#tbh i am so broke

[newttxt]

sanji’s big “this might as well happen” moment 😅

from ch 5 of utilities included

masterpost

#one piece #sanji #zoro #zosan #cw suggestive #cw omegaverse #never thought id be using that tag tbh #nami #usopp #uhhhh am i missing anything #utilities included #man. this was a wild chapter. i should also mention that it was posted several hours late #bc i was supposed to beta it today. and then i broke a filling 🙃 so that was fun #but id rather deal with that than with what sanji deals with here lol

[wis-art]

Women, so pretty, so shaped, i am so lesbian,,,

#im also incredibly dysphoric tonight #but i was told by my coworker im incredibly feminine by her earlier #and i mean yeah #..... #i am a tall weird internet woman who likes to draw #so funny how i thought i was bi #I'm just really into women... #my ex is a trans guy and he told me he thinks im lesbian and i had a “holy fuck this explains so much moment” #we broke up but we still have a weird queer relationship outside of social heteronormative norms that is hard to explain and only we #can really understand #im not into men because you know #im a lesbian #had a weird period in my life when i was dating a guy and said im a lesbian and i felt sooooo scared #turns out when youre on meds and your brain is working right you just stop caring about such things #i went on a parade wearing big lesbian flag and girls loved it :) #i dont really know if i ever want to date anyone again #but i think if you look at my art you can really tell my sexuality quite easily lolol #funny how love can be so complicated sometimes #i mean it was kind of inevitable we break up cause we're kind of incompatible but tbh #it was better for us #hehe

[generalsmemories]

every time i see someone shit on the xianzhou story quest on twitter i die a little bit inside.

#narus' corner #SO LET'S TALK ABOUT HOW EVERYONE HATED XIANZHOU BECAUSE EVERYONE AND THEIR MOTHERS AND ANCESTORS HAD PULLED UP THEORY AFTER THEORY #AND WHEN SAID THEORY DID NOT FCKING GO ALONG WITH WHAT THE ACTUAL WRITERS HAD IN STORE HELL BROKE LOOSE #ion think u understand #maybe im biased. i probably am but the way hoyoverse tackled immortality with xianzhou is quite bittersweet honestly #YA'LL WANTED UR DOOMED YAOI AND YURI AND TBH ME TOO BUT THEY ARE STILL FCKING DOOMED EVEN IF SOME THEORIES DID NOT GO AS MOST SHIPPERS WANT #THEY STILL DOOMED MILADYS AND GENTS AND NONBINARY PEEPS DAN HENG IS SUFFERING FROM PTSD AS WE SPEAK. #u look at xianzhou and see predecessors suffering the consequences of what their ancestors wanted because of immortality and vow to stop it #because they been fighting people against GALAXIES who wants a taste of that immortality who also don't KNOW THE CONSEQUENCES OF IT WHICH I #LITERALLY GETTING MARA-STRUCK WHENEVER UR MEMORIES OVERLOAD FROM LIVING TOO LONG AND GO: damn this was shit writing cause i didn't understa #IMMA AAAH #eternal wars where when u find peace after winning you DON'T BECAUSE YOU TURN MARA-STRUCK FROM THE AMOUNT OF TRAUMA U HAVE #when immorality isn't immortality in a sense u can't be killed but long lifespan but then u can't even live said long lifespan #because u get mara-struck from participating in wars to protect AND YA'LL COME OVER HERE AND SAY BAD WRITING?! #and don't come with what the fuck is phantylia doing #ion think u understand how fucked we would've been if phantylia managed to actually absorb that ambrosial arbor AS A GODDAMN EMANATOR #OF DESTRUCTION OF ALL THINGS?! YA'LL WANT INFINITE HEALING WHILE GETTING BLASED OR SMTH!?! #and the aftermath which was probs the most hated on #imma just. #imma shut up LMFAO

[wam-my]

"This too shall pass." Alright, writer of Malevolent!!! I'm going to need you to hand me a few hundred bucks to pay for my therapy bills!!!😊😊😊😆

#malevolent spoilers #malevolent podcast #episode 21 #arthur lester #yellow malevolent #I'M LITERALLY ABOUT TO END IT ALL #I HEARD THAT LINE AND STARTED ACTUALLY SOBBING #tbh i've been on the brink of crying since episode 20 #Coda broke me #and then episode 21 broke me even further #Edit: Okay gang I am so sorry and I'd like to inform all of you that I JUST joined the fandom #and also this podcast is really good and I find it absolutely amazing how this is only written by one guy #Edit no. 2: I changed 'writers' to 'writer' :sob emoji:

[beanghostprincess]

Remember that ASL + Uta Band AU I made not long ago? Yeah? Well, here you have a really short playlist about it (Yes, their band is obviously called Drums of Liberation. What did you all expect?)

