TW:DUBCON? DARK!OLIVER(it's literally him though so idk)slight reader x felix, but also oliver pinning over felix because no ones mentioning that??? reader and Oliver lowkey hate each other I guess, SMUT, ORAL(fem)
(a/n, Thank you!!! thank you so much for the attention the last part received, I haven't written in forever and ever and salt burn just reeled me in like a fish. there's going to hopefully be a third part to this to end the lil series,/// wish men actually kissed like this gif ๐)
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The first time you had met Felix Catton you were eight, your first summer at the Saltburn estate and after meeting Venetia at an all girls private school you had been introduced to her older brother by one year. Felix was mesmerising, he was like a prophet, everyone loved him, and you felt yourself fall in love with him deeply, of course at first Venetia hated it, you were hers, you belonged to her. But years after spending summers while your own family spent summers in Venice and Paris for business you had become Felixs as well. No jealousy had become between either of them. You had lost your virginity to him, smoked your first cigarette with him, your first line of coke, your first shot. All of your firsts and now.ย
None of your lasts.
The air was heavy with grief as the Cattons to give the farewell to their beloved. Tear-streaked faces and her eyes swollen, Elsebeth stands stoically, hands gripped with Venetias. The service wasn't beautiful, but nothing could live up to Felix.
You stand opposite Oliver, his face crumpled, gripping the white handkerchief from dinners ago. The room echoes with muted sobs, you stand in disbelief, the last you had seen Felix his gold wings loomed over you, and now they hung from his bed untouched.
His grave now laying in the estates graveyard, six feet under with people who he hadn't met, you run you hand over the temporary wooden cross, his bracelets hanging from the oak, you taste the tears on your cheeks and Venetia clutches at your arm, mascara running over her cheeks, just like yours.
It's raining and the Cattons and you throw Felix's rock in the river before returning to the house. Oliver stays behind and returns with muddy knees, his shirt see through. When Venetia excuses herself to her room that night, you find yourself wandering saltburn in the dark with a glass of deep red wine in your hand, all you can think about is Felix's swollen blue face lying in a pile of puke. There was no beauty in his death.ย
Clad in a white night gown and Felix's jumper you find your self in his room.
It suffocates you with the smell of cigarettes and cologne. the smell of Felix prevalent in his sheets comforts you. closing your eyes you begin to believe he's still there.
Suddenly you hear a sloshing of water. Deciding that Oliver must be taking a bath you think to yourself, a few minutes go past and Oliver enters the room. He's clad in blue boxers and a red robe, you can hardly remember the timid boy with frameless glasses at the beginning of summer. Silently, you observe Oliver as he moves with a heaviness in his step.
โWhat are you doing in here?โ you ask, you smooth down the covers with your hand, rings catching on a bare thread, the duvet is lumpy and you assume it's from the socks Felix would shed off in his sleep.
โI should ask you the same thingโ He questions back.
โFelix was mine first, I saw you crying at the funeral. Like you had known him for years and it's been six months, pathetic really."
You stare at him as he bends to meet with you at eye level, he leans on to his knees with his hands as you turn from his glare. He feels the heat radiate from your cheeks. They're wet, his hand meets your face wiping the salty tears with the back of his hand, rough against your skin.
โStop it, Stop it Oliverโ you cry, your hand meets the small of his wrist pushing it away from your face. They fall to your lap, your gaze following.
And suddenly โApologise to meโ he orders, his thick fingers grip at your chin, forcing you to look up at him. You stare through your lashes, one eyebrow raised at him.ย
โwhat? Sorry for what?โ you question, your head tilts, hair following.
โSay sorry for being such a bitch to me, such a bad girlโ he coos. His other hand stroking at the wetness of your face.ย
And you whimper at him. It's so delicious, he feels himself harden.
His eyes darken, pulling his hand back. You begin to think he's going to leave but your face is smacked to the left. Heat rushing to your cheek.ย
โow, what the fuck Oliverโ you clutch at it.
โI said apologise, tell me your so sorry for being a rude brat this summer, make me believe itโ
โYou're joking,โ your eyes widen.
He grips at your chin again,you think it might bruise this time, and as your eyes meet you feel something you haven't felt in forever, fear. Your heart thumps against your chest.
โI'm so sorry that you think iโve been a bitch to you this summer Oliver,โ your chest heaves. Teeth gritting at him.ย
Oliver, however, doesn't seem satisfied; his grip on your chin loosens only to be replaced by a vice-like hold on your hair.The room feels like a confined space, trapping you in a twisted dance.
โAgainโ he commands with venom. You feel the grip on your hair tighten and you are pulled back in submission, reminded of the bruise on your arm from him.
You hiss at him as he holds your head up by your hair. โ I'm sorry!โ you sigh โim sorry ive been a rude bratty bitch, i'm really sorryโ you comply and his hand once cruelly knotted in your hair loosens.
His head cocks to the side, cooing at your disgruntled face โ Got there in the end didn't we?โ he smiles looking down upon the soft of your faces, smoothing your hair down.
You nod at him quickly, and your body stills, eyes flickering down, you refuse to hold gaze with him. He still stands above you.ย
Lips trembling you stutter,โVenetia was right.โย
โHuh?โ he interrogates, eyebrows rising, intriguing him.
