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xtra7s · 3 months

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𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓

Writing Requests are open! you can request here, I will write for pretty much any women. I mainly write for fem/nonb perspectives. I'll write for anything, just lmk!

my favorite women are Reneé Rapp<3, Jenna Ortega, Taylor Swift, Aubrey Plaza, Margot Robbie, Natasha Lyonne, Florence pugh, Anna Kendrick, Alycia Deb-Nam Carey, Mikey Madison, and Lauren Jauregui. ────

𝗝𝗲𝗻𝗻𝗮 𝗢𝗿𝘁𝗲𝗴𝗮

Best Birthday Ever (wlw) 1.7k words ⤷part 1

⤷part 2

(drabble) Toxic Lover Jenna Ortega x fem!reader 𝗥𝗲𝗻𝗲𝗲 𝗥𝗮𝗽𝗽

Forever Will Last Renee Rapp x fem!reader 955 words

Thick And Thin Renee Rapp x fem!reader 800 words

Something Special Renee Rapp x fem!reader 1.5k words

Something Special: Interviews Renee Rapp x fem!reader 1.7k words

Something Special: Thirst Tweets Renee Rapp x fem!reader 1.2k words

Something Special: SNL Renee Rapp x fem!reader 1.1k words

Fighters Muse Renee Rapp x fem!reader 1.5k

One Less Lonely Girl Renee Rapp x fem!reader 700 words

Afterglow Renee Rapp x gn!reader 2.7k words

Pancakes And Migraines Renee Rapp x gn!reader 1.3k

Eclipsed Renee Rapp x gn!reader 2k words

Broadway Reunion Renee Rapp x gn!reader 2.7k words

Fireflies Renee Rapp x fem!reader 1.8k words

Pretty Girls Renee Rapp x fem!reader

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⤷ part 2

⤷ part 3

She's Back Regina George x gn!reader 3.2k words

Study Date Regina George x fem!reader 1.2k words

Monarchs Crumbling Consort Regina George x fem!reader 2.2 words

Dancing In The Dark Regina George x fem!reader 2.4k words

Dance With Destiny Leighton Murray x gn!reader 1.9k words

Calm After The Storm Leighton Murray x Fem!reader 1.1k words

Equations Leighton Murray x fem!reader 2.8k words

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𝐁𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐄𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐡

Ethereal Billie Eilish x fem!reader 2.2k+ words

Lullabies Billie Eilish x gn!reader 1.1k words

𝐀𝐮𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐲 𝐏𝐥𝐚𝐳𝐚

Backshots g!p aubrey plaza x fem!reader 1.5k

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luvmyoui · 10 months

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five - good?

previous masterlist next

gp!myoui mina x fem!reader

warnings: cursing, mentions of sex

word count: 1,443

a/n: SORRY FOR NOT POSTING IN A WHILE I WS WORKING ON PT2 FOR HER FAV AND IVE JS BEEN REALLY BUSY😞😞

“mina, you actually can’t keep doing this. not only are you sleeping around, but you're bringing these girls to our dorm. just imagine what could happen if it got out that you were sleeping around and that you had a dick.” nayeon said the moment mina stepped foot out of her room.

“okay, okay, this was the last time.” mina waved her off as she went to open the fridge

“you say that everytime, I'm serious about this. It has to stop.” nayeon said with a groan.

“no more, got it.” mina said while taking out the leftovers that remained in the fridge. It was too early for her to say anything in disagreement.

“i'm gonna hold you to this.” nayeon said with a pointed glare.

mina hummed in response but the next thing that left nayeon's mouth made her freeze up. “I hope you were responsible enough to have taken precautions, having a child would ruin us.”

