#plz someone do this to me

[solarpunkani]

sometimes spite is a powerful motivator and today its motivating me to crochet

long story short I saw a cool bag on pinterest while I was looking for crochet patterns but there was no fucking pattern but one of my friends found a pattern for a similar but not quite bag so I watched an hour long video, transcribed it into text, and am now gonna make a wholeass backpack just because Sunflower Vibe

Wish me luck I guess

Also this is the bag

#anis crochet journey #ani rambles #out of queue #do i have enough green yarn for this? no idea #if i need more I'll go buy more it'll be a nice excuse to get myself a cute planner for garden planning anyways #'ani dont you carry a purse around everywhere what would you carry in this extra bag' idk yet but its CUTE I will FIND A REASON #also if anyone asks yes I'm willing to share the transcription if someone wants it #like literally if someone reblogs or replies to this post 'plz transcription' i will post a link to the google doc in an INSTANT #i spent like 2 hours on that transcription I want it to be APPRECIATED (by more than just me)

[sugurusfav]

i am in SHAMBLES

ABAUAADSMSKSKAOEIEG *incoherent screeching*

#I CANT DO THIS ANYMORW #plz put it in already #AAAAAAAAA #someone should tie me to a tree #dan heng x reader #honkai star rail #hsr #dan heng #hsr x reader #i have been found dead in a ditch rip

[seths-rogens]

if joe keery doesn’t get to sob and cry and scream and break down in s5 then what’s the point

#like i need to see it #it’s not a want it’s a visceral need #joe plz i beg i need to see you CRY AND WHIMPER #tears running he’s sobbing he’s on his knees in the dirt #someone tries to comfort him but he just flinches away and doesn’t let them touch him #this may be inspired by that one post i saw about roving saving steve and dying in his place #FUCK i’m such a sucker for angst #she’s the only one who he would let hold him but she’s gone #or he’s dying and he’s crying as it happens #he doesn’t go out all majestic like #he’s actually scared #but there’s nothing they can do #yeah… i think that would fix me… #steve harrington #joe keery #stranger things #stevie #i know he can do it know he can

[leggo-my-aego]

im sorry but no way did yoichi know he could transfer his dna in order to pass his meta to kudo

those two were swapping spit or sumn

#idc this is canon #this that el gee bee tea thing #or did they do some ritual thing w hair #i dont wanna get into that actually #mha spoilers #mha #bnha spoilers #bnha #mha 408 #bnha 408 #manga spoilers #spoilers #ofa #afo #whats their ship name #yoichixkudo #someone tell me plz #kudoichi #thnk you to that one person who told me #ichinii #tht names so good ngl

[oifaaa]

lying in the dirt thinking about how they made jason the impulsive brash bat when thats cass.

"the bat that punch first and asks questions later" thats cass thats casssssss

Cass' way of dealing with steph for a long while was just to knock her out and run off girl just does what she wants and I love her for it

#ask #anon #also someone on that post mentioned how long jasons shopping list is #bc he probably does so much pre planning into best cheapest products #and yeah you cant convince me jason isn't one of those pro coupon people #he probably started with Catherine and now he just loves doing it #also off topic #but absolutely fucking horrible day at work today #i knew September was gonna be a shit show but Jesus fucking christ did not realise itd be so soon #this month is gonna kick my ass someone send help plz

[vixkoidy]

Must I be the only one to satiate my hyperfixation ship in this fandom 😔 the worlds fucked

Also last two images are Leo’s and Casey’s texts for the drawing of the tired af

Another thing, ur telling me this is a rarepair? Hello? Angry brash meets another brash hotheaded idiot and then they’re idiots and in love? Ur telling ppl saw that and went nah. I’m wallowing in pain and suffering

#vixs drawings #tmnt fanart #tmnt 2012 #rasey #plz someone else give me content of them #why must i do this to myself #why do I choose ships that only a few ppl care about smh #anyway #rapheal #casey jones #raph x casey #Casey x raph

[the-stove-is-divorced]

Remembering I can draw fanart for my own fics, SO BEHOLD! The most mentally sound halves of a fusion imaginable! Technically a redraw of art I did way earlier for the same fic! Flexing my art muscles and thinking about these two is good for the soul. Love them. Bastards to write though. I can't wait to write them fused back together, but we're not here yet and it's AGONY.

