#soup like they do in the fic but

[tei-to-tei]

December 14 - Spare Time

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#rottmnt #rise fanart #rise of the tmnt #rise raph #rise donnie #brains and brawn #they're sciencin' your honor #i love this duo so much even back in 2003 #“anyway journal” wise - i wanted to do so much today #like read fics and actually write again #but instead i woke up with a day-long migraine ;-; ended up just sleeping most of the day and drinking soup #i think i'm getting sick which sucks and staring at the screen just to doodle this hurt so bad #excedrin my love i need you to actually work again #whoops ramble over ok goodnight T___T #teidoodle #tei's dec23

[feluka]

when i make a post about coptic culture and someone tags it as "worldbuilding"... a chill runs up my spine

#could be entirely harmless but again could be entirely harmful idk! #propaply (<- new favourite misspelling) just overthinking it but it's like... #as the saying here goes اللي اتلسع في الشوربة ينفخ في الزبادي #which means something like... if you burn your tongue on soup you will blow on yoghurt?? sounds stupid in english lol #oh but fellas i have been burnt on soup!!!! scalded!!!! charred even!!! #one time someone reached out to me and asked me about how it's like living as a [REDACTED] in a country where it's illegal #and i was young and eager to share and we spoke for a long long time and in the end they were like thanks! #and later sent me a link to their fic about their white twink blorbos facing oppression and homophobia in a barbaric backwards society.... #and this isn't even the worst instance of someone doing this with an experience i shared with them 😭 #someone once wrote a fictionalised version of MYSELF for an awful fic ehdhejbdbdhdh that's a whole insane story for later

[writersmorgue]

🥠 🏊‍♀️ 🥠

Thanks anon!

#literal dumpster diving ig #did anyone else do that as a kid? #like with their mom #…nevermind #bnha #mha #incorrect bnha quotes #chat fic #incorrect my hero academia quotes #anon soup #headcanon #twitter #social media #bakusquad #Jirou kyouka #kirishima eijirou #Sero hanta #bakugo katsuki #incorrect bnha #bnha incorrect quotes #sourced

[dmwrites]

“Cleo, what time is it?”

Cleo pulled out her pocket watch. “Why Joe, I believe it’s noon.”

“And it’s Monday! You know what that means!” Joe began to furiously type into his communicator.

“You know Joe, you could, like, pre-type this out so you don’t have to stress it every Monday at noon.”

“I hear you, but honestly, I’d probably end up hitting send by accident, and then who knows what might happen.” Joe said very seriously.

<joehills: Happy Monday hermits! HHH is starting now until 2. Does anyone need any help?>

“So I’m guessing no one has approached you with an HHH job?” Cleo asked.

“Nope.” Joe sighed. “Well, if no one needs anything, we can weed the community garden.” He said, indicating to the long-ignored garden at spawn. “You know what I was thinking about the other day?”

“What’s that, Joe?” Cleo sat down on the ground.

“You. More specifically, how you’re dead. Even more specifically, I was wondering if your zombie body could be used as fertilizer. Now hear me out-”

“Hello Cleo And Joe Hills!”

Joe was cut off by a loud voice, and he and Cleo turned around to find King Ren standing on top of the community tent, holding a megaphone to his mouth.

“Howdy King Ren!” Joe said, doing his best megaphone impression by cupping his hands around his mouth. “Do you need any help with anything today? Hermits Helping Hermits is happening and helping until two today!”

“Oh Joe Hills, You Read My Mind, Baby!” Ren dropped down in front of them and patted Joe on the back. He lowered his megaphone and leaned in conspiratorially. “So, when you say Hermits Helping Hermits, I was wondering, does that helpage have limits?”

Cleo stood up and crossed her arms. “Hypothetically no, but it’s at our discretion. Like, we won’t rub your feet.”

“Okay, what about murder?” Ren whispered, covering the mouth of his megaphone just in case.

Cleo and Joe looked at each other, Cleo raising an eyebrow and Joe shrugging.

