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eyenaku · 28 days

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FOOL MASK (GITM BY @venomous-qwille)

Handbuilt porcelain with slip, overglaze, glaze, and gold lustre accents. Paint and lacquer detailing added post fire. Handsewn fool's cap and bells added post fire.

This mask is a part of a (loosely connected) mask series, all hand-built and fired using a range of different temperatures and techniques.

My favourite mask to date, Fool from Ghost in the Machine by the wonderful @venomous-qwille !! GITM is absolutely incredible and I cannot put into words eloquently how much I adore it and Fool so instead I made this mask! Hi!

My word was this mask a struggle to make. The mask itself is entirely one piece, and entirely porcelain!! That's right, those long thin rays are solid porcelain!! The eyes and tips of the blades are done in 22 carat gold lustre. All colouring save for the black and the satin sections of darker red on the face were done with only slips and underglazes. The red colour was correct without the paint, but I thought a contrast from the rest of the gloss would look nice :)

Made to scale, the mask measures 50.8x60.96cm without the hat, and 50.8x116.84cm with it! (20x24in without hat, 20x46in including hat). He is Large, but turned out absolutely lovely and I send my many many thanks to the kiln gods for producing him unscathed.

(naku & wall for scale)

(he's so big guys i have large walls (the top of my head is only slightly above the top of the bookcase beneath him) look at him at the wall it's nuts)

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skenpiel · 8 months

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HAPPY BIRTHJDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYY TO MY BEAUTIFUL WIFEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE @eebie I LOVGE YOU MY BABY FOR ONE MILLIONG YEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 💗😚💯🎆😊🥰💝🥳😍👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩😻👩‍❤️‍👩💥✨🎊🎉💗💖💞💫💝❣💟🔥❤💜💙💚💛🧡💓💘🥰😍🥳👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩😊😚💍💋🎁🎊🎆🎈🍰🎂🌺🌸💐🌷🌈🌟🏩🥰🎊😍🥰💋✨🎉💞😊🥰🎈😚💜💘💟🧡🏩😚💜🎉🍰🤩😻👩‍❤️‍👩🎇❣💝🌺🌷🌈🥰🍰🎆💞💘💘🥳👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩🎂💓🌺😊😍💘💍🎊💍😊💜✨💓💍🎈💟💐🌸✨💜🍰🤩💋😚🎂😊😊😻🎁🎉🏩🌈❤🔥😊👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩🌈💓💟💐😻😊💍💟💜💝💘🌺😍🥰😚💟💗💫💖🎊🎉💋😊🥰🌺💘👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩💋💍🎆🎆💞🎉💐🌸🌟👩‍❤️‍👩👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩🔥🎆😻🌺🌸🎁🌈💓🎊💗😚😚💖🔥😚💐💫👩‍❤️‍👩💗

bonus drawings from my little sister also Hehe <3

(the 2nd one uve already seen cuz she made it over a month ago but then i just took a bad photo OF her phone screen. so i asked her to send it to me ^__^)

#my art #I LOVE YO MY AWESOME BEAUTUFLUL GOORGEOUS WIFR HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#ill bake u a cake filled with Love and warmth itll be like when you put like a bomb in a cake for someobe in prison #but instead of a bomb you open it and get blasted by one thousand kissy lipstick marks Like i put all of them in there #I LOVE UUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love usm baby🥹🥹🥹💗👩‍❤️‍👩💗#btw i was gonna make u more stuff but i had to go away so i couldnt :( </3 thats why its good i asked my little sister hehe ^_^#btw. if anyones wondering #'but skenp if this wedding takes place in the same place as the drawing you commissioned from eebie‚ shouldnt sans be there too?'#shut up. he wasnt invited this time. we get married everyday This was a special bierthday wedding with only us two #anyways. happy birthday princess 💗💫👑 im gonna go full boys who cry on your ass today #cuz its all abt U GIRL!!!!!!! on ur 16th (18th) BIRTHDAY!!!!! pay attention to U GIRL!!!!! every1 has 2 do just what U SAY!!!!!!!!!!#u get ur very own spotight 2nite 😊cuz its all abt UUU!!!!!!! all abotu EEB!!!!!!! ur tha birthday geeb

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mega-punani · 2 months

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HI! this is the first ever ask I’ve sent you :)

May I request the pirate fellas with a siren yn please🙏🏾?

Like when yn jumps in the sea they turns into a siren and they look human on land, they can do the singing and putting people in trance thingy y’know cool siren stuff btw I love ur blog, I hope u have a good day/night❤️

Ah! Hello hello! Welcome! I'm so sorry it took so long to get to yah, and I hope u'll be able to see this!

Siren Y/N Fluff!:

Sans: -Oh geez, you are very pretty. Is it hot in here or is it just you? -Bro is an adventurer, and everyone knows what a siren is. He is just so excited to see one in person. He is containing the urge to fangirl but yah know, gotta keep up the chill captain facad. -Will be so gentle when he touches your tail

Papyrus: -WOWIE A MERMAID- oh wait... you have very sharp teeth... -Still amazed regardless. He'll be showing you with compliments and then bombard you with questions all in the same breath. -"I've never seen such a beautiful being such as you... do you poop?"

Blue: -Jaw drop, eyes like stars, his hands are already itching to run them across your gorgeous tail. -Of course, he will give you plenty of space the moment you bare your fangs, but he will still stay within distance to stare at you. -Just like Selkie Y/N he will be very sussed out if you eat fish.

Stretch: -Literally going to faint from how excited he is to see you. -He is mesmerized by your melodic voice and is trying his best to impress you with his own, incredibly talented, not at all devil-fruit-caused, natural singing voice. -Will blow you straight out of the water, fucking literally, if he gets to ecstatic and lets his devil fruit get out of hand. -Please do a duet with him. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEA-

Red: -"I love the kind of person that will actually just kill me-" head ass. -Bro knows you would drown him and then eat him if he messes with you, but honestly. Thas kinda hot. -Bro is slinging them pick-up lines at you like it's no one's damn business.

Edge: -Ngl, sirens scare tf out of Edge. -The apex predators of the sea, the main killer of sea men if they aren't too careful. He had never seen one so up and personal. -He'll be scowling and glaring the entire time, just know he is shaking his his heeled boots-

Razz: -Bro is putting it on the map INSTANTLY that there are sirens in the area. -He is a man of knowledge, so of course he's going to poke at you like a high school dissection project. -He's right along Papyrus as he asks odd and intrusive questions about your biology.

Cash: -"How much does a siren scale cost?" -Bro is scheming. -You better get off that boat before that mtfk plucks out all your scales and cuts off bits of your hair-

Bear: -Incredibly skeptical and is lowkey side-eyeing you. He had heard his fair share of siren legends and will most definitely be keeping an eye on you. (Especially since Edge is too scared to) -Will offer you food, but intimidatingly. -He'll calm down if Cinnamon calls him off.

Cinnamon: -Literally the only normal one- -Sure, he's excited to meet you, you are a gem and the rarity is the sea after all! A very dangerous gem... -He's the same shy and awkward Cinnamon who is now extra apologetic about his crew's behavior.

#pirate au #sans x y/n #papyrus x y/n #siren mc

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prettyrealm · 9 months

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i love ur blog fr… one of my least favorite things about the tarot community (not just kpop) is how some people alter or water down their readings (or just aren’t perceptive enough) so that their content is more positive and validating for consumability… and the people who choose to be honest and direct get ate up 😭 divination can be harsh. idk why people are here expecting validation or only positive things. most of these idols are not nice!!

if you want a romantic story and enjoy living in denial, go to ao3!! wattpad or something?? y’all are looking for fanfiction. there are soooo many writing blogs on this site.

and i also have soooo much beef with like, pop culture tarot readings on youtube and tiktok that are clearlyyyyyy not too good in quality, but people eat it up blindly because it tells them things that they like to hear and never anything critical. i have a theory about that being one of the reasons why people assume honest readers have bad intentions or are hating on people. i don’t think people realize just how common it is to read on someone and get the vibe that they’re shitty in some capacity, or not even having to rely on intuition and to be directly told that there is something off about someone. idols aren’t usually any better than the average person, and the average person usually has bad traits. period. some are worse than the average person.

also… i have a problem with how it’s seen as perfectly fine to share the positive traits we’re able to pick up on through tarot, but sharing the negatives is seen as invasive?? like girl either it’s all invasive or none of it lmaooo. you’re okay consuming content that makes you feel like you’d be attractive to someone or reading about what their personality is like, but it’s too much when that same person says that they’d potentially be a bigot or have issues with stuff like anger? that’s when it’s too much??? 😭😭

Thank you so much for stopping by to show love!! I really appreciate your perspective and agree with pretty much everything you’ve said. 🩷

People were shocked by @dreamofmetoday and l’s ideal type readings being so specific and descriptive and we didn’t get why until we tapped in with other peoples readings and realized most are just saying very vague things or just things that EVERYONE is looking for in a partner (for example, kind, sympathetic, loyal) or just things that make it easy to self-insert in general. I think the self-insert aspect is a main reason people put such an emphasis on only focusing on the positive.

