#so yeah hes traumatized!

[vaguely-humanoid-form]

hiiii 4 lords headcanon beam teehee

ya I'm. sort of getting back into resident evil . lol

#ripley doesn't say stuff #resident evil 8 #the four lords #alcina dimitrescu #salvatore moreau #donna beneviento #karl heisenberg #listen karl heisenberg is both a WWI and WWII vet to me. #well only kinda WWII #like bro got there did some war shit and then immediately got kidnapped by Miranda #so yeah hes traumatized! #anyways #i also think its really funny that alcina calls him a child #bc technically he is younger than her in terms of birth year and cadou implantation year #but hes physically older than her #i just think its a little bit silly #yeah #can you tell im normal

[turtleblogatlast]

I love Raph and haven’t said that enough so to be more specific I love that Raph is a soft boy who loves bear plushies, a gross boy who eats an assortment of things that are definitely better left alone, a smart boy who is more than capable of taking down villains through planning and fortitude alike, a strong boy who is dedicated to training his muscles and fighting prowess, a teenage boy who loves his brothers but is more than happy to tease and roughhouse with them, an angry boy who sometimes lets his anger take a hold of him to cover the fear, a gentle boy who is generous with hugs and affirmations to those he loves, a capable boy who takes on more than should ever be expected of a teenager, a good boy who just wants to be a hero and slowly comes to realize the cost of that duty, a good boy who has no reservations about putting himself in the way of harm coming to his family, a good boy who’s a great brother and son and person and deserves only the best the world has to offer.

#rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt raph #rise raph #he’s so wonderful frfr #my poor boy is traumatized but still so proud of what they accomplished because they’re HEROES #what started as something fun - Saturday morning cartoon-like heroes vs villains esque - soon becomes his calling #and he loses himself a little along the way #because the world is TERRIFYING now #if they don’t do something about the bad things in the world then worse things will come #and Raph CARES too much to let it happen #even at the expense of his own happiness and youth #and he luckily reigns back that fear - knowing his family is there to keep an eye out with him #and he finally lets himself be a kid again #he’s very well rounded and his flaws are so good because (like the others) they are ALSO his strengths #I like how it’s softly implied that bears are his fav animal too bc that’s cute af #headcanon that he likes them so much because a stuffed bear was the first toy splinter managed to get Raph #but yeah one of my favorite things about tmnt is that the characters are well rounded and rottmnt exemplifies that immensely #with raph being no exception!! #amazing big brother and character #there’s a REASON in my tmnt main character tierlist he’s S tier!!!! #hot take but in terms of who should be leader I think it should be less who’s the better leader- #-and more who’s the better leader FOR THIS SPECIFIC MISSION #bc all four can be great leaders fight me on that #APRIL can as well 100% #doesn’t need a designated leader for them to succeed #they just need ~communication~ #one of my favorite things tying Raph and Leo together is that they both *hide* #I’ve talked about Leo’s many masks a lot but Raph has one too #and it’s the mask of a hero - the mask of the protector

[orangelemonart]

Episode 13 is wild but episode 31 is even wilder. Nice try boys, only the gentle slap of another girl can fix whatever the hell is wrong her.

source for joke

#digimon adventure 02 #digimon 02 #hikari yagami #kari kamiya #gatomon #tailmon #OLart #digimon #i didnt feel like coloring the background. pretend thats the dark ocean version of odaiba #its also really really funny how the girls laugh at ken in this episode #hes so fucked up and traumatized and yeah they are too but theyre so savage about how pathetic he is #and he just takes it like. yeah i deserve this. this is what i get because of my crimes.

[ninjaaa-go]

I was just thinking that, if we do actually get amnesiac Jay, him eventually getting his memories back could be really interesting. Because obviously you’ve got all the great memories with his family and the people he loves, but at the same time just— the horrors. The guy has so much trauma piled up from over the years and I feel like that would be A Lot to have dumped on you all at once.

