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#rei sakuma fanfiction
kkuracafe · 1 year
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rei sakuma x reader angst please, thank you :D
Omg seeing all these requests makes me so happy 😭 I'm trying my best to get through them. I hope this is to your liking! It's been a while since I've written angst, so I'm kind of (really) rusty.
Genre: Angst >:D
Warnings: My writing hurts more than the story
Italic paragraphs are past tense and the words in italic at the end are hints towards something..
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Good things always come to an end..
You silently sat on a bench outside of Yumenosaki Academy, letting the current rainfall drench you as you reflected back on your relationship with Rei.
You should have seen the signs. You know you were stupid for staying, but you were too blinded by your imagination to see the faults in your relationship with Rei, the self-proclaimed Vampire would always cancel your plans last minute, playing it off as Idol work coming up. There was no one to blame but you.
"Rei! Rei! Rei!" You shouted excitedly as you ran into the music club room, disturbing the poor Vampire from his slumber.
"What do you want?" He responded grumply. "Look at this pretty restaurant I found! We should go some time!" Sticking your phone in his face and shipping through the photos. Rei simply laid back down and shooed you off with an "I'm busy". The two words he says to you everytime you want to spend time with him, even if he's not busy
Flag one, he never wanted to spend time with you.
"Hey Rei! Who's the girl you're working with?" You asked curiously, seeing as this girl always took up his time. Rei scoffed, "Why are you suddenly so nosy? What I do with others is none of your business." He replied sharply before walking off without you.
Flag two, he always ditched you for a "friend"
How you wish someone would have warned you about Rei. The pain that came on your first year anniversary could have been stopped if it wasn't for your foolishness.
That day you had gotten up, ready to surprise Rei for your one year anniversary. You did your hair up extra nice for the day and backed his gift in your school bag. Happily skipping off to school for the day, since you weren't expecting to see Rei till after the day ends, you thought it'd be nice to plan a restaurant date for him too. When the day had ended, you went searching for Rei. You checked all his usual places but still unable to find him.
Disappointed you made your way outside the school only to find Rei holding Anzu close to him. Assuming they were just hugging, you made your way over to them.
"Rei! I got you a gift for our anniversary!" You raised your voice as you approached them. Rei quickly let go of Anzu and sent a glare your way. "What are you doing here, I'm kind of busy right now." He said roughly.
"But Rei, it's our one year anniversary, remember!" You said, handing him your gift and offering a soft to smile to them both. Rei simply hit your gift to the ground, "You can't take a hint, can you?" Scoffing, he grabbed Anzus hand and walked away, leaving you standing there shocked. Anzu gave you a guilty look before following Rei off somewhere.
And like that, he slipped through your fingers, leaving you in a heartbroken mess.
Silent tears ran down your cheek as you stared at Yumenosaki. Reminiscing on the past would do you no good, you knew that. That's why you were transferring to Reimei tomorrow. You could never get over Rei staying at Yumenosaki, so you did what's best for you. Leave.
As a final goodbye, you wrote Rei and the rest of UNDEAD a goodbye letter to wish them farewell after working close with them for two years. You slipped in an extra note for Anzu to, as you respected her hard work a lot. You didn't hate her for Rei leaving you, and you never will.
You left your little letter next to Rei's coffin for when he woke up. Packing your stuff, you silently closed the door and made your way home for the day. Rei, having heard you enter and exist, got up and opened the note.
You finally left. It took him four months to realize how he used you. How he couldn't live without you, but he knew it was too late to go back. How could he go back to you after breaking you, everyday he'd silently watch you from afar as you struggled to get over him. It hurt him, and he didn't know why. He never meant to love you. It was all a game, so why does he feel this way?
Snapping out of his thoughts, Rei ran after you, almost bumping into Anzu who worriedly chased after him. As the clock clicked 7 pm, Rei slowed to a stop. He was too late. Anzu stopped besides him asking him what's wrong but he didn't answer. No he couldn't answer. The only thing he could say was your name.
You were gone, and Rei was too late. The one good thing he had finally broke, like a overused doll.
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I had such a good ending but I had to re-write it cause tumblr deleted it..even though I hit save I'm sorry 😭
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manias-wordcount · 2 years
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Oooh, how about Undead's producer was also an idol (an extremely famous one) and just took a break from the spotlight for a bit. None of them knew beforehand until one of their performances was interrupted by us bursting in and singing our own song and announcing our comeback into showbiz. We're Literally taking over for the time being and the crowd's in a frenzy while we're performing (seductively may I add😅) . Meanwhile Undead's just standing there shell-shocked and blushing bad.
Crashing His Performance HCs (Rei Sakuma, Kaoru Hakaze, Koga Oogami, Adonis Otogari)
𝗔/𝗡: 𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗴𝗼 !!! 𝗵𝗲𝗵𝗲𝗵𝗲𝗵𝗲  𝗶 𝗵𝗼𝗽𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗲𝗻𝗷𝗼𝘆 :]
𝙒𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙚? ⇒ 𝙈𝙖𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙡𝙞𝙨𝙩
𝙟𝙤𝙞𝙣 𝙢𝙮 𝙙𝙞𝙨𝙘𝙤𝙧𝙙 𝙨𝙚𝙧𝙫𝙚𝙧?