“Yeah I guess, HHH can help with that until two. I’m always down for a bit of murder.” Cleo said. “Who’s the target?”

“This shouldn’t take long. The soup group dudes are the targets: Impulse, Gem, and Pearl. I have received wordage that they plan to remove me and my crown from power, and that just won’t do! I need them gone!”

“Sure thing, king guy.” Joe said. “Any particular way we should do the murdering?”

“No, I’ll leave that up to you.” Ren said. He lifted the megaphone back to his mouth. “King Out!” He flew away, the megaphone screeching and making the king whimper.

“Right, well, I guess the weeding can wait another week.” Joe said.

“Tragic.” Cleo said, although Joe wasn’t sure she was actually sad about not being able to weed the garden. “Shall we?”

“Now Cleo.” Joe said, stopping her from taking off into the sky. “This is not some simple matter. This is going to be a two against three fight if we aren’t prepared. Also, forgive me, but didn’t Pearl brutally kill you in double life?”

“Yeah, yeah, and Gem’s won an MCC.” Cleo sighed.

“What about Impulse?” Joe asked.

Cleo considered the question. “Impulse is a sweet guy.” She finally said.

“So we should go for him first?”

“Oh, definitely.” Cleo said, pulling out her knife. “Can we go now?”

“We need potions- invisibility, maybe strength…” Joe reminded her. “That’ll be easy, we can get them from Cub, then we can go.”

After stocking up on potions, food, and weapons, Cleo and Joe took off for the soup group’s area.

“Pearl’s landscape is gorgeous…” Cleo sighed.

“This whole area is super well-done, let’s not kid ourselves. We’re in the presence of masters of the craft.” Joe responded, and they landed in a tree to scope out the situation. “Where could they be?”

“Oh, look, nametags!” Cleo whispered, pointing to the huge blue-topped mushroom in the middle of Pearl’s landscape. And indeed, there were three nametags up in the bulb of the mushroom. “That must be them!”

“Okay, invisibility on!” Joe whispered. They both drank the potions. “I’ll hold my sword in my hand so you can see me, Cleo. We have to be super sneaky- I’m sure they’re expecting assassins.”

Cleo and Joe snuck their way across the alien landscape, tiptoeing around bushes and pausing as a cat seemed to take notice of them, but passed by after a while. They stopped to drink more invisibility potions when they needed to, and when they finally got to the mushroom base, they each drank a strength potion. They made their way up the stairs, and right at the door to the top, they could hear Impulse’s rumbling voice, Gem’s sweet tones, and Pearl’s Australian accent.

Joe looked to Cleo, as they were visible now, and nodded his head.

“SURPRISE, MOTHERFUCKERS!” Cleo shouted, brandishing her sword.

“Howdy yall, Hermits Helping Hermits here helping as we always do in this mushroom!” Joe said at the same time.

Pearl, Impulse, and Gem were gathered around a round table, all stunned for a second.

“What’s going on?” Impulse asked.

“We’re going to kill you!” Joe cried.

“Joe! Subtly, remember?” Cleo called to him.

“Oh, right. Darn it. We’re not going to kill you!”

Pearl scratched her head. “What?”

Cleo leapt at her and pinned her to the ground, knife against her throat. Joe raced forward and just kind of barreled into Impulse and Gem- Gem got knocked over, but Joe just kind of bounced off Impulse’s chest. So, he pointed his sword at Impulse instead.

“We have been asked to kill you by the king for plotting against him.” Cleo said. “Which is a service that HHH apparently provides now.”

“Wait…” Joe said suddenly. “Hey Cleo, what time is it?”

Cleo held onto the knife with one hand and pulled out her pocket watch with the other. “Huh. Looks like it’s two o’clock, Joe.”

“Oh, wonderful!” Joe put his sword away. Well, Hermits Helping Hermits is now over, so I guess we’ll be going now.” He helped Gem to her feet. Cleo got off of Pearl and dusted off her dress. “Bye guys!” He waved, and he and Cleo walked out of the mushroom and flew off into the afternoon light.

