#she's so happy I could cry

[keepthetension]

this was made especially for those of us who cut ties with our shitty families, huh

i cried so much this whole episode. i know that i can't be in that house and be who i am at the same time, but the guilt and shame never really go away. i love that this episode said, wholeheartedly: fuck what society says, you should be wherever allows you to be happiest

anyway! you always hear that family estrangement is rare in asian communities, but i did it! and you can do it, too! dump your shitty family! i believe in you~

#tsukuritai onna to tabetai onna #it's incredible like i don't think i fully realized how ashamed i feel until this episode had me ugly crying into my blankie #especially because the abuse was invisible and people say: oh everyone's family says harsh things! it's because they care! they love you! #and no matter how hard you try to explain the magnitude of what was done to you people still shrug and say but they're *family* #not that there was ZERO physical abuse but like. that's just How It Is in the community i grew up in so it's not a Reason reason #and that's all aside from all that's expected of me as the child of an asian family (that i am simply doing none of) #FUCK i guess i just compartmentalized all of this so securely i didn't think it could bleed out anymore #thanks tsukutabe. i guess? #this show is RELENTLESSLY coming for me this season too like explicitly stated asexual rep? a treat for me personally! #idk i never expected an asian drama to be so clear about this especially because kasuga's abuse was invisible too #and the idea of not sacrificing yourself for your parents is COUNTER to what you're supposed to do #i am just VERY EMOTIONAL right now #i love kasuga so much and it was rough to see her going through it but i am SO HAPPY that she's accepted and loved

[owlsie-hoot]

"This was an episode about home, about belonging, about the family you find rather than the one you’re born into. It was also a throwback to simpler times. Feelings were left stoically unsaid and upper lips were stiffened yet the truth was written all over the character’s faces."The Telegraph /ACGAS 4.6

#Acgas #ACGAS spoiler #All creatures great and small #Siegfried Farnon #Audrey Hall #All i could manage after the episode #sorry for this rubbish collection of painful faces #Siegfried x Audrey #so much was said without words #so many emotions! #the hurt and pain in his face and reactions #how he tried to be happy for her #but he just could not do it #same for her: she was almost crying the entire time #I AM SO HAPPY FOR THEM NOW #and now.... erm give me better ideas than this rubbish collection of painful faces please

[bumblingbabooshka]

Hey, Star Trek Writers... -taps the glass-

#star trek #the only people from Voyager's main cast I could see wanting to be a captain are Chakotay ??? maybe? and DEFINITELY Harry Kim #Harry Kim is the only guy on that ship who I'd actually cheer and scream and cry and click my heels if he became captain #bc it's actually something I think he'd be suited for AND it fits with his personality/goals...<3 #like I saw a clip from Picard and like...Seven of NINE??? Why would she want to be a captain?? I think in that case 'making captain' is jus #shorthand for 'we finally accept you into structured society and you're no longer an outcast' which I do NOT like #also Tuvok's a captain???? Why???? Nothing about Tuvok screams captain material or that he'd even WANT to be a captain #I imagine him being chief of security or a professor (or both) until retiring - MAYBE a first officer #OH same with Janeway only she would HATE being an admiral and loves being captain #like next they're gonna tell me that B'Elanna Torres is a starfleet captain* - NO ! she is an ENGINEER! #Sorry I can't get over how bad Tuvok would be as a captain - he's not suited for it and does NOT seem interested #*so that we can all go 'oh yay I accept this as shorthand for the federation accepts her' - HEY #if the only thing you can think of to show that a character has achieved true happiness & respect & peace is becoming a 'respectable' rank #in the future pseudo not-military: maybe think about that more deeply

[the-alliance-maker]

Have a sad Four who I refuse to give context about

(This is my sister's art, not mine. She doesn't have an account, so she let me post it.)

#My sister let me post more of her art!!! #Im so happy! #This one is a fanart of a RP we were doing #I really hope she lets me post more in the future #I really love her art style #I told her she had to slap a watermark on it #She chose Tiny Alliance #akjfadfahl #I could cry T-T #linked universe four #four linked universe #lu four #four lu #linkeduniverse #linked universe #linked universe fanart

[dozydawn]

“A Palestinian girl, nine-year-old Aya Wael Masoud, who was born without arms, uses her feet to comb the hair of her cousin at the family home in Gaza City on June 18, 2008. Aya taught herself to use her toes and feet to manage her daily life.”

Photographed by Ismael Mohamed.