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okay first thing's first they're going to be super frazzled
artist always have to do a bunch of test runs and mic checks to make sure they're show ready for each venue
so something big like a bunch on unknown people and a song that isn't their coming on? that gonna freak them out
once they DO realize what's happening, they're gonna be pretty upset LOL
partially because they never knew this side of you and didn't expect this from their producer
but also,,,,, their producer,,,,, just fucked up their performance
like rei isn’t going to be super, super pissed
he’s a good boy afterall
but it is gonna make him feel a little off just seeing his performance jacked like that
kaoru is definitely gonna be upset by this
he puts his all into his work and craves acknowledgment so seeing someone else taking over your own show?
talk about yikes…
adonis is also gonna be pretty upset too
mostly because he wants to think about how this is affecting his group
though any artist will get pretty down when their performance is interrupted
but koga? koga is fucking furious lmaoooo
wolf boy will NOT take this well considering how much pride he has in himself and how much he cares for the rest of Undead
wouldnt even be surprised if he tried to storm the stage take back his show
now of course, there’s a small bit of a flip side
despite the guys hating the position they’re being put in, they do get a pretty good side view of the show you’re putting on
as idols, they’ll no doubt appreciate any talent you show off including stage presence, singing ability, passion, and more
and as boys, seeing their producer in such a little idol getup while performing a bit sensually might get them feeling a little hot and bothered under the collar
but overall, don’t expect any group hugs or fanfare from them when you get off the stage
as cute and as talented as they think you are before going into to all this…
…you did kinda just hurt the little undead babies ):
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whats-it-mean · 5 months
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heheehfdjsfaldjfdl perishes for the christmas event a letter from rei sakuma pretty please?? ramuda works too gIGGLES
Dear Melon,
Ah… Have I ever told you how much I enjoy the holiday season? Seeing everyone so lively as they scramble to get things ready in time for celebrations is… rejuvenating, in a way. It’s quite nice to see all the different traditions people try to keep up~
That said, I suppose there’s always downsides to these sorts of things… You see, it seems I’m doomed to spend the holidays alone.. a tragedy, indeed- All the other members of UNDEAD have their own plans, and, as to be expected, Ritsu didn’t exactly jump at the Idea to spend his holidays with me…
But, why let that dampen the mood of the holidays when I can simply have you over~? Of course, the choice is up to you, but I can hardly imagine you denying such a request.
If you do decide to take me up on my offer, though, I can ensure you a good time. The Sakuma manor is rather extravagant, after all, and I’m sure you’d enjoy a visit, no? I can ensure there will be only the finest of dishes, and I’d be more than happy to cater to your preferences.
Don’t disappoint me, alright? I really would like to see you there.
Well then, I suppose I should try not to take up too much of your time. I hope all is well on your end, by the way… If someone was overworking our poor little producer, it sure would bring up some issues…. Oh well- thats beside the point.
I expect to see you soon~
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A/N - had to refrain so hard from calling him a grandpa.... writing for rei makes me think of lilia. sniffle. WAHHHHHHh
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Not So Happy Fyamily
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Fandom: Ensemble Stars
Characters: Ritsu Sakuma, Rei Sakuma, Nyeli (OC by @watersofcamelot
Words: 1,305
Whenever seeing them argue Nyeli was not sure what to think of it, what to make of it even. It was already rare enough to see Papa being so annoyed. It was not something he would show around Sisnya, when he wanted to tease her a little, no. It was very far from that. It was nothing like that. At all. Not even close. It never was that close when it came to Papa interacting with Nyancle.
Nyancle Rei… Honestly, Nyeli didn’t have the highest opinion of said nyancle either. After all, Papa never liked to talk about him so Nyeli had assumed that he must be a terrible person! However, much to the kitty’s own surprise he was anything but a bad man. In fact, he seemed very kind, even if a little overbearing sometimes.
“A h, you’re the little guy I always see with Ritsu! Nice to finally meet you! Say, do you want to play a game? I have some time to spare~ ” He had said all of this with a smile. The smile had not been unsettling either, far from it. This smile was genuine, as if he was a grandfather happy to see his own grandkid for the very first time. Not just that but nyancle had embraced Nyeli from one moment to the next, having held so tightly that he refused to let go for some time. It was hard to breathe but Nyeli survived. He lived in the end and that was all that mattered. 
And he had given up to wiggle out of Rei’s grasp eventually, just deciding to allow himself to be carried… That was until Papa saw the two together and snatched Nyeli away pretty quickly. “ What do you think you’re doing to him, Anija? ” He had even said, unusually cold. It was the very first time Nyeli had ever seen Papa with such a blank stare, heard such a sharp tone coming from his mouth and the overall atmosphere surrounding him was almost the equivalent to a murder attempt.
“ Haha, can’t I spend some time with my own nephew as well? I’ve been curious about him for a while. ”
“ Ugh… This is none of your business… ”
“ Ow, you’re hurting your big brother here! ”
“ Whatever you say Anija … ”
“ Sob sob. Ritsu… ”
“ Whatever. Nyeli seems to be doing fine so I’m letting you off the hook… For now. ”
Ever since then Nyeli couldn’t help but wonder yet dared not to speak up all the same. After all, Nyancle seems to be a touchy subject for Papa and what did Sisnya teach the kitty? “ Respect others' boundaries! ” Yes, that! And he was going to follow it! 
