#on a brighter note tho

[seokmattchuus]

Fuck school

#dumb fuck ted talk #that's it that's the post #protecting my peace by dropping out 🧘‍♀️ #not serious but i wish i was #i fucking hate school 😭 #why can't i get paid to be silly on the internet #and when i d o drop out a be a stripper?? then what???? #jk i'm too fat for all that #and i ain't even that cute #damn school really is my only option 😔 #fuck this degree 😭 #ignore me i'm just sad #on a brighter note tho #requests are open for all who wish to submit one #bc i'm free for the next couple months #;-;-;-;-;-;-;-;-; #daily shit talking

[scrawnytreedemon]

Oh SHIT it's autumn officially.

Fuck!

#scrawny rambles #DO NOT GET ME WRONG i love autumn so much incredible season luv love laefve <333 #but the passage of time is ALSO a horrendous thing #maybe that's why i've been feeling like my lifeforce has been slurped out by a straw stuck under my rib lately... #ironing things out for my potential apprenticeship... eugh..... #ON A BRIGHTER NOTE THO #a friend introduced me to an elden ring server and it is LOVELY here #very good very cool #here's hoping this malaise dies down soon

[monotone-artist]

just a few foster puppy pictures out of the hmm. 500 that i have

[id: nine photographs of various brown, floppy-eared puppies. first: top view where puppy is sitting down and looking up at the camera. second: sitting with his tongue out. third: laying down on her side with her head on my leg, looking straight at the camera.

fourth: laying down on her belly. fifth: sitting and leaning against me, his head quite close to the camera, which he's looking at. sixth: one puppy lays down while another rests her chin on his back.

seventh: an extremely close-up view of a puppy's face. eighth: a puppy, who notably has one blue eye, looks through the glass door. ninth: puppy stands on her hind legs, front paws on the glass door, looking inside. end id]

#monotonepost #piranhapuppies #<- gonna be tagging any pics i post of them as that #dogs #couple of the pics r a lot older than others. #and possibly 500 is a bit dramatic i dont actually remember how many i have. but i have a LOT regardless #realized i never rlly posted any of them though... #we don't have any of them anymore. they're either gotten given to other fosters or adopted #unfortunately half of them did get sick with parvo. a couple were ones we'd given to another foster #the last 3 we had left we had to give to a parvo house #they've been pulling through tho they're doing ok! #if u dont know about parvo it's a really nasty (literally) disease. fatal if u dont get them help within 24ish hours #um. on a more brighter note that pup in the 2nd to last pic? he actually ended up keeping that blue eye #which is weird cause neither of his parents have blue eyes. the pups ARE mutts tho so shrug #of course the brattiest one had to be the prettiest one <3 very pretty brown brindling pattern too. like a calico cat #i say brattiest he's actually a sweetheart. just very excitable #goddd i miss these guys so much... #was really tempted to keep one of them for a bit there but im just not a very energetic person so i figured it was best i didnt. #does mean im forever gonna be wondering about what-ifs though. #ALSO to note: these were some of the few nice pictures i got. most of them were blurry cause they were never still sdfjkhdsfj

[myfriendtheghost]

goodnight sweet baby :( <3

#I’m having a bad night :/ #which is pretty par for the course at this point lol #but I just feel awful #my stomach hurts so bad (I consumed far too much dairy today so that’s on me) #and I’m stressing about going back to school #because I don’t want to do math #I can’t do math #even basic math #why do I need to take math to get a broadcasting/public relations/advertising degree 🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲 #college is a scam I don’t wanna go back ugh #but I want a job I have a passion for yk :/ #life just sucks rn lmao I just want a break but I know I won’t get one #struggling with regret wbk wbk 🥲 #on a brighter note I fought for my life to get oogie boogie bash tickets and SUCCEEDED #I waited 7 hours and experienced crazy glitches but I did ittttt #but yeah anyway I feel like shit I hope josh is having a good night tho <3

[ask-heta-dzayer]

{I miss drawing my ocs sm, a stress relief}

#aph algeria #aph Morocco #aph Tunisia #hetalia ocs #hetalia #aph ocs #being surrounded by hot guys made me think of drawing this moron (cute lab guys) my intenship will be the death of me tho #his hair was not supposed to be black help he muted #i think i'll drop the event tomorrow (still shy abt it) #on a brighter note the view from the window today was astonishing i even took cute pics bcz for the first time in weeks i #set in front an open window in the bus but it wasn't my fav road

[honeydots]

Got any Xanlow songs? (My favorite is Sideways by Carly Rae Jepsen!)

