#stay here beside me

[spottedenchants]

re: my tags on that last post

actually though xD

#the first chapter is doneee i just need to do the resttttttt #30k total is my bare minimum estimate of the final word count #very well could end up much longer #stay here beside me #shadowgast #chanse wip

[sleepytownez]

Congratulations! You’re Traumatized! ☆

#really wanna know what happens to him in season 2 #I unfortunately like this series #sigh #boyfailure #nicky roth #hello neighbor #hello neighbor welcome to raven brooks #how to tag this series help #he got fucked up I need to know how #I will be staying out of this fandom besides art because every account I’ve checked has me in their DNI I can’t win here #sad #this was a very quick sketch it’s not very good sorry #hello neighbor: welcome to raven brooks

[kingofthering]

I'll never be against an athlete choosing the job with the higher salary (hello, tons of regular people do that every day, I might do it myself one day if offered the chance) but I'll be honest, when the lesser offer is still a 7 numbers figure, I'm not going to think that that offer is a bad one.

#yes this is about fabio and deep down yes I understand his choice and no I don't think this is about just the money #of course it's also about pride (factory seat) and staying with the team he's won with and that he considers family #I get that!!! #and yes motogp riders should be paid more when you compare them with other racing series #but I think it's a little out of touch to not consider a salary in millions (besides all the brands deal) something already huge #esp when some moto2/moto3 riders have to PAY for their seat #and I don't even want to know about what's in wsbk riders' contracts #and I'm not saying this only about motorsport #the base contract for an nhl player is like 800k or something #even if he just plays 4th line/3rd pairing minutes #yes they can get injured and out of job in a snap of fingers #and I have read so many stories about former athletes going broke because they can't manage their money #(and yes sure maintaining a high lifestyle cost more and they spend more money but be real with me we're still talking millions here)

[carrottyshark]

Happy Birthday Haruka!

I made a mini comic below too featuring my persona of the sort (SHAMELESS ADVERTISING) because it's my birthday 2 days after!

I don't know anything when it comes to speech bubbles and fonts

Actually, anything about doing comics in general

#Carrotty lore #It's been so long since I've actually focused on art dedicated for something and taking my time with it #Also it's been maybe 2-3 years? Haruka's been a pretty close character to me due to how I relate to him(somehow) #I go on and off but I didn't think I'd last here for this long... Stay strong and remain in the next trials for us too Haruka ✌️ #I wonder how his birthday will be celebrated in the Timeline #Like I wanna know if anyone else actually cares at the moment besides Muu... how occupied has everyone gotten around this time? #Would anyone else greet him? I'm very curious #Also I wanted to draw me and Haruka sharing the blueberry cake because I FRICXKING LOVE BLUEBERRY OK #Oh well just me telling the world I love blueberryanything is enough #milgram #ミルグラム #carrotty art old and new #I thank the above because I learned that schedule posting existed

[coffeexxcigarettes]

And yes, you may cry,

But cry into me.

Let your tears soak

Me to the bone,

Let me burn away

The parts that still bleed.

Maybe I can't be what you need,

But I will try.

I will try.

x

#i'm here #it's okay to not be okay #is it okay #if i stay beside you #forever #short poem #romantic couple #shojo romantic #shoujo romance #longing #comfort #hug me #let me hold you

[dramarants]

Wanting more homoeroticism in the tension between the show’s leads as the narrative introduces greater intimacy and higher stakes between them, especially in a landscape that lacks queer representation who isn’t a villain or dies within one or two episodes, but also recognizing that core values/motivation for these characters lie in their relationships with one of two major female characters in an on screen sausage fest where the only other woman is a morally reprehensible femme fatale and erasing and/or vilifying female leads in favor of conventionally attractive males is a common practice observed in fandoms that’s rooted in misogyny and justified under the guise of rejecting heteronormativity, thinly veiled double standards, or claiming the woman is simply not interesting enough and not wanting to bolster that mindset