But… Some things did not really make sense all the same, especially in regards to Nyancle and Papa… Wasn’t a fyamily supposed to be happy?
Because even now this didn’t seem like a happy atmosphere, at all. Nyeli had not an exact grasp of what had happened between the two this time yet Papa didn’t seem happy. In fact, he was almost somewhat… Angry? Not exactly but… It was complicated. It all had gotten tense, so much so that even the kitty had dropped his crayons and was just watching the two at this point.
“I said leave!” Papa demanded, his voice unusually loud. Everyone was used to the calm, soft tone he usually had. Even Nyeli, so hearing Papa become any louder than that was a literal shock on his own. And his gaze was— 
“Haha, you’re as cold as always, aren’t you Ritsu?”
“Good grief… It’s not that I can stop you from wanting to spend time with Nyeli.” The younger one of the two sighed. “But at least give me a warning so I can leave just in time.”
“Oh, but it’s not just Nyeli I want to spend time with. Actually, all three of us—”
“Forget it. Besides, I don’t have the energy to keep up with you Anija.”
“Not even a little bonding? It might do—”
“Forget it, not in a million years.” Papa had scoffed before walking past Nyancle, was if… Heading for the door!? “Anyway, go on ahead. You two can have fun on your own, can’t you?” 
Fun on their own? But… But Nyancle also came here for Papa, didn’t he? Uh… What to do? What to do at a time like this!? This isn’t good! Not at all! Nyeli had to help out somehow… Somehow… Some— Ah! Right!
“Nye!” He would suddenly yell as loud as he could, standing up and stomping with his tiny feet, as if angry. “Nye nye nye Papa nye! Nyeeee!” He even started to whine, stomping over and over.
It had gotten the attention of both brothers, making them both turn to the small cat–human hybrid who was just stomping with a pout, trying to be angry. Or at least come off as such. He had to throw a tantrum somehow! If that’s what it took… 
One face was a little surprised, the other a little less. “Looks like someone doesn’t want you to leave.” Nyancle commented.
Though there was no response to this, Papa had been all silent. So much in fact that the Nyes may as well fill the entire room at that point, though it had become exhausting. In the end Nyeli had finally stopped, though instead sitting down like a pouty kid and turning his head slightly away, nubs crossed.
“B… But…” There it was, the defenses breaking. Papa sounded a little weak, weaker than usual! He was starting to give in yet Nyeli had to push it a little further… Just a tiny bit. Which would mean the final blow should come soon!
After all, this was not something wide, sad eyes which were at the brink of tearing up couldn’t fix! Oh no, they certainly could! Drooping ears, a tail which was resting against solid ground, not moving whatsoever, the hint of sniffling. All in all a sight which could make anyone feel guilty. And it seemed to work! 
Though it took a bit. Papa had been fumbling in place, being overcome with some type of guilt. He was looking around, trying to not face the kitty directly and he had not said anything for some time. In fact, he couldn’t find the right words, not exactly at least, not the words he wanted. Papa wanted to escape, get out, yet every time he tried to come up with something it would prove useless, wouldn’t it? Because then the screaming and crying would become very loud, to the point it could almost become unbearable. So it was either giving in for Papa or living with the guilt all of his life! Choose wisely!
“Fine fine… I will stay… At least for a little bit…” He gave in at the end of it all, yet somewhat growling. It was reluctant yet if there was one thing worse it would be a crying cat, right!? And besides, this all had a point! All for the fyamily’s sake!
“Ah, you will!? Then let’s have—”
“Don’t get too excited stupid Anija… I’m not doing this for your sake.”
“Of course you aren’t. But spending time together like this… It has been a while, hasn’t it?”
“Could’ve been longer…”
Although, there would be a lot of work to do between the two… After all, there’s something about Papa whenever Nyancle is around… Something Nyeli could never explain to himself. Isn’t a fyamily supposed to be close? Then why is Papa acting like this? It was a mystery and it will stay a mystery for a while longer for the kitty… Though he had become more and more curious as time went on… Including today.
But maybe with a bit of Nyeli’s input they could become a happy fyamily! He will work hard for that! Promise!
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Fandom: Ensemble Stars
Sample Size: 6,309 stories
Source: AO3
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Ritsu Gets Some New Friends (Hopefully)
Ritsu gets some new friends (hopefully) by Soyale
Ritsu loved his brother. He really did.
But sometimes it just gets a bit much when classmates crowd you for your brother's autograph, or when they stare and whisper when your name is called out. Rei Sakuma is just that annoyingly famous.
So when Ritsu started junior high in Kunigigaoka, he spared no chance to hide behind a persona of his own.
Karma Akabane… it sounds cool doesn't it? It's different to the Sakumas at least.
