#she still loves him

[nona-gay-simus]

Not a day goes by that i don't think about:

"They left you!"

"I don't remember."

"I will never forget!"

and:

"This is the part where I hurt you."

"I still love you."

#she still LOVES him #you do not understand #i just 😭😭😭😭 #ntn #nona the ninth #john gaius #alecto the first #john x alecto #tlt #the locked tomb

[pearlcscent]

𝐴𝑁𝐴 𝐿𝑈𝐼𝑆𝐴 𝑑𝑎 𝐶𝑅𝑈𝑍 of THE CELESTIALS ​

Well, did you miss me? Walk on water just to kiss me  Oh, come and get me. Drag me out, destroy me @infamous-if

#c: ana luisa da cruz #BABYDOLL #she's gonna be romancing seven and g!! #she'll be breaking up a marriage i am so sorry to victoria it is what it is #ana's very ambitious; she has wanted fame and the spotlight all her life #ig because her parents never really gave it to her so she had to chase the whole world for it #having to fend for herself has made her quite the sweet talker/charmer; she's very outgoing despite becoming more reserved after seven left #the band knows everything that has happened between; iris knowing all the knitty gritty #ana has really latched onto her #between them* #i think once seven and ana started dating some of the friendships weren't as close as they once were #i imagine seven and ana were obsessed with each other GHKJH #and ana hasn't removed the tattoo of his initials #she still loves him #part of her hates herself for not having it removed as soon as he left GHJJH #i think her romance with griffin is gonna be less about love at first and more about the thrill #if she's really capable of having a married man; her idol; in her hands #her parents always gave her everything she has ever wanted since it was easier #so ana has a warped view of things in that sense #she wants it; she'll have it #something something about seven in there #perhaps pursuing her idol is the only way to forget the only person she has ever loved #also she's brazilian <3 #r: the celestials #s: infamous #*mine

[pumpkinpie59]

Irma: Oh April, I think it would be so romantic to kiss a guy and find he has a certain taste to his lips <3

Lotus, overhearing: Leonardo tastes like coconut flakes and tomato sauce …

Irma and April: O_o

#this was prolly funnier in my head #fjdkfkdk #she still loves him #tmnt #tmnt 1987 #tmnt leonardo #tmnt lotus blossom #leolotus #april o'neil #tmnt irma #pumpkin stuff

[eucatastrph]

you know what scene is great in Dream Thieves? The scene where Adam starts to lose his temper at Blue and she just leaves?? Like adam’s behaviour is so understandable given his circumstances but it isn’t excusable and Blue refuses to let it be? What a great scene for teenage girls everywhere to read - he might be hurting and broken but that doesn’t mean he gets to hurt you

#feral over Adam and blues whole dynamic tbh #let them be besties #they are what each other neeeeeeeeeed #obsessed with them #she still LOVES HIM #NOT LIKE THAT BUT SHE LIVES HIM #SO FORHERSELF AND FOR HIM SHE CANT LET HIM DO THIS !!! #DO YOU SEE HOW SHE SPARES THEM BOTH??? #SHE IS EVERYTHING TO MEEEE

[idiotwhotalkstoomuch]

Disclaimer: These details are what we have currently made and are subject to being changed in the future. I’ll post a notice if a major change is made.

So chronologically Yusuke goes after Ryuji's but my friend is gonna explain Yusuke's so its Haru's turn

Astarte's Adelaide's Meadow

Heavenly Virtue: Charity

Palace Ruler: Haru Okumura

Treasure: Core of the Meadow (Cognitive), Father's death certificate (Reality)

Haru's palace is her father's space station crash landed onto Earth. The Sci-fi aesthetic of the station is destroyed by plants and greenery that covers the palace. It manifests this way from Haru's nurturing and caring nature being mixed in with her complicated relationship with Okumura foods and her father. Adelaide is the name of the saint her new persona is but at the start of the palace, the Infiltrators are lead to believe its called "Astarte's Meadow" as Haru is still renovating the space station and hasn't updated the sign.

Shadow Haru is a forest witch with a long white dress and her short hair turned long and luscious, reaching down to her fingertips.