"You really can make people do whatever you want," you murmur, a bitter realisation lingering in your words, the taste ofย imbalance still fresh on your tongue. Oliver smirks, a perverse satisfaction radiates from his gaze upon your body. You squirm underneath him.
"Then kiss me," he commands, his tone laced with an arrogant confidence that sends shivers down your spine. It hangs in the air, an unspoken challenge that demands submission. He bends to meet you once again.
You push your morals aside. Leaning in and allowing your lips to meet his in a forced union. His hand cups around your neck and tightens as you murmur against his grip. He parts your knees with his own. The oak bed frame digging into the flesh of your thigh as he runs his cold hand against it.ย
โFuckโ he grunts. Your breath catches as Oliver's grip tightens around your throat. In that moment, something shifts, and his lips crash onto yours. Oliver's lips mold against yours; it's cruel and leaves you breathless, but it's too harsh to feel like Felix, and the breathlessness makes you panic, not giddy. Oliver is every bit harsher than Felix and it reminds you of how fleeting of a memory he will be. His weight presses into you as you paw at his chest, mewling against him you breath against each other in open mouthed kisses , he licks up into your mouth, thumb pulling your bottom lip down and watching it bounce back in satisfaction he smirks as he peers down on your body hand gripping at your thighs you whine.
He pushes your white silk nightgown up over your hips revealing your pussy,ย smiling to himself and dips a finger in your wetness.
โHate me and yet you're soakedโ he grins up to you, his cheeks just at your knees, eyes looking so sweet.
He bites and sucks into the succulent flesh of your thighs, you gasp as his lips meet your cunt and indulges himself in you. You mewl your juices dribbling down his chin and creating a wet trail on his face.
โFucking slut, could Felix make you come?โhe questions.ย
You nod at him.
โhow sweet, too bad ill fucking ruin him for youโ his hands traces at your thighs wandering up to your hips,
โActinโ all innocent under me now, i know what girls like you are like ,your a fucking tease is what you areโ
He dives in once again and your hand grips at his hair, it's gotten longer. He's every bit rougher than Felix, choosing to pinch and suck rather than kiss. You gasp and whimper as he eats you like his last meal, hands tightening on his hair.ย
โFuck, fuck, fuckโ you moan, he smirks under your hold, hands grasping at your hips to pull you towards him, you hump at his face and he drinks you up like nectar, feeling the pressure build.
โMmm, close Oliโ you whine.
He goes everybit harder and faster than before, and you feel the pressure snap, you convulse under him. Moaning and overstimulated, you whimper as he laps you up.
ย His head leaning against your thigh, he looks up at you, bright blue eyes smiling up at you. Realisation settles in.
"You alright?โ he strokes the length of your arm.ย
You look away from him, biting down on your lip before slipping the covers over your body, now cold in the ridiculously big house, he joins you in Felix's bed.
โyeah, no, I'm fine.โ you smile at him. Laying down and turning your body away, you feel his hands snake around your waist, you close your eyes, you feel so dirty.
Guilt pools in your stomach.
The light filters through the dark curtains, a curse of being south facing. Oliver lies there cocking his head, you pull on the red robe, smoothing back your hair. as you scurry to the bathroom to wash your face. Hand on the golden door knob you hear something smashing to the marble floor. Your eyebrows furrow, the door swings open and the maid in front of you releases a guttural scream, the bathroom floor is filled with murky red water and your eyes meet hers. Venatias head floating out of the bath, her blood spilling over the bath. You fall backwards, hand clutching over your mouth, Oliver peeks his head round the corner, his eyes widened. You push the door closed.ย
Eyes flickering to the floor. You swallow. โI think you should go back to your room Oliver.โ your hand reaches out for his arm, โ i think it's best i tell Elsebethโ
He nods,you choke back tears. Flapping your hands over your face before calling an ambulance.
Oliver is gone, he left in the morning shortly after Venetias funeral, you assume James had paid him off.ย
You pack your things, one week of summer left and then oxford university, you look into the room adjoining yours. Venetias, she won't be coming to Oxford with you and neither will Felix, you begin to wonder if you'll see Oliver and how best to avoid him, not wanting to get into the complications of things, hoping you would never run into him.