(basically, sakuma ritsu enstars is karma assclass. i dont even like assclass that much anymore,,,)
Words: 626, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English
Fandoms: Ensemble Stars! (Video Game), Assassination Classroom
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Categories: Multi
Characters: Sakuma Ritsu, Isara Mao, Akabane Karma, Shiota Nagisa, Sakuma Rei, Nakamura Rio, Kayano Kaede | Yukimura Akari
Relationships: Sakuma Rei & Sakuma Ritsu, Isara Mao & Sakuma Ritsu, Sakuma Ritsu & Everyone, Akabane Karma & Class 3-E, Akabane Karma & Shiota Nagisa, Akabane Karma & Nakamura Rio, Akabane Karma & Kayano Kaede | Yukimura Akari
Additional Tags: Crack Crossover, Crack Treated Seriously, vampirey stuff (but it's not nsfw!), Not Canon Compliant, Betaed by myself, Aliases
Read Here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/45923809
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Forehead Kiss - Stinger & Kotaro (Kotaro rescues Stinger from an undercover mission gone wrong and Lucky's there... for Luck lol :p)
[Commentary: Every Kyuranger should have Lucky in them because he somehow makes the mission successful lol :p]
Anon, this is so cute! Conveniently enough we finally watched the second half of the Yodonna special just the other night, so I have a good mental image to hand of what it'd look like if Stinger got captured by mobsters.
At this point the issue isn't so much with the remnants of the Jark Matter command structure as it is with the hangers-on. Organized crime had flourished under Don Armage's rule, which is hardly surprising, and even knowing that he can't ever possibly deal with all of it, Stinger's been working himself to exhaustion trying to uproot every poisonous criminal weed he can find.
Of course, said exhaustion is probably why he's now tied to a chair in a crime boss's lavish apartment while his own blood drips into his eyes. Maybe he's been getting a little sloppy.
Boss Kujira, who has a full head of improbably curly hair despite looking otherwise like a large, bipedal frog, is sitting across from him in a much nicer chair. "So," he's saying, calm as anything, "I have to say, I'm kind of impressed, it took two months before anyone even had an idea that something might be funny about you. Although I admit we were maybe a little distracted, we don't see a lot of you Sasori types around here. Who do you work for? I bet I can pay you better."
Stinger considers this and quietly resolves to ask Tsurugi for a raise, but says nothing. If he focuses, he can maybe get his tail moving a bit, get his arms free--
"Or maybe not. Hey, Lenny, he's got the tail, right? Those things valuable?"
Stinger freezes with his tail centimeters off the ground as the drab person tucked into the corner checks their handheld and says, quietly, "The tail has no particular market value, but the venom is saleable--"
"Well, that's something--"
"--when obtained from a living specimen. Venom from the dead loses its potency."
That's nonsense, though, venom is venom whether the Scorpion who created it is alive or dead, and Stinger twists around to look at Lenny.
Who winks at him very slowly from behind an obscuring curtain of white hair.
There's a knock at the door, and a buoyant voice in the hallway says, "Hey hey hey! I've got a pizza delivery for some crime guy?"
Boss Kujira leaps to his feet, and the thugs standing at his shoulders start to move, but before they can do anything, they're knocked off their feet by the door, which goes flying off its hinges as an enormous, light blue fist slams through the doorway.
Balance, who is carrying a pizza box, strolls into the room and waves. "Hey, baby."
Lenny--Naaga--puts aside his handheld and says, "Hello, Balance."
Boss Kujira's eyes go wide. "Lenny? You sold me out?"
"Lenny is enjoying his retirement elsewhere. My name is Naaga Rei."
There's a racket in the hallway, and the sound of Kotaro saying, "I can't really get through the door like this--"
"Don't worry about it!" Another, equally familiar buoyant voice. "We can just knock a hole in the wall, right? Lucky thing we found him so quickly!"
The thugs have very nearly gotten out from under the door when Lucky comes rocketing in and lands squarely on top of it, knocking them over again. "All right, lucky, I landed on my feet this time!" He beams at Stinger, waving. "Tsurugi got called away on some urgent politics thing, but I was passing through and got your extraction signal! And Balance and Naaga were in the area, and Kotaro's been worried sick about you so he was already on his way! Lucky, yeah?"
Stinger very nearly lets out a sigh of relief. "That does sound like you."
There's a thump, the wall around the doorway cracks and Stinger hears Kotaro mutter several words that he didn't think Kotaro knew. Then after a moment Kotaro comes through the doorway at his usual size but still in costume, walks directly up to Boss Kujira, and says, cheerfully, "Hi! You're under arrest!"
Boss Kujira gapes down at him. "How old are you?"
"I turn fourteen in a few weeks." Kotaro reaches for his Kyuutamas. "But I can get big again if you want."
"No, uh, that's fine, I surrender."
Kotaro handcuffs Kujira as Balance and Lucky are taking care of the thugs and Naaga is undoing the ropes binding Stinger to the chair. When his arms are free, Stinger stretches, and then winces when Kotaro thumps into him. "Hey, uh. It's ok, I'm fine."
Kotaro's Kyuuranger suit dissolves into his usual uniform, and he doesn't stop hugging. "I'm gonna kick Tsurugi."
"I promise I'm fine." Stinger pats him awkwardly on the shoulder. "I'm, uh...I'm sorry I scared you."
"I'm not scared," Kotaro says to the middle of his chest, "I'm mad, he's supposed to tell me when he's sending you somewhere super dangerous."
"I mean, we can't exactly go telling people when I have undercover work."
"I'm not people, you're my brother."