I am making playlists for the other bands I have in mind because I got too into this AU. I'm not sure if I'll ever write something about this, but damn I have so many ideas already... You'll see... I even have a Google doc with it. And I finally finished making the story about how these four ended up making a band and everything!!

Btw, check out the amazing fanart @elsdreamworld made for this AU that I used for the cover of the playlist.

#if you're curious about the other bands and you want a lil spoiler about it: #nami/vivi (tangerine neon lights) (lesbian musical indie duo) #<- honestly it's the only one with name along with asl+uta bc i haven't come up with the other names yet #kid/killer/hawkins/drake (rock metal band but they're softer than they look) #law/bepo/shachi/penguin (i mean... obviously) (also law tries to be adgy and doesn't work bc the other three are extremely cute) #sanji/usopp/zoro (personal fav) (i'm excited to talk about this one tbh) #perona goes solo #shanks and buggy used to be a duo and then they made their separate bands bc they broke up #<- thing that happens in every band au #and uhhhh you'll see what happens #SHANKS AND UTA HAVE SOOOO MUCH DRAMA IN THIS ONE BTW I AM SO DRAMATIC WITH THEIR STORY HERE WJKEFNJSENFJKRNFK #one piece #portgas d. ace #uta one piece #revolutionary sabo #monkey d. luffy #asl brothers #op band au #Spotify

[doctordiscosbignaturals]

deleted scene from the enemy of the world

((based off this tiktok audio ))

#doctor who #classic who #classic doctor who #second doctor #two/jamie #jamie mccrimmon #patrick troughton #frazer hines #the enemy of the world #ramon salamander #salamander #enjoy my shitty art #i want to switch to digital so bad #but i am broke and stupid #doctor who fanart #fanart #my art #jamie totally had the hots for salamander #who can blame him tbh

[smute]

i cant believe im sick again this is ridiculous

#i was just starting to feel better after a week in bed #spent 2 days traveling #and ​bam #coming down with something again #what am i even wearing a mask for #god fuck me #honestly idk how many more setbacks i can handle #ever since i broke my shoulder #idk it feels like #ive just been treading water #trying to catch up #but im not getting anywhere #its just one curveball after another #like playing whack a mole #always putting out fires #<- and atruggling to find the right metaphor lmfaoo #and beyond that zero chance to focus on the important thing (writing this fucking thesis) #i dont even have anything to look forward to #thats the problem innit #right now my life sucks #and yet i am on the comfortable side of things #once i graduate there's only gonna be money problems and debt and a housing crisis and not being able to do what is right for me and pain a #nd suffering #the fucking bureaucracy #god i hate this country #its not something to look forward to #it feels like im waiting for my execution tbh #so yeah #no wonder im doing my utmost to sabotage myself #tbd

[asteralien]

hurt my own goddamn feelings going in the alabama state poll tags but also made myself angry. yall motherfuckers are the reason why, when i listened to weird al's "complicated" parody in middle school, i immediately felt like i was doing something wrong or was something wrong because i was really close, best friends, with my cousin. a long ass time before i figured out i was queer, i felt dirty and dangerous and morally suspicious because of who i loved and where i came from because people still think Hurr Durr Incest State Sweet Home Alabama Stupid Redneck Cousin Kissers is a funny joke and not at all demeaning, classist, just plain mean, and very potentially damaging. get better soon.

#state poll Opinions(tm) #guess who has moral ocd about touching or looking at family members now <3 #guess who is terrified at all times that if anyone sees me being affectionate with literally any family member #they will think i am a weird creepy alabamian incester #so. thank you for that. <3 thank you for persisting in new ways for me to hate the way i exist. <3 #thank you for putting more guilt and shame on marginalized communities. <3 #i hope it was worth it for that super funny 'incest.' joke in the poll tags along with 200 other people who had the same idea. <3 #anyway i love my state. it sucks in a lot of ways but it's beautiful in a lot of other ways. #i will live here forever and i hope i will one day do good for it. help bring out its beauty and help it heal from its wounds. #i hope i can be a part of its history in some small way and that small-minded ppl never hold me back from pride in where i come from #mythtakes #(also this is why i will never be able to enjoy weird al. i don't hate the guy i don't think he's a bad artist i used to love him) #(but the wound has really never healed tbh. like that one stupid line of a stupid song literally broke something in me)