#the worst of evil #you know who’s not interesting enough? haeryeon!! bibi’s acting the hell out of her and slaying while doing it #but idk anything besides she’s willing to subvert her dad for dick and values money over everything else #and also she’s hot which is great for me!! but also the male gaze #and I also get it - we don’t know much about euijeong in her limited screen time besides her relationships to junmo/kicheol #but she is given so many traits that are silently conveyed like compassion and bravery and sacrifice #she brought a fucking gun to her date with kicheol like the conflicts and motivations here are SO JUICY #her exasperation guilt and despair with the investigation; esp after listening to the voicemails #what’s the self respecting thing to do; do I still love my husband if he loses himself; can I continue a game I never wanted to play #at the cost of my life or my family’s life? #even though a lot of her choices are for her marriage she’s using whatever agency she has in her own terms #kicheol works to be an honest man and make a difference partly bc of her #not trying to place the burden of fixing men on her but ignoring her impact in the boys’ lives is wild #ship whoever you want hate whoever you want but don’t deride a woman just cuz ‘she’s in the way’ ya know #all this being said; kicheol bringing junmo home after he RAMPAGED seemingly on his behalf - literally who else is doing it like them #the yearning all around - I get it now; we need gangster mob!throuple to get any shit done around here (and for all 3 to stay alive 🫣🙏) #but the reality next week is gonna be so so bitter

[taka-chan]

i have to go on with my silliness and my jokes and my sentiments because i will turn insane if i don't

#reichan i have to crack the jokes i know you would respect that #ilvysm #besides i need to be my own authentic self no pretending #so i might be crying here at one moment and laughing the other #just like it is #stay with me♡

[greeneyed-thestral]

«What are you doing?!»

#notice that bilbo says 'you' and not 'we' #thorin responds like don't worry about me darling and besides you're staying here no chance i'm gonna let you fight #the way bilbo screams EXCUSE ME you big dumb king don't you DARE try and shut me out #love how the company is shocked by bilbo fearlessly screaming at their leader #forget the elves and the fishermen thorin we should be worrying about HIM #kili looking at thorin like yo husband does not play #the hobbit #hobbit #bilbo #bilbo baggins #thorin #thorin oakenshield #bilbo/thorin #thorin/bilbo #bilbo x thorin #thorin x bilbo #bagginshield #martin freeman #richard armitage #the battle of the five armies #battle of the five armies #botfa

[bangcakes]

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#personal #i think that like... the dam's broken. for lack of a better term #or i guess the ice ???? idk man #either way. been messaging back n forth with him like crazy for the past few days #i just decided that like.... whatever. if i feel like saying something i should just say it to him !!! #and i think me being open has led to him being open.... #god its so hard when both ppl only really talk when they have something to say JFJDJDJDJDJDJDJDJJD #like... i cant even make up a reason to talk to him. i cant pretend to be dumb n not understand anything. he'll know its bullshit NDJDJDJDN #n e way...... defs met my match here lmao. but really its been so nice just being able to talk to him when i want. bc waiting until being i #person was getting so !!@@@ long !!! like god. i didnt know i could miss someone so bad...... its so !!@@@@@@ #gah !!!!!!!!!!!! #n e way. things are goin in the right direction #and hahaha !!!!!!@ i have a game plan to make sure we stay in touch too !!!!! me n one of my other friends promised to keep in touch with #each other and i was like oh should we invite everyone else. and she was like oh !! maybe ____ so i was like !!!!!!!! #so true !!!!!!!!!!@ #gosh im so excited i really like them both so much we're all similar temperaments so ya..... ive wanted to make sure i keep them JFJFJFJD #n e way. we still havent asked him but hopefully he says yes !!!! bc he always sits behind us n im just like !!!! ik you wanna sit with us #so just sit beside us istg !!!! but ah ... i think hes shy #god hes so cute #and shes like not competition btw. like..... she has a bf. she knows i like this guy now (i spilled. i couldnt hold it in 💀💀💀). and ya !! #hopefully exciting things coming!!!