Stinger blinks. "That's...you're right, I'm sorry, I should have let you know." He extricates himself from the hug, wraps an arm around Kotaro's shoulders instead, and kisses him on the temple before turning to Kujira and saying, "So, as my brother was just saying," and he can feel Kotaro grin next to him, "you're under arrest for, among other things, money laundering, tax evasion, manufacturing and distribution of illegal substances, trafficking of sapient beings--"
"He also threatened to cut your tail off, or possibly extract your venom for sale," Naaga says, helpfully.
Kotaro freezes. "He what."
"--and threatening to cut my tail off, I'm not sure what that would be covered under."
"Several things," Naaga says, "depending on how he planned to do it, what he said while doing it, and what he intended to do with it."
"You didn't say he was going to cut your tail off!"
"It had just come up when you all got here, don't worry about it. Would you hand me a cloth or something, by the way? I still have blood in my eyes. You have the right to remain silent, and anything you do say can and will be used against you--"
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honeybeekao · 2 years
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self indulgent mental health character study of sorts? revolving around one fear.
Words: 3641
Rating: General Audiences
Some tags: Angst, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, rei is an expert problem spotter, kaoru has ADHD (because i say so), Depression, middle-of-the-night walk
Warnings: mentions of an unsupportive parent, described guilt, and a moment of panic. take care ♡
Summary: "Kaoru-kun?" It couldn't be...
Through the obstacles of the pesky door and the fact the person had whispered—reason obvious it was 4 in the fucking morning—Kaoru felt recognition, and he gathered himself enough to stand
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Kaoru's radio silence is worrying to say the least, good thing Rei knows where to find him.
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nandawrites · 3 months
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ReiRinne and fall?
Send me a word and a character/ship for a 3 paragraph story! (always accepting)
Their existence laid in the balance.
Too hot and Rei became sick and weak. Too cold and Rinne became sluggish and lethargic. Too bright and Rei couldn't maintain himself. Too dark and Rinne couldn't help but giving himself over to it.
But walking in the park among the falling autumn leaves with Rinne's warm hand in his was just right.
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ai-raaabu · 7 months
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Chapters: 2/2 Fandom: Ensemble Stars! (Video Game) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Aoi Hinata & Aoi Yuuta, Aoi Hinata & Aoi Yuuta & Sakuma Rei Characters: Aoi Hinata, Aoi Yuuta, Aoi Hinata and Yuuta's Father, Sakuma Rei, Nagumo Tetora, Sengoku Shinobu, Tenma Mitsuru, Harukawa Sora, Sakasaki Natsume (mentioned), Aoba Tsumugi (mentioned), 2wink (Ensemble Stars!) Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Fantasy, Found Family, Mentioned Verbal Abuse, the aois' dad being a jerk, but he gets redeemed anyways, Temporary Character Death, actually got beta and my friend inaudibly screamed, rei is a cecaelia/octopus merman, 2wink are eel mermen cause i got attached to the concept of 2weels, somewhat based off of setsubun, um anyway other than that how do i tag Summary:
"See you in the next life, Yuta-kun."
Seeing his twin descend to the deep, blue see right in front of his eyes was enough for Yuta to do the same. But perhaps, it seems that life had given him a second chance to live.
TL;DR: Hinata and Yuta become eel-mermen, and Rei becomes their octopus-merman dad
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prequel shorts to an enstars merman!AU i've had in my head for awhile teehee
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loveregrown · 6 months
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Aira reading her mafia boss au rei sakuma x reader fanfiction kicking her feet. Of course she also enjoys the yaoi kind on account of being a fujoshi
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narumika · 2 years
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hello!! your writing is so good <3 can I please have an enstars normal matchup? (人 •͈ᴗ•͈)
cisgirl, still not certain about my sexuality, 164 height, short hair which I dye pink. 9w1. probably INTP.
I looove singing (and people say I'm good at it). I also like reading and playing videogames. I write fanfiction too! I'm terrible at cooking, don't let me near the kitchen, if you don't want me accidentally injure myself. ಥ‿ಥ I'm mostly very indoor person, but I love being outside in autumn. it's my favorite season, since I like misty and cloudy days and don't like sun (also I'm literally dying when it's hot). I don't like being in loud places for too long (it gives me a headache), though a few hours would be alright.
I love it when someone touches my hair or pats me on the head or stroke through my hair with their fingers <3 I'm melting.
my life's work is medicine, I can and I will be a nagging mother who's concerned about your health. actually many of my friends either see me as a mother, big sister or mentor figure for some reason! I don't think I'm that mature, but anyway. I have social anxiety and I'm really shy around new people, but at the same time I can be pretty loud and chatty with people I know for a long time.
it's seems like I have SDAM (severely deficient autobiographical memory) and all in all my memory is terrible. I forget names. I forget dates. I can forget pretty much anything and I'm really insecure about it (people can easily be offended when you forget something about them...)
I'm having a hard time saying "no" to people and I've always put others before myself in the past. it gets better now! I'm slow, but I'm learning.