#prior to finding this photo there were lots of bloody injured children that i was so happy i could cry when i read she was born that way #palestine #2008 #ismael mohamed

[haliaiii]

MY ART TEACHER GAVE ME THIS LETTER THAT WAS APPARENTLY DELIVERED TO ME AND A GIRL FROM ANOTHER HIGH SCHOOL WROTE THIS 😭😭😭😭

(for context: one of my art pieces got selected to be part of a local exhibition!!)

#IM SO HAPPY THIS IS SO CUTE #funny thing is that she goes to our rival highschool lmaooo #but like this is so nice i wish she wrote her last name so i could find her #and mail something back 😭 #bro the fact that she handwrote and sent this letter to me is so touching #i feel like im gonna cry frrr

[nakanotamu]

#Stardom #Maika #Himeka #AHHHH I GET TO TAG A POST WITH HIMEKA AGAIN I could cry #SHE'S SO GENUINELY HAPPY SHE'S THERE god #Maika turns into like. such a girl around Himeka she starts giggling and shit immediately god

[coulsons-band]

DON'T SAY HIS NAME WITHOUT PUTTING SAG WINNER IN FRONT OF IT

#pedro pascal #sag awards #i could actually cry #so proud of him so happy for him #don't ask me why i'm talking about this six hours later ask why netflix put an awards show on a saturday night #text tag #she speaks

[celestialulu]

Future Lucy (and natsu) <3

#happy future lucy day #god i want nalu moments like this in 100yq #future lucy makes me sob god she deserved so much better #losing natsu AND her arm with the guild mark MANNN #the panels where it shows hes shaking/crying man GOD #i could talk abt this forever btw #fairy tail #natsu dragneel #lucy heartfilia #nalu

[headcverheels]

everybody moved on but i stayed there

#first picture i’m physically ill #she looks at her with so much happiness i could cry honestly #this scene is forever engraved on my brain #their smiles their stares their little giggles EVERYTHING about this scene is perfect #elmax brainrot is so real rn guys #elmax #el hopper #max mayfield #🫧

[sexynetra]

I literally gasped out loud, could Marcia look any cuter? (No, the answer is no. She cannot)

#she’s literally just the most precious baby???? #also her next to Crystal? they did that for me and Gi #crops thriving water flowing skin cleared whatever the saying is #crys and marshie best friend era incoming? #also crystals cheek hearts! yay! #anyways back to my main bitch Marcia #she looks so cute and happy #that smile!!! #that hair!!! #THAT RED LIP #give me one chance Marcia I could treat you so good 😫😩 #drag race #rpdr #RuPaul’s drag race #drag queen Christmas #drag queen Christmas tour #miz cracker #Crystal methyd #marcia #marcia x3 #marcia marcia marcia

[radmista]

Sowing seeds of discontent and disharmony by hanging up on my parents birthday phone call the second my mom asked if I gained weight. Hope that sits badly on their minds while they think about how that's the first call I've engaged with them in 2 months and it was for the dogs birthday. Dad scrambling to text me for my mom that she didn't mean it. Like fuck I told her I've been having a rough month and day. She couldn't keep it to herself that badly. Fucks sake

#was already not in a great place mentally but i entertained the call and was actually feeling okay talking to them giving them an update #she just hits me with that. and I'm not normally sensitive about my weight even when my mom harped on me for gaining some a few years back #i genuinely normally don't care bc I'm happy with myself. but i know ive lost weight because I've been on icu and we don't have time to eat #im so fucking mad and im even more mad I'm crying about it #bc what the fuck #i was actually feeling like momentarily safe talking to them and being vulnerable about working on my next life stages #and she just ruined the call. i wanted to talk to my mom and dad more. i do miss talking to them about some things. #i was happy to get to see my family all together even if it was for the dogs birthday. and people were smiling and shit #and ik theyre gonna say i ruined it by being sensitive but jfc #it was literally the 2nd thing my mom said to me on the call after we sang happy birthday #why couldn't she just shut up. why couldn't she have said anything else. why did i let it bother me so much i hung up #I'm just fucking tired and sad and now feeling even lonlier than ever #i just wanted a nice moment with my family god fucking damn is that too hard to ask for #and im even more angry and sad now that i cant call them back bc my mom will get on me about smth else we were previously talking about #that phone call was supposed to be a neutral zone just for the birthday song. and i was going to ride it out but fucking hell #why didnt i just put up with it so i could have talked to my family #and no calling them back isnt an option. they haven't apologized and it would be an un neutral call #which gives them space to harass me about work and shit

[heroicallynude]

Mental illness is scary because after a while it becomes just Something You Live With. My grandma has probably been living with chronic depression for maybe 40 years, and she's spent that time feeling overwhelming guilty for all the ways she feels she's failed her kids, sat at home doing nothing, and just been this sad, hollow-looking person, who never asked for any help because she was scared of being a bother - even to her own doctor.

