#physically hurts my heart.

[2sw]

I guess I have a high threshold.

Supernatural S7E17 The Born-Again Identity

#sam winchester #spn 7x17 #s7 #gifs #my heart physically hurts......

[guqin-and-flute]

Something about the fact that these shots are all grouped together, one after another, visually giving them equal weight just gets me. The narrative knows what's going to happen between JGY and Huaisang at this point, knows how it's going to treat JGY at the end of everything. And it still takes time to show Meng Yao instinctively and immediately going in front of Huaisang and Huaisang instinctively and immediately hiding behind him. It takes the time--literally, showed it in the background and focused on it with the same general amount of time as the other shots--to show that this act of protection and trust are just as real and true as Jiang Cheng defending his sister, as Wen Qing defending her younger brother.

Like, I dunno! There are other Nie juniors there! They have swords and shit! Huaisang could have gone and hid behind the wall, but he hid behind Meng Yao! And Meng Yao could have moved back with Huaisang, but he steps directly in front of him!

There's a lot CQL did to JGY's character and narrative that I don't like and that flatten or just straight up erase his full complexity. But I really appreciate the lengths that it went to in Episode 4 to explicitly tell us that he does not hesitate to protect Huaisang, even though at this point he does not have a sword and definitely does not have anywhere near the same cultivation power (if any) as any of the rest of the people in the room.

Right now, after being publicly humiliated, unarmed and definitely outclassed, he is brave. Along with the rest of the characters, he's allowed to be uncomplicatedly young and loyal and just as innocent as any of the other students there.

#Besides Wen Chao fuck u bud #Honestly I think that along with Xichen Huaisang is the other person he legitimately never considered hurting #(In the same way that he didn't consider killing Mingjue hurting them but I digress) #With Xichen I think there were plenty of times were he came to the conclusion that fucking him over or overtly manipulating him #in a disadvantageous way would benefit himself and he actively decided that he would not do that #Whereas with Huaisang I just get the impression that it never occurred to him to do that #And I'm not saying that was ALWAYS out of the goodness of his heart #I think he genuinely didn't think he would get anything out of taking advantage of Huaisang personally or politically #Which is not the most ringing of endorsement next to 'I knew I could and chose not to' #But it wasn't ALWAYS that #for a man who has to constantly be on guard and look for leverage in every single interaction and aspect of his life #I think it's pretty significant that he let Huaisang in so close that he was shocked when he found a metaphorical sword in his chest #along with the physical one #Because in never trying to hurt him he never felt he had to defend against him #He loved him. They both loved each other :( #Also him finding Huaisang's bird antics so genuinely amusing in the background of this ep is just 😭 #jgy #nhs #my stuff #jgy meta #nhs meta #text

[completelymindfucked]

#samdean #wincest #i miss them #please please please #they deserved so much better #the way sam looks at him #hurts my heart #blurry wife should of been Dean #sobbing #I’m physically I’ll #it makes me so sick

[tawnysoup]

don't you want to spend time with the little scrungly??? be a lil guy just gettin by just a normal lil guy with no secret baggage whatsoever? who's definitely not hiding anything from their very very wonderful friends??? who feels oKAY INSIDE? AND NORMAL? DONT U WANNA SPEND TIME WITH SIFFRIN????

👉👈 well.... ykno.... u could....

#im in act 3. its. a time. but i am also... full of so much love... #and i am so scared #physically hurts to watch sif refuse to say anything but like. my heart yearns so much. #i cant stop thinking about this game even when im trying to fall asleep at night. i have not been so smitten by someone's writing in so lon #isat #in stars and time

[thebirdandhersong]

breaking the tumblr fast to ask for prayer :') it is currently the WORST of times (though, in intense joyous flashes, occasionally also the best of times). I am bulldozing my way through the dregs of midterms, final exam prep, graduation plans, job applications, dorm volunteer stuff, all while trying to deal with/reckon with/endure/come to terms with/persevere through literally the deepest emotional pain I've ever been in lol

#is this the price you pay for consciously deciding to keep your heart open and vulnerable to both joy and pain ??? !!!!!! #anyway it is not always misery but the miserable parts make my chest physically hurt :-) which is fun #would deeply deeply appreciate prayer my friends! i do not want to graduate as a jaded tired weeping girl! and i am so tired! #the world is so big and i am so small and i did not think i had it in me to be so sad but i AM #it would take too long to explain but suffice it to say i've never wept for two hours straight before but now that i have #i must tell you that it is not a good time. at all. #i love you and i miss you and i am doing my best :'))))))) I AM DOING MY BEST!!!!!