When your luggage is piled up by the main door, Elsebeth and James stand next to you, smiling.ย
โYou will join us for the ski trip this winter won't you, dear?โ
You smile at her, head nodding โ Mum and Dad said they would be coming, i think it would be best if we all spend christmas togetherโย
James nods at you, โmaybe we could share the chateau with you, there's loads of roomsโย
You smile โof course, i'll let them know, thank you for this summer, amid everything it was lovelyโ you hand clasps around Elsbeth's shoulder, but she pulls you in for a quick hug, James taking to patting you back.ย
โWell, I'll message you how I get on at oxford. Gosh ten years have flown by havent they?โyou laugh, eyes watering. โWell goodbye, I'll see you christmas.โ
i honestly believe Oliver regretted killing Felix, i do not believe he has remorse for any of the others but i bet a string pulls at his heart everytime he remembers that day, i bet that memory weighs heavy. Blood dries and bodies rot but the animalistic obsession like what Oliver showed Felix never truely dies, the melody of melancholy rings out once a heartstring is struck, and it echos around the empty house, the house that should be accompanied by love, and yet Oliver is accompanied by nothing but yearning for what was once was, for the love that once was, for the lover that once was
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โโ. โi want it whenever i can get it. idc whoโs around, i donโt give two shits about whoโs looking. youโre the only person i ever want to have and knowing that i can have it? whenever we want? broad day, pitch black at night, at a park, at a concert, in the car it doesnโt matter and it never will. im going to shove my dick so far into you itโs going to come out of your mouth, thatโs how carnal i am for you. my soul burns for you, im running off of petroleum gas at this very moment. youโre a diamond in the fucking rough. i mean, the faces you make when you cum are just . . . im so pleased, so blessed to have you as mine. to call you my lover, my one and onlyโnot many have the pleasure of doing so, but i do.โ
โโ. โiโd run ass naked up and down the street just to proclaim my feelings for you. youโre divine, youโre special, you make my crotch tight and my cheeks warm. iโd fuck you for hours upon hours, just to hear your moans. the same moans that remind me of the melody to a favorite song, the one iโll keep on repeat because i never want them to end. keep your eyes open during sex, i want you to watch me have my way with you. to see the things i do to your body, the same things that make your insides twitch. moving back and forth, up and down, all around and through nirvana just to end it all in rehab. youโll never want me to go, and i never will. iโll even stay inside for a few minutes after, because i donโt want to leave us either.โ
โโ. โi love you, but above that i lust eternally for you. love is nothing for us, but only because it was always a givenโiโll never stop loving you. itโs just during sex, the way i want to give all of my strength and trust into it, thatโs something vulnerable for me. something different and new. but iโm willing to share that, without complaint too, because youโre mine. one person made special just for me, itโs natural that i show my appreciation. i want you to feel the way i feel for you, but through my actions more than my words. understand our connection with each act of pleasure i bring upon you, so on and so forth.โ
โโ. โiโm always available to make love, to fuckโto tangle the sheets and wring out the perspiration from our bodies. making you cum constantlyโendlessly, without losing stamina and without the thought of it having to end. scream for me, cry for me, moan for meโmost of all, cum for me. do all those things and more doll, and promise to never stop.โ
โโ. โgive me that pussy. that sweet, tight, warm cunt. i want it all over meโmy face, my thigh, hell even my stomach, i donโt mind my love. iโll be gentle, whether thatโs taking it nice and slow or hard and fastโwhatever pace you need. donโt ever be afraid to tell me what you desire, or better yet, take control of me because itโs yours. my cock has your name printed on it in red ink, signed by yours truly.โ
โโ. โthe sight when youโre naked, the swell of your breasts down to the curve of your thighs, it makes my heart clench. even the tips of your feet get me going. never stop riding me, lock your legs around my waist and bounce on me all damn day. cum in my mouth, cum on my clothes, cum on my fucking faceโiโll eat it for breakfast, lunch, and dinner. youโre gorgeous, but even more so outside of the sex. i donโt care what people say, i donโt give a damn about what they think either. itโs you that i want and i want you right here, right fucking now.โ
โโ. โstrip for me, baby. pull off your shirt as i watch with my thick cock in hand. unclasp your bra, slide the straps from your shoulders, let it tumble to the floor. iโll gasp at the gentle bounce of your breast, in awe at their beauty, before attacking them with my mouth. youโre my inspiration, the blueprint of the worldโs desires. made for usโwe all want a part of your essence to bring home for bragging rights. want to see your body shine under the spotlight, showcasing as aphroditeโs favorite, nothing but glitter and gold. on display as heavenโs angel. stand just like that so youโll never fall.โ
โโ. โshow the others what theyโll never touch, the parts of you that theyโll only be able to dream of. the same parts that iโve been trusted enough to feel, to love and appreciate. yes . . . like that baby, donโt stop. show me how much of a blessing it is to have the emulation of a goddess at arms length. how much of an honor it is, keeping the place thatโd be gone and up for grabs if you decided to cut me loose. i wonโt fuck this up, at least not again. i know what i have, and iโll always need it in order to survive. you.โ
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โโ. โi watch you sleep, you know. itโs hard not to, hearing the soft breaths escape your lips as the shadow of peace drapes upon your face. bathed in the comfort of being home, youโre content at last. sleeping, embracing the idea that nothing could interrupt the state of winding down. nothing at allโexcept me. fingers tracing along the hem of your underwear, dancing across the design pattern, before pulling the band of them and letting it pop against your skin. itโs kinda funnyโmore adorable if anything, the flutter of your lashes at the slight sting below your abdomen.โ