“w- what, o-of course i um i obviously wouldn't have any.” mina stuttered out.

she didn't want it out anywhere that she had a kid, her whole career would be over if the news got out. nayeon sent her a questioning gaze wondering why she suddenly froze up. mina usually never froze up like this. mina didn't say anything to explain her sudden change of demeanor and simply walked back to her room. she could eat in there for today.

she set the food down on her desk and sat down on her gaming chair. no matter how much mina had changed, her obsession with video games was something that never would. she opened minecraft and scrolled all the way down to her first few worlds. her cursor hovered over the one named ‘dream house w y/n’.

reminiscing the time when she made it and showed you it with a smile spread across her face brought sadness to her. she missed you but she hated you. in her eyes she treated you amazing and still did. it wasn't like she had disappeared, she sent you money monthly and sometimes she would even send gifts. she thought that she was fulfilling her role as a parent pretty well.

mina often thought of messaging you, asking for updates on isla. the hesitance would hit while her thumb was hovering over the send button. her ego not allowing her to talk to you after the way you had ended things.

sixth harmony, the group that was formed after the time you spent on x factor. you had sadly lost on the show but it seemed like that was for the better. after being eliminated, simon cowell had signed you under his company saying that he saw the potential in all of you. simon taking the risk with you and the girls had only ended up paying off, your fame skyrocketing.

your debut single miss movin’ on being a huge hit, your group name being known nationally. with time the fame of sixth harmony only grew and grew. though you had finally achieved your dream of becoming a famous singer it seemed as if the hole in your heart never filled. you thought that maybe doing this would make you feel better about all that had happened. (spoiler alert: it didn't!)

being a singer wasn't easy either, the paparazzi were insane. you couldn't leave your house with isla in fear that you being a mother would be leaked. It was much harder to spend time with your daughter with your busy schedule. you ended up having to tell your company that you had a daughter, so you could bring her to the studio.

seeing simon as someone you were close to you revealed the information to him and to say he was upset was an understatement. you being a teen mom changed everything, this could not get out. due to the fact that sixth harmony was very famous, you being one of the fan favorites, he could not do anything, they needed you.

you honestly considered yourself lucky to have been gifted with such an amazing daughter. even when introduced to the new environment isla barely fussed. In fact she quickly started to look forward to going with you to places, being able to see her favorite aunt dinah. although having been with camila for more time she for some reason changed her favorite to dinah. you were ecstatic that your daughter both adored and was adored by your bandmates.

it had now been 3 years since you debuted and two years since mina had left you. the thought left a bitter taste on your tongue, two years since she left you with a broken heart.

you stepped out of your apartment (which mina was still filling the rent for) to go down and check for mail. you were stopped at your door by a box though, you picked it up and brought it back into your room. you took the box to a kitchen and used a knife to cut through the tape, you checked the address and noticed it was from korea. you immediately knew who it was from.

Inside resided a thick white envelope on top of a sweatshirt. your eyes widened as you picked up the envelope, feeling how thick it was, filled with without a doubt hundred dollar bills. you didn't know why she continued to do this, you knew that she knew you were a singer. still, mina never failed to send a monthly allowance and gifts.

after taking out the envelope you took out a sweatshirt, and once you unfolded it your jaw dropped. in a recent interview you had mentioned that your favorite expensive brand was prada. in your hands right now was a prada sweatshirt, one that you knew cost over a thousand dollars.

you made sure to use that sweatshirt to its full extent.

you were currently holding a small party at your home for isla, as it was her birthday. a ring at your door had caused you to momentarily put her in lauren’s lap as you went to answer it. standing there was a delivery man who was asking for your signature. you went to sign it, confused on what it could've been, you didnt remember ordering anything.

the man asked if you wanted him to put the package inside as it was heavy and you kindly accepted. after he left, you got a knife to open the package, it was huge. It was almost the same height as isla. when you opened the package your eyes widened and you called isla over.

“hey baby, you got a gift.” you softly said squatted down as she smushed her face into yours.

at the mention of a present, she immediately pulled away and tried to peep into the box.

“weally?! whos it fwom?” isla questioned, not being able to pronounce her r’s correctly.

“It's from your other mom.” at the mention of her isla’s face dropped.

“why cant mommy come and see me? why doesn't she wanna see me?” isla said her bottom lip wobbling.

