kiss on your forehead, “I love you.”
“I love you too,” You said and then rushed off to catch the elevator when you heard Kat calling for you.
When you got outside you climbed into the cab between Kat and Rollins quickly reapplying your dark red lipstick. The drive to the party was short and tense as the nerves of the operation settled in. The building was dingy and barely looked like anyone had been inside in years. Kat quickly got out of the cab pulling down the hem of her short black dress before she reached her hand out to help you out of the cab. You accepted it gratefully swinging your legs out of the car till your tall red heels hit the curb. You flattened the dress grimacing slightly as the cold air hit your sides. This dress left nothing to imagination and was never something you would have worn regularly. It was tight with slits all down the sides of the dress that stopped mid thigh. Kat had helped you pick it out and you remembered the wide eye look Olivia had given you when you walked down from the crib with it on. It was the first time that you were sure Olivia was going to spill their secret to the whole squad. However, Olivia’s phone rang at the perfect moment and she excused herself to her office to take the call. Now as you opened the door to the dingy building you felt fully exposed and for the first time in a long time afraid. 
Getting into the party went off without a hitch and soon Rollins and Kat split from you trying to mingle in the crowd. You made your way to the bar like you had planned whispering in the bartender's ear that you merely wanted a coke but to make it look like there was alcohol in it. The young woman nodded in understanding and you watched as she pretended to pour rum into the cup before giving you a straight coke. You nodded your appreciation and slipped her a ten dollar bill. You turned your back towards the bar gently sipping at your drink. You could hear everyone in your tiny earpiece talking back and forth reporting their news.
“Y/N,” Olivia called out, “Any update.”
“Other than the fact I almost got beer spilled on me for the third time in five minutes no,” You sighed, shifting farther down the bar.
That was when everything went off the deep end. You placed your drink on the bar placing a protective hand on the top of it when someone tapped your shoulder. You spun to see who it was keeping your hand placed on your drink.
“Spot taken?” A tall blonde man asked as he pushed himself on the stool next to you.
All you wanted to do was to tell him to screw off but you held your tongue and instead smiled, “For a hottie like you never?”
Before you realized what was going on you were being spun in your chair wrists grabbed by another man who had made his way next to you. He seemed to be a carbon copy of the man who had first sat down, “Oh come on you are really trying to tell me that he is hotter than me?”
You merely laughed and pulled your wrists away grabbing for your drink, “Oh now boys, let’s not argue. Both of you are just as handsome as the other.”
You took a quick sip of your drink and then went to push away from the bar, “Now if you don’t mind I have some mingling to do.”
“Not so fast honey,” One of the men said pulling at your wrist, “The party just started.”
You went to pull your wrist away but everything around you went black. 
A pit formed in Olivia’s stomach as she called out your name for a second time with no response, “Rollins, Kat do either of you have eyes on Y/N?”
“She was at the..” Kat stopped, “Cap she is gone.”
Olivia swore jumping from the back of the van. She ran towards the alleyway that was attached to the building. She rounded the corner and saw you laying on the ground your dress torn to shreds. Blood was coming out of a cut on your head and along your chest. Two men were standing over you, one attempting to pull down their pants.
“Police!” Olivia yelled pulling her gun, “Put your hands up!”
One of the men turned on his heels and shot towards Olivia. She moved to the right just out of the bullet’s path and shot back. The man fell to the ground clutching his stomach as the other one began to run. Olivia called in the perp to Carisi and then called a bus. She ran to your side dropping to her knees shaking you to wake you up.
“Y/N, wake up. Wake up,” Olivia said, taking you in her arms.
“Olivia, Olivia,” Rollins said, coming to her side, “We caught the other guy. The bus is almost here.” “She won’t wake up Rollins,” Olivia cried, “I was going to ask her to marry me. She has to stay alive.”
There it was, the secret was out of the bag. Rollins' eyes grew wide as more tears rushed from Olivia. When the ambulance got there they tore you from Olivia’s arms. Olivia rode with them to the hospital holding your hand the entire way.
It was eighteen hours later when you finally woke up. You panicked for a moment disoriented and not knowing where you were. You were immediately calmed when Olivia wrapped her hand in yours.
“Y/N, it’s okay. I’m here. I’m right here,” Olivia said rubbing her thumb across the back of your palm.
“Was I? Was I?” You asked unable to finish the question.
“The rape kit came back negative. You just have a nasty cut to the head and your chest. They are going to let me take you home tonight. We just wanted to make sure the drugs that slipped you wore off.”
“I was so careful Liv, I promise. I did everything by the book. Please don’t be mad at me.”
“I know sweet pea. I know. I’m not mad at you,” Olivia said, placing a gentle kiss on kiss on your forehead, “I love you so much.”
“I love you too.”
As you locked eyes with Olivia she blurted out, “Will you marry me?”
You looked at her shocked for a moment, “Liv..”
“Rollins already knows. I blurted it out before the bus came to pick you up. I don’t want to be in the secret anymore. I just want you to be my wife.”
You let out a laugh, “Olivia. Will you let me finish my sentence?”
She looked hurt before you continued, “Olivia Margaret Benson, I would love to be your wife.”
A broad smile came over Olivia’s face as she leaned in to kiss you once again. You both could worry about all the legality of it later. For now you were just excited that Olivia was going to be your wife.
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spexialvixtimxunit · 2 years
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Starving
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Pairing: Olivia Benson x Black!Female!Reader
Warnings: No Noah in this one, age gap (the reader is in her late 30s), mentions of smut
Length: Semi short
Word Count: 634
THIS IS A ALTERNATE VERSION OF STARVING
Sorry that this took some time to make, I was in between writers block while writing this. ;(
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“Are you hungry? I can make you something to eat.” She suggested. You let out a low grumble as you kept your legs and arms wrapped around her waist.
She couldn’t help but laugh at your cuteness. "C'mon, I'll make you something to eat really quickly then we can go back to sleep." She said as she tapped your thigh so that she could get up to cook.
You groaned as you rolled off of her sluggishly. Olivia got up and put her glasses on as well as her housecoat and house shoes.
Your eyes locked onto her as if you were in a trance as she walked out of your shared room into the kitchen.
You finally got up and followed her to the kitchen. You watched her as she began to pull out some pots and pans from under your cabinet.
You sat down on an empty space on the countertop and watched her.
"What do you want to eat?" She questioned as she looked at the variety of food options from the fridge. She diverted back to see you shrugged your shoulders.
"I'm not really specifically hungry for something, just hungry for anything." You said to her. “Do you want something simple? Or fancy?” She questioned.
Your indecisiveness kicked in as your mind began to go blank. What did you really want to eat? You weren't very picky when it came to her cooking.
You would eat anything she'd cook and it would be amazing. It was almost like she was putting drugs in her food, it was so addicting.
Olivia could sense the cogs turning in your head as you struggled to think of what to eat. She closed the fridge and positioned herself in front of you, wrapping her arms around your waist.
"Tell me what's on your mind." She spoke in a low tone, looking into your eyes. "I don't know, what would you suggest?" You asked Olivia while wrapping your arms around her neck with your eyes locked deeply into hers, trying to get a read on her.
You always admired how beautiful she looked, even during her bed hair. She had her hair up into a ponytail with her bangs brushed against her face.
She looked you up and down as she let out a low chuckle. "Do you really want to know what I'm hungry for?" She questioned you once more. You nodded your head.
You unexpectedly sensed the change in her tone, sending a chill down your spine. She gave you a devilish smirk as you could now feel her hands brush up and down your backbone.
"I think I’m hungry for something else." She whispered; you could feel her lips brush against your neck. You knew what she meant by that when her lips place soft blissful kisses along with your neck and shoulder.
You huffed as she connected her warm lips with yours while running her hands down your back. You ran your hands through her brunette hair as the kiss deepened with passion.
“God I’m so glad you woke me up.” She said in between kisses, not being able to let you go from her touch. She was quick to grab you by the waist and take you to the bedroom.
She rested you on the bed, still connected to your lips with lust. Olivia let out a long breath as she let go. She had this unreadable expression that was always on her face when he was thinking.
All you couldn't help but lay there stare at up at her which felt like forever. You thoughts were cut off with a peck on the lips followed by a smile.
Olivia laughed a bit and looked at you with a smirk “I'm sorry, you must be hungry for actual food.”
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spexialvixtimxunit · 2 years
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Starving
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Pairing: Olivia Benson x Black!Female!Reader
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Warnings: Fluff, No Noah in this one (season 8 because of her hair), age gap (reader is in her late 30s)
Length: Longish
Word Count: 1.4k
Prompt: 42. “You make me so happy.”
Dialogues: “it’s okay. I couldn’t sleep anyways.” + “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to.”
For Anonymous 🫶🏾
“42 long fluff imagine w olivia benson please”
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Your eyes flutter open as you felt an uncomfortable grumble in your stomach. 'Why now?' you asked yourself while letting out a sigh.
You had been lying in bed for some time because you woke up and couldn’t go back to sleep. Now, your stomach was stirring and it was bothering you.
You'd eaten dinner early but went to bed late because you were working on some paperwork you were behind on.
Your procrastination always got the best of you and you really wanted to get out of that bad habit and change it for something better.
You sighed as your stomach growled again. You didn’t want to get up but you were starving again. You sat up quietly, not trying to wake your sleeping wife.
You scooted closer off on the bed and you heard a creak in the flooring that made you stop in your tracks. You looked behind you to see Olivia shift in the bed.
You heard a low grumble “What’s wrong? Why are you up?” She said while pulling your waist to bring you closer to her.
You chuckled. “I’m hungry. I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to wake you.” You said while shifting towards her, drawing nearer scent.
“It’s okay. I couldn’t sleep anyways. It must have been all the coffee that I drank a couple of hours ago while on shift.” You both laughed at her statement.
You couldn’t help but stare at her beauty, even if she was older than you. That was always something you worried about, how other people would look at your relationship.
‘She’s just for the money.’ ‘She’s way too young to be with someone that old!’ ‘How disgusting.’
It was always something in the back of your mind that made you doubt your relationship. Olivia noticed that your mind was clouded. “What’s on your mind. I can tell that you’re thinking hard.” She said while stroking your thigh. You gave her a weak smile.
“You make me so happy.”
Her face turned into a light smile. “You make me happy too.” She said while sitting up. She opened her arms for a hug and you gladly climbed onto her lap for a hug.
You felt content with her warm body radiating on you, making you feel wanted.
You'd always notice that every time she'd draw you in with a hug, her soft fingertips stroked your back lightly as your face was pressed up against her warm chest, along with her peppering soft kisses on your neck and shoulder.
You could hear the soft thumping in her chest as you could feel it rise and fall with every breath that she'd take.
The soft smell of her signature warm vanilla fragrance would intoxicate you, making it hard to pull away. Something about her sincere hugs would make you melt the longer she held you.
The comfortable silence was cut off with your stomach grumbling. Olivia peeked down at you and let out a soft laugh.
“Are you hungry? I can make you something to eat.” She suggested. You let out a low grumble as you kept your legs and arms wrapped around her waist.
She couldn’t help but laugh at your cuteness. "C'mon, I'll make you something to eat really quickly then we can go back to sleep." She said as she tapped your thigh so that she could get up to cook.
You groaned as you rolled off of her sluggishly. Olivia got up and put her glasses on as well as her housecoat and house shoes.