โโ. โi do this all the time, or at least when itโs essential. when weโre both aware of how much you need it, iโll tease away the sleepiness until itโs desolate and gone. youโd never guess it was real, the heat from an open mouth as it warms the center of your panties. that same mouth, dampening the fabric before placing sloppy kisses along the seams. youโll whimper, tossing and rubbing as youโre mindlessly wondering what the hell kind of dream is this? why does it feel extra real, and why are your hands thrashing to grip at the pillows?โ
โโ. โmmm, mmhm,โ will fall from the lush of your lips, disrupting the quiet of the night with natural reaction. youโre spurring me on, you little minx. encouraging me to keep going, urging me to fuck with your innocence some more. to turn vulnerability into utter rapture. and i will baby, of course i will. youโll be conscious at this point, blinking more than twice for obvious reasons, seconds before your face turns into disbelief and tempted half lids. feels good, doesnโt it? i know it does, you donโt even need to utter a wordโthat moanโll suffice.โ
โโ. โteasing becomes eating, eating until weโre impatient for the rest, until youโre frustrated from not being stuffed full with the other parts. oh yeah, babyโyouโre definitely awake now. up and at โem, waiting for me to finish whatโs began, waiting for me to send your precious body to sleep once more.โ
โโ. โour kisses, the taste itself, intoxicate the sobriety of my mind. your mouth, placing the sweetest of sins against mine. iโm left to fend for myself, to stand on trembling legs, stumbling around the reality that is usโproceeding with caution. those lips, diluted in gloss or whatever else that has them shining brighter than a star. drenched in angel dust, sprinkled from the fingers of God himself, urging me to come and get blessed. and blessed i be, for i never want these moments to end.โ
โโ. โi canโt stop thinking about those sounds, those kitten mewls that send my brain cells into overdrive. canโt forget the trail of poised hands rubbing and wrapping around my neck to pull me closer. youโre incredible. the sweetest thing since candied apples, just as youโre hell on earth. damn you, damn this feeling. damn the air thickening around us, damn the temperature rising in time with our heartbeats. i feel my chest concave when you go, the same way i feel it inflate when you walk into the room. engulf me with your presence, take me and never let me goโdonโt let the others take me from you.โ
โโ. โi want to be attached to your hips just as my hands are, how they know where home is when they grab at your waist and pull you in. pushing you against my abdomen to give your own hands some room, to let them run over the hem of my zipper before pulling away. iโd offer to finish the job for you, to fling my shirt and pants to the floor, but thatโd ruin the fun wouldnโt it? the fun behind the tease, the persona of being daddyโs girlโspoiled and bratty, naughty not nice.โ
โโ. โhard as hell to tame, but thatโs the excitement itself. eyes going slender and sultry, bottom lip being bitten, hair tossed to glance over one shoulderโi feel ill, hot flashes and stomach turns, because youโre my kryptonite. tbh, you take all my breath away and funnily enough, i donโt want it back. itโs an eye for an eye, swapping out my oxygen for your full devotion. as long as iโm with you, iโll never need to breathe again. to have and to hold forever.โ
TW:DUBCON? DARK!OLIVER(it's literally him though so idk)slight reader x felix, but also oliver pinning over felix because no ones mentioning that??? ed mention ย reader and Oliver lowkey hate each other I guess. ( eventual smut)
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Heโs alluring,he pulls you apart with his teeth, sucking out your blood,he's messy. Loud and brash, but sometimes he's just Oliver, who's begging to pick you apart and get under your skin.
You sit. Still, stoic and smoking, Oliver can't read your face. He hates it. Flattery doesn't get you. You're not jealous or insecure, your love falls as far as a piece of string for the love of your friends and the only addiction you face is nicotine. Easily overcome-able, because you only really smoke outside his window at night.
He really hates it, hes half naked and the moonlight reflects of the lake onto the bare chest of his body, your on the steps, large striped blue shirt and a pair of matching shorts, white socks just grazing the height of your calf, the big thick brown reading glasses that fall to the tip of your nose and you take another cancerous puff off your cigarette. He watches your lips part, the glossy shine catching the light of orange embers. You gaze up at him, through thick lashes, he hides into the shadows, but your eyes still find him. The curtains close.ย
He needs to get rid of you, he swears he will.ย
You sit under the scorching embrace of the summer sun, finding solace by the poolside in the English heat, Clad in a short white sundress shielding your eyes with oversized sunglasses, you turn the page of your book,spine bent into itself. Oliver collapses into a chair next to you, grinning lopsidedly.
โWhat are you reading?
โPerfumeโ
โEnchanting, has he started killing people yet?โย
โNoโ you answer monatonly.ย
โOhโ his eyes examine you, a lingering curiosity.
You stand quickly, chucking your book into the chair. Hands reaching at the see through dress, you reveal a red gingham swimsuit. Your head cocks to the side, eyes bearing into his, you don't smile, there's a pause, your eyes squint at him wandering up and down his body, and you walk backwards before turning and diving into the pool. You don't come up for a minute and Oliver begins to think you've started to drown after seconds go by.
Venetia smiles against her cigarette in the lounge chair, she's reading vogue, eyes grazing against the small fragile bodies of the models.ย
โShe does that, she'll come up in a minute, she's not dead.โย
โShe's very blunt, is she always like that?โย
โShe tells it straight,โ Venetia says.
Oliver stares at the pool, bubbles erupting out the water as you come up. You push your hair out the way of your eyes and glance up at him, black mascara running down your face.ย
You think he's so small.
You sit on the weather stone steps, wrapped up in a silk nightgown and loose pink cardigan that slumps over your shoulder, red lipped. The crickets chirped rhythmically against the summer buzzing. There's a quiet anticipation in the air, a thickening tension. Your eyes linger on the window of his. A hand comes to view in the light, curtain being pulled closed Oliver waits for a moment, until a soft whisper slips through the opened window, and a giggle. And it's evident that you're not alone anymore. As two pairs of footsteps clatter against the stone steps.ย ย
โWhy don't you like him?โ It's Felixโ voice, soft and calming, interrupting the night's silence.