#like I get Ninjago is still a kids show so they probably wouldn’t lean into that angle much #or realistically they probably wouldn’t even acknowledge it at all #but I still think it’s a really interesting concept #like yeah of course you want the memories of your loved ones and all the good times back #but those also come with just so many traumatic ones #and we’ve seen before that Jay… doesn’t exactly have the best mental fortitude #when situations get really bad he’s pretty much always the first one to crack #like in hunted and crystalized #idk I just think it would be a cool angle to explore #ninjago dragons rising #dragons rising #Ninjago #ninjago jay #jay walker #dragons rising spoilers #dr spoilers #dragons rising leaks

[nabtime]

Okay hear me out. Fenton parenting “i support my son being trans but i draw the line at him being a ghost” type situation yeah? Yeah. So like.

They still vivisect him and all that. But also give him top surgery. Since they’re already there and all.

Do you see my vision

#nap shitposts in the afterlife #danny phantom #like yeah this was a deeply traumatic event for dannny but also. free booblessness. #also like. the deeply complicated emotions around it all like 🤌 #on the one hand. relief at the confirmation they saw him as a boy. even if they stopped seeing him- #-as their son. bc he was a monster. not bc he was trans but bc he was a ghost. which- #-is a whole other can of worms. #so even tho they ignored him when he told them over and over that he was still their son- it wasn’t transphobia #and then there would be the sadness. the fear. the anger. #the anger at everything they took from him in one fell swoop and they didn’t even know. #how was he supposed to be happy about this step in his transition? proud of his scars? content to be shirtless? #he could never enjoy the feeling of going shirtless at the beach. not with the vivisection scars so vivid. not with the ugly memories there #anyway. also i think the concept is kinda funny.

[nipuni]

OH my god we just watched Dr.Who "Human Nature" and "Family of Blood"

#doctor who #WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!! #I feel like I just watched five movies in just the last 20 minutes #Paul Cornell I'm in your walls #He also wrote Father's Day yeah that checks out #this episode really made sure everyone suffered as much as possible in every conceivable way including myself #god I loved it so much in a traumatizing sort of way #that hurted #David Tennant acted his ass off and I love him for it #will I ever recover #personal #DW report

[lilblucat]

Had some ideas for a Solver flesh-based fankid for them (using the arrow creature Uzi made for reference). Had to set this in my existing parent AU since I've already poured a lot of thought into that. I would imagine that she looked like a blob with an eye when she was born, and then shifted her body over the years to approximate what her parents look like. So she has the drone shape to her with Solver flavoring.

(Also lowkey wondering if maybe the hook on the tail should come out from underneath instead since the needle on Disassembler tails comes out from underneath. Idk she might look a little too demon-ish and wondering if a retake on the tail tip would help things)

#murder drones #nuzi fankid #murder drones oc #additional lore before i forget #yeah she is like biologically Uzi's kid or something??? #she's not N's in that sense #they're not related like that but they are father and daughter #her creation was absolutely traumatic on Uzi though #also yes Colt is also here #no name for her yet I figure N would've named her something he thought Uzi would like but idk what that is yet #and with her I just lack a purple eyed fankid for them #i forgot the Solver thing had yellow eyes so she doubles for having Ns eyes lol #akita doorman

[skrunksthatwunk]

look i know the violence we saw from mine in y3 was largely caused by him losing daigo but i think it's way way funnier to imagine him doing regular tojo stuff with his beloved chairman and also being just an unfathomable and kind of unstable person only moments away from doing something drastic. like one good morning from rokudaime = one reset to mine's orphan-bulldozing doomsday clock

#see we know mine just does really extreme things sometimes (buying those taxi companies in rggo for their customer info to track daigo down) #(joining the yakuza to find a boy he can befriend) (etc) even when he's not in a mournful spiral #so while it's a little ooc it's not THAT ooc for him to have this hair trigger about stuff #i think it'd just be channeled into helping the tojo and extravagant gestures for daigo. healthier outlets than orphan traumatizing #rgg #ryu ga gotoku #mine yoshitaka #yoshitaka mine #minedai #i mean. yeah #yakuza 3 #yakuza #like a dragon #nyarla dni #I CANT STOP MINE BULLDOZER POSTING ITS SO FUCKINGFUNNY

[pizzazz-party]

The dancing queen. Young and sweet, only seventeen.