#in case the joke isn’t clear #they just like stop doing hhh at two regardless of what they’re doing #lol #September 15 2022 #fic #hc9 #soup group #joe hills #zombiecleo #long post

[rapidhighway]

i want to write fic soooo bad but i feel like i just can't present a narrative in a way that anyone will understand idk it always just feels so nonsensical, whatever i write. Even just writing a plan its like after a while all words just lose all meaning idk what this meanss idk how to do this

#like its jsut so hard to explain it like everything becomes word soup or something #like the longer i write the more it feels like the story is pointless even if im trying to write about something concrete #AUAUGH i just dont have a way with words i guess. but its also about the way of writing idk man idkk the story is there but at the same tim #its nothing #i cant explain it #ive wanted to write fic and comics and even flesh out ideas and after a while of trying it just feels so pointless and like its about #nothing even though im not even writing stream of consciousness like I KNOW the things i want to write are here but the story is just. #nothing #AUAHHHFDD HOW DO I EXPLAINNNN #this is a very vivid feeling in my brain whenever i enter this stage of writing anything #UGHHHHHFVBHVD ok bye #i mean i dont really have good ideas either but uhh i would like too :^/ #idk im just looking if anyone feels this way too or if they fight it somehow -_-

[roitaminnah]

they make me so sick i'm sick i'm violently ill <333 (pee and ketchup sketchdump i mentioned the other day. thumbs up emoji)

#butterfly soup #butterfly soup 2 #ppkm #erm I feel like i have to explain all of these. um #the first one! little doodle from my cold pancakes fic. i just . think it's neat. do you like akarsha's sweatshirt design #me when I'm a product designer #the second. scene from the game but from memory . does it actually go like this! I can't remember! but in my head. something like that #the third one! i just was. doodling and re-drew one of the cg's from the epilogue. and they make me ill. what if I died. what if huh. #the fourth! why does it look like adult ppkm taking bad engagement pictures in the macy's department store! idk! probably because it is.??? #i LOVE writing the worlds longest tags. something is very wrong with me #I have WORK to do. i am supposed to be submitting plushie revisions rn. instead! ppkm posting. #stay turned for more purple. sorry that everything is purple it's just that I like purple #sketchbook #me when i forget to add the relevant tags. oops #roi draws

[fluffypotatey]

Shadowpeach's reaction to believing the other is dating again

ANON I AM SO SORRY T^T i meant to reply to this the moment I read it then got distracted and now it’s almost 1am (edit: it is now 1:30 lmao)

anyway,

you have come to ask me, a girlie who is a sucker for unhealthy shadowpeach and long time lover of the jealousy & possessive tropes, about shadowpeach’s hypothetical reactions of the two monkeys believing the other is back in the dating scene?

well, obviously, they would be completely fine. absolutely no negative reactions or breakdowns or obsessive thoughts hindering their ability to function and be mentally healthy. of course.

jk i lied: THEY WOULD BE SO HORRIBLE LMAO

however, i feel like swk would be more subtle about it. like maybe he hears something out of context said by MK or Mei or Tang or Red Son or Sandy (who might have also jumped to the same conclusion) and is like “oh……” and then is oddly quiet for maybe a month, freaking out MK

also, SWK would have his own internal battle of wanting to see Macky to confirm but also not wanting to see Macackle because the confirmation would break him. but he would make so many excuses to see Macaroon by visiting Pigsy’s noodle shop then chicken out when the time does come (the funny part of me says that Pigsy is the only one aware of SWK’s true intentions and is very annoyed about it)

the anger doesn’t really come until SWK feels fed up with Macaroni’s “mixed signals,” meaning Macky’s very bad attempts at being civil/flirting. because “if Macky thinks he can just use my feelings while being in a relationship he can think again!” (despite Macky never being in a relationship but Wukong never confirmed this so is mad for the sake of this hypothetical SO and himself while struggling with his own very messy feelings. because he likes it when Mac has his attention on him, he likes it when Mac tries to woo him the same way he had tried when they were younger and ignorant, he likes it when Mac cannot help but look at Wukong, he likes it when he makes Mac forget all about that stupid significant other because Wukong and Mac used to be something and could still be that something if Mac just gave Wukong a chance or if they had never ended their old relationship like the way they did. if only, if only, if only, if only, if only—

with Macky, ahahahaaaaaaa hoo boy.