โi think he's obsessive, he's obsessed with youโ you respond
Felix laughs as Oliver pauses to shift the curtains, taking a peep at the pair under his window. He thinks you've pushed yourself against the wall, your leg peeking out from the silk gown, he hears a lighter and smells the cigarette you've lit. Felix is pushed against your body, he's not sure what part of your body is really you.ย
โNo heโs notโย
You twist your body around, leaning against the steps.
โYou always chose the weird ones, who was the last one, Sam?โ
โEddieโ
โOh! Eddie, i remember when he got so drunk he puked all over that painting in the red room and your mum made him pay to get it cleaned after him and well you knowโย
โSo gross, he used to steal your cigarette butts with the lipstick stained on them. The housekeeper found them littered under his bed for weeks after he left.โย
โAlways the weird ones, little freaks.โ you whisper, and then you chuckle and he swears it's the first time he's seen you really smile. It's almost angelic when you breathe in your cigarette. The smoke surrounds your face before it disperses.ย
Felix grins, and suddenly he's pulling you in for a kiss, arms wrapping around your waist, but you push him away.ย
โNot tonight felix, girls night with Venetia, told her i wouldnt fuck you anymore as-well, i really promised this timeโ
โYou always say thatโ Felix grins, arms pulling you in for a hug as he turns his back on Oliver's window. Your eyes gaze up at him,the light catching on his blue eyes as you quickly pull apart from felix.ย
โAre you sure he's asleep?โ you question.
โYeah,why?โ
โSomething just movedโ you point at the movement of the curtains as Oliver shifts backwards keeping his ear close to the window.
You don't see Felix for another couple of nights, you don't wait outside Oliver's window.ย
Farleighs gone.ย
And then,ย
suddenly.ย
Felix Catton is dead.
And the only person who's kept some semblance of sanity at Saltburn is Oliver, who everyone clings onto. He's the gift who keeps giving.ย
A day before the funeral, you wait outside Oliver's window again, you're wearing Felix's blue Ralph Lauren jumper, arms way too big for your own as the sleeves fall off your fingers, they slip back down after you pull them up your arms and you eventually give up, your face is wet, the scent of felix lingers.
Oliver pulls on a blue shirt, stepping into trainers before making his way down.
He joins you for the first time, there's three cigarettes laid out on the stone steps and a white lighter is clutched into your hands.ย
โThere's one for you Oliverโ you don't turn around to face him, but he can feel the grimace, through your face.ย
โWeโve never really spoken have we?โ Oliver questions.
โI dont think ive ever liked you, that's why.โ
โSo why now?โ he mirrors the way you're sitting.ย
โBecause of Felix '' you whimper, you catch your face in your hands, sniffling you bring your face up to meet him. Eyes finally meeting without anything between them.
โI loved him, I think, I think I loved him and i'll never get to tell him thatโ you splutter.
โEveryone didโย
You squint at him โBut not like you did, right?โ
โSorry?โ Oliver looks confused, eyebrows raised.
You grin at him, eyes not smiling back, wiping the tears from your wet hot cheeks, you puff your chest out.
โI saw the way you looked at him, you were obsessed, Are you gay Oliver? No? heard you slept with Farleigh, and nearly Venetia.โ you chuckle โit's just so sad, your just so sadโย
You pout at him. His eyes change, they look through you instead of at you.ย
โYou're not really shy are you? I thought you were so insipid at first, like a poor child, I almost felt sorry for you, gosh I was so stupidโ your head cocks to the side and Oliver's eyes darken.
โBut my ohโ my, you so confident arent you, I mean come on, I saw the way Venetia reacted after that night and-โ you ponder, โ Well, she actually ate that day , didn't she?it's not like you begged her to either, and now she cant stand you, Felix! well? heโll hate you forever.โ you nod at him, it's almost sincere.
โYou play games really well, Oliver, but not me. Never me. Because as much as you pushed I just didn't budge. Couldn't Flatter me Couldnt fuck me.โย
You smile at him, your teeth drag your lips into your mouth and they make a popping sound as they return. You blink at him.ย
โCouldnt fuck him either though could you?โ you snicker at him.
Olivers quiet, he doesn't blink, a silhouette of stillness. He thinks. It's calculated.ย
You go into pat his face before standing but you're stilled, a fierce grip bruises your arm. You stare into his eyes through your lashes.
โYou dont scare meโ your wrist is still enveloped in his hand.
โNo, I do something worse, don't i?โ he pulls your arm down trapping you into the stone steps, you wiggle against his grip. He approaches your face.ย
โI do, don't i? And you hate it, hate the way i make you feelโย
You shake your head at him, โyour-such-a-freakโ your voice drips with venom and olivers lips pursed together, his teeth are grinding, and his grip isnt letting up as it tightens, your wrist is pulsing, its white hot pain that thumps against your chest and you want to scream at him but you can't, your eyes widen and he's pulling you in for a kiss his hand against your head, your eyes don't close, you hand shoves hard against his chest, once and then twice and when he finally pulls away, your face is red with anger.ย
โYou fucking twatโ you spit at him.