Your eyes locked onto her as if you were in a trance as she walked out of your shared room into the kitchen.
You finally got up and followed her to the kitchen. You watched her as she began to pull out some pots and pans from under your cabinet.
You sat down on an empty space on the countertop and watched her.
"What do you want to eat?" She questioned as she looked at the variety of food options from the fridge. She diverted back to see you shrugged your shoulders.
"I'm not really specifically hungry for something, just hungry for anything." You said to her. “Do you want something simple? Or fancy?” She questioned.
Your indecisiveness kicked in as your mind began to go blank. What did you really want to eat? You weren't very picky when it came to her cooking.
You would eat anything she'd cook and it would be amazing. It was almost like she was putting drugs in her food, it was so addicting.
Olivia could sense the cogs turning in your head as you struggled to think of what to eat. She closed the fridge and positioned herself in front of you, wrapping her arms around your waist.
"Tell me what's on your mind." She spoke in a low tone, looking into your eyes. "I don't know, what would you suggest?" You asked Olivia while wrapping your arms around her neck, looking deeply into her eyes, trying to get a read on her.
You always admired how beautiful she looked, even during her bed hair. She had her hair up into a ponytail with her bangs brushed against her face.
She let out a hum as you could tell she was thinking of different food options. "How about some early morning breakfast?" You looked at the clock in the kitchen.
4:34 AM
How ironic, it really is an early morning breakfast. You nodded your head. "Sounds good?" she asked once more and you nodded 'yes' again.
Olivia gave you soft smile as you peck on the lips. She stepped away to make you a quick breakfast. "Scrambled eggs, bacon, and toast?" She turned to you once more for confirmation.
You gave her one more nod and she was quick to make your food. You watched her as she opened the bag of bread, taking two pieces out, and putting them into the toaster.
Next, she grabbed the four eggs out of the dozen carton of eggs and craked them skillfully in a bowl, whisking them up to a yellow consistency.
Finally, she placed the scrambled eggs onto a hot pan, along with the bacon on another, watching it cook. The scents swirled into the air making it form a warm and delicious atmosphere. It didn't take long for her to complete the quick meal.
You eagerly hopped off the island counter and seated yourself at the small dining table. Olivia let out a light chuckle as you watched her finalize her cooking before placing two plates on the table.
'How did you get so lucky?' You praised yourself for finding someone with adequate cooking skills. It wasn't like you couldn't cook, you just often appreciated Olivia's cooking skills at her finest hours.
Olivia could see your eyes glow as she placed the scrambled eggs, toast, and bacon on the table for you to enjoy.
"This smells so good." You whined out as the aromas stimulated your senses. She was quick to flash you her heartwarming smile that made your heart burst with love.
She grabbed your plate and put buttered toast with crispy maple bacon and lightly seasoned scrambled eggs. "Enjoy, my love." She placed the food in front of you while also placing a kiss on your forehead. You muttered a quick 'thank you' before digging in.
You sighed in contentment as the flavors of her cooking melted and mixed into your mouth, satisfying your taste buds, and filling you with pleasure.
Olivia's face was filled with amusement as she watched you devour her cooking. She laughed as you looked like you were trying everything for the first time and your mind was overloaded.
"How is it?" SHe asked while eating her portion that had the same amount of food like yours. You were just so hungry that you didn't realize you were almost done with everything she gave you.
Good thing it was filling you up so that you could go straight back to sleep right after you were done.
"Oh my god, this is so good. I haven't had a good authentic breakfast in so long, I've been eating mostly takeout for breakfast because of work but you really know how to cook." You praised her cooking skills.
"I've realized that you're pretty good with your hands." You said as you gave her a sly wink. She looked up from her plate and smirked as she gave you a playful kick with her foot. "You naughty girl."
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naturesapphic · 4 months
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Hello! I have a request for Olivia. Maybe a situation where reader and Olivia were held hostage. Reader hasn’t been doing good since, with having to witness Olivia being tortured. All week reader would try to remain professional and nonchalant. Olivia knew when reader was masking her emotions, end of week she goes reader’s place. Reader opens the door already in a bad way as she’s been all week after work. She opens up and tells Olivia all that’s in her mind and heart, including how she has feelings for her boss. She starts to have a panic attack at her own confession.
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Olivia benson x fem!reader
Warnings: mentions of kidnapping and torture, mentions of rape, hurt/comfort, cussing
~ flashback ~
You were lying on a gross marble floor with no lights around you. You tried to move around but you were restrained by something. All of a sudden, a bright light flickered on and you looked up to see Olivia on the ground tied up like you. “O-olivia?!” You called out to her and she didn’t respond. You kept calling her name until you heard a groan and Olivia trying to move around. “Olivia! Are you okay?” You asked her and she forcefully turned around and saw you on the ground tied up. “I’m fine. But are you okay?” She asked you and you looked at her as tears sprung to your eyes. “No…Olivia I’m s-scared…” you whimpered out and you saw Olivia’s eyes soften as she saw how petrified you looked right now.
“Don’t worry sweetheart. I’ll get us out of this.” She reassured you but that was soon gone when someone came into the room the both of y’all were in. “Don’t make that a promise princess.” The man laughed out as he bent down to Olivia’s face. She glared at him and he didn’t like that. He socked her in the face and you screamed out “no! Please!” He kept hitting her to “teach her some manners” and you kept screaming at him to stop but he never did, not until her face was bloody and she could barley see. You started sobbing and the man walked over to you and started kicking you in the stomach to make you stop screaming. You eventually did so he would stop kicking you and he finally did. He left the room as she gave y’all a sinister smirk which made you feel the chills all over your body.
You looked over at liv and whimpered at how badly he has beaten her. You needed to go over there, you needed to see if she was okay. Your arms and legs were tied up but you managed to lay completely on the floor and start rolling over to her. You successfully got to her and had trouble sitting up but you eventually did it. “Oh livia…” you whispered to her and you leaned down carefully and placed a gently kiss on the top of her head.
~ flashback over ~
Your thoughts were interrupted by fin calling your name, snapping you out your daydreaming, “Y/n! You alright?” He asked you and you blinked a few times to focus on the world in front of you and not memories in your mind that haunt you. “What? Oh yeah…I’m good…” you said quietly as Olivia watched you from afar, noticing how you haven’t been the same since y’all got kidnapped.
~ flashback ~
It was the next day you suppose, when someone came into the room. A scared nurse was pushed into the room and the door was immediately locked. She saw you and Olivia and rushed over to y’all. “Please do her first…” you begged her and she gave you a small nod. She cleaned up Olivia’s face and told you that she would wake up soon. You thanked her and she quickly examined you and made sure that you were alright. She told you that you will be okay, that you just had some bruising and you will be sore for a week or two. You thanked her again and a loud voice called her and she went back to the door and she went out. Someone turned off the lights and the room was pitch black, then someone turned on the heat and the both of you were covering in sweat, and this went on for who knows how long.
~ flashback over ~
You were brought back to a gun being shot near you and you quickly shot at the person who was trying to shoot you. Olivia came rushing to you with backup behind her. “Y/n! What the hell happened?” She said sternly as she grabbed your weapon from you and scanned you over to make sure that you were safe. “I-I don’t know…I blacked out…” you explained to her and she gave you a disappointing look. “You could have gotten killed!” She yelled and started massaging her head. You sighed “I’m sorry…I just got distracted but it won’t happen again.” You try to explain to her but she wasn’t having any of it. She couldn’t take the chance of someone getting hurt or worse, you getting hurt.
“Go home y/n…” she said sternly but with a hint of gentleness to it. Your eyes widen and a look of hurt crossed your face and she noticed it. It hurt her to do this to you but she didn’t have any other choice. “Please y/n go…and call me when you get home. That’s an order.” She demanded and you walked by her, hitting her shoulder on purpose as you walked home in the night. Olivia hates that she sent you home but there was no way in hell you were going to get hurt as your mind isn’t in the right headspace right now.
~ flashback ~
It feels like it’s been years since we’ve been abducted here, but in reality it’s probably only been a couple of days. Everyday we would get beat up and tortured, apparently one of the men knew Olivia. She sent this guy away for rape and child abuse and he swore he would get his revenge out for Olivia. He wasn’t going to take you but he thought y’all were together because the both of you seemed really close, so he decided to take you as well.
You were in and out of consciousness when you heard gunshots and screaming. You tried to stay awake and see what was happening but you were so sleepy… you tried to look over at Olivia but found people around her. You looked up to see munch, and fin surrounding y’all. Munch and fin helped Olivia up on her feet but she was wobbly as she was trying to walk, so munch let her use him to walk. You smiled weakly at her, knowing that she is safe now and closed your eyes, but you didn’t wake up. “No! Y/n!” Olivia screamed out and fin immediately picked your limp body in his arms and ran outside where the ambulance is.
When you woke up, you were in a hospital bed. Blinking a few times, you looked over to see Olivia wide awake in her own hospital bed beside yours. “O-Olivia…” you called out to her weakly. “Y/n…hey.” She rasped out as she smiled at you. “Did they catch the people who abducted us?” You asked her and she nodded her head yes as you sighed in relief. “It’s over now y/n”.
~ flashback over ~
You launched forward in bed and looked around the room hurriedly. It felt like your heart was beating out of your chest and you couldn’t breath. Since Olivia sent you home, you’ve been having terrible nightmares about the few days y’all were trapped. You breathed in and out slowly and focused on Olivia. She always makes you calm, especially when you have your panic attacks. She was always there since she knew how to help you as she was the only person you trusted and who could help you from it, But a sudden knock from the door made you confused and a little scared.
You got up from your bed with only in your tank top and short shorts, you walked to your front door and open it to reveal your captain. “Olivia? What are you doing here?” You asked her confused. “It’s been days y/n and you haven’t called me at all to let me know you are okay.” She explained to you and you stepped aside for her to enter your apartment. She went in and looked around your place “it’s nice. Seems comfy.” She said and you looked at her awkwardly. “Uh…thanks?” You said and she sighed. “Y/n…what’s been going on with you recently? Ever since what happened when we got kid-.” She was interrupted by the haunted look on your face as she mentioned the incident and her heart immediately broke in pieces at the look you gave her.
“Y/n….” She said and got closer to you and you whimpered out. “I-I’m sorry okay! I’m sorry I haven’t been a good detective recently! My mind won’t stop replaying the memories and moments in my head. I keep seeing you get beaten and tortured!. And while you were unconscious…he came in and raped me…h-he wouldn’t stop! He kept saying how this is going to hurt you…he thought we were together. He wanted his revenge and this was one of them!” You cried out as you kept talking. “Do you know how hard it was seeing you in so much pain? I couldn’t do anything to help you! Watching the woman I love get beaten repeatedly to the point where you were barley conscious and hearing the boys talk shit about you and how the guy who raped me said how he fucked your girlfriend.” You said and Olivia gave you a shocked look. You looked at her with a confused expression until it hit you like a bus. You just claimed to your boss that you were in love with her. Fuck.
“Oh God…I-I’m so sorry Olivia! F-forget what I s-said I-I’m sorry…” you said as you started hyperventilating. You got on your knees and was panting hard. Olivia instantly got down on the ground with you and put you in her strong arms. “Hey hey shhhh sweetheart it’s okay…” she said trying to reassure you but you just kept crying and apologizing to her. She can’t believe that you just told her that you loved her. She didn’t think you were interested let alone love her. She had her eye on you ever since y’all become friends all those years ago and now…she knows that you have the same feelings for her like she has with you.