[longagoitwastuesday]

“Traveler in Space”, Cyrano de Bergerac (1950)

#De Guiche #Cyrano #Cyrano de Bergerac #Voyage dans la Lune #About books #I talk too much #José Ferrer is hilarious in this. It's still one of my favourite versions of the scene if not my favourite #His anxious little jumps are so funny so adorable and so real xD #I think this version manages well the different aspects of the scene. Cyrano's anxiety. His charm and wit #I think it sells the idea of Cyrano entertaining de Guiche and convincing him to stay in a way I think most other adaptations don't #Here in my opinion the evolution from de Guiche being annoyed first diverted later and invested at last feels natural #Cyrano all the while checking the time and whether the wedding is finished from time to time really is what makes the scene for me #Besides making it funnier and making Cyrano stay more in character I think it helps integrate the scene better in the play itself #Ferrer's powerful beautiful voice works wonders in this scene as well. How it's small playful and silly and then he regains his usual voice #It really brings home how his voice is at the end of the day even more Cyrano's main trait than the nose is #Anyway... I'm talking a lot just as usual. But I really love this scene

[spottedenchants]

WIP Wednesday

snippet today! :D

-

“He certainly got you good.”

Essek shifts his angle as he runs a careful thumb over the ruddy-fresh bruise on Caleb’s neck. An idle idea: he could likely do one better. But regardless.

“Here I thought the rule was ‘not towards the face’.”

“Ja, well. That is what I get for standing next to Caduceus in the middle of their most super sneaky of epic battles ever.”

Essek clicks his tongue with a pursed croon and pointless concern.

Caleb’s chuckle tickles his fingertips.

“Eh, I’ll probably live.”

“Senseless collateral- those dowels are still a terrific hazard even if not deadly.”

“Would you rather we go share this feedback with Luc, or did you want to get back to what we were doing?”

“Patience, patience. ‘Gleich’, it was?”

“Sure.”

Ah, there’s Caleb’s full-bodied laugh; concentrate sunlight distilled through a loupe, it beams into Essek’s tinder-chill chest. Success.

“Then, Caleb Widogast.”

With a tip of his head, Essek catches, holds Caleb’s bright eyes.

“Allow me another option and some room for worry, hm?”

He has none of the latter- he is sure Caleb is presently aware, especially given that down-tilted stare of a smirk. Nevertheless, the play is fun.

#essek thelyss #caleb widogast #shadowgast #ehehe silly wizards #they play #chanse wip #stay here beside me

[smile-files]

hey bud! welcome to my blog :)

(art request status: CLOSED)

my name is mr. nice guy, but you could also call me ellie, butterfly, smiley, melon, or any of my kin names!

i primarily use they/them pronouns, but i'm fine with she/her and would be happy to try out he/him. currently figuring out my gender - at least for now, please use gender-neutral terms for me!

i love smiley faces, melons, and butterflies/moths, and some of my other interests include object shows (especially bfdi, ii, and one), welcome home, stranger things, deltarune/undertale, pokemon, kirby, animal crossing, and my little pony!

i am a white autistic jew, and also a minor. please keep these in mind while interacting with me! in addition, while i don't hate being messaged directly, it tends to make me nervous - so feel free to make the most of my ask box!

also - please do not interact if you're racist, ableist, homophobic, or transphobic. thank you.

and some fun facts! my birthday is june 15th, my favorite color is yellow, my favorite food is cookies and milk, and i own over a hundred plushies!

below are links to some of my sideblogs and my kinlist! i hope you enjoy your time on my blog :)

some of my sideblogs:

@bfb-teardrop my teardrop kin sideblog :]

@fluffyboys my ralsei reblog sideblog :D

@eevee-evening my eevee reblog sideblog :}

@zombie-boys my stranger things sideblog :0

@geometropolis my original object show/comic/story sideblog :)

@ii3clover my clover kin/reblog sideblog :O

i have other sideblogs as well! they're just a lot less active, so i'm not sharing any of them here.