"You think you can control everything, don't you?" you seethe, wiping your mouth with the back of your hand. "I hope you rot "
Oliver's smirk widens into a malevolent grin. "Hope all you want, baby ,you'll come crawling to me in the endโย
You spin on your heel, not looking back as you return to your bedroom. The door slamming shut behind you, you collapse on to your bed, the smell of felix still present on his knit jumper. Thighs rubbing together, you taste the bitter aftermath of Oliver on your tongue, something stirs in your stomach,unshakeable it's dark and brewing inside you.
Felixโs absence is heavy in the air but Oliver begins to loom over you.
The way Oliver pushed that bottle of poison into Felixs stomach was VERY similar to the way Hannibal stabs Will in Mizumono, the forcefullness of it, the betrayal, the revelation of true self, the homoeroticism, the fondness shown regardless of the situation, violence as a response to rejection, the stag vs the angel.
Every day was new and exciting if you were dating Hinata Shoyo.
He was a wildcard. With his flaming orange hair, million dollar smile, and stars in his eyes, he could convince you to do pretty much anything with him, no matter how absurd it was. That included getting into a pool and slowly shedding your bathing suits until you were naked in the water, bodies pressing into each other while they floated in the cold.
You would have never agreed to this in a million years, but Shoyo was a very convincing person. Something about the pool being isolated, access granted to only a select few premium hotel guests, and it being nearly 1 in the morning. There was a single light turned on near the entrance to the pool, while the rest were all turned off. It casted soft shadows over you and Shoyo, and that helped you relax a little and slightly forget about your fear of getting caught.
The second factor to your relaxation was two of Shoyoโs fingers buried knuckle deep in you.
You let out a breathy moan into his mouth, one leg wrapped around his bare torso while the other floated freely. The water would have been completely still if it werenโt for the fingers moving inside you, resulting in little ripples following up Shoyoโs arm and breaking through the surface. The cold water muted some of the sensations, but there was no mistaking how good and warm Shoyo felt against you, and how his fingers were persistently pressing into your spongy core.
โShoyo, more.โ You managed to choke out, clawing at his shoulders. He was single handedly holding you afloat in the water at this point, his fingers leaving your pussy at your request and replacing it with something bigger, harder, and way, way thicker.
You would never get used to him, to the stretch of your protesting walls as he forced himself into you. Shoyo was girthy, and no matter how much you prepped, it still burned when he penetrated you. And you loved it dearly. It knocked the breath out of you everytime, including now, even though the water somehow worked to soothe you, surrounding you like a blanket.
Shoyo pushed you back a little until you made contact with the wall of the pool behind you, both of his hands gripping the pool edge in preparation. He made eye contact with you and smiled so softly that your breath hitched and your cheeks flushed. Even in the cold of the water, the love in Shoyoโs smile made your insides simmer with warmth.
โHold on to me.โ He whispered, as if telling you a secret.
And you did. You wrapped your arms tightly around his neck as he began moving in you, as hard and as fast as the water would allow. The shiny surface of it broke around you at Shoyoโs harsh movements, waves rippling away from you and moving down all the way to the other end of the pool. You dropped your head back, resting it on the edge of the pool, the warm cement a stark contrast to the water around you, eyes closing as you focused solely on the pull and drag of Shoyoโs cock, brushing every spot in your walls that drove you insane. Your legs tensed and bent on their own, thighs framing Shoyoโs slim waist and digging into his sides. He hummed and ran a thick stripe over your neck with his tongue, drawing a sigh out of you at the sensation.
Your wet hand dug itself into Shoyoโs even wetter hair, holding on for dear life as you buried your face into his neck, tasting the salt on his skin, a mixture of his sweat and the pool water, biting gently into the muscle until he groaned. Your pussy tightened and squeezed around him as he forced his way into you over and over, your core tightening with every sloppy thrust.
โIโm gonna cum.โ He announced, voice sounding shaky and frantic. Your arms tightened around him.
โMe too, baby.โ You kissed him, long and hard, moaning into his mouth as your orgasm hit you, slow waves building inside you and coming to a climax, softly luring you to your end, firing up every fiber of your body in a way only Shoyo could. You felt his hips stutter before he finally buried himself deep in you, warmth spilling into you and his cock throbbing frantically inside you as he moaned his way through his own orgasm, before finally stilling.
The gentle lap of the water faded seconds after Shoyo had stopped, leaving you to bask in the quiet of the pool. The only sounds were your little breaths, and the soft smack of your lips against each other, tongues running over each otherโs mouths, still tasting each other in the desperate way you often did, not getting enough, never getting enough.
You had never thought possible to be so in love with a man.
A/N: For those whose tags arent working, im sorry! I tried and for some reason, your names wont show up in the mentions :( another way of being notified is to turn on my blog notifs for @teamatsumufics . I only reblog my fics there so it serves almost like being in a taglist!
if a 6'5 princess boy dragged me around his museum home and said the sentance "dead rellies, dead rellies, daddys old teddy, shakespears folio" id scream "sex me here" make him correct me and then prove my fucking point. ill suck that dick so hard he would be transported back to shakespears time and get him to rewrite it personally.