“Y/n. Sweetheart look at me.” She softly demanded and you sniffled as you looked up in her brown eyes. “I love you too…I’ve had for years. That’s why I’m always so protective and insisting that I go with you everywhere. I’m in love with you y/f/n.” Olivia confessed to you and you swear you could pass out right then and there. “Y-you do? But what will t-the others think?” You said with a bit of worry hidden in your time. She gave you a soft smile and shook her head. “Almost everyone already knows. They see how I look and how I treat you. The only person who didn’t know was you.” She explained as you sniffled and gave her a goofy smile to which she laughed at. She rested her forehead against yours and held your body close to hers. “Will you be my girlfriend Angel?” She asked you softly and you nodded your head excitedly. “Yes of course! Captain.” You said giggling and hugging her tightly.
“Don’t worry darling. The bastards who hurt us will rot in prison for the rest of their life. That’s a guarantee on my behalf.” She reassured you and you hummed in acknowledgment as you nuzzled your face into her neck. She smiled down at you and continued to hold you in her arms.
A/n: whew, 1936 words. I hope the anon who requested this enjoys it! Remember to stay hydrated and to rest! I love y’all!
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spexialvixtimxunit · 2 years
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Foolish
11.) “I’ll treat you right”
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Pairing: Olivia Benson x Black!Female!Reader
Warnings: Angst to Fluff, age gap, profanity (mild), slight internalize homophobia
Length: Medium
Word Count: 1.4K
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Dialogues: “Did you at least thinking me when you were having sex with her?” + “You make me feel alive. For the first time ever, I feel like I can breathe.”
**set in late season 20**
For Anonymous 🫶🏽
“hello!!! i hope you’re doing well!! i saw you were doing the number thing and i was wondering if you could do like maybe angst to fluff or just fluff for olivia benson and number 11? thank you if you get to it!!❤️”
Thank you for being my first request Oatcake! of course, I can’t do this for you! I how you are having a good morning/afternoon/evening/night! 😚
*there are writing mistakes in my works, I don’t proofread!
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Could it be even worst? What more could you do that could save it? Your heart pounded in your chest. Can’t they just go away for once? You stared into their eyes, not believing a word that was coming out of their mouth.
All of those phony apologies wasn’t going to bring you back, so you decided to act on your own feelings, not giving a fuck about how they would react.
“I’m sorry okay, it was a mistake.” They reached out towards you, grabbing your arm. You snapped back and pushed them away. “Did you at least thinking me when you were having sex with her?” You said as your eyes swelled up with tears.
You had every right to be angry and it was justified.
“Are you seriously asking me that? You were never home!” They growled back. “How the fuck does that justify you having sex with another woman! All because I come home late?” Your frowned your eyebrows in hostility.
You let out a disdainful scoff as you looked at your now former partner in disgust. “Don't contact me again, I'm done with your fucking mind games.” You said as you walked away from them.
As you made your way through the empty halls of the 16th precinct, you prepared yourself for any staring. You walked into the bullpen where all eyes were on your 1-year-old. You smiled at the small child that was beaming with happiness.
“Sorry to break up the fun but it's time for the little one to get home.” You suggested to the audience. A majority of the people who were watching her frowned. You grabbed her from Amanda.
“Maybe I can bring her in next time we have that company picnic.” You stated as you placed Eden's jacket on her. Luckily she didn't cry as much as she used to when she was younger.
"Can you watch her again really quickly?" You asked Amanda and she nodded. You turned to look at Olivia who was watching you. You made your way over to her. "Hey, can I talk to you for a second?" You asked while softly pulling onto her sleave. Olivia nodded.
You both made it to her office to talk. You let out a shaky sigh "I might need a couple of days off. I have some problems that I need to get straightened out and I just don't think I'll be focused enough to stay for a shift."
Olivia had a caring expression on her face. "Take as much time as you need."
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You sighed as you pulled over on the side of the road. How could you be so stupid? Was is so much harder to deal with it? How did you get so far in a one-sided love? You could remember the day like it was like yesterday.
The only reason you got married to them was to make your family happy. Was it really worth it to get into a relationship with a man that you didn't even care for? Just for the pleasing of people who didn't even care for you.
You looked in the back seat of the car to see your now sleeping daughter. Was it really worth it? The only reason why you stayed was to devote your life to your daughter. Only for her.
Remembering those times made it harder for you to realize, were you truly happy with him? Your eyes swelled up in tears just thinking about the years that you spent with someone you couldn't truly love.
You loved her.
It wasn't even your intention to fall for her because it was wrong, right?
That's what your family used to say to you when you first mentioned the opposite sex. They would always make small remarks about how it was wrong to like someone who was the same sex as you.
You were so tired of keeping them happy, when was it your turn to be happy? You know that you can't wait to forever to be happy. You wanted it to start now.
You couldn't help but cry from the realization that you were never happy. That ends today. You picked up your phone and dialed her number. The only rang before you heard her voice.
"Hello?" Her voice was groggy, but it instantly calmed you. "Hi, um, I'm sorry it's late.” You laughed nervously. “Yeah, you kind of woke me up. It's two in the morning, are you okay?” She said in a concerned tone.
'Have I ever been able to answer that question honestly?' you asked yourself. Have you really been this miserable? How did you let it get this bad?
No matter how hard you tried to keep it in, you let you tears flow once you here her asked you that question.
“N-No I'm not.” you cried out. “Where are you?” She asked now fully awake. “I-I pulled over. I couldn't stay with him anymore so I grabbed all of my things.” You ranted.
“Come to my place, maybe we can talk this out?” She asked softly. “Okay. Thank you. I'm on my way.” You said while hanging up the phone.
It wasn't that long before you were knocking on her door.
The door opened to reveal the older woman. You had a bag on your shoulder along with a sleepy toddler holding your hand.
She had a silk night set on with some slippers on.
“Hi.” you nervously greeted her. “Hi, come in.” She gave you a weak smile and invited you in. You walked in as she closed the door behind you. “You can just out your coat right here.” she slightly whispered in a raspy voice.
You handed you her coat and Eden’s coat and placed your bag next to it, along with the both of your shoes. “I'm sorry to come this late I should have just waited till the morning.”
“No no its fine. I don't mind. Did you mind telling me what's wrong?” She questioned as she guided you both to the couch.
“Um it’s nothing serious,” you say embarrassed as you laid Eden on the loveseat and you covered her up with a blanket. She was quick to fall back asleep.
“Well, must be if you have all of your stuff in your car and you’re here at 2:00 am.” She let out a rebuttal. You couldn't hold it in any longer, your rears began to flow.
“Im not happy anymore. I found out that he was cheating and couldn't take it. He came to the precinct and told me that it was because l was ‘never home’. I never really loved him in the first place, I was only doing it because my mother wanted me to marry a man, but I don't want to. I did it for them. I want to be happy the way I am, not because of my family’s choices.” You fidgeted with your hands.
Olivia couldn't help but look at you with sorrow in her eyes.
“Even when I was convincing myself that I loved that man. I was in love with someone else.” You looked at her with glossy eyes.
“That’s okay in your case.” She reassured as took your hands into her and caresed them softly. You sighed. “You didn't understand, I'm in love with you.”
Olivia gave you a weak smile. “There is something about you that makes me feel so much better than them. I don't know what it is but you make me feel alive. For the first time ever, I feel like I can breathe. I don't want to be in a relationship in one-sided love. I want you. I've wanted you since the first day I met you.”
You no longer felt like you needed to hide anything when you were with her. She looked at you, ready to say something. She opened her mouth, trying to figure out what to say.
“I glad you feel that way. I meant to say something earlier but I feel the same way. It was something about you that was so irresistible. I saw how unhappy you were when he used to come around and I knew it was just for show, I knew you were stuck. I didn't want to assume anything but I wanted to help you I just don't know how to.” Olivia confessed.
You let out a laugh of relief. Olivia smiled as she pulled you into a hug. “ I want to help you make this right. For your daughter. I want you to feel happy. Don't worry, I'll treat you right.”
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spexialvixtimxunit · 2 years
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Let’s Boogie!
I got this imagine from ‘Second Thoughts?’ as an alternative ask. The request was : ‘Olivia being wholesome to the reader’
So, this is how I would imagine Olivia reacting to you being wholesome!
Pairing : Olivia Benson x Black!Female!Reader
Warnings: None just fluff
Length: Short
Word count: 134
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Olivia would walk in the door after coming home slightly late only to hear music playing in the kitchen. She would catch you dancing while cooking. She’d smile at your silly dance. You would eventually turn around and invite her to dance with you but she would use the excuse that she’s too tired to dance or that she had to change her clothes. You made a deal with her and she would dance with you after she changed. Olivia would try to use the excuse “I can’t dance” so you would grab her by the waist and move your body to the beat of the music which would cause her to slowly follow your lead. After a while you would both crash on the couch, out of breath from the previous dance session.
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spexialvixtimxunit · 2 years
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Birthday Girl
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Pairing: Alex Cabot x Black!Female!Reader (she/her pronouns but mostly 2nd person)
Warnings: Oral, slight Orgasm denial, Praise Kink, Mentions of a safeword, str@p, fluff to smut, overstimulation
Length: Lon gif you read at a slower pace
Word count: 1.8k (1,864)
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A/N: I want to write this wip bc I share the same birthday month with Alex ;)
[HC] (CREDIT TO @iha-tepeople for the * idea)
***THERE ARE SPELLING ERRORS, I FORGET TO PROOFREAD***
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“Actually she should be staying a bit late at work so that would give us some time to prepare.” you notified Olivia, Fin, and Elliot.
You were planning a surprise party for Alex since her birthday was coming up. You mentioned it once to Olivia and everyone wanted to pitch in.
“Elliot and Fin, you both can bring in the cases of drinks, Olivia and I can run and get the party favors so that we can ready when everyone gets here. It's 4:07 pm, so we have two hours until the guest gets here and Alex gets home at nine so we have five hours till she gets home.”
They nodded and headed toward their car. Now it was just you and Olivia in the room. “Olivia I need your help with something.” You asked nervously. “What is it?” She questioned. Instead of saying anything, you dragged her into the bedroom and guided her to sit down.
Confusion spread across Olivia's face as she watched you rummaged through the closet. "I need you to help me with something I bought to show Alex and I don't know if she'll like it or not." You said, muffled in the closet.
"Well, what is it?" Olivia questioned. You walked out of the closet with a robe on. Olivia smirked. "Oh, is this what you needed help with?" She smirked and crossed her arms in amusement. "Stop looking at me like that you weirdo! I've never bought lingerie so I don't know how she's going to like it."
You’d been engaged to Alex for 2 years. You both first met a year prior to her joining SVU as colleagues. You hit it off and eventually, she joined SVU. You both were dating then quickly became girlfriends. Everything after that was history but you never had the courage to buy lingerie at all.
"Trust me, If I like it, Alex is going to love it." Olvia stated. "O-Okay." you said slightly embarrassed. You sighed and pulled the robe off to reveal your box braids already in a bun along with a silk-like lingerie with soft thigh tights and black heels. To top it off you had cat ears and a belt with a tail on the back*.
Olivia's eyes widened as she covered her mouth. "Oh my gosh..." she mumbled. "W-What's wrong?" you questioned nervously. "R/n... Alex is going to fuck the shit out of you."