[astrxealis]

my favorite teacher plays dnd and bg3 do you know how crazy that is to me

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #LOTS OF THOUGHTS HII GOOD NOON TODAY WAS A REAL FUN DAY #I ALMOST BROKE DOWN AND ALSO I KINDA VENTED AND G #UH. WHY IS TUMBLR WEIRD AND CLOSING MY POST. ANYWAY! #i did vent to my friends abt annoying classmates (aka annoying ppl who are irresponsible) that bring me and my friends and groups grades #down. and yeah. but i bonded a lot w various frienda and and and fun day and and and I LEARN ^^ AND #things are quite bad sometimes but sometimes they aren't actually that bad and idk school is just really fun i'm almost sad #just really happy with where i am rn and my friends are noticing too sniffs ..... noticing how i'm talking more or whatnot #and more comfy and whatnot and hey it did take like. quite a while. but still! just. really happy #bcs this Quite A While was either basically immediate but in the making (two friends) or gradual but always getting there (group in class) #and etc !!! like hey maybe some friends online or irl i am not talking to as much atm but there's the comfort that we still greatly care #for wach other. and whatnot. and there's just a lot and damn if i gave up this wouldn't be happening lol my point is things do get better #and a lot of it tbh is on how you improve and see things (???) idk but damn i'm just rlly proud of myself #I COULD STILL DO BETTER mbut idk all of this is me and im just rlly secure in that and i have been since the longest time ngl. im amazing #yeehaw ANYWAYYYYFGEGKR BG3 I STARTED A DARK URGE RUN LAST NIGHT YE GODS ITS A BIT SCARY TO ME BUT I LOVE THE BLOOD #im trying to fight against it bcs im using my main tav but boom make him a durge guy so ^_^

[valiant-portabella-pirkko]

FLOURISH AU - PACT ADMIRAL TRIN - TRIN ENTERPRISES

Pact Oceanic Navigator and Aid Supplier

"I have a debt to repay, Commander, and I intend to see it through. You gave me and my crew a fresh start and that's worth more than any price in gold. We're not soldiers, but if you need us we'll be there."

"Now we've finally got something worth fighting for."

#gw2 #guild wars 2 #Mai Trin #Flourish AU #finally got a bunch of mounts for her! she still needs more tho #(i had a lot of gems saved from gold -> gem transfers) #all of them have a story but i'll get into that another day #for now you get a photoshoot because she needed one #'i should talk about Flourish more' i say and then refuse to elaborate. like always. i am an organized person #the short version is this is the triple-commander AU where Ceara and Saoirse are co-running things with Pirkko because neither broke off #so Mai joining the Pact is one of the many butterfly effects! #she gets introduced during the Zhaitan campaign so she's a REALLY early addition; she gets more important later tho #her arc is pretty comparable to Canach tbh except she joins willingly after the Commander saves her crew from Risen #(she does not realize that the Risen were only there because Ceara can't stop committing war crimes regardless of universe. bonks her) #anyway. scurries away and leaves this here #Pact Admiral Mai Trin #my posts

[mazojo]

The Tiff and Mildred situation is craaazy

#holy shit this feels so intrusive like I am watching something I think I shouldn’t be watching that’s insane #I am so happy almost all couples broke up we been knew and I do wish they can find their happiness #but going from their sick dog to the whole shit show of their relationship is crazy like I don’t wanna say much bc #we don’t know this people and their relationships privately but insane. what I heard was insane. I do hope Tiff was okay after that I would #have also left tbh #the ultimatum queer love #the ultimatum #tiff #Mildred

[sweater-equestrian]

me: yeah idk i tend to kill plants and cant keep ferns alive :/

also me: convinces my dad to buy me a staghorn fern

anyways please behold my newest prized possession before i kill it :)

#i was SHOCKED to see some at my nursery they never have anything fun tbh #like theyre great for outdoor plants!!! like so so good at thay #but indoor plants? theyre pretty slim usually #but today!! they had some really fun ones including these :) #and i was so shocked and awestruck seeing one in person that i naturally made the questionable impulse choice to buy it #even though it was uh. $30. which doesnt seem bad or unfair but like. thats a lot of money for me 😅 #like it didnt come out of my pocket bc im broke as fuck but still. mildly painful. considering how little confidence i have #in my ability to keep it alive #but i am well armed with research and love. so lets see.

