𝐟𝐫𝐮𝐢𝐭𝐜𝐚𝐤𝐞 | 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐦𝐚
series: yoimix christmas event !! (๑ᴖ◡ᴖ๑)
pairing: thoma x reader
synopsis: someone should’ve told thoma that knitting matching heart sweaters for you and taroumaru doesn’t exactly express the massive crush he has on you.
prompt: thoma + dressing pets in festive wear
genre: fluff, f2l, idiots to lovers (once again)
wc: 2.1k
warnings: language, yn is down BADDD, childish tactics
a/n: sorry for pushing back the schedule guys :( stuff happened and apparently i’m going to hawaii
“No, no, no, (name).” Thoma waves frantically at you to stop.
You stiffen, unsure of what to do next. He places his hands over yours in a flash, guiding your movement gently. With skin warm as ever, you sigh at the contact.
“You loop it like this, and then do that… So, y’know, it doesn’t fall apart.”
He grins at you, prompting a pointed look from you. “Are you making fun of me, Thoma?”
You’re not sure why the two of you snuck out of the Christmas party just to knit tiny sweaters for the litter of kittens you found outside Komore Teahouse. But you’re here now, and it’s your self-appointed job to get on Thoma’s nerves in any way possible.
The problem is that he’s the nicest man in Teyvat, and nothing you do can make him shake. It started out as a bet you made with Ayaka, but then it progressed into more of a personal challenge. However, Thoma might as well be a log of wood with the lack of emotion he greets your shenanigans with.
So, instead of getting mad at you, he’s patiently teaching you how to knit.
“Oh dear.”
Thoma stops your hands with his again, blissfully unaware of the effect it has on you. No matter how many times you tell yourself that he’s nice to everyone, every action of his seems to have a detrimental effect on you.
“It’s like this…”
Like you give a shit about how to knit. You just want to be close enough to feel his warmth all the time. Somewhere along the way, you blurred the line between friends and something more with your stupid tactics. Now, it’s on you to figure it out.
But it’s Thoma.
This man is so horribly perfect that even the ‘ugly’ Christmas sweaters he knitted turned out pretty. Carefully woven with a heart against a baby blue background, it’s lined with pine trees at the base and a star at the center. He even made sure of the color variations, with a red heart for him, a yellow one for you and an orange one for Taroumaru.
“You’re not listening,” he tuts, a small smile on his face.
You roll your eyes. “It’s hard. Not everyone is as gifted as you.”
“That’s alright,” he laughs. “You should take a break anyway. Things done tired lead to injuries and I wouldn’t want scars on your hands.”
There he goes again, caring for you more than he does for himself. The chatter of the party continues in the next room but you can only rest your eyes on Thoma, so focused on getting the sweaters right. The litter of kittens sleep peacefully in the box at the corner of the room, a watchful Taroumaru lying beside them. Peace brims in the atmosphere; you nearly forget it’s a winter night with the warmth radiating inside this room.
And yet, the lack of intimacy between you and Thoma is driving you insane. It’s so hard to remain calm with him in proximity. Either he stops being nice to everyone, or he kisses you till you can’t recall your name. You’re so touch-starved, you have to battle your brain chemistry every night.
“You know…” You smile slyly as another plan hatches in your mind.
“Hm?”
“Ayato said he’s hosting some event soon. Isn’t he so cool to be able to find time amidst all that work? A man of the house, eh?”
Maybe talking about other men will get the fabled rise out of him. Yae novels can never go wrong. But then again, your friends are horrified by your reading taste.
Thoma laughs. “Of course he is! It takes a lot of determination to do what he does.”
“W-well… I was uh- talking to Detective Heizou! The… other day…and… do you think we could be more than friends?”
Thoma blinks, confused. Hah! Maybe you’ll finally get to see that green shade of jealousy.
“Well, you could start with a date if you’re into him.”
Of course, that shade of green is very different from the one coloring his eyes.
“No!” You blurt. “I mean, not really. I heard he’s flirty with everyone anyway…”
“Oh, that he is,” Thoma sighs before grinning at you. “I didn’t want to discourage you, that’s all.”
“Well, he’s on my mind now,” you mutter begrudgingly. “I didn’t need that image of him.”
“You’re on my mind for longer than that,” he mumbles, followed by a soft chuckle. “And you’re fine.”
Thoma keeps complicating things like this and there’s nothing more you want than to kiss him silly.
Another brilliant thought strikes.