“baby, it’s not that she doesnt wanna see you, she's just really busy working. she has to work hard to provide for us, she misses you so much!” you said trying your best to make sure isla didn’t cry on her birthday.

“c’mon, don't you wanna drive around this super cool car?” dinah intervened, sensing that isla would cry.

the girls had come over along with isla, and had seen the whole interaction. isla’s mood immediately went up at the mention of riding in the car. she ran over to dinah and reached her hands up, gesturing that she wanted to be picked up. dinah reached down and picked isla up, isla now finally getting a look at the present in full. it was a pink toy rzr 900.

although everyone's mood had been lifted heavily, camila’s stayed down. a frown etched onto her face. she understood that mina was still isla’s parent but you referring to her in a positive way didn't sit right with her. camila was there with you through everything mina had put you through, and camila hated mina.

“mina what the fuck?!” nayeon shouted as she burst into mina’s room.

startled by the noise, mina flinched hard and accidentally hit a piglin in minecraft.

“what the fuck?!” mina shouted in response, now being attacked by all of the piglins in her vicinity.

“check your fucking phone.” nayeon said in a scarily calm voice.

mina obliged and the second she picked the device up her eyes widened.

“fuck.”

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lost-inthedream · 10 months

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Dilf!Sf9 smutty reactions to you touching them while their kid is sleeping in the next room👀?

Dilf!SF9

Epidose: you touch them while their kid sleeps in the next room

Pairing: Sf9 x gn reader

k/n = their kid's name

This is sooo domestic. I hope you enjoy it!

Warnings: mentions of sex, bad language

Bonus song rec: Don't wanna say, by Lauren Jauregui

suggestive content under the cut

Youngbin:

Youngbin voices your name one, two times. You ignore it, insisting to suck on his collarbone, that damn sic parvis magna tattoo lured your lips. He had opened a few buttons of his dress shirt right after he got home from work. He reproaches you a third time, his tone is actually lenient. As indulgent as he can be when his daughter refuses to eat because she feels unwell. "k/n's just fell asleep. You know she sometimes wakes up..." he tries to dissuade you.

His hand wrapped a handful of your hair, he threatened on pulling you away from him but could not finish the move. "Shit" he repeats as much as he repeated your name seconds earlier. "Just don't go much further for now."

Inseong:

Inseong enters the bedroom after fitteen minutes. His hair is all messed up, which tells you that he was lying down with his boy while telling the craziest stories a man could conceive. You loved that about him. "What were we talking about again?" he asks with the intention of resume it from where you stopped when his child called him.

"It doesn't matter" you reply right away and hold him by the waistband. The way your index finger hooks past the fabric draws a chuckle from him. He directs his eyes toward the door, still wide open. "Don't worry yet" you assure. He holds his gaze - as alert as he can - on the entry while you work on making him feel good through his clothes.

Jaeyoon:

To be realistic, Jaeyoon is the first to lock the door once his child is in bed. His baby girl knows well how to knock and fortunately, she sleeps like an angel. You sometimes get worried. "Honey, you're insane" you moan low as he cups your breasts underneath your blouse. K/n gifted you with such a cute garment before the dinner, you know she had chosen it by herself because it was pink. Anyways, Jaeyoon went shopping with her and paid for it, hence he felt in the right to take it off of you.

"I will stop it if you tell me to" he tenderly remembers touching noses with you. You shake your head slowly, in a way that makes your noses brush. The scene feels cute despite the fact that your tits are cradled by your boyfriend's naughty hands.

Dawon:

"Baby, are you still watching this movie?" Dawon asks through laughter once he finds out that you kept invested in that animation even after k/n fell asleep. "That's a cool story" you explain collecting the remote control. "I'm gonna pause it here so k/n can resume it later"

It's afternoon but everything is absolutely silent. Dawon deliacately pulls you down on the mattress, you could take a nap too. He rests his eyes closed and pushes his leg on top of you so you won't move away. However, instead of closing your eyes too, you start scratching his thigh in a very inappropriate way. He does not take much to start humping you like a teenager. "The things you make me do" he whispers. "I'm giving us 15 minutes and you better swallow all your delicious moans"

Zuho:

That little cutie simply consumed all your batteries in the amusement park. Juho did everything his child needed as soon as you all arrived home. You even offered to give him a helping hand but he expressed clearly that you did amazing in the afternoon and needed some rest from his kid.