Your eyes widened at Olivia's comment. "Olivia!" you shouted, embarrassed. "I'm sorry but I'm being honest. The outfit is cute and I like it but Alex isn't even going to give you a chance." Olivia laughed.
You felt your face grow hot in embarrassment. "I'm going to get put my clothes back on." You rushed back to the closet. You finished putting your clothes on and walked out of the room. "Come on Olivia we have some shopping to do." you said, still upset at her for laughing at you.
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Time passed and guests from the precinct rolled in with gifts for Alex and the party started. You passed out drinks and food as everyone had a good time. You then got a phone call. "Everyone, quiet! It's Alex!" You shouted as the room became quiet. You asked the phone.
"Hello?"
“Hello Darling, I’m on my way home now okay? What are you doing?”
“Nothing really. I was about to watch a movie in the living room, do you want to join me?”
“Sure, baby.”
“Okay! How far are you?”
“I’m 5 minutes away.”
“Alright, I’ll get the popcorn started. See you when you get here, love you.”
“Okay Darling, love you too, bye.”
“Love you too baby, bye.”
With that, you hung up the phone. "Okay, everyone. Get into positions!" You shouted as everyone scrambled into place. You quickly turned the tv on and turned the lights off.
"Everyone when she gets here and turns the lights on shout Surprise!" you said while scrolling through movies. They mutter an 'okay' and stayed quiet.
You ran into the A couple of minutes you heard keys jingle and the lock twisting on the door. The door opened to reveal Alex with her bag. You got up off the couch and went towards her. "Hi, baby." you wrapped your arms around her, planting a kiss on her lips.
She smiled and kissed you back. "Hello Darling, why are you dressed?" Alex asked. "I came back from the store with Olivia." you said while helping her with her coat. "Why is it so dark in here I can't see." Alex chuckled while turning on the lights.
"Surprise!" Everyone said while coming out of their hiding spots. You smiled at Alex as she looked surprised. “Happy birthday baby!” She smiled and laughed “Oh yeah it was my birthday today.” Everyone laughed at her comment.
The party continued after some time and now it was time for Alex to open gifts. After some time of Alex opened gifts. “thank you so much for everything everyone. I forgot that it was my birthday. R/n, you’re so sneaky I had no idea!” Everyone laughed.
It eventually got late and everyone made their way home. “Good night Olivia,” Alex said cheerfully. “Good night Alex, have fun,” Olivia said with a smirk. “What do you mean by that?” Alex asked confused. "You'll see, Good night Alex." and with that Olivia left.
Alex questioned it but shrugged it off while walking towards the bedroom. "Baby do you still want to watch that movie? I'm a bit tired but-" Before she could finish that she opened the door and saw you sitting on the edge of the bed with the lingerie you bought.
Her eyes widened. "I didn't know what to get you so I got you this, h-happy birthday." You said nervously, not sure of how she might like it. Alex covered her mouth. "D-Do you like it?" You asked while standing up and doing a spin to show her the full thing.
"Darling..." Alex said while uncovering her mouth. "You look beautiful." She said while stepping closer to you, pulling her waist closer to yours. "If I'm going to be honest to you, I'd have to say that I'm kinda turned on right now. I've never seen you in lingerie and you look absolutely gorgeous right now." Alex planted a kiss on your neck softly.
"I'm glad you like it. I had to ask Olivia for her opinion first because I've never bought lingerie ever and I wanted to make sure that you liked it." You said while wrapping your arms around her neck. "I absolutely enjoy you in your cat ears. The bells are adorable." She said while tapping the bells to make them jingle.
"Oh, Darling... you look very delicious right now. May I devour you?" Alex said with desire written all over her body. "Yes, you may." You said, giving her full access to your body. Alex smiled and placed you on the bed and kissed your lips softly. Alex grabbed the black scrunchie off of her wrist and pulled her medium length hair into a ponytail.
Alex pulled your leg up over her shoulder, making you fall back onto the bed. She smirked, making your heart drop. "Are you sure you want this? We could always stop if you are uncomfortable with anything." Alex said while leaning in, kissing your inner thigh.
"Yes, I want this." You warmly stated while giving her a warm smile. She smiled back. "What's the safeword Darling?" She asked while inching closer to your area. Damn. Olivia was right. The only time Alex would ask you the safeword is if she was bringing out her strap.
"Butterfly." you said quietly. “Mhm, that’s a good girl.” Alex stroked your thighs softly. She removed your bottoms and discarded them somewhere in the room, giving no thought to them at all.
Your body soon began to heat up as she lapped her tongue around your clit. Alex ate you out in pleasure and grabbed onto your thighs while the sounds of her whimpers mixed with the sounds of your area being fondled with.
You caressed her head as she put her mouth to work, as your head fell back on the pillow behind you. "Alex please, I'm so close," you said while closing your eyes. Alex pulled away out of breath.
Your eyes were closed for a moment before you jolted them open from something cold touching your opening. Alex teased her strap over your lips and clit with a smile on her face.
You let out a shaky moan as your body shivered in pleasure as your body began to shake. "You're dripping, aren't you? Hm? Does that feel good?" Alex said while slightly pushing herself in, making you gasp. "Please answer my question honey. You know that I hate being ignored."
Alex pushed herself in further the more you did speak. "Yes yes." you just barely muttered out of breath. Alex smiled and caressed her hands over your thighs as she planted a kiss on your lips, thrusting herself in and out.
Alex kisses your body all over while thrusting into you. Your body temperature became hotter and hotter as your eyes got heavier due to the intense wave of satisfaction as you came.
You were still shaking as Alex continued to thrust into you, even after you came. "You look so beautiful around me like that." Alex continued to thrust into you but at a slow pace. Alex continued this for a couple if minutes, making you come undone again.
She planted kisses on you once more before pulling out, spilling your fluids. Alex let out a long sigh as she got rid of the strap. "I'm not finished quite yet darling. Just a little while longer, can you do that for me? Hm?" She asked and you nodded your head.
"Good girl." Alex kissed your lips with a smile. "You are my very good girl." Alex positioned your leg back over her shoulder as she placed her clit on you, pulling her hips back and forth, creating friction between both of your clits. You let out a sleepish moan, unable to keep your eyes open.
Alex whimpered out, letting shallow breathes while as she puts her hips to work on your clit. She peppers kisses on your body, feeling her body tremble. Sounds of lewd pleasure mixed with the ringing of the cat bells filled in the bedroom. "R/n..." Alex whimpered out your name.
She let out a loud gasp, throwing her head back as she came. You came soon after her. Heavy breaths filled the air. Alex planted one last kiss before getting up to get a warm towel. Alex cleaned herself and the strap off in the bathroom.
Alex stepped back into the bedroom to see your tired body. She smiled and cleaned you off. She finished up and laid down next to you on the bed. Somehow you had enough energy to pull her close and hug her.
Alex smiled and kissed you gently. "Happy birthday," you say sheepishly. Alex smiled again, "Thank you. I love you so much, darling." You smiled. "I love you too Alex"
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I hope you enjoyed this! It took sometime to finish it and I really do hope you liked this. If you enjoyed this it, give it a heart and reblog!
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spexialvixtimxunit · 3 years
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200 Follower Special 🤪🎉
Second Thoughts? [2/2]
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Pairing: Olivia Ben son x Black!Female!Reader
Warnings: Fluff, slight mentions of the word ‘homophobic’, age gap (Olivia is slightly older than you), descriptive smut, slight Angst to smut, and Oral sex.
Length: Semi long
Word Count: 2K
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READ PART ONE BEFORE READING
S/n - sibling name
Here is part 2 of Second thoughts because I felt like I left y'all on a cliffhanger lolz. I forgot to mention that around season 15-17 Olivia is in her late 40s and the reader is in their early 30s and Noah is still an infant(ish).
***THERE ARE SPELLING ERRORS, I FORGET TO PROOFREAD***
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You smiled at Olivia and she smiled back. The nurse knocked on the door and you opened it being next to it.
"Hello. Because your injury is minor, we are going to let you go back home and send some pain medication with you. Don't lift anything heavy and get some rest. Your doctor should be here in a couple of minutes to give you your release papers." The nurse announced.
"Okay, thank you." Your mother replied on behalf of your grandmother. "I guess it's time for us to go home." You said while letting out a yawn. "Well you already know where I live and I turned your bedroom into a guest bedroom. Here is a spare key to the house so that you can take the baby to bed."
"Hey R/n, do you want me to take Noah? I'm sure you and Olivia are exhausted from waking up early and driving a long way here." Your sibling asked You look over to Olivia and she nodded in approval.
You handed Noah to Olivia and she softly placed him in his car seat. You collected the spare key from your Mother and muttered a thank you. You grabbed all of your stuff and headed out to your car so that you could go to your mother's house.
"Olivia, I'll drive." You muttered while putting the rest of the stuff in the trunk of your car. S/n was parked next to you and took Noah's bag and put it in their car. Olivia buckled Noah’s car seat in their car and closed the door and Olivia sat in the passenger side."When is the next time Noah eats?" S/n asked. "The next time he eats is at-" You paused to check the time.
"It's 9 am now so around 11-ish. If he starts to get fussy before his feeding time he has some soft teething puffs to snack on. His toys are in there and he has extra clothes and diapers just in case if he has an accident or anything. Other than that he's good, Call us if you have any questions."
You opened Noah's door and kissed him. "All right Noah, you're going with S/n now. Be a good boy for Mommy and Mama okay? I love you so much, my little angel." Noah smiled as you gave him one last kiss. "Mama loves you." You waved goodbye and closed the door.
"We're probably going to go to the park by the house then go shopping for the little one" S/n said through their car window. "Okay, that's fine with me. Call me if you need anything." You waved with a smile at S/n and watched them drive off. You hopped in the front seat of your car and started to drive off.
The ride was silent until you broke it with a question. “So, what did my mother talk to you about? I hope it wasn’t something too crazy because my whole family is crazy.” Olivia chuckled.
“She just asked how we met and that’s it. I’m a detective so I can sense when someone is trying to read me or intimidate me. Surprisingly, she didn’t ask much but I told her that she should be happy for you and that your sexuality was none of her concern."
"I guess that makes sense," you hummed out your response. "I'm sorry in advanced if she says anything offensive because they are very conservative and homophobic." you said quietly.
Olivia sighed, "It's fine my love. You don't have to worry about anyone hurting my feelings because I have tough skin. Homophobic words won't hurt me. I've been called much worst and I've dealt with the homophobic parents when their gay son or daughter came out to them. No words will change the way that I feel about you, my love. I will always love you no matter what."
Your eyes swelled with tears. She was always so good to you and it was slightly overwhelming because you had your fair share of failed relationships. Some that you just knew wouldn't last forever, but this one would.
In all your other relationships you didn’t even think you could get married. Olivia was so enticing and it made you think that maybe she was the one. She was the one who asked you out first and it had been a while since you’ve been in a relationship.
-*flashback*-
You were working at your job at a library, stacking books on shelves on a ladder because the library had the nerve to have the bookshelves extremely high due to the high rise ceiling.
“Excuse me” you heard a soft voice calling to your attention. You looked down to see an older woman with a police badge. “One second.” You said while placing the rest of the book back on the chart.
You climbed down the ladder. The older woman hovered her hands over your waist, not wanting you to fall. You so happened to wear a comfortable low flow dress that was somewhat long and it would be embarrassing if you tripped.