...also, for some reason, it's never been a thing in my family to say "I love you" so I never said it out loud to anyone. I can only text it, 'coz it's just feels so alien on my tongue.
hope it's not too much (๑•﹏•)
thank you in advance!! have a good day!!! <3
i match you with ;
REI SAKUMA
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he definitely understands hating the sun, and being a nagging mother. he has to remind dear ritsu to not commit crimes but does he listen? no. he doesn’t. that’s why his unit has leo in it. anyways, he doesn’t get offended by your forgetfulness at all, he understands it’s because of your condition and related a little (since his unknown condition holds him back from a lot of things). he definitely runs his hands through your hair or plays with it when you’re worrying or stressing, he’s just a caring partner and he’s the world
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spicyfoodboi · 4 years
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we deal with it together
Genre: comfort
A rei sakuma and jun sazanami x reader
Synopsis: you keep hearing the voices in your head whispering that people are talking bad about you and you listen. You look around and see people are talking about you so you try to get away from everything. The boys notice and try to stop you from straying away.
A/n: hey guys! I really wanted to do this but I just didn't have the time but now I'm back with a wonderful fic for you guys. This insecurity is near and dear to my heart so this is really self-indulgent! Without any further delay, let's get on with it!
 Rei sakuma
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You were avoiding him.
You didn't really want to but you knew he wouldn't want you there anyway.
Might as well bury yourself in work.
The words you heard were like knives stabbing you again and again.
"she's dating the rei yet she doesn't look the part."
"she's so ugly. Bet you she has to wear a cake of make-up just to get close to sakuma."
You slowly started sinking into that mindset.
You started to avoid rei all together in fear that he feels the same way.
If he hasn't, he will soon enough.
He'll find someone better.
Someone thinner, prettier than you.
You've been spending most of your time in the library, away from the light music club room.
Rei started to get suspicious.
It's been a week since you've been away.
Though he still gets the reports and pitches from Koga, he's still concerned as to why you didn't come to him directly or why you haven't been staying in the club room.
So he sent hinata and yuta to fetch you.
The twins looked all over for you until they found you in the corner of the library writing down the new ideas undead and 2wink could do for the next dreFes.
The twins brought you out of your little world by slamming their hands down on the table.
"goodness! You guys scared me!"
"sakuma-san wants to see you!" the twins said in unison, taking both of your hands and pulling you up from your chair.
You pull your hands away and told the twins that you'll follow them soon.
You get to the light music club and see sakuma sitting atop of his coffin, he seems to be awake the whole day which was very concerning.
"love, what is going on? You've been avoiding me for days. You do your work, yes but you don't spend time with me anymore… is something wrong?"
He wraps his arms around you and buries his face into your neck, mumbling some apologies for things he didn't even do.
Your heart ached at the sight so you finally tell him about the girls, the voices in your head, and your insecurities.
You didn't realize until the end of the ramble that your tears sliding down her cheeks.
He slightly pulls away, placing his hands on you’re your cheeks, wiping your tears away.
"None of those are remotely true. You are pretty enough, inside and out," he said, kissing your eyes then your lips.
He didn't leave you alone for the rest of the day.
He also deals with his "fans" with the help of the twins and the other members so they would never bother you again.
Jun sazanami
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Eden is a popular unit and you knew that for a fact.
Until this day, you can't believe that you are dating the jun sazanami.
He's always been polite to everyone.
Hiyori has always liked that eve is interactive with its audience.
So jun is always polite to his fans.
But recently, people are starting to get very clingy to him and he seems he hasn't noticed it.
Girls started to leave chocolates and flowers on his desk while you get hate letters and death threats.
One string of letters got the best of you.
"Maybe you should just disappear and leave jun to us."
"I'm prettier than you. Your ugly ass doesn't deserve to even get near him."
"fat girls don't deserve jun's attention."
Those words repeated in your head as you tried to go on with your day with a fake smile on your face.
You also tried to stay away from jun with his fans.
For days you let those thoughts in your head.
You try to lose weight but skipping on meals and buried yourself in more work.
It didn't take long when he starts to notice your mannerisms.
You didn't eat with him anymore.
You were always working.
He decided to confront you after school.
You were waiting for your ride when jun ran up to you, no fangirls insight.
You look at him and sighed, tucking your tummy in, you walked over.
He rests his hands on your shoulders, looking into your (e/c) orbs.
"Hey baby, what's going on? You've been avoiding me, you haven't been eating. Are you sure you're okay?"
Those words made the tears fill your eyes, hugging him tightly.
You told him everything. The insecurities and issues.
Finally, you shakily took out the string of letters that started all of your insecurities in the first place.
Jun looked calm on the inside but you could tell by his grip on the letters, he was livid.
"Baby, listen to me," he said, pulling you closer once again.
"you are pretty. You are enough for me. Don't you dare think that you aren't enough. I love you and only you. You don't need to be thin or pretty because you already are. I love you for you."
He said to you, kissing your temple.
You stayed like that for a while.
He keeps work and his personal life separate now.
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Omg these were so long but I was kinda lazy in making them drabbles hehe. Making a bday fic for my bday twin so stay tune for that! Requests are open for everyone so flood my inbox! Love you guys ❤💕💖💞
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lake-archive · 21 days
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Chapter 9 - The Two Of You (II)
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Fandom: Ensemble Stars
Series: Ein schlafender Ritter und die Liebe
Characters: Ritsu Sakuma, Rei Sakuma, Anja-Sophia 'Ann' Wolff (OC) (mentioned)
Summary: Rei heard the rumors of his little brother and a certain girl. Given how he is he has to know but Ritsu always coldly rejects him, not wanting to hear another word from his mouth.