...pointing you in the direction of my xanlow playlist (youtube ver) hehehe though i think a few of my faves for them are Next to You by Blue Kid, Little Words by The Happy Fits, and I Dont Wanna Go by Draper!!!

#all the songs are on the playlist too (which is in an order btw tho not necessary) #but also i LOOOVED SIDEWAYS.... #'i get all my my confidence from you' THATS THEMMMMMM #carly you NEVER FAIL MEEEEEEEE!!!!! #sooo cute. went on my likes immediately #i wanna make another playlist for them thats brighter bc the one i have is very *themed* #so if u see that song on there...... thank u anon. #i only just made the yt version actually but i'd been meaning to for a while so also thank u for giving me the incentive lololol #(one last note i like to pretend songs mean whatever i want to so if you get confused. just imagine me imagining a great amv and go 'nice') #anonymous #dots answers asks

[re-decorate]

behold, the only semi decent photo i got of myself at my show. plus a pretty pic of the sai during chlorine :P

#i suck at taking photos of myself i wish i didn’t hate the way i look #one day I’ll be decades older and look back on my youth and realize i have no photos of myself #WHATEVER #ramblings #it me #sorry to be so negative it’s late and it’s been a long few days #onto brighter things: holy shit the whole soap/snow thing was soo pretty #maybe kinda dangerous bc it made the floor wet and slippery but i loved it #idk how people closer to the stage dealed with it tho #like when i was at b stage I thought it was a pretty decent amount #but then I went maybe toward the middle third of the pit for the last few songs and the snow was almost unbearable #at least I could breathe since I was masked up #SPEAKING OF WHICH #I would like to note that I was wearing a kn95 the entire time. if I can do it you can too folks we’re not out of the woods with c*vid yet #anyways thats enough rambling for now #goodnight <3

[proteuus]

how does tiktok know that me and my boyfriend broke up last night

#it keeps showing me videos of girls being like ✨️ the day after my breakup ✨️ what you want me to make one or #(<- informing you all of this news. i posted so much about him it would feel strange not to mention it) #people always say it's mutual and it's never mutual but it was mutual. but if pressed i broke up with him #noting this bc i liked him so much i dont want anyone to think i am so sad and he broke my heart and he is so mean etc #i am sad tho. in the past i havent been sad after i broke up with people because well. i was the one who wanted to leave so bad #in this case it wasnt that we didnt 'like' each other we liked and cared abt each other very much. but it wasnt going to work out #and thats ok! we will move on to bigger and brighter and better things.

[totallynotwaffle]

i really hope that i can be a ray of sunshine for people, or at least be a positive influence on them. i want people to be happy and themselves and living the life they wanna be, because it's literally the one thing that we as people need to do, to be kind and caring and living our best lives. i cannot help but hope that people live the way they want to.

#post-it note #trans #i am. literally 1am writing this #while literally having covid running through my body making me a headache lmao #but like i literally have to write this out #i don't wanna be self-glorifying or gloat about it but like #i really genuinely want the best for people and it's hard for me to articulate it i guess #even tho i kinda am? listen i can't think straight lmao #i was writing a whole thesis statement on my transition before being like girl just say what you really wanna say #i love everyone i love you all so much i hope your lives turn out good #there is a better middle that will lead to an even brighter middle #today is not forever and things can and will go right for you #i love you

[aurore-parle-de-ses-idees]

*peeks head around door frame* did somebody... want music...?