“Aha!” You snap your fingers, startling Thoma.
“Uh, (name)?”
“We’re missing alcohol!” You complain, placing your hands on your hips. “What kind of a Christmas party is this?”
Thoma pauses before breaking into laughter.
“You sound more and more like a Mondstadter every day.”
You pout. “Well, you talk about it so often…”
“Don’t get me wrong,” he smiles, finishing up the last of the batch of sweaters. “I love Mondstadt but my heart lies here.”
With me? You can’t possibly say something that embarrassing out loud.
“With you…” You perk up. “...guys.”
Of fucking course.
You hold back a groan. This isn’t meant to be so frustrating. You could be saying it aloud, you could be holding him closer, you could be anything but miserable and lovesick. If you could, you’d blow on those Mondstadt dandelions and wish for Thoma’s smile against the sun. What if you love him and he loves you not?
There’s a reason you only buy cheap things—you’ll lose them or break them. As much as Thoma helps you haggle the prices in Ritou, he couldn’t possibly help you with this. You can’t keep anything, much less someone as perfect as Thoma. It’s not just the idea of rejection holding you back, it’s your own heart.
“You’re not good with alcohol either,” you chuckle.
“Hey, don’t laugh.” Thoma pouts. “I’m sure I could down it better with some food.”
“Mhm.” You roll your eyes. You should give up now. There is no possible way in Teyvat you can make Thoma yours. Might as well make peace with it.
“Oh, fruitcake!” He declares.
“Fruitcake?” You blink.
“Yes, dear?”
You feel a rush of blood to your face. “H-huh? That- that was so stupid, Thoma!”
Thoma laughs uncontrollably, squishing your cheeks between his thumb and forefinger fondly. “Gosh, I was only kidding but you look so cute.”
“I change my mind. You’re the most horrible man in Teyvat.”
“Even though I baked fruitcake for you?” He offers a small grin. “With no fruit pieces because I know you hate fruit pieces.”
“So, it’s just a cake.”
“Well, yes… but it’s your favorite flavor!”
You shake your head, a smile fighting its way onto your face anyway.
“Oh, and I have some dog cookies for Taroumaru,” he continues, “And milk for the cats because I don’t think they can have solid food yet.”
“And for you?”
Thoma pauses, clearly confused. “Right… Well, I don’t need much more than this for Christmas. I have a roof over my head, my friends around me, and… kittens! What more could a man ask for?”
You frown. It’s not worth getting upset over but his attitude is infuriating.
“You always look more tired than happy at these parties, Thoma,” you say. “You don’t always have to overwork yourself for everyone.”
“It’s alright,” he laughs awkwardly. “You’re having fun, right? That’s good enough.”
It seems that even if you never get on his nerves, he gets on yours. How many times has he let himself suffer just to keep you in check? He will risk his life for his friends and family—excessive loyalty is not a virtue. Even when he washed ashore with no mora or a name to him, he offered the strays his food every day. It’s irrational; and it could’ve killed him. Just thinking about it makes you unbearably angry. He’s lucky you found him.
Then why is it that you still feel luckier of the two?
“I hate it when you do that, Thoma.”
This is why you can’t have nice things. Because you break them.
Thoma looks genuinely remorseful, and you immediately regret saying it.
“I-…I’m sorry, (name),” he whispers. “I would never do anything to upset you.”
God, you wish you weren’t such a problem child. You wish he was meaner. You wish you’d stop falling for him every day.
“It’s like you care for me more than I do,” you mutter, upset. “I don’t know how to act.”
Thoma blinks. “I- That’s not what I…”
Placing his hand over the upper half of his face, he sighs. “It’s only half-true. You bring out the best in me, (name).”
You scoff. “You’re already the best I could ever find in a man, Thoma.”
Quick flames erupt from his ears at your comment, startling both him and you. You blink at him, his cheeks and ears as scarlet as fire, before bursting into laughter.
“You’re the same as ever,” you manage to say in between laughs. “You once set the bouquet on fire before you could give it to your crush.”
“That was way back when!” He furrows his brows. “It was a schoolboy crush and it lasted three weeks.”
“Don’t get defensive on me,” you tease. “You’re just such a clown when you’re in love.”
“Does that mean you’ll keep smiling at me?”
“Huh.” You blink. “Well, if that’s your party trick, sure.”
“(Name), I’m not sure you understand,” he breathes. “I’m erupting like this because you’re here.”
“Then would you spew fire if I kiss you?” You lean towards him, a playful lilt in your voice.