“Thank you.” You said while straightening your skirt. You then had your undivided attention on the older woman. "How can I help you..." "Sergeant, Sergeant Benson, I working the sex crimes unit." The older woman stated. "How can I help you, Sergeant Benson?" You questioned.
"Hi, we are looking for this person during our investigation. We were wondering if you've seen them." Sergeant Denson said while showing an investigation photo of a young adult.
"Yeah, I've seen them once or twice in here. I remember them specifically because I checked out a book for them and it was some sort of Biology book. I could check the sign-in sheet if you like." You requested.
"Yes, that would be great. Thanks." Sergeant Benson replied with a soft smile. You smiled back then went to search for the sign-in sheet. "Here it is. Would you like for me to copy this for you?" You questioned. "Yes, that would be great." Sergeant Benson grinned. You nodded and copied the sheet of paper.
It was quiet around you except for the copy machine. "I'm not sure if this is professional or not but I think you look beautiful in that dress." Sergeant Benson whispered. "T-Thank you." you slightly stuttered. That completely caught you off guard.
You haven't got complimented in a while so this one caught you off guard since it was out of the blue. The copy machine finished and you handed the paper to Sergeant Benson. "Thank you." She said and smiled at you.
"Here's my card just in case the person shows up again or if you have any questions." Sergeant handed you her business card and walked out of the building. "Who was that?" Your friend that works with you asked.
"No one." You said with a smile on your face. "That wasn't no one by the way you're smiling. I saw them flirting with you." Your friend smirked while nudging your arm.
"Okay fine. It was the Sergeant from the 16th precinct and they were asking questions for investigation purposes." You stated while putting the business card in your pocket. Two weeks later Sergeant Benson asked you out and the rest is history.
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"Why are you crying, my love?" Olivia chuckled while wiping her tears. "God you're so good to me and I'm so glad that we met because I have no idea where I would be without you. I hate crying but everything about you makes me so happy to be in your presence. It just so happened that we met at the right time and I needed that because I haven't felt the same love you give me in a long time and now I'm rambling-" Your voice came out with a shaky tone while you desperately tried to wipe the tears from your eyes.
Olvia let out a soft laugh. "You're cute when you ramble." "I'm sorry. It's just a bit overwhelming at the moment and a lot to worry about." You apologized. "No no. It's fine. You don't have to apologize to me I completely understand." Olivia responded while softly stroking your thigh.
"When we get to your mother's house we can lay down and just relax. We do have the house to ourselves so..." Olivia smirked. "Olivia! We are not doing what you are thinking in my mother's house!" You said shocked. "I wasn't implying anything~"
She said while still stroking your leg. "I don't care. Keep those lewd thoughts to yourself." You said while swatting her hand away. Olivia just responded with a laugh.
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You arrived at your mother's house exhausted. "Well, this is it." You said while looking at Olivia. "It's a beautiful house" You sighed "It may look beautiful but it was hell growing up here." You got out of the car and walked up to the front door to unlock it.
Once you stepped in you showed Olivia around the house. After that, you showed her your old bedroom which is now a guest bedroom. "Here is my old room." It was a somewhat spacious room for one person. You threw your bag on the floor, took off your shoes and laid down on the bed.
You huffed and closed your eyes. So much has happened within a couple of hours and your body could not handle this much work. You cracked your eyes open as you felt a dip in the bed from Olivia setting down next to you.
"How do you feel?" She asked while holding your hand. You left out another huff. "Overwhelmed. I need a hot shower and a long nap." Olivia laughed at your comment. You suddenly got up and kissed Olivia.
Olivia was taken back but she complied and kissed you back, pulled you closer towards her body. Olivia grabbed your legs and placed your body up to straddle her waist. You wrapped your arms around her neck, melting into her.
Olivia let out a groan as she gripped your waist closer towards hers, wanting to feel your touch. Olivia pulled away, letting out a huff, “Can your shower wait?” She asked slightly aroused.
“I have to get naked anyways. I don’t see why not.” You smirked at the reaction on her face. Her eyes widened at your sudden behavior. “What happened to me keeping my lewd thoughts to myself?” She snickered as she could tell that you were aroused as well.
“Well, maybe I changed my mind.” You gave her a peck on the lips with a smile. “Is that a yes?” Olivia asked politely. “Absolutely.” You responded with a grin. Olivia bit down on her lip, feeling the excitement heightened.
You stripped off your bottoms and so did she. “We have to be quick, I don't know how long we'll have the house to ourselves so you can't be too loud.” You told Olivia quietly as you laid down on the bed.
Olivia laughed "Are you sure you should be the one to tell me to be quiet when in reality, it's you who screams my name?" Olivia inched forward towards your hooded area, her face nearly centimeters away from devouring you.
Her face plunged into your heat, swallowing greedily as satisfaction flooded upon your body. Her mouth was something you treasured during her intimate moment with you. Your physique was something she adored and your sounds were something like no other.
No one else could easily fulfill the passion that her body went through as she was with you. Your body would always be satisfied with her. Her body would always be satisfied with you. Your body always grew hot from her touch, pushing the passion of lust farther to its limit.
“Olivia....” You whispered out, feeling yourself come undone from the assault her mouth was performing on your heated area. Your hands gripped a hand full of her hair, feeling the rush run you over like a mack truck.
She pulled away and lathered you in kisses, making you taste yourself as she positioned herself onto you. Olivia thrusted her hips back and forth, causing both of you moans to mix. The time was cut short as the pleasure flowed through both of you, causing you both to cum.
Heavy breaths filled the small room as Olivia laid her body down next to yours. Your heartbeat sounded loud as your body tried to calm itself from the recent climax. Olivia planted a kiss on your forehead.
Your high slowly subsided as you felt calm again. "I love you." Olivia said while giving you more kisses. You smiled "I love you too. I could never imagine where I would be without you."
Olivia smiled back and gave you one last kiss. "Let's go shower, I'm pretty sure you're very dirty now." She smirked.
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spexialvixtimxunit · 3 years
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Second Thoughts?
For anonymous :)
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*there are mistakes, I don’t proofread!
Pairing: Olivia Benson x Black!Female!Reader
Warnings: slight (med.) homophobia (No slurs, conservative parent), Arguments
Length: Long
Word Count: 2,336 ;)
Request: a hc with Olivia x reader where the reader just found out some bad news about a family member and they are trying to hold back their tears?
Masterlist :)
Note* - R/g/l/n = Reader’s Grandmother's Last Name
R/g/n = Reader’s Grandmother's Name
(y/h) = your height (assuming that you’re shorter than Liv)
S/b = sibling name [for this I’m going to put (s) after sibling just in case the reader has more than one, and if the reader doesn’t, I’m sorry ;(]
(Time set between the end of S16 to the beginning of S17. While Noah is still a baby)
Enjoy! ;>
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Your eyes opened as your phone rang. You sat up sheepishly as you looked at the phone. The number was random. You answered, wanting you to go back to sleep. "Hello?" you answered.
"Hello? R/n?" the voice called out, it was familiar. Olivia groaned as she shifted in the bed. You got up out of the bed and slid your house shoes on while walking to the living room.
"Mom? What's wrong? Why are you calling me this late from a random number? It's like four in the morning." you whispered, not wanting to wake up Olivia or Noah since Noah was still a baby and he couldn't stay asleep for long in his crib so he had to sleep in your bed. You legally adopted him with Olivia after you got engaged.
"My phone died but that not the reason why I'm calling. R/n, your Grandmother, she's been hurt." your mother said with a slightly pained tone. "W-What? What happened to her?" you asked concerned. "She was going for a walk on her treadmill and she fell and hurt her hip, it's not broken but she bruised it really bad."
"Ok, um, I'm going to drive out there to be with her, ok? I'm bringing my fiancée along with our son If that's fine with you." You said a little nervously. "Wait, you're getting married? And you already have a baby?" you sighed. "Mom," you said annoyed.
"Okay, sorry. Have a safe drive, I'll send you the address of the hospital. Love you." "Okay, I'm getting a flight now so we'll be there soon. Love you, bye." She hung up the phone and you let out a shaky breath. "Why are you up this late?" You heard Olivia say as you turned around to her.
"I got a phone call, from my mom about my grandmother ." you crossed your arms. "Why did she call you this late? Is something wrong?" She said while walking closer to you. You let out a shaky breath, "She got hurt." you said while trying to hold back your tears, but they spilled anyways.
Olivia came up to you, comforting you on the couch. “It’s okay, calm down, shhh.” She said as she stroked her hands up and down your back, trying to calm your breathing. “She fell on her treadmill and hurt her hip, my mom told me that she fine but it still gets to me.”
Olivia held you as you told her the condition of your grandmother. “Okay, I can call off for work and we can drive to your mother’s house if you don’t want to fly there? Hm? How does that sound?” She asked softly. You nodded. “Okay, let’s go and get packed so we can leave.” You stood up, feeling slightly better about the situation.
After some time, you finished packing and put some gas in the tank of your car, called off for work, and hit the road.
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You and Olivia sat in the car as soft droplets of rain hit the hood of the car. It was quiet, Noah was sleeping and you couldn’t go back to sleep, so you stayed up, looking at the lights on the highway since you had been on the road for a while. You both packed enough clothes for you all to last for a week.
You didn’t know how long the stay was going to be so you wanted to be prepared. “How are you feeling, my love?” Olivia asked as the car stood still because of the early morning traffic. “I feel a little bit better than before.” You said quietly. She gave you a slight smile while holding your hand.
You smiled sleepishly as she kissed your hand before putting her hands back on the wheel to drive. A message pinged through your phone. It was from your mother.
‘Are you almost here?’
‘Yeah, why do you ask?’
‘No reason just checking’
‘Oh, okay. How is grandma? Is she okay?’
‘Yeah she feels a bit better now but she’s sleeping’
‘Okay. Thanks for keeping me updated, we’ll be there at the hospital in an hour or two.’
‘Okay stay safe, love you.’
‘Love you too’
“Was that your mother?” Olivia asked and you nodded. “She asked how far we were from her house and I told her we’re like an hour or two away.” Olivia hummed at your response. You sighed. “She doesn’t know.” You said quietly. Olivia looked at you confused. “What do you mean?” Olivia questioned.
“She doesn’t know about you. I only mentioned that I had a fiancée and a baby but she doesn’t know that...” “You're gay.” Olivia finished. You stared at her face. The emotion displayed was unreadable. “In sorry that I don’t tell you sooner. I tried mentioning it to her when I was a teenager but of course, parents want the best for their child.” You ranted.
“I’m not upset.” Olivia chucked a bit. You looked at her as you about to keep rambling. “I still feel guilty about not telling you though. We've been together for almost 3 years but I've known you for 5 years but I was worried about how it might affect our relationship.” You huffed out.
“That's fine R/n, I know where you're coming from. Most parents don't support their kids at first when they come out to them.” Olivia said quietly. You sighed once more. Your chest felt tight from the beginning of the conversation.
“I don’t know how my grandmother is going to react, she doesn’t know. My mother knows but I guess she thought it was just a phase. My close sibling(s) knows but we keep it a secret. It was hard but eventually, I moved out, and sometime after that I meet you.” You smiled lightly, as you placed your hand on Olivia’s.