Once, k/n fell asleep, your boyfriend let his body drop beside you on the couch. "Are you staying for the night?" he asked, softly playing with your hair, his deep voice sounded worn out and even sexier thanks to it. You answered with a stroke along his thigh, ascending to his crotch. "We deserve wrapping this day up, right?" he suggested, immediately showing you his darkening eyes.

Rowoon:

Seokwoo came back to the scene of his daughter dozing off on your thighs. You smiled shyly, not knowing what you have just done. The girl simply laid closer and napped straight after a few strokes on his scalp." Are you a child whisperer?" your boyfriend asked with humor while analyzing the little girl. She was acting up because she had lost a few pieces of a puzzle, then he went to the kitchen, but now she was peacefully asleep!

Daddy took his young rebel in his arms and put her in her bed. "She's really something" you commented when you all were finally alone in the bedroom. "But his dad is also fascinating" you added suggestively touching his clad abdomen. Rowoon looked to be unable to do anything but observe your hand. "Go easy, y/n" he voiced without moving a single muscle to stop you.

Yoo Taeyang:

Taeyang caught you still tenderly admiring the seashells that his daughter brought from the beach. He stayed silent for a while until you noticed his warm presence. "You're slowly becoming friends" he affirmed. You could see how much it affected him by the sparkles in his eyes so you signed to him to come closer.

As he hugged you firmly and nuzzled onto your neck, you breathed satisfied and held him by the butt cheeks. He laughed. "I'd think you want something nasty if we haven't just come back from the purest day out". You pulled away to look at his eyes and nodded. Taeyang widened his eyes in amazement "What about doing it in the bathroom?"

Hwiyoung:

"Babe, you got new tattoos" you voiced playfully when Youngkyun squatted down to pull Lego pieces from under the table. He turned his head back to comprehend what you were talking about. His face denoted confusion. "I mean that one on your arm" you explained through laughter and pointing in the direction so he could verify it.

"Oh, this" your boyfriend figured out after spying on the drawing made with a pen. "He's been drawing everywhere". You looked at Youngkyun as he stood up and walked toward you. The urge to grab his hips was irrefutable so you landed your hands there and said what crossed your mind. "There's something I wanna draw on you". He nodded, nibbling on his bottom lip "We need to lock inside the bedroom for it, right?"

Chani:

From the entrance, you observed Chani skillfully slide his son onto the bed. He actually sensed it when he was taken away from his dad's arms but Chani easily shushed him into slumber. He looked for your eyes there in the doorway and winked, he looked just a bit cocky about excelling the parenting thing.

"Any plan for tonight?" he asked as soon as the door clicked shut. "We can do anything except noise". You pondered, your index finger slowly playing with his lips while you decided how to say it. "I don't know whether this is appropriate, love". He tilted his head, so you demonstrated it for him by rubbing your front against his. "Oh? You're talking about that, right?" he assured with a brand new demeanor. "Sweetheart, I'm a dad, not a saint"

#sf9 smut #sf9 scenarios #sf9 imagines #youngbin scenario #inseong scenario #jaeyoon scenario #dawon scenario #rowoon scenario #zuho scenario #yoo taeyang scenario #hwiyoung scenario #chani scenario

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the-fandom-abyss · 2 years

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Lauren Jauregui Masterlist

[Fluff ♡] [Angst ❀] [Smut ☆]

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📍This or That

#lauren jauregui #lauren jaurengui imagine #lauren jauregui x reader #music #music imagine

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dimitrescus-bitch · 3 years

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Recognition (Lauren Jauregui x Reader)

Moving to Los Angeles had always been a dream of yours growing up. Ever since you were a little girl, you knew that you’d be famous one day. First, you wanted to be an actress, but several auditions for your hometown theater shut that down. Then, you thought about maybe being a rapper, but then you got over 8 Mile. Finally, you’d decided that you’d just post covers to YouTube and see what happened. After years of doing that, you’d become a bit of a sensation and been invited to a signing in LA.