#fanart for me #because it's mine haha #steven universe #my fics #steven universe future #steven universe fanart #pink steven #unfortunately steven 2.0 does not have pretty pink rose curls (just yet maybe ???) #we will see if that happens sooner or later #sometimes when you cant write cause u brain is mush you draw instead and that's just the honest truth of this world #i literally forget i can draw art for my own fics #I do not know why #steven universe au #i mean yeah technically steven unfuses in future au #as someone described it “steven if he was 2% more fucked up” #also ty for the bookmark that says “Plz this story has me feeling things I didn't know I could feel” devolve where ever u are #AND I WILL DESIGN STEVEN BACK TOGETHER CAUSE HE'S GONNA LOOK A LIL DIFF HEHE #lovingly been calling him steven 3.0 lol

[letters-to-rosie]

on today's episode of doing a materialist analysis of Arcane

okay so in that chembaron meeting, Renni says that trade is stopped at the bridge. what do people from Zaun sell the most when they go topside? what jobs do they do when they go across the river? I imagine it's kinda like a sundown town situation. how do the enforcers interact with these people? how tightly is the bridge usually controlled? is there more bribery going on (like probably lol)? what's life like if you're a regular guy from Zaun who does, say, janitorial work in Piltover?

#i'm back with the questions #the sundown town situation would be bad but also wouldn't surprise me ya know #arcane #arcane meta #how do these cities work #someone explain plz #as always i hope my questions inspire fanfic lol

[i-write-sin-not-tragedy]

Weird thought I just had. What if Angel calls Charlie Dollface because it's the same nickname he refers Molly to🤔

Okay hi this ask has sent me on small google search to make sure i wasn't insane but

I immediately went "idk if someone would call their sibling that??" Like i know his family was Italian-American, and he speaks Italian, so im gonna guess if he DID use a nickname or endearment for Molly, theres a good chance it was an Italian one.

"Dollface" and "Toots" are very flirty nicknames in nature? (Or at the very least, thats the only context I've ever seen them used in. They're definitely a product of the time period and place he grew up) I've never heard them used for a family member, only ever on someone the person was being flirty with, and considering Angels auto setting is "flirt" it doesn't shock me he would just casually use them on people hes close to

(Also im not saying I think he's actually hitting on Charlie when he uses that. He's just a flirt for fun lol I'm guilty of the same thing if im comfortable enough around someone.)

I actually ended up discussing this at length with @tv-fucker (hi Sunlight♡), and we noticed he has specific nicknames hes assigned to people and only uses with them (so far, at least)

Charlie -> "Dollface"

Vaggie -> "Toots"

Husk -> "Whiskers"

Alastor -> "Smiles"

Niffty -> "Tiny"

Cherri -> "Babes"

Aah I didn't really realize it till now, but Angel is 100% the type to assign people he's close to a specific nickname, and it's adorable

#im not mega versed in language study so if someone wants to correct me plz do #but im decently sure Dollface has a pretty flirty implication to it? #hazbin hotel #angel dust hazbin hotel #i love him hes so kwfkkdkfkdkfkw #☁️💬

[theproblemcallednight]

guess whos not doing their hwwwwwwww

anyways. sigma in hoshikawa's style?? kinda?? the proportions, eyes, and shading are fine but the way they do hair is over my head. anyways hope this is good enough

#ik i reversed his hair colours #i didnt mean too #but it was too late when i noticed #but i can make up a valid reason watch #hoshikawa likes asymmetry a lot its rlly pretty #and a lot of times its on the left side (the character's right) #so there #it was def intentional #totally #bsd #bungou stray dogs #bsd sigma #sigma bsd #tmmr someone scream at me to do my science project if u see me here #plz its literally due in like 24 hrs 😭😭 #night does art

[belethlegwen]

General li'l update

So, things have done anything but slow down for me in the real world. To keep it as vague as possible, there's a chance I'll be losing my job within the next month or so, though we're all currently working on possible solutions to this. Hoping for the best.

I've already done my panicking and preemptive grieving. 18 years in a single career is a hell of a run for someone my age, and if it has to come to an end then I've made at least some peace with that idea.

Still though, working every day to find solutions. To fix things. To keep surviving. It's exhausting, I will not lie. We're doing what we can over here.

There's so, so much good to look forward to this year. These are just bumpy patches of road. And some of the bumpiest roads I've driven on have taken me to the best places I've ever been. I'll be alright. I know I'll be alright. I'll be more than alright, by the time this is all said and done.

Been doing more reading of late, which I've been loving. You all are putting out such amazing work and I love bouncing in to read even if it takes me 3 attempts and a couple of hours to get through a posted chapter. Lovely escapes, all around.