Shadow Haru is well regarded in her palace with the shadows actually addressing her as "mother", fitting her nurturing nature and her virtue of Charity. Despite this however, Shadow Haru can be quite cruel as in the real world, all Okumura food chains along with other businesses under her control have a unique system of payment. If you're kind and virtuous, you can get items severely discounted or free of charge but if you're judged as evil and or a detriment to society, items are charged at higher prices which can hike up to millions of yen for a simple burger.

This is a problem for the Infiltrators who are judged to be problematic due to them opposing the Phantom Thieves. Hilariously, Akechi's prices are far higher than Sumire and Maruki's but even Maruki, who gave the Thieves therapy, can't get a remotely reasonable price so the Infiltrators will be getting supplies by a different means which will be detailed in another post.

Gameplay wise, her palace has fetch quests as to proceed you have to give vegetables to cognitions. These vegetables are the ones she grew for the Phantom Thieves so can't be found anywhere outside of her palace. Your etiquette with the cognitions will be carefully watched as if your anything short of polite and kind with them, Haru will be alerted and you will likely get into a fight. Aside from fetch quests, you also have to go around collecting parts from the wreckage of the space station to create a laser in order to be able to access her treasure as its hidden away under vines so thick, it could break the Infiltrators' weapons if they tried to force it.

Shadow Haru's distortion views her cognitions as her children and as their mother, it is her duty to ensure they grow happy and healthy in a world rid of corruption and greed. It is from this distortion that causes her Shadow's feelings on her father to look very different. Regular Haru loves her father and mourns him, Shadow Haru has a far more negative view of her father, considering him a greedy spaceman who abandoned her for a utopia he didn't make it to and she chose to stay in his space station to completely wreck it and turn it into her home base as she works with the Phantom Thieves for their utopia.

#persona 5 #p5 #p5r #persona 5 royal #persona 5 au #persona 5 royal au #haru okumura #kunikazu okumura #the perfect semester au #haru's relationship with her father is complicated #she still loves him #her shadow is simply her being a bit more honest regarding the fact despite wishing he returned to who he was #she holds a lot of resentment over how he treated from being emotionally neglectful to the sugimura stuff #part of her change of heart is her reconciling with her father's death as she never actually gets time to process it

[selfless1978]

Vicky stared into the depths of her mug. The tea had long since cooled in it's half drank state. But she didn't notice. Her reflection had her full attention.

She looked terrible. Bags under her eyes that were red from crying. Her complexion pale, once well kept hair unbrushed and unwashed. Once bright, full of mischief brown eyes were now dull.

She didn't care.

Her heart was too broken to care. After everything else that has happened in her life, fate dealt her the cruelest blow yet. Her mother was gone. The hole left behind was enormous, and she wished she could just fall into it. To just disappear. She wanted it to swallow her pain and silence it.

The mug was pushed away and she dropped her head into her arms, and cried.

I want to be the face you see when you close your eyes I want to be the touch you need every single night I want to be your fantasy, And be your reality, And everything between

An effort was made to clean herself up. To look like she had her shit together. Even if she didn't. Vicky couldn't hide away. Not today. Arrangements had to be made.

She looked at her reflection in her mirror. It was still very obvious that something was wrong, but at least she didn't look like a walking corpse. A zombie made from grief, pain. At least she wasn't crying, for now.

After a long sigh, she left her apartment. The path she took ran along side another. A path that led to warmth, laughter, friendship. But had denied her something deeper. She hadn't gone there in a long while, and she wondered if they, if he, missed her.

If he did, it was nothing like she missed him. She wrapped her arms tight around herself and passed the turn that brought her to the well used manhole cover. She couldn't bring herself to go that way, no matter how much she wanted to do so.

No matter how much she desperately wanted to feel his arms around her, to hope that this time he would take back those words. Where he told her how he felt about her. Friends. Nothing more. But, she needed more. Her life felt so empty and alone.

I want you to need me, Like the air you breathe I want you to feel me, In everything I want you to see me, In your every dream The way that I taste you, feel you, breathe you, need you I want you to need me (need me) Like I need you

Vicky was crying again when she stepped out of the funeral home. It seemed like she couldn't stop. Nothing before felt anything like this pain. One of the solid foundation blocks in her life was gone. Now that her foundation was so unstable, she herself could barely keep her entire mental state from disintegrating.