Tonight, after months in California working to build yourself up, you were attending the party for the release of your first single. It was set to debut pretty high on the charts, especially with your new famous friends hyping you up. They’d all be at the party, and while you were excited to see them, one person made you nervous. Lauren and you had been talking, like talking. She seemed to like you and you definitely liked her, so if you crossed paths tonight, you’d try to play it as cool as you could.

“Are you ready?” your manager asked you. You gave her a small nod and then walked into your own party. You’d been told to arrive slightly late, so you did. It was weird, the different rules to things in the business than elsewhere. The label had chosen an image for you to portray, one that wasn’t 100% true to you. You were supposed to act a bit more arrogant than you actually were so that people thought you were cool and a little cocky. Honestly, you thought it was stupid, but they were paying a lot of money for you to act like an asshole.

“Well hello there.” Lauren’s voice was husky as she slid up behind you. You could hear the smirk in her voice before you turned around to face her. She didn’t recognize you, which you supposed may work in your favor. Despite the fact that your face was plastered everywhere, it was photoshopped enough to where you barely recognized yourself. “I’m Lauren, can I get you a drink?”

“I guess I’ll have what you’re having,” you said and Lauren waved the bartender over. The two of you hung out by the bar for most of the night until your manager called you up to the stage so you could perform the single for everybody to hear. It was when she saw you on stage that Lauren finally realized who she’d been talking to all night. Whenever you were finished, she came up to you and the two of you snuck away from the party.

“You look different,” Lauren said and you ran a hand through your hair. “You’re still definitely hot, but this doesn’t really suit you.”

“Because you know me so well,” you teased. Lauren placed her hand on your hip as she pulled your body closer to hers.

“I’d like to think that I know you pretty well actually.” Lauren’s voice was barely above a whisper. The two of you didn’t need to keep quiet, but that made things feel pretty intimate. Lauren pressed a kiss to your cheek and then let go of you. “Since I know you’re in the city, we should go out sometime. Next time, I promise to recognize you.”

“Sounds good, I’ll text you when I’m free.”

#lauren jauregui imagine #lauren jauregui imagines #lauren jauregui x reader #lauren jauregui #RPF

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naturesapphic · 8 months

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Guys. Should I start writing smut?

#natasha romanoff x reader #natasha romanoff #black widow x reader #jade west x reader #jade west #jennifer tilly x fem!reader #jennifer tilly #tiffany ray valentine #tiffany valentine #lauren jauregui x reader #lauren jauregui #clarke griffin x reader #elizabeth gillies x reader #melanie martinez x fem!reader #lady dimitrescu x female reader #lady dimitrescu

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femxfemimagines · 5 years

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Last Words (Part Seven)

A/N: So now Lauren and Camila are happy?

Word Count: 244 Words

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The others had decided on going to the park leaving Camila, Lauren and I all in the bus, alone. I had planned to talk to them, but god, I’m so nervous about this. How does one tell two amazingly gorgeous women that you love them both?

“What are you thinking about, (Y/N/N)?” Camila asked taking me out of my thoughts.

I didn’t want to tell her that I was thinking about her and Lauren, but I knew I had to. Now was as good of a time as any since they were both near me.

“I like two people, right. And like, they’re both so amazing that I can’t choose just one. But the problem with that is that they’re best friends. I should have to choose just one, but if I did that I’d feel bad for the other. Girls,” I take a breath, “I like both of you. You both are just so amazing. I don’t want to choose one of you in fear of making the other upset and that I like you both the exact same. I don’t know what to do.” I put my face in my hands.

“Date both of us,” they both said.