#usagi yojimbo #rottmnt #Miyamoto usagi #rise!usagi #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #tmnt #pizzazz art #pizzazz post #for clarification—yup he’s a teen here. #yeah we speedran his traumatic backstory here. so he’s still got the scar #rice cooker au

[lovesickeros]

☆ what a kind god, what a cruel god

{☆} characters zhongli {☆} notes cult au, imposter au, drabble, gender neutral reader {☆} warnings blood, light angst {☆} word count 0.5k

You are a kind God - with hands that heal instead of hurt. Words that forgive, instead of rightfully insult. The stories do little justice to the breadth of your gentleness, extending your love to the slimes that coalesce at your feet, eager to know the touch of the Divine. The birds that sing with the wind your praises from upon your shoulder.

But to him, your kindness is so very cruel.

They do not deserve it. He does not deserve it.

Your forgiveness should be a blessing after all they have done, but it feels like swallowing acid instead. It makes him feel sick and lightheaded, throat constricting until he struggles to breath against the weight of his sins, heavy upon his chest.

He wonders if your hatred would be easier. Even apathy, he thinks, would be preferable to the way your screams intermingle with the softness in your voice as you cradle his face between his hands within his dreams. Even in the waking world, your every word is shadowed by broken pleas, drowned in golden ichor as it rises up your throat, silencing your screams - it haunts him, and he cannot handle seeing the way you look at him in concern. He does not deserve it.

Try as he might, he cannot forgive himself. He does not think he ever can - not when he wakes to the feeling of blood on his hands, his tongue, filling his lungs until all he tastes and smells is blood.

If you had been a little less kind, he thinks he would find comfort in your cruelty.

Your anger would be a mercy.

But you are not. You are..kind. Gentle. So many things he once praised on bruised knees at an altar that towered far above him, drowned in gold and silks, every word he speaks a prayer to the most Divine. And he cannot bear the weight of knowing that he could have destroyed that part of you - he cannot bear knowing that he didn't, and you look upon the man who wore your blood like a second skin with a kindness that burns him like a hot iron.

He did not deserve such a loving God.

"..Zhongli?"

He pauses in his internal struggle, hands shaking on his lap. He clenches them into fists, blunt nails digging into his palms until they stop - yet you look at him with furrowed brows, concern gleaming in your eyes, and he feels sick all over again. But for you, he would do anything. Even if it meant pretending he did not feel like a monster in a mortals skin when you smiled at him like he was worth anything.

"Yes, Divine One?"

He chokes down the phantom taste of iron upon his tongue, forcing himself to smile to soothe the worries that crease your brow.

"You said you'd take me to the Chasm today."

He feels..relieved as the worry melts away from your features. It is the very least he can offer - he shall take upon your burdens, your worries, so that you may look upon Teyvat with love, and not fear. He will carry the sins of the many, so that you may look upon the nations with pride, and not horror.

It is all he can do, to ease the way his chest aches when you smile at him, hand tugging at his sleeve and forcing himself unsteadily to his feet.

He does not deserve you - but for today, he can pretend. Just a little while longer.

#sagau #self aware genshin #self aware genshin impact #genshin sagau #imposter au #sagau imposter au #fic tag #angst #zhongli #sagau zhongli #pulls out the whiteboard who wants 2 hear my psychoanalysis of zl in sagau!! #imposter au zl who resents himself and is just a little fucked up over what happened and refuses to accept that he can be forgiven :) #he needs therapy bc he refuses to accept that hes allowed 2 be a little traumatized!!!! #as u can see he did not handle anything well ever and he is mentally unwell. perhaps a little unstable. #making the genshin men as pathetic as possible one man at a time #I JUST THINK. there is a lot of potential 2 be had for post imposter au characters. #slaps zl this bad boy can fit so much self hatred and internal resentment and trauma and lack of self worth and #yeah :) #writes the most unhinged shit ever. refuses to elaborate. leaves

[koszmarnybudyn]

Is taylor posing while asleep yes, do i know how it works? No i dont. Anyway they deserve softness.

