I head your Jean-coded playlist Nora, and I love it, but I will also provide my own. Mostly just because of my own music taste.
A little rock, a little punk, a little grunge, a touch pop, even some indie. And of course, so very very sad.
A few of the songs as well as some of the lyrics, just to convince you:
In My Time of Dying - Led Zeppelin
In my time of dying, want nobody to mourn
All I want for you to do is take my body home {...}
Oh, Saint Peter at the gates of Heaven
Won’t you let me in? {...}
I never did no harm, I never did no wrong
I must’ve did somebody some good
Oh, I believe I did
Brand New City - Mitski
I think my fate is losing its patience
I think the ground is pulling me down
I think my life is losing momentum
I think my ways are wearing me down
But if I gave up on being pretty, I wouldn't know how to be alive
I should move to a brand new city and teach myself how to die
Honey, what'd you take? What'd you take?
Honey, look at me
Tell me what you took, what'd you take?
Sunlight - Hozier
I would shun the light, share in evening's cool and quiet
Who would trade that hum of night?
For sunlight, sunlight, sunlight
But whose heart would not take flight?
Betray the moon as acolyte
On first and fierce affirming sight
Of sunlight, sunlight, sunlight
You’d Be Paranoid Too (If Everyone Was Out to Get You) -
Waterparks
I learned to live with these eyes in my closet
Hands in my pockets
Alone, but surrounded
I'm breathing, I'm drowning
I haven't slept in days, but who's counting?
Wires - The Neighbourhood
We talked about making it
I'm sorry that you never made it
And it pains me just to hear you have to say it
You knew the game and played it
It kills to know that you have been defeated
I see the wires pulling while you're breathing
You knew you had a reason {...}
He told me I should take it in
Listen to every word he's speaking
The wires getting older I can hear the way they're creaking
As they're holding him
16, 16, Six - The Drips
Tell me what you wanna know
I gotta tell you that I miss your voice
Cause everything else I hear is a violent noise
And it's breaking through to my soul {...}
Take comfort in familiar face
Carried me all over the place
Fell in love the only way we could
No one understood and no one could
Fight or Flight - Conan Grey
Well, fight or flight, I'd rather die
Than have to cry in front of you
Fight or flight, I'd rather lie
Than tell you I'm in love with you
Giver - K.Flay
I'm learning to live
I'm trying to be better
I'm learning to give
But I don't know if I'm a giver {...}
I got so much soul in my body
But no one keeping me honest
And whole days turn into holes in my mind
You Know You're Right - Nirvana
I will never follow you
I will never bother you
Never speak a word again
I will crawl away for good
I will move away from here
You won't be afraid of fear
No thought was put into this
I always knew it would come to this
Things have never been so swell
I have never failed to fail
Exit Music (For A FIlm) - Radiohead
Wake from your sleep
The drying of your tears
Today we escape, we escape
Pack and get dressed
Before your father hears us
Before all hell breaks loose
Breathe, keep breathing
Don't lose your nerve
Breathe, keep breathing
I can't do this alone
Hysteria - Muse
'Cause I want it now
I want it now
Give me your heart and your soul
And I'm breaking out
I'm breaking out
Last chance to lose control
Aneurism - Nirvana
Come on over, do the twist, aha
Overdo it and have a fit, aha
Love you so much, it makes me sick, aha
Come on over and do the twist, aha
Beat me out of me (beat it, beat it)
Beat me out of me (beat it, beat it)
Beat me out of me (beat it, beat it) {...}
Lydia - Highly Suspect
I've seen better days
So unafraid in my youth
I can't breathe, much less believe
You gave everything you had
Every little thing you had
A true love unrehearsed
I've seen your best and worst
And at your worst, you're still the best
But at my best, I am the worst
It's a curse
Devil In Me 22-20s
I don't live, I just breathe
I don't give and I don't recieve
And I'll never get the devil
Outside of me, outside of me
I don't get all the good things
You said I'd see, you said I'd see
And I don't see the light
Surrounding me, surrounding me
Dream On - Aerosmith
Every time that I look in the mirror
All these lines on my face getting clearer
The past is gone
Oh, it went by like dusk to dawn
Isn't that the way?