I also get asks demanding I tell them how I get such specific and detailed answers when it comes to things like homophobia/race/misogyny whatever, and it’s like, that’s just how it works? Makes me wish more people would get into tarot themselves so they could see.

The “romantic love story” crossover stuff that you mentioned is why I think you’ll often come across readings, and even PACs, on here that are like a wattpad story. like you said, many readers know there’s a large audience for this. For example when it comes to PACs, 3 pile PACs are a very quick and easy way to get followers and likes, but overall don’t exert a lot of energy and limit the amount of people who can actually connect with the PAC but then each pile will be filled with nuance, details and specifics and the reader is able to just say, “take what resonates and leave what doesn’t” to get away with it. How is someone even supposed to know what truly resonates and what doesn’t for a future spouse reading anyway? Not to mention, how can these readers suddenly get so much detail for a random pac and then not in their other readings or personal readings? There’s just a lot of predatory behavior in the tarot community unfortunately (thank you to melody’s anon for helping us label this finally too), and in turn, it creates a huge misunderstanding of what to expect from readings when you know nothing about tarot.

Not saying all 3 pile PACs are bad of course btw, because that would be ridiculous. There are of course situations where the 3 pile format makes sense, but a lot of them on here are just baiting.

In regards to positives being welcomed with open arms and negatives being considered invasive, it’s literally just nonsensical and honestly, a little weird (often the result of fetishization or idolization etc. so to say this under the pretense of high morals is odd… to say the least). I’ve seen people say things like “who are readers to decide what’s a negative?” when that’s literally not the case, it’s not a case of the reader “deciding” anything, I’m literally asking specifically about the negative traits. It makes me wonder what questions other readers are actually asking in the first place to even come to the conclusion that we would assigning these traits ourselves. Or the argument that “humans are multifaceted so we shouldn’t assign them blah blah blah” like… yeah… duh they’re multifaceted, which is why there’s literally a positives section? It just seems like they reach for excuses to defend their main point that the negatives of these men’s personalities just shouldn’t be acknowledged. It almost makes me feel like some people make these blogs to even improve their idols overall image on a smaller scale or have more control of the perception of it.

I really LOVE how you said “it’s either all invasive or none of it is” because that’s something Melody and I talk about together all the time. Their love lives and “kinks” aren’t invasive topics, but everything that could ruin someone’s fantasy about an idol is. In the end, you’re only allowed to post readings that let you daydream about being their best friend, boyfriend or girlfriend with no complications or obstacles I guess lol. Thanks again for sending this ask! It was really cool to unpack this and see that there’s a reader/follower on the same page. 🩷

#kpop tarot #tarot #answered #really great and insightful ask!#tea = clocked

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eggwishing · 7 months

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What are your drawing habits like? Like are you drawing any chance you get? Do you draw while at work/school? How did you start doing that or have you always been a drawer all the timer (I'm impressed and in awe of your consistency)

WAAAAAAHHH OK WELL FIRST OF ALL TY U 4 THA SWEET WORDS , u SWEETIE PIE!!!!!! ❤️😊2 answer yo ur question ya I draw all the time at school Like I always have my sketchbook out to doodle stuff, I prolly spend more time drawing at school than I spend doing actual work . I started the habit in middleschool bc middleschool sucks for everyone but it especially sucked for my undiagnosed ass and I needed that outlet, drawing whenever I could like squeezing a stress ball yknow. Even if it’s like random doodles and stuff, it doesn’t matter if it looks good, doing it in the first place is the whole point . The good part comes with time n focused efforts . (Don’t get caught up in making ‘good’ doodles btw or you’ll fuck yourself up and end up barely drawing, speaking from experience. Just Draw. Done>>>>perfect !!!! ). But the largest part of why I draw so frequently is bc it’s convenient. Like I have a pretty small sketchbook that’s easy to carry around, and when you can just whip it out in a couple of seconds whenever you want, you find yourself drawing more n more. Some people prefer bigger or even smaller sketchbooks, but it’s all abt ur own preference. Personally I don’t have the kinda strength to haul around an encyclopedia that’ll take forever to get out, and also take forever to put back away when I always gotta be on the move. It kills the mood!! people underestimate how important this aspect is I think— the more accessible ur sketchbook is, the more you’ll find ur self drawing . Anyways, I hope this helped answer ur questions!! peace n love ❤️❤️🫶🫶🙏🙏

#also ik starting a sketchbook can feel intimidating as hell Cos there’s this whole blank slate that u don’t wanna ruin #I just scribble out low effort stuff on the first page to break it in #break that spell of wanting to keep things all tidy and pretty to look at !!#for all the drawings I post on here there’s pages and pages worth of stuff that are just . overwhelming and messy to look at ^_^#asks #not art #also you don’t need a sketchbook if ou have scrap paper or anything that also works!!! just remember where u put stuff lol #or else it’ll get lost

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mlynar-nearl · 1 year

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this is very long i am apologies

yes !!! i read ur essay (?) on mlynars grief too and i just think that youve got it down super neat (ive probably repeated this too many times) so like good job !!!

ah indeed i was the anon who asked abt his kit last time too (saw the art of him too btw its very pretty, very nice ur friend did an amazing job!) so do you think hed have a talent like aosta's in that he does extra (maybe % or maybe fixed) dmg to unblocked? or hes got like a skill thats like fartooth (global only target blocked but in his case its global only target unblocked?) i think either ways adding a different debuff to all of his skills would be fun ! do you think hed be rng based cc (like aak?) or like its specifically one debuff to each skill, those kinda stuff? honestly er this is a lot of questions you can selectively answer but i just think hes probably a neat wraith killer lol no more annoying unblocked assholes running around ehe but also on a separate note, do you think he has any special interactions with other operators (excl the ones from laterano) ? his hobbies etc (just go wild man, tell me wtv even his preferred breakfast or whether he hates grass or smth) also yes ty for the advice abt mandragora !! i only figured it out like... once i accidentally made her drop blocks on herself and she died due to low hp and i was like wtf cos ??? free elimination ? and i learnt i was very wrong later on but pozy saved my ass aha so it all worked out anyways ! just training for when i actually bother clearing ch 9 ig oh and until u said it i didnt rly notice that sss like... hates all snipers. (ive tried using chalter it didnt go well... pozy as well) like all the late stage sss stages just completely dont let you use snipers for anything other than like buffs (unless youre rosa ig might have chance) shit i screwed up this is even longer than last time im so sorry if this is uncomfortable to read :sob: if this is too uh ew to converse with i can chacha slide into ur dms (but give me time i am... well theres a reason im anon) but yeah anyways have a nice day so sorry for this length and as always u can selectively answer or ignore lol ! hope ur well !