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Rumors, so many rumors hitting Rei’s very own ears. Rumors he had heard from word of mouth, from all possible sides. He had heard it from many sources, information being unlimited. And given that it had become at least a little bit of a deal, Rei had grown curious. After all, the rumors surrounded his own little brother Ritsu— The little brother who doesn’t keep his older brother not up to date, much to this one’s own dismay. And it was disheartening, to say the least.
And it wasn’t as if Rei had not tried to hear it directly from Ritsu either. Sadly, whenever he tried to strike up a conversation he was met with a response close to ‘Get lost big brother’. It was not an affectionate nor embarrassed tone, now. It was cruel, and the ‘big brother’ had been said in a rather mocking way. Not to mention that the usually adorable, soft yet sleepy  looking Ritsu had a gaze as sharp as a knife whenever spotting Rei. Little Ritsu could cut Rei up with this gaze alone, it hurt so much just looking at it. Sometimes he swore that life had been soaked out of his very own body and he was ready to fall on his knees when seeing his younger brother just looking at him like this. It was too much to handle and who knows what might happen if Rei had not gotten used to this state of things. And today… Oh today. It had not started any differently.
Of course the meeting had been by chance, Rei having been on the way to his dorm room and it just so happened that Ritsu had been on his merry way as well. A rare sight yet one the older brother always welcomed. So of course he wanted to take the chance and give the younger one of the two a big hug… Which had been avoided in an instant by the younger brother just stepping aside, making Rei crash right into the wall and plop onto the ground, or rather slither down onto the ground with his back. 
“What a pain…” He heard Ritsu mutter. just barely spotting that he was about to leave without yet another word. However, Rei had recovered quickly this time, managing to lift himself up on his feet with a quick jump, stopping the little brother dead in his own tracks.
“Haha, hold it right there Ritsu~” He decided to go with a cheerful tone. Then again, why shouldn’t he? Rei was in an awful good mood just seeing Ritsu after all. “Big brother has a lot of questions~” 
The only response said ‘older brother’ would get however was a simple eye roll which had said it all. ‘ Not this again. ’ “I don’t have time for this…”
“Oh come on, it will be a chat between brothers. I’m sure you have a few minutes to spare~”
“No, not really…” Then again, was this the truth? Or did little Ritsu just not want to have that time to spare? Honestly, Rei knew all too well. But that didn’t mean that the little brother was off the hook. Far from it!
“Aww, just a few minutes. Pretty please~?”
“I don’t have time for whatever you want to discuss.” A quick scoff escaped the younger male’s lips, about to take his leave. Alright, if words don’t work, then surely this will! The last resort, the very last weapon! Something which should hold Ritsu in place right then and there! No escape in sight! None!
This ‘last resort’? Simple– Get down on the ground and grab onto your little brother’s legs, that should work anytime, shouldn’t it? And while doing that speak up with something like this maybe: “Pretty please!? It won’t be long, promise!”
While it had the desired effect of the younger brother staying, not daring to move he also turned away, sighing, as if disappointed by the potential sight below him. ‘ How pathetic. ’ No one would speak the thought out loud however. It was not just obvious yet would also be meaningless to point out. 
“Make it quick.” Finally, after minutes of reluctance and attempts to escape, Ritsu finally gave in! It had only been a few days of attempts yet he seemed to have reached his limit, his cracking point! It was progress in a way, the result Rei had been working on. He got up, his hands letting go of the mere legs, solely to be eye to eye with his brother once more. Or rather back to eye… 
“Nothing major, just something my ears had caught here and there.” He began as Ritsu turned while folding his arms, his own gaze rather blank. Literally, they may as well be devoid from their life at this very moment. But as if that made the older brother back out anytime soon! “You and a young Miss?”
From one moment to the next the younger brother seemed to freeze on the spot, his eyes even growing wide, one might think he may be wide awake as he did. It was very short lived as he regained his bearings shortly after, then letting out a: “So what?”
Rei chuckled at that, not fazed in the slightest. “Aww, don’t be like that. Tell your big brother~”
“No thanks.”
“Come on now. We rarely get a chance like this. So… Tell me a little. Who is this young Miss?”
“No.” Another short response, leaving no room for interpretation. “You’re noisy…”
“Noisy? Come on now…” Rei said, a little nervous now.
“I won’t take it back. You’re being too noisy.”
“But I just wanted to know if you made a new friend.”
The light tension Ritsu had throughout all of this, though hiding it quite well, disappeared from one moment to the next the moment he heard the word ‘friend’. It was a little odd yet maybe he got the wrong idea why Rei had been asking.. Which was fair yet he truly was just wondering if Ritsu made a friend. And since he rarely spoke to his older brother this one was just naturally curious. Nothing terrible with that, was there? 
“None of your business…” The younger one of the two scoffed, turning his head away. “So what if I did? You don’t have to be so noisy about it.”
“Haha, but I just—”
“I’m tired… I’ll go take a nap.”
And with a short lived yawn Ritsu fled the scene, dashing to his dorm room to open the door, then smashing it close from one moment to the next. He had given Rei no time to react, only leaving him in his spot dumbfounded. Was it that big of a deal? or was it Ritsu being Ritsu? Hard to say but for today he could leave it be. After all, it was some progress. Ritsu made a new friend, a rare yet joyous occasion. It was enough to satisfy the older brother for now at least. However, that didn’t mean he wasn’t any less curious, far from it.