My sister turned me onto a game ("game" kind of seems like an odd word for it but either way) on steam called Spirit City: Lofi Sessions. You customize a character, you have a little room, it plays lofi music at you and you can poke at a few playlists, build soundscapes around it (rain noises, thunder, wind, birds chirping, crackling fire etc etc) while your character mills about in spots doing things as just a beautiful little vibe-generator. You can collect spirit pals to vibe with you. It's just really cozy and nice, I love it. Highly recommend.

It has an optioning for in-app journaling, and I've been meaning to get back into journaling regularly just for the sake of my memory and everything else. That's been a huge boon over the last 2-3 days. It's got a productivity timer, to-do list, daily task/habits tracker.

Anyway, I've been making progress on writing but it's slow, staggered. Hit a bit of a wall last night with some of The Stranding where I wrote 8.5 pages of a scene and then just felt... unhappy with it. I had clearly lost the thread of why I started writing it, and needed to walk away to see if a fresher mind could find a place to rewind to and pivot so I can salvage it, or if I'm just gonna carve the whole thing out and set it in the Cut Scenes doc. The other 20 pages I've got waiting? Fine. Good, even. Proud of those. This one, I'm proud of what I'm writing but again... just feels more like floating aimlessly and bouncing. It was clear I wrote it while heavily distracted or with gaps between focus, so it jumps.

I'll see what I can salvage. Can't promise an update and am avoiding making it feel like I'm 'back on schedule' just to find something I can reduce pressure from in my life for the time being. But: I love you all. The Kudos, the views, the comments, the everything. It means a lot. You're all great.

If I do any generic vent/vibe writing, not necessarily attached to anything, I'll consider sharing it here for y'all. You guys deserve a bit of fun and sunshine <3

Have a great time everyone, love y'all to bits <3

~ Belle

#g/t author #gtauthor #author thoughts #just general rambling #irl update #life update #life is a mess and boy am I too tired to clean #Sometimes you just keep chuggin' until someone tells you aren't actually a train y'know what I mean? #If you do know what I mean please let me know #My brain is scrambled eggs because of all of this #I would like things to slow down plz #A friend of mine at the farmer's market this morning asked me 'what's new?' and I just moaned 'too much'. #I would like Less New #For a little while #Until the next big New Thing #The good one #the one where I get to see my fiancee and take them home with me forever #That's the good shit #Looking forward to that

[correctproseka]

You know what, as a wlw im extremely tired of this fandom.

There are:

4 boys

15 girls

1 Mizuki

And the fandom manages to get the 4 boys twice as popular as the most popular wlw ship.

Up until a few months ago there were more wlw fics even if ruikasa and akitouya were always top 3 but then the genshin fujoshis entered this fandom but this isn't about that now.

I understand ruikasa and akitouya are great ships, but can't people spare the time to give wlw some love too or are people gonna continue being straight up lesbiphobic and misogynist?

MinoHaru and Anhane are THE MOST EXPLICIT SAID ships in the full game. And anhane still gets more attention because they're from vbs, a group with two boys. MinoHaru has so few fanfics actually dedicated to them, most of them are chatfics or background couples.

Its full on misogynist when:

The fandom treats leo/need and more more jump too, they're the only full female group (im not counting niigo because of Mizuki) and said as "boring" and the girls without personality, Saki saves actually because she is Tsukasa's sister.

Both of those groups has amazing stories that might not be for you, but it does not gives anyone the right to say its boring when you didn't even pay attention to it.

I've seen people call Kanade, Mafuyu, Ena boring even, but then go and amplify Tsukasa's depression (which is another fucked up thing) because sure, girls cant be as interesting as boys.

Treat Shiho, Ena and Airi as this assholes but turn around and say Akito is the best written character as if those 4 dont have the same thing of acting harsh but genuinely caring.

People put stuff like ruinene and mizurui as past abusive/toxic relationships for the sake of mlm.

People keep up putting Saki on the hospital or dead in favor of Tsukasa angst, which is not only misogynist but also ableist.

People treat Ena as this abusive older sister when really, it's not that at all. (Also used for Akito angst because people love doing this to the siblings apparently)

Its full on transphobic when:

People dont treat Mizuki as nonbinary, or their ships being nblw/nblm or even wlw would be more correct, people treat Mizuki differently. Yall barely treat them as a person, just for your ship. Mizuena and Mizumafu are extremely sexualized as if thats the only good thing for the character.