not subtle. very unsubtle. like, yes, even Wukong can see and notice Macky’s very unsubtle and unstable self but unlike everybody else who is aware of the reason, Wukong would just be confused on why Macky is always weirdly snappy and grabby and always feel the need to mention Wukong’s love life????

anyway, Macky would not react well. 1) because it feeds into his angry theory that Wukong found their relationship to be superficial and temporary 2) he has been revived for, uh, *checks watch* not very long, so imagine going through a severe break up and dying them being resurrected and trying to enact revenge on your ex (of whom the feelings are still too raw) but you’ve been out of time for so long that you cannot process shit 3) it is my belief that Macky had nobody else as close to him as Wukong was

so, Macky hearing through the very botched grapevine that Wukong is back in the dating scene? man’s is not handling it well. house/apartment/whatever establishment he was staying in is trashed. he replans his revenge against Wukong. he stalks Wukong obsessively bc he has to see that bastard in the act because maybe then he’ll be free. he would sabotage any and all attempts of demons, humans, whoever that whispers about pursuing Wukong because….reasons

(obviously the reasons are not the fact that Wukong moving on terrifies him, the fact that he can be so easily replaced hurts, the fact that he cannot let go despite everything, the fact that Wukong still smiles the same, that Wukong still laughs the same but it’s so much lighter, that he understood what it was like to be loved and cared about by Wukong. to have all of his attention on Macky, to hold him so gently even though these same hands could break him (and have), to be treasured and desired by someone so powerful. how could Mackarell give up something so precious? he is still selfish and has been deprived for f that love for too long. why on earth would he ever wish for someone else to have a piece of what he once had?)

so yeah i’d say they would be coping sO well :)

#this is a side tangent but shadowpeach deserves some more fics with both or either of the two idiots being jealous #please #for me #ley them simmer or wallow in their personally inflicted angst/pining soup while i giggle and read with delight #and when i say i’m a lover of this trope i also mean i’m a connoisseur of this trope #i have tastes and am picky about it #bc there are some…….not great works that try this trope (to put it politely) and it hurts bc i KNOW it could be written sO good #also funny note: this reply was supposed to end after I shout ‘they would be so horrible lmao’ #but then I thought nah lemme share my elaborated thoughts #another side note: I am sure y’all notice I call Wukong and macky’s thing a relationship instead of friendship or situationship mostly bc #a relationship can mean many things and my view of shadowpeach is both romantic and qpr #like the vibes fit for both of them and I’ll just roll with either #but i struggle to call their thing a friendship because to me that takes away some of the aspects of swk and macky #do i think they even dated in the past? no but i DO think the two were so attached to the hip that to outsiders they saw 2 boyfriends even #if nothing was technically official of their relationship being romantic or platonic but it blurred the lines so well nobody could be 100% #& even in the current plot their relationship is STILL blurred to me so i can’t pick and like both options (both are severely unhealthy ofc #lmk #shadowpeach #asks #anonymous

[barbreypilled]

there’s something soooo uncouth about tagging certain posts w #writing like someone will be talking about something serious and here comes ramblings-of-a-befuddled-whovian storing it for the most offensive ofmd fic ao3 has ever seen

#I AM PRO FANFICTION DO NOT COME AT ME BEING FOOLISH #this is a personal gripe but I remember some of my posts about disability have gotten tagged as that and like come onnnn leave my ass olone #also there was one about the mobility aids used by a specific CHILD on here and these fic accounts were eating it up like be serious #the guy from soup or natural does not need a gait trainer #like as someone who needs information about lobotomies and various human experiments for my novel I am NOT looking on www dot tumpler dotcom

[spurious]