don't worry about the length, i love answering questions! I will try and get to everything. thank you for the compliments ab my post i try (oh my god do i try) :]

i think his talents would involve extra damage + prio unblocked enemies + his source of crowd control. his CC would be strictly bind, not RNG like aak, because his arts are specifically grappling hook/rope shit. i think i've been theoretically calling this talent and arts type "tethering." in lore he mainly uses it for traversal, but there's no reason it wouldn't work on people, too, so i think it fits best as a crowd control bind. one of his skills would then just do a "talent trigger increase" as part of their functionality meaning extra bind chance. of course, how useful he would actually be as a concept depends on the numbers, which is the part i'm bad at, but still, fun to think about :]

for other operators, he would definitely get on well enough with some of the cooks among the RI operators, for one. his favorite flavor of sweet thing is cinnamon, and cinnamon is easy to incorporate into things, and he's smart enough to be polite to the people feeding his interests. he would also, i think, have interesting but awkward interactions with the iberians, because while he is not himself iberian, he has traveled extensively there and shares memories of the profound silence/aftermath thereof with Andoain. ultimately, i think he's polite to most everyone he runs into if he were to go to RI, but he's already rather closed off as a person and you have to open him up with a crowbar, so i don't know if anyone could be considered a friend of his. i don't even think fiammetta is really a friend of his (he would call it that, but that's far from correct), more that they have similar enough feelings on a specific topic that leads them to cooperate. i think even increasing trust with him still leaves a lot under the surface.

other shealtiel facts...he prefers cats to dogs but understands the appeal of both, but his favorite animals are birds. being a sniper, he sees a lot of them, and spends a lot of time in places birds nest. i imagine lateran schools have a class on religion similar to catholic school (where i have unfortunately been), and that was his favorite subject because his mother was a canonist and spent most of her time analyzing the scriptures and teachings of lateran. he's surprisingly flexible because of this- he actually idealogically overlaps with andoain more than he'd like to admit, he just hates the man's methods. and life choices. when he's on the road he survives off of breakfast bars and terran poptarts. he prefers chilly weather to heat, but hates heavy snow. he has a halfway decent singing voice but never uses it outside of when he's free enough to attend a lateran service. his plan for immediately after achieving his goal (killing andoain with fia) is to take a vacation somewhere cold-but-not-too-cold and isolated and not answer his messages for six to seven months. he's still on the fence about where, though. he would do that right now if he didn't have duties to fulfill. his favorite mixed drink is a gingerbread gin and tonic (g&t + baking spice infused amaretto.) his favorite non-alcoholic drink is cranberry juice. he's become partial to a dying brand of iberian cookies because andoain likes them and he's started buying them up ahead of him out of a petty sort of spite.

SSS really does hate snipers which sucks b/c i do love me a sniperknights. chalter doesn't fall off quite as bad as some because she's useful for bosses but it's still Bad. i still bring snipers for the aspd buffs, but most of them just arent gonna hold up too much. sad :( gj with mandra! she's annoying but at least in her actual boss levels that aren't TFN you get the automatic pillar destroyers. good luck on chapter 9 when you get there :]

#ash answers #anonymous #shealtiel #LONG post #long post so sorry.

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suckmybigtoeoikawa · 3 years

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hey bestie:) can i have a first date headcanon with Suna, Tendou, and Aone? Luv ur work btw! It always makes me laugh

Yess ofc, I’m glad you like my stories

notes: i have songs that fit the mood for each date so while reading if you wanna play the song to get the feel DO ITTT

suna

song of the date is: 0X1= LOVESONG (i know i love you by TXT

🍃: suna would probably take you on some chill mello date

🍃: probably like… a park, picnic, like a walk or something like that

🍃: very aesthetically pleasing 😌🤌🏾

🍃: at first you guys are walking side by side not really doing anything

🍃: but then big boi got some moves

🍃: he decides to grab your hand

🍃: suna’s hands are probably cold and then as he keeps holding you hand it starts to heat up

🍃: while walking through the park you guys decide to hang out on the playground and do kid stuff 💀

🍃: he’s there recording you swing on the swings and then go down the slide laughing so hard

BYE I JUST THOUGHT LIKE, IMAGINE YOU AND SUNA HAVING KIDS OR GETTING OLDER TOGETHER AND HE STILL HAS THE PICTURES AND THEN YOU GUYS ARE BOTH LOOKING THROUGH THE PICTURES yall would be so in love with each other stg 😫✋🏾

my lonely ass 😮‍💨🤞🏾

🍃: anyways, the picnic would be so chill to

🍃: and you guys get so comfortable around each other that you start to feed each other food

🍃: elders atsumu and osamu dressing up as old people walking through the park are thinking that you guys are already dating

🍃: and from afar it rlly does look like that, so healthy and pure

🍃: the time hours fly by like minutes and the sun is already setting

🍃: you guys both end up going to his house and spend the night watching movies outside on his projector

🍃: you guys watch [insert any black and white movie] while cuddling each other

🍃: but then you get a phone call from atsumu and osamu being nosy

i stg these two… imma cut them

🍃: you almost ending up sleeping there but nope 🥲

🍃: parents 😀🖕🏾

🍃: but don’t worry Suna is gonna drop you off and while you guys are on the road you blast some music

🍃: ofc you play the song i suggested, from now on when ever you guys hear that song you fall deeper in love with each other

🍃: it’s a constant reminder of the great time you guys had together

🍃: plus the song just makes you get into your feelings

🍃: but yeah when he drops you off you guys both just stand there.. not wanting to leave each other

“well.. ig i’ll see you on monday” you say quietly, you voice still kind of dry from yelling the song from the top of your lungs

he smiles at you “yeah..” he says, then suddenly he pulls you into a bear hug.

At first you were surprised, kind of tense. but that didn’t last for long and ease into his touch. it felt so comforting, and he was so warm too.

almost felt like nothing around you was there.. except for suna. he let go, and rests his hand on your cheek and his arm wraps around your waist.

“your so beautiful” he murmured, and kisses you on the cheek

🍃: wonderful first date for sure 😪✊🏾

tendou

song of the date is: Sweet/ I Thought You Wanted To Dance by Tyler, The Creator

💋: your date would probably something exciting, like maybe an amusement park date 😌

💋: he definitely would run you all around the place

💋: best believe by then end of this date your legs will be sore but totally worth it

💋: so many rides and so much food 🥲

💋: btw he pays for it all😌👊🏾

💋: will drag you onto a ferris wheel and if your scared of heights he tells you “just keep looking at me, don’t look down” while he holds your hands

💋: you guys both sit on the ferris wheel and look at view, it’s so beautiful

💋: you catch him looking at you, and when you call him out for it he owns up to it

“well, fine yes i was looking at you.. but how can you blame me when you look so beautiful”

BOLD ASFFFF!!!!

-hed probably say that because he knows that you like him back so he’s rlly now afraid to say stuff like that

-when you guys do eventually start dating, he’s always flirting with you, just wanted to put that out there

💋: he would then sit next to you (because before he was sitting across from you) and would hold your hand

💋: at this point the both of you guys are at the tippy top of the ferris wheel and it’s just sitting there

💋: yes there was some awkward silence but it all goes away when he finally looks at you

“i’m glad you came with me on this date” he says

you smile at him “why wouldn’t I”

“mm, I don’t know”

theres an awkward silence again

he just looks at you and you look back at him, he looks down and squeezes your hand. you start to realize how much Tendous been holding your hand, so you decide to ask.

“Not that i’m complaining.. but why are you holding my hand some much” you laugh while saying it to make the question seem less harsh

“i just like like the way your hands fit in mine, it’s… comforting”

he lifts your hand up to his face and kisses it

“always keep you hand in mine, please”

💋: THEY SHOULD CALL YOU SUGAAAA CAUSE YOU SO MOTHERFUCKING SWEET

💋: very sweet first date, this relationship will last a lifetime, man 😩

Aone

song for the date: World we created by givēon or Crush by Yuna

🐻‍❄️: you guys decided on doing a movie date

🐻‍❄️: you brought the date up because you wanted to cuddle him

🐻‍❄️: i mean, who doesn’t wanna cuddle him

🐻‍❄️: the whole date he was a blushing mess

🐻‍❄️: when you held his hand he is face would just go crazy, and when you guys were in the line to get popcorn and you pull him down to your height (does that make sense) he’s just a blushing mess 😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩

🐻‍❄️: you guys both sit in one of those chairs that are connected, yk what i mean?