She didn't want to go home. Home seemed so cold, empty. A place where she would once more fall into endless despair. Instead, her feet slowly took her towards Central Park. To the gentle peace of a quiet corner. To feel something. Even if it was only just the warmth of the sun on her skin.

It wasn't the warmth she wanted. Or needed.

I want to be the eyes that look deep into your soul, I want to be the world to you I just want it all, I want to be your deepest kiss The answer to your every wish, And all you ever need

The bench under her was firm, supportive. But did nothing to soothe her torn soul. Her eyes were once more dull, unseeing as she watched the ducks swim in the pond. Her mind on someone else.

On him.

Vicky was pulling every memory she had of him to the forefront. To fight the never-ending ache that reached deep into her heart. At first it seemed to work, an occasional smile touched her face. But, all too soon, real life came crashing down around her once more. The sun was setting, and it was cold, and she was alone.

Fighting back tears, she stood up and began walking out of the park.

I want you to need me, Like the air you breathe I want you to feel me, In everything I want you to see me, In your every dream The way that I taste you, feel you, breathe you, need you I want you to need me (need me)

The view was stunning. It always was from this high up. The way the lights shined over the now dark city never failed to take her breath away.

They weren't as bright as she remembered them tonight. Some of their luster had gone. Her eyes scanned over the rooftops as she sat on the edge of the parapet, dangerously close to falling. She wasn't scared. She was numb to everything.

A small surge of hope surged through her as her eyes kept wandering. Vicky knew who she was looking for without even having to ponder over it. Was he out tonight? Was he patrolling? Was he laughing, or chiding his brothers for some form of mischief? Was he saving a life? Was he being someone's hero? He'd probably fuss at her if he saw her sitting out here like this, so close to the edge. At least, he would if he was here.

He wasn't.

God, why couldn't he be hers? Why?

'Cause I need you more than you could know And I need you to never, never let me go And I need to be deep inside your heart I just want to be everywhere you are

She looked hard at that same manhole cover. It was late now. Well past midnight. They might still be out, or already back and settling down for the night. He could already be asleep. She shouldn't go. It would be rude to stop by this late. Especially after not having stopped by for so long.

Did he even still see her as a close friend? She knew why she stayed away, but would he know? Or understand? Would she be welcome? No, she shouldn't go. She should just go back home.

Back home to isolation and grief fueled misery.

The sound of the manhole cover was loud in the otherwise quiet night.

I want to be the face you see when you close your eyes (baby) I want to be the touch you need every single night I want to be your fantasy And be your reality, And everything between

She had to force her feet to move. So scared that she would be rejected. Shunned. But the comfort of his presence was needed more than her irrational fears could hold her back. Her soft footsteps moved in the dark tunnels

I want you to need me Like the air you breathe

The closer she got, the more she fought for control. Her chest tightened and her lip began to quiver.

I want you to feel me In everything

By the time she rounded that last turn to the lair, she had to hold herself up on the wall with one hand for support. The closer she got the harder her feelings boiled to the surface.

I want you to see me In your every dream

'Cause baby, I taste you, feel you, breathe you, need you

They…hadn't changed the code for the security system…. That was a good thing…. Right? She silently slipped inside.

I want you to need me Like the air you breathe

They were home. She could hear Raph snoring, and hear the faint sounds of Donnie working in his lab.

I want you to feel me In your everything

The relief of that broke any restraint she had left on her emotions. As much as she wanted to see all of the brothers again, there was one who unknowingly called out to her the most.

I want you to see me In your every dream

Her faltering steps finally stopped outside his door.

'Cause baby, I taste you, feel you, breathe you, need you

She was crying openly now. Tears flowing down her cheeks in small streams.

I want you to need me (need me)

She knocked.

Like I need you (need me) Like I need you (need me) Like I need you…..

"Leo? It's me. Can….Can I come in? Please?"

@fearlessheartofasamurai

#She still loves him #never stopped #she's scared she'll make things worse again by giving in #honestly #.....so does mun #Leo #don't you dare read these tags! #Youtube

[xhanisai]

IN YOUR FACE “UwU Marinette will only see Adrien as a friend and reject him now” PEOPLE!