my extended kinlist:

(wip - trying to get this to a concise, readable format :D)

my kinlist is long enough as it is, but chances are that there are more characters i associate myself with that i forgot to include :') be aware that i might update this from time to time.

in addition, i might periodically change which characters i have a star (☆ or ☆☆) on - those are characters whom i most strongly associate with at the moment.

and doubles are more than okay! if you kin the same character as me, we probably have something in common...

thank you so much for reading through! i hope you have the loveliest of lovely days!

goodbye :)

#melonposting #pinned post #kinlist #remaking this whole thing because i feel like it #the old one was just a bunch of links to outdated carrds and listographys and pronounys #which individually are so tedious to update #so this one has no links to anything (besides my sideblogs). all of it is right here #so yeah :) like i said i'll update this from time to time to match the current state of things #that way you'll stay up-to-date on which pathetic nerdy wizard boys i've based my identity on #have fun judging me for my kin choices... feel free to reblog with your scathing remarks #on these. pathetic nerdy wizard boys #see you all around!! #color text #colored text #eyestrain tw #tw eyestrain

[von-karmas-a-bitch]

hi last time i scoured court records dot net for all the official gay lawyer content i could find i somehow missed the maya page of the fanbook but i found it today and. height difference franmaya where they're both short queens but maya is an even shorter queen CANON

(for the americans and fellow brits who use both metric and imperial depending on the situation, 154cm is about 5ft and 162cm is about 5'3.5" which i have been losing my mind about for months bc that is my exact height i AM franziska von karma)

#i have known for so long that franziska is my height and have been dying to know maya's height #all i had before was her referring to herself as vertically challenged in professor layton vs phoenix wright #(which btw makes her the only other character to be referred to as vertically challenged. besides franziska in turnabout remniscence) #(so first of all. made for each other. but second of all i compared 13yo franziska's investigations overworld sprite to bratworth's) #(and then compared adult franziska's to edgeworth's. and taking the heels into account franziska has probably grown...) #(...about an inch or so. since she was 13. which is yet another thing she has in common with yours truly. holy shit) #i have been dying to know. what their height difference is. hoping that maya was shorter but only by a little bit. #and i was right. they are exactly as i envisioned #franziska looks tall next to maya but is actually a short queen #5'3'' energy is real and me and franzi both have it #technically she is closer to 5'4'' like she's just under it she's actually 5'3.7'' roughly but. i rounded it down to a multiple of 5 #totally biased here nope #but. let me have this ok #i deserve a little projection as a treat #they also remind me. of my first relationship #im still besties with that first gf #and like franziska and maya we were and still are basically the same person in different fonts #with me the franziska being the more jaded and cynical one with bigger daddy issues #and they the maya being more ''but i stay silly :3'' and having bigger mummy issues #and the height difference is. you guessed it. about the same. although i think the exie is slightly shorter than maya instructions unclear #and despite me appearing more prickly on the inside and them seemingly being small and nonthreatening #while secretly being a powder keg ready to explode at a moment's notice #bc all that rage is kept internal 99% of the time #and them being the one that could like. keep me in line when i was being a bitch #like that moment in trials and tribulations where one glare from maya had franziska actually praising larry's artwork #like i cannot stress enough how much franmaya happened in real life and it was my first relationship #they mean the world to me they are the ship of all time im obsessed #franmaya #maya fey #franziska von karma

[just-an-enby-lemon]

Cluemaster: Hey, bro, I know I never call...

Kiteman: You did drunk call me that one time.

Cluemaster: I already said I was sorry for spreading around that you were in love with your kite and calling you to brag about it. As you said I was hella drunk and angry your weird ass podcast somehow now has the same level of fans as my old gameshow. Who the fuck cares that much about kites? Or C list vilany?

Kiteman: Did you just call to remind me why I hate you?

Cluemaster: Of course not, Chucky boy, your my favorite lil bro.

Kiteman: Arthur... I'm your only brother.

Cluemaster: Yeah? You're still my favorite.