^^^

🐻‍❄️: at first he was just sitting there, stiff, like a rock

🐻‍❄️: he was so nervous 😟

🐻‍❄️: but once you start talking to him he starts to loosen up, he gets so comfortable around you

🐻‍❄️: to be honest i think he prefers very calm dates, like he doesn’t mind dates with a lot of energy, but he just enjoys them more (kind of aids into the songs i chose to, they’re very calm)

🐻‍❄️: let’s just say the movie you guys were watching was, a comedy movie

🐻‍❄️: i feel like aone is the type of person to talk during a movie 💀

🐻‍❄️: but like it’s only stuff that he observes, like about the characters

🐻‍❄️: what really made you happy was to hear him laugh and see his smile

OH WHAT ID GIVEEE TO HEAR HIS LAUGH

🐻‍❄️: by the end of the date, you guys decided that you didn’t wanna leave each other and walked to a near by ice cream shop

what flavor do you guys think he likes, don’t know why but for me i think it’s like vanilla or mint chocolate chip

🐻‍❄️: you guys decide to also walk around cause why not

the both of you guys where linking arms and walking by a lake, a very nice stroll 😌

“today was fun, i really enjoyed it” you said

“yeah, same, i’d love to do this again”

you look up at him and smile

“great”

you both make your way over to a bench and sit. watching the swans in the lake and the sound of water running down a a hill, you guys almost felt like a old couple that’s been together for years

“i just really just can’t express how happy i am, that you here with me now” you blurt out

he starts blushing again

“omg, you blushing again” you laugh

“oh i’m sorry”

“no no it’s fine.. i think it’s cute”

he gets redder

“you just, make me blush so much” he says

“wow” you smile “hopefully i can make you blush some more”

you sit up to face him, there’s is just one question that’s been circling around your mind this whole date

“does this.. mean that were.. uh.. dating now?” you ask

he starts to blush again “i would love to, so yeah”

🐻‍❄️: yess yess yess, by the end of this date, yall are totally dating 😌

*****

MASTERLIST

i’m sorry this took so long, i’ve been so lazy 😭

(shhh this song is actually good 😒✋🏾)

I hope you enjoyed it 🤍 Please Like, comment what you think and follow 🤍 have a great day 🤍

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nikrangdan · 3 years

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roommate!heeseung pt. 1

pairing: roommate!heeseung x female reader

genre: mini fic(?), fluff, comedy, tiny angst(one little sad part)

warnings: cursing!!!

word count: 4.3k

description: i guess you just didnt realize you were in love with your roommate...... who has a girlfriend

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“ow!”

you had just hit heeseung over the head after he said he would burn all of your plushies

your Precious. Plushies

hell no you’ve been collecting these since you were 11 no way in hell heeseung would threaten ur babies

you rolled your eyes and started to walk to the kitchen to get a snack

stupid heeseung

hes always saying stupid shit🙄

before you walked out though you noticed the look on his face

like he was contemplating something

“y/n... can you do me a favor?” he nervously uttered out before you walked out his door

“....what kind..?” you furrowed your brows

why was he being so cryptic

“uhh i need you to get flowers and chocolates for me from stacys....”

STACYS?????????

stacys was this fancy store 45 MINUTES AWAY..

“ur fucking serious?” you deadpanned

this was something new

in all your 8 months of living with him he had never asked you of a favor this big

for context.., you had moved to this city apartment for college 8 months ago but you couldn’t afford it without a roommate

but luckily you overheard a certain boy praying for an apartment while you were on campus

and you guessed it!!! it was heeseung

you two clicked easily and you were very thankful he was your roommate

after 4 months of living together he told you he got a girlfriend

you didnt really know about his campus life since you didnt have classes together and you never saw him walking around

you dont know why you were surprised when he told you... i mean have u seem Him.....

but nonetheless

u were like “Omg heeseung!!! thats great<3” like the supportive friend u were

yeah and that was that

you didnt meet the girl until another month later

Now that..... that was an experience......

FLASHBACK WHOOSH

*knock knock knock*

who tha hell was knocking at 7 in the morning.........

you staggered your way over to the front door with your matching hello kitty pajamas

and u open the door to see a blonde Lady who looks around your age

Why did u forget to look thru the little peephole in the door...... ur probably just tired whatever

anyways ur like

“uhm....”

and shes like

“? who are you.?”

and ur like

??!!?[\^€]€\¥,_[+{*}*

“i live here....”

and shes like

“?...? oh sorry i thought my boyfriend lived here..”

and ur both just standing there like ;-;

shes all dressed up and u look like a childs room threw up on u

And thats when it hit u

“OH”

“are you heeseungs girlfriend?!!???” your hand raises up to point at her unconsciously

“ yes.. i am” she looked so lost it was so funny

“oh then you have the right place im sorry! hes my roommate” you scurry back into the apartment, gesturing for her to come in and close the door behind her

“what? he didnt tell me had a roommate..”

poor girl 😭😭😭

you quite literally pounce into heeseungs room and smack him while shes still standing outside awkwardly in the living room

“fucking idiot” smack to the face

“wake up” smack to the chest

“heeseung i swear to god” you shake his head

“are you fucking dead???? wake up!!!!” you pinch his ears really hard

that woke him up

“Ow ow ow ow OWWW y/n what the hell???” his eyes are forced open but theyre squinted due to the sunlight

“your girlfriend is here” you whisper-yell at him

“what???” he sat up so quickly you almost laughed

you were 90% sure she heard everything

oh well

his problem

he just stares into space for a second before his eyes go wide

ur just sitting on his bed waiting for him to do something like Uhhh

“shit i planned a date today oh my god” he jumped up from his bed and hastily told you to “stay put” before throwing on a hoodie, walking to see his girlfriend, and slamming his bedroom door leaving u sat on his bed

yes u were nosy Muahahahahah

so u pressed ur ear against the door to listen to their conversation

“sora, im so sorry i slept in late i promise ill make it up to you please baby dont be mad”

you had to stifle your laughter with your hand

God this was gold

“heeseung why didnt you tell me you lived with a girl.”

oooooooh hes in trouble you laugh to yourself

“ah about that.. im sorry i didnt tell you.. dont worry though, you know i only like you! shes just my roommate”

ouch

Why did that hurt 😪

“whatever heeseung.. ill call you later” and then you heard the door slam

already???? you were ready to get ur popcorn :///

you didnt even notice it had been a while before the door opened with you still leaning on it

boom u fell on the floor

“ow”

“shut up” he said before jumping face down on his bed

you stand up to lean against his door again, staring pitifully at the boy

“you okay?” you cross your arms

“mmm” he mumbles into his pillow

“you know i think i deserve a treat for being woken up at 7am on a sunday by your little girlfriend”

“little? shes taller than you” he turned around to lay on his back and chuckle

“oh so you’re making jokes right now when your girlfriend might break up with you?” you glare at him

“shes not gonna break up with me over something this little” he rolls his eyes and grabs his phone from his nightstand

“you know you’re a little piece of shit heeseung!” you yell out to him after you walked out of his room

“how?!” he yelled back

“treat your girlfriend better!”

he kept his mouth shut after that

yeah you two didnt talk for the rest of the day because he stayed in his room sulking or whatever

fast forward to now

Right after he asked u to get him the chocolates and flowers

“please y/n, sora is gonna be here in 2 hours and i need to get everything ready and i dont have enough time to do everything” he begged

WITH THOSE CUTE LITTLE PUPPY DOG EYES OF HIS GOD

“do you really need them from stacys though???” you whined

he just huffed and glared at you “yes! sora only likes them from there.”