I WIN

#ml spoilers #sure sure she’s trying to push him away cos she’s punishing herself :( #BUT #SHE STILL LOVES HIM #AND IS TRYING TO CONFESS #SO HAH

[heartshapedcaskett]

Not the Euphoria tiktok-ification of Elvis and Priscilla. Sophia Coppola why the hell are you casting Jacob Elordi as ELVIS in a biopic about this woman?! be fucking for real be fucking original for once

#I hate hate hate hate this #not the marvel Elvis cinematic universe #this is also widely inappropriate timing holy fuck #not to mention Priscilla is very particular about the way in which her late husband is portrayed because by her own admission- #she still loves him #not to mention where is the input from Lisa Marie and his grandchildren #I HATE THIS

[inmydrcams]

me: a.licent will resent a.egon in every single verse cause it always feels like her life ended when he was born

#ch; a. hightower #( ;; we don't vibe with fanon ) #she still loves him #it's just complicated

[watchingwisteria]

listen there really was just something about how in the book, snow’s 3-page descent from hesitant lover boy to deluded psychopath happens entirely in his mind. lucy gray gives him no indication whatsoever that she suspects him, that she’s going to leave or betray him. he’s just sitting quietly in the cabin waiting for her to return when that seed of calculated suspicion, which he has needed to survive the capitol, takes a hold of him and chokes the life out of any goodness left inside him. it really drives home your terror as a reader that “oh my god did he kill her? did she escape? what happened to her? why would he even think that?” in a way that when the movie had to adjust for visualization it lost some of that holy shit this guy has lost it emphasis.

#seeing some discourse and im not saying lucy grey didnt know #im saying she never dropped the kind of hints that she knew like she did in the movie #or if she did snow isnt worried about them until he very suddenly is consumed by them #snow is not concerned about whether or not she believed him. of course she did! hes snow! #but then shes gone…. for a while…… #and its the sudden immediate drastic unravelling that comes across so clearly in the book #that i knew wouldn’t translate to screen yet still cant help but miss #the hunger games #coriolanus snow #tbosas #lucy gray baird #not a crime or anything just a note that i cannot stop thinking about #the ballad of songbirds and snakes #this is all from memory of reading it quite a while ago. so maybe 3 pages is an exaggeration #but i remember it happening VERY quickly and without much external cause #like we as the reader have no indication as to whether shes nearby or not. #snow has no idea either. he just SUSPECTS. and his suspicion breeds the hatred that has been bubbling inside him all this time #he hates how she undoes him. he hates that he WOULD run away with her if shed let him keep his secrets #and he HATES more than anything that she makes him WANT to tell his secrets #he wants to be vulnerable and reveal the ugly nasty parts about himself and still be loved #but he does not let himself and it is everyone’s downfall #he chooses cruelty bc it is easy and familiar and makes him feel more powerful than the vulnerable give and take that real love requires

[nenayaquisieras]

my brain is saying 141 with a reader that sees dead people. like they notice how respectful she is to the dead. when she kills she moves the bodies, sometimes says a small prayer to herself. they see her looking at things that aren’t there. “Did you see that? Never mind.” or she mentions she feels something weird in the air, or something wrong. talks to the team about the sleep paralysis she gets, always leaving out the grayish dark figure that accompanies her on those nights.

She’s never told anyone until she got drunk enough to were she’s literally laughing saying

“oh yea i see dead people.” And the guys obv think she’s joking and egg her on about said dead people she sees. but then she tells them about the entities that follow them, the people they’ve killed, always following them around. some are very angry, she feels their malicious intentions. ends up describing them in grave detail, they way they looked, what they wore, the last words they spoke before her teammates pulled the trigger. Something that only THEY would know.

“oh man, let me tell you about Gilbert my sleep paralysis demon. I swear he’s been visiting me more and more recently.”

#I really love the idea of a reader that sees the dead #That sees the dead that surrounds their teammates #one time she asked Ghost about why there’s always a child following him around #didn’t talk to her for a week 😭 #price still refused to believe that she sees dead people even though she described a close friend of his that died in battle #simon ghost riley #kyle gaz garrick #captain john price #john soap mactavish #cod #call of duty #cod mw2

[bigfatbreak]

Wait a minute…papa Tom doesn’t seem too hostile towards Nathalie. Or at least she doesn’t seem nervous/blackmailed. Does Tom not know her past allegiances or…is there an alliance in play?