“Stop teasing me, (name),” he murmurs, leaning further into you, arms on either side. It’s hard to be mean to his puppy dog eyes and plush pout.
Before you can think it through, you close the gap between your lips, a soft sound of surprise leaving Thoma. But your senses return before he can kiss you back, his lips chasing yours when you pull away.
“Oh!” You gasp, eyes wide as your hands fly to your mouth. “I can’t believe I just did that, oh my god. What have you done?”
“M-me?” He fumbles, cherry red. “You kissed me. Why are you shocked?”
“I didn’t think I’d actually do it!” You exclaim. “That was too impulsive for me to act normal.”
“I like it when you’re impulsive.” His fern green eyes seem to melt at your gaze, an almost pleading look laced with quiet mischief.
You bite back a smile, and he leans in to press his lips against yours. Why haven’t you done this before? You giggle into the kiss, his arms wrapping around you tighter. Christmas has never tasted sweeter.
Suddenly—
“Woof!”
You separate yourself from each other, jumping at the sound. Looking down, you found a rather angry Taroumaru glaring at you from beside the stack of kitten sweaters.
Thoma is the first to laugh. “Sorry there, buddy. I didn’t mean to make things awkward for you.”
“Awoof!”
“Oh, yeah! I’m done with the sweaters.” Thoma nods. “We’ll try them on tomorrow morning.”
You furrow your brows. “Are you… communicating?”
“No, I’m just assuming what he means.”
“Arrrrooof!”
“Okay, I have no idea what that means.”
Taroumaru leaps onto your lap, snuggling his face onto your collarbone.
Thoma knits his brows, almost offended. You don’t get to see that expression often, and you wouldn’t have expected Taroumaru to prompt it. “Oh, so you’re here to steal my (name), is it?”
“I wouldn’t mind Taroumaru stealing me,” you declare. “Isn’t that right?”
You floof up Taroumaru’s face, scratching the back of his ears as he gives you a joyous yip.
Thoma rolls his eyes, a smile begging to take over his lips. “You’re taking it too far, (name).”
“Really now?”
You feel warm lips press against yours again, eliciting a soft laugh from you. However, it’s cut short by Taroumaru’s angry headbutt against Thoma’s chin, a grunt of pain following as he’s pushed back. However, it’s soon replaced with laughter, the sound resonating across the room. Only Thoma could laugh so full, even on an empty stomach.
“Alright, you win.” He raises his arms in defeat.
“We should take a family picture,” you suggest, looking around for the kamera.
“But we’re not married?” Thoma tilts his head to the side.
You smack his arm. “We don’t have to be married for one!”
“Ah, pre-marital photographs. Scandalous.”
And so, stands the pre-marital photograph of you, Thoma and Taroumaru in matching sweaters, by your dresser—you’re clutching your stomach as you laugh while Thoma’s turned red (in true Christmas spirit) trying to hold in his laughter. Taroumaru is the only one photogenic enough to make it work, his head tilted to the side and eyes closed in joy. You should’ve known then, that only the sweetest of fruitcakes could top that photograph (and Thoma’s came pretty damn close).
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Something’s off. Steve notices it as soon as he gets home. It’s nothing major, really, but something’s definitely off. There’s this weird silence in the hallway, instead of the usual metal that Eddie is basically blasting 24/7 whenever Steve isn’t home. There’s the absence of Olly showing his little face around the corner of the door to the kitchen upon hearing Steve coming in. There’s also the absence of some crazy scent explosion emerging from the kitchen like on a usual Tuesday evening.
Steve calls out Eddie’s name, questioning, not sure if he should be worried.
“Here!”
He releases a relieved breath and gets into the living room. Eddie is his usual messy self, wild curls hanging over one end of the couch and feet wrapped in colorful socks over the other, with Olly curled up and purring on his chest.
“Hey there,” Steve says. It isn’t until he comes closer to lean down for a kiss on Eddie’s forehead, that he notices something is most definitely very, very wrong. Eddie’s eyes are swollen and red-rimmed, salty traces covering his cheeks and used tissues scattered all over the floor next to the couch. His hands are clenching into Olly’s fur, his chest is heaving unsteadily.
Eddie looks up at Steve, blinks once, twice, to get the water out of his eyes, a fresh tear rolling down his cheek.
“What happened, love?” Steve covers Eddie’s hands with his own, creating their familiar pile of Olly-Eddie-Steve, his thumb stroking over the back of Eddie’s hand.