[fairyroses]

requested by @lexkent: the scene in "Shattered" where Lana sees Lex on the ground in the stable sitting curled into himself, and she looks anguished to see him in such a state, and she's so kind and compassionate to him

+ bonus Lana, after literally almost dying:

#thank you erin for requesting this because these scenes are incredibly underrated #like the moment where lana hands lex the drink and he smiles up at her with such an innocently adoring look....... many thoughts head full #(yes I know it all goes horribly wrong right after that but shhhhh) #she's just soooo soft and gentle and sweet with him and it's hitting all the best hurt/comfort buttons in my heart 🥺 #just look at all the comforting touches!! lex almost never receives that kind of genuine affection/positive physical contact from other ppl #I think it's also worth pointing out that lana decides at the end of the ep that being around *clark* is dangerous and she should avoid him #but she never expresses a similar sentiment towards lex or blames him at all for what happened #and a few episodes later she even tells him that he could have visited her while she was recovering #......god I still can't get over the fact that her first words when she wakes up in the hospital are 'how's lex' like I really could cry #she's the best and I won't hear a word to the contrary #smallville #smallvilleedit #svedit #lana lang #lex luthor #clark kent #lexana #dcmultiverse #sv 3x08 #my gifs

[wistfulwatcher]

Look, I know I have no right to ask you this, but truly, what is going on with you?

#yellowjackets #yellowjacketsedit #taivanedit #mine #edit #* #scene* #otp: i want to go to new york with you #otp #THIS WAS FUCKING BRUTALLLLLL i am DYING to know how they got to this point #like this PHYSICALLY HURT that last gif of tai??? god tawny just fucking RIP MY HEART OUT #and lauren!! jesus!!! lauren and liv are SUCH good casting i could /hear/ liv say all of this so clearly #also literally said ew with tai. there's something SO off-putting and hollow about the way van says it in such a perfect way

[rings-of-power-realm]

Sadly sold out already :(

X

#bear mccreary #the rings of power #for one second I had hope and was gonna be even more broke buying this #my heart hurts I need this so bad #iM SO THIRSTY FOR MERCH ITS NOT FUNNY #also wanted physical cds since I have all of Howard Shores score too #fml

[hamartia-grander]

Wyll breaking up with the player character if Ulder dies so Wyll must become the Duke makes me wanna throw up sobbing because he actually thinks that just because his father's first duty being to Baldur's Gate made him a Bad Father that Wyll himself will inevitably be a Bad Lover because surely no one could match love with duty if his father couldn't, unknowing he has more love in one hand than his father had in his entire body. fuck

#More in my reblog #“my father taught me more lessons than I can count” yeah dog they were called CAUTIONARY TALES 😭😭😭 #“pull me too close and I'm destined to hurt you” FUCKIGN. BITING YOU #“a champion's heart is as sharp as a new blade” SO CRAZY I GOT THIS SICK ASS ARMOUR. TRY ME. #I'm actually in physical pain over this. Wyll my love. #I need to rip ulder in two with my bare hands right now. #sorry I JUST saw the breakup scene for the first time today and I haven't stopped thinking about it it's making me ill with sadness #he didn't even break up with ME but it fucking feels like it goddamn #bg3 #Wyll Ravengard #baldur's gate 3 #baldurs gate 3 #bg3 analysis #oh my GOD and the fact that he offers one last dance. I'mgoing to ufckingexplode #and he spends five whole seconds just. holding the character. not even dancing. #I watched the version with him and astarion ofc I don't romance wyll myself (lesbianism) #makes me wanna write a fucking fic (derogatory) #why the fuck is everyone so ill over astarion when mr insane mental health issues is RIGHT here (i know why. but still)

[oatbugs]

this is the hardest assignment i have ever ever done i just took my 3rd ritalin my eyes r still tearing up from the exhaustion..it's 9:31 AM it's due at 12:00 PM aaaa

#this all nighter has been physically painful like my back hurts omg #what am i even writing atp #its not even a high word count its just a course i actually did like only half the content for that is also a v hard course above my yr #so ive had to teach myself everything from scratch and . ughasd aA im afraid of failing #ok #anyway #literally the ritalin is making my heart go fast but im still yawning tff #ok gtg bye #i think im like 70% done which is #bad #bc it took me #like 24 hours to get to 70% so #hhh #bye #rn finding references is so insanely time consuming #like this is so specific

[bylertruther]

personally, i love that will is a crybaby and i hope that he never loses his sensitivity and boundless empathy for others. it is NOT a negative trait, ur just stinky.