“nuh uh mister dont give me that look” you narrow your eyes at him

he immediately stops his glare and tries to look neutral

it almost made you laugh

you just looked at him for a few seconds before giving up

“fine. but what am i getting in return?”

his eyes lit up and traveled up as he was in thought

“hmmm ill buy you food whenever you want for a month”

Wow

“woah thats more than i bargained for but deal!” he didnt realize that until after you shook his hand, very enthusiastically might i add

Lol

so now you were on your way home with the MASSIVE bouquet of roses and beautifully wrapped chocolates sitting nice and snug in the passenger seat of your car

these two things costed $115

oh well its heeseungs money not yours

you found it amusing because heeseung was nowhere near rich so where was he finding this money to blow

over an hour later and ur finally back home

u open the door

u struggled very much btw

almost dropped everything haha

but woah......

your eyes widened and your mouth fell open

“heeseung? you didn’t tell me you two were having the date here..”

as soon as you walked in you smelled a pretty scent and the lighting was dim

it was beautiful

there were candles lit on every surface

rose petals were scattered messily everywhere

the two seater dining table was topped with elegant decor

there was quiet jazz music playing from his speaker

the familiar aroma of your favorite food hit you

standing there in your apartment didnt feel real

it felt like you were in a dream

you couldnt believe your apartment could turn into room from a fairytale

you were never one to be into disney princesses and fantasies

but for the first time ever you almost wished for a prince charming yourself

you almost got lost in a trance

and then....

the boy himself walked out

donned in an all black suit with a sliver of the white undershirt peeking underneath and the white tie

his bangs were covering his forehead and you noticed he styled them to be wavy

he had his earrings in and rings were present on 3 of his fingers

he looked absolutely dazzling

you dont know how or why.. but your heart began to race

why did this feel like it was for you...?

you wanted to be his disney princess

staring at him wistfully, it felt like time had stopped

“oh thanks y/n, i almost thought you ditched me” he chuckled quickly

he was frantic and out of breath as he snatched the things out of your hand

“right!” he began as he sped around the room setting everything up

“im sorry but i forgot to ask if you could leave for today. im such an idiot, im sorry y/n.. you can stay at a friends house or something for the night?” he didnt even look at you as he perfected the chocolates on the counter and the plates on the table

you couldnt help but notice your heart clench and your stomach twist at his words

you were still glued to your spot infront of the door

“o-oh! yeah, okay thats fine ill get my stuff now” you scurry to your room

you speedily threw some clothes and necessities in a bag before walking back to him

“hey..”

he didnt look at you

“helloooo”

“heeseung” you poke him

he finally turned to you

“sorry what?” he gazed down at you with big eyes

“its okay.. just wanted to let you know im leaving now” you give him a small smile

“oh right! thank you y/n again” he grinned

his pretty smile

“you look great by the way... have fun” you manage to say before slipping out the door

you didnt let him reply back because if you stayed in there a second longer you think you would’ve fallen in love with him

where did these feelings come from...?

you smack yourself on your forehead as youre walking down the steps to your car

ur probably just feeling like this because no man has ever done anything like that for u

and seeing it in real life made u want a bf 😟😟

yeah... thats it

so now ur at sunoos house

a close friend from your finance class

he lives in his parents house but theyre never home so he basically owns the place and doesn’t have to pay for it

Yeah u kinda envy the boy

but you love him because hes great

“y/n ..do you like him????” sunoo gasps

you guys are watching tangled for the 10th time and you were explaining what happened back at your apartment

“what? where did you get that from?” you snort, your eyes still focused on the movie

you could literally feel his eyes piercing into your soul with that stare

“the way you were telling me that story.... you sounded a bit jealous if i do say so myself..” he raises his eyebrow and leans back into the couch

“i do not like heeseung, sunoo” your eyes roll and you turn to look at him finally

he has a little smirk as he looks at u suspiciously

“hmmm okay, i get it” he raises his arms in defense and surrenders “you don’t wanna talk about it”

you scoff and laugh at his actions “you’re so annoying”

so ..*time skip* lol

you slept at sunoos for the night

it wasnt anything new bc u used to stay at his alot while u were in the process of moving into your apartment

one of his guest rooms is practically urs bc u have some decorations and spare clothes there :P

when you woke up that sunday morning you realized you forgot to set an alarm

so now its like 11am

well its not like you needed to be home so you shrugged it off

“morning” u said to sunoo when u saw him sitting on the couch watching wreck it ralph

boy loves his movies

“when are you going home?”

“wow rude.... not even a good morning back??” you found him amusing

“sorry, good morning. when are you going home” he turned his head to look at you

it made you laugh

Sunoo is so funny u love him

“do u wanna get rid of me that bad??? i hate you”

“ni-ki and jungwon are coming over today and i dont want you smothering them like you always do” he playfully glares at you

NI-KI AND JUNGWON???!!!??!!!!!!

“MY BABIES????” you exclaim and jump on the couch next to sunoo

“yes” he exasperatingly says

“now leave before they get here”

“WHAT?? no im staying because i wanna see them”

“NO!!!! now get out of my house y/n”

“why not?!!???! sunoo please i bet they miss me so much”

“y/n please.. they do NOT miss you”

“they literally do i always make them cookies and theyre like y/n ur so cool we love you”

“u mustve been hallucinating....”

“sunoo please please please i dont wanna go home” u tried to muster up the cutest puppy dog eyes ever

he looked at your face for a moment

“no u look ugly”

“YOU’RE SO ANNOYING” you push him

“theyre coming back tomorrow you can come then! today is boys night”

“boys night?” you snort “what the fuck are u kids gonna do that i cant be around for?”

“SHUT UP Y/N get out of my house!” he just starts to drag you out of his house himself

“ow oW OKAY fine ill leave... have fun doing.. whatever you’re gonna do” you grab your bag and start to head for the door

sunoo slams the door in ur face after he says “bye dont come back please” 😭😭😭

“asshole!” u yell to him thru the door

you just huff and stand on his porch for a second

you wonder if heeseung still has his girlfriend over and decide to text him

y/n🦧: hi can i come back home

welp

now ur sitting on sunoos porch waiting for a reply

10 minutes pass while ur scrolling on your phone and still no reply

you look up when you hear the front door open

“why are you still here?” sunoo frowns at you

“heeseung didnt answer my text and i dont wanna go back if his girlfriend is still there” you reply

“go home y/n plz.... i lied jungwon and ni-ki arent coming over.. my grandparents are” he tries to shoo you away

“why would you lie about that” you laugh

“theyre really mean! but you can come back tomorrow because the boys are actually gonna be here.. now go because my grumpy grandparents are gonna be here in like 5 minutes” he guides your shoulders down his porch

“ugh.. if his girlfriend is still there its your fault” you pout

“wha- how is that my- whatever y/n go home!!!”

when you drive off you dramatically wave your hand to him trying to show how desperately you did not wanna go home

sunoo just giggles and runs back inside

you drove home extra slow Lol

and now you were at the door contemplating whether or not you just make a run for it

but u said fuck it because u missed the comforts of ur own room

well u knocked a little before unlocking the door

how embarrassing to be knocking on the door of ur own home 💀

you didnt get an immediate answer so u just stood outside in the apartment hallway....waiting....

after waiting for like 30 seconds (because ur impatient) you knock again

well i tried to be nice you thought

you finally gave up and unlocked the door with your keys, kind of slowly opening the door to peek in

hmmm.... nothing

the sun was emitting some rays of light through one of the windows but none of the lights were on

and why was there food still on the table..?

you were kind of afraid to go see heeseung

but

you did notice one thing

there wasn’t a pair of shoes u didnt recognize sitting on the rack by the door

so... is his girlfriend not here or did she bring her shoes to his room lol..