Eddie takes a deep, shuddering breath, squeezes his eyes shut for a second. “Wayne’s sick.”
XXX
The thing is, Wayne has always been the strong one. Always. He was the arms that caught Eddie, the hands that wiped away his tears, the lips that kissed his bruises better despite his prickly beard. And now he’s - frail. There’s simply no other word for it. And Eddie doesn’t think he’s ready to be the strong one yet. That’s not how it’s supposed to be. Of course he knows that Wayne isn’t some immortal being, that he’s lived a life of harsh physical labor and cold Indiana winters, of canned beans and breakfast cigarettes since he was only a boy... But this is different. This isn’t how it was supposed to go. And Wayne knows that, too.
“I always thought it was gonna be my lungs that’d do me in,” he tells Eddie.
Eddie never thought of his uncle as an old man. But now, sitting next to his hospital bed, both his hands clasped around Wayne’s, he sees it. He sees the lines on his forehead, the near-white shade of grey of what little hair he has left on his head, the tired look in his eyes, the age spots scattered all over his arms...
Eddie releases one of his hands to wipe over his eyes. He feels another pair of hands squeezing his shoulders from behind him, reminding him that he isn’t alone, that there’s still someone else who can be the strong one when Eddie can’t.
He takes a breath.
“Nothing’s doin’ you in, man,” he manages to choke out, strengthening his grip on Wayne’s hands. Those strong, calloused hands, that have lived through so much. The hands that caught him countless times. The hands that held him tight whenever he needed it. The hands that wiped away his tears. The hands that fixed his van. The hands that ruffled his curls. The hands that held a fishing rod like a pro. The hands that tirelessly drilled holes in walls and assembled furniture when Eddie moved out of the trailer and into the apartment he and Steve got in Indianapolis. The hands that are currently resting limply on top of white hospital sheets. Frail hands.
“Ed...”
“No, I’m serious,” Eddie says. He’s always been good at running. No way in hell he’s gonna stop that habit now. "You're gonna get better. And when you do, we'll take you back home, okay? Not to Hawkins - to your real home. You, me, Steve and the van, right? You’ll see the mountains again. We’re gonna drive all the way across them, get you back to the other side, ya hear me? It’ll be this great adventure, just the three of us. We’ll stay there for as long as we want to. And then we’ll go back to Indy, and you’ll move in with us, and we’ll take care of you. And you’ll be there when we get a real house, you’ll be there when we get our first little nugget, and every next one of them, and you’ll get to play with them and see them grow up and see us goin’ grey and gettin’ old and wrinkled and fat, and you’ll be there when Lord of the Rings gets made into a movie and when world hunger gets solved and when gay marriage becomes legal and when we get our first black president and when The Police reunites... That’s how it’s gonna go, you understand?”
There’s this look in Wayne’s eyes, this look that completely terrifies Eddie, and he can’t do a thing except for collapsing onto his uncle’s chest, breathing in his scent and crying against his shirt as Wayne’s hand tangles itself in Eddie’s curls. And it doesn’t matter - it doesn’t matter that Wayne is weak and sick and lying in a hospital bed. Because he’s still the strong one. He’s still the hands that catch Eddie when Eddie breaks down. Even now.
XXX
They should’ve known that Eddie would be right. Of course they should’ve known. No God can turn down someone as stubborn as Eddie Munson - not even a God Eddie doesn’t believe in.
Wayne missed the mountain air, the perfectly prepared corn fritters, the drool in the voices around him, the natural hospitality. It’s good to be back, to get to share his roots with his boys. But it’s not like coming home. Home is where his own parents moved him some fifty years ago, with dreams of a better future that didn’t quite hold for them. Home is a rickety trailer park that doesn’t have warm water most of the time. Home is the woods around Hawkins, the rolling hills, the chilly autumn wind. But most of all, home is the smile of the boy who took him here. It’s long dark curls and big brown eyes that are currently tearing up because Wayne is standing next to him and getting stronger by the day and very much alive. It’s the memories they share, of Wayne opening his arms to catch Eddie when he was so much smaller than now; of going fishing at Lover’s Lake in the weekends; of cigarette stubs and beer bottles and metal boxes that Wayne chose to not know the contents of; of laughter and crying and fear and comfort and a whole shared lifetime, a boy growing up and still needing to be caught again and again and again.
And Wayne still does it. He still catches his boy. His two boys, now. And he’s planning on keeping to do that for a long, long time.
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