She turned over to you and smiled, “You got this. Plus you already know that the squad is fine with my sexual orientation because you harass me all the time when I forget to grabmy lunch.” She kissed your forehead and you laughed. She smiled as the car continued its journey.
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Eventually, you arrived at the hospital. You were on the phone with your mother, “Okay yeah, we just got here. Yes, mom, I’m getting out of the car now. Okay. Alright mom I’ll meet you there. I can just ask the front desk for a room number. Okay, okay, Mom I’m hanging up okay. Bye, love you.” You hung up the phone.
Olivia laughed. “What's so funny?” You asked her as she laughed again. “I can tell that your Mom loves being on the phone with you.” You sighed, “And I just have to find a way to hang up.” Olivia chuckled as she grabbed the sleeping baby in his car seat. You grabbed Noah’s diaper bag and your purse and headed inside the hospital.
You walked in and went straight to the reception desk. “Hello, how can I help you?” The nurse at the reception desk replied. “Hi, I'm here to see R/g/l/n. My mother is here too.” You asked. The nurse looked at a piece of paper on a clipboard. “Yes, R/g/n R/g/l/n is in room 207.” You smiled and said thank you and made your way towards the elevator and got in.
The doors shut and it was quiet. All you could hear was the soft snoring noise coming from Noah’s car seat. “Liv, my mom is going to be shocked and she's most likely going to say some nasty words towards me so don't let that get to your head if you hear any of it outside the room, okay? I can handle it.” She nodded as the elevator doors opened.
You made your way towards the room. “Sit out here before I let you know when the coast is clear.” You told Olivia before planting a kiss on her lips. You pulled away and looked up at her and smiled. The height difference between you too was funny, she was almost 5’ 10” and you were (y/h).
You pulled away and smiled again. Olivia sat down in the waiting room outside you the room with Noah. You did one last sign before knocking on the door. Your mother opened it with a smile, “We were waiting on you, what took you so long?” Your mother questioned with a smile.
You smiled a bit and hugged her. You then let go and have your grandmother a hug as well. “How are you feeling grandma?” You asked while sitting in a chair nearby. “I feel a lot better. I’m ready to go home.” You chuckled at her statement. “Where is everyone else?” You asked, wondering where the rest of your family was.
“They went to the food court, they should be back right about now.” Your mother said while grabbing a cup of coffee off of a table in the room. “So, where is your fiancé, hm? I bet he’s really handsome. Along with the baby?” Your grandmother asked while smiling.
“He is excited to see you! T-The baby of course!” You said nervously, trying to find a way to come out to your grandmother. “You have a little boy? Oh, he is going to be so strong just like his father!” Your grandmother. “Grandma, I’m-“ before you could finish your sentence, you heard a loud commotion outside of the room.
You saw your sibling(s) with an excited face running up to who knew was Olivia. But they couldn’t see because she wasn’t in the frame of the door so you could only see your sibling(s) talking to Olivia. You couldn’t hold it in anymore. “Grandma, I’m gay!” You shouted.
The room was quiet. “What? What are you talking about?” She questioned. You sighed, “I love you in but how can I live my life if I'm not happy? I'm not obligated to tell you about my sexuality but you were going to know sooner or later and it was best if I told you now.” You said slightly lower than your shouting.
She didn't say anything. "I prayed for you!" Your mother shouted. "So did I and well Mom, it didn't work. How funny is that?" you said with a slight angered laugh. “If you can't respect my wishes can you at least respect my wish for you to meet your grandson?” You asked in a saddened tone.
She stayed quiet but eventually nodded. You sighed and opened the door of the room. You went out and hugs your sibling(s). “You can come in now Olivia.” Your sibling(s) helped Olivia with all the bags as she gave Noah to you, who was now awake but slightly tired.
You all walked back into the room. You walked up to your grandmother and sat next to her. “Say hi to grandma Noah.” You said while smiling. He lifted his arm and shook it, attempting to wave. You heard soft laugher around the room. You smiled again but this time tears filled your eyes. You left your Mother's house for a reason, to avoid conflict.
Ultimately your grandmother held Noah and you stood next to Olivia. Olivia was just watching the interaction. “I'm sorry I didn't introduce myself, I’m Olivia, R/n’s fiancée.” She said quietly, still feeling the tension in the room. “Nice to meet you.” your mother said in a dry tone.
You sibling(s) didn't say a word. “Wait. You already knew about this?” Your mother asked your sibling.
They nodded and your mother scoffed. “Unlike you mom, not supporting R/n was never an option.” Your sibling(s) said. Your mouth turned upward as Noah started to get fussy. You walked up to your grandmother and grabbed Noah. “He’s hungry and is am I so I'm going to go to the food court to warm up his bottle and get something to eat.” You said while walking towards the door.
“You all can get to know each other.” You said to Olivia, your mother, and your grandmother. You sibling(s) joined you as to walked out the door.
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The room was quiet as soon as you stepped out the room. “So, Olivia, what is you job occupation?” R/n’s mother stated. Olivia could tell that she was still upset. “I'm a detective at the 16th precinct. I work in the sex crimes unit in New York.” She replied. “Oh really? How did you meet R/n?” R/n’s mother questioned again.
“I met her at a library when I was working one of my cases and she seemed nice so I asked her if she worked there, and she said yes. After the case I asked her out and the rest is history.” Olivia responded but R/n’s mother didn’t.
Olivia sighed, “Look, I understand that your upset but that doesn’t change the fact that R/n and I are happy together. She even adopted Noah with me and she has a great mother ever since. Her sexuality doesn’t always have to concern you. As long as she is happy, you should be happy.”
R/n’s mother stayed quiet. You knocked on the door and came in. “I’m back with the little guy.” You said while walking in with your sibling(s) holding a now sleeping Noah. Olivia smiled “He’s a heavy sleeper.”
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spexialvixtimxunit · 3 years
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Prompt below the cut
I thought of this idea and I wanted to write it down.
DISCLAIMER- I am writing this so that people who are NOT of color can be aware of how racial slurs and hate words can be hurtful. It's awful that people who are not of color don't get bashed on as much as POC do. It hurts. I'm just here put some awareness on this topic (it's kinda controversial) that some people lack the knowledge of. IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH THIS DO NOT READ IT. I would hate for people to literally report my writing just because it is covering over a certain topic. Thank you for understanding,
Sincerely Yours,
Spexialvixtimxunit ☺️
Prompt - R/n gets harassed by a racist police officer and Olivia gets upset
*there are mistakes, I don’t proofread!
Here is my MASTERLIST
Pairing: Olivia Benson x Black!Fem!Reader
Length: Semi- Long
Warnings: Mentions of race and sexual orientation (slight offense comments towards reader but not strong racial slurs), Profanity (Med)
Word Count: 1,181
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“Mama, can we see Mom on our way home?” Noah asked as you picked him up from school. “Sure! Would you like a happy meal with that too?” You smiled as he nodded his head profusely.
You both got in the car and made your way to McDonald's and face timed Olivia. “Hello?” “Hi, My love how are you? Are you alright?” you chuckled at her comment. “Yes I'm fine Olivia,” you said with a smile.
“You look beautiful today my love,” Olivia said grinned. It was hot out so you were wearing a sundress with some sandals. You also had your braids up in a bun, not wanting them to fall on you from the hot weather. You pouted. “Why just today? I thought I looked beautiful every day?”
She smirked, “Yes you look gorgeous all the time~” You smiled in return from her compliment. “How is the baby?” She asked. “The baby is fine, just small kicks.” She smiled. “Noah wanted to see you today so we are coming over to the precinct. I bought some McDonald's and I got you a burger if you're hungry.”
She sighed “Yes, I am. I've been so busy that I forgot to eat.” Your face frowned. “Liv, we talked about this.” “I know, it's just so hectic around here and I–” “You forgot your lunch? Yep, I know. I saw it on the kitchen counter this morning when I dropped Noah off.”
She sighed again. “No worries Liv, I'm almost at the precinct so you won't die from starvation.” She laughed at your comment. “Can I speak to Noah?” Olivia asked politely. “Yeah. Noah, Mommy wants to say hi.” you passed the phone to Noah.
“Hi, Mom!” Noah said cheerfully. “Hello, my love how are you?” “I'm good! I got an A on my spelling test!” She gasped. “That’s amazing Noah! Maybe I should treat you to some ice cream? How does that sound?” Noah smiled and gave her a thumbs up.
“Okay Noah, I love you!” “Love you too Mom!” Noah pulled the phone close and kissed Olivia. He then passed the phone back to me. “I'm gonna hang up okay. I’ll see you when you get here R/n.” You smiled “Okay, I love you, Olivia.” “I love you too my love, drive safely.” And with that you hung up and continued to drive to the precinct.
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The sound of the elevator made a ding, before opening on the floor. You made your way to the check-in. “Aunty Amanda!” Noah ran over to Amanda in the break room as you went to the signup desk. It was a man holding a pen writing something down. He looked up and saw your baby bump. His face turned a bit sour. “Let me guess, accident?”
You looked at him a confused. “Excuse me?” “I bet that baby was an accident, right?” You were taken back at what this man was saying. “I don't know who the hell you’re talking to but it isn't me, that's for sure. I hope you know that my wife would be very upset once she hears what's coming out of your filthy mouth.”
He laughed which made you even more upset. “You’re black and gay? Now, this is a story to tell.” You were utterly disgusted. This man was way out of place. “Excuse me, is there something wrong?” Olivia’s voice rang through the busy precinct. She could visibly see how upset you were.
She stepped closer to you and whispered in your ear “Go to my office, I got this.” you nodded and made your way over to the office and closed the door. Once you closed the door you saw Olivia, Fin, and Amanda yelling at the man. You looked over at the break room and saw Kat talking with Noah while he was eating his food with the door closed.
You tried your best not to let it get to you, but it did. You couldn't hold back the tears. Maybe it was because it was about your unborn child that you cherished the most. Maybe it was about the whole situation in general.
You heard the door open. You turned around to see Olivia with her face frowned a bit. She noticed your tear-stained face. “Usually, I can handle the racist comments but I don't know why this one hurt me the most this time.”
Olivia came over and comforted you, leading you both to sit down on the couch in her office. You sobbed as she tried her best to calm you down. “You don’t understand how hard it is for it not to get in your head.”
“You’re right. I don't understand but I want to try my best to help you.” Olivia said while rubbing your back softly. “I try to do everything the right way to fit in this society but life finds a way to shut me down.”
“This is not your fault. That guy harassed you and I'm sure that he wouldn't have a job tomorrow,” Olivia said reassuringly. “You heard the whole thing?” You asked and she nodded. You sighed as you just stayed in Olivia’s arms, feeling a bit better about the situation.
Olivia cupped her hands on your face, pulling you to look towards her “I want you to understand that no matter how different you feel or how different you may look, you will always be perfect to me no matter your race or sexual orientation. Okay? You are my wife and we are going to have a beautiful baby and raise a handsome young man and have the best family anyone could have okay?” You nodded at her assertion.
Olivia smiled and planted a kiss on your lips making you melt. She pulled away. “I can take the rest of the day off If that makes you feel better.“ You smiled sleepishly and nodded once again. Olivia helped you get up as she placed her hand on your hips securely as she gave you a hug. “I love you okay?” Olivia kissed you on your head and you wrapped your arms around her neck.