#noah makes will tear up ALLLLL the time and i LOVE it!!!!! #representation 4 all the sensativ girlies in the world #when will tears up any time someone is injured or hurt in any kind of way whether physical or emotional? or when he's scared? I EAT THT UP! #that's MY marshmallow heart boy and that IS will and how he is written and how he canonically just fucking is! #i hate the Macho Manification of will in fanon if you want a stoic mike is literally right fucking there #leave my boy ALONEEEEEE GET UR PAWS OFF OF HIMMMM #HE CAN BE STRONG AND A CRYBABY AND SCARED AND BRAVE ALL AT THE SAME TIME ! #it's not His fault some ppl cannot understand tht humans are complex. #anyway. im fine im chill im coolin 😎

[crybaby-bkg]

Dabi is surprisingly a lightweight. You honestly would’ve never figured by looking at him, but as you think back on it, you’ve never really seen him drink a lot. Not when there were celebratory parties, or when things didn’t go right for him. It’s why you’re so shocked when you convince two shots into his system, why he suddenly looks so loose, why his grin splits so wide.

He’s a clinger, you’ve also learned as you’ve started observing the blue eyed man where he shoves his face into the crook of your neck. His body bends over almost uncomfortably to fit into the position, and you can’t help but flinch a little when his damp breath blows a quiet little raspberry on your flesh.

omg wait my favorite thought is of you not even necessarily being a heavyweight, you can just handle your liquor a little better than anyone expects. you love to knock back drink after drink, convince Dabi into some stupid competition that he falls for because he’s such a little nerd and secretly wants to impress you. he does it thinking you’ll be the drunk one first, the one hanging off of his arm and hopefully his dick by the end of the night.

it belatedly shocks him when it’s the exact opposite. when he’s slurring a little and smiling at you, when you watch him through low eyes with a wide grin, when he wraps himself around you like a python, when you shake his face gently as you squish his cheeks together in hand. he’s just so utterly obsessed with you in these moments, and maybe it’s the liquor in him, but he knows his lowered inhibitions are only bringing forth the feelings he’s always suppressed.

drunk sex with Dabi where he’s the one too loose limbed and limp and weak. he flops onto bed like some rag doll with his arms and legs spread wide, but he musters up enough strength to release the heavy weight of his cock from its confinements. doesn’t do much besides lift his head from the pillows with a point to his crotch and a lazy grin, an announcement of, go ahead and hop on already before he’s flopping back down again, ready to lay back and get fucked like how he knows he deserves.

#at first I wrote about him getting whisky dick and not even realizing it and being so embarrassed about it the next morning #but it made me laugh too hard and I was like #no one will enjoy that dude shut up AJSHDKDJDJD #but omg lightweight baby that can only cling to you and whine to go back to your room to fuck #only to pass out immediately on the bed lmfao #I love him I’m gonna str*ngle him so bad #anyway I finished all my work for the week and now I feel empty so I will be moving onto next weeks work tomorrow LOL NERD #but everything next week is simple too so why not get it out the way ya know???? #after that I might sit down and actually write another fic since it’s been a little minute #everyone voted for therapist obsessed bkg next but I kinda wanna write something emotional for touya now lmfao #I’m becoming so obsessed with him and it HURTS!!!!! #I can only handle one ☝🏻 at a time or else I start getting the shakes #also omg my regular dr is making me go to the heart dr bc she said my anxiety worries her for my physical condition aksjdj embarrassing #okay bye I’m gonna read a little and sleep #—new treat in the streets! 🍫 #dabi treats! 🍬 #tw: alchohol mention

[amritashower]

make me choose: gintama or haikyuu!! by @dicennio

"The country? The skies? You can have them. I'm busy just protecting what's right in front of me. I don't know what'll happen to me in the future, but if something has fallen at my feet, then the least I can do is pick it up."

#dicennio #gintamaedit #gintama #mmc #making this choice physically hurt:') #objectively the story of hq is more coherent #but gntm has a very special place in my heart #gifs #*

[emotionaldisaster909]

tgcf fandom gives birth to the most horrid of memes and i love it

me exchanging screams after ep10 with my tgcf bro:

#i’m sorry my humour is broken #but so is my heart #i literally physically feel AWFUL AFTER THIS EPISODE #i am literally nauseous #and still yet processed it a #help #pls #i love xl so much it hurts #tgcf #hualian #xie lian #tian guan ci fu #tgcf thoughts #tgcf season 2 #tgcf donghua #heaven officials blessing #天官赐福 #tgcf s2 #tgcf s2e10 #tgcf memes #tgcf fandom #tgcf tumblr

[strayklds]

#hes soooooo 💓💞💝💞💓💖💕💗💝💝💗💖💓 #my heart physically hurts looking at him #hanposting

[khllentxene]

I slurp up KH1 Riku angst like spaghetti

#kingdom hearts #kh #riku #kh1 #gay angst #my heart physically hurt while drawing this #MY SON