Don't Matter - Kings of Leon
You're not a man everybody says
But it don't matter to me
Dirty feet on my seat
But it don't matter to me
Break my heart, tear me apart
It don't matter to me no, no
I put a shine in your eye
It don't matter to me
'Cause it's always the same
And I'm always the same
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im realising that having my main love language be physical touch actually kinda sucks bcs i see my friends and i wanna latch onto their legs like a koala. a barnacle with a cute skirt. an orangutan with crocs. i want to absorb and never let them go because i love them and its not fair like take my friend D, brill hugger, 100/10, i adore the hugs if i am having a bad day and i get to hug D? literally all my problems are solved. madness. and sometimes people on the net are like oo were u not hugged enough as a child - my friend, my comrade, i was hugged too much as a child. i was indulged. i was hugged so much that now i start to wilt like a little flower without enough water if i haven't hugged anyone for a few days. its a terrible situation. luckily my girl friends are also good at the 'hold hands and never let go not even to drink water' form of latching onto each other to show affection - unfortunately my guy friends have not acclimatised so much. one guy friend lamented that he cant do with his guy friends what i do with my girl friends (hold on and never release the hug) and im like my brother in Christ do not let society stop you from cuddling with the boys. I need my hugs, my cuddles, i need a good flippin cwtch and im gonna get it i swear. if u sit on a sofa with me just know that i am fighting my instinct to crawl onto u like a mould and cuddle u like if i am not touching you at all times (i.e..... knee to knee contact) then i am restraining myself, only one guy friend understands this properly in me, if i initiate a hug i will not be the one to end it. if i say i need a hug i get 'are you ok?' im FINE i just want to show you i love you. im sorry, i love my friends so much. i feel sad that i cant squish u all all the time with my love i just enjoy cuddling the same way some people enjoy a hobby like it is my comfort place if i am in someone's arms i am like a cat i need the cuddles its the introvertness- dont talk to me just hold me and i will be so flippin content like that right there is the good stuff its warm and comfy and i love my friends eaaaaaaaargh
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A few fics aren't on here but that's because I plan on reducing my wips to 3-4 one shots not withstanding. Those fics are the Bts series ( longform FS fic with part 1 done), Grimm Tail (team polycute), Superhero Au WR (part 1 done two in progress), and my so2 very self indulgent longform fic.
Song of stars is a Collab I can only work on when the other author has free time sadly.
Darkest rwby is done just waiting on art atm.
This is just to gauge where people sit on things. I guess if you had fics you wanted to see you can let me know that too.
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There’s this thing I’ve been noticing a lot about typing INFP’s and that is the tendency to Manic Pixie Dream Girl the whole personality. Which while at times is flattering I think does a disservice to the “reality” of the type. An INFP is primarily motivated by their internal morals and ideals. They are an idealistic type. If an INFP’s ideals are monstrous they will cling to those ideals religiously and their actions will reflect them. An INFP that is bigoted, or racist, or nationalistic believes those things are correct, even self-evident. I think many of the historical figures people type as more “Rational” types are typed that way due to a perception that evil is separate from emotional intelligence. It isn’t. I think some or many of the worst people in history are INFPs precisely because their moral codes are so ironclad.
For fear of invoking Godwin’s Law I can easily see an INFP Nazi camp commandant doing atrocious war crimes to others based on the moral ideal that what they are doing is helping the world, and them being totally secure in that idea. Even using their Ne to come up with new ideas to make the work even faster or easier. INFP idealism is NOT the same as philosophical idealism. An INFP’s idealism is what that individual INFP believes is moral based on an internal examination of feeling. INFP’s uniquely create their own moral codes. Those codes can be incredibly different from society’s.
Although I don’t believe an INFP would enjoy that type of work, I can see them stoically doing it out of a sense of obligation. A stubborn pride that, although the work is dirty, it is a good thing to do. I want to be clear here that I abhor Nazis and every aspect of their ideology. What I’m trying to highlight is the idea of the “fluffy” INFP that daydreams through life or pursues love and friendship is, if not wrong, then deeply flawed and will cause you to mischaracterize many of the people in your life. That’s just my opinion though.
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