uplifting - paradise fears' battle scars, brighter by patent pending, unchangeable love by juniper vale, and this is our time by wild

sad - feel like home by rival, i can't let go by the sidh, she said by jon foreman, forest fires by lauren aquilina, and in my arms by grizfolk (this one reminds me of rangers, for some reason)

miscellaneous - space talk by the native architects, stella by cereus bright, underwater by LYOD, and andrew's song by IMAscore (think... ominous sea shanty.)

happy - dance by tim halperin, see you again by the gray havens [disclaimer: spelling of 'grey' is artist's choice] , back in the days by wildvibes, and on my way by sheppard

instrumental - from father to son by the sidh, an toll dubh by marcus warner, the captain's dance by marcus warner, and it's time by jessie yun

for the most beautiful song in the world, my love has gone across the sea by andrew and skye peterson. yes i am ridiculously obsessed with this song.

please don't feel like you have to listen/respond to any/all of these! i just really love these songs, and jump at the chance to share them.

[further disclaimer: i'm probably one of ten people on this site who care, but none of these songs contain cursing. in case you wanted to know :D]

have a brilliant day :D

always :D

wow. thanks so much for putting together such a list! many songs to listen to

#music tag #not thru everything yet but love 'andrew's song' #and... i think it's 'brighter' that's got like three bars lodged in my head rn #i appreciate the note- tho unfortunately for mm. anyone who sees my posts who would rather not see cursing #i tend more towards the 'will use curse words as a comma' end of that particular spectrum #idk it depends on the day really #so. sorry about that part i guess..? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

[sapphic-woes]

Rough Ambessa. I have no time for explanation. Please. I need rough Ambessa🙏🙏🙏

Ehe I'm abt to sleep and I decided to check tumblr, Ik I should just delete this but it's honestly a good idea! Sadly I literally just said no requests in that last post! So I'm being a tad bit petty and am just letting yk I won't do this ehehe :)

#cmon i just said no requests cuz im backed up😭😭😭 #on a brighter note!!! i just watched Komi cant communicate well and WOW #its so good!!! #and that ending was perf!? #my fav is najimi #tho i only watched one season on Netflix and am too tired to check of theres a second lmao #anyways!! def watch y'all!! #thank u for the ask♥️ #bibi answers

[scrawnytreedemon]

I've done it, folks!

After blowing my nose for 2.7 days straight, I've caused myself a nosebleed (: There is a horridly red stripe on the sleeve of my dressing gown from when I went to wip eit, thinking it was yet more runny snot.

Well done, me! 🥳

#scrawny rambles #blood mention #auuuGGYHHGHH good luck getting to bed NOW dumbass smh #what do i do now??? #ramble about one of my many horrid muses??? #maube if i could even SPELL straight #or even bisexual #smh my head #on a brighter note tho! haku finally pushed me to write that goddamn bl/oodborne crackfic i've been meaning to #for ages now #it started off as crack and got increasingly more sincere #and that's how it is around here! #live with it <3 #hghjghghkjd

[riverswater]

i'm once again the bad place because i'm googling "how to write a cover letter"

#on a brighter note i finished my article on gattaca tho!!!!!!! #m

[beescake]

i am in love with your sollux i think

sollux love party :]

if you’re interested heres some of my personal fondness thoughts on him.. big warning for the mega long read ahead aye

as we alr know sollux's rejection of participation somewhat mirrors dave's rejection of heroism, but even without getting cooked to completion i still find sollux's character v compelling beyond the fourth wall

as someone who doesnt get a pinch of that Protagonist Sparkle to begin with, he can openly say he wants to leave anytime…. and unlike dave, he actually Can leave the scene anytime. but he can never be truly Free from the story via permanent character death like the other trolls.

his irrelevancy is indeed relevant - he’s there so u can point him out.

while his image is intended to be a relic of past internet subculture, his role is not only about hehehaha being a Chad or a 2000s cyberforum 2²chan haxxor ragequit gamebro.