“hello?” you unconfidently called out to nobody in particular

no answer

you slipped your shoes off quietly and tiptoed towards the hallway that included both of your rooms across from eachother

the kitchen and living room looked untouched

to describe u being confused would be an understatement

you set your bag down on your bed and then made your way to heeseung.. just to check on him

you were genuinely so confused rn

you thought they would be cuddling on the couch or talking in his room or something but it was dead silent throughout the house

“heeseung?” you soft knocked on the door of his bedroom

surely he couldnt still be asleep.. it was noon on a monday and heeseung would normally be up by 10 because he said he would “start being a more productive man” as he said it

you always laughed at him because he used to wake up at like 3pm on days he didnt have class

anyways you didnt get an answer which was slightly concerning because you didnt forget to take note that you saw his car in the parking garage when you arrived

“i’m coming in” you called out to him before twisting the knob and pushing the door open

you realized you might be crossing a line and he’d get upset at you for invading his privacy but you were honestly worried for your friend

at first you didn’t see him

his room was empty, not a single person in sight

that is until you further examined the big lump on his bed

“heeseung? what...” you walked over to the lump that you only knew was him because you could see a bit of his hair peeking out from the top

“um.. am i interrupting something..” you awkwardly said, debating whether or not to go closer

he wasn’t saying anything so you guessed he was sleeping

how odd for him

you wanted to just check real quick and then you’d leave his room

so your feet padded softly against his wooden floor as you made your way over to him

and you bent down a little to kind of tug the huge blanket away from his face

as you got closer you also noticed his girlfriend wasnt here

the first thing you noticed was that he was definitely not asleep

your eyes widened and your hand instinctively went to his face to cup his cheek

“are you okay?! why are you crying?” you quickly asked, your eyebrows were furrowed in worry

in your months living with him you have never seen him show any emotional feelings in front of you and it almost made you panic

his eyes locked onto yours before he looked away from you and closed his eyes

he still hasnt said anything and you really didnt know what to do in this situation

you took your hand off his cheek before sighing

now you’re just sat on the side of his bed just looking at him.. wondering what to do

you were sure he wasn’t sleeping even though his eyes were shut and he wouldnt move

but you sat there for 5 minutes and he didnt seem to mind

“sora broke up with me”

he finally broke the silence

...

you didnt know what to say

you couldnt ask if he was okay when he obviously wasnt

“do you wanna talk about it? you looked over to heeseung to see him staring at you

“not really” he broke eye contact once again and looked up towards the ceiling

“later i will.. just not now” he breathed out

you nodded at that, understanding his situation

you felt terrible for the boy

his eyes were red and his voice was all nasally like he’d been crying

“i’ll leave you alone now..” you patted his big blanket fluff to lighten the mood and walked out his stuffy room

hours had passed while he was stuck in that room and you didnt know what to do

it was 7pm already

you spent the day watching tv in the living room

but it was dinner time and you made ramen (his fav!!!) in hopes that he would come out of there

“heeseung you’ve gotta eat” you knock on his door again

you had told him to eat at 2 earlier but he insisted that he wasnt hungry

you were surprised when he instantly opened the door and your hand was still in midair as you were knocking

if your hand moved an inch you wouldve been knocking on his chest which you found very funny but you didnt think this was the right time for jokes

“hi” you looked up at him

he was wearing his purple beanie with sweatpants and a long sleeve shirt

he definitely looked better than he did this morning which you thanked god for

“hey” he gave u this look :]

“you okay? i made ramen.. can you smell it” you kinda giggled

“yeah, thanks” he tried to send you a small smile which you were thankful for

“okay well come eat because i worked very hard on it” you turned on your heels and went towards the tiny kitchen island with two seats

he followed you and sat next to you as you gave him his bowl and chopsticks

“bon appetit!” you clapped your hands before digging in

you were proud of urself ngl... the ramen was smacking

“thank you y/n” he said softly

you refused to admit it but he was.. So Cute

“no problem, just eat” you grinned

and you two ate in silence for a good 15 minutes

he said he would do the dishes after you were done which was relieving because you wanted to go jump in your bed and watch tiktoks very badly

there was a slight awkwardness in the air too so you wanted to let that cool off too

so now you were cuddled up in our bed with your phone very close, almost too close, to your face

and you could hear the sink running as heeseung washed the dishes

you silently prayed he was feeling better and that he would be over it soon

the sink turned off and you could hear his footsteps coming towards the hallway

what surprised you was that you heard knocks on your bedroom door

“can i come in?” he asked

“yeah its open” you replied

u had to get out of ur blanket cocoon :///

you watched him stride over to sit next you on your bed

he even got under the covers and laid down like dang lmao u getting comfy i guess

“whats up?” you were sitting up while he was laying on your pillows

“so.. she broke up with me last night” he spoke while hugging one of your plushies

oh OHH so this is what this is about

“oh.. are you feeling better now?”

“yeah i think.. we only dated for 4 months but i really liked her....”

“did she say why she did?” you asked

“she said she found someone else. i dont know if you know this but shes a year older than me and she told me she wasnt into younger guys which doesnt even make any sense because her ex was younger than her too and-”

“okay heeseung” you laugh “people are like that, you just gotta deal with it”

“yeah yeah, i know” he sighed “i dont know.. i dont know if im sad i lost her or if im sad over the fact that i dont have a girlfriend anymore”

“was she your first girlfriend?”

“me? y/n” he laughed “ive had plenty before”

“oh” you didnt even wanna ask

“why? have you never had a boyfriend or something?” he joked

“no....” you trailed off, unable to look him in the eye out of embarrassment

you were never even embarrassed about that but for some reason admitting it to heeseung made you shy

“what?! no way” he was actually shocked

“yes way now can we change the topic this is terrible” you roll your eyes and shove a plushie in his face

“awee little y/n” he teased you

“get out” you snickered

“okay okay fine.. but yeah i think i’ll be okay. she broke up with me as soon as she got here so all of my planning was for nothing. i think that was what devastated me the most, i had no one to eat with”

you wanted to yell I LITERALLY EXIST soooo bad

Why is he so stupid.......

“thats sad...” you said

you wanted to laugh at your reply bc what else could you say

“yeah anyways you dont have to worry about taking care of me while im sulking or whatever im cool now’

“well that was quick.. you were acting like a baby this morning now ur this tuff guy” you tease

“yeah yeah i dont even know why i was acting like that” his cheeks went pink

“im just kidding” you send a small smile his way “you know im always here for you right? dont be afraid to be a little emotional sometimes” you reach over to pat his head

“thanks y/n” he smiles “you’re a really great friend”

ouch

yeah.. friend

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WOMAN HIIII!!!!💖💖HOW IS MY ANGEL DOINGG??? babi i love youuuu<333 sooo i wanted to let uk that im doing find and i wanted to check in on u too!! anywasyysysysy i saw a couple of posts abt u being overwhelmed and im aware of u feeling this way, u do quite sometimes and just like the prev times, firstly i wanna say that i understand. and i feel the same way most of the time. uk when i had just become an army i spent a lot of time being an army w/o any social media and i still like the vibes of that time than my time spent on tumblr/exploring twt. anyways, i just wanna say that its okay and u should give yourself a break. pls take care of yoself. watch run btw or wtw and dont follow the updates. will 100% give u peace. like, trust me on this one.

secondly, abt u feeling,,,,,, insignificant. woman. w all due respect, shut the genuine fuck up. do u not know how impactful are u?!?!? do u not know how amazing u are?? ure literally an angel okay?? irdk what my tumblr feed wouldve looked like if it werent for u. ure amazing. ure kind. ure beautiful inside out. yes not millions know u/follow u but u still matter to a lot of ppl and thats enough. its not imp to be at the top,,, ultimately if u think abt it even bts have pretty much each other and a few friends outside of it and thas allll that matters hon. everyone has a diff journey and we should never compare ourselves w others. i struggle w it too and ik its easier said than done but when u stop comparing yourself even for just a bit, u see how bful and mess free life is.

sometimes i feel like these long paras may be annoying for u like no one asked n**ka fkn relax😬but i really wish to like,,,,, be there for u if that makes sense??? no? okay. in short, ure free to bin it if u dont want this but i hope u can feel better by reading this. and even replying or not replying, keeping it priv or wtw its all upto u. i just cant see one of the most bful souls ive ever met being sad and overwhelmed :(

chugg that water down baby, helps wonders<3 listen to some music, dance to some hoe songs (fkn mood imo) or just dance in general. let that adrenaline kick in and... wlel imma stop talking now🤣😅babe ill see u mf sooonnn!! take care<33 million kithies for u and holding yo hand like tae does yoon's :3 💖💖💖 (🐯)

hello my sweetest love! It’s so good to hear from you, I’m glad that you’re doing well 💞 I hope you don’t mind a rather short answer from me this time around; I am incredibly grateful for everything you said and it’s really comforting to know that you care about me enough to take time out of your day to write me these lovely messages, I still don’t know how I deserve that 💔 I’ve gone through a really tough episode recently, and while yes, it had also to do with some stuff that had happened on tumblr, it was mostly triggered by my actual real life fears and problems. I think I’m getting better at taking a step back from here when I feel overwhelmed by content, my own negativity and/ or fears that I have and that’s good! I also think that I won’t be sharing so much of my mental instability anymore on here lmao, and just stay offline when I’m feeling bad. So that’s why I won’t talk more in depth about what you said in this ask, I really do hope that’s okay 💘 I adore you so much for cheering me on and making me smile (and blush!!) so much with your sweet compliments, you really make my heart flutter babe! I’m repeating myself but – thank you, so so much. You always make me feel better about myself and what I do and I’m just so utterly thankful. I love you, take care!! ❤️❤️

#all the kisses in the world for you darling #🐯 anon #anon #annie’s mail

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colourful-void · 2 years

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my meta psychological horror game concept because my father was not impressed by it.

meta games like undertale that mess with ur playthroughs r great, and ddlc does that And has cool stuff in the files and OneShot is the king of messing with playthroughs and files and meta on your computer! its really amazing how meta these video games can get.

but here are some things i wanna see in a point and click style viddy game like that that aims to be as under your skin disturbingly real as possible. this is my euthanasia coaster, my theoretical psychological horror game.

again this is a theoretical game, this does not exist in any capacity, and i currently have no plans to bring it into reality.