I have no idea how to go about this kind of ask meme, but for the levels of headcanon meme, any of your choice for Rodney, please?

alright i'm too lazy to figure out where these fit in the different headcanon tiers but here's just some word vomit about rodney and various things i think about him:

sometimes think about the fact that everyone at SGC knows this humiliating history of him being a dick to sam carter and being wrong, twice, and how when he goes to atlantis we can assume that pretty much the only people who don't come with those preconcieved notions are john and teyla, and how fucking freeing it must be for him to have 2/3 of the people on his team not constantly and automatically expecting the absolute worst from him?

b i s e x u a l

when he talks about quitting the piano at age 12, it's very clear to me that even at that point in his life he had internalized the idea that there is literally no point in pursuing something if he cannot be absolutely, unreproachably exceptional at it. yikes

#ask meme #rodney mckay #headcanons #i actually always forget that i find it really hard to just....produce and share headcanons without prompting #like a lot of my fic is meant to either explore or express my headcanons #and i will put forward things in discussion #but when asked to pull them out of the primordial soup of my brain i do not do well

[lord-squiggletits]

Me going "he would not fucking say that" at G1 fics that write Optimus as some sort of socially conscious leftist politically aware activist bc G1 Orion Pax literally did not have a political thought in his brain and his almost exact reaction to hearing about a war on the way was "there are bots whose job it is to deal with that, who cares" and his reaction to seeing Megatron was like "wow cool war machine!" almost exactly like that one Gundam missing the point meme.

#squiggposting #like bro i'm sorry G1 OP is not woke he's a boomer ass grandpa who doesn't know shit #also i feel bad for ppl who want g1 fics but just keep getting idw1 continuity soup honestly #i feel like there's a lot of interesting things you could do with g1 specific lore but #from what i see it's basically all idw1 lite

[chirpsythismorning]

I just read a new fic that comes off as unrequited byler at first, but it ended up being a trick by vecna. Basically all of Will and Mike’s major moments were changed slightly in Will’s memories, to give the impression that Mike definitively didn’t feel the same about Will in any of the moments between them in the past seasons.

And all I could think while reading it was WOW this is probably how milkvans think the show is framed and how they also think it’ll go down in s5…

It just goes to show that their interpretation of things being that it’s apparently so obvious that Mike is in love with El and has no feelings for Will, doesn’t track at all with what we actually see in the show..

Another reason I enjoy reading milkvan fics for fun bc it just comes off OOC and it’s so abundantly clear that they’re having to create completely new characters in order to fit with what they want to believe.

#byler #stranger things #this fic was fun!! #i was confused for a bit #but after a while it becomes obvious that what’s happening isn’t happening #bc how could every moment between them end with this framing of mike trying to let Will down #the fact that canon doesn’t match with any of that #but milkvans would read this and be like PEAK STORYTELLING #they can’t look at any of those scenes without telling themselves mike feels the complete opposite of deeper feelings #and the fact that they think s5 is gonna follow up with Mike doing stuff like this… #and it’s 100% certainly not #good soup

[thwackk]

adding on to the batman infestation on AO3, any green lantern fic recs? I've read like the first 5 pages of ranked by kudos and I'm desperate. Also how is there not more fanfiction for the gl animated series? that was my childhood and I am disappointed about the lack of it.

I don’t read fics that often anymore because it takes too long to find the good ones and the only fics I read are Halbarry centric or Dick Grayson character studies. Rlly hard to find good fics abt just solo characters I enjoy that dont have ships included or have good characterization :( so unfortunately i do not have any reccomendations for you 😔. I would ask @rillette they’ve got alot of good hal centric recs

#asks #thankyou for the ask!! #I DIDNT MEAN TO POST THAT ACTUALLY TAGGING SOUP WHOPPS #that was an accident #sorry soup #uhhhhmmm yeah #i barely read fanfiction anymore cause i get impatient and give up #ive gone through the entire halbarry tag any everytime i check it again there’s nothing new or interesting in there and it sucks #good dick grayson fics are also shockingly difficult to find #SOOO many people DO NOT get him at all and it sucks #also ppl love throwing ships in there like i do not want that!!! #i don’t like any grayson ships i rlly dont #the only ship i kinda like with him is dickroy but again; very hard to find good ones #i could complain abt things in fanfiction for a longass time #ive read a few boostle fics before but again nothing special

[stellamancer]

notes: inspired yet again, by something that happened to me irl and perpetuated by @sipsteainanxiety​,  @namodawrites​  and other teahouse peeps. a sequel to this work. 