“Heh, maybe I will do some digging on my own~”
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nyaichu · 2 years
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sleep away your exhaustion
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At the end of Undead’s performance, Rei approaches you to personally thank you for your hard work as a producer. 
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Rei: Thank you for another of your hard work today as well, Ojou-chan ♪
Rei: Tonight’s performance was splendid. I heard you had your hand in directing special arrangements for Undead’s stage, is that true? Wanko is so happy going on a stage tonight that he keeps mentioning about it.
Rei: I see. That is very thoughtful of you. How grateful I am to be able to work alongside such a wonderful producer as you are.
Rei: Hm? I am not exaggerating my words. You deserve that much compliment. You see, I have watched you growing as a producer. The way you put your everything to us idols, I am sure everyone will say the same. 
Rei: Kukuku, you do not have to be so shy~
Rei: But I do not mind that part of you. After all, that is what makes you adorable and so dear to me. 
Rei: Stop saying that? Why? Ah~ 
Rei: My dearest, I am not saying this with the intention of teasing you. I sincerely compliment how lovely you are.
Rei: Now, now, would you stop pouting like that? Or would you prefer me to kiss those pouty lips of yours? 
Rei: I am just kidding~♪ or am I serious about it, I wonder? What do you think? I will gladly do so if you want me to ♪
Rei: I am so sorry, my dear. I can’t help the desire to tease you whenever your cheeks turn as red as the apple.
Rei: As an apology, let us indulge in a peaceful rest together as I pamper you with lots of affection. How does that sound?
Rei: Surely you will not reject my offer, will you? 
Of course. Especially when he looks at you with those pleading eyes. The kind of face he makes when he wants to win you over and probably the kind of expression he only shows to you. You know and yet you can’t help but give in every time.
You sigh in defeat, earning a satisfied smile from the self-proclaimed vampire. Because Rei knows, once you sigh like that, it’s his win. 
As soon as you are inside his coffin, Rei pulls your arm gently and lets you fall on top of him. His arms embracing your body as you rest yourself on him. 
Rei: You look comfortable, my dear. Do I make a better bed to sleep on rather than the bed itself?
Rei: I am? You are unusually honest tonight. Is that your way of asking for more attention and affection? Kukuku, if that’s your wish then~♪
Rei: Do not worry, tonight, I am all yours ♪
Rei: Why are you shying away from me, love? Look at me.
Rei cups your cheeks in his hands, making you look his way. When you meet his gaze, you feel your cheeks heated up because of the close proximity between you and him. 
Rei lets out a chuckle before leaning in to place a soft kiss on your temple, nose, and cheeks. Then he stops right before your lips. 
Rei: May I? 
You shyly nod, giving him your consent. Rei smiles at you and pecks your lips. 
Rei: Why are you giving me that look? This does not satisfy you enough? Then–
Rei: O-oi~ stop hitting my chest. For a young lady, you have quite the strength. 
Rei: Being young sure has its advantages. You get to do many things because of the endless energy you have. An old man like me will not be able to relate to that.
Rei: Hm? 
Rei: You are worried about getting caught? It will be alright. No one will ever witness us like this. 
Rei: For now, let’s stop worrying about everything. Let yourself be at ease. I will be here with you. 
Rei: I said we will have our peaceful rest, no? Then, the peaceful rest we will get.
His voice is so soothing that it calms your worries away. And strangely, when he says “It will be alright”, it feels like it will be alright. 
You feel Rei kissing the top of your head. Then you feel his hand rubbing your back, slowly and gently. His loving touch has put you at ease. You find yourself gradually losing your consciousness each second the more you feel relaxed. 
Without realizing, you let out quite a big yawn. Seeing this, Rei chuckles. 
Rei: You look tired, my dear. How about closing your eyes? 
Rei: I will be here with you until you wake up. Do not worry, the night is still long. No one shall disturb your rest. 
Like a magic spell, you close your eyes the moment he tells you to. Not having to wait for a minute, you have drifted to the dreamland, leaving Rei who is still wide awake. 
As soon as you have slept, Rei smiles at your peaceful state. His fingers softly comb through your hair as he watches you sleep.
Rei: Even when you are sleeping, as long as we are together, every second of the time spent with you is precious. 
Rei: How strange, why would I talk to someone who is sleeping? Kukuku, I am sure you will ask the same thing, even I question this myself.
Rei: But that does not matter when it concerns you. 
Rei: Sweet dreams, my dearest. We shall meet when the sun rises once again and you greet me with that smile of yours that I adore so much. 
Fin.
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bunnikyu · 3 years
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and you’re the only thing that’s going on in my mind
summary: Men were difficult, and Kaoru wondered why he’d ever chosen to admit to himself that he was bisexual. It seemed to be far more trouble than it was worth. Rei was usually far more trouble than it was worth. - Kaoru Hakaze doesn't know how to tell if a guy who's kissed him likes him. Idiot.
chapters: 1/1 fandom: ensemble stars! (video game) rating: teen and up audiences relationship: hakaze kaoru/sakuma rei
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