Then, a few months ago she finally started taking antidepressants and right now, at the age of 83, she's on a plane with two of her daughters on their way to Italy to see Pompeii. Two years ago she didn't even feel well enough to attend my brother's wedding a few hours away.

Take your meds, people. Nobody deserves to live like she's been living for so long, simply because she denied herself the medical help she needed.

Also yes, I am so envious that I'm not also on my way to see Pompeii

#pompeii #mental health #there is always a better future waiting for you! #i could honestly cry w happiness. she's deserved so much better than what she got #but im glad at least that shes going go have a few years now w more energy and adventure. hopefully

[martyrbat]

driver's seat — dc holiday special (2017)

(ID in alt!)

#AHHH SO MUCH HERE !!! #WHY IS HE LIKE THIS !!!!! #gift giving and acts of service as a love language.... #which isnt a shock. afterall hes superman. everything he does everything he goves to the world—hope and peace and someone protecting it—is #acts done out of love and adoration for the planet. even earlier in the comic him hiding the jetpack and WANTING that man to succeed and ge #proper income from his invention. acts of service on a larger than life scale but also.... hes still a kansas boy and just doing little #things that matter just as much as the big ones. cooking for her. moving and rearranging furniture until shes happy. unpacking. cleaning. #carrying her when exhausted. spellchecking but never rewriting or rephrasing her work.... #like from him saving the world from destruction to giving bruce kryptonite in an act of trust to just hugging her and letting her cry #just his love language always is through those acts of service before anything else #lois loving her shitty old car.... do you think she and bruce bond over it. the polycule lover in my head says yes. #the basketball seat cover... #the john mayer.... #clark flying her across the sunrise painted sky and humming to replace the radio #and that adoring gaze he gives her that speaks more than words ever could.... #hes such a sap and a loser i hate him :( #c: dc holiday special (2017) #crypt's panels #posts from the crypt #transcrypts #superman #clark kent #lois lane #clois

[timbourinedrake]

Reading Batman: Son of the demon and crying over what we could've had,,,,,,they were so happy together,,,,,

And then getting absolutely devastated by these panels

I will never emotionally recover

#I hate Morrison. I will never forgive them for retconning Damians conception from this #Yeah Talia was wrong for telling Bruce she miscarried but she's clearly devastated by having to do it #and just the tragedy of them both wanting a happy life together and it not working #because batman was formed to stop children from having to lose their parents #but the tragic part is that by being batman bruce is putting his own child at risk of the exact thing he's trying to stop #Bruce knows that and is willing to give it up for his child and Talia knows it #and she's willing to give up her own happiness and chance at a family just to keep Batman existing #i'm not crying your crying #this comic always gets me sobbing i only went back to reread so i could collect these panels to reference for my animatic #also this is basically all the important brutalia moments from the comic so i hope this is helpful to people who haven't read it before #batman #batman son of the demon #talia al ghul #bruce wayne #ra's al ghul #dc comics #dc #tw miscarriage

[fragcc]

I need a melodramatic teen romance AU where Tim has been in love with his classmate and best friend – Conner Kent – for years and, just as he's preparing to finally confess, Cassandra decides to introduce her new boyfriend to the family and its none other than the same handsome, wide smiling boy he had always wanted to call his

#kon and cass dated once and i think we need more that in fics #like imagine the ANGST #tim trying to be happy for his sis bc he knows kon is the best boy she could ever find #but quielty crying in his room at night #cass of course will notice it and feel a bit guilty #plus tim might start to distance himself from kon to nurse his broken heart #and then kon starts feeling lost and dejected without tim #so she plays matchmaker for her lil bro~ #and then when timkon happens she's the one tim confides in bc he trusts her #OH and she gives kon the most terrifying shovel talk of his life :) #kon el #conner kent #superboy #tim drake #tim drake robin #tim drake wayne #bi tim drake #red robin #cassandra cain #timkon #timkon imagine #timkon hc #timkon fanfic #kontim #tim x kon #kon x tim #dc comics