- OC it's gonna detect ur playthroughs via hidden files, and detect if a file was there and then deleted - its gonna detect what version of the game ur playing on (if there's like,, windows ver vs mac ver etc) and then make fun of you for it. if you get one ver of the game and then use another the game knows and it taunts you - self crashes for days ur gonna get so tired of rebooting this thing itll be like malware fake crashes too!! - one time you'll be forced to make a choice and all the options will seem bad and then like,, a little bit after but not immediately, just enough for you to get a taste of the concequences, at a seemingly random time (maybe there's a window in there oo that'd be fun), it'll close itself under the guise of a crash, and then you'll have to make the awful and hard choice again. and if you choose something different ur characters are like 'haven't you made me suffer enough? are you hell bent on seeing me in pain?" - i wanna make the window! look! like! it's! dripping! a character exists the window later because they're so angry with you they can't contain it. - pop ups on the actual computer screen - you get a neat little cursor in game and then at some points it starts moving on its own - the in game close button will move itself if you try and click it. - the game has second person narriation for flavour text and things and sometimes it'll go first place with smething jarringly different than what you expect the player cjharatcer to say and then when you click it again its "normal" (like, say its been established over and over that the player character loves oranges and then u click on something orange related and the narrations like 'disgusting things id love to seen smashed to pieces and consumed by maggots' and then u click it again and then its like 'you appreciate the painting of an orange fruit =D" - you can't play the game again once its finished because theres a little file hidden on your computer so when u open it its a dark screen or something and if you delete it ***there's another secret back up file*** and it punishes youb for deleting it or mocks you or something - graphics are all pixels and such until it decides to switch to photo realistic for sake of freakyness, i know its classic but its banger - yes we r detecting ur name and calling you by it but i will also allow u to change ur name with no concequence because Trans Rights - you WILL play the game in windowed mode and if you move the window outside the boundries of the moniter the chaaracters will cry and scream about the darkness and the horrors beyond the walls. - can we change the background to ur favourite character and then glitch em out? why yes we can you clicked the disclaimer u knew this was coming. - it's gonna ask u a whole bunch of innocuous questions about ur preferences and some of them will come back and some wont but some of em will be like "favourite colour" and some will be like "choose one body part to save legs or arms" and when the favourite colour question comes back its gonna send so much distress to the player but the other questions not coming back lmao its just there to scare you - there are voices in the audio tracks and they get added in and taken away. they are saying things for real but they're heavily distorted - there r no jumpscares btw its all atmosphere, jumpscares r cheap im more epic than that.

theoretically if i had the coding skills i would make a video game i woulsn't be able to stand playing myself

#ddlc #undertale #oneshot #theoretical video game #he just said he'd hard reboot the whole computer #if i tried to make him play ddlc i think he'd throw the pc out the window #euthanasia #euthanasia.ment #horror games #posts thats gonna make mutual atlix dm me somethin like 'seek help'#someones gotta enjoy this

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geffenrecords · 3 years

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i genuinely get so happy when u rb my stuff or just post anything u dont have to answer just wanted to let u know ily 😈 all your takes are Coolness and everything u do is Awesomeness and also i appreciate ur tags a lot ^_^ this is finneas anticreek btw but you probably already know

OH THANK YOU.......thas so nice to hear.....i love ur blog and all ur Fun posts too i gotta rb them.....im glad u like my stuff tho oh wow......

#i always get so excited when u like my stuff too im always jus like &×>×&÷×[÷*÷*;@:×"×^@&@>×&÷[#also im glad u like my tags and rb....i was a little worried it was annoying bc i talk a lot in ze tags sometimes..#we r holding hands now.....mutual appreciation for our dumbass blogs ^__^#ask #also i do know ur main!! i jus keep forgetting to follow it hehe....

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frankierose · 4 years

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hi im listing off my stims because i feel!!! really!!!! positive and happy right now aaaaaaah!!!!!!! long post btw FJDFJfd vocal/auditory: -singing -talking to myself (just abt.. random things, like ‘IMMA GO MAKE SOME RIIIICE yea babye’ i do that a lot lol) -yelling (occasionally tho, like only if im in a Secluded Area like outside or somethin) -making random noises (i like doing like. do do dooo do a lot) -humming -listening to music -snapping or tapping my fingers repeatedly (yeah this is physical but i more do those for the rhythm!!) -Mouth Noises..... (i click my tongue a lOT i also ‘beatbox’ a lot too lol. that one is my F a v) physical: -flapping my hands (happens a lot when im listening to mcr!!!) -rubbing/cuddling a soft object (stuffed animals, blankets, whatever i can find) -rocking back and forth (happens more when im anxious/having a panic attack, it helps keep me in line and i focus on the rhythm of the back and forth motions) -rubbing two pieces of fabric together (like, my shirt or tags!!!) -walking on my tip toes (i just found out this was a stim!!! ive been doing it my whole life aah!!!) -spinning around -hopping/jumping -flexing mah MUSCLES/moving rhythmically (which i am doing right now!!! its kind of hard to explain but like.. sometimes ill shrug my shoulders and move my feet n stuff like theres background music to my LIFE!!) -blinking rlly hard/scrunching up my face -opening my hands REAAAAAAALLY BIG -DANCIN!! I LOVE DANCIN!! even tho i do look dumb doing it lOL

tactile (bad/negative stims that i should.. prob stop doing...): -cracking my knuckles (i do this a lot more when im anxious aah even tho its bad for my hands its so relaxing and satisfying) -picking at dead skin/my lips (I DO THIS TOO MUCH FMDMF.) -picking my nails -biting the inside of my mouth (im pretty sure like... the inside of my cheeks are S c a r r e d) -grinding my teeth (i dont do this one as much but like. sometimes i grind my teeth to like songs and im like NO DO SOMETHING ELSE THATS NOT GOOD FOR UR TEETH U DUMMY but. i Continue Anyway) my fav stims/items to stim with are: -my gem bracelet made from... citrine n clear quartz!!!! since theyre like glass i rub em together and it makes Noises and Feels Cool ill also count the beads and just run my fingers along them.. sometimes i will swing it around from a charm it has on it!!! -my stuffies!! i used to chew on them a Lot sdjfdsfnds but sometimes u just need someone to hug or somethin to squeeeeeeze :> -i really love jumping and spinning and flapping!!!!! sometimes u jus gotta!!!! do stuff!!! its really nice!!!!! -i tap my fingers A LOT!! is nice!!! the ways i stim On Lien are: -lots of exclamation points!!!!! aaaaaahhhhhh!!!!! -speakin weird. (thas, is okie, kno, tha, hapey/babye/funney etc) Capitalizing Random Words. u kno -ramblin!!! sometimes i just randomly word vomit if im stimulated!!! like... i have posts on here that are just me goin like ‘dododododoodododdo [insert song lyrics here] I WANNA!! DANCEEEEE WOOOOOMP. nyoooooooooom. chop chop karate noises’ -KEY SMASHING SJDFJSDFNDSMF. when i jus.. cannot express mah emotions.. with words.... ^^thes... make me Very Hapey..!!!!^^ stimming irl is still kinda scary for me because im constantly focusing on what im doing in front of people. an im.. scared theyre gonna judge me but like. im Tryn to get Better at being comfortable w myself!! anyway this was random and!!!! yall dont have to read this at all but like. it was jst somthin i wanted to write :>