#dndads #dungeons and daddies #my art #link li wilson #taylor swift dndads #taylors shirt says i survived the apocalypse and all i got is this tshirt #also yes that is links hoodie #swiftli #techniclly idk i always see them as queerplatonic #also i give link scars cause hes the protective paladin and i enjoy charakters with scars and its my time to traumatize the teens #also i was on the fence with his shirt and what to do with it and while looking thru pintrest i saw the ideal shirt for link in the future #oh yeah also this is kinda a second part to that other drawing i did and i might put these all together in the end but my cropping got wierd #so idk

[chiprewington]

Industrial Grade Back Massage

#toontown #chip revvington #chainsaw consultant #corporateclash #corporate clash #toontown corporate clash #toontowncorporateclash #ttcc #perry winkles #my art #“they are so roger and jessica to me but traumatized” ~ one of my friends #also sorry for shirtless chip he didn't want to get his jacket or undershirt messed up #he clearly likes it! #in all seriousness this only works because of the context its being used for massaging #cartoon logic baybee!!! #also yeah he's very scratched up. lotsa little nicks in his shell. gotta buff them out for him <3 #he's absolutely blissed out btw. lost in the sauce. having the time of his life. #perry could be doing better though. ey will do anything for eir zucchini but the world is rapidly vibrating at the moment

[clara-licht]

my brother finally read ORV and he got so excited about the story, so he went to talk to me (bcs I'm the one who recommended it). the thing is,,, when we talked I had my DKOS doll with me. it kinda went like this:

Bro: "wait, why does he have horns? and wings?"

Me: "uhh.... what's the latest chapter again?" *checked the manhwa* (it was chapter 201 btw)

Me: "oh. hm. shit."

Bro: ".......is this a spoiler"

Me: "........wait a couple more chapter and you'll find out."

Bro: *screams*

#hmm yeah a traumatizing arc #he's right in that damned arc lmao #im so not ready for dkos tbh #the PAINNNNNN gonna be amazing #clara rants #clara reads manhwa/novel #orv #omniscient reader's viewpoint #omniscent reader #kim dokja

[reidrot]

mom i want one man and one man only who goes by the name Dr. Spencer Reid, who is a Supervisory Special Agent with the BAU. Dr. Reid is hailed as a genius with the IQ of 187, eidetic memory, can read 20,000 words per minute, has three Ph.Ds in Chemistry, Mathematics and Engineering with BAs in Psychology, Philosophy and Sociology.

#im so down bad #hes so babygirl yet so daddy and i love my men that way #he just checks all my boxes for what i want in a husband #caring? check #socially awk but a nerd when his fav topics are brought up? check #bad at expressing love but expresses it in smaller gestures and opens up over time to let u know he really trusts u? check check check #puppy dog brown doe eyes? ✅ #in conclusion #spencer reid is perfect to be my husband #i love him sm #hes my traumatized genius prodigy<3 #yeah thats it im back in my cm phase and fell ten times harder for spence #spencer reid #spencer reid angst #spencer reid blurb #spencer reid fanfic #spencer reid x reader #spencer reid edit #spencer reid fluff #spencer reid imagine #spencer reid x you

[r--kt]

Minato in a nutshell

you better stop spreading rumors and start looking after your children, young man.

#he's the type of person in the company that you look at and don't understand why everyone around is so fascinated by him #silly little creepy dude #I mean yeah he's cool at first but man it was kind of your responsibility why they're all dead or traumatized now #the guy gave Kakashi his kunai and didn't explain how to fucking use it #he just GAVE IT AS A TOY #where are the remorse? where are the attempts to fix the situation? those passive-aggressive apologies during the war? hell no #you had one job #minato namikaze #team minato #obito uchiha #kakashi hatake #naruto shippuden #naruto #incorrect quotes

[beanghostprincess]

"zoro's backstory is so boring! he isn't as traumatized as the others!" yeah because your best friend fucking dying is such an easy experience to go through

#are people hearing themselves when they speak #he's so complex i'm throwing hands with people #i'm a zoro stan to the core shut up about him y'all don't deserve him #and also do people just forget his whole thing with tashigi??? #like yeah no he's definitely not traumatized /s #one piece #roronoa zoro