Its full on lesbiphobic when:

The 4 boys have more content than 15 girls.

A lot of the most popular wlw ship is just as a background for Akitouya. (Seriously dont even tag them when its not important to the story, when i want to see Akitouya i go to the akitouya tag).

In early fandom, people demonized Anhane to say how Akitouya is this great thing.

Someone had to write anhane fics near daily (Kohane420 if you're out there you're a legend) because there were more akian fics than anhane.

It's straight up homophobic when:

The mlm ships has a lot of fetishization and smut.

They change Tsukasa's personality to be an innocent bean who does no wrong and Rui's personality as this sexualized person just to write fanfic.

I wont be mad if you like the boy characters or the mlm ships because that is valid but sometimes you should stop and look at if there's any reason to that or if you're not leaving the girls behind for it.

#i dont usually do fandom rants but ig ive had enough now #project sekai #proseka #pjsekai #puroseka #colorful stage #prosekai #rant #idk how to tag this if theres any tw can someone tell me plz?

[an-internet-introvert]

How many times have I watched the It Takes Two video?

Who's to say

#that is between me and god at this point #I have just finished my umpteeth watch of it #and i'll do it again #i just want a part 2 #plz #the day they upload part 2 is the day someone needs to check on me #dan and phil #dnp

[sojutrait]

i hope you've realized how greatly you've influenced the sims community and how they now create their sims. i see your style in a lot of peoples sims

ty!!! at first i didn’t want to be presumptuous about it and be like “oh you were OBVIOUSLY inspired by me, godsoju” but my friends have noticed it too and honestly as long as it’s not like full ripping off i think it’s rad as hell. my sims aren’t really inspired by anyone i don’t think but my traditional art is definitely indirectly influenced by a bunch of ppl so i think it just comes with creating stuff

#but i will say consciously trying to replicate someone’s sim style just seems boring to me hejjrkd #my favorite creators have a lot of sons let’s just say that guerhjdj #having sims that soon as i see them i go ‘omg that’s by so and so’ is my fave thing about simblr and sometimes it feels watered down when - #- ppl just replicate what they think will get them attention like no !! doing ur own thing will be 10x more gratifying #will this create discourse plz don’t make this discourse let’s remember it’s just sims #asks #anon

[dear-mrs-otome]

Jude's maid story, quick and dirty:

Kate gets herself in a bit of a pickle out one day, stepping in to save a maid from getting beaten by her master when she had dropped the laundry by taking on the woman's duties. Jude mocks her for her goody-two-shoedness and calls in her owing him to make her act as a maid for him too.

He takes her to one of his warehouses and proceeds to humiliate her, demanding absolute obedience and making her crawl on the ground like a dog and bark. Then he pins her to the wall and threatens to take advantage of her (a bit hard to do sir when your leg between hers is only turning her on) - before he shifts from sadistic to furious and asks what she would do if she saw some OTHER woman in the position she was in right now/having been put through what she's been.

Kate of course says she'd help said woman, and Jude's all icy rage as he mocks her for wanting to be Pollyanna and thinking she can jump in to play the white knight to rescue people when she's a wimp herself. He says if she's gonna be like that she shouldn't come out with him she'd best just sit tight back at the mansion. Kate of course isn't having that and she defiantly refuses that idea...and an angry and exasperated Jude abruptly turns and leaves her there. Kate musing on how Jude was clearly trying to teach her a lesson about the 'real world' in his own horribly Jude way, and how as infuriating as he is she wants to know more about what makes him tick.

#ikemen villains #ikevil #ikevil jude #spoiler #spoilers #ikemen villains spoilers #ikevil spoilers #not my favorite trope the whole 'doing something shitty to prove a point' BUT #jude sir you're opaque af #i love how all of his stories basically boil down to 'someone aka me has to save this idiot from herself' #joke is on you sir because we all know she's gonna be the one to save you someday #i feel like jude is just constantly following kate around going HAVE AN IOTA OF SELF PRESERVATION FOR FUCKS SAKE PLZ

[theprodigypenguin]

I genuinely don't want to see any mega popular actors join the LAOP. Jamie Lee Curtis is the ONLY exception.

#none of that timothee chala-whatever his name is fan casting #i love the direction the casting is taking and im deeply hoping it stays that way #i saw someone say they wanted zendaya as robin #i do not THINK so #shes great and all but N O T H A N K S #plz tell me im not the only one #one piece #live action one piece