#long post #<- for those who do not want to listen to me ramble abt my stims lOL #adhd rambles

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pwjins · 7 years

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do you have author/fics recommendation???? Btw, I love your everything that you have wrote so far!!! They rly help on a bad day

hello!! IDK I LIKE A LOT OF WRITERS N STUFF BUT EHRE ARE MY FAVES IG AHHH AND THERES PLNTY MORE THA TI PROBABLY MISSED BUT TRUST ME THEY ARE ALL RLY CUTE AF BLOGS THAT U SHOUDL 12/10 FOLLOW

GO FOLLOW ALL THESE PPL LIEK RN OKAY TY

@alliwannado-w1 • THEIR FBOI SERIES IS SO GOOD GMFU AFHDIKFHA I BARELY STARTED FOLLOWING BUT U SHOULD TOO

@wannasseu • omgagfjs their ex bf series makes me so soft n sad im ded theyre super cute w the writing and stuff and it’s all the cute little details that have me deCEASED

@wannabl • THIS CHICK IS SUPER ANNOYING AND WONT STOP EXPOSING ME BUT HER BLOG GIVES ME MORE LIFE THAN IDK LIEK CARBONATED WATER AND 10/10 PERSONALITY caution she’s rly funny befriend at ur own risk

@heochannies • b l e s s u p f o r e x i s t i ng that should b more than enough of a reason for u to follow them asfhjadfh (i rec everything they have ever posted like ever)

@imagineproduce101 • harry potter + mafia series (AND CANT REMEMBER TO FORGET YOU) must i say more like those were prob some of the cutest/most badass fics/bullet points i’ve laid my eyes on

@pinksausageduo • i LITERALLY just followed them liek 5 min ago and their writing posts are like RLY FREKAING CUTE WTF?? super cute would 144/10 recommend

@hime-hana • i highkey SWEAT whenever i read their stuff like it’s TAHT GOOD it’s so freaking detailed and like so well written that a part of me just srsly EXPLODES every time i read smthn like wow does it smell like talent in here or waht

other blogs that i’ve only seen a few times but i kNOW THEYRE GOOD

@wannaonestars @kanggdaniell @wannamoon @wannatales

p.s thank you sm!! i swear sweet anons like u make the world go around ahfkdfj 😩❤️

#replies #time for a nap gn HAHAHA

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vorillaz · 7 years

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Demon days+ Don't get lost in heaven!!! Btw I hope things get easier for u soon beta and i hope ur bby gets healthy and strong all the best 4 u 💐

Sorry I’m o Nobile nos bu!!Don’t get lost in heaven - do you think del SHOuld come back? YES ABSOLUTELY YES I WANT TO SEE DEL AGAIN AND I WANT TO LISTEN TO DELVON RAPPING WITH GOr ILLAZ’S 2017 AUDIO TECHNOLOGY AND SINGERS. He is part of the humanz family already but I want him to have new songs and I love del Tha ghost rapper with my life too. I love him, I love him to hell and beyond. Russel and him are married to me we’re poly and love eachoth—

Demon days: underrated Gori llaz song: cloud of unknowing. The views of the official audio are just sad and it’s such a beautiful song with amazing vocals.

Also aaaah I love don’t get lost in heaven+demon days and the way they transition I know it’s not on the questions but happy face!!! Hey man thanks for your concern. My son has been reacting well to this new medicine but he’s still refusing to eat and aaah it’s stressful in here because of stuff but I’ll make it through!!!!!! I hope you’re taking care 😚🌠🌠🌠🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🏄

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aph-2p-headcanons · 7 years

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2P!Romano Boyfriend Headcanons

sorry for being the absolute worst :,))

⦁ DUE TO AN EXCEEDING AMOUNT OF REQUESTS ⦁ AND SUDDEN BOOST OF PRODUCTIVITY ⦁ I PRESENT TO YOU ⦁ THE ONE ⦁ THE ONLY ⦁ F L A V I O V A R G A A A A A A A A A A A A S ⦁ *edgy airhorn noise* ⦁ okay. ⦁ ya boi is The Worst™ ⦁ in the mornings ⦁ he will CLAW you back into his arms if you try to leave - he is a light sleeper, so he can tell if you are trying to escape ⦁ like ⦁ he is a Demon ⦁ you can eventually get out if you a.) threaten him and his designs heavily b.) smorch him c.) cry ⦁ yes yes v original spookie, but he will use you to model his designs "stop moving" ":.))" ⦁ he is so controlling when he is using you as a model btw and if you cry he will feel so bad but also might be like "!!don't!!stain the satin :,,)" ⦁ he is the super extra guy that just shows up an hour late to an event with a half empty bottle of wine and swirls his fucking glass and sniff s ⦁ if he accidentally hurt himself he will either be like "oh that sucks" or scream bloody murder - he will go to you either way because he can't take care of injuries on himself by himself ⦁ he has a fashion blog and he posts so many photos of you modelling his stuff, especially on instagram - he is instafamous btw, people literally see him on the streets and are like !!!! ⦁ he probably can't reach a lot of things and gives up if he can't, but can be persuaded to use you as a stool "i offered to get on your sho-" "get on the ground there's no way i'm letting you wrinkle this" ⦁ will constantly be grooming you like a mom seeing someone she knows in public with her kid there ⦁ like he just produces a mini lint roller from a secret compartment on the bottom of his shoe "i could've just plucked tha-" "no you have a bit of dirt on your finger you'll stain it" "flavi these are brown pants" ⦁ he is a really good cook and will be excited to teach you things ⦁ he's a really good boyfriend like he will square up if someone insults you, especially your appearance - he thinks everyone is beautiful in their own way and wont stand for bullies ⦁ will drag you to Pride with him because he loves seeing the drag shows ⦁ he takes his coffee inhumanely black (luci takes it so sugary it's undrinkable) ⦁ a big chance you will slowly lose your closet items and then gain them back a day later "flavi did you take my sweater" "there are loose threads, i don't want them getting caught on anything" "that's,, actually really nice, thank you,," ⦁ he tries to teach you italian (if you don't already speak it) it's so cute "no, no, it's PREgo, like,, 'prey'" ",,preh" "nO--" ⦁ he never is not snapchatting you ⦁ he and gilen are probs caligraphy buddies and he'll make you this really pretty written piece of your name ⦁ luciano is secretly super into musicals, but flavio doesn't know any except for the classics. if you're into musicals, it's your job to introduce them to him "bell@ who is Rich Jake and why are you trying to protect him?" "nO fla V--" ⦁ he gets hot all the time and you might walk in on him in nothing but socks ",,,,,,,,,,,flav,,, your feet produc-" "i don't wanna hear it" ⦁ has a nice singing voice but only does it when he's distracted - he's super embarrassed about it so if you hear him he will LEAVE the vicinity ⦁ probably is like "hey u ever been to milan?" "no?" "okay well you're not gonna if you don't hurry up, we take off in an hour" ⦁ just,,, random trips?? ⦁ he really likes taking you places you've never been and will remember places and things you want to do ⦁ he is VERY strategic about dates. he usually hands you a bag (of clothes) (that he made) and a time of when you're leaving. that's it. ⦁ everythign is a surprise with him ⦁ "are you busy?" "actually yeah i gotta-" "no you don't get ready we're going on a date" "flavIO I HAVE TO WO R-" "I CALLED YOU IN ALREADY" "Y OU RE GON NA G E TM E F I RED" ⦁ he loves you don't worry ⦁ he also loves seeing you happy & will do everything in his power to see you smile ⦁ but that isn't difficult, things are never dull when ur dating Flavio Vargas ;)))

#2p headcanons #headcanons #2p #2p romano #aph romano #Flavio vargas #aph #aph headcanons #hetalia headcanons #2p hetalia #hetalia #boyfriend headcanons

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