[dude-im-a-witch]

I need want to do a money spell jar right now but I think I’m going through an episode right now because EVERYTHING is making me over the top angry… oh well. Maybe another day 🙃

#i am so incredibly stressed out #for other reasons #but being broke def isn’t helping lol #witchcraft #pagan #also i have #bpd #so tbh idk what is going on entirely

[karaboutmyart]

one year ago today i made my otgw beast!greg cosplay for halloween. i RLLY don't know what im gonna dress as this year

#i was thinking about scary marlowe but idk guys 🤕 #grips brain. aaaggghhhhh #maybe i'll just pull a costumw out of my ass this year (go thru my closet and cry) #tbf i did that when it Rained and my and ex and i were in a pumpkin patch and my cpstume got ruined so. hmmm #ugghhhh guys halloween is on a TUESDAY #thats my busiest day 🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂 #maybe i'll just do vladimir tod again but. make it spooky somehow WHAGHAA #or i'll just wear pajamas its ok 👍 #tbh maybe i will just Do that. who needs a costume anyways i just wanna be cozy WHAGAHA #rambling #i recreated the entirety of the unknown in the sims 4 #btw #this is what i do with my life instead of college classwork #omg so halloween is on a tuesday right? guess what else is on a tuesday this year #MY BIRTHDAY #im gonna. AGAGGHH #the good news is during the weekend im going 2 the ren faire for my birthdsy DO YOU KNOW HOW EXCITED I AM FOR REN FAIRE THIS YEAR #GOMNA GO AT LEAST THREE TIMSS OK I DONT CARE IF I GO BROKE

[diredeliverance]

I think the greatest crime of BG3 is that it made me kinda come around on BG1. I now regularly think "I should use my limited free time to play fucking BG1, that would be a good time." And then it is. Abysmal.

#I picked it back up after almost six years of dropping it after my mods broke on my last lukewarm playthrough just to fill out lore #and have more fun things to feed into kas story #and tbh I did NOT think I was going to make it through vanilla bg1 because it was so so boring last time #it's still kinda boring and I wouldn't recommend it to people but I'm also like. Feeling it. somehow. #there's something kind of casual and cozy about it. and I'm afraid the real culprit for this change of perspective is years of kingmaker. #I think kingmaker has broken my brain forever. #wretched. #so sayeth emi #I was a big jaheira hater in bg1 as well so the other thing that has happened is that bg3 made me a jaheira stan #and now I am just like I should play bg1 to increase the amount of time I spend hanging out with jaheira my favorite woman in the world #I have to play bg1 to see more jaheira. and get to exponentially more jaheira in bg2 the game I never made it to.

[shatterthefragments]

Fuck. The biggest highs always have the hardest comedowns. This isn’t fucking worth it. Except it is. It has to be.

#the fucking socks on the table that broke the camels back #but honestly I don’t really have time to have another dish that broke the camel’s back crisis #vent #I’m standing outside trying to determine if I’m going to cry or not.a #and shit I already gave dad the money I want to exchange for a $50 #so I’ll have to talk to him again #and it’s cold outside. #and I am. not dressed for it. but at least I have a hoodie or I wouldn’t be able to stand it at all #and then I’ll try to forget and move on #it’s my one fucking day off #and let’s be honest. I planned to masturbate the entire fucking day. and I didn’t. and I still did some stuff. and I get it the table is a m #a mess #but there are worse things in the world than a sock on the table #unless we’re all autistic and our rules just all conflict in the worst fucking ways bc that is a possibility (except I think he’s NT) #bc I melt down and shut down over stuff being where it shouldn’t too (prefaced by I don’t think I’m autistic. I just have sensory issues and #scored an average of 161 in the raadsr #but like. it makes sense for our family to have it. #I’m just. fucking upset now #and my sister (who tbh had Meltdowns before masking it really well) helps me when I shut down. but fuck #none of this is good none of this could’ve been as bad as it is if somebody went and got a diagnosis and we could’ve had support #except this fucking ableist society we live in sucks and just #and anxious and wanted to kill myself so badly what good would a diagnosis be if I wasn’t around #…I should go back inside and eat dinner #but still #a few socks on the table where we don’t even eat off of that part #yells my name ‘what now?’ the socks on the table. I just. walked out of the house. and honestly good for me. #bury me back to what we came from where I belong where we came from we belong we belong #if the back tire of the bike was inflated I’d probably be going for an ill advised ride rn tbh #but alas