his continued existence also happens to add a Bit to the overarching themes of homestuck! a Bit that gives him longer-lasting thematic relevance compared to the trolls who could’ve had more character potential but didnt get to survive beyond the main story.

the Bit in question:

his defiance contributes to the illusion of agency (treating characters = people with autonomy). he’s “aware” of it, and that recognition is worth noting enough to forcibly keep him alive as both reward and punishment.

considering how his personality & classpect is designed its definitely a very haha thing for hussie to do LOL. he’s made to be op asf so he's resigned to doing dirty work, gradually deteriorating along the way but never truly dying. as fans have mentioned before, him openly rejecting involvement after a while of grim tolerance is like if the sim u were controlling suddenly stopped, looked up and gave u the finger while u were step six into the walkthrough for Every Possible Sim Death Animation.

but since he’s just a sim… the more he hates it, the more you keep him around. if ur sim started complaining abt your whimsical household storyline you’d definitely keep that little fuck.

but yeah i like that sollux is just idling. the significance of his presence being that one dude who's always reliably Somewhere, root core Unchanged, no individual ambitions (possibly due to fear of consequence?), and design-wise: a staple representative product of his time.

compared to dirk's character, who has aged phenomenally well into the present (themes of control + AR + artificial intelligence, clearer exploration around navigating relationships/sexuality, infinite possibilities of self-splinterhood and trait inheritance), sollux's potential is really... contained. bitter. defeatist. limiting and frustrating in the way old tech is.

the world continues moving on to shinier, brighter, more advanced automated things - minimalist and metaverse or whatever but sollux is still here 🧍‍♂️ going woohoo redblue 3d. (tho personally i imagine his vibe similar to what the kids call cassette futurism on pinterest mixed w more grimy grunge insectoid influences eheh)

conceptually-speaking,

at the foundation of it all, the rapid pace of modern development was built off the understanding of ppl like sollux in the past, who were There actively at work while the dough was still beginning to rise

thats one of the cool things abt the idea of trolls preceding humans! the idea that trolls like sollux excelled back when lots of basic shit still needed to be discovered, building structures like networks and codes from scratch, and humans will eventually inherit and reinvent that knowledge in ways that become so optimized it makes the old manual effort seem archaic, slow, and labour-intensive.

but despite information/resources/shortcuts being more accessible now, much of the new highly-anticipated stuff released on trend still end up unfinished, inefficient, or expiring quickly due to cutting corners under severe capitalistic pressures

meanwhile, some of the old stuff frm past generations of thorough, exploratory and perfectionistic development still remains working, complete, and ever so sturdy.

those things continue to exist, just outside our periphery with either:

zero purpose left for modern needs (outdated/obsolete)

or

far too important to replace or destroy, bcs of its surprisingly essential and circumstantial usefulness in one niche specific area.

which are honestly? both points that sum up sollux pree well.

dramatic ending sorry. anw are u still on the fence or are u Sick abt him like me </3

#ask #anon #sollux captor #homestuck #hs2 spoilers #2023 #vioart #hs2 sollux explaining girls and bitches to john: 🗣️🗣️🗣️ #mr foods‚ setting up the visuals: LMAO ok pause. cool story bro theyre all gone its just u n ur sandwich bro. #now that i think abt it sol's kind of a toaster? awkwardly takes up countertop space #lacks the versatility and sociability of an air fryer/pressure cooker. unwashed and littered w crumbs! #but sometimes the clear‚ frank simplicity of the toaster is a temporary lifesaver for ppl who struggle w low appetite / decision fatigue #or ppl who just have a habit of eating toast for breakfast LOL #and eh ¯\ _(ツ)_/¯ even if u dont feel like toasting today thats ok he's still gonna be sitting there 👍👍 #a funnyman..... i curse him in my pan but root for him in my biscuit 🫶

[arcadia345]

Astro notes💋🥀

Just my observations :)🔞

♡ Scorpio mercury or degree is the definition of elephant in the room, it’s like they try their best to make you uncomfortable with their words , on the brighter side I love how deep their minds are