"The fuck is that?" 

Were this your first encounter with the Great Explosion Murder God Dynamight, you might be scared. Admittedly, you might be the slightest bit nervous, but Katsuki Bakugou has shown up at your doorstep armed with his sharp tongue and sharper gaze enough times that you know that there's nothing to actually fear. The worst thing that Bakugou has ever done to you is call you an idiot and walk out of the room. 

You offer Bakugou your trademark sheepish smile. "It's miso soup."

"No shit," he spits, stepping past you into your apartment proper. " S'not what I'm talking about, idiot— what the hell are you drinkin' it from?"

You lift the cup to your lips and take a sip, watching as he kicks off his shoes. "A measuring cup?"

Bakugou hurls a disgusted look in your direction. After a moment, his eyebrows rise, a silent gesture for you to start explaining since you both know that your 500mL measuring cup is not intended to be a serving vessel for miso soup or soup of any kind.

"It was the first thing I grabbed," you say, following Bakugou into your kitchen. “Besides, I think most of my dishes need washing anyway.”

"Hah!?" His head whips around and you can see his eyes zero in on the dishes in the sink. "You really frickin' let it pile up this much?"

"I meant to do them all last night since I knew you were coming..." You decide to not tell Bakugou the reason why you didn’t actually do your dishes; he doesn't need to know that you got caught up in an impromptu marathon on your couch last night. 

Bakugou’s head jerks again, his narrowed gaze fixed on you and it feels almost as if you’ve gone transparent. It’s probably an intimidation technique, but you don’t let it faze you and just smile at him like you’ve done nothing wrong. You were going to wash them eventually.

"Hurry up an' get washing," he barks, pointing at the sink. "We ain't starting the lesson til those dishes are spotless!"

Despite Bakugou’s grousing there aren’t really that many dishes in the sink— a benefit of living alone. Washing them shouldn’t take too long. Maybe fifteen minutes at the very most.

You start washing and fully expect Bakugou to just watch you and comment on your poor dishwashing form, but instead he grabs a dish towel and begins hand drying things as you finish washing them. Personally, you think it’s just fine to let them air dry, but you suspect that Bakugou wants them not only spotless, but dried and put away in their proper places. 

With his help, the dish washing time is cut nearly in half and you start to put all the neatly dried dishes away in your cupboard.

“Hey.”

“Hm?” 

“Thought you said all your bowls and shit were dirty.”

You blink and look, and there are a few small bowls sitting there that weren’t in the group of dishes that you washed. “Oh, yeah… I didn’t use those because they’re not microwavable.” 

It’s true. The bowls in question are ornate and delicate. Honestly, you only really use them when your parents come to visit which isn’t very often. Maybe they would be better in storage… 

“...Microwavable?” Bakugou’s voice is calm. Almost oddly so. 

“Yes?”

His eyes slide over to the now empty measuring cup in your hand, the final dish you need to put away. You think he’s ready to live up to his namesake and blow up. Thinking about it, perhaps he would find some offense to instant miso soup, but it’s not like it’s the worst thing in the world right? He’s gotten mad at you for using kitchen shears as a knife and a measuring cup as a mug, but instant miso soup isn’t that strange. It’s normal! A convenience! 

Finally, Bakugou heaves the heaviest sigh you’ve ever seen, looking more like he’s swallowed an explosive rather than feeling relieved. “Alright, nerd, for today’s lesson, we’re learnin’ how to make miso soup— the proper way.”