I looked up at them in disbelief. “Wouldn’t that look bad on you two?”

“Yeah, but it’d be worth it because all three of us will be happy,” Lauren spoke.

“Okay. I guess I’ll take you both on a date at our next stop.”

#Fifth Harmony #Fifth Harmony X Reader #Reader X Fifth Harmony #Lauren Jauregui #Camila Cabello #Ally Brooke #Normani Kordei #Dinah Jane #Lauren Jauregui X Reader #Reader X Lauren Jauregui #Camila Cabello X Reader #Reader X Camila Cabello

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overhtd · 2 years

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~ haikyuu!! packs

#anime layouts #anime icons #anime packs #haikyu icons #haikyuu!!#hinata shoyo x reader #tsukishima drabbles #jennie icons #rosé lq #lisa dark moodboard #lisa soft icons #blackpink layouts #lisa lq icons #rose icons #rosé packs #ariana grande #icon lauren jauregui

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lowkeyerror · 3 years

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I don't really do like extensive writing on here but if you want to check out some of my stuff I have a wattpad. Also to preface the 5H/Camila stuff was writing way before I was 18 so um some questionable things in there but um have fun with this. Im probably going to post some of the imagines from there on here to so ya

Multifandom imagines:

Bellamione:

Camila Cabello x reader:

Fifth Harmony x reader

#5h #fifth harmony #fifth harmony x reader #multifandom imagines #imagines #bellamione #camila cabello #gxg #agatha harkness x reader #wanda maximoff x reader #lauren jauregui #harley quinn #etc

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luvmyoui · 11 months

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three - maybe

previous masterlist next

gp!myoui mina x fem!reader

warnings: self gaslighting???, toxic relationship, angst

word count: 1,539

a/n: PLESE send asks and tell me what to do w this story cz im now out of ideas😭😭 also im so sorry for how late im posting this, i swear it was done i js forgot to post it 😞😞

isla myoui, your daughter was your light in the darkness. you originally didn’t want to have kids, but isla was honestly the reason you kept going. not only was she the cutest little thing, she was also such a good girl. she barely ever fussed or cried, and she was friendly with everyone, always having a smile on her cute little baby face. she took after mina mostly, it was clear as day that it was mina’s daughter, having so many similar features. the only thing of yours that she had was your light tannish skin that you had inherited from your own mother.

even though mina had informed you she would be leaving, you didn't think it’d be right away. a part of you hoped that she wouldn’t leave at all, but much to your dismay when you came home later that day mina wasn't there. she left a note saying that isla was at her mom’s home and because she didn't want such negativity around her so she was leaving to korea immediately. you didn't know why you held out hope that she’d stay, mina didn't care, she didn't care that she was leaving her own daughter alone, she didn't care for anyone but herself.

maybe it was because of how she left, the way she left leaving your own heart broken. no matter the way she treated you, you still loved the girl. she was your first everything, she was your first love, she was the woman you had a baby with. you loved mina with everything in you, you loved her for convincing you to keep the baby, for even deciding to date you. out of all the girls in your school she chose you. the feeling of sorrow never left you, you gave this girl everything, you gave her everything you had, years of your life were given to her.

you felt resentment, why was she still having such a big effect on your life although she had left it? your sorrow and resentment lead you to join the entertainment industry, you werent gonna let her win, you werent gonna stay a nobody, someone who was just in her life for a split second. you were going to make it bigger than her, you were going to have her see your name everywhere. A constant reminder of who she left behind, who she cut out of her life as if they were nothing.

you always loved singing, it wasn't something that was new to you. ever since a young age you had been told to pursue a career in singing. you never minded those comments though, dedicating your time to a career that might not even work out wasn't a chance you were willing to take. well of course that was before mina ditched you, you were not the same person you used to be.

camila always had a passion for singing, whether or not you did it with her she was always set on becoming a singer. camila was very shy about her singing though, she would always say that when she came of age she’d gain confidence. due to how close you and camila were, you had been one of the lucky few to have been blessed to hear her voice.