Kiteman: Okay. Fine. What do you want?

Cluemaster: You're good with kids right?

Kiteman: Oh do you want me to babysit little Steph? I haven't see her since she was a baby! That'll be soo much fun!

Cluemaster: Oh, no, no. She is too old for a babysitter. I kindda called 'cause I need your advice.

Kiteman: Sure. Go on.

Cluemaster: How would you stop a prank war between your teen daugther and your bussiness partner that happens to be living at your house?

Kiteman: Woah. Define prank war?

Cluemaster: Like they just being annoying with each other... like non-stop Shrek music and painting one of her walls green?

Kiteman: Are you working with a child, Artie?

Cluemaster: No. Childrem are not really good at puzzle robberies.

Kiteman: So who the hell is in a prank war with your fourteen year old daugther? Is it that Polka Dot weirdo?

Cluemaster: ... Riddler.

Kiteman: Be honest, Arthur.

Cluemaster: I am!

Kiteman: Why the fuck would he work with you? Didn't he like was brought on to one of your trials and tried to sue you for being a copycat?

Cluemaster: No idea. I don't really remember all my trials.

Kiteman: Fair. Still isn't he like an actual treat? Like Batman actually tries to be always involved in his crimes instead of just sending a Robin or a cop kindda treat? Or hangs out with Cooblepot and Harley Quinn and fucking Catwoman and even Scarecrow and Joker kindda treat?

Cluemaster: Yes, so what?

Kiteman: He is waaay above your league. How the fuck do you got him to work with you?

Cluemaster: He is working for me because he recognizes my genius.

Kiteman: *sarcasm* Yeah, sure. At least it explains why I've been hearing that your plans don't totally suck anymore.

Cluemaster: Will you help me or not?

Kiteman: Anything for little Steph. But seriusly bro, the guy is a mentally instable killer, he is real Arkham loonie, A-lister and all this shit are you sure is safe to have him living with you? Specially if he and Stephanie are fighting!? She is just a kid! What if this prank war thing escalates and next thing she is in saw type death trap or something?

Cluemaster: Well than help me not to! I can't just kick him out, do you know how much I've been proffiting later?

Kiteman: And also he is an instable killer that used to hate you and wouldn't react well to being kicked out?

Cluemaster: Yeah, this too. Look I think you're overestimating the guy. He is smart and all and he can take a punch but I could take him out real easy in a one on one. He screamed like a little girl when he found a roach in the kitchem. I think I'll be fine.

Kiteman: Sure, you do you.... Maybe.... you could just.... help them find something they have in common? A TV show they like or something. It used yo work with us. They will bond over the thing and forget they hate each other for a bit.

Cluemaster: See was it that hard to help me?

*Chuck hangs up*

[Three months later]

Cluemaster: Chuck! I need help!

Kiteman: Can you call in another time? I'm bowlling with the guys, Calendar Man and Condiment King cannot win a second time, one weird rap about their love conquering all was ENOUGHT.

Cluemaster: Is about the whole prank war between Nygma and Stephanie thing.

Kiteman: Oh. So I guess my advice didn't work.

Cluemaster: No, no, it did. It worked way to well actually.

Kiteman: *worried* That sounds bad.

Cluemaster: Yeah... it happened that the thing they had in common was that they really hate me.