#nikuniku fics #this is a case of this was a lot better in my head than it was in reality #for the record bakugou does not have a huge problem with the microwaved miso soup #he's seen it before #and in my head he was gonna get mad over it but i was like #nah maybe he'd be less mad than i think #but i think he would still prefer to do it properly #'it ain't that hard you're wasting your money on that instant shit' #okay maybe now i finally will work on deku fics lmao

[emeraldcreeper]

I’m again thinking about like a rebellious emotional vampire who goes fine I’ll deal with needing to get negative emotions my way, and is just a fantastic therapist with absurd and super flexible hours for vampires to use without having to go oh fuck I have to explain why I’m going to therapy only at night and he whole vampirism thing

like it’d only happen in canon to help nandor out of his perrenial depression funk, like if it comes up ever, it would be very fun and I would once again point like the Leonardo DiCaprio meme and say look! It’s psychology! Occurring! I study that!

#wwdits spoilers #I can fuckin SEE it #the vampire therapist passing a box of tissues eyes glowing blue from the sheer amount of sadness #is it ethical therapy no #I’m just saying most vampires need therapy #and emotional vamps need food and some may feel bad about faking pity #not evie she’s a girlboss I’m just thinking about it again since she came back for one episode to uphold bureaucracy #I nearly wrote the fic but didn’t like 2 years ago or so #so y’all get this now or again as my brain soups around going mmmmm psychology……….. #for hours on end while I do not watch GO season 2 I have seen what occurs and I know my romcom heart cannot take it #regardless of circumstances #I can put therapy into my fiction and media #it would help so many characters and so many arguments get solved #wwdits

[roitaminnah]

hey have u guys read the fic bandit queens of the mont satiné shopping mall. (shaking through tears) i think u should. join me in my insanity <3

#butterfly soup #ppkm #pretend this is framed and colored really well it did not turn out exactly as i envisioned. also technically #i wanted to start the line earlier but . i didn't leave enough room on the paper! oops! so #you'll just have to read the fic! to find out what it was <3 #I've read it so many times because uh. it makes me so insane (positive). this scene and . so many others #written in such a way that highlights what i love about the ppkm dynamic so much. i'm illiterate i can't describe it perfect but #I'd. i wanted to do more of the scene where they were actually on the carousel but i thought about drawing horse and was like. nope. #but it is so good. the. ouhhhhhhhh. ohhhhhhhhhhhh. #funny story i am terrible at reading (adhd) and when i get excited I skip lines on accident #and the first time around I missed the line where they get off the carousel so I imagined them having this intense conversation while #still on the carousel spinning around. made myself so dizzy. sob emoji #anyways this??? the confession???? illegal activity??!! queer activity????!!! gamestop?????!!!???? *explodes* #i duno what else to say I'm exploding . maybe i'll draw more who knows who knows . peepeeketchup man . chomping at the bars of my enclosure #wow not purple! (they drew the whole thing in purple originally and then decided it was not *the vibe* so he added 400 multiply layers) #roi draws

[imperfectcourt]

I have been feeling closer and closer to being able to see through this wave of depressy and creating something. I even cleaned my apartment 🥺 I might not be able to write anything but I have 2 pieces of art I started ages and ages ago and maybe I might be able to look work on one of them 🥺🥺🥺

#one of them is of neil in a crown bc i had this vivid of what it would look like in the spring #been in an au kick lately #im making my favorite bread and soup today and ran the dishwasher and im not stressed by mess #i think the thing stopping me from writing is not being able to commit to a wip #bc i can only write when i become basically obsessed with the thing #and with so many wips its like my brain wont let me do that with just one #anyway #dont get your hopes up lmao #the other piece of art is one i started in summer of 2022 for a fic of mine #and i spent cumulative DAYS on the building it looks SO good and realistic #but as soon as i got to the body i just..... i cant get the poses and perspective right #i was so focused on the building and its so finished and perfect theres NO way im changing any of it #so.... #lmao what even IS this post #its been 2 years since i last wrote and posted a fic wow that hurts