“I love you too.” She pulled away and smiled. “I also love you to my little bean baby~,” she said as she rubbed your baby bump making you laugh. “Are you ready?” You nodded as you both walked out of the office. You both walked out of the office. Amanda and Fin went straight to you. “Are you okay R/n? I was definitely gonna slap that guy.” Fin said that made you laugh a bit. “Yes I'm fine Fin.” you said softly. “How’s the baby?” Amanda questioned, placing her hands on your baby bump.
“The baby is fine.” You answered. Amanda sighed. “ You know I was this close to kicking that guy is his balls, but I didn't want to lose my job so...” You laughed at the blonde’s comment. “Mom! Can we go and get some ice cream?” Noah’s voice rang through the precinct. Olivia smiled at her son. “Sure.”
And with that you made your way out the precinct.
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fatalitysficbakery · 2 years
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That Girl Is Mine. (Sonny Carisi x Black Fem!Reader Ft. Rafael Barba)
Genre: A Teaspoon Of Angst/Fluff.
Warning: Possessive Dom, Dad Figure Odafin, Light Asshole Barba, Mentions of Rape, SVU stuff, Smutty No Full Smut.
Synopsis: Barba takes a little too much of a liking to Sonny’s girl.
❤︎ Heaven’s Baked Goods (Masterlist) ❤︎
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There was one thing you just didn’t fuck around with; Sonny’s woman. Y/n Y/ln was Sonny’s the moment she transferred to the precinct, second she walked in Benson and Rollin’s could see him sit up straighter, stumbling over his words trying to talk to her.
You were a plus sized curvaceous woman, a red lochead with a skintone like a starless night, average height but still shorter than Sonny, two sweet dimples poking in each cheek, and a gap between your teeth that never stopped you from smiling big. It was a wonder he’d gotten to you before someone else— Lord knows how shy Sonny is. It took him a year to even work up the courage.
Now that you were Sonny’s, ain’t nothing was gonna change that. You were his. He was yours. End of discussion. But… You were alluring, the sexiest woman Sonny had ever laid eyes on, charming with a sharp tongue, it wasn’t shocking to Sonny that other people may have admired you— As long as they didn’t cross any lines. He was a jealous, protective individual but he could be rational until in the face of blatant disrespect; Namely, ADA Barba Rafael.
“Eh, Counselor. So, whaddya think? Grounds for a warrant”? Carisi crossed his arms, leaning against the wall, everyone gathered around in the precinct, a whiteboard with suspects and victims on the front. You stood next to him, your head leaned on his shoulder, hoping this was enough to get an arrest warrant.
“All 4 kids are strangers? No connections”?
“Yup. And they all identified David Martin as the assailant that molested them in the backroom of his bodega with the red dog and jesus statue”. You confirmed, crossing the room to the board, feeling Sonny’s eyes burn a hole through you; Proud. He was always insanely proud of you and loved to see you work.
Barba contemplated for a moment, and then he sighed— “How fast do you need it”? he asked, that familiar ‘yeah, i’m that bitch that can get you what you need’ smirk on his face. It thrilled you all each time.
“Now would be nice” Benson replies to which Barba smiles, nodding softly. Benson turns to Rollins and Fin, “Go pick him up”.
After they’d gone, that left you, Barba, and Sonny. Benson went back to her office to call Chief. You and Sonny were to prepare for the perps arrival since Olivia was clear on it being the two of you to lead the interrogation being the two most warm personalities on the team, “Whadda we have on David”? you asked, sitting on the table, scrolling through David’s file.
“24. Inherited his rents family bodega and works beside them in it, lives back home with said rents…Oh…” His eyes lit up at the arrest info, smirking at you and Raf.
“Sexual misconduct. He was a tutor outside of being a college student, 8 year old girl told her mutha he’d been playing other games with her outside of tutoring like—” He sucked in his teeth when he said it, “Mommy and daddy”.
You groaned; This never got easier. These scumbags never failed to disgust you, sending anger to the very pit of your stomach, “Grade A Douchebag, got it”. You rolled your eyes, facepalming. Rafa laughed, patting your shoulder.
“Well, we’ve got no reason to worry. I’ve got complete faith you’ll get this guy to confess like you always do, Mi Amor. It’s your talent”.
Sonny’s eyebrows rose, suddenly watching the two of you intently, clearing his throat. “C’mon, Doll. Cap wants us at the interrogation room”. He grabbed your arm, relieved when your attention finally went back to him, grabbing your tablet and following behind him energized and ready to dig into the scum. Rafa happily watched you walk away before following.
Of course Rafael loved Sonny, he loved everyone on the team even when they butted heads but you; You had a hold on Rafael, reminding him of an old love. Maybe it was only infatuation what he felt for you but he couldn’t hide his attraction. He only hoped he could back off for fear of losing two of his closest, oldest friends, scared out of his mind that either of you would catch on and shun him. His hand shook a little at the thought watching the two of you disappear into the interrogation room, chewing roughly on his lip; A habit he’d mostly gotten rid of before this whole debacle had started it back up.
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“Barba likes ya”.
That was the first thing Sonny had said the entire time you were in the car on your way home. You could see his hand gripping the steering wheel, making his arm flex. It was a statement you’d like to refute, argue against but deep within your soul you knew Sonny was right and it would have to be nipped in the bud soon because truly; You were only in love with Dominick.
“Maybe it’s just a small crush he’ll get over” You mumbled, not believing your own words nor wanting to risk upsetting Sonny further; His shoulders relaxed, a sigh on his tongue. He was only worried, you knew. Sonny was packed full of insecurity although he was the best that ever happened to you.
“Ya right, Sweetheart. It’s just— Raf’s one of my close friends. Kinda like, uh, uh, a bee sting in da ass”
You snickered, sitting up in your seat and looking over at your boyfriend. “A bee sting in the ass? That’s a new one fa me”.— Leaning over, you kiss his cheek, smiling brightly when your driveway came into view. Home sweet home.
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The next time you and Sonny saw Rafa was outside of work after the David Martin trial. No surprise that you and Sonny got him to confess, it all unraveled from there. You and Sonny wanted to have a dinner with the team and as the ADA who got the guilty verdict, of course Rafael was invited. You both still had mad love for him and that wouldn’t ever change.
Benson volunteered her house since you and Carisi were currently renovating.
“Uh, man do you ever dress in something other than a sweater vest”? Fin questioned, helping him, Kat, and Amanda grab the drinks. You chuckled, Sonny did love his sweater vests but they looked amazing on him so you definitely weren’t complaining. Not one bit. The rolled up sleeves were the cherry on top.
“I was always taught to dress like a gentleman” Risi winked, earning a snort from you and Amanda.
“That, and the fact Y/n can’t stop drooling when you wear em” Rollins teased, making you blush like a maniac which Sonny took notice to and adored, his lips curling into an amused smile.
Rafael’s smiled seemed to drop a bit at the conversation, but again, he knew he could never move in on you, he was still a close friend to the two of you and he valued all of you. However, his heart still clenched knowing in your eyes— He was only a friend.
“I can’t help it. Do you see him, Manda? He looks like a delectable italian meal. All for me”. You met eyes with Sonny, emphasizing the last three words possessively, your eyes hiding a darker meaning behind them; Sonny licked his lips, his eyes meeting with Rafael’s, a simple nod would suffice.
“So, ladies and gents I think we should make a toast for our lead detective on this case. Miss Y/LN, wanna take a bow”? Olivia speaks up, everyone stood in front of their chairs, holding up glasses of wine; You were a blushing mess with the spotlight on you, a peculiar fact about you given the occupation you’d chosen especially when the spotlight was always on you, SVU, and the entire NYPD as a whole.
Although all eyes were on you, there were two pairs trained in on your every move specifically; Enthralled by you just simply existing. “Well, I can’t take all the credit. Not when Son was here every step of the way being the amazing partner he is”. You leaned into Sonny, rolling your eyes when everyone started cooing— Well, everyone but Barba that is.
“And also…ADA Barba. You did your damn thing as always”. You winked at Rafa, friendly yet it made his heart leap for joy; As if he’d just made it atop Mount Everest. He still wasn’t sure if this was love but he knew he’d do anything to continue seeing you turn that beautiful smile in his direction. Carisi’s jaw clenched just a bit, not because of you talking about Barba but because of the familiar twinkle in Rafael’s eyes when you looked his way— A look Carisi knew well because it’s the same one he’d had when he’d first fallen head over heels for you.
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“Sonny’s out sick so I’m partnered with Y/N. We’re chasing our suspect and I completely fall on my ass, meanwhile Y/LN over here is running like fucking sonic the hedgehog. Didn’t slip not once, did this dramatic ass flip right onto the douchebag while I’m still trying to stop the burning in my ass” Rollin’s tells a story from your very first days at SVU, before you and Sonny were anything more than bestfriends; Laughter erupts throughout the table while you groaned.
“I was the rookie, had to show my skills off. Best believe I felt that flip in my back the next day”. Rolling your eyes, Rollins loved telling that story. You used to do some crazy ass shit back in the earlier days; Even now you were still pulling the craziest stunts that left Sonny’s heart racing with concern.
“And yet yuh still up ta no good even today”. Sonny glared at you, a playfulness behind it but you knew he was serious— You’d given that man every grey hair he’d earned on the job. You felt another glare on you, however; Your eyes met Rafael’s, he shifted in his seat uncomfortably before his eyes moved from you to Sonny. It was a tender thing, love was. In this situation there would be a difficult choice for all parties. You and Sonny could handle this in only so many ways, finally sit Rafa down and tell it like it is, ignore it altogether and watch him hurt himself trying, or…break off the friendship for the blatant disrespect.
—Rafa’s POV
Y/N looked gorgeous, before I knew it I was outwardly staring at her while she chatted with the table, admiring every freckle and dimple on her face along with the small gap shown each time she smiled or giggled— Sigh. I was really walking a thin line; Looking at Dominick, I saw a lifelong friend who’d been there for me through some of the darkest points in my life. Helping me through tough cases and being there when I fell with my back against a nearby wall, sobs wracking through my body; Yet here I am…in love with his girlfriend and no doubt future wife. Estoy tan jodido.
I was quiet the entire time, couldn’t find it in me to be chatty. I’d probably just blurt out my love for the woman in front of me if I did. After her eyes met mine for a fraction of a second at the table, she got up from the table and made her way to the balcony; I don’t know why, and I know I shouldn’t have but…I followed her.
Dios estoy tan jodido. I promised myself I wouldn’t do this.
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—Sonny’s POV
I was no dummy, the moment I saw Rafael follow my woman out to that fucking balcony, I was seethin’. Mama raised a gentleman, and Rafa was a friend but if he was thinkin’ of doin what I thought he was; I was gonna blow my lid. So much for friendship.
“Ah, Sonny? You alright”? Kat spoke up, I guess I’d zoned out because the entire table was looking at me as if waiting for my next move. I wonder if they could see the bullshit that was happening— I felt betrayed, not only that, but I knew Y/N was uncomfortable with this situation, she’d told me many a night and it took everything within me not to go confront Rafael myself.
“I’m good, yeah”.
Rollins and Benson looked at each other before Benson sighed and nodded her head towards the balcony, “I’d go nip this in a bud if I were you”.
Licking my lips, I nodded. It was time to put a stop this. I’m sorry Rafael, I love ya like a brother but Non lo sopporterò.