#this might be the start of a brown family au #because i have a lot of feelings about them #for me kiteman is actually a pretty chill down to earth guy besides the whole kite crimes thing #and instead of the tragic backstory were his kid died in the dumbest riddler plan ever #he just always wanted to have a family but he is too akward and has some nd coding and didn't had the chance yet #so he wants to bond with steph because she is his niece and all #but he and arthur don't have a good or stable relationship and he haven't been there for steph and she doesn't even know about him #so he is just afraid of talking to her #he and arthur started fighting because their parents divorced when they were 13/15 and they stayed with different parents #also while i preffer charlie a lot Cluemaster is a B Lister here while Kiteman is a C/D Lister #Kiteman is friends with all Gotham C-listers with the exception of Polka Dot Man because they just don't hang in the same places #they have some misinformation about each other and think the other is a freak but they would be pals if they meet #cluemaster hangs with b listers and non gothamite c listers #chuck actually got relieved after the last bit cause he imagine grooming or steph becaming a killer or smt real bad #he actually likes Riddler a bit after that because sibbling rivalry and because he is starting to realize Arthur is a shitty dad #Eddie did try to sue Arthur in Arthur's first trial #he was called to testimony why Arthur shouldn't go to Arkham and it was when he discovered that you can't copyright a criminal mo #it was also his first time on trial cause some rogues are considered unfit to stand trial and he is one of them #riddler #edward nygma #stephanie brown #arthur brown #cluemaster #kiteman #chuck brown #cheatday is @sillymanwithocs ship I'm just borowing it

[girlscience]

the RAMPANT consumerism on the section of youtube I have ended up on recently is actually kind of disgusting to me. if I see one more video of a perfectly manicured hand with a hint of a sweater sleeve putting things in a target cart or using 100 bottles for a skin and hair self-care day or using 50 different cleaning products in an enormous, pristine, white home while a random pop song remix plays in the background I'm going to start destroying things.

#I know exactly how I got here #there is a specific crossover of decluttering/production hacks/workout plans/minimalism/motivational videos that leads directly #to very wealthy stay-at-home women doing sunday resets and target hauls and restocking and organizing the guest bedroom #and 4 hour pre-vacation self-care videos #but it is so BAD. I am not saying don't buy things or take care of yourself or anything like that #I literally have mentioned several times in the past two weeks that I was waiting on packages in the mail! #but GOD. the difference between buying a set of dvds I'm going to use until they fall apart #and literally having 4 bookcases of skin care products is ASTRONOMICAL #I cannot imagine a single reason anyone would ever need that much stuff #and it's All so sanitized and perfected and nothing can be out of place and it's just awful #that girl aesthetic/it girl/clean girl aesthetic/etc etc #and every single woman in these videos is perfectly shaped and tanned and hair done up #and they all wear these matching set workout fits #just oh my god girl!!!!!! what are you doing????!!!!!?? #I don't know. I don't know that there's a point to this besides me complaining and being upset #but it's just so antithetical to the way I want to live and I know it's so bad for the environment #and I know it is encouraging so many people to look and act just like that #and I hate it!!!! it feels like we are never getting out sometimes for real #maybe I'm being mean. maybe they are actually very conscientious of the environment #and maybe they are only showing a once a month shopping trip #and maybe they have just been sent a ton of PR packages that they have to figure out how to store #but. it really doesn't feel or look that way

[dogsrot]

the fact that like . . fenrir technically doesn’t exist ??

#¹ ⁾ ⋆ ‎ ☠︎︎ ‎ ⋆˙⊹ ◞‏‏‎ ‎ 𝑂𝑂𝐶 ‎ ‎ : ‎ ‎ general ‎. ‎ ‎ ‎' #lil ramble in the tags but #he’s a cryptid if you really think about it #a being from hell that roams the earth from here and there #so thinking about it — he’s just a ‘negative spirit’ floating around #can’t really call him negative even if he’s an omen of death #but that’s besides the point !! #he doesn’t really have a record or anything #most of the documents the government has are fake #nothing is tied to that man truly #including the vessel he’s in at the moment #this is just the body he had picked before being reborn #so when he is reborn again he will choose ANOTHER body #does he like having human skin ? no #but it’s to be inconspicuous roaming the earth #also his father really does despise the fact that they aren’t human so he forced fenrir to stay as a human #either way there are definitely things that fenrir does that mimics an animal because he IS an animal #smack his nose when he’s doing something wrong and he’ll back off #whistle and he’ll look over #he’s very big on scents as well and gets overstimulated when there’s too many in a room #there’s a lot more but !! you can ask me for more stuff #black shuck lore makes me head spin mhm mhm #my*