Viceroy employs many in his arsenal, and as far as Nathalie is concerned, Tom is a coworker. :)

#100% the line “some rots are sweet some rots yield wine” is from user ragewrites who made a shitpost poem abt two slugs eating rot #and it has STUCK in my head ever since #dad villain au #my art #nathalie sancoeur #Nathalie is playing both sides #she's not giving Viceroy all the details but enough to make a deal with him #and she's not hiding Gabriel's bullshit from Viceroy but is still working directly under him bc she's still in love with him and Emelie

[kingofmyborrowedheart]

Begging swifties to understand that Taylor didn’t write reputation and Lover with the knowledge of how the relationship was going to end and that trying to “excavate” those albums for evidence to prove a specific theory as to why it ended is not how they should be viewed. Taylor wrote those songs feeling a very specific way because that’s what she was experiencing and she is now reflecting on them with hindsight and relates to them differently than when she first created them. These conflicting emotions can exist; how she views it now doesn’t diminish how she felt about it when she first released it.

#taylor swift #don’t know if I’m expressing myself as properly and as articulate as I’d like #but both of the emotions she’s feeling about the songs can coexist #like little lover can still be a love song that’s what it was for her for a while #but she can also look back and say ‘oh maybe this wasn’t the best’ but it doesn’t void what it was originally #like I keep seeing things like oh she wrote this lyric in lover about him not showing up and it’s like no that’s not right #like yes you can see her underlying anxieties and fears in those songs because she was open about them #it doesn’t mean she predicted how it would end #there was a point in time where she thought this man was the one and would write about feeling that way

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Lan Wangji Goes To Lotus Pier AU: Part 3: Enveloping Feelings.

(Part 1, Part 2, Part 4 (soon))

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #lan wangji #Yungmeng Jiang training arc AU #I wanted to try out a different paneling style for this one - sorry I'm a day late! (there will still be a post tomorrow to keep on track) #The original 3 panel comic idea was fine but the point of this new schedule was to take time to push myself a bit more. #I was taking a look back through some comic artists I felt inspired by #and I really loved how Lynda Barry fills her gutters with patterns and doodles! #Obviously I'm not going as absolutely wild with it as she does but it was a great exercise! #I truly think the gutters are the most important and most overlooked part of any comic. There's lots going on in that space. #It's the same with timeskips. The implied movement between moments that we don't see changes depending on how wide that gap is #You're here for the funny tags so here's some that ties this time talk together: #I think LWJ was thinking about that second note from day 2 but it took him 7 days of hazing to commit it to paper. #I think he sends it a day later and immediately regrets it. Chasing down the messenger and everything. #You know if something actually happened to his brother he would never ever forgive himself for putting the bad vibes out there. #Third time skip was the hardest because there was so many possible flavours of jokes here. Day 8/9 was a personal favourite. #day 14 was also funny (week by week). I think the debate on 'how long does lwj take to catch feelings' is more or less: #'how long does it take for him to arrive at a particular stage of grief and yearning (and awareness of it all) #This is a symphony. There is an act by act structure. Every day he is fighting to keep his old sensibilities. He is losing so badly. #(I'll be returning to the main comic soon but there is more of this AU to come!)

[lazylittledragon]

something something more alt dads

#steddie #stranger things #eddie munson #steve harrington #robin buckley #i can't believe we never even CONSIDERED how robin would react to what eddie did to steve #she would calm down eventually but at first #it's execute on sight #that's her BOY #i don't see her as Designated Mean Lesbian UNLESS it's steve #if steve wasn't still so sickeningly in love with him eddie would be dead

[australet789]

"Alastor is a villain because he chained poor Husk 🥺"

I think you all forget THIS is the Husk that made the deal with Alastor:

The Husk that was so careless and selfish that was gambling SOULS, to the point he gambled his own soul away to save his powers.

#gives me puss in boots/death dynamic #hazbin hotel #alastor #hazbin hotel husk #like im sorry to tell you husk was not a good guy #nobody is lmao that's why they are in Hell #just because husk has 'feelings' for angel doesnt exclude him for being a dick #which he still was until the finale #please just because a character suddenly falls in love doesng make them 'good' #it's the same with Lilith #several defending her just because she was 'in love' with Lucifer #newsflash: romance doesnt make you a good person #and it bothers me greatly how fans dismiss husk's past #SPECIALLY because of huskerdust #he still has yet to show he wants to change for himself