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“It’s pretty out here, isn’t it”? Barba snuck up behind you while you watched the stars; Poor thing, you even flinched a bit. You were hoping it would’ve been Sonny who joined you on that balcony— A hidden grimace when you’d realized it was Rafael of all people. The man you wanted most to avoid. How he could even think of doing this to Dominick was insane to you. That was his longtime friend, he’d known him even longer than he’d known you and yet here he was willing to risk everything; Even you. The woman he claimed to love.
“It is. I was just going back in, though. It’s a bit chilly”. You stood there awkwardly, watching Rafael’s body language. He was about to confess, you could tell and you weren’t ready for it— You needed Sonny, but knowing him? He was already on his way and about to blow up on Barba any second.
“No, wait a second, Querida. Please”. He reached out, catching your arm in his hand. You looked at it, contemplating your next move.
Well, you stopped, which was a mistake in and of itself. The first thing Sonny saw was you wiping your lips and storming past Barba to the front door with angry tears rolling down your cheeks and Rafa stood with a red handprint on his cheek, looking guilty and apologetic— Anger filled throughout Dominick but his main concern lied with you at the moment. He’d deal with Barba later.
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“What’d he do, Sweetheart”? Dom’s voice was thick with gruff, his sleeves rolled up. He’d taken you home after informing Benson and the team, shooting a glare to Rafael as he told them that you “suddenly” didn’t feel so well. The room fell silent, and eyes moved to Barba before Benson and the rest came to see you two out; Odafin hugged you particularly tight that night, you were like his daughter, best believe he rained down hellfire on Barba after the two of you left.
“He kissed me”. You spoke weakly, afraid that Sonny would blame you, blow up at you; With a past filled with abusive relationships, it’s what you were used to. You nearly flinched when you saw how angry your words made Carisi— He was angry but not at you, never at you. He was angry that Barba would disrespect your boundaries and kiss you without your full consent, he was angry that his friend would kiss his future wife without any shame. The disrespect left Dominick speechless. His eyes, however, softened when he saw how afraid you looked, rushing to your side and pulling you into his embrace “I’ll fix this, Doll. I’m not mad at ya, I’m mad at Barba”. he was worried when you didn’t say anything, continuing to hold you to his chest nonetheless.
“Did y’know your accent gets thicker when you’re angry”? You mumbled, pulling away from his chest, a small smile on your face as you wiped your tears; Sonny chuckled, he knew his woman well. You were strong. He was still gonna light Barba’s ass on fire but you were strong. He’d tell anyone he ever met the same thing.
“You’ve told me once or twice. C’mere. Let’s get you into a bath, darlin’. Go get some sleepwear while I run the water, okay”? He pressed a kiss to your forehead and disappeared to the bathroom with his phone in hand, he hadn’t forgotten what Barba done; As Carisi said himself. Revenge was one of an Italian’s major food groups. While he waited for the bubble bath to fill up, he shot a text to Rafael.
“Ya fucked up, Barba. Meet me tomorrow at 7. Y/N doesn’t need to know.”
With that he turned his phone off, ready to focus on you and only you for the rest of the night. When he turned to see you, his smile could get no bigger. You were his calm in the middle of every storm, when he was tense, frustrated, angry, sad, etc— You were there to remind him he was human, one deserving of love and right now? You both needed each other, more than ever.
Sonny beckons you over with a finger, sighing when you’re finally in front of him, “Lift”. he instructed softly, removing your bra before helping you remove your underwear, when he was about to leave and let you relax, you grabbed his arm shaking your head.
“You don’t think I know you better than I know myself, Dom? You’ve had a rough night— No, a rough couple weeks dealing with your friends betrayal as well. Come bathe with me…We can make each other feel better”.
Man, he loved you more than anything in this world.
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The next day Sonny awoke early, careful not to wake ya when he did, ready to confront Barba since the two of you were off today— Told to take the rest of the week off by Benson after the whole thing with Barba went down. Carisi was at first not sure that Rafael would even show up while he pulled on a simple white tee and some grey sweats; Maybe Barba really didn’t have any shame and gave zero fucks but this wouldn’t go for Sonny, not when he’d made his woman cry last night running out of Olivia’s house uncomfortable and enraged by someone she thought she could call a friend, a longtime one at that. He was just starting to debate leaving you at home when a text came through his phone, Barba, Rafael flashing across the screen. Usually Dominick loved getting a text from his friend, but now seeing his name left a sour taste in his mouth. He was hesitant when he picked up the phone, hoping Barba wasn’t argumentative— He was an ADA though, arguing was literally his job but protecting you? That was Sonny’s job. His purpose.
Barba, Rafael; Starbucks. 7. I’m already here.
Carisi stared at the message for a bit, taking a deep breath, he looked at you sleeping peacefully and put his phone in his pocket remembering just what he was doing this for. Who he was doing this for, and that gave the fairly non-confrontational man the push he needed to possibly go and break off an 8-year-long friendship. Walking back over to you, he leans down and kisses your forehead, “I’m gunna protect ya, Bambi. I swear ta ya”.
Walking into the Starbucks was nerve wracking, Sonny used to think of Rafael as a brother and to have him betray their brotherhood like this was insanely hurtful— Sonny is a sensitive, affectionate, and loving person. Hell, he’d shed a tear or two when Amaro came back after all these years. After this altercation with Rafa, he’d definitely come home to you and melt into your embrace, maybe finally let out the emotions he’d been holding in since this whole thing started. Looking around, his eyes meet Rafael’s and he smirked, he smirked at Sonny and that smirk seemed anything but friendly given the situation. Deep breaths, Sonny. This is your woman we’re defending here.
And so, he walked over to the booth and took a seat.
“What were you thinking, Barba”? That was the question that had plagued him since Barba kissed you that night without asking if you were okay with it; In their line of work, they couldn’t afford to do anything without consent. Seeing so many cases where consent wasn’t in the perps vocabulary, Barba should’ve known better.
“I was thinking, I love her, I need her” Barba responded coolly as if he didn’t care that Y/N had run from him crying after slapping the fuck out of him for even thinking she’d be okay with him kissing her. Dom scoffed, looking at the man as if he’d grown two heads.
“And Y/N, uh, she said she was fine with this”? Sonny raised an eyebrow, leaning across the table— Anger was painted on the Italian’s face, his voice low but threatening depending on Rafael’s next words. Barba’s face noticeably dropped at this which made Sonny snort a little.
“Tell me Raf, What’s her favorite food? Hm? Her favorite book? Movie? What’s her biggest insecurity? Go on, tell me”.
Rafael looked stumped, a deer caught in headlights, “I-I wasn’t thinking”. was all he could say, Carisi nearly laughed, a laugh that would sound bitter, humorless, ANGRY.
“Yeah, ya weren’t thinking, were ya? Yuh claim to love her and yet yuh’know nothing about my woman. Y-you kiss her without her explicit permission for yuh own selfish reasons when ya can’t even tell me the basics…Tell me, Raffy. What’s Y/N’s favorite color? Take a wilddddd fuckin’ guess”, Dominick was erratic at this point, his mouth dry and forehead creased, and yet Rafael still looked unashamed.
“It’s purple. And don’t you dare do that to me, Sonny. I would never hurt her, me entiendes? Huh”!?
That’s when it came out, that bubbling angry laughter Dominick had been holding in since they’d started talking; His sparkling blue eyes trained in on Rafael’s threatening and unwavering, “Her favorite color? It’s Brown. That was a fairly easy one too, Raf. Everyone who knows her knows it, she wears it more than any color. Our home is decorated with mostly brown, hell our fucking walls are brown, Barba. That tells me all I need ta know about yuh little crush”.
Rafael looked taken aback, but Sonny wasn’t done yet— Oh no, he was gonna let Rafael have it.
“We’ve been friends for what? 8 years? And you’ve known Y/N fa 4 years now, Raf. This is an extreme disrespect I won’t stand for any longer. To not only betray me as a friend and brother but ta cross boundaries with my woman yuh claim to love and make her so uncomfortable she runs out crying afta slapping you? That was fucking low, Rafael. So, here’s what’s gonna happen now”.
He stood up, gripping Rafael’s shoulder tightly and leaning down to whisper in his ear, his accent significantly thicker than when he first arrived, voice 3 octaves lower than before, “Until ya can learn basic respect and come to terms with the fact she’ll never love ya— Which I don’t even think ya love her in the first place… I don’t want you near us unless it’s fa work, when you can be a grown man and keep yuh hands to yourself? Respect Y/N and I’s boundaries? We can sit down and talk. Until then? Our relationship is strictly professional. Capisce”?
Before Rafael could even answer Dominick’s longer legs had taken him to the door in 3 short strides, he looked back at Rafael with one last “I’m not fucking playing” stare down before leaving to go home to his woman. His lady.
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When he got home, he was relieved to be there, ridding himself of his shirt before gladly joining your sleeping figure back in bed to rest some more and to hold you. He needed to hold you, to feel you safely there in his arms and no one else’s. His alone.
Before he could, you’d rolled over and put your head on his chest, mumbling sleepily. “Where’ve you been, handsome”? your nails glided down his chest lightly, a tired smirk on your delicate features; Dominick’s chest filled with pride and happiness. There it was. That calm after a storm again. Now that you were there. He hummed, there was no use in lying, you could read him like an open book anyways so he might as well tell you.
“I went to have a chat with Barba”.
You sighed, looking up at him with concern written over your features, the hand previously on his chest moving to his cheek, “How did that go, Mon Monde”?
He scoffed, putting his hand over yours, his eyes rolling slightly remembering what went down. “He knew nothin’ about ya, Doll. You’ve been friends for 4 years, him and I for 8 and he knew nothin. about. ya. Pure infatuation and nothin’ else, didn’t even know yuh favorite color and he had the damned audacity to have zero shame for what he’d done to ya. His only excuse? He needed and loved you. As if that made not asking bettuh— Took all my fuckin’ strength not to fight him, Sweetheart. That was my friend but…No one fucks with my woman. So, I told him to stay away until he can learn to respect us, mainly you. Told him we’d only be working with him and nothin’ else until then— But God, it pissed me off how he didn’t care and it pissed me off even more remembering him kissing on ya. Without consent too? You’re so lucky I’m not in a jail cell right now, Bella. I’d go ta hell for ya if I had to. I would”. After his little rant, he brought your hand to his lips; A kiss placed to the knuckles of that hand. It all made you so flustered, your heart swelled 10x it’s size just seeing how passionate Dom was about you; It also helped that he looked damn hot when he was possessive and protective over you.
“Hey, Dom”? You spoke up, looking up into those beautiful blue eyes you’d fallen in love with 3 years prior— He looked back down into your big hazel ones, reminded and reassured that you were all his when he saw the love in them.
“Yes, Amore”? He whispered, his eyes getting lower scanning your features and retracing the little details over and over again— Only ended by you climbing on top and straddling him, a smirk on your face.
“You’re so damn sexy when you’re all possessive”, leaning down, you kiss from his chest to his collarbone then his jaw, making Sonny shudder before you finally made it to his lips, tugging on his bottom lip with your teeth before finally planting a deep, passionate kiss on the males lips.
Your next words had Dominick’s eyes darkening and he promptly flipped you over after hearing them, nibbling on your ear lobe before whispering his own response,“Remind me who I belong to, Dio”? was what you said, and Carisi was quick to respond.
“My pleasure, Dea”.
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A/N: I love Barba so much but I saw this gif and felt COMPELLED to write this. he still my baby, doe.
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