Relationship: merman (havmand) Thor Odinson c princess!reader
Words: ~2.2k
Warnings: explicit language, explicit sexual content (unprotected vaginal and anal sex, size difference, multiple orgasms, double penetration), pet names, dub-con, SMUT!! 18+ ONLY!!!
A/N: I know itโs not October or 2023 anymore, but letโs not all about that. Letโs just talk about the fact that Thor is big and beefy and has two dicks.
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You felt as though you didnโt have any tears left to cry while you stayed curled up in your bed. You could still hear your mother shouting at you through your door, though it did seem as though she was finally walking away as her voice was getting quieter. Perhaps she was finally going to leave you alone.
The thought of having to leave your home made you sob again in spite of your lack of tears. Leaving the sea and the cliffs you were used to and having to be surrounded by mountains sounded like torture. You needed the sound of the waves crashing against the towering rocks and the smell of the salt air as the wind carried its spray against your face. What were you supposed to do with the scent of snow and pine?
At some point your eyes drifted closed, and when you opened them again it was the middle of the night. The moon was reflecting off the sea below your window. You rubbed your eyes as you rose to your feet to open it, sighing at the scent of brine and frozen air made goosebumps rise on your skin. Another hour passed with you just staring at the ocean, the movement of the waves and the silvery light of the moon stirring something deep inside you. That was when you made your decision. You couldnโt be the wife to some king in a frozen, rocky wasteland. The sea was your life, it meant everything to you.
Your dressing gown slid to the floor so you were standing in nothing but your shift. A few steadying breaths were all you needed before you climbed out of your window and found purchase on the notches in the stone wall of your tower that you had scrambled down so many times before. Even though it was slick from the spray and starting to get icy, you still made it down in one piece. It was freezing, but it made you feel alive.
As soon as you reached solid ground you didnโt hesitate, running the few meters to the cliffโs edge and diving off into the empty air. Wind whipped around you for the perhaps three seconds before you entered the water and the shock of cold forced all of the breath from your lungs. There was no time to adjust, though, you had to start swimming. You breathed deeply when you resurfaced, your limbs fighting against the brutal push and pull of the waves as you made your way to deeper waters.
Every time your body was rocked by the waves your breath caught in your throat. It was like the sea was calling your name, desperately trying to pull you under and make you one with its murky depths. If you didnโt have a goal in mind you may have let it, but your eyes were fixed on the massive rock that rose from the waves a few miles from the coast, the one that was almost an island unto itself. His rock.
You were almost there when something wrapped around your waist and pulled you under the waves, making you scream as seawater burned your throat.
โDo not scream, kjรฆreste,โ the sound of his voice immediately soothed you, your face tucking perfectly into Thorโs neck when he rolled onto his back and carried you towards the rock that was his home above the sea, โswimming in the middle of the night, there are far more dangerous things then I that rise from the depths at this hour, little princess.โ
โI donโt care,โ even in the freezing cold water he was warm, as was his smile when you peeked up at him through your lashes. โIt would be better than what my mother has planned for me.โ
โShe still intends to marry you to the inland princeling, then?โ Thor lifted you onto the slick black stone and climbed up after you, hushing you when you immediately crawled into his arms and buried your face in his chest. โMy sweet little princess, you havenโt even met the man, you may like him.โ
โNo I wonโt,โ you gave him a stubborn pout. โI need the sea, I need you. I love you, Thor.โ
โLittle oneโฆโ Thor kissed the top of your head when you pressed your body even closer to his. โYou may or you may not, kjรฆreste. Give it time. When you have been married to your princeling for a few years it will pass.โ
โDonโt say that!โ Your wail was truly miserable, your tears falling freely as you looked up at Thor with a wretched expression. โI donโt want to marry him! I want to be with you! Donโt make me go back, please.โ
โYou do not realize what you are asking, princess.โ Thor stroked your hair and let out a deep sigh. โYou would never be able to go home. You would never see another human being for the rest of your life.โ
โI donโt want anything except you.โ You clambered so you were straddling his tail, running your fingers through his golden hair and grinding against his sheath. โOnly you, Thor. Youโre all I need.โ
โYou are such a tenacious little thing, I do not believe I could ever say no to you.โ Thor pulled you close and kissed you deeply, groaning into your mouth as he felt his cocks sliding from their sheath and growing hard under your ass. โYou must be sure though, little one. You must tell me now that you can give up your family, the land of your birth, and all of your friends to be mine. That you will stay true even when I must stay beneath the sea for weeks at a time. Can you promise me, kjรฆreste?โ
You felt your lower lip starting to quiver as you gazed at him. Of course you would miss your family and your friends, and the thought of not seeing them ever again gave you pause. But you really did love Thor. He was like the sea brought to life, and you could no sooner live without him than you could the sea itself.