what better luck could you have? both camila and you had good singing voices, wouldn't it be even better if you two could become singers together?

after a lot of convincing, camila was finally on board, the both of you would show up on America's Got Talent.

you were nervous, you didn't think you had ever been this nervous about something before. this was the moment your life would change for either the better or worse, you and camila were currently backstage waiting for your turn to go up and audition.

you saw camila's face when she first heard the voice of the girl who had just gone on, she looked amazed at the fact that someone could sing so well, whoever this girl was, was definitely a competitor. when the girl who you saw had green eyes walked out of the booth you could see camilas jaw physically drop, she was gorgeous. you nudged camila on the shoulder and told her to approach the girl with green eyes. her face reddened as she shook her head no, not caring that she said no you dragged her towards the girl anyways.

“hi! I'm y/n and this is my friend camila, we heard you from the booth and you were like crazy good.” you said to the girl as you approached her with camila by your side.

a smile grew on her face as she processed the compliment you had just given her “thanks! my name’s lauren!” she said happily as she folded her arms behind her back.

“i- uh- i like your shirt..” camila said her face red

“thanks!” she replied seemingly happy at all the compliments she was receiving.

in response to what lauren had said camila just nodded her head aggressively while smiling which took you by shock. you had never seen camila have this kind of behavior with anyone, where had the confident camila gone?

“camila and y/n, it’s now your time to shine!” one of the workers said as you two were ushered to the stage

you and camila had decided to do a duet cover of crazy in love, you both practiced it day and night and now it was time to sing in front of everyone. you were nervous but you knew that you had to give it your all. you pushed through your worries and somehow managed to calm yourself down before you started singing.

you couldn't have imagined the audition going any better than it had, you two performed flawlessly and the simon cowell golden buzzered you two. both you and camila burst into tears at the gold confetti surrounding the two of you as you hugged each other. while mina was probably still training, you were now on your way to winning the show.

as the show progressed you and camila were put into a group with lauren, dinah, normani, and ally. you two were unfamiliar to the girls (discluding lauren) but it took no time for all six of you to get close.

when sent to bootcamp camila shared a room with lauren and you with dinah. you obviously wanted to be with camila but you also wanted her to get closer to her crush so you accepted the room settings. when all six of you got close enough you revealed the information of you having a daughter to them, you had them all meet her and they absolutely adored her.

the time you spent on the show was mainly away from your daughter, she had been at your parents house, your mom finally seeming to have interest in the baby. although she had left, mina was still sending you pocket money and paying the rent of your apartment. when you received the first deposit into your bank account from her you were very surprised. you thought you would have to find a job to support your child and yourself but thankfully mina still had a heart and didn't want to see her child and you homeless.

after mina moved to korea her parents moved back to japan because there was no longer a reason they saw to stay in the u.s. although you hated what mina had done to you, you could never find it in you to dislike her parents, they always treated you like their own, and with utmost kindness.

you liked to tell yourself that mina wasn't all that bad, she was sending you a large sum of money for both you and your child along with paying your rent. she might not have been the best but maybe you should've been more considerate, maybe you should’ve supported her and her choice of becoming an idol.

as time passed by your feelings of resentment were replaced with guilt, maybe it was you who had caused this all. you always knew about her dream of being an idol, maybe you had been too harsh. If she told you not to pursue your dream you’d be upset too, you felt terrible about what you had said and done to her.

honestly, throughout the whole 3 months she was gone you just wanted her back, you didn't think you could ever let go of her. even if she came back just to sit on her ass all day and play minecraft, you still wanted her back. you loved her and all her flaws, her flaws are what made her her.

the girls were your main support, throughout everything, you always knew you had six girls to lean on and talk to. you honestly felt so loved by them all, they didn't only love you but also your daughter. Your daughter was your everything, and the fact that they accepted you as a teen mom was a dream come true.

you didn't know what you’d do if you hadn't joined the show, it was honestly the second best decision you had made, in a way it made you thankful that mina had left.

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