♡Saturn in the 6th/2nd could go a long time without eating and not even notice

♡ One of my friends had a baby today(Aries moon) and she’s already threatening people not to play with her child💀 cute tho

♡ I feel like the only Libra placement that doesn’t try to be likable is Libra moons, their personality is so lovely for the most part☺️ I’ve only met men with this placement and WHEW they are sooooooo charming🥴

♡ I’ve noticed guys with Venus conjunct their sun can come off a little ✨ even if they’re not they’re just in touch with their feminine side. Also guys with Venus conjunct moon could have this energy as well just more subtle

♡ Aquarius in 7th will always give black sheep energy, no matter how “popular” they are it’s always something that differentiates them from everyone else, could be known for doing questionable things

♡ Taurus season I see lots of people getting lip piercings but lots of new tats and piercings in general

♡ 11th house has to do with hopes and dreams, mars is your passion and drive, having mars in 11th synastry with someone with someone could mean having fantasy’s about them,being fwb, or being friends with someone but wanting to be more. Me and my friend both have this synastry and the tension is HIGH especially with her Jupiter conjunction to my mars🥴

♡It’s not surprise Saturn babies look soo good in slicked back hairstyles since it rules hair and restrictions

♡Also they weren’t joking when they said prominent Saturn placements could make you a pothead😳 I thought I was a smoker but whew they SMOKE 💨

♡ Aries moon moms are so PUSHY. They’re always trying to dictate your emotions like your not your own human then get insecure when you cut contact with them. And she never takes your emotions seriously till you act out of character, It’s like she never wants you to rest so draining. Also they can be intimidating/scary in a way especially from the stories the Aries moon child shares about them😅 did they lie tho?

♡ Scorpio moons could also resonate but I feel like with Aries moms(sidereal Pisces moon)there’s a innocence to it like they truly don’t recognize their toxic traits until you confront them about it but with Scorpio moon’s mom (sidereal Libra moon) they KNOW exactly what they’re doing when they manipulate. And other people could easily alter ur mother’s perception of you, very wishywashy. They type to be jealous of their kids especially if they have a daughter

♡ Chiron in 12th could get accused of things they didn’t do allll the time , it gets to a point where they don’t even try to defend themselves anymore cause it’s like no one listens why waste your energy 😭 a good example is Micheal Jackson

♡ Gemini moon children have moms that don’t hold back🥴 very blunt especially with some Aries energy added

♡ I giggle every time I remember Park Jimin has a Gemini moon I just know he has the best comebacks and inside jokes😂 (Jimin if you’re seeing this let’s be friends plz😆)

♡ I’ve noticed with Virgo moons children may see one parent more fit to be a parent than the other at some point in their life. Doesn’t mean the other is a shitty parent or anything but if they had to decide to live with one of them they’ll already know who😹

♡ Also Virgo placements why do y’all constantly complain about something you could easily solve? I see this more in undeveloped Virgo placements

♡ Leo moon children could have mothers that are selfish in one way or another, wheither it be their time, money, or love

♡Jupiter in 3rd (natal and transit) what is home? I’ve been to so many places in my city that I didn’t know existed, I also got a 🍕 delivery job so I’m on the go all the time, but since my natal Jupiter is in my 8th it’s kinda a darker transit for me- I literally hit and ran two people in counting 😭 (I’m not even a bad driver they happened on the same week!🙄) communication especially over the phone has been vile omg the amount of times I’ve been cussed out by strangers otp is crazy. Also I’ve lost old friends /gained new one

That’s all for now💋

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[applepidotcom]

trying to distract and pull myself away from these nasty thoughts and self destructive habits by cooking and basking in the sun like a lizard

so far today, I’ve had a morning walk and plan to have another one in the late afternoon. I’m also making broccoli and two types of cucumber salads. Sigh

#😭 maybe later I’ll make some soup 😭 #on a brighter note tho!!!!! I’m almost done with my kimchi!!! which means I have a reasonable excuse to go to this new korean mart #and get new snacks and kimchi #insert some quote about how you can’t have light without darkness blah blah