โI promise, Thor.โ You moaned into his mouth and fluttered your eyes when he kissed you deeply, one of his large hands gripping the edge of your shift and dragging it up your hips. The fingers of his other hand were suddenly filling your mouth and you sucked on them greedily, making sure to soak them with your spit as they muffled the sound of your voice. โI love you.โ
โAnd I love you, little princess.โ Thor smiled warmly as he dragged his fingers out of your mouth and kissed you again, his tongue tracing the curves of your lips as he slipped his spit-soaked fingers between the cheeks of your ass and teased them over the satiny skin of your asshole. โJust remember to keep breathing for me.โ
Even though you nodded you couldnโt help but choke on your tongue when suddenly both of the trembling holes between your legs were full of him; your pussy with one of his thick cocks and your ass with two of his fingers as he stretched you in preparation. He swallowed each pathetic, desperate noise that fell from your lips when he started to move, cooing softly when your cunt fluttered around him and your fingers gripped his hair at the base of his neck. It was exceptionally adorable how quickly you turned into a whimpering mess once he started to fuck you, but he found it endearing.
You were very quickly starting to fall under the same spell you always fell under once he was inside you, murmuring nonsense words in between your whimpers while you struggled to move your body on top of his. He was so big, he always made you feel so tiny but never more so than when the two of you were locked together like this. The way he stretched you open to take him was almost painful from the strain but you secretly loved it, and when he removed his fingers from your ass and replaced them with his second cock you couldnโt do more than let out a garbled scream of pleasure as an orgasm raged through your body.
Thor took control when your body succumbed to the unimaginable bliss he always inflicted on you, kissing you gently in a way that contrasted beautifully with the sudden sharp and brutal movements of his hips. You were lost in a warm, gray haze when he rolled the two of you so he was on top, mumbling when you felt the sharp scrape of his teeth along your jaw as he fucked into you with abandon. Even in your incoherent state you still rolled your body to meet his, your breasts pressed against the smooth plane of his chest and your fingers clawing across his back as they struggled to find purchase on his slick skin.
Even though he made his home in the arctic waters of your country, Thor was so warm. Slippery and warm and large all over. It was addictive, like bathing in the volcanic pools and hot springs you had enjoyed in your youth. But in truth they were nothing like having Thor fuck you. Both of his cocks seemed to fit inside you perfectly, drawing orgasm after orgasm out of your body until your own body was almost as slick as his. His hands seemed to be everywhere at once; cupping your breasts and squeezing your ass, gripping your hips and massaging your thighs. Then suddenly they were holding your face tenderly as he kissed all the breath from your body and fucked you so deep you could feel him in your throat.
When he ground against your clit you sobbed, your pussy fluttering wildly and your asshole clenching around each of his cocks as he kept moving faster and deeper. Your eyes stayed fixed on his even as they grew glassy and unfocused, your lips moving as though in a silent prayer as he growled into your mouth and began to thrust even more wildly. Thorโs lips trailed down your throat as you squirted and writhed against him, the low timbre of his voice vibrating your whole body and making everything even more intense.
You let him move your body however he pleased, putting up no resistance when he grabbed your wrists and pinned them above your head. When he bit your shoulder you just whined, shaking when the sudden sharp pain drew another climax from your exhausted body. It had never been like this before. It had always been intense and passionate but not like this. It was as though he was doing everything in his power to make his mark on you, and you were accepting it without protest.
All of your focus suddenly snapped to the sensations between your legs, one final, practically painful orgasm ripping through your body and making you scream so loudly the rock shook from the sound. And then his cocks were swelling and stretching you even wider and you could feel yourself about to pass out, the sudden warm rush of his cum into the deepest parts of you finally pushing over the edge into pitch black emptiness. Thor sighed as he watched your body sag and your eyes roll back in your head, smiling at you and gently cupping your cheek as you slid into unconsciousness. He took a few minutes to enjoy the sight of your sleeping form before carefully pulling out of you, chuckling when your pussy and asshole clenched around the emptiness and his seed dripped from your wide-stretched holes.
He pushed you into a corner near one of the steam vents to keep you warm while you slept, kissing your forehead before sliding back towards the sea and silently slipping into the water. It didnโt take him long at all to reach the murky depths, swimming through the algae as he sought the underwater cave he needed. Brunnhilde was there waiting for him, grinning wickedly as she flexed her tentacles around the stone she was reclining on and toyed with a brightly colored anemone. It was rare that she traveled this far north, but theyโre kingdoms were friendly, and the sea witch would always be there for her friend and whatever assistance she could lend to his sinister ambitions.
โI take it your little princess gave her consent?โ She chuckled darkly when he nodded, swirling her fingers through the cold water and sighing when it glowed with her magic. โHow many have you collected now, seventeen?โ
โNineteen.โ Thor found his own rock to rest against, burrowing his tail in the volcanic sand and beaming at his friend. โOne for each of the rocks in the bay. Though I do find myself growing incredibly fond of this one.โ A seahorse made the mistake of swimming too close to the havmand and he snarled as he snatched it from the water and ripped it in half with his teeth before chewing and swallowing. โIf I sacrifice the others do you think you could work up a spell that might allow me to keep her?โ
Month 3, day 8, I hid the guide so I could see how things are working without it, and the answer is eyes are hard. So I'm going back to focusing on just one facial feature, in this case the mouth. Next I'll do the ears, and I'll finish the face off with the eyes. Gotta save the toughest bit for last!
After I'm done with the face as a whole, then I'll do the hair and zipper pulls, then I'll tie everything down and make it clean (and probably do a lot of fixing things when I do that), then color, and maybe some super simple shading. After that? Who knows! It's still a ways off, so I've got plenty of time to figure it out XD